When I was young
I never needed anyone
And making love was just for fun
Those days are gone
Livin' alone
I think of all the friends I've known
When I dial the telephone
Nobody's home

All by myself
Don't wanna be
All by myself
Anymore

Hard to be sure
Sometimes I feel so insecure
And loves so distant and obscure
Remains the cure

All by myself
Don't wanna be
All by myself
Anymore
All by myself
Don't wanna live
All by myself
Anymore

when i was on my way home, i tuned to my favourite celin dion album to listen..
haha sadly.. that's what i'm doing now lol.. all by myself walking aimless in town on NY's eve.

then i heard this song

I can read your mind and I know your story
I see what you're going through
It's an uphill climb, and I'm feeling sorry
But I know it will come to you

Don't surrender 'cause you can win
In this thing called love

When you want it the most there's no easy way out
When you're ready to go and your heart's left in doubt
Don't give up on your faith
Love comes to those who believe it
And that's the way it is

When you question me for a simple answer
I don't know what to say, no
But it's plain to see, if you stick together
You're gonna find a way, yeah

So don't surrender 'cause you can win
In this thing called love

When you want it the most there's no easy way out
When you're ready to go and your heart's left in doubt
Don't give up on your faith
Love comes to those who believe it
And that's the way it is

When life is empty with no tomorrow
And loneliness starts to call
Baby, don't worry, forget your sorrow
'Cause love's gonna conquer it all, all

When you want it the most there's no easy way out
When you're ready to go and your heart's left in doubt
Don't give up on your faith
Love comes to those who believe it
And that's the way it is

today was rather eye opening.. went to peranakan museum near Funan there. the museum got so much interesting stuff and talks so much about the culture that all 小娘惹 fans should visit it.. lol

after that we were brought to Katong to try out Katong Laksa.. however, a group of us decided to try out Nonya rice dumplings, chan-dol, and some kuay instead of katong laksa..
damn nice haha!!!

went out with some friends to watch Twilight.. hmm not a bad show.. the gals like it cos of the romance factor.. maybe i'm too tired to focus on that and felt that it's a bit draggy. giving it a 3 starts/ 5 nonetheless, dun expect much fighting scene.. it's more like 'i 'll show and give you my world' type i felt.

齐豫 和 潘越云 梦田


齐豫 船歌


old song.. but it's one of my favourites!

someone said this to me a year ago..

'you learn something new everyday'

some how this have influenced me and became my motto or vision in life.

at the end of the day, i looked back, i realised how true this is.. i always learn something new..
it need not be sophisticated, or amzing..

thank you.. you know who you are ( if you still remember)

today was rather ok.. didn't really managed to clear the room, but did clear the table!!!
simply just move whatever on the table and place it on the floor haha

anyway, managed to get more work done today!! hopefully can finish by sunday.

now i'm officially broke haha, as in I spend the allocated amt i'm supposed to spend this month, and guess what? it's half a month more to payday!!! die...
haha

still planning to go develop pictures of my taiwan trip.. since i have a photo album leftover from birthday present making.

bad news.. my bookmarks from my laptop did not get transferred over due to format differences.. therefore i lost my blog addresses, my links to all sorts of sites( except porn)

haiz.. serving internet is so efficient now , i can msn, full scan my com, listen to music without any problem!!! yea!!! haha then now i hve nothing to surf.. damn

dunno if u guys watched ella enchanted!!!
this was the song that really caught me..
Anne Hathaway!
who acted in so many great films, Devil wears Prada, Brokeback Mountain, Princess diaries 1 and 2
and she really can sing!!!!!

Merry Xmas everyone!!!

how was everybody's Xmas?
mine was quite good..
this yr, i spent my Xmas eve with Kahu pple! we had quite a lot of fun, lots of food!!! and super lots of laughter.
Received a really nice gift from gong2 from the exchange!! practical and cute!!!

went out with ivan today.. or more like dragged ivan out today! strolled in Great world city, watched bedtime stories!! overall a 3.5 stars.. there are draggy points which i feel can be improved.

after that we took a short walk.. but i was not really thinking of going home. initially i was hoping to spend the time out till late with him.. but i sorta feel that maybe it's not rite and maybe i'll bored him.. so i dropped the idea( which also consist of late nite KTV)
.. so after sending him off at the bus stop.. i walked from great world to Red hill MRT station..

surprisingly. the 970 route i took is really ulu.. think next time can go there walk more often.

