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hellos! =] been long since i've last invaded..
so.. here i am?
hurr. haahahs.
u're dunno where now.
i think at home.
-shrugss-
lols.
anyweehoohows.
happy 4th month!
hahs. go see the e-card i sent.
its darn cute. =]
hmm. i lovee youu.
*squeezes the rubber rose.
lolx. =]
can't wait to see u tmr.
xoxo.
1-4-3 !! =D



I'M YOURS (Brandy)

How can I let you know
How much you mean to me
I know sometimes you wonder why
Are you the one that I need
As sure as I breathe
You are the one for me
And I want you to know

1 - You fill my heart with love
My tears with joy
And now and forever, I'm yours
With everything you do
Makes my dreams come true
With all of my heart I'm yours

I think about you all the time
You're always on my mind
The thought of you brings happiness
Inside I know that I am yours
But there's so much more to say
There's something that I got to tell you
So you know that I care, baby

Repeat 1

When I think about you baby
Joy comes over me
And when I close my eyes boy
Your face is all I see
Your eyes tell me that I'm yours
And there's something that I got to tell you
So you know that I care

Repeat 1 (X2)


a sorta fairytale with you.

hahas.. finally.. blogging a proper entry? lolX

hahas. yar man.. okie.. today..

was already up by.. 6.45.. so guai right? hahas.. went to sch even tho there was like.. no class at all.. (bleahs at them) better still.. went to sch.. (cos we had to do project) and we cldn't do much.. cos.. no one was prepared.. hahas..

den went to meet her and jyren.. got a sun flower for her.. but.. kana suan/scolded and banged.. cos 1. i din noe a sun flower was for just friends and 2. i noe tt sun flowers rot quickly.. but.. i din noe wad to get? like.. yars.. haiz.. me and me.. better do better next time round.. hahas..

but all in all.. had a great time.. met them at city hall.. den went to tiff's plc.. (thks tiff. for the lunch) she cooked noe? wah.. hahas.. pasta sia.. nice kaes??.. rotted there and ryan came.. (want to noe more abt wad we did in tiff's plc. read her blog) den went to town.. ran fm orchard edmerald to taka to get her thgs.. den ran all the way back.. =) (glad to like it alot.) hahas.. yupps.. played pool.. den.. came back lorhs.. hahas.. tts.. basically.. my life.. hahas.. =)

hahas.. i'm reallie feeling happier? hahas.. =) suddenly.. all the thgs tt i've held on so dear.. are just.. worth it.. to be str in wad i believe in.. tho the brain implants stupid thots.. yar man.. its all worth it.. to see her. love it.. get somethg she reallie loves.. and yar.. i guess.. its all worth it.. to see her smile.. =) *yayness.. hahas..

i'm happy..
and thankful

=)

big big smile

=)



for my loved and most cherished one. i loVe yOu.

Clay Aiken - Love of my life

I am amazed
When I look at you
I see you smilin’ back at me
It’s like all my dreams come true

I am afraid
If I lost you
I’d fall through the cracks
And lose my track
In this crazy lonely world

Sometimes it’s so hard to believe
When the nights can be so long
Faith gave me the strength
And kept me going on

You are the love of my life
And I’m so glad you found me
You are the love of my life
Baby, put your arms around me
I guess this is how it feels
When you finally find something real
My angel in the night
You are my love
The love of my life

Now here you are
Midnight closing in
You take my hand as our shadow stands
With moonlight on your skin
The look in your eyes
I’m lost inside your kiss
Think if I’d never met you
About all the things I’d miss

Sometimes it’s so hard to believe
When love can be so strong
Faith gave me the strength
And kept me going on

You are the love of my life
And I’m so glad you found me
You are the love of my life
Baby, put your arms around me
I guess this is how it feels
When you finally find something real
My angel in the night
You are my love
The love of my life

You are the love of my life
And I’m so glad you found me
You are the love of my life
Baby, put your arms around me
I guess this is how it feels
When you finally find something real
My angel in the night
You are my love

My angel in the night
You are my love
The love of my life
Ohhh…

CAN SOMEONE JUST KILL ME

i guess.. that just speaks my mind..

why ust thgs turn out like tt? since u took it wrongly.. just shows tt i totally suck.. doesn't it? i've got nth to say le..


