was there a time that you heard a song? and you liked the beat, you liked that song. rushed home. powered your pc. and opened bitcomet/limewire/etc. and started to type however. you DIDN'T KNOW who sang it, what the title was or anything! wad do you do? you frantically call everyone. i mean. EVERYONE! even the radio djs, the gah-men, your ex girlfriend, your ex-ex girlfriend, and your parents and everyone.!
problem is. they dont know either what the hell you're talking about, or. they just suck at these kinda stuffs... and your practically sweating. pissed of because no one knows the song you really wanna listen to.. and your so pissed. you just wanna kill someone.

hang on a moment. you do know that murder is a crime in good ole' singapore right?

so what can you do?

may i present.... midomi
yes. midomi is a online song finder! all you need to do is just put in the lyrics of the song, press the search button. and.. TADA! all the songs with the words will appear. the more words you input, the faster you'll find the songs.!
BETTER YET! with a microphone, you just need to hum/sing the song! even though its out of tune, okay. a little out of tune. the programme will be able to *locate the song.! how wonderful and simple is that??!??

what are you waiting for?! CALL 1900-iwantmysong NOW!

*batteries sold seprately
*labtests show a 99.9% accuracy, discrepencies may happen
*microphone sold seprately
*all database is added by users, not on actual song. if the person who added the song into the database sings like a crow. than you gotta sing like a crow to get that song.

You have so many relationships in this life
Only one or two will last
You're going through all this pain and strife
Then you turn your back and they're gone so fast
And they're gone so fast
So hold on the ones who really care
In the end they'll be the only ones there
When you get old and start losing your hair
Can you tell me who will still care
Can you tell me who will still care
Mmm bop, ba duba dop
Ba du bop, ba duba dop
Ba du bop, ba duba dop
Ba du
Mmm bop, ba duba dop
Ba du bop, Ba du dop
Ba du bop, Ba du dop
Ba du
Plant a seed, plant a flower, plant a rose
You can plant any one of those
Keep planting to find out which one grows
It's a secret no one knows
It's a secret no one knows

(Repeat Chorus)

In an mmm bop they're gone.
In an mmm bop they're not there.
In an mmm bop they're gone.
In an mmm bop they're not there.
Until you lose your hair. But you don't care.

(Repeat Chorus)

Can you tell me? You say you can but you don't know.
Can you tell me which flower's going to grow?
Can you tell me if it's going to be a daisy or a rose?
Can you tell me which flower's going to grow?
Can you tell me? You say you can but you don't know.






daydreaming. playing my guitar. strumming to songs that i wanna sing, but i just dare not too.



希望你能当我宝贝 你一定不会后悔 我只有一个要求 就 是要对你好 永远不让你流泪 永远都不让你心碎
只要你相信我 我们在一起好吗 ? hao mah?

will you.?? but of cos... you dont know its you. so what am i gonna do? sit here and daydream.




obviously she's outta my league, im wasting my time cos she'll never be mine.



okay! i shan't dwell on it. will be meeting her somehow anyways.. so i shan't just brood over this. cos i have more pressing matters at hand. like.. MY EXAMS! and cos. to a lesser extend. what to do on vday? haha. but that aside.

i think i shall be a good boy and less than your average blogger, that blogs about what he does, what happens and all. but rather. shall resist the urge to blog about my everyday life and do more.. interesting stuffs, do some simple reviews andall.... and maybe. save a lil and get a nice camera, (for those interested, i think im getting the 400D) and post some shots of my bedside view. =)

lets see. this is damn pathatic.

i went to sleep at 11.45pm yesterday.
and im up at 2.45am today. which is like. crap. ahh! i just wanna slp!

anyway. since im up, my brain isn't working, lets just. blog. haha. thats wad mindless zombies/creeps do right? the best thing in the world. blog!

anyway. was in sch today. and instead of concentrating on my paper, me and andy were actually.... fretting over... WHAT THE HELL ARE WE GONNA DO ON 14 FEB 2007!???!???

