violin jokes erm. joyce.. i dun think u shd like.. visit it.. btw..just to save my butt.... in case u click it.. and im guessing that u will.. which im sure u will.. soon enough.. samuel told me the link.. lolx... ;) not my fault.. haha...

Which Founding Father Are You?

go to nothing.net and see how true they are..since im starting to live tt way... read esp the testimonials part and FAQ section.. they rocks... lol...

Puddle of Mudd - She Hates Me

Met a girl, thought she was grand
fell in love, found out first hand
went well for a week or two
then it all came unglued

in a trapp trip I can't grip
never thought I'd be the one who'd slip
then I started to realize
I was living one big lie

She fucking hates me
trust
she fucking hates me
la la la love
I tried too hard
and she tore my feelings like I had none
and ripped them away

She was queen for about an hour
after that shit got sour
she took all I ever had
no sign of guilt
no feeling of bad, no

In a trapped trip I can't grip
never thought i'd be the one who'd slip
then I started to realize
I was living one big lie

[Chorus]

that's my story, as you see
learned my lesson and so did she
now it's over and i'm glad
'cause i'm a fool for all i've said

[Chorus]

la la la la la la la la la love
Trust
la la la la la la la la la love
Trust
and she tore my feelings like I had none
she fucking hates me

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You are Fresh Mint.
You are caring and friendly. You have a nurturing
personality and always help out a friend in
need. You are fairly outgoing, and always show
a friendly face. You truly care for other
people, and you show it. However, you may
neglect your own responsibilites or become over
involved in your friends' personal affairs.
Most Compatible With: Orange


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what i dunno... wun hurt... ignorance is bliss.. so.. im keeping it that way.. perhapes.. for forever... so dan.. i'll fuck off and leave it all behind me.. hopefully.. nice knowing you peeps...

w/o u in my life... everything just seems so empty... i just dunno how to continue... i hope you wld come back to me... to help me.. to relieve me of all my sufferings and pain..

drats.. today is PSLE results day.. gigi got her results.. 216.. hmm.. not tt bad lar.. can go express.. =P i dunno lar.. but better than me.. haha

hmm.. had a friggin long day.. went to sim lim sam and eng hong.. get pc parts at me cuz's fren shop.. some specs
P4 2.6c chip (intel)
MSI neo2
2 x 512 ram (kingston)
2 x 80 G (maxtor)
CD-DVD RAM (LG)
graphics card (GeForce, 70 onli leh)
floppy
lan card
tts abt it lor.. can't rmb all of them.. btw.. took teh GF card hm.. cos we already have a graphics w dual channel card.. so just get one simple(GF4.. simple??) card.. in teh end.. i decided to take it and exchange it w my card.. riva tnt2.. haha... gd deal eh?? lolX.. all in all.. abt 1500++.. high end too.. and the friggin fan tt comes with the MSI board has a LED fan.. wow.. cool.. im getting one.. real soon... haha
next up.. went to church to fix it up.. loads of problems.. haiz. but still.. managed to fix it up.. and sam was able to get it running after i left...
went to unc's bdae directly after that.. at abt 6.. had a great dinner.... in the end.. when the cake was brought out.. and after singing the "happy bdae to u" song... my da biao shao (my eldest cuzzie's wife) asked my unc to give my aunt a kiss.. haha.. everyone laffed like.. siao.. haha... for me.. wow.. its a great celebration.. when im 60.. i wun be able to kiss my wife.. cos im wun have one.. or get one.. i'll be lonely and all.. just myself.. w/o and kids or grandkids to take pics with.. haiz.... im totally depressed... why???? damn.... im gonna take my friggin Os result next year.. and im gonna be real disappointed and all..kaoz.. take wad exam?? how to take when im not in teh fucking mood?? wad teh fuck man.. can she just.. like.. fuck off from my life?? nvm.. i decided tt i'll fuck off instead.. nvm if its a lifetime of frens im leaving behind.. or 12 odd yrs of close frenships and suaning.. do i have a choice?? nopes.. i dun.. im just there to ruin pple's happiness and piss them all...look.. she hates me.. read.. H-A-T-E, HATE me.. like.. dislikes.. detest... haiz.. if onli i cld turn back time.. if onli i prayed more abt it.. if onli we managed to keep it a secret.. if onli if fucking onli.. we live in a world where its actions = consequences.. well.. since i took action.. like turning my back on her.. even for a short while.. well.. i made her mind up for her... dunno lar. me gonna play call of duty liao lar. hopefully.. mjon can pass me jedi acadamy tml.. dan come hm play like siao. haha......

