caught in the middle

End of Me - Marion Raven

Hey, Stay with me
As I am getting naked
Stripped down to the bone

Hey, I’m afraid
This could get ugly
And I might leave here alone

This is not mistake
It’s the dawn of a new day
Anything goes from now….

This is the last illusions
This is the final trace of innocence
If I’m caught in the middle
I know it will be the end of me

Hey, talk to me
Don’t play me with your silence
Whisper it in my mouth

Cause this not about hate
It’s the start of a new wave
Everything goes from now

This is the last illusions
This is the final trace of innocence
If I’m caught in the middle
I know it will be the end of me

This is not a mistake
The dawn of a new day
This is not mistake

Hey stay with me

Hey stay with me
As I’m getting naked

This is the last of illusions
This is the final trace of innocence
If I’m caught in the middle
I know it will be
It’s last of illusions
Of illusions
This is the final trace of innocence
If I’m caught in the middle
I know it will be the end of me

Hey Yeah

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how abt changing the IF to AM ALR. HA. =D


so when will the END OF ME come about?

soon i guess. =)

ikanotaketisnmoreromnsitekatonaki

xmas day

hm. its christmas day again tml

i dunno to be happy or to be sad. its the same year after year. i dunno. we shake hands, hugg each other, kiss, eat spend some time with each other's family.

sooo. what's the the meaning of Christmas to everyone?

how about. just a time to spend w each other? having fun. relaxing. good food. getting drunk. giving and recieving presents.

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written on Christmas Day

wow. okay. the true meaning of christmas is really, to realise God's love for us. like i was saying ytd, Christmas is really commercialised. i mean. heck santa claus? i mean. yea. nice children fatherly figure. but. comeon.. santa claus really exists? flying on ruldolph the red nose raindeer? like. wow! giving all the nice children really really cool presents? if tts the case, everyone's naughty. no? cos, u dun get no prez from him. do u dawg? not just that way, even science proves that santa claus doesn't exists. don't believe? i investigated. well... okay.. yar.. aiyah!! just read...

=D

for all those who think santa's real.. read...

and weep............................

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Please find below my scientific investigation into Santa Claus. :p

1) No known species of reindeer can fly. BUT there are 300,000
species of living organisms yet to be classified, and while most
of these are insects and germs, this does not COMPLETELY rule out
flying reindeer which only Santa has ever seen.

2) There are 2 billion children (persons under 18) in the world.
BUT since Santa doesn't (appear) to handle the Muslim, Hindu,
Jewish & Buddhist children, that reduces the workload to 15% of
the total - 378 million according to Population Reference Bureau.
At an average census) rate of 3.5 children per household, that's
91.8 million homes. One presumes there's at least one good child
in each.

3) Santa has 31 hours of Christmas to work with. This is due to
the different time zones and the rotation of the earth, assuming
he travels east to west (which seems logical). This works out to
822.6 visits/second.

This is to say that for each Christian household with good
children, Santa has .001 second to park, hop out of the sleigh,
jump down the chimney, fill the stockings, distribute the
emaining presents under the tree, eat whatever snacks have been
left(eg, milk and cookies), get back up the chimney, get back into the sleigh and move on to the next house.

Assuming that each of these 91.8 million stops are evenly
distributed around the earth (which, of course, we know to be
false but for the purposes of our calculations we will accept), we
are now talking about .78 miles/household, a total trip of 75.5
million miles; not counting stops to do what most of us must do at
least once every 31 hours, plus feeding & etc.

So Santa's sleigh must be moving at 650 miles/second, 3,000 times
the speed of sound. For purposes of comparison, the fastest
man-made vehicle on earth, the Ulysses space probe, moves at a
poky 27.4 miles/second. A conventional reindeer can run, tops, 15
miles/hour.

4) The payload on the sleigh adds another interesting element.
Assuming that each child gets nothing more than a medium-sized
Lego set (2 lb.), the sleigh is carrying 321,300 tonnes, not
counting Santa, who is invariably described as overweight. On
land, conventional reindeer can pull no more than 300 lb. Even
granting that "flying reindeer" (see #1) could pull 10 TIMES the
normal amount, we cannot do the job with 8, or even 9 reindeer.;
We need 214,200. This increases the payload - not counting the
weight of the sleigh - to 353,430 tons. This is four times the
weight of the ocean-liner Queen Elizabeth.

