tired

i am dead tired...

hahas.. almst collasped in the mrt lorhs?..

oh wells..

tired.. very very tired.. can't even climb the stairs properly..

i just wanna slp slp slp..

rest my mind.. body and legs.. lolX

tired isa.. i wanna go slp le..

nitey peeps..

yawns.

dang.. having a terrible headache now. sienz..

oh wells..

just..impt announcement..

dun think i'll be playing soccer le..
thinking of giving it up..


yupps..

just tt... sienz.. headache.. im off to bed le.. night night

xmas wun be xmas if HE wasnt the centre

MERRY CHRISTMAS PEOPLE!!!

i really am happy.. hahas.. *smiles all over

its like.. wow.. xmas.. hahs.. for once.. like.. FOR ONCE.. in my wholeentire life in the yf.. im in church. early in the morning.. hahas.. im like.. proud of myself.. hahas. =) smiles. she went to church. hahas. =) cool. lalalas..

die larhs.. i still have prezzies i haven wrapped.. or buy.. lolX.. hahas.. ok well..

at least i have prezzies.. lolX.

hahas.. im soo tired.. yawns..

my relatives left not long ago.. my mum's a yr older today.. so.. wish her a happy bdae yar? hahas.. =) also.. am growing fatter.. and wiser? nah.. dun thinkso.. hhahas.. why i got no money? no angbaos? not fiar.. oh well.. bleahs..

i need cash.. badly.. hahas.. die die die larhs..

nwae.. tts not the pt..

pt is.. xmas. is a day we celebrate the birth of Jesus. the day when He came to earth. in the form of a human being. how's tt for.,. cool? hahas.. lolX.. tts always a reason why thgs hpn.. reason why Jesus came to earth in the form of a human is simple cos. so he wld understand and have a first hand a/c of human suffering and tempatations. and he passed it w flying colors. dun u think so? hahas..

tis the season to be jolly
fa-lalalala-lalalala


well.. lets be jolly.. make merry.. BUT.. i repeat..

BUT

do not ever.. forget the true meaning of Christmas. kk peeps? hjahas

im tired.. and i wanna open my prezzie.. bleahs.. gotta wait till tml. oh wells..


am off to slp.. tata..


doing : watching so close on channel U. and trying to get wad we need for the upcoming. world lking in stuffs.
songs : none. watching shows. rmb??
quotes : nah.. lazy to find/type/think of one. shall give u 2 the next time rnd..

merry xmas!!

hahas.. today's the 24th. eve of christmas.. wow.. i mean.. almst a yr has passed.. wow.. 31st is like.. real real soon.. meaning.. our 8 mths is like.. also coming up. hahas.. wow.. canm't believe it larhs.. thgs are like.. so fast and yet so slow.. hahas..

today arhs.. had stupid sch larhs.. kinda.. stupid.. considering the fact that.. class is onli like.. for an hr.? while i have to travel fm home to sch and home again.. which takes me 2 hrs? dumb right? *stupid sp lectureres.*.. oh wells.. hahas.. din go back.. or joined my classmates go orchard.. went to rot at her plc.. den.. went to lucky to get my dad's xmas prezzie.. so cool larhs.. couple parfum for my parents.. hahas.. =) hmmM. she went to monks for countdown.. really hope she's like.. having a good time there. =) wanted to go too larhs.. but... my mum's bdae tml. so.. oh wells.. gotta wrap my dad's prezzie.. hahas.. =X.. lazy larhs.. bleahs..

hmmM.. am reading the "the da vinci code".. nice book.. yupp.. trailler.. no doubt.. but.. tts all it has to be.. a story book.. tts all.. everythg in there.. nope.. dun take them seriously.. its just.. crap.. yar.. many reasons larhs. thgs tt they say.. dun act hpn in real life. or rather. they twisted it lorhs.. yupps.. tts one.. and the l;ast one.. hahas..

im tired.. tml there's church at 10. yawns.. im tired.. so.. im gg ot slp.. good idea? hahas... cool..

over and out..


love love love yoo!!.. =)

public announcement

just. a public apology to my dearest sister..

gi.. i'm reallie sorry abt what hpned just now. i know i over reacted. i had a rough day. yar. i'm soo soo sorry..

i know im in the wrong.

i'm really sorry..

=(

in case u dunno. it hurts me too larhs.

in any case. im sorry. and i apologize.


no one seems to understand it.at least. not the way i'm feeling inside

3 MORE DAYS!!!

lolX.. its.. soon.. but.. still long.. but still.. its soon!!

hahas..

today..

went to sch late.. like.. 8.30. class was at 8-820. fin sch early.. hahas..
when i reached the classroom. not a single soul was there.. *ALAMAK!!! how can lorh? they all ps me..

nwae.. went to find them at fc 3.. den. had break-fast.. hahas.. break fast.. lolX..
decided to all zhao our next lesson.. java porogramming.. sooooooo boring lorh!!! but i'm not sure who zhaoed.. i onli know me andy karin sharon and freddie all zhaoed java.. wahahhaas.. next week.. HAVE to go arhs!!!

nwae.. went to grab the cake.. yupp.. mango cheesecake.. yummy kk?? budden.. haiz.. shall not talk abt it le larhs.. find up down left right.. decided here. decided there.. spent $$ here and there.. to finally decided on a cake.. but................... haiz.. nvm.. shall not talk abt it le.. my heart.. piang..

so went to SPSG to play pooll.. cos.. if i went there so early.. ard.. 10.. i'd be damn early for them to eat the cake.. so tot leave ltr better.. (turns out.. i SHDn't have bought the cake.. oh well)
was at SPSG and discovered that.. the pool plc has arcade games.. like.. para para. slient scope. metal gear etc etc.. cool sia.. muyahaha.. sooo dammnmnmnmn cool lrohs!!! lolX.. i want to go again.. soon.. cos its like.. soo damn bloodly cheap lorh.. like.. 20 cents? hhahas.. =)

ard 11. went to collect cake.. was.. frozen. cos cake was mango cheese cake.. must
shdn't have bought the cake. cos.. they all din eat
be cold den nice larhs.. budden.................... cont on to sentosa.. met jenny
fm the lk of her face. she hated it.
at outram. hahas.. din expect to.. den.. went to sentosa meet them larh basically..
sigh. waste money nvm. but. cos of the cake.
hmmM.. at sentosa.. some stuffs hpned.. basically.. let the incidents tt hpn be onli
i realised. im useless. i cldn't protect her.
in my mind larhs.. dowanna talk abt it..
i suck larhs. NO? HA. oh wells.
oh wells.. went to harbour front after the trip. den i came back home. dun wanna eg abbt it le larhs. im fucking pissed abt it.

sucks larhs.. just.. a happy day w bad stuffs.. oh wells..

......................................... i dunno wad to say. to do. anymore. i suck.

haha.. its just.. a few more days to.. *censored*

lolX

no way am i gonna give that word out..

cos.. i've got a plan for it..

and im so darn sure that ****** will like it.. better still. LURRVE it..

haahahs..

=)

*big smile on my face..

here's my plan for that day..

first.. after ______.. im gonna bring ___ to eat first larhs.. just.. where to eat is the problem.. dan.. we're gonna go to ____ ____ have get real real ____.. of cos.. __'__ gonna have fun there larhs.. *dUH!!! lalas.. den... __'__ gonna go to _______'s place larhs.. and have ___.. isn't my plan.. rather.. THE plan soooo sooo cool???? no?? hahas.. =)

*smiles. grin. chuckle. smiles..

hahahahah.. im soo soo excited lorh..!!

wahahhahaahahahah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



oh well.. on a lesser note..

SCHOOL'S BORING!!

-YAWNS-

and its so freaking cold..
-freezes.den freezed-

-brrrrrrrrrr-

heh heh.. i gotta get used to it tho..

-wicked grin-

yawns.. sooo soo tired...
long long day today..
im bored bored bored..

im missing her so so so so so so much..

its.. gonna.. be.. 3 more hrs at least den can meet her...

ohwell.. gotta ren.. ren ren ren..

lmeanwhile...

thinking of tt.. thg.. *pts all the way up*

cya peeps..

crap...

crap sia..

hope/use

my IE got this.. stoopid problem.. the language is.. CHINESE?? OMG!!!

at least.. malay or smthg.. not tt bad rite?? but.. CHINESE??

WTF!!!!!!!

dang it lorhs.. stupid thg..

-shall start looking on the bright side of life tho..

i want my kenzo air parfum!! and echo man!! and black code!!! dang it sia..

reallie lorhs..

oh yar..

and my bag!!

and.. im getting my shirt tml!! yay!! ahhas..

=)
-smailes...


less

hahas..

stupid IE>. hate you!!! oh wells..

im soooo gonna slp le..

nitey peeps..

=)

yay!!

hahas.. finally.. mr jonathan yang fei is coming back to singapore.. hahas.. =)

cool man..
but.. more lame corny jokes..
oh wells..
you can't get everythg you want.. no??

hahs

oh well.. updated here and there.. and now.. am off to bed..
tata

nitey peeps..


If thou must love me, let it be for nought
Except for love's sake only. Do not say
'I love her for her smile--her look--her way
Of speaking gently,--for a trick of thought
That falls in well with mine, and certes brought
A sense of pleasant ease on such a day'--
For these things in themselves, Beloved, may
Be changed, or change for thee,--and love, so wrought,
May be unwrought so. Neither love me for
Thine own dear pity's wiping my cheeks dry,--
A creature might forget to weep, who bore
Thy comfort long, and lose thy love thereby !
But love me for love's sake, that evermore
Thou mayst love on, through love's eternity.


i love you dear.. truely.. madly.. deeply..

