Another part 2

Arfan Shafiq met mummy ex collgs

Arrived Arfan Shafiq

He born on 07 June 2007 at 11.47pm East Shore Hospital.
His weight 3.280kg & height at 51cm.


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How nice being Pregnant Lady

Let me describe my journey being pregnant for 4th time. During 1st trimester, I had slight morning sickness. I wasn’t aware that there’s little thing (fetus) inside my womb. I discovered on my 2nd son’s birthday & on the same day I met Dr Aziz. He confirmed that I’m pregnant at 8 weeks. All these while we are on condom as family planning & both of us were shocked. Confusion & don’t what to do. For the next week months, I will be jobless after retrench from my 7years working life with Broadcast Company. I guess God gave me light to solve my problem. Alhumduilah I decided to keep this baby & could be fortune will be on the way for me. Syukur again, I found 3mth temp job in Aerospace company near my ex working place. Not only that I received 3 calls from other broadcast companies for interviews. I rejected all of them cos with my condition like this. I don’t think they will employ me as full time.

Keep a side sad story; I rented all maternity clothes from maternity xchange at Marina Square. I do have some but some of them are faded colors. I have some like baby dolls blouse & denim maternity jeans. I do look good during this pregnancy.

The next one, I lost a massive weight. So far I gain only 6kg till now (3rd trimester).
On 17 April 2007, I was Ben & Jerry free cone day. I jumped Q. why? I’m pregnant mah

Less Than 50 Days & Personal Ramblings

Ya indeed less than 50 days I'm giving birth soon. It going to be my 4th time labour, someone might say "aiya, you have experience". I still can remember my last labour pain that was about 16 hrs. My gynae said once the baby reaches 3kg plus, he wants to induce me. The reason he worries if I unable to deliver normal. Again, the choice is up to me to decide. At the moment, I want to go by step by step from the birth, confinement then looking back for my career. During my pregnancy I received calls from 3 companies broadcast lines asked me to go interviews. I have to reject them cos I'm pregnant. I don't think they able to wait till first week of July. Ini katakan rezeki anak dlm perut. Insya Allah doa & restu I dapat keje secepat mungkin. I don't feel the secure & things around me.

I hope & pray hard that my hubby able to change & cannot always depending on me. I'm just his wife & his duties are to take care of me & the children. I do fulfill my duties as wife. I don't say that our marriage is in the rock... Nope we are NOT... There's something he needs to change... Only him knows... I can't go further details. Hopefully things changes after my birth. I think this is my TERRIBLE tasks that I being thru. My parents said before...” You will feel 1 terrible task, I think u able to cope... is just to be patient is the answer”. Part & parcel of life??

5years of marriage having 4 children... serious that is very fast... can I run away?? escape of tasks?? Gosh!! help... I do envy those working mothers having more 5 children... or could be I'm tried of life...plus recently I got retrenchment & I'm pregnant 4 child.. No perm jobs are able to employ me... I did cut down things BUT my hubby unable to support me... I can't explain much...

I'm back here...

my recent workplc don't give any employee to surf yahoo, hotmail this moment so I will update here.

What's new!!! Currently I'm pregnant again, left my old broadcast company last Dec 2006, currently I'm working as admin temp staff in Aerospace company, plus I'm due very soon. another 8weeks to go, that's very fast. my pray is to get job asap. I know that I should rest at home. I can't do much, not easy to live in singapore.. somehow GST is raising up very soon in July 2007. The family expenses are getting more & more, I don't think my husband able to support us alone by himself. I hope Allah s.w.t grants my wish, health & weath. Some may think I'm cruel mother & should stay at home & bonding new arrival. I got no choice to work hard. To be frank I always wanted to be stay at home mom.. with my condition here, I can't .. serious, I can't... things are getting more & more expensive..

Pray me all the best & hope that I have smooth delivery. Insya Allah..