Gareth Gates - anyone of us(stupid mistake)

I've been letting you down, down
Girl I know I've been such a fool
Giving in to temptation
When I should've played it cool
The situation got out of hand
I hope you understand

[Chorus]
It can happen to..
Anyone of us, anyone you think of
Anyone can fall
Anyone can hurt someone they love
Hearts will break
'Cause I made a stupid mistake
It can happen to..
Anyone of us, say you will forgive me
Anyone can fail
Say you will believe me
I can't take my heart will break
'Cause I made a stupid mistake
A stupid mistake

She was kind of exciting
A little crazy I should've known
She must have altered my senses
'Cause I offered to walk her home
The situation got out of hand
I hope you understand

[Chorus]

A stupid mistake
she means nothing to me
(nothing to me)
I swear every word is true
don't wanna lose you

fine.. mabbie not a gal.. but still...............................

chem was friggin hard.. die liao lar.. can retake tehe stupid Os next yr liao.. frig fook fish.. wadeva.. damn.. gonna pia my frigging history.. and i always fail by like.. 1/2 marks.. okie. most of the time.. haha..
SS got chance.. if can pass jeffery chan marking.. means the stupid SS can pass well liao.. or at least.. b4.. haha.. gd news onli.. haha.. ciao peeps...

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Coco Lee - Before I Fall In Love

[Verse 1:]
My heart says we've got something real
Can I trust the way I feel
Cuz my heart's been through it before
Am I'm just seeing what I want to see
Or is it true
Could you really be

[Chorus:]
Someone to have and hold
With all my heart and soul
I need to know
Before I fall in love
Someone who'll stay around
(Who warns) my ups and downs
So tell me now
Before I fall in love

[Verse 2:]
And I'm at the point of no return
So afraid of getting burned
But I wanna take a chance
Oh please
Give me a reason to believe
Say you're the one that you'll always be

Someone to have and hold
With all my heart and soul
I need to know
Before I fall in love
Someone who'll stay around
(Who warns) my ups and downs
So tell me now
Before I fall in love

[Bridge:]
It's been so hard for me
To give my heart away
But I would give my everything
Just to hear you say...

Someone to have and hold
With all my heart and soul
I need to know
Before I fall in love
Someone who'll stay around
(Who warns) my ups and downs
So tell me now
Before I fall in love

hmm.. tml chem.. wed hist.. fri sci ppr 1... dan.. finally. haha.. can go choinging liao.. but still damn long leh.. fook fook fook.. me kinda stressed mentally.. emotionally. and physically. the late nite runs are killing me.. having aches in the stomach.. wow.. finally they're getting to me.. after 3 4 mths?? kaoz.. can die man. nwae.. me really friggin crap now.. really got no mood to study.. and all.. dunno why.. these Os.. not at peak performance.. y?? meaning.. im gonna retake me Os next yr.. no shame in it tho.. i hope.. but who cares abt me anywae?? no one does.. kaoz.... how to get beack to my happy mood?? my usual mood?? or me?? HELP!! anyone can help me?? suggestions anyone?? kaoz. i dunno lar. me just wanna go chionging after teh Os.. get drunk.(again, but this time w frens..) go do stupid dares like kissing frens gfs again.. without a care in the world.. or pple... and mabbie get jailed for a mth or so.. nearly went once.. haha.. can't forget it... but dun wanna be reminded...
choices are easy to make.. however.. teh consequences are hard.. like.. for example.. to go to california for a mth or so...i dun mind.. go and forget things i wanna forget.. secondly.. to leave the pple i grew up w permantly? i dunno.. stil thinking hard... but i'll be gone for a while.. hopefully.. pple dun pang seh me.. =D ciao peeps.... me off to slack... and to mug.. hopefully..... =P