*huggs*

yawns....

bleahs..

had a long long week...... hahas..

yawns.. im soooooo tired...

monday.. supposed to go CFCC camp.. (rmb CFCC? check last yrs archives ard this time.) but instd.. went to bugis w her. shimin brudder and angel and aaron to supposedly dye/highlight our hair.. however horh.. gotta pay for it.. somemore so expensive lorhs!!!! must pay.. got cheated outta it.. =( walked ard.. aaron cut and styled his hair. he looks nice dude.. =) hahas.. nwae.. i've gotten her B-dae prezzie for her le!! hahas.. walked alot.. den jwent to angel's plc.. cos they all left le.. den gotta go back church for meeting.. yar.. went home after meeting.. angel and anna went to her plc to stay over..

tue..
morning went over to her plc. ro9tted ard.. den. went to meet terrence and kenneth.. den went to whitesands.. had this.. shepards chicken pie. hahas.. at delifrance. wow.. nice and expensive.. hahas..

wed.. was at camp.. morning just.. talked alot.. den.. went to macritchie for our games.. wow.. damn tired sia.. bleahs.. den went to church after the macritchie thgy for band practice.. (i NEED A BLACK BUTTON SHIRT!!!)

thurs.. stayed at home.. den went to her plc at ard................ 8 plus. hahas.. took a cab there.. halfway to the chalent.. alvan called to say tt he was a pasir ris.. bleahs!!!! stupid me.. =( cldve save money man.. =(

fri.. after breaking camp.. went to her plc.. nth much larhs.. qwatched movie.. play games.. helped her w her household chores.. yar.. den. came home.. hahahas..


had a good but tiring week man.. *yawns.... but had fun larhs.. just that.. missed her alot while at camp lorhs.. but. yars.. had fun.. learned loads of thgs. hahas..

=)

dunno waddda write.. lazy le.. hahas

BOOBOO!!

*pokes you.
its okay okay?!
don go blaming yerself.
i'm fine i'm fine.
=)
i make mistakes too.
bleahh.
anyways.
HIEE!!
i'm here again.
*jumps from behind MY rocking chair.
peek-a-boo!
=D
haas.
decided to grace yoo with an entry.
i'm SO NICE.
hor.
you better love me for being nice.
>.<
haas.
jokinggg alrightss?!
heh.
yay.
p6 camp tmr.
i dunno if mum will lemme go tian wee's camp?
hurr.
we'll see we'll see okay?!
*HUGGS!!
heh.



a song fer yoo. =)



"Nothings Gonna Stop Us Now"

Maybe I've been too superstitious
Afraid of being too naive
Never been enough for taking chances
But there's another side of me
Love is a winding road
We can make it through together
And we'll never give up

[Chorus:]
I've made up my mind this time
I'm gonna break through all these chains
I'm willing to risk it all
To take a fall
'Cause nothing's gonna stop us now
I'll be there through good and bad
Through every step along the way
And no one can break the spell
Oh I can tell
Nothing's gonna stop us now
Stop us now

People say I've been acting crazy
Every now and then
But they don't understand this feeling
You've opened up so deep inside
Love is a winding road
And we'll make it last forever
And we'll never give up

[Chorus]

Nothing's gonna stop us now
Stop us now

Maybe I've been too superstitious, hm
Love is a winding road
But I found my way through the rain

[Chorus]

A million to escape you, baby
Nothing's gonna stop us now
Stop us now..



=D !!
heh.
i'm off to OUR blog!
*tinkkkk!!



i won't let anything come between us. =)

HA..

first thgs first..

it is MY fault.. no one elses. not yours.. not theirs.. BUT MINE!! and mine alone..

i suck.. if i had payed more attn.. just.. a tini winnnie bit more.. this wldn't have hpned.. HA. instd of paying attn to her valuable thgs.. i was thiunking too much.. im thinking of other.. not impt stuffs.. lil stuffs.. compared to hers. HA!..

dunno larhs..

the pain physically isn't as painful of my heart breaking. HA.
hurt myself somemore time

i suck. i hate myself. i jsut can't seem to do thgs right.
maybe........ im wrong........????????

i dunno..

i dun wanna think..

im tired..

i wanna go slp...

good night..

fuck fuck fuck.. i suck.. im a total fucker

MISTAKE!

POUT!!!

it wasn't intentional.. it was an accident..

BLEAHS!!!!!

correction to the previous posts....

the "i love my friend" thgy? rmb that??

well.. it isn't friend..

somehow.. i din type in the word girl.. *must be the stupid keyboard at csr

rmb! its "i love my GIRLFRIEND!!"

KK?????

hmmm..

any way.. since wed till today.. tiring? hahs..
wed was at ecp.. w her.. enjoying ourselves..
den. sent her back..
and got back late. hahas..
din reallie eat much for the bbq. partly cos got nth to eat? all eaten le.. -pout- was hungry.. thru out the nighttalk to her till ard............. 4?
hmmm.. saw a metoer?
cool.. hahas
den.. i did smthg.. and certain thgs happened..
its all my fault..
gosh.. how much i suck..

thurs..
went to macs for breakfast...
once again..
thgs hpned.. cos of me.. simple..
dun wanna bring that up..
....
ph wellss
fri.. woke up early..
checked out early too..
went to kallangs..
den go meet her at cityhall..
to go church worship retreat..
haas..
had dun there..
tho. certain thgs hpned..
to me. and her.
-shrugs-
oh wells.
yar.. stayed overnight at church..
den.. went home..

hahs..

thats abt it larhs..
=)
hahas..

=)

chalet

am currently at east coast costa sands resort with my friend!!! hehe..

hahs.. got chalet..so.. am here larhs..


=)

i love my friend..

hahas..

waiting for the rest to come..

so can go room and...... slp?? heheheh

kao.. my leg pain..

oh wells..

got nth to say le...
bb=)

i sooo sooo sooo very verrrry berry(??) much lub chew!!!

im back

im blogging!!!
yes.. im BLOGGING!!!!
its like.. 9.30 am now..
and..
IM BLOGGING???!!!!!!!
hahas.. cool..
smthg new eh?
hahas..

oh wells..

today supposed to go east coast for "sunrise breakfast" with aunt helen and stephanie..

budden.. everyone slping.. and.. aunt helen cant make it..

oh well..

ytd was at church..
first for some soccer briefing..
5 aside..
yars..
short but. the usual..
im okie with it larhs..

den.. went to audit..
cos mr tan wanted me to "take in the atmosphere" of
and that uky told him tt i needed more prac..
so im there. HA..
played abit..
den went to be a temp backup singer.
hahas..
the church building nearly tumbled..
lolx

hmmM.. ytd was tiff bdae..

"HAPPY BDAE.. i mean.. belated.."

hmmM.. was.. a up and down day larhs..

broke her slippers..
"cry"
got her a new pair..
thks to.......
____ ___
fill in the blanks.?
hahas..
oh wells..

i decided to go play games le..
hahas..

tata peeps..
i love you all!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

. boo!

HELLOOO !!!
invasion!
i know i haven done one in ages.
=P
haas
just a short one cos my parents are driving me nuts.
bleahs.
i can't wait for a certain sunday too!
lols.
i'm gonna blog in our blog next..
dun say i never blog ah.
buhh
i can't wait for exams to finish and for them to STOP bugging me.
=x
haas
okay lahs.
stopping with a song for you.
=))


For Your Love


You are every part of me
And with every breath I take
Your love will light my way
And for every day I live
The promise that I made
Is I will never let you go babe

I swear I never knew love like this before
And for everything you are
I gotta make you know
For your love

And I'd give anything for your love
'Cause baby I'd never make it alone
And forever I'll stand by your side
I just gotta make you see yeah
I only live... for your love

When I was running out of faith
You still believed in me
And never let me fall
And the times I lost my way
You're the one who held me up
And brought me through it all

I swear I never saw it like this before
'Cause baby with your love you gave me
The reason to go on
And for your love

And I'd give anything for your love
'Cause baby I'd never make it alone
And forever I'll stand by your side
I just gotta make you see yeah
I only live... for your love

And everything I am
And all that I could be
Would mean nothing now
If you're not with me
Shinin' your light on me
When night is closin' in
When I was weak
You were the one who made me strong
you gave me faith to carry on

And I'd give anything for your love
'Cause baby I'd never make it alone
And forever I'll stand by your side
I just gotta make you see yeah
I only live... for your love

And I'd give anything for your love
'Cause baby I'd never make it alone
And forever I'll stand by your side...

GOD'S CAKE

Sometimes we wonder, "What did I do to deserve
this?" or "Why did God
have to do this to me?" Here is a wonderful
explanation!

A daughter is telling her Mother how everything is
going wrong, she's
failing algebra, her boyfriend broke up with her
and
her best friend
is moving away.

Meanwhile, her Mother is baking a cake and asks
her
daughter if she
would like a snack, and the daughter says,
"Absolutely Mom, I love
your cake."

Here, have some cooking oil," her Mother offers.
"Yuck" says her
daughter.

"How about a couple raw eggs?"
"Gross, Mom!"

"Would you like some flour then? Or maybe baking
soda?" "Mom, those
are all yucky!"

To which the mother replies: "Yes, all those
things
seem bad all by
themselves. But when they are put together in the
righ! t way, they
make a wonderfully delicious cake!

God works the same way. Many times we wonder
why He
would let us go
through such bad and difficult times. But God
knows
that when He puts
these things all in His order, they always work
for
good! We just
have to trust Him and, eventually, they will all
make something
wonderful!

God is crazy about you. He sends you flowers
every
spring and a
sunrise every morning. Whenever you want to talk,
He'll listen. He
can live anywhere in the universe, and He chose
your
heart.

If you like this, send this on to the people you
really care about. I
did.

I hope your day is a "piece of cake!"

LIFE MIGHT NOT BE THE PARTY WE HOPED
FOR, BUT WHILE
WE ARE HERE, WE
MIGHT AS WELL DANCE

---

hahas.. more from the friedster bulletin board..
hahas..

jokes..

hhahas.. funny joke sia..



Prime Ministers from USA, UK and Singapore were travelling on a warship
that was cruising near S.Arabia. The 3 were talking about how brave their
soldiers were when their cordial discussion soon turned into an argument
where each wanted to prove the bravery of their own soldiers.


