finally.. got a job.. as an admin..starting work this fri.. heehee.. wow.. the hols are like..passing thru real quick... gigi gonna start sch.. lotsa them are.. all those in sec 1-4, p1-6 and those in provisional pre-U.. haha.. hmm.. stupid.. ez link card means that i have to pay adult fare.. darn.. haha.. this yr really was a action-packed yr.. all sorts of things hpn.. u name it.. i've probably been there done it.. lolX.. some brief highlights..
march - went to japan w sch.. fun plc..
june - youth camp
july - yf worship
oct - had my stupid prelims..
nov - stupid Os / started visiting other churches
dec - gigi pestered dad to buy ps2 for her
dec - went to cfcc yf camp
yups.. something lidat lar.. well.. these are the 'UP' pts for this yr.. the down.. nah.. too many.. gonna omit them.. haha =] new yr gonna come soon.. haha.. hope i can like.. settle down.. (not start a family mind u.. too young..) and clear my already messed up romm and head.. haha.. yups.. wad pastor said is true.. the state of ur room = the way ur life is.. so.. my rm is like.. totally messed up.. u dun believe.. u can like..come over to my plc and have a look see at it.. haha.. really gotta like.. clear up the mess.. books like.. everywhere.. din throw them away cos din have like.. confidence tt i'll qualify for a poly/jc.. so.. yar.. JUST IN CASE.. lolX.. cds everywhere.. and the stupid extension cord for my power onli has 2 avalible pts.. so can't listen to radio while playing FFX2.. haiz... so crapped up.. well.. the onli thing tt is like.. clean and not crapped up is my lovly but frigging "gu dong" PC.. its like.. a P3 600Mhz... knn.. can't complain.. others have like.. slower dan mine.. shd be happy w wad u have eh?? lolX.. haha.. oh yea.. found my erm.. notes fm the yf camp... one msg i really wanna share w u guys.. gonna like.. post it as soon as i feel like it.. haha.. too lazy to write it out.. haha.. *yawnz!!* gonna like.. play somemore games.. dan slp.. hopefully.. or mabbie go biking.. haha.. nite peeps..

You're Yuna! Strong, level headed, and the leader
of the group!


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Stacie Orrico - Stuck

I can't get out of bed today
Or get you off my mind
I just can't seem to find a way
To leave this love behind

[Bridge:]
I ain't trippin
I'm just missing
You know what I'm saying
You know what I mean

You kept me hanging on a string
Why you make me cry
I tried to give you everything
But you just gave me lies

[Bridge]

[Bridge 2:]
Every now and then
When I'm all alone
I've been wishing you would call me on the telephone
Say you want me back
But you never do
I feel like such a fool
There's nothing I can do
I'm such a fool
For you

[Chorus:]
I can't take it
What am I waiting for?
My heart's still breaking
I miss you even more
And I can't fake it
The way I could before
I hate you but I love you
I can't stop thinking of you [last time x2]
It's true
I'm stuck on you

Now love's a broken record that's
Been skipping in my head
I keep singing yesterday
Why we gots to play these games we play?

[Bridge]

Every now and then
When I'm all alone
I've been wishing you would call me on the telephone
Say you want me back
But you never do
I feel like such a fool
There's nothing I can change
I'm such a fool for you

[Chorus]

[Bridge 2]

[Chorus]

I hate you but I love you
I can't stop thinking of you
I hate you but I love you
I can't stop thinking of you
Don't know what to do
I'm stuck on you

this is the lyrics for my background song..

Complete - Parachute Band

here i am oh God
i bring this sacrifice
my open heart
i offer up my life
i look to You Lord
Your love that never ends
restores me again

so i lift my eyes to You Lord
in Your strength will i break through Lord
touch me now let Your love fall down unto me
i know Your love dispels all my fears
Through the storm i will hold on Lord
and by faith i will walk on Lord
then i'll see beyond my Calvary one day
and i will be complete in You

heya.. ";" erm.. sori for being like.. so rude.. really.. i wun do a thing.. but i wld reallyl like to noe who u are..

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knn.. i dunno lar.. im at fault for being rude and wad not.. but now.. im like.. too pissed with ";" smart alack remark.. dun make me do things that i dun wanna do..

nwae.. had lunch with my uncs and aunt.. dan went to UE square w sis and unc.. and freakingly can't find the cap that gigi wanted to buy.. actually saw it.. but it was white.. and she wanted it black.. well.. thats the price i have to pay for loosing it.. rite?? hmm... bought planet shaker's next cd.. and steven curtis chapman.. nice songs.. too bad everyone's like.. engrossed in hillsongs and casting the rest aside.. i mean.. yea.. hillsong's great.. but there are other grps that are nice.. or probably better.. like jars of clay.. and POD.. and good charlotte.. can't believe it rite?? pop/rock grps.. well .. they're Christian bands.. and have cds avaliable in christian music stores.. no one noes cos they're all too engrossed into hillsongs.. haiz.. went to aunt's plc.. watch home run.. (again) and finished my book.. dan had dinner.. and went ot pick audrey fm her office.. haha.. my dad was like.. "huh?? tot my picking her days are over.. tot was finally done when she grad.. but now working oso need me.. " lolX.. nvm.. grandma treated us (me, gigi, mum, dad, 3rd aunt & audrey) to swensons.. heehee.. now im hm.. finally.. can open prezzies.. mum's idea of keeping traditions.. crap man.. wait till boxing day..

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added 12.35am.


";" smart alack arh?? nvm.. i can't do it.. yea yea.. wadeva.. to think i apologized.. dammit.. dun piss me off to far.. im trying to control here..

damn.. this wasn't supposed to hpn... nth was.. ans is going according to wad i want.. wadeva.. this is the farking worst christmas i've ever experience.. lonliest and boringest and wadevaest... arh.. wtf.. nvm.. just 7 more days b4 2004.. need to change.. BADLY.. haiz.. sucks man.. i'd give anything to exp teh same Christmas i've exp 1 yr ago.. this yr is just so.. dry.. lonely.. arh.. u noe.. the usual.. dunno how many felt the same way.. i dun thnk anyone felt the same way.. haiz.. okie.. wadeva.. din go to church today.. as usual.. got a real scolding for telling my parents i din wanna go.. haiz.. so was alone at hm.. did stuff onli pple 18 and above cld do.. not smoking btw.. it sucks.. lolX.. dan after church parents went to helen's plc.. and left me all alone at hm.. hungry and cold?? was raining wad.. so cold.. lolX.. so no lunch.. sobs.. poor me.. haha.. was hungry and all till ard 6 +.. and fark.. my parents complain tt the wadeva they call it illness that frigging affects my stomach.. that made me suffer for like.. eternity.. and the frigging unbearable pain that left my parents no choice but to rush me to the hospital (okie.. kua zhang.. but true arh) was caused by improper meals.. (& stress and depression and a hell of a lot more.. according to the doctor) and they blame me?? parents.. soo sienz.. they.. (my parents and gigi) had fun at church and at steph's plc.. and me.. left to rot at hm.. how i wish i cld just.. die lidat.. freak.. nvm.. i'll go on w today..
dan went to unc's plc.. fun was fun.. but i'd rather walk by the pool.. alone.. haha.. not that my relatives weren't fun.. but.. i dunno lar.. lonely again.. mabbie coz jaime wasn't there.. away in japan.. and today.. i was the object of redicule.. jaime usually was.. but not in s'pore.. so.. the usual.. just woke up look.. peacock's hair.. why din stand.. rooster head.. tml will wake them with my calling?? wadeva.. im ok w it.. dan audrey ask me y i wasn't at church today.. (slping.. rite..) dan.. why i din go church for like.. last mth.. (visit other churchs.. true lor.. partly..) dan ask abt this sun.. going cbc or not.. i was like.. i dunno... see 1st.. nvm.. bullied ginny.. (unc's 1 yr old labrador) damn big liao..but super playfull.. haha.. now im back.. totaly shitty.. haha.. nvm.. i'll go cont my FFX-2.. bb..

christmas to me.. this yr.. sucks big time..

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once more.. ";" u are??

sienz. gonna go ffor job interview liao.. somekinda admin job.. hope i can work on sundays.. and have teh saturdays off... dan i have a nice excuse to not go cbc.. lol... heehee.. bye bye peeps.. wish me good luck..
";".. u are?? dun make me guess leh...

