I cannot believe that I was super childish! My english was terrible, my vocabulary was limited and the shortforms! OMG!

seriously. the only reason why this blog is still alive is because everytime I read this, i feel melacholic and yet laugh at the same time!

the year has passed so fast. it's dec 2011, and the year 2012 promises to be an action packed year.

to whoever is reading this blog still, i do hope you get a life, this blog isn't exactly a thriving bustling one. nonetheless, stay blessed and love you loads!

-d

i guess there are things that I want, but i can't get them

they say to grab at things when opportunity arises.

i dont know if i made a mistake at this.

stuck? or to be content?

why is this so hard?

changes or binges?

haiz...................

i guess i shd just go fly a kite. =)

It's that time of the year already, thanksgiving has passed, christmas is yet to come.

life still goes on.

good or bad

like it or not

we trudge on the road we call life

take a breather, lose a footing

one step forward, three steps back

it always sucks to feel sucky

but its a way of think,

re-examining myself.

What I want isn't what i'm doing

What I want to do just aint happening.

Cheers to a long purposefilled Spirit led life

I know God will provide.

Somehow. I trust you

itsallaboutyouwhenallelsefadesYouwillprovide

its a new 2010 year. and so far, things are starting to take its toll on me already

i'm dropping out of the worship ministry, taking charge of a bunch of youths, friends going overseas for exchange programs, starting school, started work. feeling really really disappointed at myself.

I remember when i was young, i had big dreams that one day, I WILL be traveling the world, studying in the United Kingdom, or playing in a band and travel all over the world.

Now as an adult, things are just so different. Things aren't the way I would like it to be. going overseas to study just isn't an option anymore. Its a big NO NO. Traveling the world, its also a BIG NO NO. Playing in a band. sheesh. i just suck at playing the guitar. my dream to play the saxophone? worst still.. its just downright outrageous.

I could just go on and on about how sad my life is, how it sucks to be me, how things are. I just can't seem to be happy with things around me. I want things to be done in a certain way, i HOPE things will be done in a certain way. its just not the way. a rebel. a betrayer. I dont know which is which. all i know is that, everything i had dream of, or work hard for, or hoped for. just ain't happening.

sometimes i just want to resign to my fate and oh wells. thats the way the cookie crumbles. it really sucks. but it seems that life must go on. I'll trudge along, if only routine, joy-less, soul-less. cos that is what everyone expects of me.

who am i to say that i want things this way or that? im just a small fry, no.. im a nobody. Only God knows me, and all i want to do is to know Him. i hope that thats all i am able to do...

cheers

It's been long yea?

It's been a crazy year, many ups and downs, well, mostly ups. entered the army, having fun and working really hard in the army, friends getting married or got married. it's been one hell of a ride.

i can still remember why i started this blog. haha, i feel im such a sentimentalist. just thinking back and all.

but one thing that i come to realise is that, God was and will always be with me. no matter what happens, He is there, holding my hand. do continue to seek Him.

so yea, when i have time, i'll start doing up this blog and blog a little bit more, but i dont think i'll be just ranting, but rather, doing some tutorials, like, teach users about photography, games reviews blah blah. =D

cheerios!

dominic.

this is an interesting read. =D


Student was searching for divine inspiration. Student walked high on the mountain of knowledge and came across God. Student asked God how to live life as a college kid should. And God said unto him, follow these Ten Commandments and you shall be all a college kid is. And Student thanked God and it was good. And Student spread the Ten Commandments of College to all.

I- Thou Shalt Nap
And God gave unto Student a great gift, the gift of napping. God said to him, You shall spend half your day napping. You shall nap in class, in your room and in your friend's room. And God said, if you don't nap, you will not be able to stay up all night drinking. And Student said, Nap I shall, and it was good.

II- Thou Shalt Get Sick All the Time
Now God said to Student, you must be sick all of the time. And student said why. And God said unto him, you shall share drinks, stay up too late, drink too much and make out with people you don't know. Therefore, God said, you shall be sick all year round. But God said, blessed are the sick for they have partied the hardest. And it was good.

