Im back to my blog again :) 
so long dint update my blog, many things was happening this recently 
I cant imagined of it 
1st, lets said bout my work 
Its really suffer working there and I will stop on the december of 15 ardy 
I cant stand of it this work, cause of tired and I cant even enjoy much v my babes 
After stop the work I will enjoy my clubbing life again :PPP 
really long never go ardy. miss it so much :( 


2nd, lets said bout **** 
I really cant imagined of it, how come will make it so worst ?
when I heard this news I really sad of it 
I pity of that **** ,seriously 
but no choice **** he have to do it 
I wish that **** will go to another world and get a better ******* 
God Bless Them 


3rd ,is my dearest sistar 
she havin trouble in da A'famosa 
really get shock when I heard that 
now she become good girl ardy, dont out late and sleep early 
I hope she will recover and forget everything happen at there 
ILY sis, dont be afraid ,cause we always beside u


4th ,is about me 
my life is good here ,always work and get home sleep :D
and something lepek v frens while hehe 
maybe after work going to sabah and december of 24 going to portugese celebrating v friends :) tats all my life 
simple life and happy  

Smile Always :)

16/11/2011

Tomorrow is the day started my work
kinda nervous and afraid of it 
But I trying not to be afraid ,cause once you afraid you will do everything in panic 


No matter how tomorrow must do it in proper and nicely 
I doing this because I wans to be independent girl and my mom keep stop and sayin like dont allows me to work 
She can feel that she always tight me and dont let me go 
Act I dislike ppl to tight me especially is my parents. I feel if you keep tight me I wont grow up forever 


I just want to be an independent girl and to earn some money for myself, tats all 
And I just want to get some experience 
So that I can know how's the feeling when working time And can learn more to see the world 




I wish tomorrow will be a nice day for me and everything goes on smoothly and wont do any mistaken on my 1st day of working :) 




GOOD LUCK To MYSELF (LOVE) :D 

Money out, Money In :PP

Yesterday had shopping with darling's 

went to notre dam KFC get my akauns folio things den went to jusco while

after tat, saw xiiao yu and her gang of friends so joining them while waiting mike 

we went dp after mike arrived jusco fetch us 

den, went to yokoso get my tonic and essence ,wasted RM110+ *FUCK OFF* Im poor and bankruptcy now :( 

but I believe that your money out will come in again :PP 

I need to be more *KIAM SIAP* d *HaHa* 

Is Time To Save Money Again :)

Sometimes to be silence is better than spoke a words 
am i choosing a right way now? I feel that I really regret that I never appreciate you 
I feel that we can't communicate in proper sometimes 
I guess we will stop this on 1day ,but dont know is when only 
but i will appreciate what i had now ,so that I wont feel regret if you gone in my life


Hmmm. Dont think about it is the best, dont know better than knowing everything 
to be silence is better than give a person shoot you ,so keep it silence always :) 




And get my life to be perfect after graduate 
finds something special for my life and to be amazing and perfect always ;)

Sometimes u been hurt by someone in deeply or tired of lovin someone, 
you dont wish to have anyone in your life anymore or fall in love with anybody


I trying to avoid every guys now and to be friend is much more better than everything 
once u in a relationship it will happen a lots of trouble 




Dont think that the guys find u means to give u hope
NO, it doesn't ,dont try to think lots and give yourself any hope 




Try to improve yourself to get a better things rather than a guys &  Im trying to do it =)


I want to be prefect than them 
I'll show u and u'll feel proud on me and envy of me ;) 

没有你怎么办

我要的幸福很简单，不需要太多
只要能够和你在一起，在我身边那才是最重要


有时，我在想----> 其实我适合爱情嘛
我需要它嘛
我不知道，可是却很想要它，因为我很爱他


你的笑容让我无法忘记
你的吃醋让我感觉你很在乎我
你的甜言蜜语只有你说得最棒的也最有意思
我喜欢你做古怪的东西让我看




Come back to me on 1day and never let each other go away 
We'll wait for it 
Dont give up our love so easily 
And remember of each other so tat our love will not ends up so fast 
Dont be afraid facing of trouble, think of others so will easily solve the problem 
Be my special one ,Be my only one, Be my love one ,Be 1part of my family :) ILY SweetHeart 

SweetHeart Always Mine :)

你是不是要逼疯我才甘愿
你知不知道我多辛苦才把那伤口逢回去，现在又被你弄伤它了
你到底想要怎样，要我的什么


I'm Really In Hurt Deeply Since You Came Into My Life
Everything I did is for you and me 
I decide to leave you, no matter how's hurt am I 
You call me to go with you, but I dont want, Cause I know tat sure have something happens what if I go with you 


PLS dont do any touching stuff for me 
Is enough for it 
We're not suitable for each other 


I can feel tat when we facing to each other, the feeling is different and the love likes around of us
but, im trying to avoid ,because i afraid to get hurts again 


Why always when we saw each other the feelin is really different?
I really can feel it ,the love is really powerful and I cant even stop it 




If it's fate between me and you I guess you will come back and its forever mine :)
Lets see my future husband who's gonna be? do you? 
Him Or The Others 
What if is him I will post out my blog and tell you all 
So Dude's ,lets wait for it :) <3

Happy Birthday To Me :)

Yst went out around 2pm noon off to dp 
eat, movie, girls shop 
DAM so suffer for drinking the tea. 


After tat went to watch the street 
AWESOME movie and the little boy and his father are so adorable 
I wish to have a son like him. haha lol 


8pm went back 
havin shower ,make up den off to movida 
cousin sheryl msg ask me going to movida later? 
Of course I'm hehe 
I tot she was with her bf and friends 
who knows, so "SUEY" she was with somebody that I dislike 
but after tat all I was dancin with him and others 
I drank lots ,almost drunk 
then vomit at outside and drink lime juice only feels better 
Thx you for take care of me, buddies :)


After tat all cousin msg and call me to go her place 
I guess is he call cousin to msg me 
he ask me anybody fetch u back? and tell me tat his car was putting at outside 
and he take out of his keys and show me he was driving mercedez 
my mind was thinking so wat? looks like show off  *FUCK*
Hmmm You're gone in my life. Dont try to near me anymore
Cause im not trying to trust you and wont do such of stupid things to u some more 




Besides, Its Awesome Yst had fun with darling 
and see you all have partner I really happy for you all yst ;) *CHEEZ*
Love you all ooh Muackx 




Lastly, Happy Birthday To Me
Hope my life will change to better and all the best in my studies ;) 

