i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you ..


=)) wee! hello hello hello!! thy royale hightness tinkerbell is here ta invade once again.!! hahas. =) its been some time ehs? weeee! yayness. i can't wait for fridae! x)


lardeedahs! once AGAIN.. you're sick! *nag nag nag. lol. shall not quote my dad. =X lalala. wee! can't wait to see you tmr! =D



hahas. hope you enjoyed the concert! =D *huggs. lol.


i updated the other blog too.. =D






yupp.. the usuals. =)





I don't think you will
ever fully understand
how you've touched my life
and made me who I am.

I don't think you could ever know
just how truly special you are
that even on the darkest nights
you are my brightest star.

I don't think you will ever fully comprehend
how you've made my dreams come true
or how you've opened my heart
to love and the wonders it can do.

You've allowed me to experience
something very hard to find
unconditional love that exists
in my body, soul, and mind.

I don't think you could ever feel
all the love I have to give
and I'm sure you'll never realize
you've been my will to live.

You are an amazing person
and without you I don't know where id be.
Having you in my life
completes and fulfills every part of me.



i love you. =)



i'm loving you more with each passing SECOND. =P

-you.. so u free can blog for everyone else expt me larh...*jealous.. haha.. lolX


IN PAIN!! PURE PAIN!! damn it man.. my right knee is like.. in pain.. like.. pain pain pain!! oww.. played soccer today larh.. haiz.. kana tackled.. and knee kana twisted badly lorh.. nwae.. the score is like.. 6-5 to my uncle's church.. they won.. cos of many reasons.. yupps.. but i dun wanna say lahr.. yupps

hmmM.. sat.. went to buy my shoes.. for big walk.. dad followed me.. so i kinda tot tt he was gonna pay for me.. budden.. in the end.. he was there to supply me my card..i was like.. -bish- omg.. kinda nice shoes.. yupps
den went to church for rehersal.. the very first youth service.. yupps..think i was okay during rehersal.. but actual thg.. i totally suck lorh
den went to airport send my unc and aunt away?!?!?? haha.. tso once again.. ihave the whole hse to myself.. but this time.. i dun think its gonna be like last time.. im gonna be lonely.. =( *haiz.. i dun wanna noe..*

hmmM.. sun went to big walk.. had to like.. wake yup at 5plus den go there walk.. for 5.6 km.. (short cos of the stupid nichole highway accident thgy) den kidna like.. fin by 8.30.. but had to wait till like.. 9plus.. almst 10 den left.. cos of the stupid pple walking.. chut the stupid carpark in.. yupps.. haiz....
had some dim sum thgy.. den play soccer.. and kinda screwed up my already screwed up right knee.. yupps..


*you..

wany u to know tt
no matter wad hpns
i love you
for who you are
not cos of ur past
nor wad you've did
kkaes?
rmb tt
thank you
and yupps
i still wanna spend the rest of my life
watching sunsets
and sun rises
with you........................
ilu.. =)

just.. kill me.. pls.. some one??

i dunno man..

i just soo.. HATE MYSELF!!!

im sorry.. tts all i can say/do.. sry i did wad i did.. sry wad i did reminded you of the past.. ur unhappy past.. sry if it made u think twice abt me..

wad i did was unforgiable.. but still.. u forgave me.. i feel so.. touched.. and at the same time.. pissed w myself.. for not controling myself.. angry at myself.. and i doubt i'll ever forgive myself at all..

i'm sry.. tts all i can say..

im reallie sorry.. ple forgive me? pretty pretty pls? w the cherry on top??

woah.. its like.. 4 5 days since i last blogged.. haha. hmmM.. yupps.. my life for the last few days..

sat - was practically at hm.. the whole day.. had cg.. den went to unc lee seng's hse for dinner.. cos it was like.. charlotte and nat's bdae.. yupps.. was msg her thru out dinner tt is.. yupps.. =PpPpP

sun - went to church.. cbc.. yupps.. went tracking.. came back.. slacked abit.. then slacked more at hm.. yupps..

mon - kor kor and her came over to moi plc.. slacked.. was supposed to watch passion of Christ.. but in the end.. din watch.. cos she had to leave early.. yupps..n den.. angel anna with gigi came over.. slacked smmore.. yupps.. yar..

tue - went to SP for some math prep briefing.. FUCK MAN!! got homework arh!! and i fucking gotta fin them!! and then there's a test!! that counts to my yr 1 final!! NO!!! shit man.. damn crap.. oh well.. lasted for like.. an hour.. den popped by at her plc.. spent sm quality time tgt.. yupps.. and am back now.. =)


-changed background music.yupps.might take a while to load.so be patient.sam.dun start drooling when u hear the song yea? cos i almst did.yupps-



you....