5) 353,000 tons travelling at 650 miles/second creates enormous
air resistance. This will heat the reindeer up in the same fashion
as a spacecraft re-entering the earth's atmosphere. The lead pair
of reindeer will absorb 14.3 QUINTILLION joules of energy per
second each; In short, they will burst into flame almost
instantaneously, exposing the reindeer behind them, and create
deafening sonic booms in their wake. The entire reindeer team will
be vaporised within .00426 of a second. Meanwhile, Santa will be
subjected to centrifugal forces 17,500.06 times greater than
gravity. A 250-LB Santa (seems ludicrously slim) would be pinned
to the back of his sleigh by 4,315,015 lb. of force.

so. understand?

no?

i'll tell you...


If Santa ever DID deliver presents on Christmas Eve, he's dead
now. Merry Christmas to all! :)

narnia

im back!

just watched "The chronicles of Narnia.!"

wow! the show was totally awesoome!!!

its a movie based on a book by C.S Lewis. same title. rmb him peeps? he's actually a christian aurther. and he's that good!. actually, being a christian writer, he actually put the whole movie in context w Christ!like.. wow! how'd he do that?
hahsa

but actually.. the movie was great! hahsa. =D

i mean. u must really listen hard. and try to understand what the show reallie is talking about. and its like. WOW! cool! like. yar.. hahsa

its a long story. so. yar. watch the show and come to me if u don't understand it still. hahs

2nd part. CHristamas is coming! yayness! hahas. got prezzies.. buttt...... i want my line 6 and pod xt live! man. 1.1 k. its all on offer now. man..

hahas
...

i have like. loads to say.
like..

the youths arelike CRAP!

budden. who am i to say all these?

that i feel that they are only doing it for glory. not tt i din do it b4. but. i mean. like. comon. if u wanna play rock. PLAY ROCK. not. everythg pput tgt. comeon. the yfs wanna be rock/punk.. so. puhhh-lesss!!! do it properly. cos i feel that its all crap. its horrible. i really wanna change church sia. i really dun understand it. at all. both me and sam. its totally horrible. i don't wanna say anythg alr. i give up on the youths. i wanna quit. haha. meanwhile. im gonna go start learning my lead and rytthym parts. =D soo. hahas. gota start alr. and. get MY GUITAR W EFFECTS BOX! man. hard to prac when i don't have a guitar and a effs to try it out. man.. zzz. oh wells.

okokay

time to slp.

but in the meantime..

check this out.

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problem

hey.. yupps
i changed my blog skin. nice not.??
hahsa
i wish sia..

okokay. shall cont doing my site.. in the meantime. i gotta run

*ps. theres somethg wrong with my links. right click to go to the links. =D okay? cya!

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israel.. here i come!

hey

im in the airprt now. =D alright man. hahas
there's free internet acess, and the connection is like. sucky. but can i complain? alrighty than

anyway..

went for the p6 overnighter. zzzzzz
didn't slp much, as han would tell you.


was great. roxor

anyway
i'm like. in the airport, the lovely changi
nice place alr. had popeyes.
made everyone else wait for me.
hahas..

but seriously
i really pray that thetrip will be a memoriable one.
gigi's gg there to get baptized, and im gonna watch.
hahas. i dun really regret it.
yes. kinda. weird feeling abt it.
like. i mean.. JORDAN RIVER LEH!!!
who in the world wldn't wanna go there.
but.
i promised 2 people, posh and han
and nopes
tho its like.. missing up a great chance, i still won't regret it.
Greater love is no one other than this, that a man lay his life for his friends. Jn 8:32 (i think.zzzzz)
mental block. its like.. a long time since i took a plane. ahash

SCARED!!!

BOOHOO!!!
hahas

okokay.. i gotta run alr.. got time limit de sia. zzzzzzz

bb peeps
pray for me liek.. daily ayar? hahas
=D cya!!!!!!!

man utd won!

hahas..

so proud of man utd!!!

THEY WON CHEALSEA 1 - 0

darren fletcher got the only goal... wow. rocks

true

man utd just werent performing well enough this season

but comeon. they can overcome all odds

read the papers!! betting centres were betting on chealsea to win the match, and the red devils were gg in after a week of dissapointment. like. wow. hahas
so proud of them =D

who am i?

suddenly the world, seems such a different place

anyone watched the show, "who am i" by jackie chan?

if u can guess what he's feeling, well, thats me also. =D

i feel as though, im living in a different world.

i don't understand myself.

im not doing what i love to do
or
i can't do what i love to do
or
i dunno how to do what i used to love to do


no.. no offense to anyone..

no one is responsible..

don't worry

im alright

just need to..

have some time alone.

because. i feel so lost..

like as tho im a robot.