昨晚去跟mike喝茶过后去找koh

mike回过后就跟koh去海边

聊了心事和以前的事

很谈得上

老实说，以前我对他的态度真的很不好，

可是他还是有耐心的忍我的脾气

想和你说（对不起）以前那样对待你

我不会珍惜别人对我的好

我只会拿去比较它

很后悔当初这样

有一个这么好的男人我却不去珍惜，等到失去了才懂得后悔它

我希望我们的关系能够保持到永远 xDD 

This Sat heading to movida ^^ AWESOME yehh 

Waiting for the night ohh gosh xDD

Heard my friend said library will be opening soon 

but dont know when is it 

ouhh wat if really going to open soon sure very nice 

and he said sure JB ppl will be coming around here to club lol2

so free huh JB ppls xDD

Just now order with yu sticky 

nvr try b4 yet. I cant stand for it ad hehe 

she said very nice, delicious :0 

Wish tat night is awesome and is unforgettable night for me 

and wish my sticky will arrived by my side soon hehe 

今天，让我发现了一件事情

我还以为你只是不喜欢他们

原来，你是多么的讨厌他们

我不明白，一场家人为何要搞成这样来

更何况你的眼神做出那么的明显出来

你让我觉得你的自私自利

你的霸道

你的行为

你的一切的一切是多么的不好

对，他们的脾气，行为让人家看得很不顺

可是，这就是他们的性格

我们只好在旁边看，不出声就好了咯

难道就要给他们看你的眼神不爽着他们么

有些东西，我们只要看就好了

别去管那么多

管得越多只会更多事发生

静静的听，静静的看一个人的性格是怎样就好了，你就会知道哪个人是在想什么的

刚才看以前的照片，让我觉得在照片里的我是个长不大的小孩
现在比起以前好多倍了
一直都很想长大的我现在终于长大了
可是却又很害怕过后的日子会是怎么过的呢？


我有时静静是因为不想说太多的话，
可能这些都是人类在慢慢成长中吧




女人永远都是比男人最快成熟一步
我现在找着男子比我更成熟的那一个会不会出现在我面前着 :) 


除了这些我想告诉某某人，
请别打扰我的生活，
我现在人过的好好的，别突然出现了另外一个人
就算我多寂寞也好也不必你这些烂人 :0

Happy Bufday Daddy

Yst went to melaka raya area ,celebrating my dad bufday 
he really enjoy lots and they really having fun there ;) 
I sang I drank I dance woots Awesome herhh !!! Every week drank really killing of ppls life lol2
nxt week going to do tat again and of course is every week haha 


waiting another 6days to go through haha 
is a awesome-awesome night will happen 
I was excited now I waiting and thinking what will going to happening on tat night ;) lol
I wish is a best night and the things that I want .hahaha 
Its gonna be mine soon :p lets wait and see *WOOTS* *Pheww weee* ^^




Happy Bufday To You Dad 
ILY <3 
The bestest dad in the world and of course the most crazy dad I have ;) 

mmmm My mind keep thinking of him non-stop 
wat a GENTLEMEN & WESTERN I have ;) 


I need to be confident so tat i can get everything i wan 
learn from the secret lol is a nice book 
but, how to be confident? I did b4 but sometimes does not works out 
hmmm. concentrate and concentrate ,as I know I can do it :) cuz i'm relene lee lol 
nothing is hard for me ,just see whether you want to go and get anot 
although im a girl tat very weak some times, but i will try my best and do for it :) 




EXAM
bloody shit. yst exam BI paper essay I waste a lots time at my sectionB 
dont even write 200words only 100words i get and dont even have any idea 
lucky adah helps me, while im writing and she tell me Love Ya babeh <3 
hmm nxt week more worst I guess going to exam from monday-friday and then stop for 1week and continue another week. WT..... stupid principal make it so trouble niie wasted our time !!!!!!!!!!!!!
after the final exam I straight go to thai ~ AWESOME yeas !!! 
I tot my final exam I will be joining mund them but i decide to go thai with my sis cuz she have no body to accompany ,besides I miss there also la hehe <3 




Yst went to casa del rio yam cha with casendra darling & koh 
nice place .after tat went to play pool 
2 girls VS 1guy, keep eat us cilaka miia 
dont even give us chance 
Mr. Koh you wait I gonna eat u back and no chance lol

OCTOBER♥

Hiies Dudes :) Im back here again lol I will update my blog again this recently ;)
Hmm. Where should start? I guess bout my life :) ookays !!!! 1word to describe AWESOME 
1week guarantee go to club once or twice. Seriously last last week i went and now i cant control myself to stop it 
dam fuckin awesome went with my 1gang of crazy friends and they call me to go I really wish too but my final exam is almost coming soon is on this wednesday. ohh goshhh man guys pls dont attract me for going there man. After my final exam i will join u guys back ,our promise lol

You guys are really fantastic make my life change to be fuckin stuck in the club again haha 
Although Im not that closed with you guys but you all are dam friendly and talk to me at 1st ;) 


The Awesome year that I had with my babe's yee, casendra, wen ting, pei ying, aleen, boh, shern, daryl and others and the most crazy time with my club friends CHEEZ **HUGS** ;) =3=

SEPTEMBER♥ :)

Hiies Buddies !!! Its A long term that I dint update my blog d ahh huh? 

Hmmm last said last months bout my job at mp 

is a really good experience but I did wrong on that time my sis get mad and scolded me on the phone. Tear almost fall man. Then she slow down her voice and talk to me back. 

I seriously happy working at there. Cuz I can know more frens of course sometimes look leng zaii while or else curi2 keluar call neighbor to help jaga my store :) 

I drink this when I work. It helps me a lots energy so that I wont feel tired or sleepy ^^ 

Is Starbuck Hazelnut Mmmmm YummY YummY 

Just To have a memory 1st time of experience working :)

I guess next time will do it more better than now 

All the best to myself ;)

Recently, Im quiet busy :) Hmmm ,I started My yoga again. Its a good exercise act, sweat lots and can b slim too. haha ~ love it :)

My schedule is full right now. dont even have enough time for me to on the line ,but is a good things too. cuz i can stop the attitude that I always do in my life :) and can do something more meaningful things in my life. Or maybe it can helps in my future too 

Example, After school have a rest then go for yoga after that revision or else outing with my family :) 

This week my schedule is full ady. Friday ,sat and sunday going to working. Is my 1st time of working too :D Hmmm. Just trying to be independent ,see whether how's it feel. I guess will very cool and I exciting for the day too. hehe (Wish me all the best for friday,sat and sunday :D)

My life is quiet now ,without you guys im bored in school. The Moment & The Moment is still have to pass. Very upset when i knew bout the news, I promise after I graduate we still have many chance to meet ,guys.I love you guys a lots and the moment you guys gave to me I do appreciate & wont ever forget in my life forever. 


Sometimes I really upset, but keep in heart is much better than telling others, what if tell they just can listen but then they cant do anything for me, so i prefer to keep in my heart and solve it by myself 


This year very "SUEY" my friendship & relationship has been some problem. I cant believe she will sudden gone in my life, sometimes think back of the moment my heart is still in pain & I wanted to cried out loudly. Maybe what she said is true, I really is a selfish girl I cares much for myself than you. I realize that, so I trying to change myself to be much more better from now on. 


I wanna to change myself to be not a girl that always cried around. Is enough, I need a happy life, Im tired v it. really tired and pain. I dint spoke out doesnt mean nothing in my mind act. Just wans to be silence and think of how to solve all those problems I having. 

