hello world.. just a thgs here..

im dead sorry about ytd.. you noe im like that.. i'll shake tt off.. but.. its gonna take some time. i promise i will.. but.. gimme some time.. i really dunno wad wld hpn if u had given up. thks alot.. im reallie really sorry.. i love you.

soccer players in CBC.. comeon.. play soccer.. as a team.. not alone.. go for it. =)

haha. .yupps.. in sch now.. as usual.. blogging.hahas.. loads has hpned during the past few days.. haiz.. esp ytd.. sun.. it was a bad day i dun wanna rmb.. but.. unfort.. its entached into my memory.. oh wells. onli thg is tt i learn smthg fm it.. that's all.. since it can't be removed.. at least.. i dun think it can be..

feelings inside me.. i just can't comprehen. but.. i gotta shake it away. i have too. i gotta. and i WILL.. somehow.. some day.. not too long. by year end.. i WILL.. i will.. and i will. i promise.

this entry is dedicated to a very special someone.. dear. i love you..


It's all... It's all... It's all...
You're my sunshine after the rain
You're the cure against my fear and my pain
'Cause I'm losing my mind
When you're not around
It's all... It's all...
It's all because of you

You're my sunshine
Oh yeah...

Baby I really know by now
Since we met that day
You showed me the way
I felt it then you gave me love
I can't describe
How much I feel for you

I said baby I should have known by now
Should have been right there
Whenever you gave me love
And if only you were here
I'll tell you, yes I'll tell you
Oh yeah...

Honestly, couldn't be with me
Like it was before
Need a less or more
Cause when I close my eyes
At night I realize that no one else
Could ever take your place

I still can feel and it's so real
When you're touching me kisses endlessly
It's just a place in the sun
Where our love's begun
I miss you... Yes I miss you

If I knew how to tell you
What's on my mind
Make you understand
Then I'd always be there
Right by your side

within you.i lose myself.without you.i find myself.wanting to be lost in you

"You call it madness, but I call it love."
-Don Byas

if i cld reach out and hold a star everytime you made me smile.the entire evening sky wld be in the palm of my hand

currently at erms.. library with andy karin and sharon. and a certain GUY is looking at wad ima typing.. just now..hahs..

hmmMm.. today's leeson is............ boring.. hahas.. they always are.. and andy has a red eye.. presumably.. cos f me.. lolX.. hahas.. too bad mr.. haha

hmmM.. nwae.. ytd went to see lil bryan(or brian) tan.. he's soo cute.. hahas.. like.. he smiled for the first time in his whole entire life. (tt figues. cos he's onli like.. 2 days old?) at me jyang and sam. hahas. so cute.. got a pic of him in my phone.. =) good.. gonna post on the net.. hahs.

nwae.. ytd.. seems kinda alrite i guess. =) as in.. everythg seems fine.. but.. just the incertainty ard us. but.. hahas.. i dunno.. =)

nwae.. long story short.. had fun ytd.. was VERY tired by the time i reached home. but still.. gotta find some kinda commitment rite? haha.. put down le.. plonked onto bed and died there.. =)

haha.. library's boring.. she's in some music shop at this moment i'm typing this.. no fair.. i want be there too.. =( *major pout- oh well.. i gotta stardiee.. dun't i? hahas..

hello peeps.. =) am at eFAC lab in sch at.. 9.15 in the morning? hahas.. finsished my lessons today 1hr30 mins earlier.. lolX

hahas.. anyway.. things are.. looking better? i dunno.. honestly.. haiz.. oh wells..
anyway.. meeting up w sam and jonyang ltr to visit ben and kat.. apparently.. kat gave birth to a baby boy.. shall update more abt them another time.. =)

hahas.. hmmM.. got a phlogger.. rather.. i have 2 phloggers.. cos one of them is for txt.. the other for pics.. hahas.. but i'll cont looking for one tt supports both larhs.. =)

oh wells. hahas.. sch is boring as usual. yupps. hahas.. it always is..

currently just.. rotting larhs.. so there's alot of thoughts flowing thru my mind.. i dun wanna think about the not so happy stuffs ba.. but.. not easy noe?

oh wells. hahas. dun wanna blog le.. hahas.. bb peeps.. tc..

iLu.. =)

hmm.. did quite a few stuffs.. =)

did my blog.. rather.. edited some of it.. changed the pic.. no more marquee.. realised it hindered my html clock.. yupps.. changed the bg song to eric clapton.. tears in heaven.. nice song.. shall post the lyrics up someday.. =) did this.. did tt.. hahas..