doing the same stuffs day in day out

im burnt
tired
lathagic

soo tired..

i can't think clearly.

who am i?

that remains unanswered.

sorry

realised that.my prevous post.. was.. kinda.. erms..... controversal.. haas. yupps..

but.. yupp. there are few peeps who read my blog and do ask me how i am. wow! im touched. =D

thks a billion peeps..

anyway. an update to the previous post. im feelnig better and thgs are looking up.. =D hope it'll cont to look up yar?

need loads of prayers.. feeling that im losing this spiritual warfare w the red horned joker. but. yar. need prayers. and people who hold be accountable for like.. almst everythg.. (read. a certain mr tan) hahas. =D thank God for them.

hahas. thks a billion peeps. =D

dear Lord,
humbly, i come into Ur presence. Im truely sorry for the things i said ytd. humbly, i ask for your forgiveness dear Lord. help me to stand proud and tall for you in this battle against evil, thgs that hurt you. that i may do thgs that glorify Your name. shining out for You Oh Lord. Let me know your will in my life. and that i'll stand up and take the step of faith. for your glory Lord.
thank you Lord
in Jesus name, Amen

give up

no one reads my blog anymore. so.i guessi can say waht i wanna really say.. no??

thinking back.. all those shit about gg to. c_____ is like.. crap? i mean.. if he can help us?. why the fuck are we like that? better still.. why the FUCK am I like that.? no faith? ha. how abt. can't be bothered. or better still.. is there such a thing as a god? notice how its small letters.. ha. i dunno anymore.

i mean.. i dun even know why im typinglike that. there was a time where i wun even think like that. but now. ha! i find that. yupp. its like that.

problems. yes. everyone has them.. so? even christians have problems. and why the fuck is mine the worst? parents. money.. relationships. fucking friends. who fucking blame the shit load mutherfucking shit outta you. for no appr reason. getting shouted at for no rhyme or hue. and a whole load of crap.

im major fucked up alr larhs. i can't stnad it anymore. God. HA.! what's the point. where are you? yes. i've strayed. so? you dun care a hoot or two. no? i ask for stuffs. like.. millions of them. and not one answered. not even when its close to my heart or wad nots. i mean. i try to understand that. hey.. its stupid right? at least.. one wish/prayer is answered. but. HA. i dunno larhs. i think im on the verge of giving it all up. somethg that was with me thru my childhood. hAHas. know smthg? mabbie its just a story. sortof. like. cinderalla, santa clause that kinda stuff..

if that sthe case. the book a real nice book. 66 books and a ton of chapeters. hasa. =D haven gotten rnd to finsh reading it yet.. got no discipline. well. prayed for it too. nope. dun have

just realized.. okok.. i mean.. i alr know. but.. humor me kk?
im fucking irresponsible. !!! hahsa. yay!! jump for joy wemme.!! thats me. so.. yea.. people gimme money to buy stuff for them.. i use them for my own entertainment purposes. so yea.. dun ever make a responsible perosn. cas i suck k? rmb that.. warn you guys alr..

but. back to the topic..

whats the point?? i don't see a point. enjoy life now larhs.. smoke. drink.. drugs(feel like taking them up.) esp smoking. so cool alrhs. and the drinking. i can't hold it well.. so.. drink more. can train.hahas. =D but.. WTH.. i need money.. must.. be.. "responsible" pay for the jerseys first.. dan. go deposit money into the fucking bank. cos the bullshit perosn decided to fucking call my fucking house. great. and my mum picked it up. and the fucking arsehole karen lim or smthg like that. hope she gets killed in an accident.. or better still.. a grp of men rape the fucking shitty day lights outta her and fuck her till she dies. great? or drown her in urine? or sm kinda acid? burn her lungs.. better still.. CRUCIFY HER?? hahas.. holy mah.. no meh?? very holy.. hahas.. =D cool.. see some joker get crucified. a girl somemore.. hey.. screw the nails in instd of hammering it in? how abt tt.. cooler..hahas.. nwae.yar. must enjoy life. i eman.. got one part all done le. got HER.. cool sia. she rawks my socks.. i love you so much dearest.. =D huggs huggs.. =D

sienz lahrs.i dun wanna do nthg larhs.. just.. enjoy life.. sch is unimpt. god is.. not there.. so no point le.. ha. go church for wad? waste my itme.. can slp lorh. fucking hell.. hahsa.

lazy. wanna go slp le..bb. =D

rmb. enjoy life while you can. go play lans. drink. smoke. drugs. club often. skip sch. cos sch's a waste of tme. and. yar. hahs. =D bb

totally crap

this is MY blog.. i write wadeva i want in it.. so there..


offically.. I GIVE UP.. i've totally lost hope.. i dont know how in the world this cld hpn.. there was once.. i wanted it so much.. i had fun.. i had so much hope in it..