The Pres. of USA said, "let me show u what is guts", where upon he called
his Colonel and said "Jump into the sea and swim 3 rounds around this
ship!". The Colonel replied "Anything for Uncle Sam, Sir", and jumped into
the shark infested sea and swam 3 rounds around the ship,with the sharks
chasing him like mad! After the successful 3 rounds, the Colonel came up to
the deck and said, "I did it for Uncle Sam Mr.President!". The proud US
President replied "That's what I call guts!".


The Prime M inister of UK became aggressive and quickly called his General
and said "General, jump into the sea and swim 10 rounds around this ship!".


The General replied "Anything for the Queen, Sir", and jumped into the
shark infested sea and swam 10 rounds around the = ship, with the sharks
chasing him frantically. After the successful 10 rounds the 3-star General
came up to the deck and said, "Long Live the Queen!".


The proud UK PM replied "That's what I call guts!"


The Prime Minister of Singapore cannot control himself. He had to show that
his soldiers have it too. He called one of his Private and said "Soldier,
jump into the sea and swim 15 rounds around this ship!".The Private replied
"Oi, you siao (crazy) izzit?" I juz bought my 4- room and I am paying
through my nose. Now, U want me to jump and die, eh? If u want to hao lian
(show off), you jump into the sea yourself!


The Singapore PM smiled and said "Now,that's what I call guts!".

---

and another crappy joke.. about the future NIRC card..


Ah Beng's FutureCard ( Likely Scenerio )

Operator: "Thank you for calling Pizza Hut Geylang. May I have
your..."

Ah Beng: "Haloo, arh...can I orler huh..."

Operator: "Can I have your Future Card number first, Sir?"

Ah Beng: "It's arh..., hold on prease, arh..... S6102-0499-54610FC"

Operator: "OK... you're... Tan Ah Beng alias 'Or Kwee Tao' and you're
calling from 17-D Lorong 14, Geylang. Your home number is 6782 8828,
your office 6782 8838 and your mobile is 96828848. Which number are you
calling from now Sir?

Ah Beng: "Home lah! Wah Lan...How you get all my phone lumbers, arh?"

Operator: "We are connected to the 'FutureCard' system Sir"

Ah Beng: "OK lah, okay lah...Can I orler your Seafood Pisar..."

Operator : "That's not a good idea Sir"

Ah Beng: "Why....Cannot arh?"

Operator: "According to your latest medical records, you have high
blood pressure and even higher cholesterol level Sir"

Ah Beng: "What?...Wah Lan!....medical lecords also hab... you
lecommend lah?"

Operator: "Try our Low Fat Hokkien Mee Pizza. You'll like it"

Ah Beng: "Wah...How you know I like Hokkien mee, arh?"

Operator: "You borrowed a book entitled "Popular Hokkien Dishes" from
the National Library last week Sir"

Ah Beng: "OK...OK...Buay Ta Han... I give up... Gif me three family
sized ones then, how much arh?

Operator: "That should be enough for your family of 10, Sir. The total
is $45..."

Ah Beng: "I pay by FutureCard...Can or Not ?"

Operator: "I'm afraid you have to pay us cash, Sir. Your credit card
is over the limit and you're owing your bank $6720.55- since October last
year"

Ah Beng: "Ka Nee Nah!... Everything also know...chiat lat!"

Operator: "That's not including the late payment charges on
your housing loan Sir.

Ah Beng: "Okay lah...I run to ATM and withdraw some cash before you
come my house lor"

Operator : "You can't Sir. Based on the records, you've reached your
daily limit on machine withdrawal today....with the latest withdrawal of
$250 for 4D and TOTO at 2.46pm"

Ah Beng: "Never mind just send the pizzas, I borrow money from my Ah
Mah. How long arh?"

Operator: "About 45 minutes Sir, but if you can't wait you can always
come and collect it on your motorcycle...it'll be ready in 15 mins and you
are only 5 mins away"

Ah Beng: "Where got transport?"

Operator: "According to the details in your FutureCard", you own a
Honda Scooter, ...registration number FE 3288..."

Ah Beng: "Ka Nee Nah!"

Operator : "Better watch your language Sir. Remember on 15th July 1987
you were convicted of using abusive language on a policeman... ?"

Ah Beng: [Speechless and calms down after being reminded of the brush
with the law]

Operator: "Is there anything else Sir?"

Ah Beng: "Nothing... by the way... still got stock of that 3 free
bottles of cola as advertised or not?"

Operator: "We normally would Sir, but based on your records you're
also diabetic....... "

Ah Beng: [Heard cursing away as he slams down the phone and telling
his family he is going to the Hawker Centre to 'Tar Pow']




haha.. aint those farnie.?

hahas..

hmmM.. totaloo peeps..
bb

nitey..

iLuSmTiWeLyG
peterpan loves tinkerbell

die le larhs..

am just.. bored.. was reading thru friendster bulletin board.. came across this..

just decided to post it.. no hidden meaning.. or nthg.. just.. pure borness..



30 Things Guys Want Girls To Know!!

1. We're not as perverted as you think we all are.

2. No matter what YOU say, your ex-boyfriend IS a
LOSER.

3. We like you to give us hugs and kisses
sometimes too.

4. Don't argue with us when we call you beautiful.

5. Don't treat us like crap, what goes around
comes around.

6. We know you're pretty, that's one of the
reason's we're going out with you.

7. Don't go into detail about your period. It scares
us.

8. If you have cramps and we ask you what's
wrong, just tell us it's that time of the month and
nothing more.

9. If you really liked us for us, you would let us
think
that our mustache, beard, or sideburns looked
cool.

10. We never shave our legs. So get over it.

11. NEVER ask us if you can put makeup on us.
It's just wrong............

12. Don't make bets about us, because one of
your friends will tell us, if you don't.

13. When we tell you that you're not fat, believe us.

14. We absolutely do not care about the
Backstreet Boys, *NSYNC, 98 Degrees, or what
any other guy looks like for that matter.

15. We may not be able to pee accurately all of
the time, but at least we can stand up and go pee.

16. Just cause you think you're always right,
doesn't mean that you don't have to apologize
when you do something "wrong."

17. You expect us to say and do sweet things for
you, but it would be nice if you did the same every
once in a while. We like to know that you love us.

18. We can't always be spontaneous, so try to
help us make the plans sometimes.

19. Don't ask us to beat up another guy for you,
cause you might get what you wish for.

20. Never kick us in the nuts "just to see what we
would say". That's just mean.

21. Never pretend like you are going to break up
with us and laugh when we believe you.

22. Pamela Anderson's tits aren't fake anymore,
but we like yours better anyway.

23. Size doesn't matter, except to idiots who don't
want a relationship.

24. PMS is not an excuse.

25. If you want us to put the seat down when we're
done, you should put it up when you're done.

26............ Don't tell us how cute your
ex-boyfriend
was. That doesn't turn us on.

27. And always remember: The way to a guys
heart is through his stomach..... and maybe....oh
nevermind.

28. NEVER ask us to kiss other guys. You might
be that comfy with your friends, but to us it's just
wrong.

29. We always notice how funny it is after your rip
out our heart, stick it down our throat and still want
to be friends.

30. And last but not least: We know you're not
always right, but we'll pretend like you are anyway

---

thg abt girls is that....



When girls are quiet, Millions of
things are running in their mind.

When girls are not arguing, They are
thinking deeply.

When girls look 'staringly' at you, They
are wondering how long you will be
around.

When girls answer "i'm fine" after a
few seconds, They are not at all fine.

When girls stare at you, They are
wondering why are you lying.

When girls lay on your chest, They are
wishing for you to be theirs forever.

When girls call you everyday, They are
seeking for your attention.

When girls want to see you everyday,
They want to be loved and pampered by
you.

When girls sms u everyday, They
miss
you and want you to reply at least once.

When girls say I love you, They mean
it.

When girls say that they can't live
without you, They have made up their
mind
that
you are their future.

Finally..
When girls say "i miss you", No one
in this world can miss you more than
them...

---

hmmmMm.................


"Cash, cheque or credit?" I asked, after folding
items the woman wished to purchase. As she
fumbled for her wallet, I noticed a remote control
for a television set in her purse.

"So, do you always carry your TV remote?" I
asked.

"No," she replied, " but my husband refused to
come shopping with me, so I figured this was the
most legal evil thing I could do to him."

UNDERSTANDING WOMEN(A MAN'S
PERSPECTIVE)

I know I'm not going to understand women.
I'll never understand how you can take boiling hot
wax, pour it onto your upper thigh, rip the hair out
by the root, and still be afraid of a spider.

WIFE VS HUSBAND

A couple drove down a country road for several
miles,not saying a word. An earlier discussion
had led to an argument and neither of
them wanted to concede their position. As they
passed a barnyard of
mules, goats, and pigs, the husband asked
sarcastically, "Relatives of yours?"

"Yep," the wife replied, "in-laws."

WORDS

A husband read an article to his wife about how
many words women use a day... 30,000 to a
man's 15,000. The wife replied, "The reason has
to be because we have to repeat everything to
men...

The husband then turned to his wife and
asked, "What?"

CREATION

A man said to his wife one day, "I don't know how
you can be so stupid and so beautiful all at the
same time." The wife responded, "Allow me to
explain.God made me beautiful so you would be
attracted to me; God made me stupid, so I would
be attracted to you!

WHO DOES WHAT

A man and his wife were having an argument
about who should brew the coffee each morning.

The wife said, "You should do it, because you get
up first, and then we don't have to wait as long to
get our coffee."

The husband said, " You are in charge of cooking
around here and you should do it, because that is
your job, and I can just wait for my coffee."

Wife replies, "No, you should do it, and besides, it
is in the Bible that the man should do the coffee."

Husband replies, "I can't believe that, show me."

So she fetched the Bible, and opened the New
Testament and showed him at the top of several
pages, that it indeed says..........