aye.. wanted to do a wishlist.. but.. was like.. troublesome.. gotta write my own marquee.. so. nah.. and esp since my marquee din co-op w my html clock.. bleahs..! hahas..

sch was okay to day.... din understand a word tt NWE practical teacher was talking abt.. was busy.. busy playing minesweeper.. lolX.. hahas..

die le larhs.. sure fail NWE..

and as usual.. CHW was like.. done in 30 mins? just cai out the PCI and ISA cards.. and put them back.. and.. home i go.. and tt was like. i fin them in like.. 10 mins max? lolX.. oh wells.. tts my sch.. hahas..

hahas.. yupps.. nitey peeps.. tired.. =)

im in heaven when im ard you

bleahs.. sch's as usual.. kinda boring lorhs.. hahas.. hmmmM.. might be meeting her later.. =)

oh wells.. talking abt her.. had some kinda misunderstanding btw us yst.. but of cos.. its all rite le.. =)

hmmM.. my previous week has been alrite larhs.. fun.. interesting.. and me being a totally naughty boy.. -slaps self- must punish myself.. -beat beat beat-

oh wells.. hahas.. just.. in the com lab in sch again.. like.. once again.. half my class is like.. here too hahas.. =)

btw.. im totally.. BOTAK..
bleahs.. hahas.. me and kenneth.. with 2 lines.. hahs..

head's kinda itchy.. bleahs.. not used to it leh..

got me contacts too.. yupps.. hahs.. to darn clear le.. can't take it.. feeling dizzy all of a suden..

yawns.. got nth to say le.. =)

ilu ilu ilu ilu ilu ilu ilu =)

-you- dun think too much le kaes? thgs smtimes are not wad athey seem to be.. they might have their problems and all.. kaes? im sure they still treat you as their mummy.. yar.. just smile yar? huggs.. i <3 u

distancememoriesofthem



nothings the same anymore
not even a hint of it
why am i believing tt everythgs alrite
tt its like the old days?
im wrong
everythg has and will change
i'm not needed.. am i?
3 mustketeers?
no more
just them 2
i'm just
wasting their time.. energy and str
mabbie i shdve left
nv to return again
saved myself fm the pain i now feel
i shdve realised tt
the past is history
and nv to be relieved
i'm dead to them
they now have their own cliques
i'm just. forgotten
unimportant as always.
left out.
who am i to them now?
nothing.



i guess. im wrong this time.. for once.. i cldn't feel it.. mabbie cos.. i din want it to hpn..i wun believe it wld hpn.. but........ oh wells.. cya.. all the best guys..

imjust.nomoretothem.byebye.i'llleaveyouguysaloneden

the past will always be past.. no Qns asked..

the past is past.. but.. smtimes.. im expecting certain pasts to happen.. but.. no way will they come back.. mainly cos.. its past.. by gones.. no more..


the past inculdes certain stuffs.. where i can never turn back.. some of these are.. great.. and i wish tt i still have them.. but.. its over.. so.. i guess i have to catty on w/o them..

i have to stay str.. no matter what.. for everyone.. esp her..

hello!! hahas.. haiyo.. =)

long time nv blog le. hahas.. missed me? hahas..

any-the-ways.. sch's kinda boring.. outragously humongous textbooks.. (and one stupid book which is the idiot's guide) whihc means.. the prasana thinks tt we are all idiots.. damn sia.. hahas..

hmmmM.. thgs been great? hahas.. just sm kinda stuffs tt takes time to be resolved.. and all.. oh wells.. things will be better.. it will.. it will

*I WANNA WATCH IROBAT!!*

oh wells.. and windstruck? hahas.. yupps..



As beautiful as fire against the evening sky
You fuel the lost desire
I no longer wanna die
Take me by the hand
And see beyond the lie
Strip away the fences
Leaving me needing
Leaving me high
I know you’re so
Solo but I can’t
Take me away
(cause I don’t wanna lose control)
Take me away
(cause I don’t lose it all)
Relieved of all the pain
You let me see again
Delivered from my shame now
And I’m lost for what to say
Cleansed and pure and weak
I suffer when I dream
I need to find a purpose
Need to feel you needing me
I know you’re so solo I can’t
Pure and weak
I suffer when I dream
Cleansed of me I suffer when I dream
I want you to stay
You take the pain away
Want you to stay
I need you here to keep me sane

i feel so useless.. so helpless

what can i do? quite a few stuffs.. but what am i doing? nth.. i can't do a thg.. mabbie cos.. simply put.. i suck.. i feel so damn useless.. so damn helpless.. tt.. all i can do is watch.. see.. hear.. but not comfort.. cos.. i dunno how.. and/or.. i can't.. i suck don't i.. im sure.. someone else out there.. can do a better job dan me.. im sure he can comfort better dan me.. he can.. rather.. he will do smthg.. while.. i just stand.. stare.. watch.. keep quiet.. while tt person will do smthg abt it.. ask reverlant.. revalent Qns.. and all.. haiz.. mabbie..
im nv gonna be good enough for you

i totall yhate this stupid vibes...