梁文音 - 爱的诗篇

gotten myself a new pc!!!! finally.. after budgeting and procrastinating for so long!!!

it was rather funny, when to the shop at Simlim to rig up the PC, then met up with Ivan and we went to collect the PC.. initially i thought he needs to send his lap top for repairing.. in the end, he did it the week before and was just plainly accompanying me.. very nice of him.

not wanting to waste the effort.. i mean meet up, i collect, then say bye bye??
so we went to Bugis, had a nice coffee and doughnut at the basement. then went to watch Ip Man!!!
( not i-p man, but Yip mun)
super nice show!!! action movie fanatic should never miss it!~!! it's like the movie of the year!
5/5 i think it is better than 霍元甲 and most of the actions films out in these recent years!!!

anyway, came home and spent 6 hours trying to install the driver , windows and stuff..
in the end, the graphic card driver like corrupted, gives me dots and patches after installing..
then the internet got problem, the speaker have no sound..
in the end, i went to sleep and woke up at 9 to reformat everything again...

just came back from clementi's SCS BBQ, nice!!! get to meet up with befriendees and old befrienders. Thanks Jason and CG for organising it!!! the food tastes good, haha but a little pity i dun have the capacity to eat more drumlets.. ahh

maybe some readers are not aware, but i'm a 'so you think you can dance' , 'project runway', 'america idol', 'america next top model' fan!!!
haha
not those know all, remember everything kinda crazy fans, but i just like how they pple fight for their dreams...

there are always times when i hoped to be like them, using your talents and go all out for your dreams!!! somehow i dun have the courage to do so...
haha but well partly cos i didn't manage to develop any skills ( except reading comics haha)

but ya.. even though it's going to season 5 for 'so you think you can dance' there's always some participants that i always remember, fall in love with the songs cos their dances make me so!

here's one of my favourite! Natalie from season 2, think she's top 10 dance if i remember..
always wonder why pple can dance to tears, and i somehow felt it when i watched her dance

从前,有人举办一场盛大美好的婚礼.
新郎是村子里最帅的男人,
新娘是村子里最美的女人.
他们的婚礼很豪华,全村的人都来参加.
婚礼的一切都很完美.

到了最后,切蛋糕时,新娘脚滑了,一头扑向蛋糕.

后来,只要谈起那场婚礼,参加的人总会说起这件事.
这使到新娘非常伤心, 失落.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
其实，这个婚礼除了蛋糕的事件外，百分之九十九是十分完美的。
可惜大家却完全忘了幸福的记忆。
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
人就是这样，开心的事情，很快就习以为常，往往会视为理所当然。
可是只要一发生一件讨厌的事，就会觉得非常严重。
这是因为，

人类令自己讨厌的事，变重了好几倍。

同学们，当你们遇到不好的事时，
请记得， 难过是应该的，但不要让它越变越糟。
当你难过时，别以为世界末日到了(end of the world)
你要记得，你也曾经有过快乐，
而且，你快乐的时间是你伤心的好几十倍。
可能，你拿到成绩时伤心，和朋友吵架时伤心。
不过，其它时间，你都是在高高兴兴地、平平安安地渡过每一天。

所以，别让伤心，不好的事把你给打倒！

stayed at home today.. haha so wanted to go out, but cannot find anywhere to go..

initially was planning to watch igor.. in the end also never go..

was waiting for someone to reply me, cos i proposed meeting up yesterday.. haha but in the end, he said will confirm but never reply back la.. sianz

now i'll learn to go out alone

3 posts in a day.. haha was planning to post this in my teaching blog for my students, then i think that it's too negative, so decided to post here lor.. haha

