Today we heard the heartbeat. It didn't seem real despite the nausea and exhaustion and now...it is true, there is a person growing inside of me! Person number two! I think that having gone through it once before made the moment I could hear the thump-thumping of this little one more emotional. And it was fun to have Emma there. Logically I feel that she shouldn't be able to comprehend what is going on, but I think her heart and spirit are speaking to her when she will randomly talk about a baby brother and when she got quiet and calm when she heard the rythmic beating of the heart of her sibling. No, we don't know it is a boy and won't for a few more weeks, but that is how she always refers to it - a baby brother.
For those of you who didn't know before reading this post, we are sorry we did not tell - like I said it didn't seem real until now. And with the reassurance that comes when you hear a steady, healthy, perfect little heartbeat - we felt like we could finally announce it to the world! Or at least to whoever reads this blog! Yes - we are thrilled! Yes - we would, like Emma, love to have a little brother to round out our family for a time BUT we would also like it to be known that we would also be thrilled with a little girl! And, as for how I am feeling, I like to think that I am over the nausea and that I can finally enjoy eating again after so many weeks - I guess we will see how it goes.
We love all of you and are excited to once again share this special experience with you! We will keep you posted - Oh, and just so you know, I am 12 weeks along so we'll (hopefully) know if it really is a baby brother in about 6-8 weeks.
Sarah and the nut