its probably the first time i'm gonna be without a date. okay. i stand corrected, with out someone to go out with. haha. and cos, the someone's gotta be a girl la. yupp, first time in.. say.. since im sec 3? sec 2? iknow i'm always out on vday, just with who only. haha. =x so ladies.! want a free dinner/lunch? top it off with a stalk of rose? call 915*****! haha. damn shitty..

but its damn crappy. got target but dare not ask target out. AH! cannot believe it. haha! as some will say. "DOMINIC! no balls arh??!" my reply. sortof. but its gotta be. confirm she likes me or smthg mah! stupid. i dont want this to be my first rejection okay.?! haha.

okay. so. prob might like. just stay home on that day, go club with friends, do something la. suddenly, everyone i know is attached, with the exception of some, namely. me. so. yea. its a sucky feeling, and yea. sucky.


anyway. lets do somethign of more interests.

CNA reported that a taiwanese research team has produced a bird flu vaccine that has passed all initial animal test.

okay. firstly.. if you have a flu you take the damn med right? i mean. if person A has the flu, person A takes the damn med and he'll probably recover right? so instd of making a vaccine and injecting that to people. why not. just. make a medication for the birds and make THEM take it. so all the poor humans dont have to go through the stupid needle. cos im sure loads of them are freaked out by the needles. i mean. OMFhuge needle. like that time they took the stupid blood from me? i thought i was just gonna die of blood loss. so much blood. and the needle was like. humo-fucking-gous! haha. really...

wTH. this is damn shitty. haha. can't think...

shall stop and go slp...

nights



who wanna go out with me?




*you perhaps? would *you?

damnit! my exams is in.. like. an hour half time and im blardy bored with mugging. so.... i shall rant like a little boy and all..

RAH!!!!!!!!!!!!

okay. im done. back to mugging. okay. IM BLARDY bored of studying. i think i'll just go thru my notes once more and i'll just go slack somewhere with andy. haha.. poor bastard gotta keep me company cos i kept him company just now..

anyway.... here is something to think about..

Fat people are brilliant in bed. If I'm sitting on top of you, who's going to argue?
-- Jo Brand

i think i agree. so. im just gonna balloon up or smthg. =) haha.


btw.i ssee my tagboard so emtpy. rah. i know there's a gazillon people reading my blog, but not one's tagging. comeon! cos i see only a few who tags, else im gonna take the tag away. im wasting space for cbox know?? tsk tsk.. haiz...

---

yea. this song is for a particular someone. haha. problem is. she doesn't know its for her. anyway. i doubt she'll even read this blog. so yea. its quite funny la. oh well. but yea. the world is seeing me blog about this. and moreover, this blog is back to its own domain namespace. AHH!!. i think im crazy haha. but really. this is for *you. and i hope that *you'll be reading this.. even though i think *you wont. RAHH!! im crazy.

i shd like just. jump down and die man. haha. this is realyl crazy. oh well.. im just gonna get myselved killed one fine day. haha

anyway.

yea. i did blog on friday, but i deleted my post cos well. there's some.. weird stuffs in there that i said.. so i'll repost it with err.. sensorship? haha..


oaky. friday..

had sch. met sarah after that. was wearing formal. rah! so hot la. hmm. anyway. yea. met her and went to newyork newyork to have lunch.. i think its ceasers chicken pizza, nydc at suntec for desert. cookiemonster mudpie? and tea/coffee at tcc, where we saw robin leong and limyubeng. okay. i think robin's gay. really! i honestly think he is. and damn blardy fussy. haha. okay. shan't flame him. lol.. anyway. yea. got caught in the rain, and fell barldy sick . OMG! haha. im reallydanm sick lorh. had a bad cold.. okay. HAVING a bad cold. rah. the benefits of having an umbrella, i shall like. bring unbrellas all around me when i go out or smthg man. i dont wanna get sick. haha. okay.. err.. walked around more.. met her sis, and was soo freaked out by them i decided to just zhao. haha go home and study. in the end. went home, all alone. (sob) and stayed home instd. was asked out to club, but in the end, decided to just stay home and mug. okay. didn't mug, played TD with samo. haha.