【My Life Is Meaning Without Any People's】

This holiday my life is so meaningful, I love my family so much. They give me whatever I wan ,I Love Them As much than I love myself :D
They are so important to me nobody can compare with them 


Everyday early in the morning wake up having breakfast with them after that hang out or else sitting at the living room with them. This is call a warm family I having :) I appreciate what I having with my family. 
What I wan in my life is to with my family, that's all I wan 
I dont get so much from anybody but I get much from my family. They're perfect to me =) 
And my dearest friend's especially Koh, Mike & Xiiao Yu, So happy when I outing with you all and keep talking all stuff funny and make my mood to be better 


My plan on december maybe going to Singapore with Koh & Mike 
We're planing to go travel on december. I haven been to Singapore yet too, so they planing to bring me there 
Hmmm. Wish The plan will be ON =)

Its Holiday ^^ Waited for the day so long d hehe

hmmm. what should i do with my holiday?

should i go for work? or stay at home with my family

i guess need to plan for it :D

Today going to herbaline facial

Tomorrow outing celebrate birthday with xiiao yu

sunday I guess out to jusco with ah huang, yang ^^

how about monday? hmm ~~~ not yet plan yet lol2

maybe stay at home? or else hanging out with family?

I guess the bestest still stay at home. save money :D

Btw I plan to use herbaline product, I heard many of my friend's said their product not bad **THINKING**

After that I will buy clarins whitening *SAVE MONEY* ^^
hmmm. still have many thing's need to buy but only 1word i can describe **NO MONEY** =(

Where's my money? Faster appear :D

Once you have money and dress up yourself, you gonna be a pretty women and you will feel proud for yourself ^^

Appreciate♥

Life sometimes bad and sometimes good

is just like turning around and my life turns on to be good and also bad

I really appreciate what I have now and i wish other's will appreciate what they have also

No matter bad things or good things happen we have to go through

life is like this sure have sometimes bad and good

What I learned is just to appreciate everything and to be happy in life

I dont wan to lost anyone of course especially my family and my bestest friend's

we knew each other in this life is because of fate

Love is not the suitable time for me and dont ever come in my life ,dont try to mess up my life

this world has been changing every guys and womens

is hard to find a true heart they really loved you,btw if u really d find then you should be appreciate

Dont try to hurt some one it will very hard to recover the pains =)

♥梦想♥

活了这么多年来一直都不知道我的梦想是什么

可是现在我终于知道我要的是什么了

我的梦我一定要去实现它

一定会实现在我的未来里

的确是困难了一点可是，只要有努力，我相信一定会成功

期待着那一天的到来

我要给我家人看你女儿是多么的了不起 =)

我会努力做好成果起来给你们看

我要我父母过得快了别为我们孩子操心

DADDY说：等到他退休后又要烦我们的未来。不，我不要让他们操心我们所以，我相信我哥，姐他们可以我也一样是行的 =)

为了自己的梦想，前途---->现在开始我必须努力努力努力♥

我想忘记，却忘记不到

我想逃避，却逃避不到

我想放弃，却放弃不到

我想离开，却离开不到

眼泪好想留下来却留不出

这到底是怎么了

我心好像有舌头盯着我的感觉，心跳都难

呼吸却好像得不到空气这样

好想大大声的喊出来，跳进海里不去想一切

我能够顺其自然？还是装着不知道发生了什么事？

如何去选择，如何去决定，如何去面对着你

(我。。。。不。。。知。。。。道。。。。。)

Wonderful Life =)

1st of august went out with my babe girl's

Hang out, makan and of course girl's you know, love to see clothes can go every shop and gossip-gossip ha~ha

after that, went to ong kim wee makan satay celup ~~ mmmMmm..... YUMMY

then went back around 10+pm (TIRING)

I'm happy with my friend's especially with "Yee&Casendra"

When I'm down you both were beside me

glad to have you both =)

Girl's our promise in paris

dont forget bout tat yeas ha~ha

I waited for the day :D

Will Update Our Photo SOON ;)

Is Friday Gain. You Make Me Cant Forget That Whole Night

I wanna stop this, really hurt lots
You kept appear and appear and appear
I think isn't is a fate I guess is just a game?

I hate this right now
I wanna stop this and I wanna have a decide
This feeling is just like not fun at all


Felt very happy & bahagia when you were beside me
and of course very warm and comfortable :)
But we cant having each other



I just hope I can have some memories with you =)
Between wish you all the best with *****

From The One You Always Called Her "DARLING" :D

说放弃并不是完全的放弃了
有时还会特地去看关于他的东西
就算再也没找彼此也没关系，对我来说你就已经在我身边了

你的味道一直都存在而且很香呢
[感觉有点变态吧]哈哈哈哈哈

好想你那一夜晚噢
不舍得不舍得
好想停留在那一晚，多希望不会有明天
可是，时间还是要过去的
无法停留了
但。。。我会记得一切发生的事情 =]


你就是那一类型的男子我想要的
或许再也没人能够代替
♥Gentlemen, Cool, Smart ;) PERFECT :3

Only "HER"

Nothing Special This Recently
Just Felt Myself Change To Become Quiet And Timid
Is It That Human Getting Big Change Lots?

My Life Is Just Like Suck Right Now
Every Week Club & Always Out Lately
What Goes On With Me? I Cant Even Understand Myself
If You Were Still Beside Me Now, I Guess You Will On Mad At Me, Scolded Me Like Hell And Will Advise Me, But Right Now You're Gone In My Life

Actually I'm A Girl That Need Some Friends To Talk & Advice
Example Like "HER"
I Still Prefer Her In My Life
Maybe No1 Can Appear The Places
She The 1 Could Understand Me Lots

Maybe We Couldn't Be Like Last Time
But The Moment Of Us I Wont Ever Forget, How You Treat Me And How Much You Love Me
I Wont Ever Forget The Time We Had And Is The Best Moment In My Life Babe❤

15/07/2011 Perfect Guy In My Life Has Came :D

很难呼吸也很难放弃

在那一夜晚你让我变得幸福的女人

我要去爱你，但又有权利嘛

你爱我却不告诉我，我爱你却不告诉你 [知道有多难受么]

爱一个人不是应该在一起么，怎么我们的爱就像游戏那样呢


抱着你好舒服

牵着你手好温暖

吻了你的嘴好幸福

嗅你身上好有男人味

[这样的男人是我想要的]


在那一夜你晚上，

他说了----> If You Need Anything Tell Me Kays

他就是那么的Gentlemen，没人能跟他比较 :p


You're Perfect To Me =]

I Wanna Be Yours Forever & Dont Ever Let Go Our Love♥♥♥

Blackberry & Iphone? I'm Confusing =(

I wish to get blackberry, but the price more nicer than the phone =.=

if really got no choice maybe I will get Iphone

I need money right now

God Bless Me For dropping money for me. haha

Blackberry & Iphone No matter how I will get you both back soon


Wait Me For Me :D

I Want You To Be Mine----->FOREVER♥

现在我无法形容我的心情

怎么每次他对我说些东西我就会那么铭感了

只要和他聊天我的心情就会变得更美丽

你不能变成我的另一半，因为我没是XXXXX

我好想你不会是我的XXXX


你真的快把我疯了

每天都在想象关于有我和你的世界里是多么的XX 嘻嘻

我的Imaginetion是多么的。。。。恐怖，但是我喜欢 哈哈

我想把我的Imaginetion会实现♥ 嘻嘻

08/07/2011

yst went to Arena with James, Wei Sheng, Fanny & their friends

I dont enjoy a lots yst

but lucky got fanny accompany me dance and her cousin =]

I still prefer In a Open relationship

I can do what I wan, dance v who I wan & play around with who I wan also

In a open relationship is much more better ;)

can play around and enjoy everywhere xDD


I love my life in the club that was awesome =]

This Recently Thinking Of Change my phone :D

but I dont know which phone to buy

thinking of iphone4 and blackberry torch, which is better huh?