Baby, baby, to me you're everything
It's just the love and joy that you bring
No one can take the place i've given you
Ooh, girl, you're like an angel in disguise
You are the dream that never will die
'cause, baby, to me you're everything
You're my everything, oh yeah



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bleah.. was ordered to blog.. bleah.. dunno wad to say.. wad to blog.. yupps.. bleahs summore.. haha.. dead bored now.. soo bored.. im relearning html all over again.. yupps.. some ggod-forsaken book in the hse.. given to me by my cuzzie.. yupps.. hmmM.. i might just do my webbie.. and prob.. find/do a nice layout for this blog le.. old liao le.. yupps.. =) bb..



you..

your eyes are like
stars in the night sky
when i gaze into them
a feeling so indescribable
overcomes me
and i crumble
for it's a feeling tt overwhelms me so
and i noe
its a feeling that begets description
and i can't find the right words to say
what im truly feeling
i guess my only way out of this so called "misery"
of me being unable to pen the words to this feeling
is to say
i love you

im back!!!!!! haha.. lolX.. stupid enrollment thgy so fucking long and boring man.. haha.. yupps.. dad came back to personally send me to SP.. (im fucking grounded.. rmb peeps??) to make sure i dun run away.. like wad i intended to do.. and best thg is.. my whole family was there.. 2) they were stuck there.. told them to leave.. and i'll go home myself.. haiz.. it din hpn btw.. damnit..

okie.. heres the juice on sp enrollment thgy crap larh..

1) i got posted to CNT (computer and networking technology) so my diploma will be DCNT.. yupps.. for no reason.. or rather stupid obvious reason.. its named lidat.. haha..

2) today's enrollment was a BORE! totally man.. went to SP at like.. ard.. 1.45?? reached there.. realised i din bring my birth cert at all.. 2 best thgs was.. 1) we need to have a photocopy of result slip/bc/ic.. and since we din noe.. SP got a copier ready for pple like us who din have the sense.. or wadeva u call it to photocopy larh.. freak.. they freaking charged us for it lorh!! its like.. how can?? its supposed to be foc.. cos its like.. we dunno a damn thg at all.. haiz.. tts how they earn/get money sia.. 2) there's one station where im supposed to take a pic for my admin card larh.. so its like.. i was waiting for my turn.. den its like.. outta no where.. my parents came up and gave me a hugh.. like..

HUGH

shock sia.. i almst jump outta my seat sia.. nwae.. cont the story.. finally my turn larh.. to take pic.. so i went to the stupid seat.. den the person asked me to smile larh.. but i din.. so my dad was like.. how come u not smiling?? i stuck out my tounge to liek.. -bleah- him larh.. and of all times.. the stupid person had to take the pic at tt moment!!!! freak sia.. kana scolded like *&^ lorh.. man.. so i was kinda pissed w them.. and had a stupid sullen face for my pic.. damn sucky lorh.. den.. haiz. went thru loads and loads of like.. boring and boring F.O orientation thgy.. best thg is.. all of them fall the same wk as church camp!! argh!! cant go le lorh.. haiz.. yupps.. took like.. almst another hr to fin the stupid thg.. damn sia.. waste my time.. haha.

went to aunty hse.. to see roxy!!! (a lil dog.. mixed breed.. colly and golden retreiver larh) soooo damn cute!! haha.. yupps.. and tada.. am back... =)



you...

