Wa finally a day off!!!!!

Wa!!!! finally can end the day with the nxt day being a public holiday le!!!! Today didn't even sleep at all!!! to be precise...its only 15mins!!! Today kind of tired cause of doing those hw the whole night without any hrs of sleep.....but kind of feel energetic when you want to accomplish it and want to help ppl in their work....at least i felt a great sense of happiness after doing finish everything
Today played Table-Tennis, wasn't kind of myself...can't aim properly and hit the ball on target slowly decreased....my accuracy lowered...but still feeling ok la...haix too tired le...

ja ne じゃね

the past and present...

Watching the stars till they're gone
Like an actor all alone
Who never knew the story he was in
Who never knew the story ends.
Like the sky reflecting my heart
All the colors become visible
When the morning begins
I'll read the last line
Does this fate belongs to me......?
Is life always that cruel?
In endless rain I've been walking
Like a poet feeling pain
Trying to find the answers
Trying to hide the tears
But it was just a circle
That never ends
When the rain stops, I'll turn the page
The page of the first chapter
When will this ever end?
Or will it haunt me forever....?
Am I wrong to be hurt
Am I wrong to feel pain
Am I wrong to be in the rain
Am I wrong to wish the night won't end
Am I wrong to cry
Or is it that I'm too paranoid?
Just feeling that my heart begins to slow down....
Is it me or the surroundings that have affected me deep inside?
I see red
I see blue
But the silver lining gradually takes over
When the morning begins
I'll be in the next chapter
As I hope tomorrow will be a better day..

Just compilations of past....

ok....today was kind of half-sad and half-happy for me...just dunno why somehow feelings contradict each other. I don't even understand what I'm thinking sometimes....anyway I'm emo coz of personal reason that happened to me last year that caused this sudden change in me..I guess it is imminent for me to change back the same person as I was a few years back then.....though this post is short I just want to say what I've been thinking about...my past life...and my regrets....


ja ne じゃね


More about me:Sometimes I wonder if I am really myself?

I'm refreshed!!!!!!!

ALRIGHT!!!! just came back from morning jog...wah dam shiok man felt like i lost a few pounds suddenly...feel that my NAFA can get at least 11-12mins le...Also dunno la cause today felt extraordinary well so got the extra motivation to run faster and longer...but i also hope on that day also got this motivation:) a few more hours time before I go out and have lunch with classmates and also doing my PW.....haha now sweating like pig like that....ok la too tired to write anymore haha....

ja ne じゃね


More about me:I don't really have courage to do many things, its takes me time before I learn to achieve this courage.....

Vendetta....(emo...don even read it)

haix today just feel something inside me wanting to scream yet feeling a great pain...so unbearable..dun understand why got this feeling inside me...I found this music lyrics that just suits what I'm feeling now....voiceless screaming...
I'm drowning in sadness Falling far behind I feel there is just no way out Is there anyone there? Where am I? I was blinded by dark desire Over time I've been through it all I'm crying my share of tears Pain of the past still hurts me inside

...dun understand why things must always end up this way....Sometimes I just feel that everything doesn't go perfectly as you want it to...just can't explain it anyway...


ja ne じゃね


More about me:Heath is my favorite bassist.

Another friday over...how many more will there be???

OKAY!!!! just came back home after studying and chatting with friends at school...so awesome man today...kind of had a chat that even I myself didn't realize that i was also absorbed into the conversation...hey hey Jian Wen didn't emo hor!!!! Promise le haha!!! Ya anyway today kind of doing my bio practical finish during the stayback but seems that i only accomplished that?!!! Haha nvm anyway its better to know that I have at least done something with my fullest effort rather than not doing it ok! another resting day le...I wonder how fast weekends will past...Hope it won't be that fast bah....haha anyway tired le wanna rest....

ja ne じゃね

More about me:I like the bio teachers in my school!!!So awesome!!!!

Finally!!!!