不知道同学们听不听蔡依林的歌呢？
老师刚刚听了《倒带》(rewind) 这首歌， 不知道为什么，总想到一场家庭悲剧

我受够了等待你所谓的安排说的未来到底多久才来
I have enough of your plannings for my future, and I'm sick of waiting for it
总是要来不及才知道我可爱我想依赖而你却都不在
you always wait till I'm almost gone, then realized you needed me, but when I needed you, you were never there
应该开心的地带你给的全是空白一个人假日发呆找不到人陪我看海
times when we should be happy, you can never be found. I was left alone during the holidays with no one to be with me
我在幸福的门外却一直都进不来你累积给的伤害我是真的很难释怀
I'm always left outside the door of happiness ,now the pain you accumulate now left a scar in me
终於看开爱回不来而
now I can see that the lost love can never return,
你总是太晚明白最后才把话说开哭著求我留下来
but you realised it too late, what's the point of crying and asking me to stay now
终於看开爱回不来
now I can see that the lost love can never return,
我们面前太多阻碍你的手却放不开宁愿没出息求我别离开
there were so many obstructions between you and me, and you can never give it up.What's the point of giving it up, only when I'm about to leave?
你总是要我乖慢慢计划将来我的眼泪却一直掉下来
you always want me to be good, and planned for my future, but can't you see? my tears are falling
过去怎黱交代你该给的信赖被你亲手缓缓推入悬崖
all my trust in you, were just pushed over the clift
从我脸上的苍白看到记忆慢下来过去甜蜜在 倒带 只是感觉已经不在
from my pale face, you see the happiness rewind, but the feeling is never there
而我对你的期待被你一次次摔坏已经碎成太多块要怎黱拼凑跟重来
and all my hope for you were broken again and again, how do you ever expect me to fix it back.

again, dun penalise my angmoh hor... some how dun u think the song is like a typical family issue??
maybe just me ba:)
btw... no one tag on my blog... sobz...

and when you thought the Connie and Declan galbraith are the new kids on the block haha
then u see the taiwanese kids singing so many good songs with so much power!!! haha hopefully i can see a Singaporean kids singing this nice!!

Connie - I will always love you


Declan galbraith


then i was surfing the net and this 超級童盟會 caught my attention, especially this few kids : 陈子贤，柯冠瑜
so young!!! and so powerful!!! haha
CG must listen, your favourite song
陈子贤-祝我生日快樂


柯冠瑜-回家

this song ahh... haha first time i see someone singing it so well and so high!!!

柯冠瑜-聽海


柯冠瑜-失戀無罪



柯冠瑜-雨天


the last song is a bit 杨宗纬 style.. haha but i still feel is good for kids of his age man!!!

trying my best to plan activities for this week.. to fully utilize my holidays..

haha well.. in the end.. i still didn't get anyone today to go out.. damn sianz.. sms-ed pple also they never reply..haha

aniway went out with 'lover' to watch Bolt yesterday...

haha, it's been a while since i had such a good laugh le, i'm giving it a
4.5 Stars out of 5

yea!!! for it's originality!!! it's also damn funny and is strongly recommended!!!

been dying to go out.. so maybe tmw.. will go swimming ba.. haha tempted to go sentosa, but dunno who to ask man..

aniway.. i cannot stay at home.. today i was like so dizzy and giddy when i stayed at home the whole day.. practically just sits in front of the computer and reading my novels.. damn sian.. envious of those who have a SP to join and do this holiday... haiz...

was talking to lover yesterday and we agreed that after uni, your path with ur friends will hardly cross unless either party put efforts into communicating..
haha i'm trying hard man, sms-ed a few friends still in nus, working and such to meet up or what.. cos i know if i dun, the friendship might be buried soon..

in fact, feels like half the friendship in nus is already gone.. scary huh, just within 4 months man.. some even dun reply my sms anymore.. haha maybe it's insecurity ba..
trying to be a superman to maintain friendship in all areas, ended up realised that when i needed someone, i cannot get anyone.
ironic, like how i was told.. having 500 over names on msn, and yet none to talk to every night..
having 300 over names in my hp and yet didn't recieve sms from any of them for 2 weeks.

see how ba..

there's so many good singers and songs for us to appreciate.. haha, u guys always say i listen to old songs.. but somehow these are the songs that really touched me.. or maybe cos the singers are really too too good

listening to 那英's song recently.. here's some of my favourites



你永远不懂我伤悲
像白天不懂夜的黑
像永恒燃烧的太阳
不懂那月亮的盈缺
你永远不懂我伤悲
像白天不懂夜的黑
不懂那星星为何会坠跌


梦一场，performed by 曾沛慈，till now i'm still feel a chill down my spine when she hits the highest note..