"HEBREWS"

---

are guys bastards???????


Message: HER DIARY (15 lines)

I asked him what was wrong - he said, "Nothing."

I asked him if it was my fault that he was upset.

He said it had nothing to do with me and not to
worry.

On the way home I told him that I loved him, he
simply smile and kept driving.

I can't explain his behaviour; I don't know why
he didn't say, "I love you, too."

When we got home I felt as if I had lost him, as
if he wanted nothing to do with me anymore.

He just sat there and watched TV.

He seemed distant and absent.

Finally I decided to go to bed.

About 10 minutes later he came to bed.

I decided that I could not take it anymore, so I
decided to confront him with the situation but he
had fallen asleep.

I started crying and cried untill I too fell asleep.

I don't know what to do.

I'm almost sure that his thoughts are with
someone else.

My life is a disaster.


HIS DIARY (2 lines)

Today Manchester United lost to Arsenal.

DAMN IT.

---

im just./. bored larhs.. kk??

im not implying anythg..

hahas..

better make it clear now..

wait i die until cannot die arhs..


nitey...

bastard....

he is...

a bastard..

simple as that..

thank you..

=)

lardee

hello world..
long time no blog?
lolX...

hahas..
okie..
first..
im supposed to be slping. but i cldn't.. so.. i'll blog??????

hahs..

nwae..

today..
long day ba i guess..
rahte.r.
it is..

thgs happen all the time.. problems come and go..
but..
its how you look at it..

*it rained and rained..

and how you try to solve it

*rain rain go away. come again another day

whether or not.

its not always the way we want it to be

we can..

pray about it..
lift it up to Him..
and.. let Him lead..



i've explained le to you.. im sorry that.. you noe.. you mistook me.. i guess thats why.. i usually dun say much.. esp when its impt.. like. this.. and.. when i do.. i almst everytime screw it up. say the wrong stuffs.. im. sorry.. i want to let you know once more. im doing this cos.. i love you.


maths today..
ha.. die le larhs.. im so gonna fail it lorhs.. din reallie study the whole day.. nwae.. fin at ard 8.. got free dinner.. den came home. found that my aunts were here.. and.. they're gone.. BUT.. my two cuzzies are here.. bleahs!!.. just hope rachel dun wet my bed. hahas.. =X lalals..

okie.. shall go do smthg else le larhs..

bb world..


I wonder how I ever make it through a day
How did I settle for the world in shades of gray
When you go in circles all the scenery looks the same
And you don't know why
And I looked into your eyes
Where the road stretched out in front of me
And I realized

I never lived
Before your love
I never felt
Before your touch
I never needed anyone
To make me feel alive
But then again
I wasn't really livin'
I never lived
Before your love

I wanted more than just an ordinary life
All of my dreams seemed like castles in the sky
I stand before you and my heart is in your hands
And I don't know how
I survived without your kiss
'Cuz you've given me a reason to exist

I never lived
Before your love
I never felt
Before your touch
I never needed anyone
To make me feel alive
But then again
I wasn't really livin'
I never lived
Before your love

I never lived
Before your love

And I don't know why
Why the sun decides to shine
But you breathed your love into me just in time

I never lived
Before your love
I never felt
Before your touch
I never needed anyone
To make me feel alive
But then again
I wasn't really living
I never lived

I never lived

BEFORE YOUR LOVE!

nv lived b4 your love

lalalas...

haha..

im supposed to be stardieeeing..

but...

sienz 1/2 le..

hahas..

mnugging for my DCCT tml.. sien arhs.. feel like playing game instd..

hmmMM..

today..
i guai.. went to sch early.. printed my DCCT notes.. and of coz.. read them all.. did abit here abit there.. (gonna fail my DCCT sia..)
met her at yt macs.. had lunch at the food court there.. food was yummy.. hahas..
some.. chicken and preserved veggie kinda thgy.. and she had.. eel?.. fish? hahas.. dunno how sp the jap word. jhahas..

went to bugis.. went walk walk for quite some time.. saw studffs that.. i want.. she want.. we both want.. and cos.. we dowann. hahas.. =X.. i played the bad bad boy.. got her to study.. (its for your own good kk??) so.. went mos and mugged abit.. and as usual.. i din have money management le..
went to suntec.. she finally got her gorgeous pair of boots.. (and ytd she got a jumper skirt) hahas.. haiyo.. this bf arhs.. jia lat.. can't manage money well wan. HA.. lolX..

walked ard abit.. got a prez for sam.. (shhh!!! dun tell him) den sent her home.. and. bleahs.. became a naughty boy.. (slaps self) den.. went home lorh.. rotted.. and.. am here now. hahas.1! bored bored bored... nth to watch on tv now.. yawns..

---

Be on the lookout! Police warn all male clubbers, party-goers, and unsuspecting pub regulars to be alert and stay cautious when offered a drink from any woman. A date rape drug on the market, called "beer", is used by females to target unsuspecting men. The drug is found in liquid form, and is now available almost anywhere. "Beer" is used by emale sexual predators at parties and bars to persuade their male victims to go home and have sex with them. Typically, a woman needs only to persuade a guy to consume a few units of "beer" and then simply ask him home for no-strings-attached sex. Men are rendered helpless against this approach.

After several "beers" men will often succumb to desires to perform sexual acts on women to whom they would never normally be attracted. After drinking "beer", men often awaken with only hazy memories of exactly what happened the night before...usually with a vague feeling that something bad occurred.

At other times these unfortunate men are swindled out of their life savings in a familiar scam known as "a relationship". Apparently men are much more susceptible to this scam after "beer" is administered and sex is offered by the predatory female. Please! Forward this warning to every male you know. However, if you fall victim to this insidious "beer" and the predatory women administering it, there are male support groups with venues in every town where you can discuss the details of your shocking encounter in an open and frank manner with similarly affected, like-minded guys. For the support group nearest you, just look up "golf courses" in the yellow pages.

kao.. smthg wrong with my template sia.. bleahs.!!!

hate it sia..

why can't it open?

stupid computer..

HA..

at least.. the screen is bright?
hahas..

lalas..

nth much le.. lazy to blog..

bb!!!

HA.......

dominic chua (comes as a package)
is slow
blur
stupid
dumb
insensitive
useless
lazy
forgetful
unromantic

brings

pain
hurt
tears
sadness


does not

provide happiness
give security
protect you


feel free to test drive this model. If you find it unsatisfactory, you may either, 1) dump it, or
2) return it and let someone else have it

thank you for patroning DCS(domchuasucks)

ps. battery not included

HA..

nth to say

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thank you................

HA... this proves tt im innocent and naive..


You represent... naivete.
So innocent and trusting... you can be very shy at
times, but it's only because you're not sure
how to act. You give off that "I need to
be protected vibe." Remember that not all
people are good. Being too trusting will get
you easily hurt.


What feeling do you represent?
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hahas.. and im cheap tooo....


Beretta92fs. You're good. Almost as good as a Sig
but are cheaper. Thats why the US military
chose you. You're kinda scary.


What handgun are you?
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and a jeep..


What Jeep Are You?
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and linkin park rocks!!!!!!!!!



Linkin park- the very expressive band with a very
good main singer


^^Who is your ultimate Rock Band?^^(pics+new results)
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fucking hell... and a hony smiley???!???!! WTF!!!!!


you are one horny smiley


What Smiley Are You?
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and finally.. an animae character.. and my fav...


Your:Haru Glory,the main character and hero!My
favorite character!He's tight!


Which Rave Master Character Are You?
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lalalas.. i suckk.. thank you very much..

HAHA!!!

lolX.. was just watching "get real!" on cna.. hahas.. they were talking about blogging.. lolX

hahas.. my dad got sooooo facinated.. rather.. intrigued.. w many pple blogging.. and knowing the fact tt i blog.. he not only wanna noe my blog add... he even wanted to sign up for a blog?!!!?!!.. hashash..

so.. sent him to diaryland.com.. and helped him set up lorh.. used DL cos i dowan him to accidentally stumble into mine.. or gigi's for tt matter.. hahas..

*must be have bloig go pain xiao hai zi.. lolX

hahas..
nwae.. back to my story.. hahas.. nwae.. the diaryland just.. din let him sign up? hahas.. cos it kinda.. hanged? on him.. hahas.. lolX.. rotflmao....


smthg i learnt fm the show..

why blog ur unhappiness into a blog.. annd hope tt the person will "stumble" into it? just talk to that person face to face and stop wellowing in self pity
ain't it like.. wow.. nice advice eh? hahas...

hmmM.. oh wells..

ttoday..

woke up early.. and she came over.. rotted ard a while.. den we went to watch the cool guy at cini.. (cos i got free ticks) yarman.. nice show kk?/ just.. i wun be... -sassy- hahas.. im not larhs.. i wun be.. i wun treat my own gf lidat one kk? den.. walked abit.. den i went to sch.. had ma java test while gigi peied posh.. den.. i fin early.. cos.. i din noe how ta do.. .like.. half to 3 quarts of them.. hhas.. met her.. heard fm her tt tiff jenny wenny kana caught by police for smoking.. tsk tsk.. my.. nu er er zi sun zi? tsk tsk.. naughty arhs..
den.. sent her home after sm time at long johns.. reached cck.. and was.. hanging ard.. outside the bus in the rain.. like.. dowanna leave her.. cos i dun.. *pout* *miss her alot now.. yar.. but.. in the end.. the bus turned the other way.. twds yt.. and so i hadta leave.. for cini once more.. watch white chicks w ma parents.. hahas.. show was okay larhs.. kinda like it tho.. hahas.. =X hahas.. den.. quarreled abit in the car.. went to jackson eat porriadge.. den on the way home.. quarreled once again.. ha.. and.. am home lorhs.. hahas..

tml gg sch early.. do my essay. haven do yet.. =X.. -slaps self- must do le.. hahasl...

got a thousand and one thgs to get and do..
but.. shant list them out now..hahas.. too long.. promised her tt i'll slp early...

so.... im sleeping le.. bb.. tc...

wozendekubuchulai

ha. that pretty much sums it all up

wohuizhianqiangtaodi.wobuhuifangqi

=D

DIGCCT
Date : 27/10/04
Time : 6pm - 8.10pm
venue : T1A46
Seat No. : 51

MATH1A
Date : 29/10/04
Time : 6pm - 8.10pm
Venue : T1A45
Seat No. : 26

NWKESS
Date : 03/11/04
Time : 2pm - 4.10pm
Venue : T1A36
Seat No. : 53



there there.. those are my exam timetables man.. bleahs.. all in the evenings.. noe what that means? I CAN"T WATCH MY SHOWS!!!!!!!!!! argh!! stupid school

bleahs.. oh wells..

hate them man.. well.. on the righter side.. i can sleep later.. and go out w gf?? hahas.. auyah.. but she got sch horh.. =X oh wells.. *must do well k dear??

hahahs.. im tired now.. yawns.. i actually wanted to edit my blog.. but.. im toooooo tired and lazy larhs.. =X hahas..

i think i shall go oink oink again.. for the 2nd time since i woke up.. hahas.. yes.. ima lazy pig.. *oinks off to bed...

bb
=)

hahahs.. just a quickie one

hahas..

had ma presentation on the gay/les rights..

was quite well i guess...

even cher said soo..

hmmM..

took SDTARSHOTS today!! arh!! -goes crazy-

hahas..

nice ones.. hahashs..

