Moved.

gogogo, I've moved over to www.shadesoflove.onsugar.com (: 

I'll keep this blog for the sake of memories. 

Bye! :D 

Nearing the end ((:

The heart is what matters most of all.
I trust you'd be there with me walking thru these times.
Making me believe that, everything's gonna be alright.
Cause you'd be there and not leave me; like how he did.

Tmr's the last day of attachment, super eggcited although I didn't get a good grade which is much less expected. Since it's expected alr, I won't feel sad. No bad feelings (: Mummy came to fetch me, supper then homed. Morning shift tmr, then back t school for some meeting thingy>town then steamboat! ((: yay! I'm gonna take loads of photos tmr to upload onto fb! My fb likeeee don't have new photos )): eeeeeeyer! Bye. I wanna bath now; someone's saying that i'm smelly. hmphhh....

Getting back.

It takes alot of courage to trust that you're different from the others.
However, I'm still doubtful. Tell me if the things he said were true.

Woke up 2h earlier thanks to the renovations going on next door _l_ lied on bed till 11, bathed and prep for attachment. Cabbed over t nuh. 2 weeks of attachment I never once took bus there =/ Mummy came to fetch me (as usual) after afternoon shifts and went over to eat cafe for dinner (: Home>bathed and sleeping soon. Tmr's the second last day. Damn eggcited :D
Friday: School after attachment then town.
Saturday: Holland/Dempsey for dinner then celebrating Andros' birthday (Y)
Sunday: I think I'm free.
Monday: Induction day
Tuesday-Friday: foc.
Saturday: Sentosa
Sunday: Offday (:
Then...
Monday: School starts D: 8am-6pm timetable (Y)

Not feeling good (at all)

My insecurities acts up all the time cause my old love messed up my thought process. Somedays are harder than others. Somedays I can't even think. Somedays I can't eat or sleep, somedays I can't even leave my bed. Somedays I feel like giving up, somedays are okay. Somedays I don't need to fake a smile. Somedays I know will be okay. Somedays I feel really happy (: These days are just one of the few "somedays". Tell me you won't leave me no matter what. I wanna believe it. Trust me, I'm moving on. This time, it's true. No matter what it's time to move on. Things that happened 13 months ago, those were in the past. fullstopped. 

Attachment>golf>homed. Not going for chalet, somethings happened, I'm too tired to quarrel over that ):

And anw, I also need to regain my sleep lost over the past few days. Just came home meeting up with yijing. Snacked and chatted about the activities over the next few days (:

pssst, Andros is turning 18 soon :D Meet up on sat k?
you, kimmy, yijing and me (: 

I trust that you'd be different from the rest.

Sunday:
-Met up with yijing, bused out t alameen.
-Met korn, black, gk and jy.
-slacked and crapped, bused home at 11plus.
-slept at 2 after finishing up reflections. -.-

Monday: overslept (Y)
-Attachment was damn tiring.
-bused down t town for clash of th titans.
(Understood nothing about th show)
-slacked and decided t sheesha.
-left around 10 and cabbed home.
(waited for a fking long time for that!) :@

Tuesday:
-attachment (as usual)
-golf
-chalet ((:

(L)

I tried to move on. I really did. I tried to tell myself that you don’t want me and I can’t have you anymore. I tried so hard ): You just can’t let go of someone like that.