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okie.. back from interview.. well.. hope i can get in leh.. quite a nice job,... do admin work.. hmm.. i really hope i can get the job.. at least keep me busy for like.. at least 3 mths.. the onli part i not happy is no sunday work.. sobs.. lolX.. haha.. 2 more days to Christmas.. and my sis is going to YuYing Secondary School.. haha.. bb.. im off to eat liao.. my dinner.... haha...

my christmas wish list.. lolX..
1) someone
2) a brand new modded PC with scanner and printer
3) 2x FCUK shirt, 2x FCUK jeans/long pants
4) 1x levis jeans, 1x deniem jacket, 1x shirt
5) a new hi-fi set (sony)
6) a new camera (cannon)
7) new cross-trainers (nike)
8) wallet (ozzo)
9) a new electric guitar and bass, with an amp and effects box
10) total 90 boots (nike) or adidas predator
11) soccer ball (adidas)
12) new nokia hP ( 7220 or 6600)
13) a new discman/mp3 (sony/panasonic)
14) belt.. i need one.. or a few.. haha
15) a tagHauger watch
16) sneakers (pref converse)
17) pool table??

list remains to be updated.. hint hint.. peeps.. if giving presents..
pls note wad i like.. lolX.. hope someone out there can make my christmas a
happy one.. hint.. hint.. meaning.. gimme one of the listed items here!!

the camp pictures are finally out.. thks to ashley.. i've got them.. haha.. really enjoyed the camp.. haha.. here is ashley's very own webbie w the pics..
cfcc camp pics



check them out peeps.. haha..

heya peeps.. just an announcement to make.. yups.. i wun be in CBC for the moment.. can say tt im leaving lar.. but not forever.. will come back one..hopefully... why?? cos of many reasons..
to the Youths in my church.. sori peeps..
i noe i not brudder enough to some of u peeps.. and mabbie let some others down.. but
i dun really have a choice ya?? i really do treasure u peeps.. but pls understand tt im
'forced' to do this. haha..& in the meantime.. will be church visiting lar.. so i wanna
that im NOT.. repeat.. NOT leaving CBC at the moment.. heehee.. i can't promise u that i wun
leave.. but i can promise u that i wun forget u peeps.. i lurve u guys too much.. but still.
things change.. pls forgive me kae peeps?? to those whom i've hurt or pissed during the last
2-3 weeks.. im sori.. but pls understand.. if u dun.. just noe tt im doing this cos of
many personal reasons.. =) takecare peeps.. brudders.. take care.. i wun forget the few special
pple who made an impact in my life.. heehee..okay.. all of u peeps made an impact.. but there
are some who made a special impact... LURVE u all.. really do.. pls forgive me kaes??
sam/jon.. sori bros.. but will keep in touch w u guys.. dun hate me for wad i do.. but luv me for wad i din do.... lolX.. saw this phrase somewhere.. tot it looked good.. lolX.. enjoy urselves..
shimin/angel/joyce.. promise u gals that we'll still be frens.. but for now.. i just need some time-off alone.. and with GOd.. sori..

Moffatts - Who Do You Love

Here we are
You tell me I'm the only one
Who makes you feel love again
There you go
I see you watching him
When you don't think I know
Should I let you go?

So who's it gonna be
Is it him or me?

[chorus]
Who do you love?
Who do you need?
You're messing up my mind
Wastin' all my time

Who do you love?
What do you feel?
Stop playin with my heart
You're tearin me apart

Am I the one
who can make you fly up above
Is it me who can take you higher
than you're dreaming of
Now who do you love?
Who do you love?

Turn around
Do you really think you could
You'll play me like a fool
For you
Then I realize
When you touch me it's like nothing I have known
Could I let you go

So who's it gonna be
Is it him or me?

Gareth Gates - Too serious too soon

I wonder where you where
I wonder what your thinking about tonight
I wonder
Maybe your alone
Maybe you've been crying just like me
I wonder
I don't know why I lost your touch
Maybe I wanted to be loved too much

Too serious, too soon
I wanted you to love me
I wanted to be there for you like no one else before
Too serious, too soon
I wanted you to love me

It's been a rainy afternoon
Now I'm Staring at the moon
Thinking we got too serious, too soon

I told you every day
I told you every night in every way
I love you

Maybe you got scared
Maybe I have nothing else to say
But I love you
So baby now my life's a mess
Cause I'm
Cos I couldn't love you any less

(chorus)

It's been a rainy afternoon
Now I'm Staring at the moon
Thinking we got too serious, too soon

Too soon
It's not right
It's not fair
It's in you baby cuts like a knife
What if you were the love of my life

(chorus)

We got too serious to soon
I wanted to be there for you like no one else before
Too serious too soon
I wanted you too love me

It's been a rainy afternoon
Now I'm Staring at the moon
Thinking we got too serious, too soon

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Anastacia - I'm Outta Love

Ooooha
Whoa
Yeah yeah yeah yeah
Oh yeah
Aha

Now baby come one
Don't claim that love you never let me feel
I should have known
'Cause you brought nothing real
Come on be a man about it
You won't die
I ain't got no more tears to cry
And I can't take this no more
You know I gotta let it go
And you know

I'm outta love
Set me free
And let me out this misery
Just show me the way to get my life again
'Cause you can't handle me
(I said) I'm outta love
Can't you see
Baby that you gotta set me free
I'm outta love

Yeah

Said how many times
Have I tried to turn this love arond?
But every time
You just let me down
Come on be a man about it
You'll survive
True that you can work it out all right
Tell me, yesterday
Did you know?
I'd be the one to let you go?
And you know

I'm outta love
Set me free
(Set me free, yeah)
And let me out this misery
(Oh let me out this misery)
Just show me the way to get my life again
'Cause you can't handle me
(I said) I'm outta love
(I'm outta love)
Can't you see
Baby that you gotta set me free
I'm outta

Let me get over you
The way you've gotten over me too, yeah
Seems like my time has come
And now I'm moving on
I'll be stronger

I'm outta love
Set me free
(Set me free)
And let me out this misery
(Yeah yeah)
Show me the way to get my life again
(Show me the way, my life again)
You can't handle me
(No, no, no, no)
(I said) I'm outta love
(I'm outta love)
Set me free
(Set me free)
And let me out this misery
(Yeah yeah yeah yeah)
Show me the way to get my life again
You can't handle me
(I said) I'm outta love
Can't you see
(Can't you see)
Baby that you gotta set me free
I'm outta love
Yeah yeah yeah yeah

I'm outta love
Set me free
(No no no no no no)
And let me out this misery
Just show me the way to get my life again
You can't handle me
(No no nobody)
(I said) I'm outta love
(Oh yeah oh yeah)
Set me free
And let me out this misery

TLC - Damaged

I know I'm kinda strange, to you sometimes
Don't always say, what's on my mind
You know that I've been hurt, by some guy
But I don't wanna mess up this time

And I really really really care
And I really really really want you
And I think I'm kinda scared
Cos I don't want to lose you
If you really really really care
Then maybe you can hang through
I hope you understand
It's nothing to you

My heart's at a low
I'm so much to manage
I think you should know that
I've been damaged
I'm falling in love
There's one disadvantage
I think you should know that I've been damaged

I might look through your stuff, for what I don't wanna find
Or I might just set you up, to see if you're all mine
I'm a little paranoid, from what I've been through
Don't know what you got yourself into

And I really really really care (And I care about you so much)
And I really really really want you (I really do want you)
And I think I'm kinda scared (But I'm scared with every touch)
Cos I don't want to lose you (Cos I don't want to lose you)
If you really really really care (If you care for me like you say)
Then maybe you can hang through (Then maybe you can hang through)
I hope you understand (I hope you understand)
It's nothing to you (It's nothing to you, you)

My heart's at a low (low)
I'm so much to manage
I think you should know that (I think you should know)
I've been damaged
I'm falling in love (I'm falling in love)
There's one disadvantage
I think you should know that I've been damaged (I think you should know that)

My heart's at a low
I'm so much to manage (I'm so much to manage)
I think you should know that (I think you should know that)
I've been damaged (I've been damaged)
I'm falling in love (I love you so)
There's one disadvantage (I love you so)
I think you should know that I've been damaged

And I really really really want you
And I think I'm kinda scared
Cos I don't want to lose you
If you really really really care
Then maybe you can hang through
I hope you understand
It's nothing to you (It's nothing to you)

My heart's at a low
I'm so much to manage
I think you should know that (Ooh I think you should know I've been damaged)
I've been damaged (I've been damaged baby)
I'm falling in love (Falling in love with you baby, yeah)
There's one disadvantage
I think you should know that I've been damaged

My heart's at a low
I'm so much to manage
I think you should know that
I've been damaged
I'm falling in love
There's one disadvantage
I think you should know that I've been damaged

whole cell go bowling expt me.. and i lurve.. repeat.. love to bowl.. and im giving it up cos im stubbon and all.. wad to do?? i have to stick to this plan if i wanna like.. be successful in my overall plan.. must learn to give and take.. nwae.. a little abt the church i went to on sun.. nice plc.. had great fun.. met 4 new pple.. charmane, shawn, edmund (or edwin) and joyce... funny pple.. it'll take time for me to blend in kinda thing.. but.. i'll do.. btw.. they are older dan me.. ard 18-24 age grp.. wad to do?? im like that one.. haha.. the worship was good... very good.. i must say its better dan some of the other churches i went tol.. inclding CBC.. wow.. and the bass player.. damn pro lor.. 2 keyboards and 2 drums.. nv tot that this setup cld produce sound, nice sound.. let alone music.. but hey.. it rocks man.. haha.. i wanna go BACK!! and i esp the songs "magnificant" and "complete"... not sure by who.. not hillsongs.. that im sure.. i wanna find out who.. and how to play them.. damn cool... im going to that church now..
speaking of which.. pple are getting suspicious of wad im doing.. and its like.. onli a week since i started it.. haiz... nvm.. pissing and hurting and pang sehing pple are wad i do best.. im dead tired.. and underested.. gonna play tennis tml.. just came back fm a ride round serangoon.. another time dan write abt the chalet... nitex

hmm.. dead tired.. reading time traveling guide now.. haha.. its pure physics.. kinda understand it tho.. lol.. gonna learn some hacking skills.. learn some java and flash mx soon.. gonna try to focus my mind on things that are much more fun/nessacary dan other things or people.. lolx... decided to changethe layout of this blog.. that is.. after i learn java.. or steal someone else's layout.. haha.. so i dun think i'll be blogging much.. but i'll be doing a new temp one.. i'll give u peepe ths add later on.. when i've created it.. damn.. btw.. anyone noes where i can get music?? cos the stupid power web music is gone.. and i don't want midi files.. anyone have any idea where?? thks peeps.. no bloodly mood to blog.. bye bye.. rmb.. ignorance is bliss.. heehee......

violin jokes erm. joyce.. i dun think u shd like.. visit it.. btw..just to save my butt.... in case u click it.. and im guessing that u will.. which im sure u will.. soon enough.. samuel told me the link.. lolx... ;) not my fault.. haha...

