hmm. i was supposed to blog abt something. but i can't rmb wad. hmm..
nvm. i really can't rmb. im gonna studyy. haha. bbyee byee!
Tuesday, November 14, 2006
Monday, November 06, 2006
been watching mtv. wahahaha. and i came upon a revelation.. haha
can't believe i can have these kinda thinking..
my rev?
its the slick guys who get cute girls.
haha. i noe. dumb. but i got nth to write. lol
but HEY. its true. ask urself. girls dont always go for the most handsome guy. nope. ok. it does help. but its usually. those who are slick. those who look cool, act cool, and are a. ladies man.. haha. problem is. the slick guys account for like wad? 30 to 40% or so of the worlds population? not tt im saying that the other 60% suck, but wad i mean is, the other 60% dont get wad they initially want? i mean. its like. 10 guys walk down town, and 4 of them get the girl they see and wanna be with. while the other 6 have to kinda. wait a round or two? haha. not tt is always happens. but. this is lidat la. life lidats. =X
am i the 40% or the 60%? i dunno man. haha. sucks right? lol. =x
AHH!! of well. this sucks man. i shan't go on. rahh!
=(
can't believe i can have these kinda thinking..
my rev?
its the slick guys who get cute girls.
haha. i noe. dumb. but i got nth to write. lol
but HEY. its true. ask urself. girls dont always go for the most handsome guy. nope. ok. it does help. but its usually. those who are slick. those who look cool, act cool, and are a. ladies man.. haha. problem is. the slick guys account for like wad? 30 to 40% or so of the worlds population? not tt im saying that the other 60% suck, but wad i mean is, the other 60% dont get wad they initially want? i mean. its like. 10 guys walk down town, and 4 of them get the girl they see and wanna be with. while the other 6 have to kinda. wait a round or two? haha. not tt is always happens. but. this is lidat la. life lidats. =X
am i the 40% or the 60%? i dunno man. haha. sucks right? lol. =x
AHH!! of well. this sucks man. i shan't go on. rahh!
=(
Saturday, November 04, 2006
Wednesday, October 25, 2006
One of the keys to leading worship for a band is the revelation that worship is a verb - it's a "doing" word. So when a band plays, they're not doing a "concert" but offer an open invitation to enter in, to sing along and be drawn into that individual place of intimacy with God. As Libby Huirua, Parachute band worship leader says " I love to see people responding to God in that atmosphere of worship...seeing them open up to Him. His touch on their lives is like watching a miracle take place before you."
wow. makes you think about what worship really is.
i guess everyone knows what worship really is. but. do we honestly do it every day? or just. every sunday.
also. do we DO worship? or just. worship for the sake of worshipping? for the sake of everyone? or. for God.?
also. are our hearts where it's supposed to be? tuned in with God? or are we thinking about our day later. how we should do this and that.?
how about our attitude? our pride? what do we do about it? do we lead worship to boast that. we did that worship.! or. HEY! i played the lead guitar! wasn't that cool? do we do all these for people to compliment us? for the boosting of our already big egos? its not wrong to play the lead guitar, to lead worship, or play a different genre in worship. (like jazz,ska,punk rock) but. the thing is. WHY ARE WE DOING WHAT WE DO? hopefully. its to glorify God. cos, He gave us these gifts and He can easily take it away from us.
i guess im feeling it again. its just. different. i guess im selfish? i dunno. i find that its really different. i just dont feel Him anymore. i guess i need a timeout and a new place. cos. i guess it'll help me. cos im so. blinded alr.? i guess.. like what KC said. im slacking off too much. and im sure it's not here that i should be revived. rather. i guess i should go somewhere else. cos. i feel dry alr here. i should move. well. i guess i'll hop around soon. =)
think about it..............
wow. makes you think about what worship really is.
i guess everyone knows what worship really is. but. do we honestly do it every day? or just. every sunday.
also. do we DO worship? or just. worship for the sake of worshipping? for the sake of everyone? or. for God.?
also. are our hearts where it's supposed to be? tuned in with God? or are we thinking about our day later. how we should do this and that.?
how about our attitude? our pride? what do we do about it? do we lead worship to boast that. we did that worship.! or. HEY! i played the lead guitar! wasn't that cool? do we do all these for people to compliment us? for the boosting of our already big egos? its not wrong to play the lead guitar, to lead worship, or play a different genre in worship. (like jazz,ska,punk rock) but. the thing is. WHY ARE WE DOING WHAT WE DO? hopefully. its to glorify God. cos, He gave us these gifts and He can easily take it away from us.
i guess im feeling it again. its just. different. i guess im selfish? i dunno. i find that its really different. i just dont feel Him anymore. i guess i need a timeout and a new place. cos. i guess it'll help me. cos im so. blinded alr.? i guess.. like what KC said. im slacking off too much. and im sure it's not here that i should be revived. rather. i guess i should go somewhere else. cos. i feel dry alr here. i should move. well. i guess i'll hop around soon. =)
think about it..............
actually. i find tt its a nice way to tell your thoughts. thru programming. at least. i guess no one tried it right? HAHAs. =) lets try it out. btw. yes. its still java..
import javax.swing.JOptionPane;
public class Question {
public static void main(String[] args) {
//passes the input from a InputDialog box to intString
String intString = JOptionPane.showInputDialog(null,
"Enter a 1 for a Yes, and 2 for a no", "Shoud I?",
JOptionPane.QUESTION_MESSAGE);
//passes the input from above (String) to an int called x
int x = Integer.parseInt(intString);
//checking if x equals to(denominated by the double equal signs) 1
if (x == 1){
JOptionPane.showMessageDialog(null, "I Should..Shouldn't I?",
"Should I?", JOptionPane.INFORMATION_MESSAGE);
}
//checks if x equals to 2
else if (x == 2){
JOptionPane.showMessageDialog(null, "Why?", "Should I?",
JOptionPane.QUESTION_MESSAGE);
}
//if the number is anything else it will show this msg
else {
System.out.println("WAH LAO! PRESS EITHER ONE OR ZERO LAH!");
}
//always rmb this line. else ur prgram might loop non-stop
System.exit(0);
}
}
tadaa..=) more next week okay? i'll try to do more. simplerr stuffs. =X i just need to get out..
import javax.swing.JOptionPane;
public class Question {
public static void main(String[] args) {
//passes the input from a InputDialog box to intString
String intString = JOptionPane.showInputDialog(null,
"Enter a 1 for a Yes, and 2 for a no", "Shoud I?",
JOptionPane.QUESTION_MESSAGE);
//passes the input from above (String) to an int called x
int x = Integer.parseInt(intString);
//checking if x equals to(denominated by the double equal signs) 1
if (x == 1){
JOptionPane.showMessageDialog(null, "I Should..Shouldn't I?",
"Should I?", JOptionPane.INFORMATION_MESSAGE);
}
//checks if x equals to 2
else if (x == 2){
JOptionPane.showMessageDialog(null, "Why?", "Should I?",
JOptionPane.QUESTION_MESSAGE);
}
//if the number is anything else it will show this msg
else {
System.out.println("WAH LAO! PRESS EITHER ONE OR ZERO LAH!");
}
//always rmb this line. else ur prgram might loop non-stop
System.exit(0);
}
}
tadaa..=) more next week okay? i'll try to do more. simplerr stuffs. =X i just need to get out..
Wednesday, October 18, 2006
boring
ahh! im learning python. the programming lang. hahas. tts why i havent been blogging.! hahas. hmm. lets see.. i applied for my pdl alr. and one driving lesson is like.. a freaking 62.70?!?!?!?! like. WTH!!
so pissed.. but.. bo bian. like. haiz.. too bad..
anyway.. yupps. tts abt the interesting life im living. hahas..
i shall post tutorials randomly la.. go learn if u wanna okay? i'll post tutorials mostly abt. hacking, some programing languages. or some interesting data. today. i shall just do a simple java tut. =) hahas. fun right?
>>>
a classic "hello world" program!
lets see.
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public class Welcome {
public static void main(String[] args) {
System.out.println("Hello World!");
}
}
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to start.
read this article on getting started
im kinda lazy to post the pictures and type everything. xD..
anyway. learn those. and i'll give you more tutorials sooner. hahas. =)
so pissed.. but.. bo bian. like. haiz.. too bad..
anyway.. yupps. tts abt the interesting life im living. hahas..
i shall post tutorials randomly la.. go learn if u wanna okay? i'll post tutorials mostly abt. hacking, some programing languages. or some interesting data. today. i shall just do a simple java tut. =) hahas. fun right?
>>>
a classic "hello world" program!
lets see.
---------------------------------------
public class Welcome {
public static void main(String[] args) {
System.out.println("Hello World!");
}
}
---------------------------------------
to start.
read this article on getting started
im kinda lazy to post the pictures and type everything. xD..
anyway. learn those. and i'll give you more tutorials sooner. hahas. =)
Thursday, October 05, 2006
hahas.
hahahahahahahahahahahs!!!!!
watching ppg.. lol.
i hear bubbles luff damn cute.
hahas..
so her laughter is infectious.
diao..
kk la.
this is stupid..
but nwae.
back to the serious stuff
there isn't any?
haas..
i am kinda hurr now? feeling kinda..
sucky?
and i just am feeling kinda.. sucky..
man.. i can't believe it.
hahas.
im feeling tt way! lol
ahh!
wad the heal am i talking abt?
kk.
where am i?
yes!
i dn/lded like. loads of widgets man. quite cool sia. hahsa..
and bubbles just turned evil.? lol..
ahh! i can't concentrate on blogigng. hhaas..
just to end..
i want to say..
im thinking of it. i think i shall.. =)
hahahahahahahahahahahs!!!!!
watching ppg.. lol.
i hear bubbles luff damn cute.
hahas..
so her laughter is infectious.
diao..
kk la.
this is stupid..
but nwae.
back to the serious stuff
there isn't any?
haas..
i am kinda hurr now? feeling kinda..
sucky?
and i just am feeling kinda.. sucky..
man.. i can't believe it.
hahas.
im feeling tt way! lol
ahh!
wad the heal am i talking abt?
kk.
where am i?
yes!
i dn/lded like. loads of widgets man. quite cool sia. hahsa..
and bubbles just turned evil.? lol..
ahh! i can't concentrate on blogigng. hhaas..
just to end..
i want to say..
im thinking of it. i think i shall.. =)
Sunday, October 01, 2006
Wednesday, September 27, 2006
Tuesday, September 26, 2006
wth.
im pissed.
why the heck is this happening?
can't u guys just..
do somethg sane?
somethg logical.
somethg tt not supid?
fuck
wadeva.
its me tts gonna suffer, im gonna be stresed
not u.
u and ur stupid thinking, stupid way of doing stuffs
childish
fuck..
just .. act like normal can?
cos. im suffering alr.
must u cont to do tt?
im stresesed enough alr.
u noe wad.?
wadeva..
go screw up..
i dont care.
cos ur just too FUCKED up alr.
i dont care.
why must i?
just do ur childish thgs.
good riddence.
im pissed.
why the heck is this happening?
can't u guys just..
do somethg sane?
somethg logical.
somethg tt not supid?
fuck
wadeva.
its me tts gonna suffer, im gonna be stresed
not u.
u and ur stupid thinking, stupid way of doing stuffs
childish
fuck..
just .. act like normal can?
cos. im suffering alr.
must u cont to do tt?
im stresesed enough alr.
u noe wad.?
wadeva..
go screw up..
i dont care.
cos ur just too FUCKED up alr.
i dont care.
why must i?
just do ur childish thgs.
good riddence.