早知道是这样
像梦一场
我才不会把爱都放在同一个地方
我能原谅
你的荒唐
荒唐的是我没有办法遗忘
早知道是这样
如梦一场
我又何必把泪都锁在自己的眼眶
让你去疯
让你去狂
让你在没有我的地方坚强


爱上你等于爱上寂寞，MTV is MC16 hor.. but ya.. the lyrics just trigger something deep inside..

只想再听你说
你愿意爱着我
直到地老天荒下个世纪末
真的只想再听你说
在你心中我算什么
给我一个答案算不算太过奢求


出卖，another song

你的多情出卖我的爱情
赔了我的命
我卖了一个世界却换来灰烬
你的绝情出卖所有爱情
好梦一下子清醒
感情像个闹钟
按一下就停


不管有多苦

不管与你的路有多苦 我只想要拥有最后的祝福
再多的伤害我都不在乎 愿你我挣脱一切的束缚
不管与你的路有多苦 擦乾眼泪告诉自己不准哭
我不怕谁说这是个错误 只要你我坚持永不认输

beautiful lyrics huh.. 那英 is such a good singer.. but i wonder how many of us realised that haha

back from Taiwan!!!

haha got so many things to blog!!! Taiwan is damn fun, and the company is damn nice and comfortable to be with.

haha will blog more about the event..

when i logged on to facebook.. i saw this photo album by a group of ethelonter freshies, they met up and celebrated another boy's birthday.. i was like.. ohhh..

somehow i'm really touched, cos even we didn't bring them into the csc family, they are brought together by CSC, and even if they didn't join our activities, they made new friends and 'families' among themselves..

with this, i feel that ethelonter has made another round of success!

finally, got to use internet le..
was in 新竹for the first 2 days,
visited 六福村 for on Monday, though i dun take rides, was still forced to try out the water rides by the clique. haha, super scared... never was brave or courageous enough to play the rides, almost went mad went was constantly teased at, but well, it's a trip and things should never go nasty. so controlled i did.

today we went to 淡水and managed to go to 漁人碼頭.. gosh, the scene was simply fantastic!!!!! haha

then we went to 士林夜市 for lotsa good stuff and food, too bad we ate quite a bit before hand and hence missed lots of food!!!!

darn...
will update with pictures in my later posts!!! cya!

nice, but scary....

was looking at the MTV this actor is acting in .. and to my surprise, he actually acts in
戀人未滿 and 觸電, both SHE's song ..
then i realised that the latter is actual a sequel.. haha
so power man

today was like really very shiok haha

firstly, met up with Yijun at 11 @ Chinatown, then ate our breakfast at Redstar DimSum rest., it was so-so ba.. think the fried food are quite good, but all the steamed one cmi..


then we went to walk ard, and also exchange our $$$ for the upcoming Taiwan trip, sadly the rates dropped..but heck la.. at least i changed le..

then we went to have a massage at people's park centre, and no, it dun have special services ( to all dirty minded fellow)

first time trying foot massage. haha damn ticklish, painful but really relaxing.
then i managed to convince Yijun to carry on with a full body massage.
so in the end, we did a 40 mins foot reflexology, and 45 mins body massage...
when we came out, we were damn relax and sleepy haha

we then walked to the Central for YaKun toast, and lazed there for bout half an hour haha..
we walked to fort canning hill to walk walk, and happened to see the rehearsal for Love Amplified ( which is an anti-AIDS campaign) but was later chased away haha..

then i bidded Yijun farewell and went home, just ended my kickboxing training.. tired and shagged :)
overall, a day well spent!!!!

i know i shouldn't...
but...
i just cannot resist...
especially at this hour...
dark and lonely...
with no one around...
initially ..
i just want to try once...
then...




i ate another ferrero rocher chocz!!!

damn addicted to it.. haha somemore i'm still coughing.. but bo bian.. too hungry le!!!

am i getting to ahead of myself lol

was looking at CPF housing loans and stuff..
trying to plan a 10 yr finance plan such that i will be able to buy a house at by the age of 35, with minimum loan...

how to say... was really inspired by this teacher who work damn hard, took 8 tuitions and managed to pay off all his loans by the age of 30!!! somemore he's not the stingy type, he even give his yr end bonuses to the needy kids in Nepal.. i mean.. WOW!!!

haha felt a bit guilty here haha when i wun even give a dollar for aunties selling tissue paper...
maybe it's a different way of judging ba...

