I love you, Fernandez Wilfred Wenceslas.

Drugs and such.

Im gonna find my joy.
Im gonna take responsibility of my life and not push it aside the best that i can.

Past few weeks have been spiralling down. Somehow that point of time i couldnt find my way back up. My old habits that leads back to depression. Im not gonna let that happen again.
As true as how sobriety pains me, it too exhilarates me.

And i thank God for my mere existence.

Razbliuto

I know one day, I would listen to this same song and feel the same feeling.
I would look to this day and I would look back to what I've missed.. or in fact gave up on. Deeply etched in my memory.

Is life supposed to be this emotional and melancholic?

Whats happening?

Taking a break from studying, I decided to take stroll back memory lane.
Embarrassing and saddening path I have chosen to walk.
They say God only wants the best for you, so I guess at that point of time, God's work havent manifest itself yet.
Looking back, I could only smile at how foolish I have been, how much I have learnt from this life of mine and so much I have grown. So much stronger, wiser and so much more determine. Ive found comfort in it.

Life, go on let it prosper!
Let God do His work on it!

Cant believe im such a fool.

My iPod of 4 years. Finally its gone.
Thinking back, it was him who got it with me.
Every song is a piece of memory.
2k songs, good bye.

Maybe, maybe.
God wants me to let the old memory rest.
I shall redownload songs again as soon as I get a new one.
But every 2k songs? I doubt. Sigh.

This feels like the past.
Sort of.
Motivating aesthetically.
Thank you Youtopia.
Cause you be lighter than air.