bastard....

he is...

a bastard..

simple as that..

thank you..

=)

lardee

hello world..
long time no blog?
lolX...

hahas..
okie..
first..
im supposed to be slping. but i cldn't.. so.. i'll blog??????

hahs..

nwae..

today..
long day ba i guess..
rahte.r.
it is..

thgs happen all the time.. problems come and go..
but..
its how you look at it..

*it rained and rained..

and how you try to solve it

*rain rain go away. come again another day

whether or not.

its not always the way we want it to be

we can..

pray about it..
lift it up to Him..
and.. let Him lead..



i've explained le to you.. im sorry that.. you noe.. you mistook me.. i guess thats why.. i usually dun say much.. esp when its impt.. like. this.. and.. when i do.. i almst everytime screw it up. say the wrong stuffs.. im. sorry.. i want to let you know once more. im doing this cos.. i love you.


maths today..
ha.. die le larhs.. im so gonna fail it lorhs.. din reallie study the whole day.. nwae.. fin at ard 8.. got free dinner.. den came home. found that my aunts were here.. and.. they're gone.. BUT.. my two cuzzies are here.. bleahs!!.. just hope rachel dun wet my bed. hahas.. =X lalals..

okie.. shall go do smthg else le larhs..

bb world..


I wonder how I ever make it through a day
How did I settle for the world in shades of gray
When you go in circles all the scenery looks the same
And you don't know why
And I looked into your eyes
Where the road stretched out in front of me
And I realized

I never lived
Before your love
I never felt
Before your touch
I never needed anyone
To make me feel alive
But then again
I wasn't really livin'
I never lived
Before your love

I wanted more than just an ordinary life
All of my dreams seemed like castles in the sky
I stand before you and my heart is in your hands
And I don't know how
I survived without your kiss
'Cuz you've given me a reason to exist

I never lived
Before your love
I never felt
Before your touch
I never needed anyone
To make me feel alive
But then again
I wasn't really livin'
I never lived
Before your love

I never lived
Before your love

And I don't know why
Why the sun decides to shine
But you breathed your love into me just in time

I never lived
Before your love
I never felt
Before your touch
I never needed anyone
To make me feel alive
But then again
I wasn't really living
I never lived

I never lived

BEFORE YOUR LOVE!

nv lived b4 your love

lalalas...

haha..

im supposed to be stardieeeing..

but...

sienz 1/2 le..

hahas..

mnugging for my DCCT tml.. sien arhs.. feel like playing game instd..

hmmMM..

today..
i guai.. went to sch early.. printed my DCCT notes.. and of coz.. read them all.. did abit here abit there.. (gonna fail my DCCT sia..)
met her at yt macs.. had lunch at the food court there.. food was yummy.. hahas..
some.. chicken and preserved veggie kinda thgy.. and she had.. eel?.. fish? hahas.. dunno how sp the jap word. jhahas..

went to bugis.. went walk walk for quite some time.. saw studffs that.. i want.. she want.. we both want.. and cos.. we dowann. hahas.. =X.. i played the bad bad boy.. got her to study.. (its for your own good kk??) so.. went mos and mugged abit.. and as usual.. i din have money management le..
went to suntec.. she finally got her gorgeous pair of boots.. (and ytd she got a jumper skirt) hahas.. haiyo.. this bf arhs.. jia lat.. can't manage money well wan. HA.. lolX..

walked ard abit.. got a prez for sam.. (shhh!!! dun tell him) den sent her home.. and. bleahs.. became a naughty boy.. (slaps self) den.. went home lorh.. rotted.. and.. am here now. hahas.1! bored bored bored... nth to watch on tv now.. yawns..

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kao.. smthg wrong with my template sia.. bleahs.!!!

hate it sia..

why can't it open?

stupid computer..

HA..

at least.. the screen is bright?
hahas..

lalas..

nth much le.. lazy to blog..

bb!!!