oh wells.. second chance in ard 10 more mins.. i dunnno larhs.. i can't change a person's character.. i can onli change myself.. for.. tt person.. esp since i love her.. but still.. i can't help at times to feel tt certain thgs i just.. feel.. terrible.. i mean.. as i've said.. i can't change a perosn.. but.. i can get used to it.. but.. now.. i haven't.. YET.. i will.. just.. when? haiz.. oh wells.. 2nd try.. im gonna do my best.. fight back the pain and tears.. and hurt too.. and.. "steal your pain away" which.. hopefully.. i can do..

forever is a long time. but im gonna fight. im never gonna ever give up. i'm praying. i'm fighting. i'll make sure i'll win. cos. forever IS a long time. ilu

haha.. wish me all the best for my soccer trials guys.. *nervous sia wah.. im nervous.. reallie reallie very nervous.. die larhs.. how? if i can't get in how? which.. most prob.. i can't.. cos.. i suck.. HA.. oh wells.. bb peeps.. wish me luck.. pray for me loads.. =) luv ya.. =)

hi world.. hahas..

blogging fm sch.. which is.. SP larhs.. lolX.. hahas..

hmmmmM.. wad to blog leh?? dunno larhs..

schs totally like.. TOTALLY boring.. aiyo.. come to sch at like.. 8.. wait for aeons outside the classroom.. dan some idiot told us tt the stupid fucking class was cancelled.. kaoz.. make us wake up so damn early.. haiz.. now slacking in com room lorhs.. sienz..

bored sia..

BORED

i believe you guys get my pt.. hahas..

oh wells.. ytd was fun.. to some extend? hahas.. everyday w u is fun lolX.. hmmM.. meet some of her frens.. dan went home and mug.. abit larh.. din reallie mug much.. cos.. there's nth to stardiee.. hahas..

yupps.. nth much to say le.. =) peace out guys.. =)

lectures as usual man.. dammit.. everyday.. for the rest of this sem.. i start at 8 or 830.. while kenneth starts at 12.. while terrence starts at 10.. so im the unlucky one.. bleah.. like.. major sia.. hahas

sch was boring as usall.. shant go into details.. just.. tt i bought my idiot book.. and this curcit book too.. hahas..

after sch.. went to meet the blacks.. da.. met her daddy.. got questioned by her.. hahas.. was quite calm during the interview.. lolX.. hahas.. yupps.. den.. sent her and wenny to the bus stop.. came back.. knocked out till 10.. and tada.. am here.. =)

wee!!.. hahas..





You’re my shining sun, my glowing stars, my precious moon
You're my beautiful, bright red fragrant rose in June
My heart beats with thoughts of you engraved in my soul
I think of you and how you make my heart whole

My heart craving to affectionately arouse your desire
Yearning to melt within your soul's warm passionate fire
Oh how your sweet euphoric words drive my heart wild
Your words leave me senseless, like an adolescent child

I yearn to soar with you to the clouds up above
Hoping to be taken there on the wings of your love
The affection I have for you will forever be in my heart
From the day we meet and to the day we die

Ilove you

lectures as usual man.. dammit.. everyday.. for the rest of this sem.. i start at 8 or 830.. while kenneth starts at 12.. while terrence starts at 10.. so im the unlucky one.. bleah.. like.. major sia.. hahas

sch was boring as usall.. shant go into details.. just.. tt i bought my idiot book.. and this curcit book too.. hahas..

after sch.. went to meet the blacks.. da.. met her daddy.. got questioned by her.. hahas.. was quite calm during the interview.. lolX.. hahas.. yupps.. den.. sent her and wenny to the bus stop.. came back.. knocked out till 10.. and tada.. am here.. =)

wee!!.. hahas..