Monday, September 25, 2006
OMG!
i've got a love letter.
can't believe it.
i mean.
since young, i have know that i would one day recieve this love letter.
i mean
our relationship with each other is very relax
it was a great relationship.
i would do give in and the other party would also give in at times
it was a relationship that would please most parents.
when it was time.
the relationship would please the fathers the most
they would be happy that the time has come for me the boy
to step forward
and take control of my life.
and the other parties'
but it was a relationship that would make mothers cry.
they hate this particular time.
but
its a relationship tt has to be fufilled
i had to accept
even though i actually dont.
even though i hated it.
but.
its a relationship that HAVE to be fufilled.
a dream for the other party.
but a nightmare for me.
for a lot of others.
but.
it has to be done
so i write to you with a broken heart
with a heavy heart.
yes.
i'll be there.
i'll be waiting.
for you
not becasuse i want to.
but because i have to
i want to make my parents proud.
i'm gonna see you.
and be together with you.
even though im not in love with you
i'll see you soon..........
CMPB
i've got a love letter.
can't believe it.
i mean.
since young, i have know that i would one day recieve this love letter.
i mean
our relationship with each other is very relax
it was a great relationship.
i would do give in and the other party would also give in at times
it was a relationship that would please most parents.
when it was time.
the relationship would please the fathers the most
they would be happy that the time has come for me the boy
to step forward
and take control of my life.
and the other parties'
but it was a relationship that would make mothers cry.
they hate this particular time.
but
its a relationship tt has to be fufilled
i had to accept
even though i actually dont.
even though i hated it.
but.
its a relationship that HAVE to be fufilled.
a dream for the other party.
but a nightmare for me.
for a lot of others.
but.
it has to be done
so i write to you with a broken heart
with a heavy heart.
yes.
i'll be there.
i'll be waiting.
for you
not becasuse i want to.
but because i have to
i want to make my parents proud.
i'm gonna see you.
and be together with you.
even though im not in love with you
i'll see you soon..........
CMPB
Thursday, September 21, 2006
Wednesday, September 20, 2006
lets see. i just tricked shan into thinking tt she gotta enlist for NS lol.! i feel good!!!
really? do i?
u know. its like.
i feel tt i shd really just..
honestly
be a dog?
cos.
i mean.
how'd u treat a dog?
right?
guess u know how i feel like right now. =)
And i'd give up forever to touch you
Cause i know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that i'll ever be
And i don't want to go home right now
And all i can taste is this moment
And all i can breathe is your life
Cause sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight
And i don't want the world to see me
Cause i don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who i am
And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything feels like the movies
Yeah you bleed just to know you're alive
And i don't want the world to see me
Cause i don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who i am
And i don't want the world to see me
Cause i don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who i am
And i don't want the world to see me
Cause i don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who i am
I just want you to know who i am
I just want you to know who i am
I just want you to know who i am
really? do i?
u know. its like.
i feel tt i shd really just..
honestly
be a dog?
cos.
i mean.
how'd u treat a dog?
right?
guess u know how i feel like right now. =)
And i'd give up forever to touch you
Cause i know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that i'll ever be
And i don't want to go home right now
And all i can taste is this moment
And all i can breathe is your life
Cause sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight
And i don't want the world to see me
Cause i don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who i am
And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything feels like the movies
Yeah you bleed just to know you're alive
And i don't want the world to see me
Cause i don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who i am
And i don't want the world to see me
Cause i don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who i am
And i don't want the world to see me
Cause i don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who i am
I just want you to know who i am
I just want you to know who i am
I just want you to know who i am
lets see. i just tricked shan into thinking tt she gotta enlist for NS lol.! i feel good!!!
really? do i?
u know. its like.
i feel tt i shd really just..
honestly
be a dog?
cos.
i mean.
how'd u treat a dog?
right?
guess u know how i feel like right now. =)
And i'd give up forever to touch you
Cause i know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that i'll ever be
And i don't want to go home right now
And all i can taste is this moment
And all i can breathe is your life
Cause sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight
And i don't want the world to see me
Cause i don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who i am
And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything feels like the movies
Yeah you bleed just to know you're alive
And i don't want the world to see me
Cause i don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who i am
And i don't want the world to see me
Cause i don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who i am
And i don't want the world to see me
Cause i don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who i am
I just want you to know who i am
I just want you to know who i am
I just want you to know who i am
really? do i?
u know. its like.
i feel tt i shd really just..
honestly
be a dog?
cos.
i mean.
how'd u treat a dog?
right?
guess u know how i feel like right now. =)
And i'd give up forever to touch you
Cause i know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that i'll ever be
And i don't want to go home right now
And all i can taste is this moment
And all i can breathe is your life
Cause sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight
And i don't want the world to see me
Cause i don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who i am
And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything feels like the movies
Yeah you bleed just to know you're alive
And i don't want the world to see me
Cause i don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who i am
And i don't want the world to see me
Cause i don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who i am
And i don't want the world to see me
Cause i don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who i am
I just want you to know who i am
I just want you to know who i am
I just want you to know who i am
Monday, September 18, 2006
i really hope everyone's fine.
i mean, all my friends, my poly mates, sec sch mates, pri sch mates, my other mates fm here and there, church peeps. all
cos.
i aint.?
im in like.
church now, helping j.yang do some recording.
hahas. fun la.
he's with his friend. and yea. abt tt. i shall stop, cos i dont wanna leak out any juciy gossips
=)
lets see.
im currently addicted to..
this cheena song called, qian li zhi wai, and iris and. this PS song tt i can't rmb how to spell. lol
hmmm
i dunno man..
i wanna like. just go out every day with friends, have some fun. and not think. right? great wad. no?
lol. just came back, learnt to play iris. lol. =) its like. quite fun to play. wakaka.
anyway. back to topic, i guess, im just trying to keep myself occupied? hahas. i guess i think im okay with it? i dunno. its just. different? like..
lonely?
hhaahas. =)
i need friends. i mean. no one gives me testis le. =(
so sad. guess, u see this. gimme testi leh! rahh
hahas. i wanna stop le. go play a lil bit of googoodolls and goodnight! =)
i mean, all my friends, my poly mates, sec sch mates, pri sch mates, my other mates fm here and there, church peeps. all
cos.
i aint.?
im in like.
church now, helping j.yang do some recording.
hahas. fun la.
he's with his friend. and yea. abt tt. i shall stop, cos i dont wanna leak out any juciy gossips
=)
lets see.
im currently addicted to..
this cheena song called, qian li zhi wai, and iris and. this PS song tt i can't rmb how to spell. lol
hmmm
i dunno man..
i wanna like. just go out every day with friends, have some fun. and not think. right? great wad. no?
lol. just came back, learnt to play iris. lol. =) its like. quite fun to play. wakaka.
anyway. back to topic, i guess, im just trying to keep myself occupied? hahas. i guess i think im okay with it? i dunno. its just. different? like..
lonely?
hhaahas. =)
i need friends. i mean. no one gives me testis le. =(
so sad. guess, u see this. gimme testi leh! rahh
hahas. i wanna stop le. go play a lil bit of googoodolls and goodnight! =)
its disappointing. hurr. cos. manutd lost.
why??
cos..
they dint play well.
no killer attack. and they lost concentration.
everytime.
stupid passes,
poor everything.
attack, tho nice, didn't attack well
haiz..
i dunno wad to say..
stupid crap.
sucks man..
suxor!
manutd
they deserve to lose
haiz...
so sad..
meng yao gonna make loads of noise. LOL..
but. nvm..
sad..
rah!!!
why??
cos..
they dint play well.
no killer attack. and they lost concentration.
everytime.
stupid passes,
poor everything.
attack, tho nice, didn't attack well
haiz..
i dunno wad to say..
stupid crap.
sucks man..
suxor!
manutd
they deserve to lose
haiz...
so sad..
meng yao gonna make loads of noise. LOL..
but. nvm..
sad..
rah!!!
Friday, September 15, 2006
its like. 1.30 in the morning, and im listening to jie kou by jay zhou. hmm. im listening to china song! hahas. and im like. watching ppg? lol. power puff girls. lol.
thgs just havent been exactly going very well for me. at least, loads. cos, thgs are diff for me? hmm. lets see, i dunno what i've been doing. hahas. im like. watching ppg, bubbles so cute. hahsas. =x but. wadeva it is,back to topic...
lets see, monday was tw bdae, went to celebrate with him and the guys, zhu and ken, cooked steak for us and his family, like, 8 of them, lol. ribeyes, wonderful delicious steak. hahas, and played risk. stupid, lost cos stupid zhu and ken fighting each other, nv think. hahas, just whack whack non-stop. hmm.
tues went to tw hse again to watch soccer. lol. watch liverpool draw with sm club, psv. oh. played tennis with jon also. hahas.
wed. went shopping with jon again, ate like, family feast, took 3 chickens and he ate like, 5 crispy. lOl. idiot.
hmm...
lets see. today went to church, for wedding rehersal and all.
ok la.
for those who know, dont u think tt im like. trying to distract myself fm somestuffs? cos i feel tt i am? but of cos, i might no be.? lol
hmm. lets see, once again.
i guess there's a billion and one thgs in my mind, cos. i really am. but. i guess.....
its just stuffs on my mind? hahas.
hmm. sch is stupid/? i gotta go like. find thgs like. using active RFID implementations using current cisco wireless APs? lol. this is stupid, but its damn hard actually. cos. i dunno? individual stuffs are damn easy to find, APs, RFID tags, and all. but, the stupid programming and all sucks. i think i'm gonna like., die? hmm. kk. not just me. my grp. Lol. hmm
also. i passed my modules. quite happy la. =) tho i wished i cldve like, done better, but. im kinda happy too. well
glad my results glorify God. =)
kk la..
i guess i shall just go off le. i dont wanna say too much, im lazy. hurr.l..
thgs just havent been exactly going very well for me. at least, loads. cos, thgs are diff for me? hmm. lets see, i dunno what i've been doing. hahas. im like. watching ppg, bubbles so cute. hahsas. =x but. wadeva it is,back to topic...
lets see, monday was tw bdae, went to celebrate with him and the guys, zhu and ken, cooked steak for us and his family, like, 8 of them, lol. ribeyes, wonderful delicious steak. hahas, and played risk. stupid, lost cos stupid zhu and ken fighting each other, nv think. hahas, just whack whack non-stop. hmm.
tues went to tw hse again to watch soccer. lol. watch liverpool draw with sm club, psv. oh. played tennis with jon also. hahas.
wed. went shopping with jon again, ate like, family feast, took 3 chickens and he ate like, 5 crispy. lOl. idiot.
hmm...
lets see. today went to church, for wedding rehersal and all.
ok la.
for those who know, dont u think tt im like. trying to distract myself fm somestuffs? cos i feel tt i am? but of cos, i might no be.? lol
hmm. lets see, once again.
i guess there's a billion and one thgs in my mind, cos. i really am. but. i guess.....
its just stuffs on my mind? hahas.
hmm. sch is stupid/? i gotta go like. find thgs like. using active RFID implementations using current cisco wireless APs? lol. this is stupid, but its damn hard actually. cos. i dunno? individual stuffs are damn easy to find, APs, RFID tags, and all. but, the stupid programming and all sucks. i think i'm gonna like., die? hmm. kk. not just me. my grp. Lol. hmm
also. i passed my modules. quite happy la. =) tho i wished i cldve like, done better, but. im kinda happy too. well
glad my results glorify God. =)
kk la..
i guess i shall just go off le. i dont wanna say too much, im lazy. hurr.l..