but ya.. so was saying about planning.. realised i'm giving too little home allowance to my parents (15% of my pay) .. but then when i look at my tuition fees, i think that i should focus of paying back before anything, so sorta convinced myself i'm not that bad haha

it's seems so interesting how u tend to look at different stuff when u moves to next phases of life, even the topic u look into and chat about are so different..

today went swimming with kai and our topic revolves ard female working environment and credit cards, overseas trip, finanical planning.. hmmm something that i would never think about when i was a student..
now i just can't wait to get the the topic of best retirement countries and getting back CPF

felt rather sick for the past few days.. the cough was unbearable especially at night..
so i went to see the doc nearby and got myself some medicine prescribed yesterday.

haha i hope i can get well before the taiwan trip.. first time to the country, which i see often on TV... hopefully i will be well and not affect others mood when i'm there.

was looking at KRIS flyer mileage system.. wandering if i would ever be eligible for all these discount and stuff..
then i realised.. hmm all this discount, redemptions are for pple with credit cards, doesn't it means that if u are rich enough to have credit cards, you will save more $ when you go overseas and stuff.. whereas common, poor people with no credit cards will not enjoy these privileges when they go overseas..

somehow i just cannot help it but think of the phase " the rich gets richer.. and the poor..."
aniway, it's still far for me to start thinking about credit cards and kri flyer stuff.. maybe until i reached the age of 30.. can afford a Singapore Airline plane instead of Jetstar or TigerAirway, then i'll consider.

recently i just found out that for those using CPF to pay their tuition fees, the letter to ask u to repay will be sent to you 1 yr after graduation!!!
then i was so happy.. yea. not need to worry financially regarding cpf schemes..
then hor.. a friend told me that CPF is actually counting interest from the day u graduated.. meaning they count monthly interest ( with a rate from 2.5% to 10% depending on prevailing rates) and after they counted it for a year, they then send the letter telling you to pay up!!!!
how sneaky was that?? omg...

aniway.. so to make the story short.. for those using CPF, do starting repaying ur loans asap!

ahhhh
ever since i started teaching, my coffee intake is like increasing so much..
i drink up to 3 cups everyday and yesh.. super shiok!
then one day when i was in meeting room.. i came across this brand of coffee called THECUPS

it was like.. gosh, nescafe was totally incomparable to it la.. darn..
haha however this brand cannot be found in singapore except during events, or when they set up booth..

so it happens last friday they set up a booth in school and i happily bought 2 packets.. damn.. it was so nice !!! that the brand new nescafe coffee powder my mum bought is just left there. My mum and i just practically drink the coffee i bought!!! haha
here's the pics


and the site
http://www.thecups.com.my/public_html/indexmain.htm

haha maybe i should consider online order hoho..

wow.. my last post was post 666... haha

anyway, went out shopping yesterday with kai at orchard and quan today at Simei just to find sweater suitable for taiwan temp..

was told that taiwan is ard 5-10 degrees Celsius... omg... like damn cold la.. was thinking to buy that super thick and costly winter clothing, but after some discussion with kai, we decided to wait until i have talk to pple who went to taiwan in dec period before.. hence i met up with quan the next day.. in the end.. walk walk talk talk.. we concluded just bring more long sleeves shirt will do.. lol... ermmm ya

somehow i felt that this period is super sianz, cos everyone is having exams, no meet up, no chit chats... arhhhh
well u pple endure and jia you ok?? i'll jia you de..

went to a teacher's house warming last sat.. coincidentally, the teacher's sis is quan's gf.. haha was so paiseh to talk to her for reasons i dunno..lol
but then the food was good!!! and the house is so beautiful.. hmm i think if i remains a bachelor by the age of 35... i'll buy a condo for myself to stay in.. damn.. the rooms and stuff maybe small. but it's so cosy..

today my colleagues shared something during the sharing session..
i cried.. or should i say near tearing..
this is a true and touching stories about how much a father is willing to sacrifice for his child..

