As we know, the 1st sem’s result of matriculation had been released last week… a lot of Chinese students managed to get 4 flat…it’s great! In my previous matric college, Kolej Matrikulasi Kedah (KMK) for example…almost all jit sin friends obtained 4 flat…the same case happens in almost every other colleges…
Congratulations to all matriks friends who successfully get 4 flat…Maybe its late… but its still a sincere congratulatory wish from deep down my heart!
After knowing that such a large number of people managed to score 4 flat in matriks… again… I wonder whether I made the right decision to give up matriks and take this JPA scholarship…To study at here(KUTPM) & in Indonesia for next few years? I really had an enjoyable time in KMK… But after all… if I am still in matriks…am I still sure and confident that I can also get 4 flats as what many others had achieved too? For a moment… all kinds of positive and negative questions thoughts wandered in my mind…
I realize… there is no way for me to reverse the past…and at least…at here, it is not necessary for me to get 4 flat to be granted an opportunity to study medicine…though it’s unpredictable…I just hope everything will be fine…
I heard some friends said they are very excited after receiving the result as they didn’t expect much after the tough exam…However, it’s just half-way through this matriculation programme…Therefore, take it as inspiration, encouragement and confidence to get 4 flats for the whole matriculation programme… 1st sem’s result shows that actually you can achieve excellence too! Keep it on!
What I am concerned more is how are the feeling of those who are not fortunate enough to get 4 flats… Everyone, especially the 1st sem 4 flatters need to take care of their feeling… Being in a group where most people obtain great result but you did not is such an agony…though we can’t neglect the fact that failing to get 4 flats in matriculation means it’s quite tough to get your respectivedesired courses and place in local university, especially medicine… However, it doesn’t mean your whole life will be always miserable too… please continue your life to the successful way!
I do sympathise those who didn’t get 4 flats… They must be blaming themselves very much…for their effectiveness effort throughout the preparation for exam...for their lack of concentration in studies…for their inability to succeed at times when it matters most… But I found that if a person is still blaming himself from heart instead of blaming luck not on his side after failing on times like these, it means that he still have the will to succeed…he never give up the aspiration to succeed…
While almost everyone got 4 flats…while you are among the less fortunate ones to get results that are inferior to them… Just assume that YOU’RE DIFFERENT! Assume this failure as a blessing in disguise from God…believe that you have been chosen by God to have the chance to learn how to handle failure and how to get up from failure…Such experience will be useful in future… do the task as well as you possible…
If we give up after a failure…we give up every chance to succeed in our life…
Wanna comment a bit on Our Malaysia’s education system ….It’s really very cruel… Seem like It makes students feel like no 4 flats in matriculation or STPM, means no hope in future…
I have the feeling to write all of these…because… I often have to go through such pathway too…and I am still struggling… still searching for my best well-balanced life too…
Michael Owen, Wayne Rooney and Maria Sharapova achieved success in their life when they are 17 and 18…Bill Gates achieved success in his 30s’…Datuk Seri Abdullah Badawi managed to become our Prime Minister only in his late 50s…there are more and more real life examples but all of them prove that Everyone have equal chances to succeed, and if you try continuously with perseverance, you’re destined for success… just that the time when success comes rolling in differs… some early and some late.. Therefore, patience and continuous efforts are the keys to ensure that success is rightfully yours…
"It’s not shameful if we fall time and time again,
but it’s such a shame on us if we stop trying to rise after we fall…"