sat, had tution. okay. gave tution. and scolded rachel till she cried. shan't disclose wad i did. but yea. was really pissed with ehr. hmm. parents had a praty sortof, so yea. did well as a good host, and nighttime. had soo much food left asked my uncle and aunt to come finish food. haha.

sunday. here lorh. church dan simlim dan back.

damn i realised im sooo naggy. haha..

okay..

here's something interesting

If someone with multiple personalities threatens to kill himself, is it considered a hostage situation?

tell me your views. =)

RAH! im so sick. haha..
omg. can't believe i got paid like. today! lol. i feel so accomplished! been aeons sinced i've last been paid for doing work. means im WORKING PEOPLE! WORKING! haha

anyway......

i really am sick..

RAH! sick sick sick man..

yes God. please take control of my life right now as i lift everything i have into your feet. I know everything happens because you want me to grow closer to you. i love you Lord. with all my heart. Amen..

i wanna make you smile, whenever you're sad.
carry you around when your artithis is bad ohhh..
all i wanna do.
is grow old with you.

haha. who's the you you'll ask.. haha. dont know. LOL.

anyway. okay la. today was fun. can't believe it.went to new york new york, nydc and tcc for lunch desserts and drinks.. in that order. saw robin leong. haha. i think he's gay. hoenst. but yea.

anyway. hmm..

the real reason is cos i need an outlet. been kinda listless lately. i dunno leh.just damn sien lorh.. got no mood to study. dunno why leh. its just. hard to study. hai.

but i guess i know why. okay. partly. but not totally.

ahh!!! sucky man. exmas like just next week this coming monday. haha. and im like totally unprepared. wanted to go coccolatte. haha. dunno leh. who wanna go leh. ? ahha. got people jio me out leh. but. RAH! decided not to go. shall be a good boy and study. HAHA.

can't believe it lorh. lol.

yes. shall be a good boy go and study. wait kana scolded by a certain someone. LOL. okay..

shall go study. BYE BYE PEOPLE!

ps. i've not totally decided. but i think i have an idea which camera i shd get..

haha. but its like. dunno leh. RAH! shall think about it somemore. must like try both cams la. haiz. =x oh well.

STUDY TIME!!

fyi for jokers going to NTU. look at this link
click me

fuck.. feeling shitty.

let in 2 goals cos im totally not used to my position.. but i thot i passed quite well today.. but thats beside the point..

messed up my friend's life totally ..
screwed things up for him. dont understand myself.

well done dominic..

really feeling shitty..

lunch with aaron and chris was fun, but and meeting steph was a headache. she's too dumb to get my suaning. LOL..

but. yea. back of my mind, im still feeling shitty..

exams are next week, and i haven't really totally prepared for it..

i feel so.. stressed, for wanting to do well, yet.. im blardy lazy. HAHA. but yar..

dotn understna dhow i could screw his life up. at least. his r/shp w a friend.

suddenly i need to let it out but i realised that this blog is read by young and old. and horrors of horrors. my relatives! haha. so. yea. i MIGHT. JUST MIGHT change my url. =)

and no. if i really do. i wont tell. try looking for it tho. if you cld. i applaude oyu and all. =)

but.. i might la. haha. not confirm de....

have you no shame?

haha.

okay thats me.

lets see.today was quite okay. was home till ard 4 and left for the bbdc thg. today was the review, problem was that i havent been driving for like aeons and like. almst a whole month.. so its like. quite bad lorh. okay la. at first was quite bad. but after a while, it wasn't so bad.. okay la. i felt that im better, haha. just my u-turn a bit. jerky. haha. but overall i felt i was okay. fine. my instructor thot i was okay too. haha..

anyway..

yea decided to walk back instd. and just as i stepped outta the mrt, a "lil" someone decided to msg me and ask me something really stupid. DO YOU KNOW LOMOGRAPHY? like wtf is that? haha. but as usual. i replied that i was an expert at the art of lomo-ing. wahahaha. i feel so evil. but yea. haha.. i am. and im so proud of it. hahahahaha.. happily messed up the poor child's mind also. haha. poor thing. haha. but i enjoy it. haha.