Thursday, September 07, 2006
ahhh!!! my previous post wasn't published! cos. i have no frigging idea why. hurr..
must be blogger, shall one day send a trojan into google's svr one fine day. (that means, i gotta learn C++, which i suck at, learn more abt tcp, which is. what the hell is tcp? and someone who's working at google, so i can send them the file. no?)
but anyway. its a good thg my previous post aint pub, cos. im sure, im gonna get hell when some certain obnoxious people who only think that they rule the world, reads it. so. yea
tho im still gonna get whacked up, i dont care. freedom of speech rmb peeps? sue me baby. i have a lawyer. =)
must be blogger, shall one day send a trojan into google's svr one fine day. (that means, i gotta learn C++, which i suck at, learn more abt tcp, which is. what the hell is tcp? and someone who's working at google, so i can send them the file. no?)
but anyway. its a good thg my previous post aint pub, cos. im sure, im gonna get hell when some certain obnoxious people who only think that they rule the world, reads it. so. yea
tho im still gonna get whacked up, i dont care. freedom of speech rmb peeps? sue me baby. i have a lawyer. =)
Sunday, September 03, 2006
you know. was at a christian event, if only for a while, however,, its like.. there's like. many new songs. and omg. i am like. so old la! hurr.
wadeva it is. its like. quite new, and i feel so old le!
omgomgomg!
this sucks man. i really think i shd start buying more cds, start dn/lding more songs. (hahas. its illegal peeps. dont think about it.) and all..
and most impt, finsih up the song i'm trying to compose, omg. can some one help me...?
one more thg is.
i feel.
so.
alone.
i dunno why..
okay. fine. i do.
and i just feel, that thgs are different.
btw me and all my friends im just not the same erson i use to be. there's people i wanna meet, my childhood friends i just wanna hang out with them, just call them and say. hey. catch a show? or dinner? or smthg lidat. but. for some reason or other, all my friends tt grew up with my are all busy with their lives, or overseas mugging, and another funny thg, like. almst all of them is in aussie? studying. expt like. dan and sam. who's in the us of a dating each other and mugging there. and one or two more. dont rmb.
but the thg is. we just dont keep in touch anymore. i mean, we meet like. once in a blue moon? like. how oftem do we meet after we sep in, sec4, pri 6 and other times. we just all have our own lives, get involoved in relationships which some fail and some just goes strong, u'll see the different thg there.
u think that in p5 p6, u think that, we aint gonna sep with each other, at least, meet damn often and are gonna cont ot be best firends for life, budden. a few mths down the road, it just isn't the way u'll hope its gonna be. you guys seperate, and. nv meet at all, expt prolly on hols like new yr and christmas, and even so. it might not be so cos, either one might have their own agenda, going out with bf/gfs, friends and all.
its just a long story for people who have time, and unfot, i have time to think tol reflect.
i just. dont wanna loose peeps whom i've built a rapport with, like, hans, andy and quite a few peeps i've met and cherised.
and also, really hope i cam like. met those peeps i've lost contact, or almst lost contact with.hahas
nwae. i dunno lah.
im just a lil lost boy, lost and confused.
its losing my directions,
heck,i find church quite......
lets say. different?
i shdn't be, at least, not church, the youths. i feel so empty. man.. this sucks.
its so hard to be me..
im tired.
im going off..
wadeva it is. its like. quite new, and i feel so old le!
omgomgomg!
this sucks man. i really think i shd start buying more cds, start dn/lding more songs. (hahas. its illegal peeps. dont think about it.) and all..
and most impt, finsih up the song i'm trying to compose, omg. can some one help me...?
one more thg is.
i feel.
so.
alone.
i dunno why..
okay. fine. i do.
and i just feel, that thgs are different.
btw me and all my friends im just not the same erson i use to be. there's people i wanna meet, my childhood friends i just wanna hang out with them, just call them and say. hey. catch a show? or dinner? or smthg lidat. but. for some reason or other, all my friends tt grew up with my are all busy with their lives, or overseas mugging, and another funny thg, like. almst all of them is in aussie? studying. expt like. dan and sam. who's in the us of a dating each other and mugging there. and one or two more. dont rmb.
but the thg is. we just dont keep in touch anymore. i mean, we meet like. once in a blue moon? like. how oftem do we meet after we sep in, sec4, pri 6 and other times. we just all have our own lives, get involoved in relationships which some fail and some just goes strong, u'll see the different thg there.
u think that in p5 p6, u think that, we aint gonna sep with each other, at least, meet damn often and are gonna cont ot be best firends for life, budden. a few mths down the road, it just isn't the way u'll hope its gonna be. you guys seperate, and. nv meet at all, expt prolly on hols like new yr and christmas, and even so. it might not be so cos, either one might have their own agenda, going out with bf/gfs, friends and all.
its just a long story for people who have time, and unfot, i have time to think tol reflect.
i just. dont wanna loose peeps whom i've built a rapport with, like, hans, andy and quite a few peeps i've met and cherised.
and also, really hope i cam like. met those peeps i've lost contact, or almst lost contact with.hahas
nwae. i dunno lah.
im just a lil lost boy, lost and confused.
its losing my directions,
heck,i find church quite......
lets say. different?
i shdn't be, at least, not church, the youths. i feel so empty. man.. this sucks.
its so hard to be me..
im tired.
im going off..
Friday, September 01, 2006
Thursday, August 31, 2006
just back from my class chalet.
chalet was quite okay actually. had some fun, played some games, slpt somewhat. did enjoy myself actually. =)
however, thgs were on my mind. for one, that issue that has been playing in my mind. well. i tried to put it aside, and yea. wasn't really good at that. lets just say. im still at this crossroads, thinking still which path to take.
the other major thg is. this classmate of mine. yea. stuffs hpned. im like. bloodly pissed la. and i mean. im dead sure that this guy is lying, not just to me, but to his friends and than somemore. you know. i kinda get the feeling. that. if this "play" continues on, im prolly gonna just kill someone.
you may ask, what is it abt? hahas. =D
you know. if i had to tell you, dan, i'll have to kill you.
but seriously. im pissed.
oh.
there's this, 24/7/365 prayer thg. hahas. and it actually means, you. yes YOU one person gets to pary for the church, singapore and all for a whole hour! meaning, yea. for that one hour time slot u've booked, ur praying for the whole of SG and prolly the world! =D how cool is that? i mean, interceding at a inter-personal lvl is okay and quite alr v challenging for some, but, the church? the nation? the WORLD? WOOT! hahas. its quite a responsiblilty, and one. that. i dint take well. im supposed to have 2 slots, and last min, one more like. ytd, which i totally forgot! and rmb for just a short while. i dont have the mats for ytd. so just did a simple one. hurr. hahas. my next one is on fri, 2 am with ken! hahas stupid ken. u better pray horh!
=)
lets see. im actually quite free. but im lazy to blog. hurr. =x
i wanna go slp dudes. i'll cya ard some time. and i'll blog more tonight or smthg lidat. hahas.
chalet was quite okay actually. had some fun, played some games, slpt somewhat. did enjoy myself actually. =)
however, thgs were on my mind. for one, that issue that has been playing in my mind. well. i tried to put it aside, and yea. wasn't really good at that. lets just say. im still at this crossroads, thinking still which path to take.
the other major thg is. this classmate of mine. yea. stuffs hpned. im like. bloodly pissed la. and i mean. im dead sure that this guy is lying, not just to me, but to his friends and than somemore. you know. i kinda get the feeling. that. if this "play" continues on, im prolly gonna just kill someone.
you may ask, what is it abt? hahas. =D
you know. if i had to tell you, dan, i'll have to kill you.
but seriously. im pissed.
oh.
there's this, 24/7/365 prayer thg. hahas. and it actually means, you. yes YOU one person gets to pary for the church, singapore and all for a whole hour! meaning, yea. for that one hour time slot u've booked, ur praying for the whole of SG and prolly the world! =D how cool is that? i mean, interceding at a inter-personal lvl is okay and quite alr v challenging for some, but, the church? the nation? the WORLD? WOOT! hahas. its quite a responsiblilty, and one. that. i dint take well. im supposed to have 2 slots, and last min, one more like. ytd, which i totally forgot! and rmb for just a short while. i dont have the mats for ytd. so just did a simple one. hurr. hahas. my next one is on fri, 2 am with ken! hahas stupid ken. u better pray horh!
=)
lets see. im actually quite free. but im lazy to blog. hurr. =x
i wanna go slp dudes. i'll cya ard some time. and i'll blog more tonight or smthg lidat. hahas.
Friday, August 25, 2006
Sunday, August 20, 2006
its been aeons sinced i posted no.? lol.
ok la.. just 4 odd days la..
and in that four days..
2 exams have gone by.
felt the reliveness, yet anxiety of it all the results will show whether im fit for the last sem. or do i say goodbye poly, hello army kinda setting.
hmm. tml is sunday.
my hamstring is terribly achingly painfull
and i've decided to.
learn maya 7. =) isnt that great?
and mabbie, make a wonderful 3d render for my fyp. hahas. like i've said. as long as i aint kicked out. and kwp my module co-ordinator lets me cramm 1 core mod n 3 electives, coupled with my fyp. yea. =D
nwae. leaning is hardd and tough.. esp since im not using mac, its like. a headache of memory eating app man maya.. but. its okay la.. dont run too many bg stuffs. works okay. just takes awhile to render. but. yea. =)
okay.
im gg off liao. cos im waking up early for church tml. =D
bb
ohhhh.. btw. delirious? drummer stew smith joins the ironman triathlon. lol. if im not wrong its for charity. hahas. nwae. view his progress here
ok la.. just 4 odd days la..
and in that four days..