BUT..

it let me down.. time and time again.. i gave it one last try..

make a guess.. wad say you??

i let me down.. hopefully.. not tonight.. cos. tonights the night i make my decision.

as much as i don't want to.. i gotta do it for the right reason.. God.. only Him..

hopefully.. things won't be that horrible..

can you imagine.. its like.. one of the biggest thgs in the year so far.. probably the biggest event.. but.. ytd.. was CRAP..

nonono.. not crap.. i shd say..

"Watching roaches dance and "try to sing" is more entertaining and fufilling than that"

simple as that..

everyone's gonna hate me.. i dont care what you say or think.. this time.. im thinking abt myself.. and my relationship with God..

i can't take it anymore.. its punishing me.. totally..

im gonna disappoint people. esp.. -you- and im sorry.. as much as i don't want this to happen. pls.. i have to.. i just.. can't take it anymore.. i've totaly given up hope.. rather..i don't have the strenght to carry on here anymore..

how can this be call what it is.. when.. everyone's doing exactly the opp? just a word. hypocrites.. not tt im pure. i do it too.. but.. aiyah. tonights gonna make my mind up for me.. this reallie lies in my heart.. i have to make a desicion.. simple as that..

sam jyang.. havent reallie told you abt it.. but i guess sam. you know roughly my complaints.. sienz larhs.. i shall tell you more

ken. hahas.. i don know what to say..

eveyone else.. sorry.. but it let me down.. not just me.. ask yourself who else.. you reallie think everyone's there to be there for Him? i dunno... ask yourselves..

my decision lies tonight..

i gotta do the right thing.. i wanna grow spiritually.. and.. yf hasnt been doing much.. (expt bible class, how im gonna miss those days.)

guess you know whats hpnoing now.. eh?

AIR? yupp. your decision now. =)

making my plans now..

=)

changed my blog temp.. =)

surprised?? hahas.. i noe.. not a like.. hmmM (counter strike??) okie..

i noe. im still looking for a nice bg pic.. but in the mean time.. gotten tt. =)

hmmM.. hahs. i noe.. haven really blogged.. not really.. free to blog.. now

i have a laptop =) for all sorts of use.. hahas.. so happy.. =) now. can blog.. a lil more often larhs.. hahsa. =) oh wells..

lazy to blog le.. wanna slp.. good night

ps. anyone got any ideas for me blog.. tell me.. kki? nights.. =)

kids.. tsk tsk tsk..

kids.. love them. hate them. but you just gotta have them.. unless..................... but.. tts smthg else.. hahas..
here are some quotes that tells us wit kids are like.. =)

"before i got married, i had six theories about bringing up children. Now i have six children and not theories." - John Wilmot, Earl of Rochester

"the first half of our lives is ruined by out parents and the second half by our children" - Clarence Darrow

"Children are a great comfort in your old age - and they help you reach it faster, too" - Lionel kauffman

tsk tsk tsk.

ring a ring a rose
a pocket full of poseams
ah-chew ah-chew
all fall down..

rmb the nursery rhyeme? hahas. cool eh? but. do you know how it came about?

hmmM. it was believed to have started during the London plague. the plague killed many during tt time. and due to the decaying bodies. London began to stink. whew!!! stinks man.. =X so the citizens of London actually used scented flowers to make the plc smell nicer. so. yar. now you noe. =)

hahsa. history lesson today arh? hahas. =X okie.. cleared my room. sneezed a lot. like.. loads. =( nose is like. swollen.. i think. soon lar.. =) hahsa. ok ok. wanna watch my show le lahrs. cya ard peeps.. =)

tmls gonna be. just a day..

im hungry. tired. cold.

grumbles. i don't know..i feel. funny.

my stomach is like. grumbling. *growls..

tml's the opening of Star wars episode 3. revenage of the sith. cool eh?
excellent movie. =)

i heard tt its a great movie. =) great show. excellent dialoge and unparralled
but no one jioed me go

effects. would really love to watch it.. BUT. im kinda broke. and. no one's watching
they are gg to watch it. =)

it.. nor expressed interest in it.
and apparently. "forgot" to ask me

bleahs.. so. i guess i have to get the vcd.. and probably watch it alone. i think
thot it was a class thg? gigi was asked to??