=)

i gotta run le..

bb peeps..

hahas.. like ma new blog??
hahs..

hmmM.. din go church today..
went for some.. heritage walk w singtel?
the touching lives fund thgy??
hahss..
yupps

at home now..
most prob playing soccer ltr..
rotting now..
yawns..

BTW.. gigi finally went to monks?
at least.. saw monks..
hahas.. lalalallas..
=)

tts abt it le.. bb peeps..
=)

YAY!! my blog's done!! hahas.. =D big smile.. hahas.. think its kinda.. cool.. hahas.. =) hmMm.. noe wad?? i rock!!! hahas.. lolX..

oh wells..

nth much..

today was an okay day..

got many ups and downs.. as always.. hahas.. =X

hmmM.. nth much to blog abt larhs..

lalalalalalla...

i wan go oink oink le.. =)

haiz..

dunno.. am happy.. yet. angry at myself..
why?
how could i?
i mean..
i din want it to hpn this way.
but..
why must it?
why can't i be punished?
instd of the person i love?
it hurts..
not the leg..
the heart.
pain pain
ouch??

went to east coast, teach her how to ride bike..
was okay...
den.. slacked ard at one of those lil sheds thgy.
had some.. erms??
play play qurruals??
den...
had to go back... so..
rode back..
she was still.. angry?
at me..
so.. wanted to play play larhs..
turn left.. turn right..
one right turn.. couldn't turn it back in time..
hit the curb..
both flew..
she scraped her right elbow..

what the FUCK was i doing??

i wanna take away the pain..
i hate myself..
how could i?
tears welled up as we rode back..
she din wan me to feel bad..
i understand..
i noe its alrite..
that is..
if its an accident..
but..
its all MY FAULT!!!??
if i din..
things wld be different..

haiz..

im sorry..
im really sorry..

hating myself in progress

thos wondering.. the rest of the day went.. well.. happy.. just.. regreted that one incident..

hmm.. just a quickie.. cos im late for bed.. bleahs..

hahs. was doing my project.. bleahs..

had to like.. do like.. siao.. burn midnight oil ahrs..

bleahs..

tml gotta wake up early somemore..
bealhs..

HATE ideas..

love girlfriend..
hahsa..

oh wells..

i guess..
this is all

im tired..
night peoples.. =)

iLuSm dearest..

hmmM>. long time no blog le..

oh wells.. nth much.. passed my maths.. networking.. and most probably com hardware too.. hahas.. but.. i din study le.. bleahs.. =X hahas.. oh wells..

hate it in a sense? tt.. everytime somethg is cleared up.. some problem.. once its like.. cleared.. solved.. and den.. smthg else gets cropped ip.. some other problem comes into the piucture.. bleahs.. haiz.. hate it. love it.. but.. ogtta get on w it.. why today? dunno.. but.. its.. not a good time larhs..
oh wells..

nwae.. ytd was a special day.. hahas..

met her late.. cos.. i was late. pout.. piaks myself.. den.. met her at raffles.. walked abit here and there.. gave her her prezzies.. hope she liked them.. i loved urs.. =) hmmM.. went to watch dodgeball.. not a great movie larhs.. hmmM.. not TT farnie.. hmmM.. OM**.. the theaters at eng wah goit these sofas for 2 at the back? hahas.. so cool.. changed seats instd.. ahahs.. =) think their for VIP's onli nia.. but.. hahas.. we're VIPs den.. hahas.. den.. went to take a okay larhs picture.. went to esplanade to meet her dad..

hmmM.. today.. went to east coast.. ride bike? hahas.. good workout larhs.. hahas.. was raining.. was drenched totally drenched lorhs.. bleahs.. hahas.. hmmM.. no no.. not sick.. yets.. hahahs.. =) we're gonna do this more often.. once a wk mabbie? or.. smthg lidat? den.. u learn how to ride a bike le.. den.. rollerblade? i can teach u oso.. =) hahas..

hmmM.. yars.. nth much le larhs..

hahas.. jyang. missing u noe? hahas.. takecare boi.. =) thinkn ing of making a blog for us three??

love you alot my dearest

IM BLOGGING!!!

and its crap larhs..

update..

life.. is..

has their ups and downs..

and pple have to pick themselves up if their down..

simple advice eh??

=)

nth to say le...

i LOVE you.. =)

baby.. this song is dedi-ed to you..

i love you.. =)


"Love Is Real"

Mmm ooh yeah hey ho
ooh yeah yeah
love is real ooh

[verse 1:]
A storm is building in the horizon
I see it coming my way.
I have no fear when I close my eyes
and know that you are here with me.

[vamp:]
You give me love when I need it the most
You show the way when I'm feeling lost
You give me strength to move on when I'm down.

[chorus 1:]
Rain can be falling down on me,
but I'll never be lonely you'll see.
You by my side is all I need
In every drop I know that your love is real.

[verse 2:]
It's all so quiet after a hurricane
together we made it through.
A deeper meaning
I know you feel the same
it's like we already knew.

[vamp:]
You give me love when I need it the most
You show the way when I'm feeling lost
You give me strength to move on when I'm down.

[chorus 2:]
Rain can be falling down on me,
but I'll never be lonely you'll see.
You by my side is all I need
In every drop I know that your love is real,
and baby that's how I feel.

[bridge:]
After rain comes shine
they say love makes you blind.
Now you've open my eyes to see.
I can hardly believe that
your here with me.

[vamp:]
You give me love when I need it the most
You show the way when I'm feeling lost
You give me strength to move on when I'm down.

You give me love when I need it the most
You show the way when I'm feeling lost
You give me strength to move on when I'm down.

[chorus 2:]
Rain can be falling down on me,
but I'll never be lonely you'll see.
You by my side is all I need
In every drop I know that your love is real,
and baby that's how I feel.

I know that your love is real.


i love you wiht all my heart..

hmmmM.. in sch eFAC lab once again.. hmmM

thinking.. of.. uploading my blog to my server?
cos.. its kinda redundant.. expt for the now presently dead yf forum. and uploadinf of pics and songs.. hahas..

was thinking of redo-ing my blog once again.. gf say look like my old one.. lolX
hmmM.. but dunno wad leh.. all look.. the same.. and i too lazy to write a nice nice one.. bleahs.. too troublesome.. im a lazy guy.. doncha noe? hahas..

hmmM.. guess.. thats abt it?
hahas..

exams exams exams.. bleahs at them..
stupid larhs..

hate them.. im soo gonnna fail them man..bleahs..
all of them..
oh wells..

signing of.. bb peeps..

just redid my blog.. hahas.. like it peeps? hmmM.. i haven totally fin it.. still wanna change some stuffs here and there.. add a song.. put a nicer and sweeter pic.. hahas.. =) mabbie a gif animated one? hahas. yar.. made this fm changing thgs.. adding and removing thgs.. oh wells.. i guess.. tts abt it for today.. gigi wanna use.. yupps.. so.. i think i gotta run le.. hahas.. bb

peeps.. any idea on how to improve my blog? ask me.. tell me larhs.. =) hahas.. =) thks peeps.. leave a shout out on how u think my blog is.. hahas.. =) peace out.. luv ya all.. =)

hmmm.. at home.. had a long long day at church.. today was.. great.. and tiring.. hahas..

hmmM.. morning.. went to tiong market had breakfast w her.. b4 we went our sep ways.. she went to her darling pl hse to stardie.. while i went to church to do CD project.. help the commuinity.. hahas..

hmmM. was at church.. was cleaning out the plc.. like.. the car park there.. haahs..=) tiring job lorhs.. and we clocked onli like.. 5 hrs? bleahs..

den came back.. helped her repub her blog.. its way cool now lorhs.. hahas.. yar.. den went back to slp.. but.. can't reallie slp.. got up.. cooked dinner.. eat.. and am currently now here..

hmmM.. i dunno.. i wanna change my blog temp.. but.. i dunno wad to use? made my own one.. but.. i din reallie like it? bleahs.. aiya.. still wanna change.. but.. not much time now.. cos.. jyang pang seh me.. oh wells.. his wife to be and future bro in law comes first.. rite? haha.. can't blame him larhs.. hahas.. =))

JYANG!! hahsa.. HI!! do enjoy your stay in england yar? must horh.. email me.. and read my blog often too.. hahas.. =) love love.. dominic.. =)

lalala.. day's been.. okay.. kinda.. okay.. w a capital O.. haha..

was at her plc w gigi.. guess.. tts abt it? hahas..

came back.. rotted abit..
hahas..

am currently.. deciding on wad to change my blog too..

no idea wad blog i should use.. guess.. worst case.. shall make my own den... hahas.. =)

lalalsa.. bored..

dad and mum aint talking to me..

cos of smthg tt hpned not too long ago..

dun worry.. it aint ur fault.. i dun blame you k??

huggs

=)

shall update when i've updated my skin.. =) peace out..

