life is always beautiful

March is coming soon , and things happen a lots after I graduated .. I just started my work last week ,I've been working almost 2weeks d ... Quiet fun working in the office and freedom , sometimes busy and something free ,nothing to do .. But I guess after few months learning new things in the office will be quiet busy .... hmmm 

After that , to telling secondary friends :How are you guys and girls ? I miss you secondary teacher's and friend's etc !!! the class of me and the the table , chair of me lol but still life goes on lahh !!! We have our own ways to go in future , life .... 

Win#Han

15 of january 2013 --> Win* find me the first time , I couldn't believe when I saw my inbox fb ... We chatted for while only , and he give me his num and I give to him mine! THAT'S ALL 

Seriously it just like a dream , and I can't believe at first yet I thought something gonna change between us after having phone num ... but nothing happen and feel so dam disappointed again hhmmm ,,,

I tried once to called him to mixx but at first he promise to me but last he said c first* I feel nothing once he msg this to me , a guy who been made me disappointed before I guess mayb I won't put more hope into him d ... Time passed and passed I just hope , wish you will be the first to date me one day 

Win* I'm interested a lots things about you but in love with you , I can't guarantee 

My heart still have him* F##H## This is the sure and the guarantee my feeling to him , I wants him in my life so ddaaam mmuch! but I can't believe you anymore , you lied me , hurts me a lot times , my heart blind of  your love! 

Why is so weird every's human? We always love the wrong guys so much than the right one## Sometimes I do really don't understand life#love #hurts##deep so much#with the wrong!~GUY``

2013 Please be good to me !!!

It's 2013year now... Since last year 2012 of october after outing with you den we never keep in touch with each other anymore !! My feel to you almost 0 No More** but after that I decided to add you up at my facebook but still the same things nothing changing !!! hmm so I'd give up on you 

Know what, somebody appear in my life again !! guess who's that ... The 7131 
I thought after he chase me on the august den you shouldn't contact me anymore but who knows that on the new year eve something happening both of us again ... It seems like this love wouldn't END UP** 

You loved me last time and till now !!!!! You never wants to near me ,You afraid and You get jealous of other guy close to me ... 

No matter how long we didn't meet but we still love each other .. Is that weird or it's fate both of us ? 
I can't find it out the answer !!!!! Can I really accept you back ? 
hmm I wants to know how long can you love me ? I afraid to trust you again, you been hurt me once twice and more than that ... Be with you ,do I really get all those happiness ? 

I don't wanna waste anytime on a guy especially ex bf ,if you really change for me !!! 
And love me till forever ,maybe it can be consider of it ... At my this age no more playing around, I'm 18 now !!! I don't want to waste my time at a guy who are not worth it anymore .... 

就算没了男人更加该把你世界变得更精彩

Pain should be much more hurts than cried out actually .... 

After outing with you ,make me notice that we are not match for each other at all ~ You are not really the one for me in my life ... It's just a guy who love to playing around 

I decided to give up everythin of you but is that easy things for giving up a person who deeply in love before ? IDONTKNOW 

Hate myself that can't even solve every problem .... 

E.N.O.U.G.H 

BEING 

IDIOT 

I Do Tired For Doing This Kind Of Stuff For Guys Anymore 

Rest time for love 

Stop thinking 

My mind should S.T.O.P 

as I know one day I will find much more better than everything in my life 

I never know this love could make my mood so pissed off .... Is just a guy that I don't even know but, I can fall to him in deeply and unbelievable my tears fall for a stranger 
No idea why this love could make me death of my life, every day and moment I miss you 
You tryin to get near of me ,You tryin to talk to me but, do I really do the action what you've done? I guess NO !!!!! I'm just lookin and lookin at your eyes with doing nothin and sitting down to wait for you.... But sittin there is that really changing for everything... NO it just makes my heart get hurts and many question on my mind with no answer for it .... 
How stupid am I ? Such like an idiot sittin there with no response 

I'm tired of it... I do wants to get a rest ......

时间剩不多了，我还是为我的爱情争取着却没在读书
怎么了？担心是明年在也无法见你而不是我的SPM
为什么就是要为爱情多过大考
专著在大考好不好呢？！！！
很辛苦却不想放你，因为你那一双眼神已经打动了我的心。。。。要我怎么办！！！？
我很辛苦其实这样爱着一个根本不认识的一个人
有人试过着感觉嘛 ~~ 明白这感觉嘛？
以为只是一个不认识的一个人也不会伤我到哪里去，那知道的是我对着你放了真的感情下去。很笨吧！！！！ 


你对我来说真的很特别，我真的没办法说出那种特别的感觉出来
快接近我好不好。。。。
那一天15/10/2012是我第一次一直看你去了很多次厕所的时候了
竟然你那么想我怎么不和我说话呢！！！？？？！！
害怕我吃了你？害怕我那一副很凶的样？
怎么就是不接近啦！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！

其实每天想去学校的原因是什么嘛？就是看着你就那么多。。。
你失望因为我没去，比起上个礼拜的你不是更多天不去还是连续的两天没去。请问谁比较失望呢？
怎么爱情就是要这么折磨一个人，知道很疼么。。。
要就要嘛怎么要那样的转到一圈才发现那个人的好呢？
我很想念你到很深入了，连你的弟弟我都可以以为那是你来的
要几时我们才还有机会看着彼此？要几时我们才能够得到彼此？要几时你才会开始和我说话？要几时你才会牵着我的手？这一些到底会是几时的日子到来？我没答案，也不知怎么回答这答案

今天听着PEIYUN说的这些我心真的动了起来只是，我没表现了出来可是，心里是真的动了
很确定的是我不是一厢情愿！！！
从你们一直帮我观察，一直说一切的事我跟他。。。我就开始慢慢的想着你对我的感觉是什么的。。。。就是也和我一样我对你的感觉那样
我不想在花这两个礼拜的时间又得不到你了


你现在是我的了，没人能够期待这位子了 :)