anyway.. yea. im back meeting aaron for lunch on wed, steph on wed for her laptop buying spree. and errm. yea. haha. thats about it. i prob wont blog tml as i really gotta like start mugging for my exams. i totally dont understand my embsys and wireless, OS is so screwed and oodp. wel. fucked. haha..

okay. shall go study le. =)

ltr people.

have you ever had that particular day when..

you're back late from clubbiing, and you clubbed for like.. only a few short hours. like 3 odd.?

slpt at 4 plus and woke up ard 9.30, cos you HAVE to be in church as your playing for service.

woke up on the wrong side of the bed.

your dead tired and having a humongous hangover cos you had too much to drink and havent drank in aeons

you reach church, and you find out that the closing song has been changed, to one where the drummer isn't so familar with. and yea.its a hymn.

you finally pull yourself through the sermon, and the service ends

you actually wanted to just go home and slp when your best friend ask you out for lunch..

before you even leave church, one of your mates asks who's the little girl you went out with. and indirectly hinting that im a paedophile. (okay. maybe not paedophile, but somewehre along that lines)

you msg a friend only to find that your friend is having a bad mood and thinks you am still so ENGERTIC after the wild party u had. like wow. im half dead. okay. 3/4 dead.. can't think str alr.. but i'll take it as a compliment.

you meet your friend and another of your close friend, and you have lunch.. (okay this isn't so bad la.)

meet your other friend at wisma and leave almst soon after..

waited for a bus for almst 20 mins, and taking 1 hour to reach home. how sucky.

being alr 4 when you got home, you have to quickly change and leave the house as your meeting your uncle at amk at 4.15. how original..

so bo bian. with your last 11 dollars for the week.. you cab all the way to amk from bedok.. and a good part of your 11 dollars' gone.. (cab fair was 10.50 btw)

you play soccer at some funny ulu place.

you have dinner with parents and uncle/aunty and come back

jam a lil with younger sister..

had a talk with my PP, and yea. he was feeling sucky, and i felt totally shitty being unable to stop him from being sucky.reason of his gloom, well.. someone we know. =) (hey babe. will be praying for you. hear me? relax and let God do the rest)

hoping to slp early, thinking that man utd will at least draw with arsenal to stay 7 points up..

but NO! manutd conceded one goal cos of some stupid defending by scholes and evra. i wldn't totally blame evra, but scholes shd have cleared the ball, and not gingerly poked it when they were under pressure..

and when you thot it was gonna be a draw and with 1 min left on the clock, the stupid henry(he's good) scores via a header, i eman. of all things. HIS HEAD??? suckified.

gave up after the goal and came into the room, hoping i cld slp.

only to realise that

im totally fucked cos im still brooding over the subject of... which camera i should get. E400D or D80.. i need professional help badly.. and the professional is God... and God alone..

so suckified la..

its a really tough choice, i mean. if i get the D80, one i wanted for so long, its like. im eyeing that thing, and suddenly, the E400 comes along and takes your breathe away with that wonderful design and all.. and its like. same. only the E400 is younger. okay. more recent dan the D80.

aiyah. i dont wanna compare liao. or choose. i mean. how wonderful if i cld have both! ahha. but.. i gotta choose one. man. i shd like. do something abt it. like. do a survey amongst 1 gazillion people. haha. =)

pissed. adn that stupid kenneth is suaning me..

so pissed. haha..

im so tired..

nights...

hope i didn't miss anything out..

st james im coming tonight. =) powerhouse. haha. ltr people!

seriously pissed.

its times like these that makes me think twice about beigna christian.

sometimes i just dont know..

and i lose faith..

kinda sucky..

feelnig mighty sick..

yea. dunno la..


pissed. really pissed..

and im still fucking confused.

so yea.

ltr..

