Fuck you

Because now nothing i say will help.
and I'm freaking pissed off with u.
Every freaking time we speak, no one benefits any shit.
and you always end it off like as if I'm the one in fault again.
you know what, Fuck You.

and oh, who's the attention seeker now, FUCKER! _|_
you are ridiculous, and i refuse to let your nonsense get into my life.
You know nothing about me.

so just fuck out of my life.
I'm better off without you.

Judgement

I just realise that no matter what i do, there will be people out there judging me.

paranoid much? i dont think so.

argh.

if only i can just do what i want, without anybody judging me.

Fairytale

I wonder when will i wake up from this sweet dream.
i wish it'll never end.

School

So, i'd been accepted into NAFA alr.

i should feel really happy.

but deep down inside my heart, y am i still hesitating?

what's there to contemplate.

argh.

i wish i can be stress free like how i used to be.

now everything seems so.. dull.

gosh.

fuck all this shit.

Fear.

one of my greatest fear.

being afraid to be the change.

i'm too afraid of what others might think. what others might feel.

it's always had been this problem.

something i couldn't overcome.

fuck all this shit.