ALRIGHT!!!!!So tired man after all the sickening things that came so abruptly.......but today dam tired so won't be speaking much....i gotta admit im freaking one of a kind of ct rep...the one who only knows the new classmate like after 1-2 weeks? How awesome man....ya anyway today quite shiok la...all the good things are like happening today....ping pong improved in surfing le...my ball was like ultra speed this time haha!!! And somehow i feel very happy coz of other things which is very forbidden to say....

Alright! X-Japan back le...was amazed by how they create the holograms of hide(Hideto Matsumoto) who passed away...anyway its so awesome that this band that disbanded 10 yrs ago came back to live again!!!!! AWESOME!!!!! respects,hide! Ya no energy left to type le ending off here...

ja ne じゃね


More about me:Hideto is my most respected guitarist!!!!

P.I Project work relief!!!!!!

OH YES!!!!!!! I've just completed my P.I Project work! The super tedious thing to do with a limitation of a few hundred words...So happy man! jumping till my whole house is shaking!Well since its such an intricate process and worth talking about I will detailedly explain the feelings that I underwent...Well it felt like winning 4-D(yes this is the public gamble on 4 numbers game where you write 4-digits on a piece of paper and pay $10 or more for it and then get a receipt worth 10cents and if you win...your receipt value goes up like freaking crazy and you get an orgasm...kids ALT-F4 NOW! Well yeah it feels like orgasm to them since they win lots of money, don't they? Srry abt the dirty word anyway)..Well it was a tough job seriously...almost caused my brain to bleed.....


Aw crap I lost another driver again....Currently my new hard disk has 80 giga but I lost 40 giga away....the old one lost from 90 giga to 0 giga...I am dam emo man...WTH! 130 giga lost! so emo....emoemoemoemoemoemoemoemoemoemoemoemeoemo
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kk enough of that...as you can see I am emoing now so I've got no time to talk anymore...so scram and let me emo....haha k I'm will be fine just need to emo for the sake of emo-ing...

ja ne じゃね


More about me:When I am angry, I lose my patience

Devils never cry.....

ALRIGHT!!!!!My left arm is ok already!!!!Just did 105 and 50 push up separately today!!!!The last time I was doing push up, at the 142th my left arm had a very sharp pain...I was dam scared that I had yips(seriously I don't' wanna waste my time explaining what is this go check it yourself and gain extra knowledge thanks to me:]!!)...the pain lasted for 2 weeks every time I started doing push ups after the 30th count..but at least I know I don't have that !!!!I was so happy that I held a party for my healed arm...Seriously what the hell has happened to me?!!! That was not even a funny joke....held a party...So freaking disappointed at my performance in joking man...gotta polish my jokes....

Anyway these few days I was kind of behaving not like myself?Like some kind of freaking outer space alter ego took control of my body...so devilish...I got pissed at every single small things or mistakes and even shouted at one of my classmates....Sorry man for my rudeness but seriously I was not like myself....I'm so glad I can finally relax and enjoy my dam freaking stressed life....Recently got scandal in my class...'you like this, like that....wooo!' So funny la my classmate seemed to like the new girl and we kept teasing him....he was so embarrassed he used his underpants to cover face...nono that was one of my other Cannot Make It jokes again..for the underpants part the rest was kind of true with some extra spices in the rumor...well its a rumor so I can freaking add things that I like....And dam this Richmond he keeps making me laugh during lessons like 'Shhhh!I just farted.' and he does this in the middle of a conversation! Sometimes he would like sing the school song just to make me laugh and crap things out...I was like 'Richmond...I will make sure that I won't sit with you next time man!'

Haha....you might be wondering why my heading is 'Devils never cry....' since it doesn't even link to what I am saying...well I'm just saying that this week I felt like a Devil which never expressed his feelings and looks dead....well seems like theres nothing more to talk off...ending off here

ja ne じゃね


More about me:I started eating a lot of vegetables early this year.

Compliation of rants....