AHH!!
supposed to be like at coccolatte.

but ended up at clark quey..

and. the crowd there was quite quiet.

so decided to walk walk and see what we can find.

MOS was quiet, attica was okay la. but attica. the crowd looked old. so.. no.

(just found out that mos crowd goes at like. after 12 or so. so iwas kinda eearly. like. 11.30)

anyway.
decided to meet an old friend we know and just chill out.

so we just chilled.

so i probably going again tml. haha. =) that is. if CG ends early or smthg like that la..

tired..

slping time..

nights!.


know somthg?

a triangle has 3 parts, there's different names for each triangle.
only two lines will point intersect.
lets say the triangle has points A, B, C (equalate triangle)
point B and C meets A
if point A moves, point B and C doesn't move, only the lenght of the triangle sides increases.
its a triangle my dear people. a triangle. lost a point, its just a line. simple thing. but a triangle is really really difficult to explain and understand. okay.. not too most. but. comparng the simplicity of the triangle to the square or y=mx+c thing. right?? haha


nights

lets see. its a friday night, 8.18 and im tired.

its like. so lonely you know?

8.18pm at home using the computer?

like no life.. no friends, no nth. haiz.. so sad..

there's this little problem see............

IM LEAVING HOME!

okay.

yes. im going clubbing like.. finally.! like..

woowieee!

okay. i guess im kinda crazy. haha

but its really been aeons and i kinda need something to let out too..

drink my troubles away..

aha
okay. not that much troubles but..
just need some relaxation. okay. more of relaxation.

+)

okay. i gotta go liao. need to change and all..

i shall take pics man. i sound so vain. but that stupid daniel dont believe i do club. ahha. we shall see..

Here I am
At Your feet
Crying out to You

Draw me near
Hold me close
As I wait on You

For you're my greatest love
Your my comforter and strength
You're the first
You're the last
You're my guiding light

I will run
I will soar
On eagle's wings
As I wait
On You Lord
My strength is restored
Fixed my eyes on You Jesus
As I run this race
Help me fight
This fight of faith







sometimes i jsut dont understand things.
everything is jsut so simple. but why must parents fuck things up?
its like.
your room, everything is so easy to clean, but
they are like.. complaining about every fucking thing?
and they themselves fucking approved of this arrangement?
so its like. every fucking thing they say is sucky,
"aiyah. dusty la. tell you dont bring this and that.."
or..
"your room damn messy leh" when im trying to pack my stuffs
better still
"your lightbulb blown again. what is this" and they say it like its my fault that the fucking lightbulb fucking blown. well fucking done.. maybe i shouldn't like. on the fucking lights. and do every-fucking-thing in darkness. how cool is that?
so im abso-fucking-lutely pissed. can't wait for tml to start.
am so gonna fucking-drink all these fucked up thigngs away..
can't believe im going coccolatte tml
cool.
in-fucking-credible.
totally.
but seriously.
im so fucking pissed.
can someone fucking count the fucking word fuck?
how terrible is that?
20? 30 of them? wow.
i hope no little kid or xiao mei mei/xiao di di come wandering and see this fucking site. they'll be so totally fucked by the fucking words. haha.
like... "mama! what does the word fuck mean? it sounds like a sentence enhancer. can i use it? please please please? may i may i may i?" and they'll just probably use it till the cows fucking comes home. like. "CHER CHER! i learnt my fucking alphabets today! let me tell you what i've fucking learnt! A, B, C, YES CHER! C is for COW! D E F, F is for FUCKINGLY FUCKED!, G" and so on and so forth, and the poor fucked up cher will just be sooo fucked that she'll jsust fuckingly faint.
happily, i just recived spam, and the title of the msg is.. "1NightFuK" like. diao. haha. so fucking-credible. haha. so coincidental. ahaha. fucked up laughing man. haha.

i should stop using the word fuck. but im fucking pissed. real fucking pissed.


haha..

thats not why im blogging. but.. oh well..

i gotta start using my decision making skills. that is. if i do want somethign to happen. haha. =)


can't decide.
can't explain
can't believe this is happening to me right now

its kinda weird. that im suddenly blogging, but hey. this is like. the only outlet i have w/o bothering anyone. man. this sucks. im hungry. and my exams are in 2 weeks, and im intending to go late for my OODP lessons. diao..

but seriously. im having a real hangover, haha. i know i was supposed to drink a lil gin, but. i decided to drink namely.. more. haha. okay. its quite a letdown. i dont usually get hangovers easy, but hey. can't blame me cos i havent been properly drinking since like.. march last year? man. i so totally HATE gin. haha.

