Tuesday, February 1, 2011 12:08:00 AM
Well..
Things get a bit complicated, yet is actually simple.
I dont know how should I explain everything and make things clear. and I know that would hurt.
So, i used the most simple way, the most understandable Q&A.
I think a lot these days..and indeed....
There is too much hindrance.
Why do i think a lot, hesitate, whenever it comes to making decision...? scare making the wrong decision.
Questions that I will definitely ask myself, will you regret if thing is done? will you regret it thing is NOT done?
And not to regret once decision made.
Dont you know? and now you are regretting?
But you honestly don't seem to be.. your wordings are, but your actions are not.
I am glad you are being honest to me, on the other hand, I feel bad for you.
When you told me your decision with a 'statement'. You didn't seem to give me any choices. I respect that. I spent some time crying, and I tidy up my feelings, stand up straight and move on.. I need to be strong. and I don't have time for all these drama. Is hard and is torturing acting to be strong when you're actually not.. but what else can I do?
And now you come back and tell me is all mistake? what do you expect me to do?
Reasons you gave me for that statement, is still happening, and is still going to, and will always be..LDR, u said. Doesn't seem to change. So, you are asking for what sake?
Is it really Love, or it just because it has been 6 years and it seems to be wasted?