You’re my shining sun, my glowing stars, my precious moon
You're my beautiful, bright red fragrant rose in June
My heart beats with thoughts of you engraved in my soul
I think of you and how you make my heart whole

My heart craving to affectionately arouse your desire
Yearning to melt within your soul's warm passionate fire
Oh how your sweet euphoric words drive my heart wild
Your words leave me senseless, like an adolescent child

I yearn to soar with you to the clouds up above
Hoping to be taken there on the wings of your love
The affection I have for you will forever be in my heart
From the day we meet and to the day we die

Ilove you



My love for you is endless
Like an eternal light
That keeps on glowing and shinning,
And is sweet as the sweetest wine
You could ever taste,
As my love for you knows no time.
One thing I know for certain
You are always in my heart and soul and mind,
I will give you that special touch
That you will feel,
My soul rapture as you embrace me
In the heat of our everlasting flames,
And you will capture that beautiful image,
Within your heart that your will treasure for life!
Cause our love is magical beyond belief,
Enchanted and amazingly strong,
What we have built together
As our two hearts has become one,
Is the most precious gift of love,
That will shimmer throughout eternity,
It's a true refection of our love, for everyone to see.
As each night, I find the brightest star,
And I thank God for giving me your love,
And your caring heart and soul,
Cause our love
Is a wonderful world with much imagination,
Knows no bounds in expressing loves and emotions
Just like my love for you; that will never have an ending,
Written with every beat of my heart.

im back to blog.. hahas..

today's the first day of sch.. and.. i was.. almst late???? hahas.. rather.. i was late.. cos.. had trouble to find the block im supposed to be at.. (hahas.. effectively.. i got lost) oh wells.. hahas..

1st lesson/tutorial was this.. stupid creative workshop wadeva thgy.. and there's this ang moh.. who's a legal professional str performer.. and he brought his uni-cycle to clas.. so its like.. omg.. wad's tt for? kinda stuff. hahas.. hmmM. made sm frens.. on talking terms.. but not tt close yet. just.. closer to a small grp of them.. but.. tt takes time larhs.. gonna be with them for 3 yrs.. so.. hahas..

den. had this. super long break.. 2 hrs.. so.. slacked with my new found frens?? hahas.. den.. met kenneth to find the.. soccer booth.. the cca ones.. but.. cannot find.. so.. oh wells.. kinda stuff.. tml try again larhs..

den had this short tutorial.. boring as usual.. was on the verge of slping.. den.. a lecture by this.. ah neh.. this indian larhs.. who.. made us buy his book.. oh wells.. oh yea.. oso.. one of his textbook is.. "the complete idiots guide to networking" like.. wad the lorhs?!?!??!! was telling kenneth.. andy(classmate) and her tt "nei ke in du ren. yi wei ta chong in ni lai, be wo men sin jie bo ren cong min, yi wei we men shi bai chi, ben dan de hua ren." haha.. they were amused by tt.. lolX..

den.. had computer hardware lecture.. which.. tho was supposed to last for 2 hrs.. ended in...... 1 hr? hahas.. i love tt period man.. hahas.. lolX.. =) smiles.. hmmM.. den.. went hm lorhs.. hahas..

tt.... was my first day.. which.. was great and yet....... not so great? it doesn't help tt.. wells.. ur gf isn't staying tt far.. she's having a hol.. and u can't visit her.. so sad lorhs.. hais....... oh wells.. guess.. tts abt it le.. hahas..

=)

signing off.. dominic a.k.a peterpan

waiting for gigi to finsh her bath.. den gg off to gran's hse.,.. so here's my quick quick blog..

ytd had sp flag day.. haha.. collected 40 odd in.. 10 mins?? hahas.. slacked the rest of the time. after we left the sch.. went to play pool with kenneth.. stef.. nelson.. and stf's frens.. and of cos.. me!! hahas.. den.. ard.. 1245.. met my dearest tinkerbell.. oh wells.. wanted to surprise her one.. but.. she saw me.. oh wells.. hahas.. den.. slacked ard abit.. den decided to do sm works/charitable work i mean.. hahas.. yupps.. was doing at the office section of the ps there.. did for abt.. 10 mins? den din reallie do much le.. oh yeas.. met gerald and nichole.. soo.. made them tonk in the can.. hahs.. oh yea..oso met tiffany and her gf.. so.. oso made them donate.. haha.. so farni lorhs.. hahas.. den.. slacked abit.. met stef.. went rnd collecting.. den went back.. den walked to istana side.. den she called.. to tell me tt tiff.. clare and.. (omg. forgot her name) came le.. so.. i went back.. and made them donate too. (hahas.. bad daddy/ahgong) den.. lil denyse decided to come.. so.. the usual. hahas.. oh wells.. tts abt it lorhs.. went to cini's pasta mania. to rot.. and.. wells.. stuffs hpned.. which.i hope.. is jie jue le larhs..