Which Founding Father Are You?

go to nothing.net and see how true they are..since im starting to live tt way... read esp the testimonials part and FAQ section.. they rocks... lol...

Puddle of Mudd - She Hates Me

Met a girl, thought she was grand
fell in love, found out first hand
went well for a week or two
then it all came unglued

in a trapp trip I can't grip
never thought I'd be the one who'd slip
then I started to realize
I was living one big lie

She fucking hates me
trust
she fucking hates me
la la la love
I tried too hard
and she tore my feelings like I had none
and ripped them away

She was queen for about an hour
after that shit got sour
she took all I ever had
no sign of guilt
no feeling of bad, no

In a trapped trip I can't grip
never thought i'd be the one who'd slip
then I started to realize
I was living one big lie

[Chorus]

that's my story, as you see
learned my lesson and so did she
now it's over and i'm glad
'cause i'm a fool for all i've said

[Chorus]

la la la la la la la la la love
Trust
la la la la la la la la la love
Trust
and she tore my feelings like I had none
she fucking hates me

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You are Fresh Mint.
You are caring and friendly. You have a nurturing
personality and always help out a friend in
need. You are fairly outgoing, and always show
a friendly face. You truly care for other
people, and you show it. However, you may
neglect your own responsibilites or become over
involved in your friends' personal affairs.
Most Compatible With: Orange


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what i dunno... wun hurt... ignorance is bliss.. so.. im keeping it that way.. perhapes.. for forever... so dan.. i'll fuck off and leave it all behind me.. hopefully.. nice knowing you peeps...

w/o u in my life... everything just seems so empty... i just dunno how to continue... i hope you wld come back to me... to help me.. to relieve me of all my sufferings and pain..

drats.. today is PSLE results day.. gigi got her results.. 216.. hmm.. not tt bad lar.. can go express.. =P i dunno lar.. but better than me.. haha

hmm.. had a friggin long day.. went to sim lim sam and eng hong.. get pc parts at me cuz's fren shop.. some specs
P4 2.6c chip (intel)
MSI neo2
2 x 512 ram (kingston)
2 x 80 G (maxtor)
CD-DVD RAM (LG)
graphics card (GeForce, 70 onli leh)
floppy
lan card
tts abt it lor.. can't rmb all of them.. btw.. took teh GF card hm.. cos we already have a graphics w dual channel card.. so just get one simple(GF4.. simple??) card.. in teh end.. i decided to take it and exchange it w my card.. riva tnt2.. haha... gd deal eh?? lolX.. all in all.. abt 1500++.. high end too.. and the friggin fan tt comes with the MSI board has a LED fan.. wow.. cool.. im getting one.. real soon... haha
next up.. went to church to fix it up.. loads of problems.. haiz. but still.. managed to fix it up.. and sam was able to get it running after i left...
went to unc's bdae directly after that.. at abt 6.. had a great dinner.... in the end.. when the cake was brought out.. and after singing the "happy bdae to u" song... my da biao shao (my eldest cuzzie's wife) asked my unc to give my aunt a kiss.. haha.. everyone laffed like.. siao.. haha... for me.. wow.. its a great celebration.. when im 60.. i wun be able to kiss my wife.. cos im wun have one.. or get one.. i'll be lonely and all.. just myself.. w/o and kids or grandkids to take pics with.. haiz.... im totally depressed... why???? damn.... im gonna take my friggin Os result next year.. and im gonna be real disappointed and all..kaoz.. take wad exam?? how to take when im not in teh fucking mood?? wad teh fuck man.. can she just.. like.. fuck off from my life?? nvm.. i decided tt i'll fuck off instead.. nvm if its a lifetime of frens im leaving behind.. or 12 odd yrs of close frenships and suaning.. do i have a choice?? nopes.. i dun.. im just there to ruin pple's happiness and piss them all...look.. she hates me.. read.. H-A-T-E, HATE me.. like.. dislikes.. detest... haiz.. if onli i cld turn back time.. if onli i prayed more abt it.. if onli we managed to keep it a secret.. if onli if fucking onli.. we live in a world where its actions = consequences.. well.. since i took action.. like turning my back on her.. even for a short while.. well.. i made her mind up for her... dunno lar. me gonna play call of duty liao lar. hopefully.. mjon can pass me jedi acadamy tml.. dan come hm play like siao. haha......

Gareth Gates - anyone of us(stupid mistake)

I've been letting you down, down
Girl I know I've been such a fool
Giving in to temptation
When I should've played it cool
The situation got out of hand
I hope you understand

[Chorus]
It can happen to..
Anyone of us, anyone you think of
Anyone can fall
Anyone can hurt someone they love
Hearts will break
'Cause I made a stupid mistake
It can happen to..
Anyone of us, say you will forgive me
Anyone can fail
Say you will believe me
I can't take my heart will break
'Cause I made a stupid mistake
A stupid mistake

She was kind of exciting
A little crazy I should've known
She must have altered my senses
'Cause I offered to walk her home
The situation got out of hand
I hope you understand

[Chorus]

A stupid mistake
she means nothing to me
(nothing to me)
I swear every word is true
don't wanna lose you

fine.. mabbie not a gal.. but still...............................

chem was friggin hard.. die liao lar.. can retake tehe stupid Os next yr liao.. frig fook fish.. wadeva.. damn.. gonna pia my frigging history.. and i always fail by like.. 1/2 marks.. okie. most of the time.. haha..
SS got chance.. if can pass jeffery chan marking.. means the stupid SS can pass well liao.. or at least.. b4.. haha.. gd news onli.. haha.. ciao peeps...

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Coco Lee - Before I Fall In Love

[Verse 1:]
My heart says we've got something real
Can I trust the way I feel
Cuz my heart's been through it before
Am I'm just seeing what I want to see
Or is it true
Could you really be

[Chorus:]
Someone to have and hold
With all my heart and soul
I need to know
Before I fall in love
Someone who'll stay around
(Who warns) my ups and downs
So tell me now
Before I fall in love

[Verse 2:]
And I'm at the point of no return
So afraid of getting burned
But I wanna take a chance
Oh please
Give me a reason to believe
Say you're the one that you'll always be

Someone to have and hold
With all my heart and soul
I need to know
Before I fall in love
Someone who'll stay around
(Who warns) my ups and downs
So tell me now
Before I fall in love

[Bridge:]
It's been so hard for me
To give my heart away
But I would give my everything
Just to hear you say...

Someone to have and hold
With all my heart and soul
I need to know
Before I fall in love
Someone who'll stay around
(Who warns) my ups and downs
So tell me now
Before I fall in love

hmm.. tml chem.. wed hist.. fri sci ppr 1... dan.. finally. haha.. can go choinging liao.. but still damn long leh.. fook fook fook.. me kinda stressed mentally.. emotionally. and physically. the late nite runs are killing me.. having aches in the stomach.. wow.. finally they're getting to me.. after 3 4 mths?? kaoz.. can die man. nwae.. me really friggin crap now.. really got no mood to study.. and all.. dunno why.. these Os.. not at peak performance.. y?? meaning.. im gonna retake me Os next yr.. no shame in it tho.. i hope.. but who cares abt me anywae?? no one does.. kaoz.... how to get beack to my happy mood?? my usual mood?? or me?? HELP!! anyone can help me?? suggestions anyone?? kaoz. i dunno lar. me just wanna go chionging after teh Os.. get drunk.(again, but this time w frens..) go do stupid dares like kissing frens gfs again.. without a care in the world.. or pple... and mabbie get jailed for a mth or so.. nearly went once.. haha.. can't forget it... but dun wanna be reminded...
choices are easy to make.. however.. teh consequences are hard.. like.. for example.. to go to california for a mth or so...i dun mind.. go and forget things i wanna forget.. secondly.. to leave the pple i grew up w permantly? i dunno.. stil thinking hard... but i'll be gone for a while.. hopefully.. pple dun pang seh me.. =D ciao peeps.... me off to slack... and to mug.. hopefully..... =P

Linkin Park - Easier to Run

It's easier to run
Replacing this pain with something numb
It's so much easier to go
Than face all this pain here all alone

Something has been taken from deep inside of me
The secret I've kept locked away no one can ever see
Wounds so deep they never show they never go away
Like moving pictures in my head for years and years they've played

(If I could change I would take back the pain I would)
(Retrace every wrong move that I made I would)
(If I could stand up and take the blame I would)
(If I could take all the shame to the grave I would)
(If I could change I would take back the pain I would)
(Retrace every wrong move that I made I would)
(If I could stand up and take the blame I would)
(I would take all my shame to the grave)

[Chorus]
It's easier to run
Replacing this pain with something more
It's so much easier to go
Than face all this pain here all alone

Sometimes I remember the darkness of my past
Bringing back these memories I wish I didn't have
Sometimes I think of letting go and never looking back
And never moving forward so there'd never be a past

(If I could change I would take back the pain I would)
(Retrace every wrong move that I made I would)
(If I could stand up and take the blame I would)
(If I could take all the shame to the grave I would)
(If I could change I would take back the pain I would)
(Retrace every wrong move that I made I would)
(If I could stand up and take the blame I would)
(I would take all my shame to the grave)

Just washing it aside
All of the helplessness inside
Pretending I don't feel misplaced
It's so much simpler than change

[Chorus]
It's easier to run
Replacing this pain with something more
It's so much easier to go
Than face all this pain here all alone

It's easier to run
(If I could change I would take back the pain I would)
(Retrace every wrong move that I made)
It's easier to go
(If I could change I would take back the pain I would)
(Retrace every wrong move that I made I would)
(If I could stand up and take the blame I would)
(I would take all my shame to the grave)

---

Linkin Park - One Step Closer

I cannot take this anymore
I'm saying everything I've said before
All these words they make no sense
I find bliss in ignorance
Less I hear the less you'll say
But you'll find that out anyway

Just like before...