TEAM HOYT.. i wonder if you guys heard of it before, but i was amazed by what the father did..
Son :Rick was born in 1962 as a spastic quadriplegic, cerebral palsy, non-speaking person
father: Dick has recently retired as a lieutenant colonel in the air nation guard

it happens when one day the father brought the son ( by pushing in on a wheel chair) for a charity competitive run, and despite the fact they come in 2nd last.. the son commented this "I just didn’t feel handicapped when we were competing."

and here's what the father did, he brought the son for

• 229 Triathlons, 6 Ironman distances, 6 Half Ironman
• 20 Duathlons
• 66 Marathons, 26 Boston Marathons
• 8 18.6 Milers
• 84 Half Marathons

and many more...

and then reflected upon myself..how much can i give for my love one.. our society is too tense for us to even think of the word sacrifice, giving.. well.. i hope one day.. i can give..

here's the video, it's for god tube, but no religion propaganda intended.

张韶涵<<不痛>>
一点点痛的感觉,加上一点我对你的思念,
承诺不算太遥远,遥远只剩一瞬间,
一步步靠近终点,再差一步我们踏上永远,
谎言让人太陶醉,陶醉在你给的世界,
我不想不愿不去承认我的执著,
怕不知不觉无法忍住眼泪不留,
是爱伤害了彼此的自由,
你不看不听不说为什麼要离开我,
我不哭不笑,只剩下沉默,
带著我的骄傲高飞远走.

recently.. i'm listen quite a lot of Angela, 张韶涵's music.. realised she really got a lot of nice, catchy songs man.. gosh..

today is the release of PSLE results.. the teachers were damn nervous man.. disappointed at some student's mark and happy for some others.. i remembered what my principal in St gab used to say.. our school motto or something..
Reap what you sow..
whatever seedlings u plant, how much effort u put into caring for it.. the outcome will depend on it.

when i see some teachers putting in so much efforts to help the kid, and in the end.. the kid still didn't do well.. i felt sorry for the kid.. cos he dunno that he have just lost the opportunity to fertilised the seedlings...
it's just like covering the plant from the sun cos you feel that the sun is too hot.. you will pay for your ignorance.

of course looking at the good results, how the top PSLE student in the school stare at the screen with disbelief, cried when her name was announced, how the students requested to take pictures, to hug the teachers when they got good results, how their face turn red and tears started flowing out when they gotten their results...
i mean... i've been through it.. but never was it this emotional to just see it from a3rd party view.. moreover i did not teach them at all... teaching...fills my life somehow..

okie.. been rather lazy lately.. haha...

just played a badminton with my colleagues in school hall on Tuesday.. damn.. pple ard me are all so good in badminton.. all super humble say not very good.. in the end play like damn pro... idiottttt... haha

but it sure was a fun game.. playing with pple u know is just fun.. no stern actions, no need to constantly apologize for a bad hit.. and can chat and chat.. haha

the past few days of meeting was sure tiring.. finally it's coming to an end..
I see the P6 teachers so worried for the coming PSLE results that will be released tmw.. haha
haiz.. although we keep on telling the students that if they doesn't do well.. it's there problem.. cos we teachers will still be here.. the pay will still be the same.. but..
from what i see.. it does affects.. the teachers are so worried about their students.. keep on telling me what kinda grade he/she hope the kid will get.. worried about the grades. whether can he pass, can he get a distinction.. can he go to sec school...
haiz.. poor teacher(s)..

btw.. Happy Birthday to these pple.. haha it's a bit late.. but a big HAPPY BIRTHDAY to u!!
Melvin Kew.. Di-di.. happy birthday!!!
Huixin... sorry i can't be there for the celebration.. got work.. i believ u enjoyed the surprises!
Wheay... out of all pple.. i know u the longest, hopefully u will be strong and 'grow' to ur fullest potential.
Chantal! Angel.. keep on smiling.. one day, u will find someone who can prove u wrong!
Kiat Li... always reminds me of mashimaro/ jelly man msn emoticon.. haha stay happy forever!

haha.. super long never blog... was being a bit lazy man..
first.. thanks all whom sms-ed me on my birthday.. sorry.. didn't reply as i was busy the whole day.
shan't go through the list, but u know who u are.. thank you!!!

this yr i celebrated my birthday with my fellow teachers.. reached my table with a box of chocolates on the desk.. then the teachers surprised me with a birthday cake during meeting today.. wow... haha
here are their presents

a peirre cardin pouch and a Body Shop White Musk for Men perfume & body wash.

