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Annyeong to all my chingu!
For those who couldn’t attend the recent Super Show 2, I feel sad for all of you..
Really wished I could drag a few of you guys with me if I had extra tickets.. =(
But don’t be too disappointed, make sure you guys continue to support SJ’s coming 4jib! :D
As for those who were there, you know we had lots of fun :DD
So here I am, jotting down the memories that we ELFs had with ‘uri’ SJ oppa~

As you guys know, I’m not staying in KL,
So at first it was hard for me to attend the concert,
But managed to be there though xD *thanks a lot to ‘appa!’*
Reached the stadium later than planned *about 5pm* T_T
By that time most of the ELFs selling their merchandises have dismissed
*except some that were still surrounded by a bunch of people*
The number of ELFs lining up *according to the price of the ticket they bought* in front of the stadium is even worse :/
It was VERY noisy plus crowded *expected right*
And so all of us lined up there.. until it was about 635 when they finally opened the gate for us.

At 7.05 the opening stage was started off with TJ Thomas Jack *screams!! xD*
and another Malay artiste *I meant no offence, but I don’t know him.. MIAN!! =(*
anyway they each performed a song, until we ELFs had to wait again when they finished 15 minutes later…

couldn’t remember exactly what time they finally appeared,
but it was a loooong wait
however, their opening stage *slideshow plus their appearance* was awesome!! Gosh!
Then everything went like a train, very fast indeed after they performed the first song ‘A Man in Love’
After that was performance of U, Neorago, She Wants It when they finally stopped for awhile for their individual’s introduction *one of the fun parts to watch.. kekeke*
“URI SUPER JUNI-OR!”

Then they performed Angela *again screams!!!* took the video of the performance,
But sorry to say, my hand shook the most cause I was getting high during that performance already xD
why? Erm cause ‘Angela’ is like an EunHae’s love song? *EunHae moments are the most during this performance :D*
next was Disco Drive.. before a touching slideshow was displayed..
ahh watch the video and you will know =))

then continued with some of the members’ solo performance
Sungmin’s Baby Baby, Donghae’s Beautiful, Ryeowook’s Insomnia, Kyuhyun’s 原谅我, KRY with Sungmin’s What If, Leeteuk’s Honey, and Heechul’s Temptation of Sonata *with Henry’s violin performance*
And the last video performance I recorded, Don’t Don
Before my camera ‘got exhausted’ =.=
Gahh should really have bought a spare battery.. screw the cam xD
I did continue to snap pictures and recorded videos with iPhone,
but they were not that clear.. not as clear as how I got to watch them from where I sat :D

continued with performance of Twins, Our Love and ‘Puff the Magic Dragon’!
Shindong especially, was extremely funny in this performance
Crawling on the floor *pats head* xD
And continued with the dance battle they performed on Star Dance Battle
*another favourite performance! Cuz the choreo was soo beautiful :D*
Next was our ‘sexy’ SiWon oppa’s solo, Who Am I
And SJ-M’s appearance!! Performed 到了明天 and Super Girl
The stadium almost crashed with the ELFs’ reaction lol
Cuz all suddenly got very high and even dance along during Super Girl :DD
But.. missing the leader though.. =( Hangeng come back!! T_T

Then, finally it was the performance that we ELFs have been waiting for,
“SHINING STAR”
As planned, all the lightsticks were switched off, and we turn on our mini torchlight instead
The view was BEAUTIFUL!! Hard to describe how it looked like,
But it was really like stars not only shining, but twinkling as well.. NICE!!
Other than that, we aimed closely at all the oppa as well, *as it was always during this performance that the oppa will cry T_T*
When I finally noticed one of them shed tears...
Leeteuk oppa! Omo the leader cried! And Fishy! I mean Donghae almost couldn’t stand his tears from falling too.. T_T
GAHH!! Felt really sad watching this moment.. while the other side of me was feeling proud too..
cuz we, we MALAYSIAN ELFs did it!!
*though what the Taiwanese ELFs did was still more beautiful.. xD*