Linkin Park - Easier to Run

It's easier to run
Replacing this pain with something numb
It's so much easier to go
Than face all this pain here all alone

Something has been taken from deep inside of me
The secret I've kept locked away no one can ever see
Wounds so deep they never show they never go away
Like moving pictures in my head for years and years they've played

(If I could change I would take back the pain I would)
(Retrace every wrong move that I made I would)
(If I could stand up and take the blame I would)
(If I could take all the shame to the grave I would)
(If I could change I would take back the pain I would)
(Retrace every wrong move that I made I would)
(If I could stand up and take the blame I would)
(I would take all my shame to the grave)

[Chorus]
It's easier to run
Replacing this pain with something more
It's so much easier to go
Than face all this pain here all alone

Sometimes I remember the darkness of my past
Bringing back these memories I wish I didn't have
Sometimes I think of letting go and never looking back
And never moving forward so there'd never be a past

(If I could change I would take back the pain I would)
(Retrace every wrong move that I made I would)
(If I could stand up and take the blame I would)
(If I could take all the shame to the grave I would)
(If I could change I would take back the pain I would)
(Retrace every wrong move that I made I would)
(If I could stand up and take the blame I would)
(I would take all my shame to the grave)

Just washing it aside
All of the helplessness inside
Pretending I don't feel misplaced
It's so much simpler than change

[Chorus]
It's easier to run
Replacing this pain with something more
It's so much easier to go
Than face all this pain here all alone

It's easier to run
(If I could change I would take back the pain I would)
(Retrace every wrong move that I made)
It's easier to go
(If I could change I would take back the pain I would)
(Retrace every wrong move that I made I would)
(If I could stand up and take the blame I would)
(I would take all my shame to the grave)

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Linkin Park - One Step Closer

I cannot take this anymore
I'm saying everything I've said before
All these words they make no sense
I find bliss in ignorance
Less I hear the less you'll say
But you'll find that out anyway

Just like before...

[chours:]
Everything you say to me
Takes me one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break
I need a little room to breathe
Cause I'm one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break

I find the answers aren't so clear
Wish I could find a way to disappear
All these thoughts they make no sense
I find bliss in ignorance
Nothing seems to go away
Over and over again

Just like before

[chours (x2)]

shut up when I'm talking to you
shut up, shut up, shut up

I'm about to BREAK

[chours (x2)]

bored.. dead bored... nothing to do.. expt study and slack.... well.. did both today.. even went to see gals.. but i din want to.. mr darren chua wanted to see debroah.. hmm.. really deb really honestly looks like steph.. die.. now i'm hallucinating?? haha.. went compass pt.. let darren have fun with natalie..(the irritating one.. according to kenneth and darren..) and deb.. diana's gd fren.. haiz... last fri deb pissed me off... was like.. telling her where marriot hotel was.. like.. near Tangs.. budden she got pissed.. and said tt she'll find her own way.. dun nd my help.. damn.. im trying to be a gd guy.. get scolded.. totally pissed at her.. damn.. than that darren want me to jio her.. Y is everyone telling me who to JIO?? i mean.. ok.. some are worth considering.. but some are NOT!! dan tell me like.. she was in a bad md tt day.. cos her hist ppr din go well... i dun CARE!! damn.. kaoz.. damn sien.. no hp to communicate.. and all.. kao.. dead bored.. nwae.. hope i made the rite decision... fren's trust over erm.. family?? damn.. i duuno.. my tots are not flowing.. just typing out everything w/o any organization.. kaoz... die lar... luckily i have almost 1 wk to clear my head.. and to prepare for chem and a/c.. whew.. gd luck to me.. all the best to all.. =)

also.. in the midst of making a very difficult choice.. hope i'll make a correct one.. cos its a matter of life and death.. ok.. life yes.. death.. nah.. but to tt extend.. pray.. hope and all.. haiz.. bb peeps!! luv ya all!!