I heard from my friends said iphone4 update game or up lvl need to paid

Confusing & also Confusing bout the money lolz :D

I wish to get iphone4 & blackberry. haha

The problem is i not enough cash on my hand now. arghh T.T

I wish to get you both phone asap =]

Love you both so much ^^

Smsing :D

HmmMmm !!!!

想回以前的时候真可笑 xDD

每次都找人信息的，可是现在就不同了-----很懒得信息了

大多数信息一半就没回了或许是直接打电话过去

很怀念以前每天从早上可以信息到晚上 =]

可是现在已经再也没人陪我信息早上到晚上了，因为很难找到-----哈哈 lolz


我要SMS

我想念SMS =[ T.T

回忆♥IMY

有多久没见了
有多久没讲话了
有多久没出去了
有多久没一起疯了

我们是多么的甜蜜比起情侣还要的甜蜜♥ =]

每次在我发生事情时你就会立刻打来

我们每天晚上都会和对方WEBCAM，因为我们每天都想着对方

每个礼拜的星期6晚上，我就会去你家和你聊天到半夜才回家

我的世界就只要有你就多么的幸福快乐了

这些都能够再来多一次嘛？ 我很想回到你身边和你一起有着对方的另一半的世界

IMY & You're The One Who Can Took My Heart Away

Being With You Is Just Like Everything In My Life, I Cant even be myself without you

You're Always In My Heart.


Nobody Can Replace Except YOU♥

S.T.U.D.Y

hmmm. school reopen ad S.A.D =[

when i get my B.M test paper i really S.A.D i thought i can get better than my ujian pertama.

i very afraid next year S.P.M ~ i scare i fail every subject especially i very cares of my B.M & B.I subject

i wish to get better result. Maybe Is Time To Study Huh ^.^


STUDY STUDY STUDY
STOP FACEBOOK, FACEBOOK I...HaTes...YoU :DD

E"L"W"H

想回以前，2年的暗恋着你，为了你做不该做的事 觉得很傻也特好笑的 xDD

没想到自从进了G.B.S可以发生了这么多事

放了你也都是因为时间也久了，知道这结果不会有好结局

傻傻的Form1的我也都已经变得这么大了 =)

谢谢你的照顾

现在我已不需要任何人的照顾，我已长大了可以照顾自己了

等我毕业后，你还会等我？你说过的那承诺还有效嘛？



希望你在那边的生活一切都顺利~

以前是你每次为我加油叫我努力读书，现在是时候我和你说加油 =)

♥Sweet Couple

I Love This Sweet Couple So Much♥

Wish You Both Will Together In Real Life =)

07/06/2011

Went to see doctor and take off my nail

i suffer for 2years+ ady and this is the time to take off

actually not very very very pain. just a little, but i still can tahan =)

im a brave girl la weii. haha

i can stand for the pain =)

hmmm. i wish my nail will faster grow and wear nice high heels xDD


Here's the picture. disgusting rite xDD







Will Upload When My Nail Grow =)

04/06/2011 Had A Great Day With Babe =)

Morning went to DP with Yee&Casendra Babe♥

Shopping And Shopping Around. From Morning 9am out till 7pm then 7pm went to dinner with family dam tiring. Tired but happy with you babe's :D

shop till i bankrupt. xDD hmm. by the way im regret when im at kl i dint bought lots. i just bought t-shirt at there. arghhh !!! HATES

I Love Shopping, When Im Down And I Need You Babe's Accompany Me

Love You Babe's ;)

Its A Quiet Long Ago I Dint Update My Blog
How You Guys Doing? =) I Hope Everyone Are Doing Good There & Healthy♥


First, To Tell You All About How's My Life Doing

The 1st week of holiday i went to Kuala Lumpur with my buddies, very enjoy at there
morning 6am woke up take my shower all tat then wait 4 buddies come and fetch me after tat, fetch mike. reached K.L around 10+am then we went to sunway in the morning ^^ having our breakfast at McD after makan jalan2 at there sampai 2pm. cause we need to check in our hotel at 2pm.

After That, everyone was tired. so take a rest for while. then we went to giant bought some stuff. 7+pm we go cheras pasar malam, the pasar malam very long. walked like hell. after tat we go i-city see light, very colorful. i like the light so much =)

Around 12.30+am we just from i-city go back. decide to go yam cha or eat some desert actually. but every one looks very tired, so every one decide to go back home.

Arrive hotel then take our shower and rest while. 2am like tat me and mike go out to makan supper. 3am just back to hotel =)

The Next Day, we went to cheras take something then go to petaling jaya fetch friend. and then take LRT to sungei wang & times square. noon 4+pm start our journey back to melaka. 7pm arrive home =) that time very tired, arrive home straight go to sleep till the next day xDD


Heres The Photo, Have A Look ;)










To Have View More Image, You Can Go Through My Facebook =)

心虽然很疼，但还是要过

最近过得生活很静，没什么乐趣

我也Lock我FB的Profile了

很多人一定会奇怪吧

有些人还以为我Block他们

我Lock都是因为，我想写我自己再想什么的东西。。不想给任何人看到罢了 =)))



自从看到那件事后，我心情非常的低弱了也发现自己慢慢开始变得不够坚强

外表看起来很好，可是心里还是很弱

我要坚强过着剩下的日子

更何况这也不是第一次发生在我身上了

或许我不配当**里的另一半

一个人生活也不错，可是有时看到别人拥有了自己の另一半是多么の幸福呢

有时很想去拥有者它

但是我不配拥有者爱情

我玩不起它，更爱不起它

因为我痛过 爱过 伤过 累过 哭过 所以在也不敢去接受新の一段感情


我只能默默の爱你，守护你，在你身边看着你

I Really Miss You So Much


我很想再次拥有你。。 把你成为我の，我成为你の



我想你对着我说：爱我永远


你给の幸福没人能够取代，因为是多么の甜蜜

The Only 4 euu

act i miss u so much .. i wish to having you back

but then, maybe you d give up of me

is painful to forget everything bout euu and me

everywhere i go sometimes i think of you and me

its too late 4 everything i did ..

only i can say is sorry and sorry and very sorry x1000... SORRY

i wish everything gonna be like last time

having shopping v u ,taking some funny pic v u, eat 2gether v u, having all the crazy things with euu

my heart always waiting 4 you ,no matter takes how long i will always wait for you to come back to me


I Miss You & Actually I Wanna Tell You ... You're The Best In My Life No 1 Can Replace Of It

Manual Carrr Is Easy Act ;)))

Yesterday exam BM paper2((= DAMN, on da saturday still have to go 4 sch and exam o0o

but, still fun when exam :pp i was sitting behind of my girl (YEE)

she helps me lots on the test ,thx babeh ;)))

then at night went out v frens to xuan cafe after tat went to taming sari ,cuz having show car at there =))

after tat ,from taming sari to ayer keroh tat time kena block 2kali and sibeh jam

reached ayer keroh learn manual car

is my 1st time drive manual ,hahax ~~ quiet easy act

but very ma fan need to keep change the gear and press clash

its fun la weii ,hahax ~~

i have to learn manual car then nxt year i easy for the driving test d :ppp

You Came In To My Life =)))