[chours:]
Everything you say to me
Takes me one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break
I need a little room to breathe
Cause I'm one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break

I find the answers aren't so clear
Wish I could find a way to disappear
All these thoughts they make no sense
I find bliss in ignorance
Nothing seems to go away
Over and over again

Just like before

[chours (x2)]

shut up when I'm talking to you
shut up, shut up, shut up

I'm about to BREAK

[chours (x2)]

bored.. dead bored... nothing to do.. expt study and slack.... well.. did both today.. even went to see gals.. but i din want to.. mr darren chua wanted to see debroah.. hmm.. really deb really honestly looks like steph.. die.. now i'm hallucinating?? haha.. went compass pt.. let darren have fun with natalie..(the irritating one.. according to kenneth and darren..) and deb.. diana's gd fren.. haiz... last fri deb pissed me off... was like.. telling her where marriot hotel was.. like.. near Tangs.. budden she got pissed.. and said tt she'll find her own way.. dun nd my help.. damn.. im trying to be a gd guy.. get scolded.. totally pissed at her.. damn.. than that darren want me to jio her.. Y is everyone telling me who to JIO?? i mean.. ok.. some are worth considering.. but some are NOT!! dan tell me like.. she was in a bad md tt day.. cos her hist ppr din go well... i dun CARE!! damn.. kaoz.. damn sien.. no hp to communicate.. and all.. kao.. dead bored.. nwae.. hope i made the rite decision... fren's trust over erm.. family?? damn.. i duuno.. my tots are not flowing.. just typing out everything w/o any organization.. kaoz... die lar... luckily i have almost 1 wk to clear my head.. and to prepare for chem and a/c.. whew.. gd luck to me.. all the best to all.. =)

also.. in the midst of making a very difficult choice.. hope i'll make a correct one.. cos its a matter of life and death.. ok.. life yes.. death.. nah.. but to tt extend.. pray.. hope and all.. haiz.. bb peeps!! luv ya all!!

damn.. Os can retake next yr.. haiz.. really on low moral liao.. haiz..
anywae.. went to watch matrix revolutions just now.. (ie. 8 oct) haha.. wah.. nice show man.. but.. nah.. not gonna let out details.. but no problem with it.. agent smith dun have trinity's voice.. haha.. had a fun day today.. not gonna describe everything.. haha.. but it was fun.. really!! dunno wad to say man.. fun and fun onli.
last nite.. (fri nite and sat early morn) was chatting with wei sens'smei.. erm.. charlene i think.. basket.. din noe tt she was stephanie's fren.. gd fren?? haha.. better still.. mr weisen just dedi a song for me.. and the msg was... damn.. damn paiseh leh.. haha.. not gonna say.. but not very nice to say one.. haha.. something to do w me and stephanie tho.. huge clue man.. basket.. haha.. i can't believe i allowed him to do it.. wad was i thinking?? on spinz somemore.. kao.. and as if its not enough.. the dj has to be the person sitting behind stephanie.. kao.. she better not tell her (steph) wad the msg was.. if not.. i die super early liao.. luckily steph is like.. slping now.. cos got church tml.. whew.. but.. kao... already pissed liane off.. (got or not ms koh??) and another ms koh.. and now steph? basket.. haiz.. hope nth happens.. (btw.. hope by mandy moore is on now.. on spinx) haha.. kao.. i really dun now wad i shd do man.. and the next dj.. (its 3.11 am now, and im supposed to be in church by like.. 9??) is another o level student.. wad the h3ll?? no nd to study one arh?? haiz.. me.. off to like.. die soon.. very tired.. ytd oso abt 4 plus dan slp.. chatting w weisen and his mei.. haiz... farni things hpn.. haha.. i still rmb it.. haha... nitey peeps!!!

life sucks man.. i'll be taking next yrs Os liao.. esp SS.. is die die die.. now humans have to kao lit and cmb humans got chance onli if hist do well.. but like... HOW?? damn.. my whole liffe is just.. crap.. no mood to do nuts.. die dIe DIE ARH!! cannot make it liao.. nth works.. nor goes the way i want it too.. even now im blogging.. when im suppoesed to be mugging for the maths ppr 2 test tml.. hmm.. my life sucks SuCks SUCKS!!i suck... got nth to say liao.. and it like.. i dunno how to say lar.. the past i've not let go.. and im looking fwd.. wad the HEll.. did the argumentitive for eng compo.. Q is something like.. "there is no point in preservering the past. we shd always look fwd. what is your opinion on this?" wad the hell.. i agreed with the statement.. although i gave an almost balanced view.. haha.. haiz.. actions speak louder than words.. so true.. i hope curiosity really killed the cat.. and i'll be Xtra inquisitive... and die earlier.. me just slacking.. feel like dying.. dun wanna touch maths.. haiz. bb.. me gonna koon now.. dowan to think abt it.. gals suck!!! bb... later mugging time!!! bye peeps... =X

You're Most Like The Season Autumn ...

You're warm, and the most approachable. You have
that gentle prescence about you. People can
relate to you, and find you easy company.
However it's likely you've been hurt in the
past and it has left you scarred so things can
become rather chilly with you at times. Being
the third Season in, you're mature, trustworthy
and loyal to your friends but prone to
depression and negative thinking.

Well done... You're the shy and sensitive season :)


?? Which Season Are You ??
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Hillsongs - Better Than Life

Better than the riches of this world
Better than the sound of my friend's voices
Better than the biggest dreams of my heart
And that's just the start

Better than getting what I say I need
Better than living the life that I want to
Better than the love anyone could give
Your love is

You hold me now in your arms
And never let me go

You oh lord make the sun shine
And the moon light in the night sky
You give me breath and all your love
I give my heart to you because

I can't stop falling in love with you
I'll never stop falling in love with you
I can't stop falling in love with you
I'll never stop falling in love with you

Your first name of Dominic has given you a practical, logical, analytical approach to life and a great deal of patience. You enjoy working at anything of a mechanical or technical nature, and believe that what is worth doing is worth doing well.This name creates a deliberate and methodical way of thinking and speaking; it takes you time to learn but, once you have mastered a subject, you do not forget it.
However, procrastination is your worst enemy, and you find yourself lacking the ambition to make your dreams a reality. People are inclined to take advantage of your sympathetic, tractable nature. You naturally attract people with problems who seek your understanding and advice. You can give good advice although it is unlikely that you would follow it yourself. You would be most successful in situations where you can use your skills in diplomacy in handling people, but where you are not under pressure or required to carry responsibility and make decisions. It is difficult for you to be individual and make your own decisions, for you lack self-confidence.

Got bug arh? i tried twice.. got two types.. wad the hEll!! two kinds.. well. i prefer the first, cos tts me.. haha.. the second.. nah.. its the 'true' one, cos i tried the third time, it wasn't this. but.. i like this better.. haha.. must be a bug or something like that.. haha.. pple.. mug mug mug.. esp those taking Os. haha. live life to the fullest, nv noe when you'll die... =)

thats it.. im gonna press the bloodly RESTART button in my life.. im sick and tired of it liao.. and if i dun.. im gonna regret next march.. gals are just not worth it.. no girls are.. even her.. i can't believe it.. girls are just fickled minded bitches.. they nv mean anything they say.. haha.. bitches.. all of them.. haha.. HAHA.. off i go to mug.. a happy man this time round.. haha.. no more waiting or wad nots liao.. just pia and pia.. tts it.. ciao pple.. =)

Westlife - I need you

Baby,baby,
I swear to you,
Baby,baby,
I'm here for you,

I don't know why,
why i did those things to you,
what went through my mind,
And i don't know why,
why i broke your heart in two,
guess that i was blind,

Baby how i wish you could forgive me,
just one more time,baby...

And i swear,
I'll be there,
anytime you want me to,
I'll be true,
here for you,
Don't leave me lonely,
cause i need you,

Guess i've been a fool,
Now i can see the price to pay,
I can't run and hide,
Cause i'm loosing you,
and my chances slipped away,
with each time i lied,

Baby how i wish you could forgive me,
One more time,
oh yeah

And i swear,(and i swear)
I'll be there,(i'll be there)
anytime you want me to,
yeah,
I'll be true(i'll be true)
here for you,
Don't leave me lonely,
cause i need you,

Baby,
Living without you,
will tear me apart,
When i know how it could have been,
But i don't care what it leads to,
let's make a new start,
and give love a chance to win,
cause,baby i swear,

Baby,baby,
I swear to you,
anytime you want me to,
Yes i swear,
Baby, baby,
I'm here for you,
don't leave me lonely,
Cause i need you, (i need you)

And i swear,
I'll be there,
anytime you want me to,
yeah,
I'll be true,
here for you,
Don't leave me lonely,
Cause i need you, (cause i need you)

And i swear,(you know i'll be)
I'll be there,(i will be there)
(i swear) I'll be true,(i will be true)
Don't leave me lonely,
Cause i need you,
Yes baby i need you.......