Day by day
Night by night
Kiss by kiss
Touch by touch
Step by step
I fall in love
A love so incomprehensible
So vivid
So unique
So wild, thats wilder then the rage of the oceans
A passion so deep
A need so necessary
A want so strong
The universe would not handle
I love you today
I’ll love you tomorrow
I’ll love you forever

baby there's something about that i can hold on to i'm gonna hold on to thatt~



=) wee. so yoo happily dun wanna update larhsss! >.<



lolx. =X hahas. its lil miss tinkerbell invading this.. bloggie with her.. tinkerbell dust! hahas. *tink tink tink tink tink tink tink !!! =D




lalalaa. i'm not hyper. i'm just. full. from my.. oo. nice dinner that i made for myself! chilli beef steak! =D hahas. =x






hahas. the owner of this blog went for his class enrollment thingy at sp today. lol. shall let him elaborate on it since i don't know what's going on. =x bleahs..





lalalaa. okayy. shall get on with the usuals! =D a poem and a song! lalalaa. *hugsandkisses. miss you miss you miss you miss you miss you miss you miss you !!






come close let me tell you this
In a whisper my heart says you know it too
Baby we both share a secret wish
And you feelin’ my love reaching out to you

Timeless
Don’t let it end (no)
Now that you’re right here in my arms where you should stay
Hold tight baby
Timeless
Don’t let it fade out of sight
Just let the moments sweep us both away
Lifting us to where
We both agree
It’s just timeless love

I see it all baby in your eyes
When you look at me you know i feel it too (yes I do)
So lets sail away and be forever baby
Where the crystal ocean melts into the sky
We shouldn’t let the moment pass
Making me shiver let’s make it last
Why should we lose it don’t ever let me go

Timeless
Baby its timeless
Oh baby its timeless

Timeless
Don’t let it fade out of sight
Just let the moments sweep us both away
Lifting us to where
We both agree
It’s just timeless
It’s just timeless

Love




++




The love of my life is
Someone special, it's true
He's someone I want to be with always
My special someone is you

Will you be mine forever
Is what I want to know
Every time we're together
My love continues to grow

The love I feel for you
Is one I've never knew
Everything you do for me
Tells me you love me too

I love the gifts you give me
They show me that you care
Each one also gives a promise
A promise you'll be there

I'll love you forever
Until the day I die
I'll be forever by you
Trust me- I wouldn't lie



=)) lols. =X hee. buhhbyeees! eye wuv yew!! =D



baby i'm so thankful i found you..

tinkerbell invades. =)


this is for you. =)


I didn't know I could love
anyone as much as I love you
for the sound of your voice,
makes all my dreams come true.

You walk into a room, and
I know you have arrived;
my heart skips a beat when
you walk up to my side.

I hope this kind of magic stays
forever between us two,
and the whole wide world will
know that God sent me you.




++





"All In Me"

[VERSE 1]
There's so much going on
You can think of me
When your hope is gone
You can think of me
To get through anything
You can think of me
I'm here as long as you need me
When nothing seems to work
You can think of me
Your heart is on a search
Let it come to me
I'll make it all reverse
When you think of me
Baby you can see new life through me
[CHORUS]
Let me be the reason you get through the day
Know that I'll make everything OK
Think of me baby in any way
I'll be all you need
Let me be the one you turn to when there's pain
Baby I will take it all the way
Hide in me, I'll be your secret place
'Cause it's all in me
[VERSE 2]
When it seems no one loves
You can count on me
When pain is all too much
You can count on me
Need someone to trust
You can count on me
I'm here as long as you need me
When you see brighter days
Know that it was me
Tears are wiped away
Don't guess it, it was me
When you realize your pain
Was suffered too by me
Then you know the love in me
[CHORUS]
[BRIDGE (two times)]
Anything you could ever need
Baby I promise you can find in me
Don’t matter if it's a hope or dream
I promise I'll make it reality
Breakdown
Everyday, every night
Break of dawn
Air of night
Come to me
I'll make it right
If you let me
It's all in me
[CHORUS out]


=)) i love you.



a moment like this.. some people wait a lifetime.. =)

hmmM.. nth much to blog abt.. just a few stuff...

BODY STILL ACHING!! ARGH!!!!

tml is like.. enrollment day le.. hhaiyo.. so sienz.. must go all the way to dover.. well.. will be gg there often.. so yea.. got no choice man.. haha....

three and most imptly.. KOR KOR AINT TT DUMB/SLOW AS WE TOT!!! he knew it since like.. at least for a week siaw.. haiz... and too think we both tot he was slow.. haiz... silly us..



-you

So, no one told you life was gonna be this way.
Your Job's a joke, you're broke, your love life's D.O.A.
It's like you're always stuck in second gear.
And it hasn't been your day, your week, your month, or even your year.
But -

I'll be there for you ... when the rain starts to fall.
I'll be there for you ... like I've been there before.
I'll be there for you ... cause you're there for me, too.