You Changed My Heart & My Life Babeh

You Kept Appear On My Mind

I Miss You Everyday

I Don't Mind Everything Bout Euu ,Cuz You're Perfect To Me =))

Having You, Make Me Feels Comfortable

You're Warm When You By My Side

I Wanna Be Your's And I Wanna Make You Be Mine's :ppp ♥♥


Just You & Me

I Love The Way You're Babeh ;)))

刚才又去看你的FB了

为什么一看你的东西就很伤心，我为何要为你而吃醋？

我到底怎么了

心怎么感觉很不舒服的，你又怎么一直出现我脑海中


当初人家喜欢你时，却很讨厌人家

现在人家不喜欢你了，你却又爱上了人家

难道这是报应

有好东西不去珍惜，等到失去后才发现一切都已经太迟了

唉 =( I Miss You So Muchy

I Wish You Were Everyday ,Everyday Minutes Of Second By My Side

Tonight (I'm Lovin' You)

我竟然遇见他，开心或伤心？ 不知道

就没什么感觉了吧

毕竟都已经2个月了

一个人的生活也都已经习惯了吧

他不是我的未来，因为他对我不是专一

他对她是专一，她对他也是专一


♥----->我祝你们永远在一起，一辈子幸福 =)


一个人的生活其实并不闷，因为只要有家人&朋友的陪伴那才是真真的快乐

快乐其实很容易----->不是有些人说的那么难


毕竟我每次都一个人生活，可是我都很开心

每次在学校里，我一说好笑的东西，朋友他们都会笑个不停

而我看到他们笑，我真的很开心 =)


我爱你们朋友♥

I Misses The Moment And I More Miss You

You Kept Appear On My Mind Now

Gosh !! Is Scary You Kept Appear In My Mind

It Shouldn't Be Like Tat

The Moment When We Talking And ******* Is Really Makes Me Feel Comfortable =)

I Need To Stop This ~~ Couldn't Happened Like Tat


But... I Cant Control Myself For Missing You And That Time

I Really Missed You And Some Times Feels To Finds You But, Not Dare =(

I Wish You're Always Beside Me And You Make Me Feel Safe When You Were Beside Me

Really Happy V You And Very Comfortable With You


Wishes You're MINE But You're NOT =(

MISS YOU ____ ___

Happy Time

05/04/2011 (FRIDAY)

Went 2 dp then eleven ,irish pub, arena

arena saw kino n then join them

1am+ d bek home..sienx .. if can i wish i can stay longer at there xDD

had drink lots and very drunk too

hmm.. i wish i can every week go there hahax ..

but ~~ NO WAy ,I Need control myself =)

1 and half year i wanna go where is my wish .. cuz i having freedom tat time xDD


07/04/2011 (SUNDAY)

In the morning went to GM House ~~ Waiting the bride

the bride very pretty ,hahax ~~ and is lee's family 1st of generation getting weeding

very hapii xDD get ang pau from cous some more ^^

afternoon around 3.30 went to starbizz make up & go melaka baru wash my hair

around 6.30+ just reached the restoran ~~

helping every where and walking every where ^^

talking picha every where after the dinner =)

some of my cousin drunk .. n me too ~~ had lots drink yst

around 11-12++ went bek home

sistar them continue to movida..i wanted to go but,she dont let

arggggh !!!! ANGRY


THE END


By The Way who's gonna married the nxt ? ^^

ι мιѕѕ уσυ♥

昨晚真的很SUI噢~~

我在冲凉一半竟然跟我停电

Wasehh!! 吓死咯

又一个人在家~在停电的那一刻的时候

我。。。想起了你

很想打电话给你，可是控制自己不去打

我很想你

就算抢回来，可是心还是抢不回了 =(

2day went out v mike to st1 ~~ chit chat & do my homework at there n he play his dota at st1 = =

after tat he put me at mp find my mum =)

i bought a pair of shoes 4 the dinner d ..woohoo xDD

hmm..and maybe gonna bought some accessories or maybe scarf (DECIDING)^^ witch is more match the dinner weeding dress ^^

then ,went in to calorino ~~ the things is nice

but ....is not suitable 4 me xDD ..is more suitable 4 my mums ... hahax

n also monday im not going 2 sch ^^ cause of the weeding is sunday so parents says :monday don't need go 2 sch .. hahax ^^

after go mp then went 2 makan KFC !! nice ,but im fat now ..argghh gosh !!

2moro needs 2 diet ady .. if not on the day of cous married cant wear nice clothes d ^^


ENDS

是你逼我走出这一步

如果我没看到的话，我就不会随便的去******了

这也不能怪我

痛的那个是我，傻的那个也是我

这一切都已经够了，真的受够了

也痛够了

从来没人了解我的心情

在你离开的那一刻你知道剩下的日子我是怎么过得嘛 [你不知道，因为你从来都没问]

唉 =(


为什么偏偏你要这样对待我

I'm Really Painful

But I Can't Continues Like Tat

Is Time To Get Up And Be Strong

Everything Stop From Here And Start For My New Life

Cheers For Myself ...I Know I Can Do It =)

很平静的生活❤

最近都没时常出门了就一直呆在家

人总是越大越就想很多更何况是一个人的时候

很多事情并不一定要说出来

一个人放在心上就好了

自从那件事情后，我的生活变得很平静就想了很多的东西

放手是一定要放了

我现在需要的是独立 I Need To Be Independent =)


专心我的学业，一直往前走我的以后的未来

只要有努力就会有好成果好的未来 xDD

♥Cheer Dearest Sister♥

最近都过得很普通的，没什么特别的 =)


有时看到我亲爱的姐姐这样，也会为她伤心一下下

不知她是怎样过她的日子的

她是否很痛？ 是否痛到连想要割手？ 是否每一晚都在哭？

我很想去问她~~我很想和她一起拥有她的心事

我省为她的妹妹，什么都帮不到。。只能默默在她身后给她鼓励


老天爷怎么要这样对待我的姐姐呢？

如果可以要求一样东西的话，我希望我姐能够振作起来

努力面对剩下的日子过~~加油


As Your Family We Will Always By Your Side =) Everything's Gonna Be Fine ,Just Let Time Passed To Prove Everything

♥San Fransisco Stickhouse

yesterday went out v casendra, yu,fanny ,cindy and koh~~ the crazy geng LOlx

act we wanna went 4 movie cuz we haven watched the (IM NUMBER FOUR)

but the time is at night =( so never get to go haiz T>T

then went 2 pool ~~ play for 1-2hours like tat afterwards go bek 2 dp

and other of them go bek n also go 4 movie d ~~

then left me and casendra ... we went 2 jonker ~~ then waited my mum 2 come n fetch me

having dinner at melaka club shop names san fransisco stickhouse

wow ~~ the food is delicious ..i order lamb ^^ n my stupid bro go order fish and chips.. hahahax

the food very nice.. but the price lagi nice .. hahax

then saw wei ling and her sister at there also ~~ xDD



2night having dinner at simply fish .. yeahhh !!!

