Tuesday, July 29, 2008
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i know prolly nobody reads this blog anymore. but heck it. i seriously need to rant. MY FOODS SUPERVISOR IS SUCH A BITCH!!!!! i was having damn bad cramps today and wanted to go home early to rest.. and she was like,"i cant let you leave. if you leave, it's gonna be just dave and tom closing the stall by themselves."
like sheesh woman! character cafe is a freaking GHOST TOWN (if you havent realised it) once it hits ard 3pm.. and for the rest of the day, we just sit ard and swat flies and try our best to look busy. i'm pretty darn sure 2 guys can handle the closing. and, IF, the supervisor of the stall would actually DO some work and help out with the cleaning instead of always disappearing, the 2 of them would be out in a jiffy before they even know it.
so i told her i'm really in lots of pain. and ms bitch tells me to go to first aid. like seriously. what in the fucking world of a difference would it make if i go to first aid or go home? I'M STILL NOT AT THE STALL. HELLO???!?! earth to nicole! your brains still there? furthermore, first aid is USELESS with a capital U.S.E.L.E.S.S. i go to them with bites that itch like hell all over my body, and they tell me,"we don't really know what these are. but you can buy some anti-itch cream from walmart." WOW. like i didnt do that already. and i'm not even first aid trained btw. so i say i dun wanna go first aid. i just wanna go home. and she says i can't leave until she finds somebody to replace me. then chris tells her to get somebody from chicken chalet (that's where he works) cos many of them are just standing ard doing nothing. and ms bitch of a nicole goes,"then why dont you just replace her instead?" like omg. are you dumb or are you dumb? you want transfer the LEAD of chicken chalet to character cafe just to help clean up. yeah. totally explains why the great escape is so screwed up.
and then she walks off in a hissy fit and shouts,"oh! and thanks for not turning up last week!" which was just unbelievably CHILDISH. like seriously. you're taking out your PERSONAL unhappiness with us by not allowing me to go home (even though i'm in pain and you apparently know how it feels cos you're a woman. though i say FUCKING BULLSHIT to that. do you take pain killers which are meant to numb post-surgery pain just to numb your fucking menstral cramps? if you dont, then maybe you should just shut the hell up and let me go home) just cos we didnt listen to you and went ahead and took fri off even though you said we couldn't. but oh! if i'm not mistaken, that friday which we were supposedly not allowed to take a day off cos you guys were apparently shorthanded, i do believe the turn out was so pathetic, people were actually being SENT HOME! so stop fucking bullshitting and trying to make us feel bad about it cos we AREN'T. get it? we AREN'T and we NEVER WILL.
so anyway, i'm all pissed off and irritated that she's making such a big deal out of this that i shout back,"do you need me to faint in front of you before i can go home?!" and bitch of the century says,"GO TO FIRST AID!! that's what you're supposed to do anyway!" and storms off.
and ya nicole, i'm pretty damn sure i'm gonna give a shit abt you on my LAST day of work at the great mistake. cos guess what?! i'm at home right now blogging abt you! and i do hope you get to read this one day and realise what a childish freak you are! and i also hope you get cramps as bad as mine for the rest of your ovulating days so you REALLY know what it feels like.
good riddance! (:
Verbally Vindicated|3:21 PM|
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Sunday, March 30, 2008
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Life is Wonderful by Jason Mraz
It takes a crane to build a crane
It takes two floors to make a storey
It takes an egg to make a hen
It takes a hen to make an egg
There is no end to what I'm saying
It takes a thought to make a word
And it takes some words to make an action
And it takes some work to make it work
It takes some good to make it hurt
It takes some bad for satisfaction
Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la la life goes full circle
Ah la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la
It takes a night to make it dawn
And it takes a day to make you yawn brother
And it takes some old to make you young
It takes some cold to know the sun
It takes the one to have the other
And it takes no time to fall in love
But it takes you years to know what love is
And it takes some fears to make you trust
It takes some tears to make it rust
It takes the dust to have it polished
Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la la life goes full circle
Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la
It takes some silence to make sound
And it takes a loss before you found it
And it takes a road to go nowhere
It takes a toll to make you care
It takes a hole to make a mountain
Ah la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la life goes full circle
Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la life is meaningful
Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la life is meaningful
Ah la la la la la la life is full of
Ah la la la la la life is so full of love
Ah la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la la life is meaningful
Ah la la la la la life is full of
Ah la la la la la life is so full of love
Verbally Vindicated|6:48 PM|
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Tuesday, January 15, 2008
Jeff Dunham - Achmed the Dead Terrorist*
Verbally Vindicated|2:02 AM|
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Sunday, January 06, 2008
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His strength is perfect
I can do all things
Through Christ who gives me strength
But sometimes i wonder what He can do through me
No great success to show
No glory on my own
Yet in my weakness He is there to let me know-
His strength is perfect
When our strength is gone
He'll carry us when we can't carry on
Raised in His power
The weak become strong
His strength is perfect
His strength is perfect.
We can only know
The power that He holds
When we truly see how deep our weakness goes
His strength in us begins
When ours comes to an end
He hears our humble cry
And proves again-
His strength is perfect
When our strength is gone
He'll carry us when we can't carry on
Raised in His power
The weak become strong
His strength perfect
His strength perfect.
Verbally Vindicated|6:16 AM|
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Monday, December 17, 2007
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yes i know i'm in for a tough time. i dun need you to remind me and i definitely dun need you to help me do the SAME comparisons in my face, week after week. i have no idea what point you're trying to bring across. but if it's to tell me that i'm in for a tough time in comparison to the welfare-centered pwc, i know that already. i knew that from long ago. what i really dun understand is why u have to keep doing that in front of me, esp since you should know how much i dun like what i'm doing. and what YOU are doing is only making me feel worse abt the whole thing.
in all honesty, i wouldnt mind so much if it were some tom, dick or harry. but to come from someone like you, i really find it so hard to comprehend and accept. you have no idea how much i wanted to walk off and cry when you did that again today. maybe you have no idea the extent i'm dreading the day i officially start work. but i really, truly am. i'm frustrated i'm stuck doing something i totally have no love for. i'm dreading the long hours and the hard work. i'm close to tears every time i think abt it. i'm irritated that i didnt have the guts to be selfish and fight for something i'd rather do; something i know wont pay as well, but at least it's something i know i'd enjoy. it kills me to know i have to endure another 3 more years of this shit before i can even think of pursuing another path. i may not show it outwardly, but i am miserable.
i wish i could tell you all this face to face. i wish i could truly let my guard down and not feel like a baby if i cry in front of you, but how do you expect me to confide and open up when all i get from you is salt in my wounds?
Verbally Vindicated|3:44 AM|
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