2 exams have gone by.
felt the reliveness, yet anxiety of it all the results will show whether im fit for the last sem. or do i say goodbye poly, hello army kinda setting.
hmm. tml is sunday.
my hamstring is terribly achingly painfull
and i've decided to.
learn maya 7. =) isnt that great?
and mabbie, make a wonderful 3d render for my fyp. hahas. like i've said. as long as i aint kicked out. and kwp my module co-ordinator lets me cramm 1 core mod n 3 electives, coupled with my fyp. yea. =D
nwae. leaning is hardd and tough.. esp since im not using mac, its like. a headache of memory eating app man maya.. but. its okay la.. dont run too many bg stuffs. works okay. just takes awhile to render. but. yea. =)
okay.
im gg off liao. cos im waking up early for church tml. =D
bb
ohhhh.. btw. delirious? drummer stew smith joins the ironman triathlon. lol. if im not wrong its for charity. hahas. nwae. view his progress here
Wednesday, August 16, 2006
Tuesday, August 15, 2006
fuck la..
why does the whole fucking world think abt themselves only??
why must i be a nice person and always help them do this
do that..
and cos of that..
i neglect my studies
fuck
everything is going wrong..
i wanna be nice...
and look where that lead me too?
i failed my fucking maths last sem
im seriously fucked up right now
this whole mth just didn't go right
aircon leaking..
THAT happening
and now..
my exams
cant i just study?
why must i be fucking so omg nice..
know what?
its time i cared abt myself
i gotta past my exams
tho there isn't much hope
only hope i have is..
im screwed
HA
well done dominic. =D
why does the whole fucking world think abt themselves only??
why must i be a nice person and always help them do this
do that..
and cos of that..
i neglect my studies
fuck
everything is going wrong..
i wanna be nice...
and look where that lead me too?
i failed my fucking maths last sem
im seriously fucked up right now
this whole mth just didn't go right
aircon leaking..
THAT happening
and now..
my exams
cant i just study?
why must i be fucking so omg nice..
know what?
its time i cared abt myself
i gotta past my exams
tho there isn't much hope
only hope i have is..
im screwed
HA
well done dominic. =D
im struggling..
the wanting to..
i wanna.
i have to
but..
my head said..
nahah..
i dont think you shd
cos.
it might send a wrong signal
and yea..
guess it did.
when i dint msg yoo..
was walking thru the neighbourhood last night
seems like a nice plc to walk ard
the coolness of it
the tranquilety
ohh.
the irony
the peace that surrounds me
doesn't seem to calm me
the turmoil of everything swivling ard inside of me
everything
in my mind
i hope yoo are well
i pray yoo'll be fine
i pray.
and i pray
for yoo..
to come back.............
to be here with me...
my hp just stares at me
the msg i've written
its just there..
for all to see
for me to ponder
for me to think
and for me
to know that i've failed.
terribly
HA
yea
its
supposed
to
be
me
and
yet
i
din
appear
how ironic
i promised yoo..
and i failed yoo
i love yoo*
the wanting to..
i wanna.
i have to
but..
my head said..
nahah..
i dont think you shd
cos.
it might send a wrong signal
and yea..
guess it did.
when i dint msg yoo..
was walking thru the neighbourhood last night
seems like a nice plc to walk ard
the coolness of it
the tranquilety
ohh.
the irony
the peace that surrounds me
doesn't seem to calm me
the turmoil of everything swivling ard inside of me
everything
in my mind
i hope yoo are well
i pray yoo'll be fine
i pray.
and i pray
for yoo..
to come back.............
to be here with me...
my hp just stares at me
the msg i've written
its just there..
for all to see
for me to ponder
for me to think
and for me
to know that i've failed.
terribly
HA
yea
its
supposed
to
be
me
and
yet
i
din
appear
how ironic
i promised yoo..
and i failed yoo
i love yoo*
reach for the stars, but it doesn't seem to be as ur wish, but it doesn't dirty ur hands
伸手摘星★未必如愿; 但不会弄脏你的手
thks for the xlation fred =D
and. only yoo know wad and where....................
but yea..
in life
things are not always what you want
or what you wish for
rather.
you hope
you pray
you work for it
you try and reach for it
but
sometimes.
yea.
u just dont seem to get it.
but.
you aint unhappy abt it
you tried
you know u've done well
you've felt the purity of what it wld be
and you happy
yet sad
why do thgs hpn this way..
cos. well
God said so.
so.........
hey.
thanks for everything jie.
i enjoyed every min of it. =D
you rawk jie
=D
伸手摘星★未必如愿; 但不会弄脏你的手
thks for the xlation fred =D
and. only yoo know wad and where....................
but yea..
in life
things are not always what you want
or what you wish for
rather.
you hope
you pray
you work for it
you try and reach for it
but
sometimes.
yea.
u just dont seem to get it.
but.
you aint unhappy abt it
you tried
you know u've done well
you've felt the purity of what it wld be
and you happy
yet sad
why do thgs hpn this way..
cos. well
God said so.
so.........
hey.
thanks for everything jie.
i enjoyed every min of it. =D
you rawk jie
=D
Monday, August 14, 2006
this is dumb
in 5 hrs time..
i have an exam
which is damn impt. and tt i gotta do okay for it... budden! im like. doing some quiz on penguin?? yea.. DIAO!!
like. wth la. hahas. my exam is network mgt.. not penguins. hahas
but hey. its interesting man..
anyway..
managed to mug quite a bit ytd..
did 2 section B pprs on sat and sun. felt good..
hahas. realised how much i dint know..
almst all the ans i practically checked the book?
and oh
angel! ur notes are missing quite a few stuffs
hurrr...
but anyway..
im quite proud of myself bah i guess
=D
yea. *beams
i gotta do well for my ecxams tho. dan mabbie i can pray hard tt KWP will let me grad tgt w my classmates..
cos i dont wanna grad alone.. *sighhh
just cos i flunked a module last sem
sigh...
anyway..
im gonna retake my maths again..
so ...
im gona pia for my maths now..
okay
tonight when im back
after i clear my netmgt..
so.. guys..
pray hard for me..
those who aint christians..
pray however u pray yea??
i need all the good luck..
this sucks
i dunno why i just said that..
but..
yea..
im not taking it back
and i know tt ive dissppointed loads of pple, like. GOd, some people..
and u noe wad??
it looks like..
im guessing..
its gonna cont..
till i sort out thgs
like.
why i suddenly ditest to go to church..
i dont feel at home there..
i feell.. different.
maybe cos..
everyone there is either.. JC pple. smart pple. or.. they have some skills like ability to draw, to be good musicians and sing and all.. and.. yea. im nowhere near there. or anything. hahas.
im like.. HAHA
=D
nvm me la..
whats there to bother abt me?
i mean..
what?
i hope so man.. =D
HAAs
living in a cold cold world.
watching life walk past me
theworld of pain
the world of hurt
its tempting me
am i living in a world of hurt?
a world of pain
why do i feel my life broken?
why do everyone ard me smile
a smile that hurts?
a smile that is painful
so bland
so not genuine.
the world is cold
the nights are getting cold
i dont wanna know more.
the more i know
the harder i fall
holding on
i wish
it wld get better
i pray
cos
Smile
your on candid camera
in 5 hrs time..
i have an exam
which is damn impt. and tt i gotta do okay for it... budden! im like. doing some quiz on penguin?? yea.. DIAO!!
like. wth la. hahas. my exam is network mgt.. not penguins. hahas
but hey. its interesting man..
anyway..
managed to mug quite a bit ytd..
did 2 section B pprs on sat and sun. felt good..
hahas. realised how much i dint know..
almst all the ans i practically checked the book?
and oh
angel! ur notes are missing quite a few stuffs
hurrr...
but anyway..
im quite proud of myself bah i guess
=D
yea. *beams
i gotta do well for my ecxams tho. dan mabbie i can pray hard tt KWP will let me grad tgt w my classmates..
cos i dont wanna grad alone.. *sighhh
just cos i flunked a module last sem
sigh...
anyway..
im gonna retake my maths again..
so ...
im gona pia for my maths now..
okay
tonight when im back
after i clear my netmgt..
so.. guys..
pray hard for me..
those who aint christians..
pray however u pray yea??
i need all the good luck..
this sucks
i dunno why i just said that..
but..
yea..
im not taking it back
and i know tt ive dissppointed loads of pple, like. GOd, some people..
and u noe wad??
it looks like..
im guessing..
its gonna cont..
till i sort out thgs
like.
why i suddenly ditest to go to church..
i dont feel at home there..
i feell.. different.
maybe cos..
everyone there is either.. JC pple. smart pple. or.. they have some skills like ability to draw, to be good musicians and sing and all.. and.. yea. im nowhere near there. or anything. hahas.
im like.. HAHA
=D
nvm me la..
whats there to bother abt me?
i mean..
what?
i hope so man.. =D
HAAs
living in a cold cold world.
watching life walk past me
theworld of pain
the world of hurt
its tempting me
am i living in a world of hurt?
a world of pain
why do i feel my life broken?
why do everyone ard me smile
a smile that hurts?
a smile that is painful
so bland
so not genuine.
the world is cold
the nights are getting cold
i dont wanna know more.
the more i know
the harder i fall
holding on
i wish
it wld get better
i pray
cos
Smile
your on candid camera
Sunday, August 13, 2006
imagine tau huey
imagine it to be silky smooth, delicious, melts in ur mouth, (kinda) and all the properties u want it to be.
now..
imagine it rto be in a pot,
imagaine u boil the tauhuey with anchovies, a lil light sauce, with and somekinda water. with a lil starch and slight garlic.
it turns out to be salty, yet sweet.
kinda turns all of u guys off right??
yea
in everyone's mind, tau hueys supposed to be sweet, or just plain, but. salty??
YUCKS
but hey
i tried it
at tampines area
yummy. =D
it tastes good with rice.. i wanna go back and eat tt again!
hahas
=D
yucky
am watching some joker eating macs for 30 days
hey..
he's growing not just fat, but.. he's getting sick.. real sick.
i can't take it man..
too much macs
mabbie one day. or 2..
at most. of fast food..
but after tt
NONONONONO!!
it sucks man..
eeeyyerrr
so.. i aint no tqaking much macs and all...
im soo tired.. yawns..
hahsa.
goodnight people
imagine it to be silky smooth, delicious, melts in ur mouth, (kinda) and all the properties u want it to be.
now..
imagine it rto be in a pot,
imagaine u boil the tauhuey with anchovies, a lil light sauce, with and somekinda water. with a lil starch and slight garlic.
it turns out to be salty, yet sweet.
kinda turns all of u guys off right??
yea
in everyone's mind, tau hueys supposed to be sweet, or just plain, but. salty??
YUCKS
but hey
i tried it
at tampines area
yummy. =D
it tastes good with rice.. i wanna go back and eat tt again!
hahas
=D
yucky
am watching some joker eating macs for 30 days
hey..
he's growing not just fat, but.. he's getting sick.. real sick.
i can't take it man..
too much macs
mabbie one day. or 2..
at most. of fast food..
but after tt
NONONONONO!!
it sucks man..
eeeyyerrr
so.. i aint no tqaking much macs and all...
im soo tired.. yawns..
hahsa.
goodnight people
Friday, August 11, 2006
what is it that goes on??
yea..
had a bad day..
really bad day..
thgs just hpned
since i woke up..
till i was in sch...
and of cos...
on my way back
even when i went out for a while after that..
it just is...
today sucks man..
fri the 11th, aug...
crappified day..
i hate it
the more i know
the more it hurts
the more i open my mouth...
the more i get in return.. no??
haixz....
