Pangaea Aftermath

What's left in my mind now? I guess is the bass and drums where I spent most of the hours during Pangaea. It was not that I love the music, is the display that I have been working on and monitoring for the whole night.

3hours sleep a day for 2-3 weeks during exam, after exam? 4 hours sleep, woke up and start working on my Pangaea 3D models design. I was awake for 29hours, spent 18 hours in one same building, 9++ hours working with Elliot's laptop. The whole event was a great success which we could judge from the amount of rubbish and damage the crowd has left us. I spent another hour in the office cleaning up with another girl and fell asleep for 15min on the chair after that. Anton, you are amazing to work in such a condition for a month!(the dirt I mean)

I did not follow Elliot to go to after party at 6am, I admit I was really tired and that party was just miles away from home while I could reach home from the union in 5 min. I slept at 8 in the morning and for whole day. That was my aftermath.......I slept for 18 hours, first time in my life!! I did not even wake up for mass and hell it was Confirmation Day for Jason. Sorry Jason, I shall cook for you next time.

Well, of all things I want to thank Malik and gangs for building the tremendous model. Stu, you rock!!!! You deserve all for writing such a great program. LOL. Apparently Google decided to change the extension format, the script didn't work for the models I created, but we manage to find alternatives and everybody loves it!!!! Yahoo!!! To my surprise, Chris, how could you sleep with the noise???!!! Is bass and drums, man! Anyway, new term starts today and I have not completed what I should for the past 2 weeks, think I am gonna be in big trouble. :=X

Lonesome

I know exactly how I am feeling. Feeling? I started asking myself, do I still have any?

I know it is better if I could cry out loud, let go of the depression.
No matter how hard I tried, tears no longer drip down the cheek, my heart no longer feels.
At first I thought I would have a hard time to go through this but seems that I am wrong.

I wear a mask, everyday, to avoid others find out who I am deep down.

There is one of my favourite quote in Chinese words that means:"Loneliness and lonesome is different. Loneliness is when there are people beside one but one can't feel them whilst lonesome is one have forgotten how to love, including oneself."

To some point, I think lonesome has wrap me in its arm for too long. Long enough for me to forget what is love.

I was told that I am evil and cruel for saying that on a day for celebration. Maybe I am, for I have lose my heart. If it is so, I am sorry.

Summer backpack 2007 agenda

Target destination: Spain - Morocco
Mission lifespan: 3 weeks
Team: Alison + Kristie + YH Lin + ??? = 4

We will be cutting through the borders to Morocco from Tarifa.
Spain- Barcelona, Valencia, Ibiza, Malaga, Tarifa

I'm planning to do some climbing/ hiking at the Alpujarra mountains via Granada.

Morocco- Tanger, Rabat, Casablanca, Marrakech, Ouzoud Waterfalls

I'm planning to climb... again... but not the pre-alphs in italy. Morroco- Atlas. Pre-atlas.

MSN/ Text/ Email for more details.

And here comes the big issue. The royal family- little prince, princess, queen/ king are not invited. Only tough people. Thank you for your attention.
Estimated cost: 1000 pounds (Maxi. )

さくら(独唱)

Artist: 森山直太朗
Composer: 森山直太朗・御徒町凧
Lyrics: 森山直太朗
Album: さくら(独唱) (Maxisingle, 2003. 03. 05)

僕らはきっと待ってる　君とまた会える日々を
さくら並木の道の上で　手を振り叫ぶよ
どんなに苦しい時も　君は笑っているから
挫けそうになりかけても　頑張れる気がしたよ

霞みゆく景色の中に　あの日の唄が聴こえる

さくら　さくら　今、咲き誇る
刹那に散りゆく運命(さだめ)と知って
さらば友よ 旅立ちの刻(とき)
変わらないその想いを　今

今なら言えるだろうか　偽りのない言葉
輝ける君の未来を願う　本当の言葉

移りゆく街はまるで　僕らを急かすように

さくら　さくら　ただ舞い落ちる
いつか生まれ変わる瞬間(とき)を信じ
泣くな友よ 今惜別の時
飾らないあの笑顔で　さあ

さくら　さくら　いざ舞い上がれ
永遠(とわ)にさんざめく光を浴びて
さらば友よ またこの場所で会おう
さくら舞い散る道の
さくら舞い散る道の
上で