Westlife - Fool Again

Baby
I know the story,
I've seen the picture
It's written all over your face
Tell me
What's the secret
That you've been hiding
And who's gonna take my place

I should have seen it coming
I should've read the signs
Anyway...
I guess it's over

[Chorus:]
Can't believe that I'm the fool again,
I thought this love would never end
How was I to know?
You never told me,
Can't believe that I'm the fool again
And I who thought you were my friend,
How was I to know?
You never told me.

Baby
You should have called me
When you were lonely
When you needed me to be there
Sadly
You never gave me
Too many chances
To show you how much I care

I should have seen it coming
I should've read the signs
Anyway...
I guess it's over

[Chorus]

About the pain and the tears,
oh oh oh,
If I could I would,
Turn back the time

Ooh yeah
I should've seen it coming
I should've read the signs
Anyway...
I guess it's over

[Chorus x2]


hmm.. last reproach b4 i continue on with life.. i dun have a choice rite?? damn..

damn.. a lot has hpn in the last 5 days.. ALOT.. exp all kinds of emtions..anger.. hurt.. divided loyalties.. longing.. u name it.. i've expiurenced it.. damn..dunno why my life is ike this.. damn damn damn.. can't believe tt a fight took plc on grad day in sch.. can't believe its over a damn gal.. i realized tt girls are nth expt troublemakers.. pple who break up gd frens.. instile hatred and jealously in guys.. damn them..
nth much to say lar.. just mug and mug on thur and fri...dan best part was.. not tt i like to say it.. got betrayed on tt very day by a fren whom i tot i cld trust...told my dad things i dowan him to noe.. damn.. wad can i do?? but.. my parents have to noe sooner or later.. its like.. gorbachev and USSR... USSR will break up sooner or later.. but Gorbachev fastened the pace... haiz... the same way...
sat... nth much hpn in the morn.. supposed to go to church.. but din noe my cuz bdae till much later.. and had dinner w jas too.. haha... hmm.. nth much to say... just eat onli.. and at my cus plc.. saw ivie.. wow.. she's much prettier w long hair.. and she's chio chio chio...ok.. better stop.. haha.. hmm.. played Xbox.. damn fun.. the hulk and fifa 2003 and NBA 2003.. damn fun.. gonna buy one after the Os.. haha..
sun.. went to church.. kinda better.. but still felt a wall btw me and her.. haiz.. dunno how to break it down.. but i want to.. haiz. after church went to funan and wheellock place w jon yang.. he wanted to buy games.. haiz... dun tempt me pls.. and i still owe him his book... argh!! haha.. hmm.. feeling damn moody now.. dunno y.. can't seem to study of late.. thinking abt pple.. like.. her and jas(abit onli) and occasionally.. ivie.. haha.. no offence pple.. haha.. damn.. honestly.. ivie's really beautiful.. and she has a gd personality.. can't take it.. i wanna jio her.. but... i can't.. damn... haiz.
watching s'pore's brainest scholar now.. seems dead boring.. and playing pool w sam.... i gtg liao.. wanna play caesar 3 liao.. haha.. ciao peeps.. gd luck to those taking Os... :)

6 days w/o blogging.. happy?? bet i am..13 more days to Os.. damn.. still not fully prepared.. anyway..and my sis is not gonna be hm till thur.. im estatic man.. gonna use the next 2-3 days of pure bliss to mug real hard.. tys tys and more tys...haha..hmm... yupz.. tml is the last day of sch.. FINALLY!! we're gonna get a t-shrit?? oh man.. a tee?? darn.. and no prom nite somemore.. shit man.. my sch is like.. so crap.. damn..
hmm.. had a great? time on sat.. had cg.. kinda boring (as usual) but learnt something fm it.. something like.. tt we shd always think for the better of others... not ourselfs.. passage was abt paul.. something like.. paul was in prison.. and if he died.. it wld be better for him cos he wld be with God.. however.. the people wld kinda lose out.. cos they wld not have a great preacher to preach to them.. so paul decided to stay alive for the masses.. wow.. i think he's a great man.. dunno how to describe him.. brain not working.. haha..nwae.. learnt something fm it.. and kinda twist it ard.. tt if something happens to me or if i die.. i will kinda like.. let my future wife down.. haha.. cos she will miss a great person like tme to care and love her alot.. haha.. rite linnet?? haha.. oh yea.. dan went to cedar prom nite.. and meet up w angel and her frens.. rachel, beth, jac, crystal and many others.. ok.. this time was better.. managed to say a few words.. haha.. and kenneth was there.. dot.. saboed him too.. haha.. nv go esplanade in the end.., cos no one going.. expt rachel.. cos alan was waiting for her since like.. 8?? and unfort.. this alan guy is fm my sch.. damn.. better not go near him.. wait he thinks i jioing rachel.. die die die.. so yeah.. at least 20 m away fm him.. haha..
oh yea.. linnet jie jie.. erm.. sori yar.. but there's someone else new.. oops.. haha..i kinda promised u tt there'll be no one else?? haha.. im \ sorri.. hmm.. nwae.. off to meet jas soon.. (gd thing im on mc..haha) and great.. her mum invited me for dinner the other day.. doubt im going after wad has happened.. and great... dot.. im like.. so dead now.. haha.. off to meet jas now.. ciao peeps.. haha.. once again.. sori linnet.. dan go mug when i get back..

oh yeah.,. perseverance means to wait? tts wad it seems to be.. so yea.. i'll wait.. and wait patiently..

Robbie Williams & Nicole Kidman - Something Stupid

I know I stand in line
Until you think you have the time
To spend an evening with me
And if we go someplace to dance
I know that there's a chance
You won't be leaving with me

Then afterwards we drop into a quiet little place
And have a drink or two
And then I go and spoil it all
By saying something stupid
Like I love you

I can see it in your eyes
That you despise the same old lines
You heard the night before
And though it's just a line to you
For me it's true
And never seemed so right before

I practice every day to find some clever
lines to say
To make the meaning come through
But then I think I'll wait until the evening
gets late
And I'm alone with you

The time is right
Your perfume fills my head
The stars get red
And oh the night's so blue
And then I go and spoil it all
By saying something stupid
Like I love you
I love you...

hmm.. noe tt im not supposed to blog for a long time till after my Os.. but i nd to lash things out.. so i do it here.. haha..
nway.. had sci pract today.. all in all was alrite.. excpt tt my density was like.. 1g/cm3 and my solid X was ammonia salt.. shit rite?? ammonium become ammonia.. WTF man.. kao.. cannot make it liao.. dan had to wait for like... eternaity to be dismissed... cos i was in the 1st shift.. but watched shrek and harry potter.. and sim guat eng cooked bee hoon for us... nice teacher she is.. tts precisly one of the reasons why i choose history instead of gg.. haha..
came back dan went to church to study.. on the way.. met jasmine.. she is much prettier dan b4.. (fyi.. she was my 1st ex) and we were like... hi.. dan had a v short chat.. and yea.. got along real find.. (btw.. meet her like.. last wk.. and we were like.. gd frens again..haha) hmmm. altho we broke up a long time ago.. i found out something really disturbing.. and i can't say it.. and crap.. im beginning to like her.. cos i dunno... ARGH!! but tts not wad i want.. i dunno lar. my heart is telling me to just have hope in the future and like.. in a way.. stay faithful to HER.. but my mind is like.. jas is better.. cos chances of being with HER is slim... argh!! i dunno wad lar.. now i got no mood to blog again.... i just wanna like.. die.... dan all my problems will be solved.. haiz...
dunno wad hpn liao lar. dun wanna think abt it... dad still has my hp.. rather.. gigi is using it. and i dun have any.. and my farking dad kept my prepaid.. WTF man.. kaoz.... haiz.. also realised that i screwed up again.. at least w liane's (koh) blog.. wanted to make her think real hard who i was.. by leaving anonymous notes.. and i screwed it up.. im just a failure lor..
anyway.. realised that since i can't descirbe my moods and thoughts well.. and so.. im looking for songs tt says/portrays my feelings and all.. and its has been all this while.. so.. look at the songs i post.. and u noe my mood/feelings and thoughts..... hais.... i just wanna die die die.. and b4 i do. FUCK THE WHOLE WORLD!!! (some pple are not inclded..)

SIGNS YOU'VE HAD A BAD DATE WITH A GIRL

* Not only is she a little young, but you're sure that you used to date her mother.
* You find out her real name is Vinnie, and you used to play little league with her.
* She has a thicker mustache than you.
* When you go to pick her up, her lawyer meets you at the door with a contract describing your duties and restrictions.
* You jokingly ask her if she wants to go down to Atlantic City and get married. She then informs you that leaving the state is a violation of her parole.
* Her bra and panties are wired to an alarm system.
* You walk away from her front door with the roses you got her shoved up your ass.
* You are the first guy that she's gone out with that isn't her cousin.
* At the end of the night she gives you a coupon that is good for a free shot of penicillin at the nearest clinic.
* She beats the crap out of some guy for making fun of your hair cut.
* You wake up the next morning with a wicked hang-over. In the bed next to you is Janet Reno.
* At the end of the night, you drop her off at her house, and her pimp is waiting there with your bill.
* You wake up to find your loins covered with purple and green spots, with an intense itching in your left thigh.
* She keeps staring at you all through dinner, then finally asks if you want to meet Satan.
* She is better hung than you.
* She constantly complains that her cat won't stop laughing at her.
* She informs you that you can't go out again because her spirit guide doesn't like you.
* She informs you that you can't go out again because her boyfriend doesn't like you.

You have an entrancing kiss~ the kind that leaves
your partner bedazzled and maybe even feeling
he/she is dreaming. Quite effective; the kiss
that never lessens and always blows your
partner away like the first time.