ZZZ....so darn pissed! The test turned out to be challenging and using of brains mostly...wa lou wasted my dam time study....5 hrs of sleep and why? ALL BECAUSE OF YOU, BIO TEST!!!!?Haiz so sad lor in the end I was quite disappointed...nevermind le at least I learnt from my mistakes!

Today went for table-tennis...wa kou the coach was like you don't follow what I say, you won't see the sun shine tomorrow! Last time he was telling us table-tennis is the most difficult ball to play....got spin,got curve,got smack....got what ever lan jiao(sorry for the crude word so now I rate this post:NC16...SORRY KIDS!PLEASE PRESS ALT+F4 now!) thing you can ever think of la....I was like the most difficult ball game is the most non tiring as compared to other ball games?!!! Then today he teaching, he was like the lightning ...looking at you with his super sharp ultra 1.0x10^9999999999 eyes piercing you like a laser...make a few mistakes and you are chao ta liao(black ash). Make more mistakes and extremely SOOTHING,PROFFESSIONAL,WIDE-VOCABULARY of words enters your ears give you the most extraordinary music that you have ever heard.(Notice the irony of what I'm saying with the caps...if you don't understand what I am saying until this post..PLEASE DON'T READ ANYMORE..you are wasting ur time and you will never understand what I mean in future cause it will all be Alien language to you).Well yeah I was quite exaggerating....yeah he was damn scary...So scary until I lao sai!(no I was joking...Seriously...I just wanted to give an ambiance of what it is like to be in my shoes at that time.


Yeah here comes the best part..in fact the CLIMAX....well on Monday a few of my classmates were sick...there was a new classmate called...wanna take a guess?...........Well, I'm not too sure myself...yeah but this...is not the climax....yeah I'm now promoted to Biggest rascal.....haha k well Richmond a.k.a 'Shit'mond was also not in school. He lost his file in the chinese classroom last friday..Well I found it and telephoned him...He told me 'HEY! CALL ME ON MY HANDPHONE' I was like huh? more expensive leh handphone...then i realised this after I told him that I found his file...he sent me a message saying...'Im happily shitting till you called me -.-" spoil the tempo...now gotta restart! Haha Love annette always( a girl who he has portray his love to!' haha!I was like this guy hes a real bullshitter and has no shame man!Gonna show it to my CT man! DIE RICHMOND UNLESS YOU GO ON YOUR KNEES!!!HAHA!!!!!!KK jk jk don't die because of this...notice I put red front.. this is to ensure that Richmond won't commit suicide without knowing that I was joking only...haha enough of craps le my hand full of lactic acid need to rest le....

ja ne じゃね


More about me:Coldplay is my favourite english band!

STRESSSSSS!!!!!!!!!

Sibei SIAN!!!!!!! TMR test liao!!! Plus its BIO TEST MAN!! Study dam hard like theres never gonna be tomorrow...anywayz im just taking a short break so decided to crap out a bit instead of cursing and swearing....so this post is gonna be dam freaking super duper short! Well I mean it so I'm ending off here..HAHA..yeah I'm a real rascal....wait for tomorrow when i have great jokes to share, especially about Richmond a.k.a 'Shit' mond!!

ja ne じゃね


More about me:I hate basketball(srry for basketball lovers, its just my personality...no feuds ok? Then lets shake hands haha)

Just Random...

Alright!!!!Time to BLOCK!!!!!Haha bet you are laughing at how dumb I am right? Well I wrote BLOCK on purpose....For some of you who still don't understand...I'm saying BLOCK:BLOG.Get it?........That was my first joke and it was terribly disappointing....how disappointing...D+. Ya Sunday is when my jokes are anti-climax. Well at least I'm trying to make my blog the finest purest selection of words and ingredients so that parents feel safe when little,curious kids come to see my blog ACCIDENTALLY. YES, my blog is rated:PG..Not RA,NOT N16,NOT M18...BUT PG(Parental Guidance:for those who do not know what is these....for god's sake...go get yourself a pail of water and drown yourself inside). K enough of craps...well its expected since my title says:Just Random. If you are already laughing till your underwear is torn...please stop reading...I'm not going to take any responsibility for your broken underpants.