British government foiled a plot to stop terrorist fm hijacking their planes
Israel plans to cont their fight against hizabollah militants
Tamil Tigers fighting against Sri Lanken governments
can i be a terrorist??
and like..
just
bomb the heck load outta myself??
lol...
nah...
i scared die..
anyway..
they shd'nt do these kinda stuffs man...
like.. just make it simple..
talk people
TALK
its the best way
make ur feelings known
but dont fight or wadeva man
just talk the crap load..
its gonna help
okay peeps??
nwae..
back to my terrible day.
i cannot understand why my life is like this suddenly...
even my maths feels terrible..
i think im gonna screw my amths again..
and of cos..
i go buhbye poly.. =D
hahas..
anyway..
im watching some..
funny ghost hunter thg...
this sucks..
im kinda freaked out..
hahas.
=x
aiyah..
i want to mug my maths alr la..
im bloodly sienz
and hungry
this sucks man...
bb peeps
im freaked out.......
nwae.. hey dude.. if ur reading this.. im sorry man.. i just.. din think b4 i opened my mouth. hope u'll forgive me.. i din intend to insult u or nthg k? peaceout
yea..
had a bad day..
really bad day..
thgs just hpned
since i woke up..
till i was in sch...
and of cos...
on my way back
even when i went out for a while after that..
it just is...
today sucks man..
fri the 11th, aug...
crappified day..
i hate it
the more i know
the more it hurts
the more i open my mouth...
the more i get in return.. no??
haixz....
British government foiled a plot to stop terrorist fm hijacking their planes
Israel plans to cont their fight against hizabollah militants
Tamil Tigers fighting against Sri Lanken governments
can i be a terrorist??
and like..
just
bomb the heck load outta myself??
lol...
nah...
i scared die..
anyway..
they shd'nt do these kinda stuffs man...
like.. just make it simple..
talk people
TALK
its the best way
make ur feelings known
but dont fight or wadeva man
just talk the crap load..
its gonna help
okay peeps??
nwae..
back to my terrible day.
i cannot understand why my life is like this suddenly...
even my maths feels terrible..
i think im gonna screw my amths again..
and of cos..
i go buhbye poly.. =D
hahas..
anyway..
im watching some..
funny ghost hunter thg...
this sucks..
im kinda freaked out..
hahas.
=x
aiyah..
i want to mug my maths alr la..
im bloodly sienz
and hungry
this sucks man...
bb peeps
im freaked out.......
nwae.. hey dude.. if ur reading this.. im sorry man.. i just.. din think b4 i opened my mouth. hope u'll forgive me.. i din intend to insult u or nthg k? peaceout
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hahas. have a look at this site..
its funny and interesting. =D
anyway..
i might just get another blog. but prob not blogger. specially for.. all the musings and all. i'm gonna leave this blog for my life. while the other one for everythg else. =D rawks right??
hahas
peace out guys. =D
hahas. have a look at this site..
its funny and interesting. =D
anyway..
i might just get another blog. but prob not blogger. specially for.. all the musings and all. i'm gonna leave this blog for my life. while the other one for everythg else. =D rawks right??
hahas
peace out guys. =D
Thursday, August 10, 2006
the shadow of my mistakes is taking over me..
the carelessness..
the immaturity.
the fickleness
the uncertainty..
why?
why is it kicking in?
why the heck am i screwing thgs up. why must i do something that will make things more different than it alr is. why must i tell the whole world those stuffs.? why must i do it? isnt that what a blog is for? that the world will know what the heck they are reading??
for one. i wont del my previous post
yes. i know it will change. and has alr change things.. but since its a blog. eeveryone shd be reading it. so i wont stop. i wont del it.. but i'll make myself clear.
cos. i've decided..
nono..
i've alr decided b4.
and i got unsure..
due to time
due to the fact tt i cldn't do anything
due to the fact that. thgs changed.
so now...
as of now..
im reaffirming my faith in you..
im waiting..
i'll be waiting..
im standing..
and waiting..
and i'll be here...
till the end of time....
i love you..
the carelessness..
the immaturity.
the fickleness
the uncertainty..
why?
why is it kicking in?
why the heck am i screwing thgs up. why must i do something that will make things more different than it alr is. why must i tell the whole world those stuffs.? why must i do it? isnt that what a blog is for? that the world will know what the heck they are reading??
for one. i wont del my previous post
yes. i know it will change. and has alr change things.. but since its a blog. eeveryone shd be reading it. so i wont stop. i wont del it.. but i'll make myself clear.
cos. i've decided..
nono..
i've alr decided b4.
and i got unsure..
due to time
due to the fact tt i cldn't do anything
due to the fact that. thgs changed.
so now...
as of now..
im reaffirming my faith in you..
im waiting..
i'll be waiting..
im standing..
and waiting..
and i'll be here...
till the end of time....
i love you..
Wednesday, August 09, 2006
a friend told me smthg..
it might just be wad it is..
i hope wad it is sia..
budden..
its been smtime.
i doubt it'll be..
sigh...
sometimes..
i just wanna do something right..
yet..
i know if i do it..
i might regret it..
yet......
if i dont do it..
i'll be happy yes..
but will the other party be.???
i dont wanna be in it with one party with something else in the mind..
i cant make up my mind
i can't choose a proper path..
can someone advice me.?
tell me..
what should i do.??
because im close to reaching the bottom..
heck...
i might just alr be at the bottom..
or.. at the top of the pain chain.
tell me..
how did it hpn....
wait wait..
i know.......
dont need tell me..
i noe wads wrong..
i know where i screwed up at...
i know..
and i guess.......
i might just do it........
im waiting...
and falling...
and i've fallen............................
it might just be wad it is..
i hope wad it is sia..
budden..
its been smtime.
i doubt it'll be..
sigh...
sometimes..
i just wanna do something right..
yet..
i know if i do it..
i might regret it..
yet......
if i dont do it..
i'll be happy yes..
but will the other party be.???
i dont wanna be in it with one party with something else in the mind..
i cant make up my mind
i can't choose a proper path..
can someone advice me.?
tell me..
what should i do.??
because im close to reaching the bottom..
heck...
i might just alr be at the bottom..
or.. at the top of the pain chain.
tell me..
how did it hpn....
wait wait..
i know.......
dont need tell me..
i noe wads wrong..
i know where i screwed up at...
i know..
and i guess.......
i might just do it........
im waiting...
and falling...
and i've fallen............................
Monday, August 07, 2006
why is the whole world sad?
cos of what.?
problems.?
was just sitting at the park near my new hse tt day..
everyone i saw..
walked by.
most werent smiling.
most were frowning..
as tho as the world has did smthg wrong to them
why are we crying.?
why are we frowing.?
where is the happiness ard us.?
where is the love ard us.?
where is whatever we wanna find?
its gone..
whatever i wanted to find.
might just be gone.
might just be there/here
its just beyond my grasp
i just need to push.
and i push
yet i seemed to be stopped by a wall smwhere..
is it just me.?
or isn't it................
cos of what.?
problems.?
was just sitting at the park near my new hse tt day..
everyone i saw..
walked by.
most werent smiling.
most were frowning..
as tho as the world has did smthg wrong to them
why are we crying.?
why are we frowing.?
where is the happiness ard us.?
where is the love ard us.?
where is whatever we wanna find?
its gone..
whatever i wanted to find.
might just be gone.
might just be there/here
its just beyond my grasp
i just need to push.
and i push
yet i seemed to be stopped by a wall smwhere..
is it just me.?
or isn't it................
Friday, August 04, 2006
Wednesday, August 02, 2006
fucking shit
nth is going right
i can't find the bloodly thing im looking for
what i hope for isn't what im getting
being snubbed/shunned.
fucking laptop hdd had a fucking virus and wiped all my data out..
thanks to a certain someone who uses the laptop
my life is rolling downhill as im typing these words
my maths is a gonna
im gonna be expelled from sch
i cant seem to wake up in the mornings.
im dn/lding a file and some joker touches my modem and BOOM!! i go offline. and i took like a billion years to get 70% okay. nearly a whole day.
the forum i wanna go is down.
i wanna play cs but some mother fucking idiot is using my a/c
when i get to play. some asshole touches my modem.. (see 3 abv)
i can't seem to slp at night anymore.
the more i know the more i feel i should..
fuck..
nothing in this bloodly world is going right..
i think i should make things right..
first...
loads of it..
and i will love it...
and i wont stop..
i'll let it flow down....
and it'll stop the pain...
and it'll stop the hurt
and its gone...................
ruggtobenext????????????
nth is going right
i can't find the bloodly thing im looking for
what i hope for isn't what im getting
being snubbed/shunned.
fucking laptop hdd had a fucking virus and wiped all my data out..
thanks to a certain someone who uses the laptop
my life is rolling downhill as im typing these words
my maths is a gonna
im gonna be expelled from sch
i cant seem to wake up in the mornings.
im dn/lding a file and some joker touches my modem and BOOM!! i go offline. and i took like a billion years to get 70% okay. nearly a whole day.
the forum i wanna go is down.
i wanna play cs but some mother fucking idiot is using my a/c
when i get to play. some asshole touches my modem.. (see 3 abv)
i can't seem to slp at night anymore.
the more i know the more i feel i should..
fuck..
nothing in this bloodly world is going right..
i think i should make things right..
first...
loads of it..
and i will love it...
and i wont stop..
i'll let it flow down....
and it'll stop the pain...
and it'll stop the hurt
and its gone...................
ruggtobenext????????????
exams. problems. and all..
they just dont mix well tgt..
my maths is still screwed up
tho i've been trting to do smthg abt it..
my life is still screwed up..
and it seems like there's nth much i can do right now..
well
..
xcept pray real hard.
and so..
i guess i shall..
just sit down smwhere.
some corner..
where the world will pass b4 my very eyes
yet it'll be a small secluded corner where no one will notice that im there.
not that anyone will search for me.
at least.
only a few will..
and. i'll stay there..
praying for yoo*
praying for us..
praying for the world..
and praying.....
just to pray..
cos God works wonders..
miricles.
and well..
He's God..
wad else can i say?
He can make the lame to walk again. and cause the blind to see..
so. have faith in Him.
and things will turn out a-okay...
yea..
a-okay guys.
just.
smile.
cos..
GOd loves you..
im getting outta topic in a certain sense.
bb
they just dont mix well tgt..
my maths is still screwed up
tho i've been trting to do smthg abt it..
my life is still screwed up..
and it seems like there's nth much i can do right now..
well
..
xcept pray real hard.
and so..
i guess i shall..
just sit down smwhere.
some corner..
where the world will pass b4 my very eyes
yet it'll be a small secluded corner where no one will notice that im there.
not that anyone will search for me.
at least.
only a few will..
and. i'll stay there..
praying for yoo*
praying for us..
praying for the world..
and praying.....
just to pray..
cos God works wonders..
miricles.
and well..