What kind of kiss are you?
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hmm...so bored and fed up with everything.. anyway.. can't believe that im like.. visiting weird links.. man.. haha...
sch was like.. borring.. damnit man.. went to sch onli to find out tt my prepaid card was like... lost.. so paniced lke siao.. cos tts the onli card i have cos the other no was confiscated by my dad.. man.. things are like.. so hard to accept this days.. like.. last night was msging my fren.. dan my dad came to my rm to get my hp back.. and my dad was like.. i want the hp back NOW.. i was like.. wait lar.. at least lemme fin my sms.. dan he asked something like"msging ur gf huh??" being pissed.. i said yes.. dan the weirdest answer came.. "quick lar.." i was shocked.. cos everytime.. he wld say "NO..I want it back NOW.. fucked up man.. now he accepts her.. i can't believe it.. i can't describe the feeling.. a mixture off happiness and hurt.. my dad finally accepts her.. man.. ARGH!! why not earlier?? damnit.. anyway.. back to the story.. haha..where was i?? haha.. oh yes.. i cldn't find my prepaid card.. so i rushed home fm sch.. hoping that its somewhere at hm.. came back and asked my sis.. she said tt my dad took it.. and she don't wanna like.. tell me anymore.. except tt.. (pardon my language) WHAT THE FUCK MAN!!! my parents are like.. damn fucked up.. can't they just like.. respect me?? i just wanna scream and shout and mabbie punch them.. ARGH!!... must wait till like.. mths later dan accept?? fucked man.. dun understand parents.. most of them are like.. so fucked up.. and teachers.. esp those fm cedar.. fucked up bitches man.. im sure many will agree.. rather.. alot of cedareans are like.. totally fucked up bitches.. man.. starting to hate them.. and im gonna meet 2 of angel's frens.. darn.. can't make it..
haiz.. my life is just shit.. my frens not really talking to me cos he thinks im stealing his gf.. WAD tHE hELL?? i nv met his gf b4.. and im jioing her?? wad the hell.. its like.. so many problems and can't solve them.. damnit.. my life.. is like.. in shambles... haiz.. and jon is "helping" me alot.. creating more mess in my life.. like.. wanting me to jio steffi and my fren's gf.. rather dan HER.. & im really thankful.. but.. i noe myself best dude.. i wun stop loving HER.. so dun try bro.. haha... haiz. i gotta godo tys.. and more tys.. dan go think abt HER... dan mabbie go slp or something lidat..dan.. go confront my dad.. if he took it.. im gonna REBEL... buy another card.. get a new hp.. who gives a damn abt them.. disobey dan disobey.. they shd oso respect me... im the one trying to make them happy.. its my sis who always pisses them off. dan i get involved.. wad the fuck man.. i just wanna scream out.. fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck.. FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!!!!!! but i dun really blame them.. last mths bill was like.. almost 100 bucks.. darn... haiz....... i better go.. else i fill the whole blog with f-words onli.. haiz.. shd forgive them.. will try.. ciao pple......
ILU my dearest.. can't let go....

hmm.. noe tt im not supposed to blog anytime soon.. till after my Os.. but i can't help it.. cos its like.. im soooo happy... i think i shd like.. congrat myself for doing something tt i wld not have done because of my stubboness.. and God like.. showed it to me.. and wanted me to correct it... so here i am.. tell u tt i've sorta corrected it.. and well.. if U'RE reading this.. Im sorry.. and i hope u'll forgive me.. cos wad i did was immature and all... sorry.. yups... still happy... but still have lottsa problems... haiz.. i still dunno wad to do abt it(other problems i have).. but ret assure i'll clear it all up.. very soon.. i hope.. ;)
ciao peeps.. i gotta go mug liao... exams in like... less dan a month.. and im onli abt 75-80% prepared for it.. not inclding accounts and chinese.. man.. i hate chinese.. and a/c.. i dunno lar.. try and work so hard.. still fail.. kaoz... sienz arh... bye pple.. gtg mug... and mabbie...(im sure i will)... think abt U.. and wad a moran i've been.. =(

Leanna Rimes - Life Goes On

You sucked me in and played my mind
Just like a toy
You would crank and wind
Baby, I would give you all you want
You left me lying in a pool of doubt
Your still thinking your the daddy mack
Ya shouldn't known better
Butchya didn't
And I can't go back

Ooohhhh life goes on
And it's only gonna make me strong
It's a fact
Once you get on board
Say Good-bye
Cuz you can't go back
Ooohhhh it's a fight
And I really wanna get it right
Where I'm at
It's my fight before you
Got this feeling
That I can't go back

Wish I knew then what I know now
You held all the cards
And sold me out
Baby, shame on you if you fool me once
Shame on me if you fool me twice
You've been a pretty hard case to crack
Shoulda known better
But I didn't
And I can't go back

Ooohhhh life goes on
And it's only gonna make me strong
It's a fact
Once you get on board
Say good-bye
Cuz you can't go back
Ooohhhh it's a fight
And I really wanna get it right
Where I'm at
It's my fight before you
Got this feeling
That I can't go back

Nananana life goes on
Nananana made me strong

ooooooohhhhhh oooh yea

Got a feeling that I can't go back

Life... Goes... Oooonn..

Oooo yea,
Life... Goes... Ooooonnnn...

Shame on you if you fool me once
Shame on me if you fool me twice
You've been a pretty hard case to crack
I shoulda known better
But I didn't
And I can't go back

Ooohhhh life goes on
And it's only gonna make me strong
It's a fact
Once you get on board
Say good-bye
Cuz you can't go back
Ooohhhh it's a fight
And I really wanna get it right
Where I'm at
It's my fight before you
Got this feeling
That I can't go back

Nananana life goes on
Nananana made me strong

Backstreet Boys - As long as you love me

As long as you love me

Although loneliness has always been a friend of mine
I'm leavin' my life in your hands
People say I'm crazy and that I am blind
Risking it all in a glance
And how you got me blind is still a mystery
I can't get you out of my head
Don't care what is written in your history
As long as you're here with me

I don't care who you are
Where you're from
What you did
As long as you love me
Who you are
Where you're from
Don't care what you did
As long as you love me

Every little thing that you have said and done
Feels like it's deep within me
Doesn't really matter if you're on the run
It seems like we're meant to be

I don't care who you are (who you are)
Where you're from (where you're from)
What you did
As long as you love me (I don't know)
Who you are (who you are)
Where you're from (where you're from)
Don't care what you did
As long as you love me (yeah)

I've tried to hide it so that no one knows
But I guess it shows
When you look into my eyes
What you did and where you're comin from
I don't care, as long as you love me, baby

I don't care who you are (who you are)
Where you're from (where you're from)
What you did
As long as you love me (as long as you love me)
Who you are (who you are)
Where you're from (where you're from)
Don't care what you did (yeah)
As long as you love me (as long as you love me)
Who you are (who you are)
Where you're from
What you did
As long as you love me
Who you are (who you are)
Where you're from (where you're from)
As long as you love me
Who you are
As long as you love me
What you did (I don't care)
As long as you love me

Boyzone - Words

Smile, an everlasting smile
A smile can bring you near to me
Don't ever let me find you wrong
Cause that would bring a tear to me
This world has lost it's glory
Lets start a brand new story
Now my love
You think that I don't even mean
A single word I say...
It's only words
And words are all I have
To take your heart away

Talk, in everlasting words
And dedicate them all, to me
And I will give you all my life
I'm here if you should call to me
You think that I don't even mean
a single word I say...

[CHORUS, repeat]

Da da da da da da da
Da da da da da da da da
Da da da da da da da da
Da da da da da da da da

This world has lost it's glory
Let's start a brand new story
Now, my love
You think that I don't even mean
a single word I say...

haiz.. so many problems with no possible soln.. haiz.. anywae.. wun be blogging till after my Os.. which end on the 21st Nov.. its a long long wait.. gd luck to those taking exams and esp to those who are taking their Os.. gd luck and all the best... God bless!!

Practical suggestions on how to treat ur gf/bf kindly (its true):

1) Give one another things.
Guys, you'll never understand how much girls appreciate little gifts. Girls arn't so impressed with how much money you spend on them as the are by the fact that you were thinking of them. It makes a girl glow inside when she knows that you've been secretly planning her happiness.
Guys, you probably won't understand this, but take it by faith - girls flip over flowers! To a girl, flowers are the greatest thing in the world, because they are an expression of ur love.
Girls, don't neglect to give him things and do little things for him also. Girls, if you love a guy, go out of your way to make him feel special. Do little things for him like washing his car when he's not around or baking some cookies.

2) Compliment one another.
Guys, br sure to magnify your girl's strength and to minimize her weaknesses. In the Song of Solomon, we find both Solomon and his lover constantly complimenting one another. A girl needs to be told she is pretty or that a certain dress really looks good on her. If ur girlfriend spends FOUR hours getting prettied up for you on a date and you don't even mention how she looks, than look out! if your girl cooks well or plays tennis well or does anything else well, you need to be thoughtful enough to compliment her.
Girls, you need to compliment your bf also. A little secret about guys. Guys have big ego>. advice to you is not to fight it, but if he looks good or does something well, tell him so.

3) Listen to one another. Pay close attention to what each of you has to say and make each other feel that what each say is impt. (God gave u two ears and one mouth for a reason!)

4) Treat ine another special in public. Compliment and encourage each other in teh presence of others.

5) Guys, take your girfriends out occasionally. If you are dating steadily it is impossible to spend money on her all the time unless your father is president of an oil company, but girls get tired of watching TV with you every weekend. Guys, try to be creative in your dating. There are lots of things you can fo that don't cost a lot of money.