a bree laptop bag. also an Everlast singlet and Van Houten chocolate which i never took a pic of.
then the night itself.. chip met me up at my void deck to pass me this
omg... i was just telling him how nice it was to have one.. and he got me these.. damn.. should have wished for a ps3:P haha
thanks chip
backtrack a bit. the day before 6th Nov, i had dinner with Angel, Devil and mortal at IMM.. it was quite nice.. but cos i was not feeling very well.. so wasn't able to get high and chatty..
a big b day card from chantal!!! super nice!

a jigsaw puzzle from CG.. haha i doubt i will ever break it up to fix it..a super UGLY mug from wilson!!! argg i mean.. mug is nice!!! but why this pictures!!! realised how much kahu like to use this unglam picture... how will i ever use it.. cos i will vomit out all the water instead of drinking when i drink from this mug!


a surprise visit by Kahu last friday at UCC, when i was required to help out in my school annual musical at UCC.
so scary.. the bunch of them came in.. made a lot of noise.. sang me birthday song and other teachers are looking at me... so PS.. and they gave me the Kahu birthday photo!.. and omg.. the same ugly pic is used again.. i know that it's hard to find a nice pic of me.. but the unglam pic is toooooo much... dun ever think i'll display it up:P
but well thanks kahu for the present!

somehow i felt that since this week is my birthday, i should be rather busy.. ya?? haha
ok la.. busy in work.. meeting with principal at 8am Monday to Wednesday, HOD at 9.30am on Thursday.. shag....

ok.. went for MC steamboat.. managed to catch up with lots of stuff! miss the club, miss most of the pple, miss the messy club room, miss the bridge game !!!!

met up with CG on saturday for a Movie.. watched coffin.. realised I watched all asian movies with CG... haha he should feel honoured! cos i never bother to watch asian movies as it's so cheap to get the dvds!!$9.90 ??

Sunday with my 1st birthday gift from Mindef.. my ippt.. damn.. super sianz.. admin delayed here and there... wasted like 20mins standing and waiting.
rush to Yishun to meet Denise, Yuncai and Yijun to discuss our Taiwan trip.. Was surprised by the Birthday cake the couple presented.. really really surprised man!!! haha, then i realised, the couple is the only one who celebrated my birthday with me every yr since i know them.. WOW!!!

initially i was reserving my birthday for dunno what.. pushed all my appointments, treats, meet up to days other than the actual day.. but as it draw closed... i realised.. that my actual day is free!!! omg... then my fellow teachers asked me.. are u reserving it for 家人，or 佳人. and i realised.. it neither ...

i'm sorta used to always being the last one to be notified..

somehow when a group of friends are going out.. i'm either the last to know.. or not really remembered..

hmm.. should i be thankful that at least they remembered me?
or should i feel sad that i wasn't thought of most of the time..

maybe that's the different bet working at studying ba.. u are not at the same environment as the rest. they can just conveniently just leave u out.. since u 'most probably' are unable to to make it

arhhhh... forgot wat i wanna type lol..

was thinking of something then got disrupted by msn talk.. in the end forgot le... arhhh

staff room recently is like a warzone... not that the teachers are trying to kill each other, but we are all so busy about the admin stuff!!!! run here, dash there and never stop.. i think the only time we dun feel the rush is when we are giving lessons ba.

hmm recently decided to take back my sec 2 student again... i managed to push him with 97 for math and 82 for science, the teacher were sort of happy such that he was offered A math and E math with the direct route to O levels..

the mother called me again to discussed and i seriously considered it.. i think i'm taking him up again.. but hopefully i can commit...
then the mother asked if i wanna teach other students.. stressed.. dunno lei.. haiz.. schedule schedule

sometimes i always feel that birthdays are the best way to see where my placed is to others.
well, of course, it's also a way to see how much i care about my friends ba.

stressed...
well first time in years that i'm planning my own birthday celebrations ( in face first time in my life)

realised it was damn tiring.. sianz.. how come i dun get pple to plan for me lei?? hmmm
anyway.. not that kinda party celebrations, just planning to treat my colleagues.. so finding place, then treating my good friends, finding place again... arhhh

anyway CL just called and asked me what i wanted for birthday? i was like.. hmm PSP?? haha
just a joke.. seriously.. somehow i managed to get most of the cheaper, always been desired stuff with my pay.. next is computer which is not coming anytime soon... sianz..

hmm..maybe what i really desire is time to be spent with my friends, ba.. sadly. neither they nor i have the time to meet up.. saddened...