HA.......

dominic chua (comes as a package)
is slow
blur
stupid
dumb
insensitive
useless
lazy
forgetful
unromantic

brings

pain
hurt
tears
sadness


does not

provide happiness
give security
protect you


feel free to test drive this model. If you find it unsatisfactory, you may either, 1) dump it, or
2) return it and let someone else have it

thank you for patroning DCS(domchuasucks)

ps. battery not included

HA..

nth to say

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thank you................

HA... this proves tt im innocent and naive..


You represent... naivete.
So innocent and trusting... you can be very shy at
times, but it's only because you're not sure
how to act. You give off that "I need to
be protected vibe." Remember that not all
people are good. Being too trusting will get
you easily hurt.


What feeling do you represent?
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hahas.. and im cheap tooo....


Beretta92fs. You're good. Almost as good as a Sig
but are cheaper. Thats why the US military
chose you. You're kinda scary.


What handgun are you?
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and a jeep..


What Jeep Are You?
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and linkin park rocks!!!!!!!!!



Linkin park- the very expressive band with a very
good main singer


^^Who is your ultimate Rock Band?^^(pics+new results)
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fucking hell... and a hony smiley???!???!! WTF!!!!!


you are one horny smiley


What Smiley Are You?
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and finally.. an animae character.. and my fav...


Your:Haru Glory,the main character and hero!My
favorite character!He's tight!


Which Rave Master Character Are You?
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lalalas.. i suckk.. thank you very much..

HAHA!!!

lolX.. was just watching "get real!" on cna.. hahas.. they were talking about blogging.. lolX

hahas.. my dad got sooooo facinated.. rather.. intrigued.. w many pple blogging.. and knowing the fact tt i blog.. he not only wanna noe my blog add... he even wanted to sign up for a blog?!!!?!!.. hashash..

so.. sent him to diaryland.com.. and helped him set up lorh.. used DL cos i dowan him to accidentally stumble into mine.. or gigi's for tt matter.. hahas..

*must be have bloig go pain xiao hai zi.. lolX

hahas..
nwae.. back to my story.. hahas.. nwae.. the diaryland just.. din let him sign up? hahas.. cos it kinda.. hanged? on him.. hahas.. lolX.. rotflmao....


smthg i learnt fm the show..

why blog ur unhappiness into a blog.. annd hope tt the person will "stumble" into it? just talk to that person face to face and stop wellowing in self pity
ain't it like.. wow.. nice advice eh? hahas...

hmmM.. oh wells..

ttoday..

woke up early.. and she came over.. rotted ard a while.. den we went to watch the cool guy at cini.. (cos i got free ticks) yarman.. nice show kk?/ just.. i wun be... -sassy- hahas.. im not larhs.. i wun be.. i wun treat my own gf lidat one kk? den.. walked abit.. den i went to sch.. had ma java test while gigi peied posh.. den.. i fin early.. cos.. i din noe how ta do.. .like.. half to 3 quarts of them.. hhas.. met her.. heard fm her tt tiff jenny wenny kana caught by police for smoking.. tsk tsk.. my.. nu er er zi sun zi? tsk tsk.. naughty arhs..
den.. sent her home after sm time at long johns.. reached cck.. and was.. hanging ard.. outside the bus in the rain.. like.. dowanna leave her.. cos i dun.. *pout* *miss her alot now.. yar.. but.. in the end.. the bus turned the other way.. twds yt.. and so i hadta leave.. for cini once more.. watch white chicks w ma parents.. hahas.. show was okay larhs.. kinda like it tho.. hahas.. =X hahas.. den.. quarreled abit in the car.. went to jackson eat porriadge.. den on the way home.. quarreled once again.. ha.. and.. am home lorhs.. hahas..

tml gg sch early.. do my essay. haven do yet.. =X.. -slaps self- must do le.. hahasl...