then “sorry sorry sorry sorry..”.. Sorry, Sorry!!
at that time my parents have arrived outside the stadium.. and my dad texted me, “the song is nice.. I can hear from here”
I was thinking, of course it is! *cuz non-ELFs only know this song? LOL xD*

after that slideshow for Chu~ was shown.. it was funny *but too bad couldn’t record it T_T*
then performance of Chu~ started *laughed the most during this perf,
KKWIYEOP-TTA!!*
They.. I mean Donghae, Heechul, Eunhyuk, Shindong, Ryeowook *did I miss anyone?* were all soo cute!
HaeMber, SulHee, DongToria, Euntal.. wakaka :P love Donghae as Amber especially xD
*do it do it Chu~*..
Sunny performance..
Pajama Party when Siwon suddenly threw a heart-shaped pillow to our side
Ahh but I didn’t get it :P
Lucky to the one sitting below!! :P
Then Carnival!! Waaa EunHae moments!! LOL xD *can’t help but to just focus on them during this performance..
They really look more like ‘brothers’ omg.. haha
The moment I regret the most! Cuz they were not standing at the stage in front of where I was sitting.. sobz..
Donghae went to Eunhyuk, and they held up ‘은휵 ♥ 동해 Eunhyuk loves Donghae’ banner..
Then when Eunhyuk sat on the steps, Donghae immediately went and sat beside him when he turned to the back
Lol speechless!! :P
EUNHAE JJANG! :DD

next performance of Rokkuko..

and Wonder Boy.. focus on Heechul and Donghae oppa!! Lol both of them were really mischievous xD
first it was Heechul, he went to the corner of the stage when the other oppa was busy sprinkling water to the ELFs
and we were like wondering what was he doing..
he stood up and gave a big water sprinkle to those standing opposite him lol..
then only I knew he was refilling his water gun =.= LOL
whoa I really pitied those sitting at the first row, and those standing in the rock pitt area too
sure their shirt got wet :P
after all those sprinkles and running,
leader Leeteuk oppa started his speech.. we went silent for awhile, but still replied after his words..
the power of ELFs! Listen to what the leader has to say.. :D
and then the mischievous Donghae finally showed his ‘true side’ xD
he copied what Leeteuk did, at first we still managed to catch up and replied him, but after that we went round and round already lol..
as he shouted out a phrase which we find it hard to follow =P
another thing to focus,
“4JIB DAEBAK! 4JIB DAEBAK! 4JIB DAEBAK!”
Looking forward to SJ’s coming album!! :D

Marry U.. another performance I anticipated the most.. cuz it’s one of my favourite SJ songs!!!
Joined the other ELFs, we sang along during the performance..

“pyeong saeng gyeo te it seul ge I DO.. neol sa rang ha neun geol I DO.. nun ggwa bi ga wa do a ggyeo ju myeon seo I DO.. neo reul ji kyeo jul ge I DO.. * :P

Zhou Mi and Henry came out to greet us too.. *ZhouRy! ZhouRy! :D*
And then they ended with their thank you speech.. T_T
It was about 11 that they ended..
Honestly I really felt, “gahh it finished sooo fast!!” :/
But all things come to an end.. =(
Just got to wait for their comeback! =)

well well well..
have been busy for the past few weeks,
and will be the same for these coming days also
though the 'real day' is arriving soon,
I'm still having the same doubts every night :(

ah anyway, I was supposed to mention this first,
Congrats to KARA!! Woots! You girls finally won on Music Bank yesterday..
so proud of you girls ^^
from the moment 'that' girl group started their promotion at the critical time of 2AM's,
I felt really disappointed to MuBank..
it's like they're really not being fair enough..
until yesterday FINALLY the real champion won =.=
Kara unnie hwaiting!! *hearts!!*
that was something I got cheered up for ^^