my dad is gg out to watch it with his friend or smthg lidat.. and my mum's not
nvm. its not the first time this hpned anyway

interested in the show. gigi. not sure. but her friends will ask her out de.
childhood friends. yupp. friends during childhood

like i've said. hahsa. =) im stucked with the vcds. =) anyway. im dead broke. =( cries..

oh wells. nvm. *look of hope* mabbie im just paranoid. hahs. =) i dunno leh..


ouch. mum steped on a screw.. oww.. its bleeding. eek!!.. tsk tsk.. think its cos.
sigh.. why the whole family is soo freaking stubbon??
the toilet is being .. zhuang shew?? hahas. they redoing the toilet.so. i gotta stay
must clean twound dan put plaster
sigh.. why the whole family is soo freaking stubbon?? at home and.
but. nvmnvm.just put plaster can le.

1) supervise them. =X 2) paint the whole house. hahsa. okie.
nd to get back to my clothes

yay!!. i get to paint the house. the house is gonna be a shadde of green.. hahas.
is your fucking clothings more impt than your god-damned life??
its supposedly more.. cooler. as its an. enviornmentally color. hahsa. =)

anyway.. am so gonna go back to sch. like.. soon.. sienz.. i dowanna man.. i havent enjoyed myself yet.. i wanna play dota. i played it like. twice in my whole entire life.. cs. which. i haven really played. and. i still gotta paint the walls. clear my room. pack the house. build a computer. (which is and will have to be within the budget and is liable for approval.) i dunno man. im sooo tired.. and hungry.

bright side. i have ma girlfriend. hahas. =)

im soo happy that i have you baby!!! =) love you to pieces. =)

yawns.. im tired.

seeya ard.. =)

somethg to ponder about.. =)

a lil boy grew up in th company of his friends in a kampong. they were like. inseperable everytime they meet. they did many stuffs tgt. singing. dancings. stay overs. played games. did quizzes. everythg tgt..

but as they grew up. 2 of them move to another kampong. so basically.. they dint really meet much. expt for letters and the occasional visits. they don't really meet. but. since they grew up. they were still close in heart. they called each other everyday.. and yada yada.

one day. the young lil boy. now a teenager. gotten a pet. a cute lil dog. he loved it. he feed it everyday. he played with it everyday. of cos. this meant tt he din't really spend much time with is friends.. but. they do go out at times. with the puppy. slowly. the lil now grown up boy seldom went out with his friends as he had to take care of the dog. slowly. as time passed by. his friends began to. do stuffs without him. at first.. instd of 5 times a week.it became twice. and slowly. almst never ever. expt for a few times when his best friend asked him out. slowly.. he learns that all his frens did stuffs that he would have liked to do also. but. din't know. until his best friend did tell him abt it.and asked him.

of cos. when he learnt abt it. he would be disappointed. budden. his friends would tell him tt they forgot. and so. he'd be okay. no worries. and really felt okie. =)

but it continued. for almst a year. he was heartbroken when he found out tt they went out. to do somethg tt a few of them knew tt he like to do. but. they dint. till the very very last min. he found out. and they asked him to go. but he cldnt go as he had to take care of his sick granma. slowly. he felt left out.

he felt lonely. he only had his dog. soon. he decided to move. to the city. but he also dint wanna leave. cos. he still had bonds with his friends. no matter what..

so in the end.................................................

hahas im back!!

hahas.. =X im back!!!

yupps.. i know its been like.. ages since i blogged.. and since i cldn't slp.. i thought that.. youknow.. mabbie i blog.. even for like.. just a lil.. hahas.. =)

yes..

just a quickie.. (esp for linnet jie jie)

everythgs great..

school's over.. having my hols right now..
my love life is.. WOO HOOO!!! hahsa.. yupps.. superb. i love you baby!!!
my social life.. is okie larh.. i do contact my frens.=) we go hyave a cuppa coffee now and than..tho i kinda miss the sgss days.. after sch play soccer and all..
family life. nopes.. no kids yet. =X but me and my parents and my lil ikie sis is okie. expt for the quarrels here and ther.e. but.. al in all. its okie..
most imptly.. my walk with God. also okie.. kinda better these few days.. lots of testing of my faith. growing stronger.. but.. still there's the downslide. but im trying. shd try harder.. =(

anythg else.??
hahsa..

oh.. my pc is like. down.. badly.. soo... am using my dad's laptop.. horrible man.. me.. i shdn't be using it at all.. worst still.. am blogging with it.??? hahas.. =X oih wells..

i gonna stop le.. hahas. i got tons i plan to do.. i think im gonna do minor changes to it now. and yupps. hopefully.. by this week end.. i'll have a new temp.. which.i hope..i can blog more ofte3n..