got a thousand and one thgs to get and do..
but.. shant list them out now..hahas.. too long.. promised her tt i'll slp early...

so.... im sleeping le.. bb.. tc...

wozendekubuchulai

ha. that pretty much sums it all up

wohuizhianqiangtaodi.wobuhuifangqi

=D

DIGCCT
Date : 27/10/04
Time : 6pm - 8.10pm
venue : T1A46
Seat No. : 51

MATH1A
Date : 29/10/04
Time : 6pm - 8.10pm
Venue : T1A45
Seat No. : 26

NWKESS
Date : 03/11/04
Time : 2pm - 4.10pm
Venue : T1A36
Seat No. : 53



there there.. those are my exam timetables man.. bleahs.. all in the evenings.. noe what that means? I CAN"T WATCH MY SHOWS!!!!!!!!!! argh!! stupid school

bleahs.. oh wells..

hate them man.. well.. on the righter side.. i can sleep later.. and go out w gf?? hahas.. auyah.. but she got sch horh.. =X oh wells.. *must do well k dear??

hahahs.. im tired now.. yawns.. i actually wanted to edit my blog.. but.. im toooooo tired and lazy larhs.. =X hahas..

i think i shall go oink oink again.. for the 2nd time since i woke up.. hahas.. yes.. ima lazy pig.. *oinks off to bed...

bb
=)

hahahs.. just a quickie one

hahas..

had ma presentation on the gay/les rights..

was quite well i guess...

even cher said soo..

hmmM..

took SDTARSHOTS today!! arh!! -goes crazy-

hahas..

nice ones.. hahashs..

=)

i gotta run le..

bb peeps..

hahas.. like ma new blog??
hahs..

hmmM.. din go church today..
went for some.. heritage walk w singtel?
the touching lives fund thgy??
hahss..
yupps

at home now..
most prob playing soccer ltr..
rotting now..
yawns..

BTW.. gigi finally went to monks?
at least.. saw monks..
hahas.. lalalallas..
=)

tts abt it le.. bb peeps..
=)

YAY!! my blog's done!! hahas.. =D big smile.. hahas.. think its kinda.. cool.. hahas.. =) hmMm.. noe wad?? i rock!!! hahas.. lolX..

oh wells..

nth much..

today was an okay day..

got many ups and downs.. as always.. hahas.. =X

hmmM.. nth much to blog abt larhs..

lalalalalalla...

i wan go oink oink le.. =)

haiz..

dunno.. am happy.. yet. angry at myself..
why?
how could i?
i mean..
i din want it to hpn this way.
but..
why must it?
why can't i be punished?
instd of the person i love?
it hurts..
not the leg..
the heart.
pain pain
ouch??

went to east coast, teach her how to ride bike..
was okay...
den.. slacked ard at one of those lil sheds thgy.
had some.. erms??
play play qurruals??
den...
had to go back... so..
rode back..
she was still.. angry?
at me..
so.. wanted to play play larhs..
turn left.. turn right..
one right turn.. couldn't turn it back in time..
hit the curb..
both flew..
she scraped her right elbow..

what the FUCK was i doing??

i wanna take away the pain..
i hate myself..
how could i?
tears welled up as we rode back..
she din wan me to feel bad..
i understand..
i noe its alrite..
that is..
if its an accident..
but..
its all MY FAULT!!!??
if i din..
things wld be different..

haiz..

im sorry..
im really sorry..

hating myself in progress

thos wondering.. the rest of the day went.. well.. happy.. just.. regreted that one incident..

hmm.. just a quickie.. cos im late for bed.. bleahs..

hahs. was doing my project.. bleahs..

had to like.. do like.. siao.. burn midnight oil ahrs..

bleahs..

tml gotta wake up early somemore..
bealhs..

HATE ideas..

love girlfriend..
hahsa..

oh wells..

i guess..
this is all

im tired..
night peoples.. =)

iLuSm dearest..