RAH!

have you gotten the feeling that, when you want something, something you eyed at for like a billion years, and when you've decided to get that particular somethign, something else just pops up and kinda blows you off course, and now you have a headache. haha.

its like. buying a camera, you want to get a nikon D80, (okay i was really eyeing the D80) and dan the stupid cannon releases their EOS 400D, its like. AH! the 400D looks so much chioer, and now, i wanna get that, plus, their digic 2 chip is way excellenta. rah! its so hard to choose, on one side, the D80 is nice, and really cool. nice features, and a 3D Matrix metering II instd of eval focus like most SLRs. which i think is better, but. hai.. its a tough decision. i mean. function wise, they are almst similar, changeable lenses, and all. prices for their acessories are also about the same. and almst everything. how to choose! price wise, the 400D is slightly more expensive, like, close to 100 odd more. which is oaky. cos if i cld save the money for the D80, its peanuts for 100 bucks more. how to choose? haha. can buy both? haha. for once, jon yang. i kinda understand your plight.! haha. lucky you. can just run away from it.. rah!!!


this really sucks...

oh well... told you im back into boybands again. maybe i should go find like, chinese/jap songs,cos. boybands arent really my type..

one of my favourite song. dedicated to you and you and you..... (yes. 3 diff you)





when you feel all alone
and the world has turned its back on you
give me a moment please to tame your wild wild heart
i know you feel like the walls are closing in on you
it's hard to find relief and people can be so cold
when darkness is upon your door and you feel like you can't take anymore

let me be the one you call
if you jump i'll break your fall
lift you up and fly away with you into the night
if you need to fall apart
i can mend a broken heart
if you need to crash then crash and burn
you're not alone

when you feel all alone
and a loyal friend is hard to find
you're caught in a one way street
with the monsters in your head
when hopes and dreams are far away and
you feel like you can't face the day

let me be the one you call
if you jump i'll break your fall
lift you up and fly away with you into the night
if you need to fall apart
i can mend a broken heart
if you need to crash then crash and burn
you're not alone

and there has always been heartache and pain
and when it's over you'll breathe again
you'll breath again

when you feel all alone
and the world has turned its back on you
give me a moment please
to tame your wild wild heart

let me be the one you call
if you jump i'll break your fall
lift you up and fly away with you into the night
if you need to fall apart
i can mend a broken heart
if you need to crash then crash and burn
you're not alone

today was. okay. interesting.. with the exception of a lil NY girl wearing a IF uniform going to ACJC.. interesting.

happily i had to promise a friend to help her shoot some pictures. so had to do some shoot. yea. there was this.. hot girl, who smokes. so. not even looking at her much. haha. its the smoking thg you know. even if the girl is like. totally HOTHTOHOT! if she smokes, she's not. so. yea. like wad sarah asked. am i like. anti-smoking? not really. normal friends im okay. but yea. dont overdo it and like fricking blow into my face. i will so seriously get pissed. haha.

topic.

had to shoot photos. so asked a friend along. *guess u guys should know who.
both of us looked like idiots.
cos. we were so outta the group. haha.
but still. had funny laughs about it.
realised i shouldn't go clubbing much even though i planned quite a lil bit for this yea cos.. well.. reasons.
and.
i should get a life.
start going out more.
start clubbing more.
find some idiots who wanna start a band and i play backup guitar and we'll hold a gig like the last time at esplanade.
find a girl. (okay. that we'll see wad God gotta say)
try finishing 10 km in under 1 hour soon.
be a gentleman.. esp to girls. whether chio or not. its a habit. not a do only for hot girls thg. to anyone.
pray more.
find more friends to hang out with.
get all my sec sch friends to hang out more often.
try to down-pes to like. pes Z or smthg.
do 10 chin ups
and finally..
do His will in my life...