but very sad is.. sure fat lots d ..haiz T>T

♥那种疼是多么的痛<---->那种伤是多么的深♥

从没想过那个伤会这么的深
从没想过原来我那么的爱你
从没想过你有天会离开我身边
从没想过你可以做到这这种地步
从没想过原来你不在我身边我会不惯

为什么你就是要离开而和他在一起
为什么就不能乖乖的在我身边


我真的很不开心
2个月了我却还是那么的爱你

每个人都说你是PLAY BOY，可是我不管他们是怎么的说
因为我相信我自己的直觉是对的


或许你的生活现在已没了我，已经不在乎一切了
但是我生活还是有了你还是一直默默的等待着

是不值得，可是我选定你就不会这么快放手了

【我爱你♥但是我们注定不能在一起】

♥即使有一天我真的幸福了，我依旧不会忘了你♥

我爱你---->但我不会和你在一起
我想你---->但我不会轻易想起你
你是我的曾经---->但我不是你的未来

【我爱你♥但是我们注定不能在一起】

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有许多事情，一旦开始就无法结束，
曾以为分离就意味着感情结束了，
曾以为就算一个人也能过得很好，
曾以为失去的只是一段不堪回首的爱情，
才知道，一段爱就是一辈子的事...


人的一生中或许会出现不止一段爱情，
但真的值得自己纪念的，
真正让自己无法释怀的，
真正无法去遗忘的感情，
往往都只有那么一段，
错过了，留下了遗憾，留下了回忆，
埋在心中，再找寻自己的幸福...


即使有一天我真的幸福了，
我依旧不会忘了你，
我爱你，但我不会和你在一起，
我想你，但我不会轻易想起你，
你是我的曾经，但我不是你的未来，
我爱你，但是我们注定不能在一起...

我不知道你心中还有没有我，
但一切都已经无所谓了，
哭过，伤过，等过，也懂了，
就算心中放不下你，
现实也会让我放下你，
就算我只想要你给的幸福，
但总有个人会替你给我幸福，
即使我爱你是一辈子的事情，
但我和你终究只有一阵子的姻缘...


我不想忘记你，却也不想记得你，
忘记你会痛苦，想起你会更痛苦，
就让你慢慢消失在我的脑海中吧，
不去刻意想你，却刻意去忘了你，
希望某天我们有缘再相逢时，
你会记得你的生命中有个人这样爱过你...

♥开学的第一天

闷！！ 可是一份回考试纸就直接精神起来了

科学，PDG和英语我PASS了~~科学和PNDG还不是看YEE的答案到完！！哈哈

如果没YEE我真的一定FAIL =(

Yee Thx 4 Everything's ~~ Love Ya Babe =) And Also You're The Best When I Need You Or I Down You Always Accompany Me =) ♥TOUCHING Babe ^^ Included Casendra, Pei Ying And Wen Ting Also =)

Yee ---> Shes A Person That Very Sayang Me !! Always I Need Her Or Else Im Down Shes The 1 Accompany Me Sms Or Else Phones Me And Also Advise Me Lots ~~ When Im With Her Feeling Very Nice & Comfortable And Happy Like.......Everything Unhappy Has Gone On My Mind ^^

Casendra ---> She Always Love 2 Called Me Siao Zha Bor LOlx !!! But She Very Care When I'm Sick All Else Im Down She Will Accompany Me Chit Chat ~~ And Keep Comfort Me =)

说了再见才发现在也见不到

UNKNOWN

yst had movie v koh,mike,fanny tittle of movie is UNKNOWN

act wanna watch THE NUMBER FOUR but fanny watched b4 ady ...arrrgh !!!

maybe gonna watch on friday or saturday =)

den ,the za bor FFK me ~~ GERAM her !!! hahax

says go beach mana tau after go beach straight balik rumah .. haiz =(


after our movie go three roses yam ca =)

around 1+ just arrived home ~~


This is my Life ^^ Simple And Nice ~~ RELAXING xDD

我想你

每一晚都再想着你---->想念我们1>2个月的经历

我们为彼此在面前掉眼泪，可是忍着不哭

你没在我身边的时候--->我心是那么的疼

那种疼，那种想念可以把我的整个心情弄坏

我好希望真的能够每一天的永远拥有着你

一句话能够形容，那就是---->我爱你爱到快发疯了



但.....我能够确定的事----->你不可能再回到我身边再陪着我了

因为现在的你很幸福有了她------>她给你的我无法像她给得到你，你要的就是像她那样的女友，而不是我这样没用的女友



说：祝福你们---->对不起我还说不出来~~等到适当的时候我自然会说，可是肯定不是现在


我爱你，爱你到不懂你是个怎样的人

亲人，我爱的人❤

如果没有从来那该有多好

为什么你总是要出现在我的生活里，你知道有多疼嘛

说：忘记你是个谎言，说：放弃你更是个谎言

我真得很疼

你出现在我面前是我的幸福，而不是我给你的幸福

是我不珍惜你给我的幸福，是因为你累了，所以放弃了我

我没权利要求你什么

我只想对你说声：对不起，是我的错不懂得珍惜你

你给我的幸福我依然会记得

2次的分手让我学习了新的东西也让我更懂得珍惜了别人


我想再和你说一次 "我爱你"

答应你我会努力读书，不会饿坏肚子~~你曾经叫我做的东西我都会记得，也会努力的试着去做



很爱过，很难过~我们为彼此而活过

曾经的那些甜言蜜语一直都会记在我脑海中

Next Planes❤

My next planes is to repair my face

my face getting worst d =( T>T

after that ,hair ~~ gonna do curl v yee❤

her hair dam long oh !! she waiting my hair 2 growth long... my hair now dam short T>T

i wish my hair will growth faster =)

after that camera or maybe change phones ~~

and her planes is 2 buy camera ;)

this is our next planes ,hehex !!!


Start From Now Save Money 4 My Next Planes

Wooohooo !!! xDD


Gonna Have Curl With My Yee Girl ;)

前途 =)

人一天一天的长大真的想了很多，一直想为自己的前途pia的噢

我要努力，努力为我未来的目标前进 xDD

我要赚多多的钱~~卖自己想要的东西，给daddy,mummy过好的生活

父母养我们这么多年了也是时候给他们过好的生活了呢

只要有努力就有结果 =)

为了自己就要努力加油 ;)

❤I Just Wanna Happy V My Friends

04/03/11 (Friday)

Waiting Casendra Come My House ,she went to bintang take our phone :D

she dam fucking slow xDD

then went 2 fetch yu, n fetch the 38po yee hahax

reached t-bowl, but they says need 2 booking o0o

n 10.30 d last call o0o hmm, so decide go 2 王朝

nice places ,1st time went 王朝 is v my ex bf xDD

then ,stupid yee lost her $$ ~~ dam careless girl zzzz

lucky found bek

after makan,took some pic go to jonker

went eleven drink n ivan came 2 hehex

he's still the same, never change lots xDD

after that waited mike finish work accompany him go bkt beruang makan

2am reached home !!!

after reached home, play while computer n chit chat v casendra

then sudden both quiet, cuz i was sleeping d.. hahahax LOlx


Happy Day V You All ;)

❤Lolipop ;)