III- Thou Shalt Write Witty Away Messages
Student asked, but God, how will I show everyone that I am funny? And God said unto him, thou shall write witty away messages. God said to student, you shall never just say you are in the shower, you shall say you are getting wet and wild...in the shower. You shall never say you are at class, you shall say you are sleeping...in class. God said, if you do not write witty away messages, I shall smite you. Blessed are the funny, for they will get many girls to be their friends but never hook up with them. And it was good.

IV- Thou Shalt Wear a Hoodie
And then Student asked God, God how do I look like a college kid. And God said unto student, you must wear a hoodie, for it is a useful garment. And you shall never wash it either. Student asked God what kind of Hoodie should it be and God said, you shall own one with your school's logo on it and you shall own many others of varying colors and creeds. And Student was pleased and God was pleased.

V- Thou Shalt Shit a Lot
And Student asked of his bathroom habit and God told him, Student, you shall eat in the Cafeteria and you shall shit a lot. And it will not be good shit, it will be the shit of the devil for your ass shall burn for hours. Your school shall put laxatives in their food and you shall feel their pain. And Student began to weep, and God said unto him, Student, fear not the shit, for all your fellow students will be experiencing the same. And Student dried his eyes and thanked God and God told him to use wet naps to ease the pain.

VI- Thou Shalt Eat EasyMac
Student asked unto God if there was any alternatives to the cafeteria, and God said to him, you shall eat a lot of EasyMac. It is easy to make and you don't need milk or a stove. And student said microwaves were forbidden by the RA. And God said to him, you shall hide the microwave under your bed with a towel on top. And Student asked, what if it is discovered. And God told him to stop being such a pussy, and it was good.

VII- Thou Shalt Hook Up
Student then asked of sex. And God said, Student, you shall hook up and be happy. You shall go home with random people every weekend and forget about them the next day. You shall see them at class and be awkward amongst their company. You shall exchange saliva at bars and parties and it will be good. And Student became gleeful and God told Student to wrap it up because He knows where she has been, but Student does not.

VIII- Thou Shalt Join a Club and Never Go to Meetings
Student inquired of his spare time and God reminded him that he should be napping. But Student said he wanted to do other things. So God said unto him, you shall join a club at the beginning of the semester, but then never go to meetings. And Student asked why he should not go to meetings, and God told him, because the glee club is gay. And Student understood His wisdom.

IX- Thou Shalt Wake Up Confused
God said to Student, there will come many a day when you shall wake up in the bed of another and not know where you are. You will not remember what you did last night and you shall be confused. You will see that you have nipple rings and a tattoo now and are covered in Sharpie. And Student was disturbed by this, but God said, you shall tell great stories about it to your friends someday. And Student understood and God took a sip of a beer.

And God gave Student the final Commandment

X- Thou Shalt Gain Weight
And Student wished to hear the final commandment and God said he would not like it. But Student insisted, so God said unto him, you shall gain weight. However, God said, you will not buy new clothes, so you will wear sweat pants a lot. God said, Student, you will watch a lot of TV and become fat to which Student wept profusely. But God comforted Student saying, you will still get ass even if you cannot tie your shoes anymore. Student felt better and God pointed to Student's chest saying, those will soon be bitch tits. And it was good.

This is the word of God, follow the Ten Commandments of College or you will be smote!

haha. this is my 400th post.

quite GAY man. i can't believe i've wasted enough time to have 400 posts. quite silly actually, blogging is.

anyway. the way man utd played against reading. i was like. quite disappointed with the way they were in front of goal. even though they dominated the game, they just couldnt score. sien.

still can't believe i've wasted my life just to blog.

army's coming up. 17th sept. i wanna go OCS! (i hear the laughters guys. i know.) i can't anyway. got the stupid dislocated shoulder. but i still am thankful for it.=D

anyway. job sucks. i wanna do something fun. like. backpack around the world. thats like COOL man. haha. so here we go....................... travveling around the world..

how.???







READ HARRY POTTER and the DEATHLY HALLOWS! im reading it now, and its takoing me across england. haha. so diao. =D

work work work. sien

why arent i a guy, who's rich, handsome, smart, talented, charming, blah blah?

just feel so inadequate. great.

this feeling sucks man.
you just knows that no matter how hard you try, it just isn't enough. your best isn't enough. it just isn't.

but im still gonna be the best that i can be. no matter what.