You're still in bed at ten and work began at eight.
You've burned your breakfast, so far everything is great.
Your mother warned you there'd be days like these.
But she didn't tell you when the world has brought you down to your knees.
That -

I'll be there for you ... when the rain starts to fall.
I'll be there for you ... like I've been there before.
I'll be there for you ... cause you're there for me, too.

aching all over now.. oww oww oww.. yupps.. hmmM.. why arh? haha.. cos i was playing my first real competitive match!! haha.. like.. wow.. haha.. budden.. haiz.. inexpirenced leh.. so kana scolded lorh...haiz.. dang.. nearly scored sia.. budden.. the stupid keeper had to save it.. *steams up* yupps.. haha..

hmmM.. my life since fri.. hahah... yupps..

fri.. met kor kor and her to slack ard.. had a reallie great time.. w them both.. (man.. kor kor is reallie really realli blur lorh.. and slow.. haha)
after sending her hm.. went marina south for a class gathering.. and yea.. played pool at pool factor.. kinda.. like.. got back late.. and hence. got grounded like.. for 2 weeks... haiz..yupps.. its my fault dear.. but.. its quality time i had rite?? haha.. lolX...

sat.. hmmM.. boring day kinda.. just play soccer w kenneth/jr and stef.. following which.. went to grand ma's hse for dinner.. and all..

sun.. hmmM.. went to cbc.. kinda like.. yea.. haha.. dunno why.. haha.. just went.. haiz.. found out tt some pple noe abt it liao.. crap.. haiz.. and ken was asking like fuck.. fuck it man... haiz... nwae.. went out w kor kor and her again.. went to taka get mother's day prezzie.. got for her.. a dog.. big big one.. haha.. dunno why.. but yea..
went to aunt alice hse.. rather.. near her hse for dinner.. went home.. best thing was....... haiz.. cos its like.. we always send my unc hm.. and he kinda like.. started telling me sm stuffs.. like.. cannot have gf till 21.. cannot be in close contact w geres.. and all.. i was like.. why cannot have contact? like hugging.. and all.. my unc went like.. cos pple might have the wrong idea.. and all.. and gers must have their dignity.. i went.. dot dot dot.. as usual.. ahah.. yupps.. oh yea.. bought my mum a oceanous parfum fm body shop too.. yuppps.. haha..

mon.. kor and her came.. when my dad grounded me.. 2) when my dad said tt no one can come over to my plc.. i was like.. who cares kinda thg..ahha.. yupps.. they came.. and went.. yupps.. den played soccer.. aching all over now.. ahaha.. haiz.. long wkend.. but enjoyable one.. yupps..



hmmM.. just for you..


im making it short and sweet.


i love you.
with all my heart.
and i dun want it to end.
at all.
cos i love you so.

haha.. thks for the invasion.. love you too.. =)

hmmM.. yupps.. im melting.. melting melting.. melted... *bloop bloop.. *blop.. lolX

JON YANG!! IF UR READING THIS.. IM SOO GONNA KILL YOU!!! EITHER TT.. OR I'LL PROB CI GEK (angry till die?? smthg lidat larh.. haha..)

wonder why im doing tt rite??
i dunno why too.. so dun ask me.. haha.. but i noe why i wanna kill him.. make me soo bek cek.. haiz.. haha....

haha.. had a reallie reallie great tue and thur and a terrific fab wed.. yea..

tues.. korkor jioed me and posh out.. and kinda like. watched a movie and all.. yupps.. watched 50 first dates.. and laffed my ass off lorh.. man.. i recc anyone who's abv 12 watch tt show.haha.. hillariously farni lorh. haha. totally.. adam sandler.. as usual.. the farni man.. who can make me LMAO.. haha.

wed.. totally had a fab day with tinkerbell.. spent the whole day at some plc in the east.. haha.. yupps.. i dunno how to go into detail.. neither do i want to.. but yea.. i melted on tt day.. yupps.. tts all i can say.. the rest.. will be for me and *you to share..

thurs.. man.. is kor kor slow or wad?? omg.. i cant believe it at times.. haha.. yupps.. was at church for the morn. formatted the pc.. for pastor peter.. den went to have lunch w posh and kor kor again... yupps.. met densye.. and all.. yea.. kinda interesting time.. haha.. yupps.. yea.. guess tts abt it larh.. my life is kinda lidat..haha.