these gotta be my new year reso's man. haha.

have a feeling that its gonna be like all new year reso, and of cos, i'll say.. i will try to do them and still not do.
so i'll just post them up and see how la..
someone gotat remind me. haha..
firstly.. i gotta like.. go club more. havent been to st james power house and mos and all. feel so sua ku la.! i think i prob cant go in anymore cos the stupid bouncers i know. (blue razz jason those idiots. if you guys read my blog. rmb me. cos i'll find you and hunt you down. till you let me in.)

aiyah. worst case. i go alone go club lorh and go. dance with some ugly girls first. (well. we gotta start.. somewhere.?)die.. dont rmb how to dance alr. haha. =x mabbie i should like go for dancing lessons also. haah. but who'd wanna teach a fat ugly stiff moron to dance.. haa. a fat ugly stiff cher lorh..

aiyah. die la. damned exams are in.. 2 weeks. must start mugging..


lets see. pictures. cos im bored and influenced by the CHAN sisters, and by the stupid photoshoot i had just now. haha. and the clubbing scene. its been aeons sinced i club. rahh!!

fyi. i actually hate gin, but with the nearest alcohol at ryann's place (baileys. okay. coffee creamer not alcohol) and at my gramps plc(jack dan). that kinda show's how despo i was to drink. haha. need alcohol inside me! but i hate gin. totally, so. mix lorh. no tonic, or lemon, bo bian mix with coke. RAH! its sien. gimme pure vodka anyday! (AH MAH! you reading this? see how poor thg ur dearest sun is!! where my vodka!!)


my wonderful room



GIN! i HATE GIN! gimme vodka!but yea. the missing parts, i drank close to half of it. =)



reservoir's night view. cool right? only bo bian. the stupid cam can't open it's ap too much. so sad..



ahh! lets see. im reading phrack now. and theres' this interesting article on buffer overflows. anyone interested ??

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#include
#include

void func(char *p)
{
char stack_temp[20]' //setting buffer to 20 bytes
strcpy(stack_temp, p); //strcpy doesn't check the length of buffer
printf(stack_temp);
}

int main(int argc, char* argv[]_
{
func("I AM MORE THAN TWENTY CHARACTERS LONG!");
return 0;
}

this is simple right? haha. no. you can't do much with this code, no breaking into other people's PC's okay? for more info visit http://phrack.org/archives/49/P49-14

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suddenly im like. back into boybands and outta metal again. how crappy. haha. dunno why. but. today no song. can't rmb the song im looking for anyway. so. buh-bye...



disclaimer : everygthing posted is only for educational purposes. Not meant for un-ethical uses.

Recently I've been,
Hopelessly reaching
Out for this girl,
She's out of this world.
Believe me.

She's got a boyfriend
He drives me round the bend
'Cos he's 33,
He's in the marines,
He'd kill me.

It's been so many nights now
I find myself thinking about her now.

'Cause obviously,
She's out of my league
I'm hopin' and wishin'
She's draggin' me in and now
I know I never will be good enough for her.

No, no
Never will be good enough for her.

Gotta escape now
Get on a plane now. yeah
Off to LA, that's where i'll stay (yeah)
For 2 years

I'll put it behind me (i'll put it behind me)
Go to a place where she cant find me. yeah.