hurtpainshatteredbrokenfallenintopieces.pickingmeup.allforyou


have half a mind to just. walk w my eyes close into the main road.

i miss the frogs and duck, the swing and the darkness

hello world.. just had a maths quiz.. which accounts for 5% for my exams.. and guess wad? when i bloodly fucking submitted the bloodly test.. the stupid server gave me.. a stupid application error.. better still.. restarted it .. with entirely different Qns.. and blanked my ans.. like.. i had to do another test? bleaehs.. and i had to bloodly fucking rush to fuckingly fin my test? damnnit sia.. fuck SP..

oh wells.. tts past le.. dun wanna noe le.. yupps..

my mind just. wanna explode

having a fucking headache right now.. not onli a headaches.. over filled with stupid thgs.. like.. dnld cronous.. and other stupid thgs tt arn't supposed to be in my head/thots.. like.. www.crounous.com.my/ the stupid mahts.. and others..

i >3 u


"Dreams"

Dreams are just dreams
When they're stuck inside your head
And all it takes is a little help from you
You know it's true
That dreams are for real
When you see what I see
And you feel it too
We took the longest road
Just to make it harder
Let's do it all again
It only makes us stronger

[Chorus:]
Dreams
I guess we're just made of dream
Nothin' else matters
As long as we believe
I'm lookin' at you
And I see my life
Passing before my eyes
And when the journey's over
And all my dreams come true
I'll dream of you

What do you see
When you look inside your heart
A little thought
Can walk a thousand miles
And change your life
When dreams lead the way
The impossible is suddenly in sight
Every step you take
Just brings it all together
You gotta keep the faith
When all seems lost forever

[Chorus]

You're the one
That keeps my hope alive
My vision clear
I'll spend my life with you
Conquer fear
We'll make it through

Nothin' else matters
As long as we believe
I'm lookin' at you
And I see my life
Passing before my eyes
And when the journey's over
And all my dreams come true
I'll dream of you
I'll dream of you
I'll dream of you


i <3 u

hmmmM.. nth much to blog abt? hahas.. gotta go slp soon.. if not.. she wun talk to me.. pouts.. hmmMs.. yupps...just one thg..

hmmM.. jce/shimin/posh/angel/eugene/ --- guys.. try to keep the 21st augest at 2 pm free? cos.. liane is like.. leaving le? so.. gotta at the very least send her off? hmmM? how abt tt? try kaes?

hahas.. i guess.. tts abt it? hahs.. i miss HER alot.. bleahs.. i dunno.. but i do..

telling me not to miss you is like
telling the sun the moon and the stars not to shine
until and unless they stop shining
i will continue to miss you.
to love you.
i love you my dearest. =)

lolX.. just had private tution with the teacher sia. bleahs.. totally boring lorhs.. yawnz.. he has the. im gonna make you slp look and voice..hahas.. =)

everyone's doing java now.. and not everone noes sia. like me.. i don't.. hahas.. gonna fail this le larhs.. lolX..

hmmM.. sch's boring.. as usuall. haha..

hmmM.. long time nv update anyway... so here goes..

the musical went well.. many have like.. put in their best.. and i guess. many were touched? i dunno.. but.. yar.. i guess.. and hope and have faith that.. yar.. many ARE touched..iguess i was okay larhs.. =) kenneth came.. yar man.. at least he came.. but he left for grapevine to watch soccer.. and man u lost to arsenal.. sienz........

mon was national day.. just.. slacked ard at home.. and andy looking over my sholder.. bleahs at him.. yar.. at night went to.. erms.. gm hse? yar..hahas.. watch SI.. bleahs!!! mon's TODAY has our pic!!.. freak sia.. lucky no one else noticed expt me.. lolX.. =)

tues.. din go sch.. slacked ard w HER..hahas.. =) went ard s'pore

wed.. came for class.. zhaoed the last class.. went to SPCA with classmates for met her.. den.. was jyangs birthday.. so.. yar.. bunch of us inclded sam tan. janna. charlotte. jon ng.. and me.. and as usual.. i was late.. but so were the birthday boy and gf.. hahs.. had pizza for dinner.. ar.. just..a nice time to catch up with them. long time din hang out w them.. tho sam wasn't there.. hahas.. yupps..