till than peeps..
cheers..=)

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boring.....

im back. uh huh. im back. hahas

thot i'd pop by and edit my blog a lil bit. =) am gonna do a lil bit of it. den. go do my report le..

hahas.. okie.. tatas peeps..

boring.....

im back. uh huh. im back. hahas

thot i'd pop by and edit my blog a lil bit. =) am gonna do a lil bit of it. den. go do my report le..

hahas.. okie.. tatas peeps..

btw.. gonna do a nicer and more.. hmmM.. interactive blog. but.. i gotta 1) fin my exams first.. 2) find a cheap and good server.. hahas.. =X oh wells.. watch this space peeps.. =)

im back..

hahsa.. im back..
yes. im back.. iits like.. ages since i blogged. hahas..

first. just came back fm camp. had fun. (tts all im gonna sae. dwong said pple gonna blog a whole lot abt campo. nah. not for me. =_) hahas.. =X

nwae.. exams are in like.. 2 weeks.. and.. die le.. hahas.. i dunno like.. 3/4 thgs? im so dead. hahsa..

i so tired. yawns. shall blog abt these few days soon. hahas

night peeps..



-you-

You speak to my hidden self,
know where I am and need to be.
Our talk, our touch, our loving ...
happen through the grace of your heart.


We share fears, joys, disappointments --
yet I have a secret:
my heart is here, and yours to hold.

Give me your love, it lives.
Tell me of your sadness, it cries.
Laugh with me, it is glad.

I trust my heart’s response to you as
a flower trusts the morning Sun and
blossoms through the dew.
So too, our loving bond stands in the
light of day for all to see that together
we are one in life and two in love.

-iLu-

have the feeling tt im gona fail my semestral exam? like. the big one.
reason
1) no time to mug. come ack. dead tired. no point mugging.
2) just.. no time at all
3) i dunno a thg at all.. esp my ecct and maths.. so. how to revise? i dun understand a thg? like.. nth at all.. reallie..

=( oh wells.. i dunno lorhs.. esp my ecct. electric circuits. if i fail.. its gonna be another course for me. cos. no more le next yr. im taking the last couse.. sigh. and its like.. i duno a thg? and the lecture is liek.. soo boring. and usless... and the practical is also like. crap? so im relaying on my ECCT tutorials? but.. alas. i nv reallie go also? oh well.. i gotta start looking for a new course?

my maths also.. die le.. is a sure fail one.. i duno uunderstand any. like.. ANY thg? my maths and ecct.. haiya..

and got a stupid 1500 word report.. and i HAVEN started yet? due like.. 3 weeks time? and a goal setting & decision making module. also like.. got presentation in 2.5 weeks. and a written report in 4 weeks.. also HAVEN do yet.. die le learhs.. im gonna be taking GEMS for a long long long long time.. know wad? think im either gonna be in poly for either a real long or short time.. ha. oh wells..

can't sleep. just. can't. am so bloodly tired. but. i ccan't. feels restless in bed.. so hot. sienx. haven been blogging much. yar.i know. cos. haven been using the pc much. rather.. haven been home much? hahas.. been out alot larhs.. hahas. my dad is like.. telling me. this house.. like ur hotel horh? wth. =| oh wells.. tts my dad

im soo tired larhs. fuck it. i just. can't sleep.. but i wanna slp.? every morning for the past like.. year? been dragging myself outta bed every morning. and go sch slp lorhs. sienz. i just. feel so tired.. head is like.. spinnig ard. badly. for quite some time le. i dunno.. why am i writing all these down? hmmM. gues.s. just wanted to get it outta my chest. =X damn it larhs..i damn fucking stressed up bah. i guess.. sienz.. i think im gona try to slp le.. no point mugging.. else.. play game? haven been playing in like.. ages. hahas.. bb

stressed out.
dom

singtel network down

omgGG!!

the stupid singtel network down lorh? like.. down? my whole class who's using singtel cldn;t like.. msg/call??

wad the..

oh wells..

went to gym today.. very tired now.. *yawns.. whole body aching also..

spent a lil time w my dearest too.. but. not alot.. *sighs. oh wells.. =|

nwae.. i am so tired. and i gotta print thgs le.. my notes... so..

signing off.. bb

im bacckkk

hahsa.. im back!!!

whew.. wad a morning... act.. din reallie do much larhs..

was actually watching mash? like.. 2 cd's rather.. finished 2 cd's

hahas.. den. was supposed to go youth alpha.. but............................. i over slept?? *oh wells..