'Cause obviously,
She's out of my league,
I'm wastin' my time
'Cause she'll never be mine
I know i never will be good enough for her.
No, no
Never will be good enough for her

It's outta my hands
I'll never know where I stand
I know I'm not good enough for her
He's good enough for her (for her, for her)

'Cause obviously,
She's out of my league,
I'm wastin' my time
'Cause she'll never be mine
I know i never will be good enough for her.
No, no
Never will be good enough for her

'Cause obviously,
She's out of my leeague,
I'm wastin' my time
'Cause she'll never be mine
I know i never will be good enough for her.
No, no
Never will be good enough for her

'Cause obviously,
She's out of my leeague,
I'm wastin' my time
'Cause she'll never be mine
I know i never will be good enough for her.
No, no
Never will be good enough for her

No, no
I never will be good enough for her


nah. maybe she don't have a boyfriend. but. well.. the ways things are. its not likely to be anymore than friends. but. haiz. obviously. she's outta my league, im wasting my time. cause she'll never be mine i know i'll never be good enough for her.

yes. but still. i wanna dream.. haiz................

*its all about you. its all about you baby...

what is worship?

I believe there is no other word that describes worship better than "surrender". Surrender is the essence of worship and if you build a lifestyle of surrendering every area of your life (studies, work, relationships, habits) to God, you are actually building a lifestyle of worship.



What is worship?

The Apostle Paul said that we must "offer our bodies as living sacrifices, holy and pleasing- this is your spiritual act of worship." (Romans 12:1)

From here, we know that worship is not merely singing a few songs in church services or raising hands or any other acts such as jumping or shouting for joy. These acts are good but God is looking for more than that. He is looking at the heart.

"The Lord does not at the things man look at. Man looks at the outward appearance, but the Lord looks at the heart." (1 Samuel 16:7b)

God looks not at what men look to define passion and commitment. I recently asked one of my friends how he deduces someone is committed to the Lord. He said that if someone likes Christian songs, he is a committed Christian. But God seeks your actions, to the heart.

How do we worship in a way that is pleasing to God?

Jesus gives us the correct way to worship God- "Yet a time is coming and has now come when the true worshippers will worship the Father in spirit and in truth, for they are the kind of worshippers the Father seeks." (John 4:23)

We must worship God in spirit, which means not worshipping with only your mind but with your inner being as well. Because God is spirit, we must worship Him in spirit.

Secondly, we must worship God in truth, which means living a life that is a testimony to what we say or sing.

Living a life of surrender

When you surrender, it means you totally give up something. In this case, we have to give up our total being (our desires, rights and principals) to follow God. Becuase surrender is the ultimate way to freedom.

God does not want you to surrender and start living a life of "blind faith". But the Apostle Paul says that God gives you hope as you surrender your life to Him. "May the God of hope fill you with all joy and peace as you trust in him, so that you may overflow with hope by the power of the Holy Spirit."

Always remember that Hope is not positive thinking in which the outcome is not known to you but Hope is given when you know the outcome and is just waiting for it to happen. Thus, we can have Hope as Jesus has already won the victory of salvation on the cross.

You're standing there alone
And so am I
But I want you here
By my side
Ohh
You smiled at me
Is everything this starirng game
That song of love

I look you in the eyes
I try to read your thoughts
I ask you to go with me
To a far off place
ohh

I look you in the eyes
I try to read your thoughts
I asked you to go with me
To a far off place

You and me dancing the night away
You can feel my heart beating so hard
We look eye to eye
But I'm swept away

On a moonlit walk on the beach
Watching the sunrise for the first time
I'm in a trance for that one slow dance

You're standing there alone
And so am I
But I want you here by my side
You smiled at me
Is everything the staring game
That song of love

I look you in the eyes
I try to read your thoughts
I ask you to go with me
To a far off place

You and me dancing the night away
You can feel my heart beating so hard
We look eye to eye
But I'm swept away

We don't have to talk
We don't have to live at all
I just want you here with me
We dont have to talk
We dont have to live at all
I just want you here
You and me

You and me dancing the night away
You can feel my heart beating so hard
We look eye to eye
But I'm swept away

On a moonlit walk on the beach
Watching the sunrise for the first time
I'm in a trance for that one slow dance



know what? its a 99.9 percent probabilty that it wont come true. so yea. haha. =)
btw. yea. i blogged! and i changed my blogskin. so visit me! im gonna blog more often. cos i've far too much time suddenly. haha. tml will cont to update my blog. must go find all the sknis and al liao. =) night people