"There's No One Like You"

Baby lying here right by your side
Makes me feel I'm home agein
Now that we found love
You're more than a friend
Never thought that love could be so deep
When you came into my life
Now I know without you I can't SURVIVE
When you're looking at me
Tell me what do you see
Babe I hope you understand
There's no one like you
The things that you do
Girl they turn me inside out
There's no one like you
Oh I never knew
I need you now
You're all that I want
I can't get enough
So babe I keep prayin'
To heaven above
There's no one like you
Girl when I remember days without you
When my life was sad and grey
They ended up the moment
You crossed my way
As long as you will love me baby I know
I'll be always there for you our love will grow
Oh darling you'll see it's true

decided to start with song instd of ending with one.. =) of cos.. this song is for you.. =)

at eFAC lab now.. yawns.. did ma test.. hahas.. all my circuits were working.. =) big smiles.. on the other hand. smthg's happeniing again.. -sad- oh wells..


dunno
wad
to
blog
abt
now.
so
dead
boring
and
so
cold
cos
the
air
con
is
right
above
me..........
*brrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrzzzzzzzz*
-frozen into ice cube le-
hahas..


oh wells.. i think i'll stop in a hurry le.. just before i leave.. another song..



hope the man upstairs
isn't mad at me
Because I have one of his angels
And she's here with me
When I see her precious smile
And she spreads her wings
It takes me to a place where love
Meets eternity

Oh no
I'm not letting go
I don't want to be alone
In this crazy world
Oh Lord
How I love her so
And I'll sacrifice it all to have her
In my life

I found my girl
I'll tell the world
That haven is missing an angel
My dreams came true
When I found you
Yes heaven is missing an angel

Not a day goes by
That I don't thank God for you
He blessed me with my angel
Though I don't deserve you
Until I found you girl
Lonely was my best friend
Now that you are in my life
I am stronger within

I can't wait to kiss my angel
Late at night
And watch her go to sleep
Until I see her rise

[Chorus]

All that I do is for you
Me without you girl just won't do
Oh no
Your love's all I want to know
Angel don't you ever go
Life won't be the same without you

[Chorus]


hahas.. can't rmb if i used tt song b4.. =) just.. like it alot.. its speaks of wad im feeling..can't u tell??. =)

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[[ in v a s ion ]]



hellos! =] been long since i've last invaded..
so.. here i am?
hurr. haahahs.
u're dunno where now.
i think at home.
-shrugss-
lols.
anyweehoohows.
happy 4th month!
hahs. go see the e-card i sent.
its darn cute. =]
hmm. i lovee youu.
*squeezes the rubber rose.
lolx. =]
can't wait to see u tmr.
xoxo.
1-4-3 !! =D



I'M YOURS (Brandy)

How can I let you know
How much you mean to me
I know sometimes you wonder why
Are you the one that I need
As sure as I breathe
You are the one for me
And I want you to know

1 - You fill my heart with love
My tears with joy
And now and forever, I'm yours
With everything you do
Makes my dreams come true
With all of my heart I'm yours

I think about you all the time
You're always on my mind
The thought of you brings happiness
Inside I know that I am yours
But there's so much more to say
There's something that I got to tell you
So you know that I care, baby

Repeat 1

When I think about you baby
Joy comes over me
And when I close my eyes boy
Your face is all I see
Your eyes tell me that I'm yours
And there's something that I got to tell you
So you know that I care

Repeat 1 (X2)


a sorta fairytale with you.

hahas.. finally.. blogging a proper entry? lolX

hahas. yar man.. okie.. today..

was already up by.. 6.45.. so guai right? hahas.. went to sch even tho there was like.. no class at all.. (bleahs at them) better still.. went to sch.. (cos we had to do project) and we cldn't do much.. cos.. no one was prepared.. hahas..

den went to meet her and jyren.. got a sun flower for her.. but.. kana suan/scolded and banged.. cos 1. i din noe a sun flower was for just friends and 2. i noe tt sun flowers rot quickly.. but.. i din noe wad to get? like.. yars.. haiz.. me and me.. better do better next time round.. hahas..

but all in all.. had a great time.. met them at city hall.. den went to tiff's plc.. (thks tiff. for the lunch) she cooked noe? wah.. hahas.. pasta sia.. nice kaes??.. rotted there and ryan came.. (want to noe more abt wad we did in tiff's plc. read her blog) den went to town.. ran fm orchard edmerald to taka to get her thgs.. den ran all the way back.. =) (glad to like it alot.) hahas.. yupps.. played pool.. den.. came back lorhs.. hahas.. tts.. basically.. my life.. hahas.. =)

hahas.. i'm reallie feeling happier? hahas.. =) suddenly.. all the thgs tt i've held on so dear.. are just.. worth it.. to be str in wad i believe in.. tho the brain implants stupid thots.. yar man.. its all worth it.. to see her. love it.. get somethg she reallie loves.. and yar.. i guess.. its all worth it.. to see her smile.. =) *yayness.. hahas..

i'm happy..
and thankful

=)

big big smile

=)



for my loved and most cherished one. i loVe yOu.

Clay Aiken - Love of my life

I am amazed
When I look at you
I see you smilin’ back at me
It’s like all my dreams come true

I am afraid
If I lost you
I’d fall through the cracks
And lose my track
In this crazy lonely world

Sometimes it’s so hard to believe
When the nights can be so long
Faith gave me the strength
And kept me going on

You are the love of my life
And I’m so glad you found me
You are the love of my life
Baby, put your arms around me
I guess this is how it feels
When you finally find something real
My angel in the night
You are my love
The love of my life

Now here you are
Midnight closing in
You take my hand as our shadow stands
With moonlight on your skin
The look in your eyes
I’m lost inside your kiss
Think if I’d never met you
About all the things I’d miss

Sometimes it’s so hard to believe
When love can be so strong
Faith gave me the strength
And kept me going on

You are the love of my life
And I’m so glad you found me
You are the love of my life
Baby, put your arms around me
I guess this is how it feels
When you finally find something real
My angel in the night
You are my love
The love of my life

You are the love of my life
And I’m so glad you found me
You are the love of my life
Baby, put your arms around me
I guess this is how it feels
When you finally find something real
My angel in the night
You are my love

My angel in the night
You are my love
The love of my life
Ohhh…

CAN SOMEONE JUST KILL ME

i guess.. that just speaks my mind..

why ust thgs turn out like tt? since u took it wrongly.. just shows tt i totally suck.. doesn't it? i've got nth to say le..


hurtpainshatteredbrokenfallenintopieces.pickingmeup.allforyou


have half a mind to just. walk w my eyes close into the main road.

i miss the frogs and duck, the swing and the darkness

hello world.. just had a maths quiz.. which accounts for 5% for my exams.. and guess wad? when i bloodly fucking submitted the bloodly test.. the stupid server gave me.. a stupid application error.. better still.. restarted it .. with entirely different Qns.. and blanked my ans.. like.. i had to do another test? bleaehs.. and i had to bloodly fucking rush to fuckingly fin my test? damnnit sia.. fuck SP..

oh wells.. tts past le.. dun wanna noe le.. yupps..

my mind just. wanna explode

having a fucking headache right now.. not onli a headaches.. over filled with stupid thgs.. like.. dnld cronous.. and other stupid thgs tt arn't supposed to be in my head/thots.. like.. www.crounous.com.my/ the stupid mahts.. and others..

i >3 u


"Dreams"

Dreams are just dreams
When they're stuck inside your head
And all it takes is a little help from you
You know it's true
That dreams are for real
When you see what I see
And you feel it too
We took the longest road
Just to make it harder
Let's do it all again
It only makes us stronger

[Chorus:]
Dreams
I guess we're just made of dream
Nothin' else matters
As long as we believe
I'm lookin' at you
And I see my life
Passing before my eyes
And when the journey's over
And all my dreams come true
I'll dream of you

What do you see
When you look inside your heart
A little thought
Can walk a thousand miles
And change your life
When dreams lead the way
The impossible is suddenly in sight
Every step you take
Just brings it all together
You gotta keep the faith
When all seems lost forever

[Chorus]

You're the one
That keeps my hope alive
My vision clear
I'll spend my life with you
Conquer fear
We'll make it through

Nothin' else matters
As long as we believe
I'm lookin' at you
And I see my life
Passing before my eyes
And when the journey's over
And all my dreams come true
I'll dream of you
I'll dream of you
I'll dream of you


i <3 u

hmmmM.. nth much to blog abt? hahas.. gotta go slp soon.. if not.. she wun talk to me.. pouts.. hmmMs.. yupps...just one thg..

hmmM.. jce/shimin/posh/angel/eugene/ --- guys.. try to keep the 21st augest at 2 pm free? cos.. liane is like.. leaving le? so.. gotta at the very least send her off? hmmM? how abt tt? try kaes?

hahas.. i guess.. tts abt it? hahs.. i miss HER alot.. bleahs.. i dunno.. but i do..

telling me not to miss you is like
telling the sun the moon and the stars not to shine
until and unless they stop shining
i will continue to miss you.
to love you.
i love you my dearest. =)

lolX.. just had private tution with the teacher sia. bleahs.. totally boring lorhs.. yawnz.. he has the. im gonna make you slp look and voice..hahas.. =)

everyone's doing java now.. and not everone noes sia. like me.. i don't.. hahas.. gonna fail this le larhs.. lolX..

hmmM.. sch's boring.. as usuall. haha..

hmmM.. long time nv update anyway... so here goes..