im soo tired.. i dunno why.. like.. yawns.. im soooo tired.. yawns..

i wanna go slp somemore.. but.. i cna't.. and im soo tired? coffe dun help me at all..

nwae.. had my mst this week.. din reallie went well.. my maths and ECCT.. gone case le larhs.. =( so sad lorh..

nwae.. somethg soo cooll.. my dad's 3G phone can watch mtv de wo.. soo cooll lorhs.. =) hahas.. i think its like.. damn cool.... hahas.. =) i watched boulavard of broken dreams. hbahas.. nice nice song and mtc.. sad larhs.. am watching it now tho. on mtv.. u noe? tv? cable? yar.. TT one.. hahas..

oh wells.. im gonna.. dunno wad to do le lahrs..

see ya ard peeps..

=)

wee

hahas.. am at my aunty's hse now..

gonna have a.. pre-reunion dinner? hahas..

we always do tt..

hmmM.. i was supposed to blog abt somethg.. like.. interesting/impt/smthg lidat.. but.. i CAN"T RMB??

oh wells..

hmmmM.. had lunch w kat and ben on sun.. went ot pizza. hahas.. =)

yummy yum..

hmmM.. den walked ard.. thgs hpned.. prefered not to say much alrhs..

oh wells..

today.. woke up late.. cleaned the kitchen.. hahas.. i good boy kk??

hahas.. den went to meet ken go far east got some stuff..

oh yar.. ytd at my grans.. smone threw a cat down?? lolX.. but.. yucks? the windshield was like.. broken.. den.. yar.. yucks.. well.. i din see it.. my mum told me de..

yar.. where was i? went far east.. den to queensway..

hjahas.. yupps..

bleahs.. i miss you..

so much..

=(

sad sad..

.

i dunnno wad to put as the title.. and got no time to think..

oh wells.!!!

*screams* I DIN BRING MY HANDPHONE...

wth larhs.. today.. is like.. the worst lorhs!!!!!

bloodly hell...

first...

i woke up reallie late.. like... almst 7.30.. den.. my dad kkpkb me like crazy.. and make a hellva noise.. den.. in the car.. i realised tt i din bring my handphone.. den.. i reach sch.. -LATE AS USUAL- *must start to get up early le. sienz.. den.. i instd of walking to my block - T8.. i went to like.. THE OTHER BLOCK???!!!?? like.. T9? wth?? like.. this has been happening like. real often lorhs???!!?? *must be badly overworked.. am getting a headache rite now sia.. =X *ouch* hmmM.. den.. so.. stupidly.. went to class and like.. sat there for like.. 10 mins?? ALONE??? okie.. fine.. not just me.. but the other class lorhs.. im like.. one me.. with the other class? got like.. 10 pple? wth!!!!!!!! so paise lorh.. den a guy come tell me tt my class LEFT LE???!!!!??? basket.. den... paiseh walk outta class.. once outta class.. CHIONG down to fc3. and of cos.. NO ONE THERE??? 2 hr breakk sure they wun og there one wad.. onli moud and vinoth.. borrowed moud hp to call andy.. and tada.. they're at eFAC..

and tts not the end of the stupid story.. den..................................... came up.. tried to get a booking at the same lab as them.. but.. NO... got the lab like.. 2 labs away? decided not to book.. come in read/play game on pda.. =X den. angline ran off.. so kope her pc and use lorhs.. =X -sorry angel-

oh wells.. next stop... i dunno.. but im hungry.. and. broke.. so.. guess wun be eating le.. *shruggs* -whines-

ohwells.. i gotta stop.. b4 my aunty(angeline) kill me.. =X

i need to slp.. im so tired.. got bad headache.. blehas!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


loving yooew is not just luck or illusion. its the calling of our hearts. ILU

im back!!

hahas.. when was the last time did i blog? or come in here? hahas..

can't rmb.. oh wells..

last week went well.. i guess.. oh wells.. found out tt i had ringworms? at least.. my parents told me so. and her too.. ohg wells.. =X lalalss.. im soo soo tired.. im like.. habing bad troubnle waking up every morning.. yawns..

guess tts wall i feel like saying.. im soo tired.. yawns.. cya another time den.. bb.

singapore wins the tiger cup

wows..

singapore won the tigher cup.. cool..

like.. finally?

hahas.. goal 2010 is like.. a step closer.. huh? hahas

5 more years.. they better start preparing.. i mean.. 5 yrs will be like.. Vroom.. for raddy. at least.. if he's still in charge of it larhs..

ahash..