(taken from "Dating, Guidelines from the Bible" by Scott Kirby)

one more BIG problem...n its not just big.. it concerns one of my best fren's luv life.. argh!! damnit.. how was i supposed to noe tt im not supposed to like.. let him read my msgs?? i mean.. if ur gf tells u to ask ur best fren to che/ read his msgs.. dan.. obviously u start to be curious and suspicious rite?? can't blame him.. i'd be real suspicious if my gf told me tt.. (btw.. im single) haiz... dunno lar.. nth much hpned today expcept for this bloodly mess i've made.. like.. sorrry to the both of u.. sori.. really....

ps... still can't find liz.. like.. if u're reading this.. pls like.. call me or msg me yar? dun make me worried.. dun do silly things.. and i'd still stick w my desicion w breaking up w u.. sori..

off to mug dan go to church later.... to mug w sam.. at least its better... and get's my mind off things.....

damn.. really got no mood to do much liao.. after what happen.. like.. last nite.. at abt 2.. and just onli. wad i saw. really got no mood to do much... haiz... haiya.. i really dunno wad to do.. wanna like... try again.. but i noe tt chances of it working out is like.. 0.00001% lor.. its almost impossible.. but NOT impossible.. so long the Boss man up there says 'yes"..
hmm.. wad shd i do? anyway.. broke up with liz at like.. 2 am.. can't believe i did that.. she was such a sweet person.. but i din wanna give her anymore false hopes liao.. sori liz.. ur a swell gal..
hmm.... nth much hpned at sch... came back.. mugged for like.. abt 1 hr.. dan slped.. haha.. was woken up by my 2 young cuz.. haha.. it was dan i realised that b4.. when i was with HER.. wld msg her.. telling her tt my irritating cuz( act their qiuite sweet.. coz their like.. 3 & 5 respectivly..) just woke me up.. and SHE wld comfort me kinda thing.. now.. i dun get that prevailage..and i get depressed.. but since i wanted to do things this way.. i have to live by my dicision.. and i gotta face the consequences... i HATE WHATS HAPPENING!! at least to me and HER... =(

haiz... after one bad patch.. (liz) came online to get another bad patch.. nearly freaked out when i saw HER nick.. i really dunno wad to do lar... haiz.. no mood liao... think abt it like. makes me extra depressed... so.. mabbie off to mug for like... 2 hrs to get my mind off everything.. and yar.. trust that God has a better plan for us both..

can't resist to say tt i still love YOU.. i really do..

ARGH!!! its becoz of me!! im really really sori.. i can't do much nor can i help u.. im really sori..pls forgive me.. i did wad i tot was rite.. i never meant to hurt u.. i din want to make u cry.. and im really sori..gal.. just get over it.. and let it all go..pls pls pls.. just let it all go.. i noe u can do it gal... u're strong.. i'll be behind u always.. reach for the stars.. and good luck for ur exams..

oh man... i totally suck at this kinda thing.. can't make it rite at all.. ARGH!! i suck... damn.. im a complete moran.. and an ass..

hmm.. i like the tagboard better.. but hey.. the shout box was gd too.. hmmm.. onli prob is tt shoutbox can't scroll..rather.. i too lazy to add the scroll html tags.. haha... like turqoise.. so im gonna be using lots of this aqua shade.. haha.. (realised that someone else like this color too... hmm i wonder who cld it be... =) i noe who u are.. study hard yar?)
hmm.. had block periods again.. its gonna continue for like... eternity.. KAOZ.. sam dun believe this is my blog.. man.. how cld he?? haha.. back to the story... had block periods.. and was like.. all of them were borrrring.... was so bored tt the class let thy scold us for like.. a damn long time.. and asked her stupid Qs.. like.. how to study lit?? haha... this is class is getting lame.. and crappier.. haha...
haiz... came back onli to find gigi(my irritating sis) telling em tt her PSLE eng is damn EZ.. i feel like.. ARGH!! gonna wheck her.. haha.. dan aunty bee lin came over with angel.. aunty bee lin supposed to tutor gigi... so i was like... bored... anyway.. angel asked me to like.. type out her friend's (jac.. i think) compo out.. haha.. was pro man.. if u wanna read it.. check out angel's od.. its one of the links...
hmm... nth much to do today.. but gonna mug like for 2 hrs later.. as usual.. haha.. making that a habit.. bad one.. but since im a nite owl.. yar.. it'll work.. i guess... haha...
haha.. ciao peeps..

A college student was in a philosophy class which had a discussion
about God's existence. The professor presented the following logic:

"Has anyone in this class heard God?" Nobody spoke.
"Has anyone in this class touched God?" Again, nobody spoke.
"Has anyone in this class seen God?" When nobody spoke for the third time, he
simply stated, "Then there is no God."

One student thought for a second, and then asked for permission to
reply. Curious to hear this bold student's response, the professor
granted it, and the student stood up and asked the following questions of his
classmates:

"Has anyone in this class heard our professor's brain?" Silence.
"Has anyone in this class touched our professor's brain?"
Absolute silence.
"Has anyone in this class seen our professor's brain?" When nobody in the
class dared to speak, the student concluded, "Then, according to our
professor's logic, it must be true that our professor has no brain!"

Busted - Losing You

yeahhhhh
sitting here alone thinking it through trying to convince myself that i'm
not losing you,
or can't you just forget the things i said
i was angry at the time but now i cleared my head
it was so strong, where did it all go wrong

[chorus]
so tell me why, i'm swimming against the tide
and i'm praying for a lifeline, cos i'm
losing you
so tell me why, you took care enough to try
are you giving up this fight, i can't stand,
wont stand, losing you

you don't have to say a word its in your eyes
what can i do to convince you we need more time
and i know i may have made a few mistakes
but losing you is just too much for me to take
it was so strong, where did it all go wrong

[chorus]

so tell me what to say
because i need, a chance to change
and i wont let you walk away

[chorus x2]

aww man... can't help but i gotta say this.... saw joyce's blog.. and its far more interesting dan mine.... so.. i better get interesting materials... else.. no one's gonna come back.... NO!!! hmm... but mabbie tml.. if i rmb.. anyway...... off to mug for at least 2 hrs... ciao peeps.....

Simple Plan - Addicted

I heard you're doing okay
But I want you to know
I'm addict
I'm addicted to you
I can't pretend I don't care
When you don't think about me
Do you think I deserve this?

I tried to make you happy but you left anyway

I'm trying to forget that
I'm addicted to you
But I want it and I need it
I'm addicted to you
Now it's over
Can't forget what you said
And I never wanna do this again
Heartbreaker

Since the day I met you
And after all we've been through
I'm still addict
I'm addicted to you
I think you know that it's true
I'd run a thousand miles to get you
Do you think I deserve this?

I tried to make you happy
I did all that I could
Just to keep you
But you left anyway

How long will I be waiting?
Until the end of time
I don't know why I'm still waiting
I can't make you mine

Heartbreaker
I'm addicted to you

went to uncle dennis hse ytd for CG.. had great food.. *buRpZ* *sori* well... hmm.. can't believe i played the guitar AGAIN.. and i screwed up one song.. hmm... can't rmb wad song.. haha.. so im not good at all.. dun understand y i had to play the guitar when uncles dennis knew all the songs.. while i was jsut there.. hmm.. guess im just not pro enough.. hahaha... man... waited for the joker (jon) the whole nite.. and the excuse he gave was.. "dou noe its my sis bdae today?" YES!! i noe.. but.. yeah.. at least he asked me to join him at seoul garden... with jenna and charlotte..... no thks... he can keep both gals to himself.. ;) 1 guy.. 2 gals.. anyway.. supposed to meet angel's fren.. rachel (lim) and elizabeth (beth).. best thing was.... *HoRrOrS* i CHICKENED out.. AARGH!!! can't believe it... but it was like.... 2 gals & just me... bummer.. 1st time... drats.. something really wrong with me... even kenneth told me tt... man.. must be HER influence... now i just wanna stay faithful.... man.... i dun like tt.... =( haha. came back.. and str away apologized to rachel... she was like... "why u so quiet??" (on msn) haha... but still.. managed to convinced her tt i very.. *hOrRoRs agaIN* shy.. of all things... but true lar. this few wks.. like very timid leh... darn.... must learn fm marcus... he a pro.. rite?? haha no offence dude...

nwae.. went to church at like..... almost 11... was wad i planned too.. darn.. but forgot to tell my dad that i had PA duty at the 11am service.. dan.. kana scolded.. kaoz.. say i not responsible... (its true) and all sorts of other things. haiz... went to church.. 1st person i saw was... HER.. damn.. is this fate?? or wad?? the person i dun wanna (act i want to.. but i can't) meet somemore.. (hmm.. come to think of it.. jenna was the 1st person i saw.. was going on the way to church when i saw her walking in... told me daddy to stop... send her in... dan.. at church.. becky came up to me and told me tt she passed my notes to angel... ) hmm. helped uncle mak sell soccer jerseys... im gonna buy both hm and away kits.. looks gd.. but i like the blue one tho.. hmm.... nwae.. during worship.. some songs really touched me.. yupz.. tts abt it.... dan after tt.. went hm... mug and mug and mug... dan came online.... tts my boring life.... haha..... ciao...