He's God..
wad else can i say?
He can make the lame to walk again. and cause the blind to see..
so. have faith in Him.
and things will turn out a-okay...
yea..
a-okay guys.
just.
smile.
cos..
GOd loves you..
im getting outta topic in a certain sense.
bb
Sunday, July 30, 2006
the more i know
the more i fall
the more i fall
the worst it'll hurt
the more it'll hurt
..................
you know.
had a funny thg today.
i kinda like.
met with and accident??
was just crossing the zebra crossing..
deep in thoughts of yoo*
and there's this stupid driver
in a beautifully ugly merc E200
yeah
benz E200
anyway
yeah.
crossing the zebra crossing.
walking damn slowly
and BOOM!
the car hit me.
guess the driver wasn't paying attn to the road also
but.
yea.
not that kinda like in movies hit kinda..
but just a light touch..
okay. lets say..
medium light
and boom.
flew a lil??
but got a few steps back..
fell.
and sprained my ankle.
OUCH!
nvm.
the bumper kissed my shins..
and its like.
blue black
ouchh!!
hahsa.
and the stupid driver dint like..
ask how are you?
but rather.
OEI! wanna die arh?
next time don't listen music cross road la!
i was damn pissed..
but i kept my cool okay?!
i just let him rattle on.
and went to the side and rubbed my poor ankle
and hobbled home
hahas.
im losing weight!!!
smiles.
buhbye to you guys.
who read my blog.
like sam!.
(omg! pig flying le!)
but serious note
im gonna make sure it works
*cheers myself up!!
go dominic go piggy!
its your birthday
its your birthday
hands to round and round
ahhhhhhh
i feel like an idiot doing that..
and
nah..
it aint funny.
soo...
buhbye
ps:its the first pc in the world. picture thanks to techrepublic
the more i fall
the more i fall
the worst it'll hurt
the more it'll hurt
..................
you know.
had a funny thg today.
i kinda like.
met with and accident??
was just crossing the zebra crossing..
deep in thoughts of yoo*
and there's this stupid driver
in a beautifully ugly merc E200
yeah
benz E200
anyway
yeah.
crossing the zebra crossing.
walking damn slowly
and BOOM!
the car hit me.
guess the driver wasn't paying attn to the road also
but.
yea.
not that kinda like in movies hit kinda..
but just a light touch..
okay. lets say..
medium light
and boom.
flew a lil??
but got a few steps back..
fell.
and sprained my ankle.
OUCH!
nvm.
the bumper kissed my shins..
and its like.
blue black
ouchh!!
hahsa.
and the stupid driver dint like..
ask how are you?
but rather.
OEI! wanna die arh?
next time don't listen music cross road la!
i was damn pissed..
but i kept my cool okay?!
i just let him rattle on.
and went to the side and rubbed my poor ankle
and hobbled home
hahas.
im losing weight!!!
smiles.
buhbye to you guys.
who read my blog.
like sam!.
(omg! pig flying le!)
but serious note
im gonna make sure it works
*cheers myself up!!
go dominic go piggy!
its your birthday
its your birthday
hands to round and round
ahhhhhhh
i feel like an idiot doing that..
and
nah..
it aint funny.
soo...
buhbye
ps:its the first pc in the world. picture thanks to techrepublic
i must be blind..
no no..
i must be deciving myself
cos i can't believe my eyes.
i can't believe what im seeing..
nvm if its once.
but twice.
and for the whole day.
just told a fren something.
your never useless. when u feel ur useless.. dun. rather. instd. u are powerless to do wad thgs shd be done.
okay?
its different
so yea.
guess im powerless to do anything abt it..
for now..
i'll just sit back
watch
pray bloodly hard
and hope
and if things fail.
HAHAHAHAHA......................................................
no no..
i must be deciving myself
cos i can't believe my eyes.
i can't believe what im seeing..
nvm if its once.
but twice.
and for the whole day.
just told a fren something.
your never useless. when u feel ur useless.. dun. rather. instd. u are powerless to do wad thgs shd be done.
okay?
its different
so yea.
guess im powerless to do anything abt it..
for now..
i'll just sit back
watch
pray bloodly hard
and hope
and if things fail.
HAHAHAHAHA......................................................
Saturday, July 29, 2006
=D
pretty much down
wad shd i be feeling.
jealous?
self-pity?
wanting to do more?
it just isn't the way i wanted it to be.
but sadly.
reality bites
and it is.
dunno.
and of cos
don't blame me if i kill someone to make my point.
i do stupid things
but i do them for a reason.
dumb
yet im a selfish bloodly 2 faced bastard.
so dun be sad if im in jail for murder
or.
im to be sentenced to death
no.
i laid my plan
im think thru it alr
don't stop me if i decide to do it
blame me..
blame my loser-spirit
blame me.
i want wad i want
even tho its gonna be diff
im gonna get it.
i dont care
im angry
im pissed
im outraged..
dont stop me..............
Friday, July 28, 2006
bored
hey guys
guess i wont be blogging 4 sometime.
doubt youll see me online or playing cs/dota much
cos im just gonna concentrate on my studies for this period of time
and just drown myself in it.
for now
at least.
for the next week
just.
let it be kk?
lalalalalalala!
guess i wont be blogging 4 sometime.
doubt youll see me online or playing cs/dota much
cos im just gonna concentrate on my studies for this period of time
and just drown myself in it.
for now
at least.
for the next week
just.
let it be kk?
lalalalalalala!
reality biting in
you know
sometimes
when u find the truth
you realise that..
your the cause of it all along
not him
not her
not anyone else
but you.
it aint difficult to swallow
its just that
you want to give your very best
but you dont seem to do it well
you love that person with all your heart
but it doesn't get through
where did i go wrong?
how did i do it wrongly?
its now a qns of what am i gonna do abt it
am i gonna shrugg it off
or am i gonna do something that will make yoo proud of me
im gonna make you proud
this is how my heart is like now
and im sure yoor heart looks like this
fyi: the cars featured is a 2004 lamborghini murcielago and a 2001 porsche boxter.
pics from exoticwrecks.com
not trying to be funny.
but
things aint the same.
and i wanna turn back time
gonna wash my face
and start again
this i promise you
i love you
bare with me.
ill make things right.
this time round.
sometimes
when u find the truth
you realise that..
your the cause of it all along
not him
not her
not anyone else
but you.
it aint difficult to swallow
its just that
you want to give your very best
but you dont seem to do it well
you love that person with all your heart
but it doesn't get through
where did i go wrong?
how did i do it wrongly?
its now a qns of what am i gonna do abt it
am i gonna shrugg it off
or am i gonna do something that will make yoo proud of me
im gonna make you proud
this is how my heart is like now
and im sure yoor heart looks like this
fyi: the cars featured is a 2004 lamborghini murcielago and a 2001 porsche boxter.
pics from exoticwrecks.com
not trying to be funny.
but
things aint the same.
and i wanna turn back time
gonna wash my face
and start again
this i promise you
i love you
bare with me.
ill make things right.
this time round.
Wednesday, July 26, 2006
i just can't smile. without you
youhavestolenmyheart.imcaptivated.byyou.
ivefallendeeplyinlovewithyou
i love you.
and i want you to know that.
fromthebottomofmyheart.
woaini
You know I can't smile without you
I can't smile without you
I can't laugh and
I can't sing
I'm finding it hard to do anything
you see I feel sad when you're sad
I feel glad when you're glad
if you only knew what I'm going through
I just can't smile without you
you came along just like a song
and brighten my day
who would of believed that you where part of a dream
now it all seems light years away
and now you know I can't smile without you
I can't smile without you
I can't laugh and I can't sing
I'm finding it hard to do anything
you see I feel sad when your sad
I feel glad when you're glad
if you only knew what I'm going through
I just can't smile
now some people say happiness takes so very long to find
well, I'm finding it hard leaving your love behind me
and you see I can't smile without you
I can't smile without you
I can't laugh and I can't sing
I'm finding it hard to do anything
you see I feel glad when you're glad
I feel sad when you're sad
if you only knew what I'm going through
I just can't smile without you
ivefallendeeplyinlovewithyou
i love you.
and i want you to know that.
fromthebottomofmyheart.
woaini
You know I can't smile without you
I can't smile without you
I can't laugh and
I can't sing
I'm finding it hard to do anything
you see I feel sad when you're sad
I feel glad when you're glad
if you only knew what I'm going through
I just can't smile without you
you came along just like a song
and brighten my day
who would of believed that you where part of a dream
now it all seems light years away
and now you know I can't smile without you
I can't smile without you
I can't laugh and I can't sing
I'm finding it hard to do anything
you see I feel sad when your sad
I feel glad when you're glad
if you only knew what I'm going through
I just can't smile
now some people say happiness takes so very long to find
and you see I can't smile without you
I can't smile without you
I can't laugh and I can't sing
I'm finding it hard to do anything
you see I feel glad when you're glad
I feel sad when you're sad
if you only knew what I'm going through
I just can't smile without you
Tuesday, July 25, 2006
Monday, July 24, 2006
you can't see the tears i cry
behind these hazel eyes
untitled.
yupps.
thats the title of this post
cos i dont know wad to say
God. where u now?
every night in my dreams
i see you
i feel you
honestly. i feel as tho i've been banished to the moon. and locked there.
leaving in a mask u wear all day long
it just make you feel oh so strong
i sick of playing this game.
im tired of pretending to be happy.
i wanna scream
i wanna just stay out in the rain
letting it wash all over me
or.
just sitting somewhere. watching the world pass me.
with the knowledge that the world will still cont on w/o u
carry on fine.
people ask me wad would how would the world rmb me when ur gone
i tell them
unless u make billions like bill gates
start a war like adolf hitler
be a star actor/actress like maryiln manroe
no one will miss you
even your family and loved ones get over you after ur gone
the memories will hurt
but it wont change their lives
inadarkroom.thesilencescreamingaroundyou.thefierycoldnessallaroundyou.yourplusestartbeating.youstarttrembling.yourhandscan'tstopshaking.yourbodyisconvulsculating.youcan'twait.yourbreathingincreases.youreyesturnbloodred.youseethewaterfall.itstopsandstarts.itfallsintoapuddle.youscream.youcry.youfeeltheshiningbrightnesssurroundsyou.youstareintospace.youfeelwarmer.youwantmore.youneedmore.anditgoesblack.yourbodylimps.yourheartbeatsslowly.weaker.stops.nevertostartagain.
behindthemask.iwept.icried.idied.
ps. you know. Jesus blood took away our pain and suffering.
behind these hazel eyes
untitled.
yupps.
thats the title of this post
cos i dont know wad to say
God. where u now?
every night in my dreams
i see you
i feel you
honestly. i feel as tho i've been banished to the moon. and locked there.
leaving in a mask u wear all day long
it just make you feel oh so strong
i sick of playing this game.
im tired of pretending to be happy.
i wanna scream
i wanna just stay out in the rain
letting it wash all over me
or.
just sitting somewhere. watching the world pass me.
with the knowledge that the world will still cont on w/o u
carry on fine.
people ask me wad would how would the world rmb me when ur gone
i tell them
unless u make billions like bill gates
start a war like adolf hitler
be a star actor/actress like maryiln manroe
no one will miss you
even your family and loved ones get over you after ur gone
the memories will hurt
but it wont change their lives
inadarkroom.thesilencescreamingaroundyou.thefierycoldnessallaroundyou.yourplusestartbeating.youstarttrembling.yourhandscan'tstopshaking.yourbodyisconvulsculating.youcan'twait.yourbreathingincreases.youreyesturnbloodred.youseethewaterfall.itstopsandstarts.itfallsintoapuddle.youscream.youcry.youfeeltheshiningbrightnesssurroundsyou.youstareintospace.youfeelwarmer.youwantmore.youneedmore.anditgoesblack.yourbodylimps.yourheartbeatsslowly.weaker.stops.nevertostartagain.
behindthemask.iwept.icried.idied.
ps. you know. Jesus blood took away our pain and suffering.
