The World Turned Upside Down
I am Michelle. Working with young children, crazy parents and people of different age. http://www.facebook.com/michphua




posted : Sunday, September 19, 2010
title :
HAI
it is all my fault
and great
bcos now i feeling soo fugging depressed!
HAI
Why did i ever appear
If i didn't...
You would have enjoyed yr life better...

posted : Saturday, August 28, 2010
title :
Soo many things happened this week..
On thursday the kid just shit in the classroom omg
It is diarrhea type n full of vegetable..
Watery and disgusting..
Straight after cleaning up the shit, another kid just pass urine on the floor mat..
Fuggggg
Then she still step on the urine like playing water in the rain..
very pissed and angry with her..

Hai, anyway Friday passed without much events..
Went for the meeting at 124 for a second time..
Went for dinner at tam 1 nydc and it was awesome!
the pizza still maintained its standard!

Been feeling soo moody and rather unhappy this whole week..
Just now watched a vid on a dog,
and i cried like mad
Siao, like machiam my dog, dunno why i soo moody
I cried soo hard and soo mad until i got flu
Hai

Anyway a lot of things need to change..
My diet
My schedules
My exercises
My routines

Gonna implement exercises routines into my weekly schedules..
Actually i wanted to go and run tdy
But i think i shall not since it is not very appropriate tdy..
Packed my wardrobe tdy,
threw away a lot of jeans and clothes that i dun wear..
Haven eat dinner... Gonna eat later..

Must have more time for myself
And for the things i love to do
I shall b independent from now on..
Time to plan outings...
For myself!


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title : random
how i wish that i could go back to the times where my teacher could pat me to slp..


Sad but true for a lot of rltship...


And the list goes on...

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posted : Monday, August 23, 2010
title : Feeling Horrible
severe pms this week
i feel soo moodless, easily agitated and angered
easily means by words, actions or simply looking at their expressions

during work, i get all the craps in class
biting, hitting, pushing, pinching
cryings, shoutings, whinnings, sobbings
stubborn ppl whom u say 50 times they also dun follow
gong ppl that u have to repeat yrself 50 times to get them to do something
another 50 times for them to do it correctly..
and some with just their irritating faces to make u feel soo pissed off

everytym i got pms i feel very lonely
bcos nobody understands
and everybody blames you
but u r feeling soo soo low
but nobody cares at all
pms that kind of feeling is not like those normal days where u decided to throw some tantrums
pms is real and just non explainable
but NOBODY understands

i m having headaches now
bodyaches and a long cut on my thigh
i dun even know what or who caused it
it happened at 430pm when i just sat down for a rest and saw a red long cut on my thigh
then i took antiseptic to wash it
it hurts and bled
aft tt i put antiseptic cream
i actually decided to leave the wound just there bcos it just looks like a normal cut
but my skirt bua the wound and it actually hurts
so i need to cover it up with guaze

but the cut area was swollen out
and red
when i bathed it hurts
but it is not swelling as much now
but the wound still feels hot and looks red now
i guess by tmr it will look just like a normal cut
but who would have known how it looks like tdy except for myself and my family..

sometimes i just hate being a girl
why must have menses
soo torturing
very troublesome
and soo tiring n dirty

i love my dear dear very much
but sometimes i just dunno how to express my love and pinnings of him..
i do miss him a lot aft work and all esp aft a hard day's work
but sometimes i feel more frustrations instead of love
bcos men and women really do wire differently
for things that affect us a lot, it means nothing to them, more worthless than one cent coin
but for things that affect them, to us it means like nothing at all, u r just plain lame...

it sucks
bcos i just dun feel happy at all
how to make me happy??
how can i make myself happy?
tmr is another day i face the little devils
they really either make or break my day
but guess my twins not coming tmr cos tdy one of them having high fever..

tdy spent a lot on shopping
but guess it's abt all i need to buy this month.. so yup i do not regret it

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posted :
title : i just wanna be alone
sometimes i really feel that i am better off alone..

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posted : Friday, August 20, 2010
title : Help!!
Hmmmm....
Iphone or Sony Ericson Xperia X10?????
Help!!!!