LG lolipop ,this week or next week you gonna be MINE

hahax !!! just now went jusco ,went 2 sasa bought my things

hmmm !!! sasa shop fucking expensive, but after i use their product is effect

so i dun mind is expensive, the important things is effect 2 me xDD

after that went LG phone shop c my lolipop phone hehex

mum n dad went in LG phones ,they promise 2 buy the phone 2 me

woohoo !!!! hahahax !!!~~~

i gonna get you soon ,so in love v that phone anyway

the camera very clear when i was trying that phone

2moro discuss with Casendra gonna order at which places xDD


so in Love With You Babe Lolipop ;)

Miss You

Where ever i go ,my mind was thinking of you

Haiz !! hates this type of life

dam fucking no mood


why were you keep appear on my mind

1month d ,why cant you jst disappeared on my mind

i really suffer v everything !!!

i drink every week n drunk always

why cant you just gone in my life

haiz !!! T>T


I Miss You T>T

Outing

Yesterday went out v frens ,hehex

wooohoo !! its amazing xDD

casendra dad came 2 fetch me ,we went 2 have our breakfast

after that ,her dad put us at jetty

cuz the mushroom at thr v her cousin xDD

thn from jetty walk 2 mp,mp walk 2 dp,dp walk 2 mp,mp walk 2 jetty

hahax !!! @@ its fucking hot but its fun =)

kelly bought a camera ,nice la weii hahax !!! RM1800 = = fucking expensive

thn accompany casendra c phone, after that we both decide 2 buy LG phone hehex

wooohoo !! i love the phone so much ^^

thn at night go jonker v casendra, we bought couple pencil box and hang phone light

is nice ,hahax !!!

we says :when we get our LG lolipop ,we hang our phone ^^

2moro gonna use our couple pencil box 2gether.. hahahax !!!

let the mushroom 羡慕 !!! xDD


Is fun yst ;)

T-Bowl

Yesterday 8+ Koh Come fetch me go T-Bowl

act he wanna go pc fair v yu but, i need him fetch me 2 thr n he decide to go also,2moro jst go pc fair

reached T-Bowl need 2 booking some more WTF !!!

so many ppl's lor ~~ arrrrgh

after that ordered ice-cream but at last the waiters says :so sorry ya our machine is spoiled ... Mother Fucker u !!!

i waited 4 so long n need 2 booking some more now u tell me the machine is spoiled

o0o hmm thn decide 2 call other ice-cream 2 eat lor

si beh du lan !!!

anyway we took many pic at thr ,hahax ~~ i love all those pic we took ^^

is nice xDD

Lucky :D

2day dint went to sch ,hehex ~~!!

cuz sch having merentas desa

heard that they run 7km = = n 2day the weather is HOT

nasib baik dint go ,hahax ~!!

if go, i sure gonna become dark n pek cek 1 :D

hmmm ,yst 4am jst slept !! 1 word can says "TIRED"

keep on chasing my drama korea movie xDD

very TOUCHING the movie !! keep on crying when i was watching

the ending is nice hehex ~~!! love the movie so much =)


Is time 2 buy new CD n chase movie some more ^^

回忆❤

最近想着和你曾经在一起的时候

想念着你的一切一切♥


以前 "你" 是属于着 "李淑镁" 的男人

现在你已不是属于我的了而是别的女生了



回想起以前的我们

再下雨天时，你拿着雨伞不让我淋雨

再我冷的时候，你牵着我的手给我温暖

再我换鞋时，你帮我脱鞋还帮我穿鞋

再我没吃东西时，你说等下一定要记得吃

再我和你们出去时，突然没心情你说：Bii Don't No Mood/Emo la !!

再我陪你去踢球时，你看着我等你闷到快疯了你吻了我的脸还是在你朋友们面前

再我闷的时候，你载我出去

每次半夜回到家和半夜肚子饿的我，他载我回家一定回问：你要吃东西吗？还会一直重复的问

你给我的快乐与幸福我感觉得到

可是，我给你的却是这么的一点

关心？没

疼爱？少

我是个失败的女友

什么事情都放在心上，每次都不坦白的告诉你

这一切都是而我造成~我不会珍惜你，我不会关心你

很想很想非常想找你~~我....很想念你亲爱的

我行的 ;)

唉~~那天星期六考国语我竟然写对的答案了的，手痒去搞掉答案回

很生气，伤心 =(

因为紧张吧，所以才回这么的粗心

唉~~这次肯定被老师骂惨惨了啦 ！！！

哟 ！！ 怎么要这样对我啊 >.<


下次的考卷我....一定要做得比这次好多多倍

为自己努力加油~~GAMPATEH xDD

1Year =)

昨晚，去玩pool过后去melaka raya喝酒 =)

一个礼拜喝一次 ^^ 过后，mike他们来join我们鲁

看到他时，一句话也没说，一眼也没看 =) 就是我玩我的，他玩他的东西

现在的他过得很好，就这样的我...在也不会出现在他生活上了 ;)

只要你过得好那就行了 xDD

现在的我要专心读书~~努力努力 赫赫

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早上，去拜公公~~1年了

时间过得很快噢 ^^ 公公现在也应该安息走了吧 =)

希望一切不管发生什么事您都会好好的噢

还记得在公公去死时，是WH一直陪着我~~谢谢你噢 ^^

刚才也和他聊了一下子 赫赫

突然很想念他噢 =)

Stress :'(

after sch ,went dp with sis and her friend

around 3+ back home and mike call me 2 go ST1 and ask me that i no mood eh?
answer back :no,i boh no mood ~~ he says :know u so long d still dun kno your pattern meh ~~!! zzZzz ~~ PEK CEK

WHATEVER =) i dont k

anyway, i decide not 2 go ST1 ~~ studies at home =)

but decide 2 stay at home n studies still can on9 LOlx ~~!! hahax


hmmmm !!! very stress =( after i revision i can't even remember

WTF ~~



HAteS FOrM4 LifE ~~ FuCkInG SuCkS

1Week♥

Time Passed Fucking Fast AND You Changed My Life & Hancurkan My Valentine's Day

Arrrgh !!~~~ o0o

You Promise That You Wont Betray Me ~~

But At Last I Heard Some News From Him That You Went Out With Your **

I Really Disappointed At You, Seriously

You Don't Even Respect Me ~ And Also I Thought You Were Change

But ... You ,It's Just The Same Like Last Time

I Regret I Have Given You A Chance

You Change My Life & You Make My Mood Fucking Bad

But ,All Of My Friends Are Supporting Me And Accompany All The Time

THX Friends ~~ You All Are The Best In My Life ,Love Ya ;)


Your Love Is Just A Fake ~~ o0o S.T.F.U

情人节一个人度过了 =)

是时候忘了一切了~~他不是我的未来而是我的过去了

HmmmMM ~~不管现在的你再逃避着我也无所谓，因为我知道你一直以来都是个胆小鬼

因为你变心了，因为你有了另一个所以我也是时候放你了吧 ！！

你从中学到现在都还是一样的，没变过~~

从来没想过别人的感受你只顾着你自己的感受

你的自私和你的真面目都已经出来了

你让我很失望

我后悔接受回你，我还以为你长大了会想了，可是最后的是你让我真的真的很失望了

或许你放不掉那件事还是因为我们之间的关系，我不知道

我知道的是，为什么我可以做到而你却做不到



中原自不管怎样，我竟快的把你忘掉还有千万别再来搞乱我的生活了

因为我是个很心软的女生也是个很容易被男孩伤害的女生


没你，我一个人的会过得很好

我的他，已经消失在我生活中了~~我已没了他就好像没了我自己

可是，从今天起，今天开始我要学会做回我自己了 =) 加油

听说你有了另一个我也不想再多说了

我只好看着也只好慢慢的放弃了 =)