Thursday, July 20, 2006
last of illusions
i rmb. i was supposed to talk abt err..
zizou whecking materatzzi w a headbutt. rmb rmb?? lolX. hmm. anyway. gist of the thg is. mataratzzi gave in that yea. he did insult him. details. nah.. i aint gg in.. =D
anyway. its like. the 3rd day le. and. its difficult to accept it. i cannot. really. but. i gotta be a good boy. its realitiy boy. its happening now. so. i gotta accept it. like it or not.
actually. i got loads of stuff i wanna blog abt. but im tired le. =x so. i guess tml ya?? keep posted.
love ya!
zizou whecking materatzzi w a headbutt. rmb rmb?? lolX. hmm. anyway. gist of the thg is. mataratzzi gave in that yea. he did insult him. details. nah.. i aint gg in.. =D
anyway. its like. the 3rd day le. and. its difficult to accept it. i cannot. really. but. i gotta be a good boy. its realitiy boy. its happening now. so. i gotta accept it. like it or not.
actually. i got loads of stuff i wanna blog abt. but im tired le. =x so. i guess tml ya?? keep posted.
love ya!
Tuesday, July 18, 2006
something to think about
have you every wondered why things are happening, things that you don't want to see it happen or materialise? and why do things just seem wrong when you want it to be right.. and when you assume that things are gonna be okay. reality just knock the wind outta you like a sledgehammer? did it occur that when murphy actually came up with a law that we all hate (what goes wrong. will go wrong) actually is the true harsh reality of it?
still wondering????
good. i'll let u peeps cont wondering why. and when u know why. lemme know kk??
on a good note. its my 261st post for this blog!
still wondering????
good. i'll let u peeps cont wondering why. and when u know why. lemme know kk??
on a good note. its my 261st post for this blog!
Thursday, July 13, 2006
funny feeling
okay. i was supposed to blog about zizou today. but i learnt that... zizou's gonna go live like. in a few hours time about wad materazzi said to him. so. i'll just. let him talk. and comment about it ltr on..
anyway. im sick. yeah. got poisoned by chicken rice. and voimited like crazy. dun understand how i did it. but yeah. i did.
so. i'll just leave u guys with a nice song. cos. im just feeling it all over again.
dontknowdontcaredontwannabotherdontwannafeeldontwannabreathedontwannaleave.
but.
gottaknow.gottacare.gottabother.gottafeel.gottabreathe.
you alive still buddy?
anyway. im sick. yeah. got poisoned by chicken rice. and voimited like crazy. dun understand how i did it. but yeah. i did.
so. i'll just leave u guys with a nice song. cos. im just feeling it all over again.
Here I am on the phone again and...
Awkward silence is on the other end
I used to know the sound of a smile in your voice
But right now all I feel is the pain of the fighting starting up again
All the things we talk about
You know they stay on my mind, on my mind
All the things we laugh about
they'll bring us through it every time,
After time, after time
Don't say a word,
I know you feel the same
Just give me a sign
Say anything, say anything
Please don't walk away,
I know you wanna stay
If you just give me a sign
Say anything, say anything
Some say that time changes,
best friends can become strangers
But I don't want that, no not for you
If you just stay with me we could make it through
So here we are again the same old argument
Now I'm wondering if things will ever change
When will you laugh again,
laugh like you did back when
We'd make noise 'til 3 am,
And the neighbors would complain
All the things we talk about
You know they stay on my mind, on my mind
All the things we laugh about
they'll bring us through it every time,
After time, after time
Don't say a word,
I know you feel the same
Just give me a sign
Say anything, say anything
Please don't walk away,
I know you wanna stay
If you just give me a sign
Say anything, say anything
I'm fallin...
I'm fallin...
I'm fallin down
I'm fallin...
I'm fallin...
I'm fallin down
Down, down,down...
Don't say a word,
I know you feel the same
Just give me a sign
Say anything, say anything
Please don't walk away,
I know you wanna stay
If you just give me a sign
Say anything, say anything
Don't say a word, (Please don't leave...)
I know you feel the same
Just give me a sign
Say anything, say anything
Please don't walk away, (Please don't leave...)
I know you wanna stay
If you just give me a sign
Say anything, say anything
dontknowdontcaredontwannabotherdontwannafeeldontwannabreathedontwannaleave.
but.
gottaknow.gottacare.gottabother.gottafeel.gottabreathe.
you alive still buddy?
Wednesday, July 12, 2006
A Loving Mother
A Loving Mother
hahas. yea. tts the title baby!! anyway. b4 u read that post. theres click on the link below the picture saying first. and start from the start. hmm go read it la.. its a funny (tho blashplmous) way of portraying the bible. yes. go read. laugh at its funniness. but don't believe it. okay?
anyway. lazy to blog. wanted to blog abt zizou. but.. i guess i'll do it tml yar? ciaos guys. =D
hahas. yea. tts the title baby!! anyway. b4 u read that post. theres click on the link below the picture saying first. and start from the start. hmm go read it la.. its a funny (tho blashplmous) way of portraying the bible. yes. go read. laugh at its funniness. but don't believe it. okay?
anyway. lazy to blog. wanted to blog abt zizou. but.. i guess i'll do it tml yar? ciaos guys. =D
Friday, July 07, 2006
=D
WOW! my last previous post was like.. 16 may.?? woah!!
as jon likes to say it.. maaddddneesss!!! hahas
as i read the article, the headlines intrigued me. being human is humbling, not humiliating. gist of the article is this guy was watching the PM of japan (Mr Junichiro Koizumi for the not so up to date pple) dancing at graceland on CNN. okokay. i know. at this point. there's gonna be some guys out there. (okay. who the heck am i kidding? no one reads this blog) who actually says. ISN'T THAT HUMILIATING? I MEAN.. ITS THE PM OF JAPAN!! THE WHOLE OF JAPAN IS GONNA BE HUMILIATED! woah woah woah woah woah woah woah!! hold on a min dude. it aint humilitating. i mean. he's human after all baby. let him have his fun, i mean. imagine say.. tony blair. dancing.or better still. squriming with glee and delight when he shakehands with both pele and sir bobby charlton. (assuming it is okay??) is it humiliating? i dont think so. any other normal guys (even my dad) would be estatic. why can't they?? i dun wanna repeat the whole article so go read it. but hey. think about these politicians/actors and yada. their still human after all.
something to think about.
why did the french crtics wanted monsiour domenech head and for him to drop barthez, and now they're(critics) praising them like they are heros.
as jon likes to say it.. maaddddneesss!!! hahas
as i read the article, the headlines intrigued me. being human is humbling, not humiliating. gist of the article is this guy was watching the PM of japan (Mr Junichiro Koizumi for the not so up to date pple) dancing at graceland on CNN. okokay. i know. at this point. there's gonna be some guys out there. (okay. who the heck am i kidding? no one reads this blog) who actually says. ISN'T THAT HUMILIATING? I MEAN.. ITS THE PM OF JAPAN!! THE WHOLE OF JAPAN IS GONNA BE HUMILIATED! woah woah woah woah woah woah woah!! hold on a min dude. it aint humilitating. i mean. he's human after all baby. let him have his fun, i mean. imagine say.. tony blair. dancing.or better still. squriming with glee and delight when he shakehands with both pele and sir bobby charlton. (assuming it is okay??) is it humiliating? i dont think so. any other normal guys (even my dad) would be estatic. why can't they?? i dun wanna repeat the whole article so go read it. but hey. think about these politicians/actors and yada. their still human after all.
something to think about.
why did the french crtics wanted monsiour domenech head and for him to drop barthez, and now they're(critics) praising them like they are heros.
Friday, May 12, 2006
its me
just wanna leave a note..
u noe whoever you are.
its me. not her.
don't be a bitch and blame someone else.
just cos u lost.
doesn't mean u can blame the whole world
get it?
rmb that. =D
its my life
if i screw it up. thats MY BLOODLY PROBLEM! okay? and yea. and tinkerbell's too.
but she won't let me..
okay?
so just wanna set the record str.
its me.
not her.
so get on with life. dun harp on something u will never ever have or get.
fuck off from my life bitch. u screwed it once. ur're gonna screw it again
u noe whoever you are.
its me. not her.
don't be a bitch and blame someone else.
just cos u lost.
doesn't mean u can blame the whole world
get it?
rmb that. =D
its my life
if i screw it up. thats MY BLOODLY PROBLEM! okay? and yea. and tinkerbell's too.
but she won't let me..
okay?
so just wanna set the record str.
its me.
not her.
so get on with life. dun harp on something u will never ever have or get.
fuck off from my life bitch. u screwed it once. ur're gonna screw it again
Sunday, April 02, 2006
bored. lonely.
SEXUALLY-EXPLICIT: Redhead Mature Babe
yeah.. that was the stupid email header in my mail-box.
don't ask me how i got it. reallie. i might have like. signed up for a porno newsletter. (ok. kidding!)
but yea. with all the stupid phishing attacks. the spam mass mailers and trojan horses worldwide. its like. almst every system is compromised. major! so guys. rmb to...
1) get an anti-virus. (etc. norton, mcafee, trend-micro, avg, yadayada..)
2) get a software firewall. (eg. zonealarm, sygate, filseclab, norton). btw. don't reallie require one if u use a router.