you..

thank you 

     for being the one who mad eme realise tt dreams do come true

          for giving me the chance to love you

               for being such a sweet person

                    for being a caring person

               for being the one who made my dream a reality

          for everything..

     for being.. you..

i love you..

i just wanna spend the rest of my life.. loving you..

boo! i shall have a short invasion. lardeedahhH!.



okays larhs. i just wanted to apologise. =| think i major mood swing todayyy. sorry dear. =( hahas. yupp..





wee. but nonetheless. i'm so happy i met yoo today!! yayness. hahas. =P



i shall stop. with nothing else.. but this..







i love you. =)








++*tinkerbell takes flight_ +tinktinktink!!++

wee. i'm here to invade!! like. early in the morning~ six o`clock~ hahas. =) time check! 6:27am. =P wee. haas.





ayeee. i miss yoos! and yoo didn't blogg! nevermind. =P i shall blog for yoos. hahas. sorry sorry sorry i didn't get to corr yoos! mumsie was a killer last night. i so swore i couldn't exploded so i went to sleep. =| and again. my darn alarm didn't work. arhhhh! >.<




anyways. wee! i'm back to hyper me now. hehhx. *tink tink tink!! =P






larrdeeedumms. just wanna.. hmm. thank you? i guess? yupp. for the necklace! oh my. =P i was so darn shock i didn't know what to say? dots. i so swore i would've teared. hahas. i dunno why. but i had the urge to cry. =Z bahhhs* not cos i'm sad. but cos i'm really thankful for yoo* =)) yuups. thanks for the wonderfool dayee! =D the past one week has been the best week i ever had too. =D *gringrinn.







baahs! won't be seeing yoos for sometime. cos of ma exams. =| *cryy. i'll miss you de! don't worry! =P yoo better miss me hor. if not i'll cry for yoo to see arhs. =X must think of me everyday arhs!? =x *grinn. hug tigger if you miss hugging me. =P bleahs. major thick skin in progress. but hmpffs! who cares. =P






lalalaaaa! =D








Putting my feelings into words -
Impossible.
For my feelings for you are
Incomprehensible.
If I could let you see the effect you have on me,
You would be blinded.
For if you did the darkness would fade,
Shadows were no longer.
For I am in love,
More in love then I have been for a long time.
I love you is all I can say,
But my heart says more,
There is much more to my love,
Dreams, Hopes, Fantasies,
That all can become realities.
For with you I am a new me,
A me that shouldn't leave.
In these few words I hope you see,
How much you mean to me.
In Life, Love and Spirit,
I want you to hear it,
I Love You!




remember if you asked me if i wanna be with you forever?


i want to. more than anything else. because i love you. so very much. =))




*blush. =x





[Chorus]
Baby I love you and i'll never let you go
But if I have to boy I think that you should know
All the love we make can never be erase
And i promise you that you will never be replaced
Baby I love you and I'll never let you go
But if I have to boy I think that you should know
All the love we make can never be erase
And i promise you that you will never be replaced

I love you yes i do
I'll be with you as long as you want me too
Until the end of time
From the day I met you
I know we've be together
And now I know I wanna be with you forever
I wanna marry you and i wanna have your kids
Thinking never compare to feel enough to kisses
I can say i'm truly happy to the same
You've made me thank God that I live my life everyday
There's never been no doubt in my mind
That i'll regret ever having you by my side
But if the day comes that i'll have to let you go
I think there's something I should probably let you know
With every day that i spent with you
Then i will miss you cuz i'm happy that i had you at all

[Repeat Chorus]

I feel for you yes i do
I'll be with you as long as you want me to
Until the end of time






i'm in heaven when i'm in your arms. =) i love you.

man.. feeling reallie reallie reallie REALLIE sick.. been.. sneezing loads.. *ahh cheew!! yupps.. *sniff* the way it goes.. im most probably gonna blow my dnose oudda my face.. hahha.. yupps

*sniff sniff* yupps.. had a kinda boring day today.. was practically slping.. slping and slping somemore. yupps.. haha.. i dunno wad else to say.. had such a boring day.. yupps.. yawnsa.. think im gonna slp liao le.. haha

verses for the day..
Proverbs 15:22-24 (KJV)
22 Without counsel purposes are disappointed: but in the multitude of counsellors they are established.
23 A man hath joy by the answer of his mouth: and a word spoken in due season, how good is it!
24 The way of life is above to the wise, that he may depart from hell beneath.

and you...