the next thing is,
my car's arriving soon !!
*well, it's considered my car ler right, since dad bought it from uncle's for
me* ><
and yeah, it's only a Kenari la.. and uncle has paid the full installments for it,
so dad decided to take it up for me, since they're changing a new car o.O
starting from this Sun, I'll be officially starting my practice LOL
excited? nah.. more like stressed? xD

this is the final and the most important thing of all
I'm meeting them in a week!!
Gosh still can't believe it i'm gonna meet them this real soon
when I bought the ticket in Jan,
I've been really hoping and hoping for this day to arrive sooner
to be able to enjoy it with my BFF *or ex-BFF* :(
but not for now.. :/
I don't know why!! T_T
please, whatever it is, please return that spirit to me T_T
in a second thought, I really hope both of us could get back together
*which is kinda, impossible for you i guess? :(*
almost every night the same thing playing in my head,
and what's more, there's so
many stuff to prepare for..
Till I can have the thought of not going straight away :(
so that's why, please, just let miracle to happen this time..
At least only this time..
Let me *or them* win some extra tickets..
so that they can accompany me to go there..

okay the stuff i'm about to post up,
it may sound really ridiculous *and lame*
but honestly i swear!
this is exactly the dream i had last night >.<
and FYI, i even woke up in the middle of the night just to note this down
cuz yeah, it's sad that everytime i had nice dream,
i'll tend to forget all about it the next morning =/

so here's the story..
it happened on the day i went for their promo *i mean SJ's promo*,
me with another unnie *elder sister*
and the first person i met was Donghae
*from outside of the building, he was going to enter into the building, and we were even walking the same way*
then entered the lift. i was alone with him in the lift.
he was standing in front of me,
and since he looked really cold *as in ego =.=*
*which is kinda unbelievable, cuz the real Donghae's not even this kind =.=*
anyway so yeah, since i was too nervous to speak,
we remained silent till the lift reached our destination
*forgot where we were heading to though. aiks ==*
and then, we both headed to unnie's car
*yea now i remember, i think the unnie's someone like their manager or something*
*omo how can i even get to be close with people like her?!? xDD*
in the car, the situation is not much different but i finally have the courage
*yeah too nervous before this xD* to talk to him.
erm there was nothing much i told him i guess,
except to ask for his permission to take a picture with him xD

and then, here's the best part..
Donghae's Anchovy *ok sorry i keep calling him this way, cuz that's exactly their relationship, EunHae :D* came to the car
the first thing i realised,
their hairstyle is the same!
and they even dyed the same colour =O
which is light brown, on top of their original colour, black
*again, another unbelievable one, since Eunhyuk has just dyed his hair back to black =/* wakaka anyway, after seeing Eunhyuk,
without me realising,
Donghae just got excited and act like the one i always see, the cheerful Donghae >.<
ahahah and about Eunhyuk,
he just keep smiling, when talking to the unnie,
and even when greeting me..
kyaaaa!! *the mischievous anchovy* >.<
and again, asked to take picture,
but this time is to take BOTH of their picture,
since i saw an application of EunHae. haha xD

and then, i woke up =(
gahh shouldn't felt so excited,
then maybe i can sleep longer already..
bwahaha xD

sweet dream! *cheers!* :DD

just to state it clear first,

so i was saying that i got hurt twice at the same time
or can be said having two-same-kind problems
involving two of my good friends =/
which was why i was having a hard time before this.

but i'm glad one of them is settled now
we're good together back =)
and that really has to thank someone seriously
that 'someone' has been listening to all my problems..
and advising me on what i should do and all..
i do not know how did we get this close,
but it just happened.
one thing which makes me sad is that,
i wasnt able to help him with anything
i know he's having a hard time before this too..
having his problem too,
but i can only listen to him,
and not being able to help :/

anyway i hope he's cheered up by now
and really,
Thank You, 'sensei'!! :D

well, after this incident too,
makes me realize of one important thing.
i'm glad i still have you guys though i've lost one important good friend of mine..

love ya!! ^^