the national stadium at kallang. its been a while.. rather.. a LONG lonnnng time ive been there. kallang wave. kallang.. river? lolX.. still.. was there w my family and a distant cuzzie. the atmosphere once u step into the area. i mean. wow. a sea of red. its like.. intensed. you just wanna wreak hevoc. *mabbie tts why there's riot police eh? hahas.. got a few pics of them. damn bloodly sait larhs. i think if i like. can't find any other job. be riot police? or special divisions team? hahas.. nwae.. tts besides the point. where was i? hmmm........ *looks up.. oh yea.. a sea of red.. the feeling there.. its totally undescriable. cannot be said out. you have to feel it to know exactly wad it is like. the kallang wave.. *waoh!!* hahas.. the game was nice. tho. just. i dunno.. different? contary to wad the papers say.. act.. on MY own opinion.. there were times where the singapore defense were like.. making basic errors? like.. ball watching? and.. any-o-how giving the ball? esp in defense? oh well.. but.. yupps.. lionel lewis actually DO deserve the MVP.. cos.. its him who cut stop all the mistakes the defense made? but no doubt.. the defense were playing well. were great. tight. esp the first half. the midfield. also ball watchers. but.. played well.. neat passes.. esp the one where.. erm.. the right winger gave a short well passed thru ball to agu? think it was like.. cool lorh. hahas. the indo's defense were caught flat footed. lolX. hahas.. the goal was nice too..
hahs..

nwae. b4 tt.. went to watch seed of chuckey.. wad i think? stupid show. hahas.. realile lorh.. i mean.. chucky masterbedding? hahas.. nwae.. act. honestly.. i was like.. laughing? alot? esp where.. tiff was cutting the spleens fm.. redman's? hahas.. and the glen/glenda accidentally hitting the reporter? and he was splashed on w sulphuric acid? (hmmM. wad the sigh for it again? H2SO4 arh?) plus.. alot larhs. stupid show. but. gave me a shock once or twice bah. but. farnie. and.. wasted my munnie? i guess? but.. nah.. it wasn't a waste of munnie. cos.. i was with my dearest. so.. yupps.. got to spend that.. 1 hr plus w her. worth it larhs. =) (sly grin)

hahsa.. oh wells.. gotta be a good boy le.. =)

think i wrote enough.

smiles.

gotta go le..
ps. my blog. is. under. construction. still..

thank you

things to ponder about. why do we drive on park ways and park on drive ways????????? (hmmm.. scratches head)

finally.

cldn't blog for sm time.

cos.....

1. my server conked out.
2. some settings were wrong..

hahas..

nwae..

im still doing up my new blog

yupps..

im still lazy to so much.

but it still doing
no worries. =) doing doing

im having lesson now. java. computer programming. now. so sienz. and den. i wanna slp.. so crap lorh.. wanted to zhao wan. budden... the stupid cher walked passed us and tell us that he's gg to collect sm stuffs. which turns out to be a short test. sien larhs. java is soooooooooooooo boring. yawns.

oh well.. gotta pay attn in class le.

bb

sienz arhs.. type a whole lot of thgs..

all gone

cos blogger hanged while publishing it..

sienz..

hate ie larhs..

dowanna do anythg le..

bye!

im loving you more and more each passing day

lalas..

im bloated.. reallie reallie bloated..

wows..

yawns.. and im tired..

hmmmmmmM..

sch was okay.. missed quite a few lessons.. due to the stupid MCs.. but.. well.. im catching up. no? hhasa...

had a stupid fight w my parents this morning.. aiyah.. its stupid.. not worth repeating..

YES.. im still figuring out smthg for the blog..

read..

FIGURING..

im still in the process oif doing it..

hmmM..

act......

the layout was act more or less like.. her's..

so.. im gonna change it le lorhs.. =X

no no.. not ur fault k dear?

huggs..

=)

oh wells..

still figuring out wad its gonna be..

just noe.. its gonna be cool..

and.. my repulsivity.com is down!!!

sam snr!! wad hpon? must pay le arhs?

oh wells..

see ya.. =)

im planing smthg BIG..

read.. BIGGG


BIGG

for my blog.. hahas..

okie larhs..

not reallie big..

just.. nicer..

if..

there it goes again..

IF...

you wanna hear iut again?

IF.. read?

if IF if IF??

yar.. hahas..

if.. im not too lazy to do it.. tt is.. lolX..

happy new year my darlingg. =)

its OUR first new year together.


i've never been so thankful for anything else in my life.



you.




are the best thing that ever happened to me.





happy new year my dear.








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