I can see it in your eyes;
the sun setting in a midsummer night,
coloring the ocean with glorious light.
I can hear it in your voice;
the sounds of the heavenly Gods singing,
watching, where church bells are ringing.
I can feel it in your touch;
the wind flying through the mountains,
taming the fire, risen from their fountains.
I can smell it in your hair;
the presence of a million shining flowers,
possesing paradise-born, healing powers.
I can taste it in your kiss;
the flavour of ancient, God given, spices,
so strong that ghosts from their graves arise.

yupps.. gonna so slp now... yea.. and finally.. in an aircon room!! yea!! gigi.. for no reason.. decided to like.. slp in her own room.. haha.. nitey nite peeps.. =) *ahhh chhheeewWW!!!* *sniff sniff*

wee. here i aqm again!! hahas =)) *smiles. okayees. since u're so sweet. i shall forgive you for squealing/screaming at me. hahas =P yupp..



wee. i'm supposed to invade.. but what am i supposed to write!? hahas. =P i don't wanna flood other people with mush. =X but sometimes.. cannot help it la. its just me. =X BLEAH. hahas.



well. you must take care kayx.. >.< gonna fall sick le. hahas. not like. i won't take care of you when you're sick.. but hmm. don't wanna see yoo sick and feeling horrible? smiles. =)) so must take care kayx? *huggs.


hmms. i shouldn't drag on for too long. hahas. as usuall.... this is for *yOo.





Love Is ...

Love is the greatest feeling,
Love is like a play,
Love is what I feel for you,
Each and every day,
Love is like a smile,
Love is like a song,
Love is a great emotion,
That keeps us going strong,
I love you with my heart,
My body and my soul,
I love the way I keep loving,
Like a love I can't control,
So remember when your eyes meet mine,
I love you with all my heart,
And I have poured my entire soul into you,
Right from the very start.


baby, i'm so thankful i found you. =))
i love you.

lets see...

hmmM.. went to cbc today.. guess had a great time.. =) firstly.. brought becky her prezzies and all.. her initial reaction was a reallie like.. shocked and touched one.. haha. she went like.. *open mouth big big* thank you.. thanl you.. i was trying to tell her tt well.. sam jnr kinda like erm.. chose/picked the prezzies.. till mr lim rusheng came and like.. "bullied" me smwhat.. *cries..
woah.. am i sorely missed or am i just missed?? everyone wanna like.. talk to me.. and ask 2 thgs.. w/o fail.. 1) why aint i in church.. 2) my hair. haha.. i knew it lorh.. haha.. kinda prepared the ans liike... before hand liao.. haha. hmmM.. told them 1) was visiting other churches w my frens.. to exp the new/diff enviornment and all.. and 2) just cut my hair in the spur of the moment. haha and kinda regreated it lorh.. haha.. everyone.. expt for erm.. posh, audrey... and..... SHIT.. tts abt it.. they kinda said tt my previous hairstyle wqas sooo much better/nicer.. i agreed.. sadly.. haha..
worship was kinda.. erm.... fun/interesting..haha.. cos 1) its been sm time since i've bullied min.. 2) its reallie a long time since i bullied min.. haha.. lolX..
after church.. went w posh and sam jnr to visit shannon.. OMG.. now i noe why posh is like.. so in LURVVE w shannon.. so CUTE!! haha.. small lil cute thing..haha.. =)
den went ot the food court and slacked ard.. haha.. did certain thgs... tt well.. haha.. can't say larh.. but... is sam jnr slow..or is he slow?/ haha.. lolX..
for dinner.. went to taka's seoul garden w sam jnr.. ujin.. his fren chris( i think) yea.. haha.. ate like.. crazy... and all. haha.. yea.. hmmM.. guess tts my life larh..

smtimes.. good things do come to an end.. but sometimes.. they dun.. i wish.. tt.. this.. will not ever end.. becoz i want it to last.. for the rest of my life.. its just to good to be true at times.. but i guess i gotta thank God.. that well.. this is happening....