damn.. Os can retake next yr.. haiz.. really on low moral liao.. haiz..
anywae.. went to watch matrix revolutions just now.. (ie. 8 oct) haha.. wah.. nice show man.. but.. nah.. not gonna let out details.. but no problem with it.. agent smith dun have trinity's voice.. haha.. had a fun day today.. not gonna describe everything.. haha.. but it was fun.. really!! dunno wad to say man.. fun and fun onli.
last nite.. (fri nite and sat early morn) was chatting with wei sens'smei.. erm.. charlene i think.. basket.. din noe tt she was stephanie's fren.. gd fren?? haha.. better still.. mr weisen just dedi a song for me.. and the msg was... damn.. damn paiseh leh.. haha.. not gonna say.. but not very nice to say one.. haha.. something to do w me and stephanie tho.. huge clue man.. basket.. haha.. i can't believe i allowed him to do it.. wad was i thinking?? on spinz somemore.. kao.. and as if its not enough.. the dj has to be the person sitting behind stephanie.. kao.. she better not tell her (steph) wad the msg was.. if not.. i die super early liao.. luckily steph is like.. slping now.. cos got church tml.. whew.. but.. kao... already pissed liane off.. (got or not ms koh??) and another ms koh.. and now steph? basket.. haiz.. hope nth happens.. (btw.. hope by mandy moore is on now.. on spinx) haha.. kao.. i really dun now wad i shd do man.. and the next dj.. (its 3.11 am now, and im supposed to be in church by like.. 9??) is another o level student.. wad the h3ll?? no nd to study one arh?? haiz.. me.. off to like.. die soon.. very tired.. ytd oso abt 4 plus dan slp.. chatting w weisen and his mei.. haiz... farni things hpn.. haha.. i still rmb it.. haha... nitey peeps!!!

life sucks man.. i'll be taking next yrs Os liao.. esp SS.. is die die die.. now humans have to kao lit and cmb humans got chance onli if hist do well.. but like... HOW?? damn.. my whole liffe is just.. crap.. no mood to do nuts.. die dIe DIE ARH!! cannot make it liao.. nth works.. nor goes the way i want it too.. even now im blogging.. when im suppoesed to be mugging for the maths ppr 2 test tml.. hmm.. my life sucks SuCks SUCKS!!i suck... got nth to say liao.. and it like.. i dunno how to say lar.. the past i've not let go.. and im looking fwd.. wad the HEll.. did the argumentitive for eng compo.. Q is something like.. "there is no point in preservering the past. we shd always look fwd. what is your opinion on this?" wad the hell.. i agreed with the statement.. although i gave an almost balanced view.. haha.. haiz.. actions speak louder than words.. so true.. i hope curiosity really killed the cat.. and i'll be Xtra inquisitive... and die earlier.. me just slacking.. feel like dying.. dun wanna touch maths.. haiz. bb.. me gonna koon now.. dowan to think abt it.. gals suck!!! bb... later mugging time!!! bye peeps... =X

You're Most Like The Season Autumn ...

You're warm, and the most approachable. You have
that gentle prescence about you. People can
relate to you, and find you easy company.
However it's likely you've been hurt in the
past and it has left you scarred so things can
become rather chilly with you at times. Being
the third Season in, you're mature, trustworthy
and loyal to your friends but prone to
depression and negative thinking.

Well done... You're the shy and sensitive season :)


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