no time le.. gonna cont later.. tata peeps




hahas.. i forgotten too lorhs.. bleah.. ur ani prezzie.. die le..
hahas.. we'll watch all the shows u wanna watch tgt kaes? unless.. of cos.. u wanna watch it w someone else.. but.. dun mind joining u noe? =PpPpP
dolphine globe arhs.. hmmM. we'll go someother time kaes? sun i can't go.. got rehersal.. the harvest thg. so.. can't.. sry.. =(
jenny ah.. gues.. just.. saying wads rite i gues.. hahs..
liastly.. I LOVE YOU TOO!!.. soo soo very much.. =)

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hahas.. am at my cuzzies hse now.. =) yupps.. dinner was great.. hahas.. my granny sure can cook sia.. =))

nwaes.. shall cont with my update..

hmmM.. where was i? ha.. nwae.. after the cini thgy.. went back to sch.. and.. wow!!.. counted my munnie.. realised tt.. for 10 mins work.. 40 plus is.. quite good sia.. hahas.. reallie.. =) highest in the class is... 129?/ ard there larhs.. hahas.. den.. went back? once again.. to meet her and tiff.. yupps.. got her a lil smthg.. =P (yupps.. ty.. glad tt u loved it) yupps.. sent her to newton.. met.. ben and belle.. den.. after tt.. went back w them lorhs.. like.. crap..i feel like a lightbulb lorhs.. haiz.. sienz..

hahas.. tts roughly my day ytd.. =)

i'll hold you up high and tight.holding u thru ur pain. i'll nv stop. i'll go on till forever. i love you

all this time..


BOO!! =D


hello hellos!! =D lol. been some time since i last posted an entry here. whee. missed me!? =D



hahas. i'm DAMN bored now. sheesh. todae's a fri.. i wanna go MONKS! =\ but i got listening tmr.. so.. i.. can't? soBx.



nevermind~ =D i stay at home. can talk to muh peterpan! *sees you going pete pete pan pan pet? hahaha.. bleah. thanks for the booteefoo sunflower yesterdae! its so nice~ bleah. looking at sunflowers makes me happy! hahas. cos they're like so.. bright? *nods.





wee. hope you've finished all your assignments and stuffs le yeah? *wags finger at you. notti boiii. *tsk tsk tsk..





yupp.. and thanks... for talking to jenny. somehow.. i think you can console her better than me. =x hahas. she says you can console people realllllyyyyyyyyy well. *beams. so proud of you! hahas. =D jenny is a tough nut to crack. >.< but i hope she feels better soon? sigh. yupp!





spiderman 2 was fab! yeah.. lol. i so xing fu man. bf on ma right. pts on ma left. tsk tsk. =X hahas. but i dun like octopus man~ !! *pUiiiiiiiiiii. he's freaky. =x but its not his fault.. =\ its cos of the.. snake-looking tentacles. eeeeeekkkkkk. *hair stand. i really don't like. eeeyerrrrrrr. lol. =x




i wanna watch windstruck!! oh. and the punisher.. and.. godsend... and.. eternal sunshine of the spotless mind! and OH! the notebook! yeah man. nicholas sparks rocks. =D hahas. EEKS. =\ so many movies.. so lil time. =/ i missed my Selena last sun! eeyer. sigh.. oh.. they're showing message in a bottle this sundae! must watch.. damn nice show. so sweet+sad. = bittersweet? hahas. yuppers..




larlarlar.. i've yet to pass you the anni pressie. bleah. =P will pass you on sundae! hahas. =D ~ larlarlarrr!! oh. and the 2 shirts i got for you as well. =P yupp!




ah! i wanna go see if my dolphin globe got stock le not. hahas. i wan i wan i wan!! eekkkkk.



i miss YOU! dots.. this sounds more like what i would write in my blog instead of yours. =x hahas. i'm so whiney todaee. cos i rotted ma dae away! *cryy cryy.




dunno where you fly to le. never ask me to tink along with you.. *POUT. i shall tink around princess than! hahas.. you take care yupps dear? i love you. so so so very much. nothing can ever tear us apart. *kissy. lolxx. kays.. i better go lerhs. *huggs.. *kisses.



*i'm praying all of these would be here to stay.



yourr love would be all that i need. =)