*you.

sometimes
words cannot describe how much i feel inside of me
words cannot express my deepest feelings
words cannot convey the meaning of how much you are to me
but...
words are all i have
and i will try my best to convey my feelings for you
i love you
from the bottom of my heart

labour day.. haha. unc's bdae.. and posh have a new lil cuzzie too. haha.. great day i guess..


dunno wad to blog.. again..haha..shall dedi smthg to you..

Girl, i keep thinkin' of how i feel
When i'm in your arms gives me a chill.
Just knowin' that you want me by your side
Mellows my mind and enhances my pride.
Girl, i need you more and more each day
Believe me when i tell you i'm here to stay.
I'm captured by your love and your pretty smile
You devastataing beauty and your sweet profile.

I love you, 'cause i love you
I love you, 'cause i love you

You're so fine. let's wine and dine.
I'm so happy that you are mine.
Thinking of you i melt with desire
Take you in my arms, let love take us higher.
To hear you talk, sounds so sweet
When you're close to me i feel your heat.
Girl, i want you and you want me
And it'll last until eternity.
You're like the snow fallin' from the sky
So clean, like the look in your eye.
You're my queen, i'll buy you everything
Yes, girl, even diamond rings.
'cause you're my lady, and this love is true,
Every sunset makes me think of you.
And i'll never forget what you mean to me,
Comin' straight from the heart of vanilla i-c-e.

I love you, 'cause i love you
I love you, 'cause i love you

Hello. girl, when i first saw you. it was love at first sight.
We've been goin' out now for about two years and i still
Feel the same.
I know i haven't said it much before...well...it's because,
See, i get all choked up inside. it just doesn't wanna'
Come out. i don't know. maybe this'll help all the bad
Things i've done. so, no matter what goes on, no matter
What happens, always remember...i love you!

muahahahaha.hellos dada!!
hmm hopefully you wun kill me for this.but hahaa.okok sorry for invading your privacy at the first place.sorry sorry..*squats down and makes a peace sign*.
okok haha.same things are ya.as mama.hahhaa.ehh i dun have much creativity juice in me lahh.=) but heyy.this for both of ya.=)

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When you think of your past love, you may view it
as a failure. But when you find a new love, you
view the past as a teacher. In the game of love,
it doesn't really matter who won or who lost.
What is important is you know when to hold on and
when to let go! You know you really love someone
when you want him or her to be happy, even if
their happiness means that you're not part of it.
Everything happens for the best.

If the person you love doesn't love you back,
don't be afraid to love someone else again, for
you'll never know unless you give it a try.
You'll never love a person you love unless you
risk for love. Love strives in hurting. If you
don't get hurt, you don't learn how to love.

Love doesn't hurt all the time. Though the
hurting is still there to test you, it is to help
you grow. Don't find love, let love find you.
That's why it's called falling in love because
you don't force yourself to fall. You just fall.
You cannot finish a book without closing its
chapters. If you want to go on, then you have to
leave the past as you turn the pages.

Love is not destroyed by a single failure or won
by a single caress. It is a lifetime venture in
which we are always learning, discovering and
growing. The greatest irony of love is letting go
when you need to hold on and holding on when you
need to let go. We lose someone we love only when
we are destined to find someone else who can love
us even more than we can love ourselves. On
falling out of love, take some time to heal and
then get beckon the horse. But don't ever make
the same mistake of riding the same one that
threw you the first time.

To love is to risk rejection, to live is to risk
dying, to hope is to risk failure. But risk must
be taken because the greatest hazard in life is
risk nothing! To reach for another is to risk
involvement, to expose your feelings is to expose
true self; to love is to risk not to be loved in
return. How to define love: fall but do not
stumble, be constant but not too persistent,
share and never be unfair, understand and try not
to demand, hurt but never keep the pain.

Love is like a knife. It can stab the heart or it
can carve wonderful images into the soul that
always last for a lifetime. Love is supposed to
be the most wonderful feeling. It should inspire
you and give you joy and strength. But sometimes
the things that give you joy can also hurt you in
the end. Loving people means giving them the
freedom who they choose to be and where they
choose to be. For all the heartaches and the
tears, for gloomy days and fruitless years, you
should give thanks, for you know, that there were
the things that helped you grow.

Loving someone means giving him/her the freedom to
find his/her way, whether it leads towards you or
away from you. Love is a painful risk to take but
the risk must be taken no matter how scary or
painful, for only then you'll experience the
fullness of humanity and that is love.