hahas.. life.. greaat? hahas.. yupps.. =)

like.. OMG lorhs.. in liess den 10 hrs.. i'll be performing.. as a soldier? which i din wanna be.. but.. oh wells.. (appaerantly.. someone kicked me outta the disciple/apostal role.. and into a soldier? bleahs.. oh wells
hahas

i'm

DAMN NERVOUS!!

haiya.. act.. okie larhs.. i prob noe most o the pple today ltr.. but tml.. blehas.. hahas...

nervous nervous nervuos nervous being nervous in progress...............

hahsa..

oh wells.. hahsa.. ponned sch on tues.. cos.. i din felt like gg.. cos.. appaerently.. quarreled w my parents and haiz.. sienz sia.. bleahs.. hahs.. dang.. sam jnr a.k.a kor is ka jioing me now.. bleahs.. must he? do this? oh wells..haiz.. where was i? hahs. oh yar.. smthg like.. din go sch.. but.. met her and her frens.. jalaned jalaned ard town.. yupps.. tt was thurs..

fri.. went to sch.. ponned the prasana. watched some kinda dance in sch.. kinda nice leh.. hahas.. the SP dance and cheer team.. hahas.. hmmM.. den went to meet her.. and lei.. supposed to play pool.. hahs.. yupps
so.. met her at cini.. following which AK met us.. and later on.. lei came.. yar.. rotted ard cini.. at cini rather.. saw spike.. hahas. (gigi.read this. she's damn cute lorhs) hahas.. gaffles.. =) hahs..

den.. rotted ard town. waiting for the rest.. den went to cini lvl 8. which is pool.. k-box pooll.. wah!! se beh crowed sia.. lolX.. hahas.. =) dan wenny and jenny came.. followed by ryan and tiff..
hmm. ryan looks like.. a guy? hahas.. and.. she seems.. okay larhs.. kinda.. irritatingly farnie? and.. okie larhs.. think.. shd be able to click well? hahsa.
back to the story.. yar.. den.. played abit of pool.. den.. the whole blacks had fun.. hahas.. (i'm okay with it.. really.) yupps.. =)

glad tt.. wells.. im accepted? hahas.. i reallie wanna be part of the clique? not onli just cos for her..but.. can tell tt.. they are darn interesting? and fun to be with.. and tts my honest opinion. onli major diff is.. they're all girls.. im the onli guy? hahas.. but.. im okie larhs.. kinda like.. grew up surrounded by girls? think shimin scared me upside down le.. hahas.. lolX

oh yar.. met jamie? like.. ytd when i was w her? kinda like.. shocked the living daylights outta me.. and.. she helped her?.. cries.. gang up against me.. pouts.. like..major.. at least.. their opkay with each other? at the very least.. hahas.. cool.. =)

hahsa. FUCK!!!!!!!!! its like.. 8hrs and 30 mins.. ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! can i like.. jsut die????? pls pls pls? i damn nervous?!?!??? argh!!!! HELP ME!!!?!!

oh wells.. bleahs.. im scareded.. lolX.. reminded of peter tan.. hahas.. everythiung oso scared scared.. say.. afraid. worried. not scared her scared there for those who dunno.. tt was my sec 4 lit tcher.. hahs.. =)

oh wells.. gotta.. like.. unwind!!.. hahas

b4 i leave.. i shall leave you with this....................................

iLuSsMtIdEwLu

iLu. iLu. IlU imuimu. =)

trust is the basis of a relationship.. and if niether party trust each other.. or at least.. thinks that the other party doesn't trust him/her.. he/she shd tell the other party that. cos. a relationship w/o trust is like a erms.. textbook w/o any facts.. totally useless..


guess that i failed?
no no.. i shdn't be guessing..
i did fail
badly.
the most basic thing in a relationship
haiz......
was engrossed in wanting to make her happy
and neglected other aspects of a relationship
i'm so sorry.
i truly am
i trust you.
with all my heart.
i gave it to u
cos i love you
and i want u to keep it
i'm sorry
i'm not a good boyfriend


thanksforthe2ndchanceillmakesureuwunregretittrustingmejustgimmesometimetosortoutwhatiforcedmyselftolearninthepast10oddyearsthankyouiluilu

what makes this world go round
will the answer let her down
she is so sweet and young
and her life has just begun

what does her future hold
that's a story left unknown
will she make it through her days
let our love lead the way

part of me laughs
part of me cries
part of me wants to question why question why
why is there joy
why is there pain
why is there sunshine and the rain
one day you're here one day
next you are gone you're gone
no matter what we must go on
just keep the faith and
let love lead the way