3) 2 or more adware cleaners. (eg. ad-aware, bazooka, spybot, and a host of others)
4) the most impt. USE THEM YOU BLOODY DOOFUS! wads the point of like. getting all of them and not running them. right? like. who in the world. will order a cup of milo peng. w/o the ice okay uncle?? like. yea. smart assed people onli. or buying a broom and not sweeping ur floor or smthg lidat. right??
so yea.
hahsa. =D
nwae. i feel that once again. im the loneliest person in this whole wide world. once again.
yea.. shant say more man. i dunno wad to say. U aint there. u don't know what it feels like man.
not that i blame ya. =D okay? silly..
watching superstars thgy crappified shw. the gal lost. and the guy won. lol. gal crying. hahsa! yea. i feel mean. but. i mean. its farnie. she's cying and laffing and she lost.?? like. hahahas!!! WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAA!!!! its so farnie..!!
back to topic. i gotta run to work tml. and i hope its gonna be fun. im gonna do smthg damn bad sia. i dunno wad . but its those kinda feeling i have. and im gonna do it. unfort. HAHAS =D i feel so mean!
so yea.
lonely. im so lonely.
i have nobody. all on my own!!
at least today nia. tml.. nah ah! =DD
okokay. its time to slp. got work ..
i miss you. alot.
nwae. chanced upon this..
if a bus station is where the bus stops.
the train station is where the train stops.
wad about my work-station??
need i say more??
dominic.
yeah.. that was the stupid email header in my mail-box.
don't ask me how i got it. reallie. i might have like. signed up for a porno newsletter. (ok. kidding!)
but yea. with all the stupid phishing attacks. the spam mass mailers and trojan horses worldwide. its like. almst every system is compromised. major! so guys. rmb to...
1) get an anti-virus. (etc. norton, mcafee, trend-micro, avg, yadayada..)
2) get a software firewall. (eg. zonealarm, sygate, filseclab, norton). btw. don't reallie require one if u use a router.
3) 2 or more adware cleaners. (eg. ad-aware, bazooka, spybot, and a host of others)
4) the most impt. USE THEM YOU BLOODY DOOFUS! wads the point of like. getting all of them and not running them. right? like. who in the world. will order a cup of milo peng. w/o the ice okay uncle?? like. yea. smart assed people onli. or buying a broom and not sweeping ur floor or smthg lidat. right??
so yea.
hahsa. =D
nwae. i feel that once again. im the loneliest person in this whole wide world. once again.
yea.. shant say more man. i dunno wad to say. U aint there. u don't know what it feels like man.
not that i blame ya. =D okay? silly..
watching superstars thgy crappified shw. the gal lost. and the guy won. lol. gal crying. hahsa! yea. i feel mean. but. i mean. its farnie. she's cying and laffing and she lost.?? like. hahahas!!! WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAA!!!! its so farnie..!!
back to topic. i gotta run to work tml. and i hope its gonna be fun. im gonna do smthg damn bad sia. i dunno wad . but its those kinda feeling i have. and im gonna do it. unfort. HAHAS =D i feel so mean!
so yea.
lonely. im so lonely.
i have nobody. all on my own!!
at least today nia. tml.. nah ah! =DD
okokay. its time to slp. got work ..
i miss you. alot.
nwae. chanced upon this..
if a bus station is where the bus stops.
the train station is where the train stops.
wad about my work-station??
need i say more??
dominic.
Saturday, April 01, 2006
failer. loser. gonner.
know something?
i can't accept reality. really.
it just doesn't work for me that way.
cos it hasn't happened to me.
at all......
simple enough.
simple problem..
failer.
loser.
compliated solution.
cos i can't put them into problems.
there's no. first problem. second problem. neither can i exactly say. everything fits together. rather. i think. i cogitate that. its just a series of unfortuante series.
to me. i find that. going to church to me. an otiose undertaking? cos. i dun feel anythg. its just. going someplace. where i no longer enjoy. nor do i experience much. rather. God. its just. im going for the sake of going. becos. i dont find that. i exp god at all. i just go and. sing. and . yea. that. oh wells. i dunno. i just feel dried up. and kinda useless. =D
yea. i know. this is gonna be those kinda entires. that. kinda like. are those kinda. controversial entires.oh wells.. just. inda like. let me be. okay peeps?
just. let me be. let me be myself for once. okay? pls. im begging u
going on.
i dun think i shd be going to sch lorh
why??
i failed my fucking maths
i failed
okay?
yes
i failed
i screwed my maths
i flunked my maths
i fucked up my maths
yea
i gotta fwd this module.
fuck it
cos my next sem gonna be crap
i dunno larh
its gonna fuck up
once again
i don't wanna be fucked up and down once again by my parents and friends and all those kinda shitty thgs la..
so. yea. mabbie i shd stop sch
go home and slp
do my ns. go open a busniess.
why???
cos i find that. its gonna hpn again. im gonna screw smthg . some kinda subject. no??
i thg that it will hpn.
i even find work fucked up.
kiang ho liao
mai gay kiang.
yea.
haiz.
oh wells. nvm.... i'll just see wad i can do in my power..
to me.. God aint god. he's just. God. up there. away. looking down and punishing me. i dunno...
and NOPE.
it aint cos of you. okay? dun think so much. =D
smiles.
i can't accept reality. really.
it just doesn't work for me that way.
cos it hasn't happened to me.
at all......
simple enough.
simple problem..
failer.
loser.
compliated solution.
cos i can't put them into problems.
there's no. first problem. second problem. neither can i exactly say. everything fits together. rather. i think. i cogitate that. its just a series of unfortuante series.
to me. i find that. going to church to me. an otiose undertaking? cos. i dun feel anythg. its just. going someplace. where i no longer enjoy. nor do i experience much. rather. God. its just. im going for the sake of going. becos. i dont find that. i exp god at all. i just go and. sing. and . yea. that. oh wells. i dunno. i just feel dried up. and kinda useless. =D
yea. i know. this is gonna be those kinda entires. that. kinda like. are those kinda. controversial entires.oh wells.. just. inda like. let me be. okay peeps?
just. let me be. let me be myself for once. okay? pls. im begging u
going on.
i dun think i shd be going to sch lorh
why??
i failed my fucking maths
i failed
okay?
yes
i failed
i screwed my maths
i flunked my maths
i fucked up my maths
yea
i gotta fwd this module.
fuck it
cos my next sem gonna be crap
i dunno larh
its gonna fuck up
once again
i don't wanna be fucked up and down once again by my parents and friends and all those kinda shitty thgs la..
so. yea. mabbie i shd stop sch
go home and slp
do my ns. go open a busniess.
why???
cos i find that. its gonna hpn again. im gonna screw smthg . some kinda subject. no??
i thg that it will hpn.
i even find work fucked up.
kiang ho liao
mai gay kiang.
yea.
haiz.
oh wells. nvm.... i'll just see wad i can do in my power..
to me.. God aint god. he's just. God. up there. away. looking down and punishing me. i dunno...
and NOPE.
it aint cos of you. okay? dun think so much. =D
smiles.
Monday, March 06, 2006
first day at work
man. my working hours are crappy!
mon to sat 1045 to 2000hr ..
sun and pub hols, 1100 to 1900hrs
ARH!!! wad in the world.
only good thing is that, its fun!!!
hahas. i enjoy the company. i guess
at least, for now la. i enjoy it
just hope i can like.. cont to enjoy it
only thg i din reallie enjoy, the pay. kinda ermms. crappy. 440/mth
not really a big issue, but im hopeing. *fingers crossed*
butttt.....
gotta be happy w it. i mean
God placed me there for a reason.
its like. a god time to reap the hravest for the Lord.
hahas.
=D
im prouda myself.
nwae
i feel good! i sold somethg. dan the guy told me.. "xie xie lao ban" WAHHH!!!!
I FEEL GOOD MAN!!!
hahas. =)
mon to sat 1045 to 2000hr ..
sun and pub hols, 1100 to 1900hrs
ARH!!! wad in the world.
only good thing is that, its fun!!!
hahas. i enjoy the company. i guess
at least, for now la. i enjoy it
just hope i can like.. cont to enjoy it
only thg i din reallie enjoy, the pay. kinda ermms. crappy. 440/mth
not really a big issue, but im hopeing. *fingers crossed*
butttt.....
gotta be happy w it. i mean
God placed me there for a reason.
its like. a god time to reap the hravest for the Lord.
hahas.
=D
im prouda myself.
nwae
i feel good! i sold somethg. dan the guy told me.. "xie xie lao ban" WAHHH!!!!
I FEEL GOOD MAN!!!
hahas. =)
Friday, March 03, 2006
INVASION! =X
HELLO ! =)
i have decided to invade. =P
something which i havent done is AGES.
BLEAH.
ANYHOOS ! so yes!
I HOPE YOU LIKE THIS!
^^
HEH. =D
*big Grin.
wheeeeeeeeeeee.
and also..
to tell you that no matter what happens..
rich poor sick fat whatever..
i'll always be with you..
holding your hand and being your lil light beside youu.
x)
ILU!
muacks.
-chuisle mo chroi. =]
<33,
QueenLala*
i have decided to invade. =P
something which i havent done is AGES.
BLEAH.
ANYHOOS ! so yes!
I HOPE YOU LIKE THIS!
^^
HEH. =D
*big Grin.
wheeeeeeeeeeee.
and also..
to tell you that no matter what happens..
rich poor sick fat whatever..
i'll always be with you..
holding your hand and being your lil light beside youu.
x)
ILU!
muacks.
-chuisle mo chroi. =]
<33,
QueenLala*
Wednesday, January 11, 2006
its a new day!
its a new YEAR
yupps.
and funny stuffs happened to me!
for one.
i got my pod xt live and my variex 300.. im so happy. =)
for seconds.
im in a band?
like.. hahas..
funny thg was.
i was just walking home that day after i got my pod xt. on the train, i saw this friend of mine. he's a damn good guitarist, and we used to jam w each other and occasionally. his band.. we were just sitting ard. talking. dan. horror of horrors! he asked me to join his band. and im like.. WAH! asked why. he said. cos. his guitarist went overseas study. so. no more rythem. and yar. like this. i agreed. hahsa. happy yet nervous. the next gig we'll be having is like. somewhere in early apr/ late march, and horrors of horrors! at esplanade? like. zzzz.. shit! i can just. screw up la! man..so. ohn well. since i joined. i shall. be nice. and work hard not to dissappoint them.
another thg.
just to the special ONE
i love you babe! whereever you are right now, whatever you are doing now(prob slping) remember that. i love you
so so much.
=)
rmb. i'll love you till the day an orange grows in a apple tree
either that, or i'll love you till i can not be hungry for a long period of time. zzz. =)
lve ya babe!
yupps.
and funny stuffs happened to me!
for one.
i got my pod xt live and my variex 300.. im so happy. =)
for seconds.
im in a band?
like.. hahas..
funny thg was.
i was just walking home that day after i got my pod xt. on the train, i saw this friend of mine. he's a damn good guitarist, and we used to jam w each other and occasionally. his band.. we were just sitting ard. talking. dan. horror of horrors! he asked me to join his band. and im like.. WAH! asked why. he said. cos. his guitarist went overseas study. so. no more rythem. and yar. like this. i agreed. hahsa. happy yet nervous. the next gig we'll be having is like. somewhere in early apr/ late march, and horrors of horrors! at esplanade? like. zzzz.. shit! i can just. screw up la! man..so. ohn well. since i joined. i shall. be nice. and work hard not to dissappoint them.
another thg.
just to the special ONE
i love you babe! whereever you are right now, whatever you are doing now(prob slping) remember that. i love you
so so much.
=)
rmb. i'll love you till the day an orange grows in a apple tree
either that, or i'll love you till i can not be hungry for a long period of time. zzz. =)
lve ya babe!