Only love can hurt your heart, fill you with
desire and tear you apart.

Only love can make you cry and only love knows
why. If you're not ready to cry, if you're not
ready to take the risk, if you're not ready to
feel the pain, then you're not ready to fall in
love. There was a time in our lives when we
became afraid to fall in love 'coz every time we
do, we get hurt, and then I figured that's why
it's called falling in love.

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okok once again..sorry!!.*shows innocent face*.haha..okok i run le ba.later you come kok my head.=) enjoy yr night!!.byeeeee!! *waves* tk care dada!!.love ya and mama.=)

((( invasion !! ))) =D


heeelllloss! hahas.i haven't been invading anyonee's bloggie for sometime mans.bleahsss.=P so..lucky you! heh* thanks for the wonderful time yesterday..=)) maybe that's why i had sucha good..nice..and long sleep last night?lolx.. =P



oohh wells.life rocks with you around..weee.i'm darn hyperr!trying my best to contain myself right now..=P hahas.yupp..i shall not take up too much space.wee.i love you! x)


Can't you see?
There's a feeling that's come over me
Close my eyes
You're the only one that leaves me completely breathless

No need to wonder why
Sometimes a gift like this you can't deny

'Cause I wanted to fly,
so you gave me your wings
And time held its breath so I could see, yeah
And you set me free

There's a will
There's a way
Sometimes words just can't explain
This is real
I'm afraid
I guess this time there's just no hiding, fighting
You make me restless

You're in my heart
The only light that shines
there in the dark

'Cause I wanted to fly,
so you gave me your wings
And time held its breath so I could see, yeah
And you set me free

When I was alone
You came around
When I was down
You pulled me through
And there's nothing that
I wouldn't do for you

'Cause I wanted to fly,
so you gave me your wings
And time held its breath so I could see, yeah
And you set me free


thank you for loving me. x]

with face then its crush, with character then its compatibility, without condition then its love

first time im starting w a quote.. oh my.. i can't believe it man.. haha.. hmmm.. well.. had a fabulous day today.. shant go into details.. its onil btw me and you.. heehee

today was kinda like.. an emotional rollar coaster? like.. morning.. angry.. grouchy.. den brunch time.. blureded look.. early afternoon was feeling guilty and bad.. and terrence was kinda like.. outta plc? haha.. poor him.. den later afternoon till like.. ard 12.. was the best time today. for this wk.. and prob.. since a long time ago.. haha.. den early 1st may.. became a middleman.. haiz.. can't believe it.. haha..

morn.. sam called.. and i was like.. slping.. and i needed my beauty slp lorh.. he was.. in a sense.. irritating me.. cos he was asking practically the same Qs over and over again.. abit in different words..and yea.. practically screamed at him.. poor guy.. haha..

brunch.. met terrence abd went to macs for brunch.. yea.. bastard's hair is finally longer then mine.. haha.. the min we stepped into macs.. we saw like.. thousands of cedareans.. like.. they practically filled the whole plc.. i went like.. omg!!! since we were soo hungry and all.. we decided.. quickly eat.. quickly leave.. haha. and tt we did.. haha..

came to my hse to slack smwhat.. den yea.. problems came.. not gonna say wasd.. but yea.. was feeling guilty and all abt it.. and yea.. terrence was kinda.. like.. as i've said.. outta plc.. yea.. poor him..
side note.. yea.. to the person involved.. yea.. im sorrie.. we're sorrie.. i noe we shdve like.. let u in on it b4 u found out.. u can hate me/us.. and all.. yea.. im sorrie.. if u wun ever forgive me.. i understand.. yea..

ard 4.. meet a certain smone. yea.. and thus.. had a reallie great time..

am back finally..long long day sia.. haha.. yea..

its times like this
we gotta stay strong
we gotta keep going
no point stopping it
cos it aint a good reason at all
and more imptly
pray
and pray more
that things will go smoothly
and tt we'll both have the str to fight
wadeva it is
im here
for you
rmb
you'd cry
i'd wipe away all of ur tears
u'd scream
i'd fight away all of ur fears

i <3 u


wishes can and cannot come true.. smtimes.. to make it come true.. we have to do smthg about it.. and rgd this.. i want to make this wish come true.. don't u? im gonna work hard on this matter.. and do all i can to keep it going.. i promise..


i wanna hold u in my arms.. for the rest of my life.. will u let me??