Recently I played this game called Age Of Pirates...quite cool feels like I'm controlling Jack Sparrow and going round murdering people...Well it was quite fun until I got pissed off with my SLOW ship...So darn slow like turtle la...the enemy ship was moving like meteor and kept shooting bloody circular balls onto my ship...before I knew it, my ship was inside the ocean just like how Titanic sank....Game Creators if you see this please make your games more playable please!!!I spent 1/4 of my life cursing at games already!!

Ok I think that was enough of games....Yeah I also got myself a new wallet! So Cool la...it is made of leather and cost 40 bucks? Well I didn't pay hehe...feel so sorry for my mum's purse...Anyway lets take it as a gift of love from Mom then....At least she knew that my previous wallet was full of holes and she could just see that from the numerous amount of scotch tapes pasted onto the lobang(hole) in my wallet...at least I wont have to worry about pasting scotch tapes now since I have a new wallet.Thanks Mum! Well I think theres nothing more I can say so I shall end my ramblings here.....

ja ne じゃね


More about me: My favourite colour is Stylish BLACK!!!!

§Štÿlìšh!!

Awesome man! Second post!!!!Ya I'm planning to make this blog kind of more cheerful? with some humors...well at least it won't look as moody....and also at least theres a blog that doesn't really sound so emotional right??Well even my most emo-est post will have laughter too! Yeah I think I will do that!!

Alright man!!I lost 3kg of fats today!So darn happy la at least my exercise were effective...but gotta control my diet le....cannot eat potato chips..cannot go to fast food resturant too much and must eat lots and lots of veggies.But on the bright side I can wear pants that are 1 or 2 inches less!Don't laugh!Its an achievement already...Well I decided to end all my posts with an introduction of myself...like:

More about me:I am not a gay.

Yeah...its sounds dumb coz its like duh....BUT SERIOUSLY,I'M NOT GAY RMB THIS....you can forget everything but NOT THIS!

KK enough of craps...recently i found some funny videos and still repeat them its super funny la but its in Chinese...ok here are the links and the title says it all:

• Kang Kang imitating Jay Chou(康康模仿周杰倫)
• Ou di and 辛隆 mimic singer's voices(模仿秀 欧弟 辛隆)
• Ou di mimic Street Fighter(歐弟模仿秀--- 快打炫風)
  
  
  
  

Ya they are arranged according to most funniest to more funny....Hope you have a fun time laughing coz i have haha!The first one is really worth to watch will laugh every single damn freaking minute...laugh until teh kor pua(underwear burst)...If you want to see some guy crapping out facts of life and hes quite funny in some sense...go to youtube(I'm sure you will know what this is unless you are living in some freaking outer space or something) and search for Wine Kone..Yeah hes one hell of a crappy guy...Well at least this post fills with some joy...K going off now.....

ja ne じゃね


More about me:X-Japan is my favourite band!!!! :)

What an unexpected Friday.....

Sian!!!!!!
I know quite stupid for first blog but haiz...Today woke up realized my right eye was like smaller than my left eye! I opened both eyes wider.....Siao liao my right eye got problem liao..I was like freaking scared la, I thought my right eye was going to be small forever. My schoolmates were like 'What happened?'...Pls hor don anyhow say that it is due to some Chinese Saying...its not true OKAY! Well got sent back home after staying in school for like 1hr?!! In the end the doc said it was not really obvious...wth la i mean i could feel my eyelid covering almost part of my eye...Haiz today also miss chem test...was studying so hard for it and now this thing pop out....Luckily Ms Ong let me take some day nxt week if not i don want to be like Richmond a.k.a 'Shit'mond(some guy whose hobby is shitting and does that practically everyday) begging her not to count the marks for previous test....well he looks kinda despo (haha srry hor Richie)...kk going off to put on my 'miracle' eyedrops le......Hope to have my two eyes back in position :)

Ja-Ne