FINALLY DONE WITH THIS ****ING BLOG!! WOW.. LOOKS GD RITE?? tell me...its gd man.. i luv it.... but.... darn. look at marcus one.. i... *bows down* pro man... haha... gotta enlist his help now... haha.. gotta run liao.... ciao......

haiyo.. kinda busy editing my blog.. so boring.. and too lazy to do much... haha.. want it to look nice.. but i too lazy to do anything.. haha... this is me.. haha.. the html tags.. look until i sienz liao.. its been ages since i used html.. haiz..
anyway.. gtg for CG now.. jon is joining us.. and angel is gonna intro me to her fren.. rachel.. the one tt i was supposed to meet like.. ages ago.. but becoz of terence and chu.. missed her.. nvm.. second chance.. angel say she pretty.. hmm.. i dunno... just noe she quite fair... haha.. bye pple.... off to cg.. operation TYRE has started.. haha... ;)

BackStreet Boys - How Did I Fall In Love With U?

Remember when, we never needed each other
The best of friends like
Sister and Brother
We understood, we'd never be,
Alone

Those days are gone, and I want so much
The night is long and I need your touch
Don't know what to say
I never meant to feel this way
Don't want to be
Alone tonight

[chorus:]
What can I do, to make it right
Falling so hard so fast this time
What did I say, what did you do?
How did I fall in love with you?

I hear your voice
And I start to tremble
Brings back the child that, I resemble

I cannot pretend, that we can still be friends
Don't want to be,
Alone tonight

[chorus:]
What can I do, to make it right
Falling so hard so fast this time
What did I say, what did you do?
How did I fall in love with you?

[Bridge:]
Oh I want to say this right
And it has to be tonight
Just need you to know, oh yeah

I don't want to live this life
I don't want to say goodbye
With you I wanna spend
The rest of my life

[chorus:]
What can I do, to make it right
Falling so hard so fast this time
What did I say, what did you do?
How did I fall in love with you?

What can I do, to make it right
Falling so hard so fast this time
Everything's changed, we never knew

How did I fall,
in love ,
with you?

sound like me rite?? at least i think lor.. shd have really tot abt the consequences b4 making my choice.. y m i soo STUPID??
sori gal.. i din mean to do this.. but i really have little choice left.. i hate it.. but just accept it.. and go on with life k?? =) ILU

problems still not solved.. but at least my results are back.. haha.. now.. haiz.... L1R4 - 26 pts.. how to go poly lidat? die lar.. ArGh!! *bangs head on wall* arGH!! now my keyboard's a bloody mess... arGh!!
anyway.. i shd be happy for HER.. gd luck for ur exams.. all the best.. i'll be praying for u daily..

anyway... can't msg liane tt much liao.. under strict orders fm kenneth.. coz of her exams.. so.. okie.. respect u.. YES SIR!! *salutes* jker of the century.. haha.. anyway.. jon yang.. (the jker who collasped on mon..) is much better now.. and he & shimin are in together in "killing me".. ArGh!! both of them hor.. frens?? they are.. tts y they are lidat.. but still....

anyway.. went for pizza w the (un)usual gang today.. keith, edmund (they're unseperatable), jian rong, alfred, choon yeh, nelson, swee tatt, kenneth.. & of coz ME!! hmm.. nth much happened.. except that was one really chio (quite chio lar) SRJC gal.. wow.. cannot take it man.. dun mind jioing her.. haha.. hmm.. dan went to church w kenneth to teach him emaths.. believe it?? POA student teach A MATHS student .. EMATHS?? OMG.. wad is this world coming too?? haiz.. anyway.. while at church.. made something for liane.. at least.. kenneth wanted to.. and i was like.. forced to.. haiz... no choice.. gd fren wad.. hmm.. gotta go liao.. gonna msg liz... mabbie call her...

one more thing.. learnt something fm andrew (or aaron??).. give a gal onli 10 secs to choose whether to dump him or he dump her... e.g

andrew/aaron : im giving u 10 secs to dump me.. else i dump u
gal : hmm.. CIAO!!!
andrew/aaron : (anguished cry) NO!!!! (haha.. this is not supposed to happen =P)

haha.. tts lame.. haha.. nwae.. i gtg sort my life and mug like hell liao.. else cannot go
poly/jc.. ciao.. gonna think abt her.. feeling sad.. depressed.. but since this was what i wanted her to do.. i shd be happy..
kk.. bye peepss

Michelle Branch - Are You Happy Now

No, don't just walk away
Pretending everything's ok
And you don't care about me
And I know there's just no use
When all your lies become your truths and I don't care
Could you look me in the eye
And tell me that you're happy now
Would you tell it to my face or have I been erased
Are you happy now?
Are you happy now?

You took all there was to take
And left me with an empty plate
And you don't care about it
And I, I've given up this game
And leaving you with all the blame cause I don't care

Could you look me in the eye?
And tell me that you're happy now
Would you tell it to my face or have I been erased
Are you happy now?
Are you happy now?

Do you really have everything you want?
You can never give somethin' you ain't got.
You can't run away from yourself

Could you look me in the eye?
And tell me that you`re happy now
Come on tell it to my face or have I been erased
Are you happy now?
Are you happy now?

Would you look me in the eye?
Could you look me in the eye?
I've had that all I can take
And I'm about to break
Cause I'm happy now
Are you happy now?

damn!!! haiz..... got no heart and mood to blog for the next few days.. lottsa problems to solve... but one of them is solved liao... HER problem... haiz.. anyway.. i shd be happy.. not feeling totally crap... haiz... im totally off... i wish her all the best for her exams.. =)

Hilary Duff - So Yesterday

You can change your life- if you wanna
You can change your clothes- if you wanna

If you change your mind
Well, that's the way it goes

But I'm gonna keep your jeans
And your old black hat- cause I wanna
They look good on me
You're never gonna get them back
At least not today, not today, not today
'cause

[CHORUS:]
If it's over, let it go and
Come tomorrow it will seem
So yesterday, so yesterday
I'm just a bird that's already flown away

Laugh it off let it go and
When you wake up it will seem
So yesterday, so yesterday
Haven't you heard that I'm gonna be okay

You can say you're bored- if you wanna
You can act real tough- if you wanna
You can say you're torn
But I've heard enough

Thank you... you made my mind up for me
When you started to ignore me
Do you see a single tear
It isn't gonna happen here
At least not today, not today, not today
'cause

[CHORUS]

If you're over me, I'm already over you
If it's all been done, what is left to do
How can you hang up if the line is dead
If you wanna walk, I'm a step ahead
If you're moving on, I'm already gone
If the light is off then it isn't on
At least not today, not today, not today
'cause

[CHORUS 2X]

hmm.. i gotta think like her(hilary)... but i can't.. coz i haven't let go.. im trying real hard.. but.. rmb.. wad im doing is for ur sake.. not mine... ILU always...

haiz... ytd was a real tring day..so din blog at all... had to help kenneth and liane.. hmm.. nwae.. fm the start.. got liane's hp no. fm aunty(shimin).. dan introed my self to her.. haha.. i must look like a joker.. anyway.. asked alot of personal Qs.. well.. she answered all of them.. haha..tts sweet.. i guess.. unlike others.. who just break up.. w/o a care whether the person has Os or not.. but i dun blame her(not liane).. she must have her own problems.. =)

hmm.. din go to sch today.. was real sick.. caught the flu bug(as the Doc said) fm.. *HoRRoRS!* kenneth.. man.. anyway.. slp till like.. er.. 12.. WOW!! i like tt.. wish cld have done tt everyday.. haha.. anyway.. slp real late too.. at 12.. coz of mr joker(jon yang).. haha.. heard tt he was admitted to hospital for.. hypertension and lack of calcium.. hmm.. wonder wad lack of calcium has to do with hypertension.. hmm... *deep in thought...* dunno lar... still sick tho.. just slacking now... watching tv.. hmm.. tt gal fm the "LG Flatron" advert looks oddly like rebekah koh.. hmm.. cute.. haha..

anyway.. gonna leave my personal life outta this blog.. coz..hmm.. dun want anyone to see how i live my life.. haha.. my life is just down in the dumps..

S Club - Say Goodbye

In the years to come
Will you think about these moments that we shared
In the years to come
Are you gonna think it over
And how we lived each day with no regrets
Nothing lasts forever though we want it to
The road ahead holds different dreams for me and you

[chorus]
Sometimes goodbye though it hurts in your heart is the only way for destiny
Sometimes goodbye though it hurts is the only way now for you and me
Though its the hardest thing to say
I'll miss your love in every way
So say goodbye
But don't you cry
Cause true love never dies

In a year from now
Maybe there'll be things we'll wish we'll never said
In a year from now
Maybe we'll see each other, stnding on the same street corner though it rains
Each and every end is always written in the stars
If only i could stop the World i'd make this last

[Chorus]
Sometimes goodbye though it hurts in your heart is the only way for destiny
Sometimes goodbye though it hurts is the only way now for you and me
And its the hardest thing to say
I'll miss your love in every way
So say goodbye
But don't you cry
Cause true love never dies

And when you need my arms to run into
I'll come for you
Nothing will ever change the way i feel

[Chorus]
Sometimes goodbye though it hurts in your heart is the only way for destiny
Sometimes goodbye though it hurts is the only way now for you and me
And its the hardest thing to say
I'll miss your love in every way
So say goodbye
Because a true love never dies

man... im so new to this.. im gonna be so REAL BZ this next few wks.. haiz.. decided to do this coz... chu.. terence and ms lim(not rachel) kinda 'forced' me to start one.. so here i am.. jsut typing everything out.. w/o any direction.. hmm.. mabbie tml i'll start.. in the meantime.. im just really bored.. moody... act.. i do noe.. coz of 2 gals... haiz.. gals... always the trouble makers... like wad sam says.. and its SOO true... just one word describes this kinda pple... "GIRLS..."(exact quote worz..) haha.. ciao... i gtg go mug now..