昨天醉倒很厉害，第一次为男生这样

我发誓下次不会再喝到那么醉了 =)


谢谢妈咪，姐姐~~！！在我醉的时候陪着我

我爱你们 muackx

在这几天你已变了，你不是像以前那样的疼我那样的关心我了

没你的疼爱与关心，我的生活就好像缺了些东西

I MISS YOU NOW 我很想现在，立刻，马上能够见到你

心很疼你那样的对待我 ='(

快回到我身边好嘛？

我想念你 DEAR =(

06/02/2011 (星期日)
因为些小事吵了一场

或许这也是我的错~~因为，故意不回你信息

你一直打来，信息来~~我却没回复，对不起

可是在我没回复你的时候，你让我感觉到你的关心和你的害怕

但，我真的也很生气和讨厌你~~你说去MOVIDA一下子

可是却去了那么久才回来而且，我真的很不喜欢我家男人去这种地方

要去可以带我一起去也好！！ 将才会让我觉得有安全感啊 ！！！


可是那天我不去因为，我想给你些自由~~我不想像其她女生将一直邦着你

所以，请您明白好嘛？

Bii都是因为DEAR才这样，如果你不是我DEAR CHOII LEII DOUU SORR ^^

现在我的心情不知怎么形容才好

伤心，心痛，等着还是？？

我真的不知怎样才好~~！！！ 继续这样我快疯了

或许就这样等着吧 ！！！ 我已不知该怎么办了


DEAR`` DD快回到我身边好嘛？ 我想念你啦 ！！！！

01/02/2011-05/02/2011 (星期2-6)

在那天01/02/2011我不在的时候，我真的好想念你 =(

我无法不想念您毕竟，每一天都见面

在我不再的时候，我真的很害怕你乱来也很怕我回到这时，我们的感情会变

因为爱你才会害怕❤

在我回来时，我第一个多么想见的人是你 =)

感情是有点变可是，我会努力的把它变回去 xDD


我想每一天都能见到你，能和你一起❤




如果有天我的生活没了你，我会习惯嘛？ =(

昨晚去看audio show =) 那些车每个都很 "棒" 很 "酷" xDD

朋友也去比赛了，可是却输了 =( 他每次比赛都会赢的可是，昨晚输了
=(

没关系，明年还有机会~~我相信你行的噢 xDD

过后比赛完毕后去玩Bowling =)

看他们玩到西北累了眼睛直接红掉 =(



昨晚的心情也不是很好~~可是，一想到昨晚他拿雨伞着我后，心情就好很多了 =)

亲爱的，我喜欢你对我温柔体贴❤感觉很幸福

我选择这样您是不是生气我了呢　？？

是不是很少***也是了呢？ 也很少和*********呢？？

HmmMM.. 对不起我的自私~~ 因为我爱他所以，才会这样做

您能够气我可是，千万别不理我们这一般的**

我不知道剩下的日子会是怎样~~可是我很确定的是我爱了，没那么容易放手

对不起 =(



01/02/2011 (星期二)

我要飞了~~我不知道我能控制得到不去想你嘛？

我很害怕如果我走了你会变了另一个

因为我知道很多男生都是这样的，他的女友一走了不久他就会乱来而且，女友回来后他就会对女孩冷淡

我不敢去想象它

我希望在这期间我不再时你都要一直想我~~要吃东西，要照顾自己

希望我们在我回来时，你还是一样的你~~好嘛？

28/01/2011

i love you dear ~~ =)

Happy Birthday Fanny =)

woohoo ~~ so long no update my blog d xDD

this recently many things happen on me anyway

happy, love, sad, tired, stress, cry ...everything happened

anyway i happy with my life now =)

i have my boy ,my bro n my friends beside me n accompany me ,hehex



and yst we celebrated fanny birthday n without telling her ~~ give her a surprise xDD

wish you are happy yst =)


HAPPY BIRTHDAY Fanny

happy always anyway ~~ i dun wanna c you sad n cry some more ,i wish that you're happy everyday yorrr ~~!! =)

Love You Always Fanny ~~ muackx .. friend forever =)

我生活改变很多了 =(

不像去年可以玩耍和睡觉等等

啊！！！ 好想念去年还能够一直在班上睡觉呢

可是，生活总是会变的，不可能就一直都是在同样的东西~~就....只好接受剩下的日子咯 =(


生活总是会改变些东西和失去些东西的，不可能拥有了一辈子


我和他却距离越来越远了~~我无法在继续了解他，不知道他想的是什么

心里有很多东西想问他可是，却开不出口

到底该怎么办才让他回到我身边~~我累了，很痛

我不想再继续这样，我真的累很累

就从这开始把他当成朋友吧 =)


一切都靠顺其自然了

时间过得蛮真快~~我们的爱能够到哪里？ 我不知道

不管我们的爱是几时停留，我只想现在珍惜的和你在一起的每一天



其实我有时也会吃醋，只是不说出来~~不想影响了我们之间的感情

吵架，闹脾气，吃醋，伤心其它等等我都不说出来~~我自己知道就好了，自己受苦都不想你和我一起受苦


我不是自私不和你一起分享，而是我觉得你也有你的东西还要 "烦"



我只想拥有和你在一起每一天的时候，我希望每一天都能够和你在一起见面 :(

♥08/01/2011♥

约会 xDD

原本好好的，可是因为一些小事而吵了一下

过后****和*****叫我去追回他~~当时我心情都不知道要还是不要去追回，终觉得有点怕

最后决定去追他~~从红屋牵手去到****** ~~ 对方牵很紧

其实自己也很怕，可是我不想再次***了，你知道嘛~~

过后好才****帮我了些就没事啦 赫赫


一起看着**的时候一直被你吓倒，可是你自己被我吓倒也被人吓倒而不是*吓倒~~哈哈


和你再一起的时候就像这世界只有我和你的存在罢了 xDD


我爱你，这是不能改变的事实~~请原谅我的自私

♥520~1314♥

**再喝茶时，你叫我抽出一张牌~~

还以为你要变魔术~~

哪知道你抽7张牌出来~而且我还傻傻的说，错了拉~~我拿的牌都没一张对的

再牌子里面是520~~1314

当时心情很开心~~可是，请别告诉我1314~~我不信


亲爱的：其实**没心情的时候，因为~~我在吃醋

我发觉我吃醋很多~~心很酸

我无法相信我这么爱你~~这么吃你的醋


我希望我能和你度过每一天，每一秒，每一小时

新年快乐

31/12/2010是最后第一天了~~我当然有去Countdown啦

可惜我的女人(Kelly)在今年没和我Countdown~~Haiz

幸好Christmas eve的时候我们有一起Countdown了 xDD

我喜欢今年的COuntdown，因为__________ 不能说的秘密 ^^


祝大家新年快乐，身体健康，万事如意 (=



我爱你我的男人 ^^