the musical went well.. many have like.. put in their best.. and i guess. many were touched? i dunno.. but.. yar.. i guess.. and hope and have faith that.. yar.. many ARE touched..iguess i was okay larhs.. =) kenneth came.. yar man.. at least he came.. but he left for grapevine to watch soccer.. and man u lost to arsenal.. sienz........

mon was national day.. just.. slacked ard at home.. and andy looking over my sholder.. bleahs at him.. yar.. at night went to.. erms.. gm hse? yar..hahas.. watch SI.. bleahs!!! mon's TODAY has our pic!!.. freak sia.. lucky no one else noticed expt me.. lolX.. =)

tues.. din go sch.. slacked ard w HER..hahas.. =) went ard s'pore

wed.. came for class.. zhaoed the last class.. went to SPCA with classmates for met her.. den.. was jyangs birthday.. so.. yar.. bunch of us inclded sam tan. janna. charlotte. jon ng.. and me.. and as usual.. i was late.. but so were the birthday boy and gf.. hahs.. had pizza for dinner.. ar.. just..a nice time to catch up with them. long time din hang out w them.. tho sam wasn't there.. hahas.. yupps..

hahas.. life.. greaat? hahas.. yupps.. =)

like.. OMG lorhs.. in liess den 10 hrs.. i'll be performing.. as a soldier? which i din wanna be.. but.. oh wells.. (appaerantly.. someone kicked me outta the disciple/apostal role.. and into a soldier? bleahs.. oh wells
hahas

i'm

DAMN NERVOUS!!

haiya.. act.. okie larhs.. i prob noe most o the pple today ltr.. but tml.. blehas.. hahas...

nervous nervous nervuos nervous being nervous in progress...............

hahsa..

oh wells.. hahsa.. ponned sch on tues.. cos.. i din felt like gg.. cos.. appaerently.. quarreled w my parents and haiz.. sienz sia.. bleahs.. hahs.. dang.. sam jnr a.k.a kor is ka jioing me now.. bleahs.. must he? do this? oh wells..haiz.. where was i? hahs. oh yar.. smthg like.. din go sch.. but.. met her and her frens.. jalaned jalaned ard town.. yupps.. tt was thurs..

fri.. went to sch.. ponned the prasana. watched some kinda dance in sch.. kinda nice leh.. hahas.. the SP dance and cheer team.. hahas.. hmmM.. den went to meet her.. and lei.. supposed to play pool.. hahs.. yupps
so.. met her at cini.. following which AK met us.. and later on.. lei came.. yar.. rotted ard cini.. at cini rather.. saw spike.. hahas. (gigi.read this. she's damn cute lorhs) hahas.. gaffles.. =) hahs..

den.. rotted ard town. waiting for the rest.. den went to cini lvl 8. which is pool.. k-box pooll.. wah!! se beh crowed sia.. lolX.. hahas.. =) dan wenny and jenny came.. followed by ryan and tiff..
hmm. ryan looks like.. a guy? hahas.. and.. she seems.. okay larhs.. kinda.. irritatingly farnie? and.. okie larhs.. think.. shd be able to click well? hahsa.
back to the story.. yar.. den.. played abit of pool.. den.. the whole blacks had fun.. hahas.. (i'm okay with it.. really.) yupps.. =)

glad tt.. wells.. im accepted? hahas.. i reallie wanna be part of the clique? not onli just cos for her..but.. can tell tt.. they are darn interesting? and fun to be with.. and tts my honest opinion. onli major diff is.. they're all girls.. im the onli guy? hahas.. but.. im okie larhs.. kinda like.. grew up surrounded by girls? think shimin scared me upside down le.. hahas.. lolX

oh yar.. met jamie? like.. ytd when i was w her? kinda like.. shocked the living daylights outta me.. and.. she helped her?.. cries.. gang up against me.. pouts.. like..major.. at least.. their opkay with each other? at the very least.. hahas.. cool.. =)

hahsa. FUCK!!!!!!!!! its like.. 8hrs and 30 mins.. ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! can i like.. jsut die????? pls pls pls? i damn nervous?!?!??? argh!!!! HELP ME!!!?!!

oh wells.. bleahs.. im scareded.. lolX.. reminded of peter tan.. hahas.. everythiung oso scared scared.. say.. afraid. worried. not scared her scared there for those who dunno.. tt was my sec 4 lit tcher.. hahs.. =)

oh wells.. gotta.. like.. unwind!!.. hahas

b4 i leave.. i shall leave you with this....................................

iLuSsMtIdEwLu

iLu. iLu. IlU imuimu. =)

trust is the basis of a relationship.. and if niether party trust each other.. or at least.. thinks that the other party doesn't trust him/her.. he/she shd tell the other party that. cos. a relationship w/o trust is like a erms.. textbook w/o any facts.. totally useless..


guess that i failed?
no no.. i shdn't be guessing..
i did fail
badly.
the most basic thing in a relationship
haiz......
was engrossed in wanting to make her happy
and neglected other aspects of a relationship
i'm so sorry.
i truly am
i trust you.
with all my heart.
i gave it to u
cos i love you
and i want u to keep it
i'm sorry
i'm not a good boyfriend


thanksforthe2ndchanceillmakesureuwunregretittrustingmejustgimmesometimetosortoutwhatiforcedmyselftolearninthepast10oddyearsthankyouiluilu

what makes this world go round
will the answer let her down
she is so sweet and young
and her life has just begun

what does her future hold
that's a story left unknown
will she make it through her days
let our love lead the way

part of me laughs
part of me cries
part of me wants to question why question why
why is there joy
why is there pain
why is there sunshine and the rain
one day you're here one day
next you are gone you're gone
no matter what we must go on
just keep the faith and
let love lead the way

every thing will work out fine
if you let love
love lead the way

sitting there all alone
in the window of her room
watching the world go by
brings tears to her eyes

all she sees is hurt and pain
and she wants to break the chain
she'll keep pressing every day
and she'll find her own sweet way

part of me laughs me laughs and
part of me cries i cry
part of me wants to question why wants to question why
why is there joy
why is there pain someone pain
why is there sunshine and the rain sunshine and the rain
one day you're here you're here
next you are gone you're gone
no matter what we must go on i will go on
just keep the faith and keep the faith
let love lead the way i know i know i know

you can be all that
and still can be who you are
you've got to know for sure
that this isn't make believe

you may feel weak
but you are strong
don't you give up girl

if you keep holding on
you'll never be wrong
just close your eyes cos it lies
deep in your heart yeah

part of me laughs
part of me cries i cry
part of me wants to question why i do i do
why is there joy yeah yeah oh
why is there pain why it is why is it
why is there sunshine and the rain sunshine and the rain
one day you're here you're here
next you are gone you're gone
no matter what we must go on we must keep the faith
just keep the faith and
let love lead the way love lead the way

part of me laughs i laugh
part of me cries i cry
part of me wants to question why question why
why is there joy so much joy
why is there pain so much pain
why is there sunshine and the rain shine and the rain
one day you're here you're here
next you are gone you're gone
no matter what we must go on i will
just keep the faith and
let love lead the way lead the way

every thing will work out fine
if you let love
love lead the way

love lead the way

been a while since i've blogged.. lolX.. haven reallie been gg to eFAC labs these days.. hahas.. nwae.. yupps..

mon met her.. and her frens.. haha.. usual interesing day. haahs.. bunch of hyper pple.. hahas.. getting used to it le larhs.. =) still rmb.. at first.. like.. woah.. tramatizing exp kaes? like. reallie sia.. their literally jumping ard u.. like.. -jump jump- and all.. and im like.. erms....... erms........... kinda stuff?? haha. i feel so outta plc. smtimes.. i still do lorhs.. cos.. i doubt i'll be as hyper as they are.. and their all talking abt anythg and everythg.. and im like.. quite.. so dao lorhs.. bleahs.. oh wells..

tue had rehersal. harvest rehersal.. bleahs.. went till ard.. 10 11 plus? hahas.. in the afternoon went to meet her and her frens.. yupps..den if im not wrong. also met darren..had a short catch up.. den also.like.. OMG lorhs.. he gave me my super.. long overdue prezzie.. and its shades and a watch.. must be damn exp lorhs.. bealhs.. and my dad spoiled my shades.. bleahs.. barely a wk lorhs.. dang it..

wed was a special day.. =) -big big big grin- shan't reallie go into details abt it.. shall keep it in the memories.. =)

thurs.. bleah.. totally ponned sch.. hahas.. din go.. was dead tired.. haahs.. =) so.. skipped maths.. and nwae.. din reallie like.. do my maths.. cos.. all my qns expt one was wrong?!? hahs. so.. ponned..

fri.. bleahs.. long big day.. haha? pout. wasn't hahaing the whole day lorhs.. hmmM.. morning.. went to sch.. bleahed ard.. watched silent screams.. apparently.. she and others said it was like.. saddening and gross.. i found it.. neither leh.. not gross.. okay.. abit saddening.. but still... not to tt extend? still rmb.. after the show.. i went like.. bleahs.. im hunGRY! anyone wanna go eat? hahas. den.. met my parents for lunch.. had this.. erms.. jap lunch cum buffet larhs.. at feasita.. wadeva the sp is. hahas. yupps. apparently.. i kinda erms.. hurt and made her angry.. so.. almst after the meal.. left to find her.. (with some help of cos.) yar.. found her.. and.. yupps.. the rest.. shall not be mentioned on a blog.. just.. entached onto memories..

sat.. practically rotted at home..

sun.. had church. went to yf.. den.. LSBS with gigi and her.. den.. yupps.. came back for rehersal.. was tiring.. and now.. dead tired.. bleahs.. hahas.. yawns.. i wanna go slp soon le.. haha.. mabbie pon tml's IDEA tutorial sia.. hahas.. =)

nite peeps..

let love lead the way

hello world.. just a thgs here..

im dead sorry about ytd.. you noe im like that.. i'll shake tt off.. but.. its gonna take some time. i promise i will.. but.. gimme some time.. i really dunno wad wld hpn if u had given up. thks alot.. im reallie really sorry.. i love you.

soccer players in CBC.. comeon.. play soccer.. as a team.. not alone.. go for it. =)

haha. .yupps.. in sch now.. as usual.. blogging.hahas.. loads has hpned during the past few days.. haiz.. esp ytd.. sun.. it was a bad day i dun wanna rmb.. but.. unfort.. its entached into my memory.. oh wells. onli thg is tt i learn smthg fm it.. that's all.. since it can't be removed.. at least.. i dun think it can be..

feelings inside me.. i just can't comprehen. but.. i gotta shake it away. i have too. i gotta. and i WILL.. somehow.. some day.. not too long. by year end.. i WILL.. i will.. and i will. i promise.

this entry is dedicated to a very special someone.. dear. i love you..