every thing will work out fine
if you let love
love lead the way

sitting there all alone
in the window of her room
watching the world go by
brings tears to her eyes

all she sees is hurt and pain
and she wants to break the chain
she'll keep pressing every day
and she'll find her own sweet way

part of me laughs me laughs and
part of me cries i cry
part of me wants to question why wants to question why
why is there joy
why is there pain someone pain
why is there sunshine and the rain sunshine and the rain
one day you're here you're here
next you are gone you're gone
no matter what we must go on i will go on
just keep the faith and keep the faith
let love lead the way i know i know i know

you can be all that
and still can be who you are
you've got to know for sure
that this isn't make believe

you may feel weak
but you are strong
don't you give up girl

if you keep holding on
you'll never be wrong
just close your eyes cos it lies
deep in your heart yeah

part of me laughs
part of me cries i cry
part of me wants to question why i do i do
why is there joy yeah yeah oh
why is there pain why it is why is it
why is there sunshine and the rain sunshine and the rain
one day you're here you're here
next you are gone you're gone
no matter what we must go on we must keep the faith
just keep the faith and
let love lead the way love lead the way

part of me laughs i laugh
part of me cries i cry
part of me wants to question why question why
why is there joy so much joy
why is there pain so much pain
why is there sunshine and the rain shine and the rain
one day you're here you're here
next you are gone you're gone
no matter what we must go on i will
just keep the faith and
let love lead the way lead the way

every thing will work out fine
if you let love
love lead the way

love lead the way

been a while since i've blogged.. lolX.. haven reallie been gg to eFAC labs these days.. hahas.. nwae.. yupps..

mon met her.. and her frens.. haha.. usual interesing day. haahs.. bunch of hyper pple.. hahas.. getting used to it le larhs.. =) still rmb.. at first.. like.. woah.. tramatizing exp kaes? like. reallie sia.. their literally jumping ard u.. like.. -jump jump- and all.. and im like.. erms....... erms........... kinda stuff?? haha. i feel so outta plc. smtimes.. i still do lorhs.. cos.. i doubt i'll be as hyper as they are.. and their all talking abt anythg and everythg.. and im like.. quite.. so dao lorhs.. bleahs.. oh wells..

tue had rehersal. harvest rehersal.. bleahs.. went till ard.. 10 11 plus? hahas.. in the afternoon went to meet her and her frens.. yupps..den if im not wrong. also met darren..had a short catch up.. den also.like.. OMG lorhs.. he gave me my super.. long overdue prezzie.. and its shades and a watch.. must be damn exp lorhs.. bealhs.. and my dad spoiled my shades.. bleahs.. barely a wk lorhs.. dang it..

wed was a special day.. =) -big big big grin- shan't reallie go into details abt it.. shall keep it in the memories.. =)

thurs.. bleah.. totally ponned sch.. hahas.. din go.. was dead tired.. haahs.. =) so.. skipped maths.. and nwae.. din reallie like.. do my maths.. cos.. all my qns expt one was wrong?!? hahs. so.. ponned..

fri.. bleahs.. long big day.. haha? pout. wasn't hahaing the whole day lorhs.. hmmM.. morning.. went to sch.. bleahed ard.. watched silent screams.. apparently.. she and others said it was like.. saddening and gross.. i found it.. neither leh.. not gross.. okay.. abit saddening.. but still... not to tt extend? still rmb.. after the show.. i went like.. bleahs.. im hunGRY! anyone wanna go eat? hahas. den.. met my parents for lunch.. had this.. erms.. jap lunch cum buffet larhs.. at feasita.. wadeva the sp is. hahas. yupps. apparently.. i kinda erms.. hurt and made her angry.. so.. almst after the meal.. left to find her.. (with some help of cos.) yar.. found her.. and.. yupps.. the rest.. shall not be mentioned on a blog.. just.. entached onto memories..

sat.. practically rotted at home..

sun.. had church. went to yf.. den.. LSBS with gigi and her.. den.. yupps.. came back for rehersal.. was tiring.. and now.. dead tired.. bleahs.. hahas.. yawns.. i wanna go slp soon le.. haha.. mabbie pon tml's IDEA tutorial sia.. hahas.. =)

nite peeps..

let love lead the way