It's all... It's all... It's all...
You're my sunshine after the rain
You're the cure against my fear and my pain
'Cause I'm losing my mind
When you're not around
It's all... It's all...
It's all because of you

You're my sunshine
Oh yeah...

Baby I really know by now
Since we met that day
You showed me the way
I felt it then you gave me love
I can't describe
How much I feel for you

I said baby I should have known by now
Should have been right there
Whenever you gave me love
And if only you were here
I'll tell you, yes I'll tell you
Oh yeah...

Honestly, couldn't be with me
Like it was before
Need a less or more
Cause when I close my eyes
At night I realize that no one else
Could ever take your place

I still can feel and it's so real
When you're touching me kisses endlessly
It's just a place in the sun
Where our love's begun
I miss you... Yes I miss you

If I knew how to tell you
What's on my mind
Make you understand
Then I'd always be there
Right by your side

within you.i lose myself.without you.i find myself.wanting to be lost in you

"You call it madness, but I call it love."
-Don Byas

if i cld reach out and hold a star everytime you made me smile.the entire evening sky wld be in the palm of my hand

currently at erms.. library with andy karin and sharon. and a certain GUY is looking at wad ima typing.. just now..hahs..

hmmMm.. today's leeson is............ boring.. hahas.. they always are.. and andy has a red eye.. presumably.. cos f me.. lolX.. hahas.. too bad mr.. haha

hmmM.. nwae.. ytd went to see lil bryan(or brian) tan.. he's soo cute.. hahas.. like.. he smiled for the first time in his whole entire life. (tt figues. cos he's onli like.. 2 days old?) at me jyang and sam. hahas. so cute.. got a pic of him in my phone.. =) good.. gonna post on the net.. hahs.

nwae.. ytd.. seems kinda alrite i guess. =) as in.. everythg seems fine.. but.. just the incertainty ard us. but.. hahas.. i dunno.. =)

nwae.. long story short.. had fun ytd.. was VERY tired by the time i reached home. but still.. gotta find some kinda commitment rite? haha.. put down le.. plonked onto bed and died there.. =)

haha.. library's boring.. she's in some music shop at this moment i'm typing this.. no fair.. i want be there too.. =( *major pout- oh well.. i gotta stardiee.. dun't i? hahas..

hello peeps.. =) am at eFAC lab in sch at.. 9.15 in the morning? hahas.. finsished my lessons today 1hr30 mins earlier.. lolX

hahas.. anyway.. things are.. looking better? i dunno.. honestly.. haiz.. oh wells..
anyway.. meeting up w sam and jonyang ltr to visit ben and kat.. apparently.. kat gave birth to a baby boy.. shall update more abt them another time.. =)

hahas.. hmmM.. got a phlogger.. rather.. i have 2 phloggers.. cos one of them is for txt.. the other for pics.. hahas.. but i'll cont looking for one tt supports both larhs.. =)

oh wells. hahas.. sch is boring as usual. yupps. hahas.. it always is..

currently just.. rotting larhs.. so there's alot of thoughts flowing thru my mind.. i dun wanna think about the not so happy stuffs ba.. but.. not easy noe?

oh wells. hahas. dun wanna blog le.. hahas.. bb peeps.. tc..

iLu.. =)

hmm.. did quite a few stuffs.. =)

did my blog.. rather.. edited some of it.. changed the pic.. no more marquee.. realised it hindered my html clock.. yupps.. changed the bg song to eric clapton.. tears in heaven.. nice song.. shall post the lyrics up someday.. =) did this.. did tt.. hahas..

aye.. wanted to do a wishlist.. but.. was like.. troublesome.. gotta write my own marquee.. so. nah.. and esp since my marquee din co-op w my html clock.. bleahs..! hahas..

sch was okay to day.... din understand a word tt NWE practical teacher was talking abt.. was busy.. busy playing minesweeper.. lolX.. hahas..

die le larhs.. sure fail NWE..

and as usual.. CHW was like.. done in 30 mins? just cai out the PCI and ISA cards.. and put them back.. and.. home i go.. and tt was like. i fin them in like.. 10 mins max? lolX.. oh wells.. tts my sch.. hahas..

hahas.. yupps.. nitey peeps.. tired.. =)

im in heaven when im ard you

bleahs.. sch's as usual.. kinda boring lorhs.. hahas.. hmmmM.. might be meeting her later.. =)

oh wells.. talking abt her.. had some kinda misunderstanding btw us yst.. but of cos.. its all rite le.. =)

hmmM.. my previous week has been alrite larhs.. fun.. interesting.. and me being a totally naughty boy.. -slaps self- must punish myself.. -beat beat beat-

oh wells.. hahas.. just.. in the com lab in sch again.. like.. once again.. half my class is like.. here too hahas.. =)

btw.. im totally.. BOTAK..
bleahs.. hahas.. me and kenneth.. with 2 lines.. hahs..

head's kinda itchy.. bleahs.. not used to it leh..

got me contacts too.. yupps.. hahs.. to darn clear le.. can't take it.. feeling dizzy all of a suden..

yawns.. got nth to say le.. =)

ilu ilu ilu ilu ilu ilu ilu =)

-you- dun think too much le kaes? thgs smtimes are not wad athey seem to be.. they might have their problems and all.. kaes? im sure they still treat you as their mummy.. yar.. just smile yar? huggs.. i <3 u

distancememoriesofthem



nothings the same anymore
not even a hint of it
why am i believing tt everythgs alrite
tt its like the old days?
im wrong
everythg has and will change
i'm not needed.. am i?
3 mustketeers?
no more
just them 2
i'm just
wasting their time.. energy and str
mabbie i shdve left
nv to return again
saved myself fm the pain i now feel
i shdve realised tt
the past is history
and nv to be relieved
i'm dead to them
they now have their own cliques
i'm just. forgotten
unimportant as always.
left out.
who am i to them now?
nothing.



i guess. im wrong this time.. for once.. i cldn't feel it.. mabbie cos.. i din want it to hpn..i wun believe it wld hpn.. but........ oh wells.. cya.. all the best guys..

imjust.nomoretothem.byebye.i'llleaveyouguysaloneden

the past will always be past.. no Qns asked..

the past is past.. but.. smtimes.. im expecting certain pasts to happen.. but.. no way will they come back.. mainly cos.. its past.. by gones.. no more..


the past inculdes certain stuffs.. where i can never turn back.. some of these are.. great.. and i wish tt i still have them.. but.. its over.. so.. i guess i have to catty on w/o them..

i have to stay str.. no matter what.. for everyone.. esp her..

hello!! hahas.. haiyo.. =)

long time nv blog le. hahas.. missed me? hahas..

any-the-ways.. sch's kinda boring.. outragously humongous textbooks.. (and one stupid book which is the idiot's guide) whihc means.. the prasana thinks tt we are all idiots.. damn sia.. hahas..

hmmmM.. thgs been great? hahas.. just sm kinda stuffs tt takes time to be resolved.. and all.. oh wells.. things will be better.. it will.. it will

*I WANNA WATCH IROBAT!!*

oh wells.. and windstruck? hahas.. yupps..



As beautiful as fire against the evening sky
You fuel the lost desire
I no longer wanna die
Take me by the hand
And see beyond the lie
Strip away the fences
Leaving me needing
Leaving me high
I know you’re so
Solo but I can’t
Take me away
(cause I don’t wanna lose control)
Take me away
(cause I don’t lose it all)
Relieved of all the pain
You let me see again
Delivered from my shame now
And I’m lost for what to say
Cleansed and pure and weak
I suffer when I dream
I need to find a purpose
Need to feel you needing me
I know you’re so solo I can’t
Pure and weak
I suffer when I dream
Cleansed of me I suffer when I dream
I want you to stay
You take the pain away
Want you to stay
I need you here to keep me sane

i feel so useless.. so helpless

what can i do? quite a few stuffs.. but what am i doing? nth.. i can't do a thg.. mabbie cos.. simply put.. i suck.. i feel so damn useless.. so damn helpless.. tt.. all i can do is watch.. see.. hear.. but not comfort.. cos.. i dunno how.. and/or.. i can't.. i suck don't i.. im sure.. someone else out there.. can do a better job dan me.. im sure he can comfort better dan me.. he can.. rather.. he will do smthg.. while.. i just stand.. stare.. watch.. keep quiet.. while tt person will do smthg abt it.. ask reverlant.. revalent Qns.. and all.. haiz.. mabbie..
im nv gonna be good enough for you

i totall yhate this stupid vibes...

oh wells.. second chance in ard 10 more mins.. i dunnno larhs.. i can't change a person's character.. i can onli change myself.. for.. tt person.. esp since i love her.. but still.. i can't help at times to feel tt certain thgs i just.. feel.. terrible.. i mean.. as i've said.. i can't change a perosn.. but.. i can get used to it.. but.. now.. i haven't.. YET.. i will.. just.. when? haiz.. oh wells.. 2nd try.. im gonna do my best.. fight back the pain and tears.. and hurt too.. and.. "steal your pain away" which.. hopefully.. i can do..

forever is a long time. but im gonna fight. im never gonna ever give up. i'm praying. i'm fighting. i'll make sure i'll win. cos. forever IS a long time. ilu