how to say.. i was hoping for surprises and maybe something special... no need to be expensive or posh.. just something from the heart.. i dun need tons of sms-es wishing me.. but maybe pple really wanting to go out with me and enjoy doing it..

that's why when i wasn't asked by pple or so called 'friends' when they go out for dinner, i dun care much, cos i know that if they are truly friends, they will bother asking..

simple, childish me huh? but somehow i took friendship seriously man

Brought my new camera yesterday!!!! $$$$... finally can go take pictures with my kids ( but will not post it up la ) haha

an incident that happened at Sim lin that make me and kai extremely buay song.. uncle A of this shop told me the camera price is $4XX which was low, but as usual, me and kai will walk one round to check out the price..

in the end.. we forgot which shop and which uncle, so we went in to ask again for the price.. then uncle B told us its $5XX.... i was like "ermm.. uncle, i'm think it was $4xx.. i forgot who told me but i thought i was offered $4XX just now."
the uncle started saying "why u never tell me just now? u are being a hypocrite, trying to see if i can offer a lower price rite? " " u come here shop for camera or shop for XXXX( dunno what he said" " XXXXX(vulgarities)"

i was like.. wt... haiz.. totally spoiled my mood.. dunno what's wrong with all the uncles in Simlin.. it's like all of them give black face, bad attitude.. lousy service.
thankfully, i didn't give up and went to one last shop before leaving the place..
the uncle was rather nice, friendly.. though he offered $5XX which was a bit higher than Uncle A price.. i bought it.

anyway.. kai stayed over last nite and it was a simple stay over.. watched a movie, chatted, he studied i played my games haha..
this afternoon ZQ, EK and Cal came over to play board games, we play puerto rico then Hearts.

sorry Fong-er.. the Jay chou cards that come with the CD is now diry and used... but then.. i wun want the cards if i'm not going to play it... so no regrets

haha today was fine.. went to school for marking and went out with MM for dinner gathering..
had a 'surprised' birthday celebration and recieved this very very nice shirt as present!!! thanks MM
while waiting for MM , i was at TCC for dinner.. saw jay's new album.. initially i was not thinking of buying one.. but in the end... ermm bought one.. then i 干脆一不做，二不休, bought an Ayumi Album as well.. omg.. how i love her!!!

haha

lastly.. this is my favourite book for the past 4 days!!!

finally!! a day where i do not need to bring anything home to mark, or do not feel guilty for not bring anything home to mark lol

well, been a bit lazy lately. waking up later than i usually do.. no good..haha can foresee me sleeping till 10 plus during holidays.

lately just sign up a plan with C and went to do medical checkup yesterday..

the doctor damn funny la. when he heard i'm a Chinese teacher, he even asked me if i wanna tutor him.. haha was so tempted to take up the offer! he's a Doctor after all!!! maybe can earn a high amt from him!

but i rejected him haha.. well never teach an adult before so i dun wanna risk it..

had dinner with C and returned home ard 9 plus.. at ard 10, i was so tired that i decided to take a nap and do my marking at 1am... in the end.. i woke up at 9 the next day...sigh...

will be meeting cal, Zq for settlers tmw!!! cannot wait.. but will reach there ard 8.. meaning only 1 hour plus to play.. sobz.. why friday~~~~

just sign up for kick boxing class with a friend.. haha.. super excited.. not really a weight issue, but i like to do things like this rather than jogging late at nite..

i know i should be marking my students paper

but i'm so into reading the travel guide to Taipei that i spent 2 hrs reading them.. haha

folded so many pages on places must go.. in the end..among the folded pages, half is food, 1/4 is lodging, 1/4 is suana.. ahhh cannot wait!!!

hungry....

inspired!

hmm... planning planning..

1: future... trying to get myself a house before 30.. realised it rather impossible without a marriage.. haha so will try to postpone that idea, mabe hoping i can save up my first $100,000 before age of 30 ba.

2: activities... as in previous blog, trying to take up courses to fill up my life. kickboxing is on the way, psychoing pple.. maybe should learn some modern dance, singing class too..

3: trying to plan for time schedule for the end of the year period, till next yr.. for Yishun camp and Kahu Genting trip.. hard to finalise time table

4: planning my taiwan trip, but am so worried cos Yijun haven't meet up with YC and dennis.. hopefully can organise a meeting this weekend. been reading on travel books ( mostly looking at the food)

5: to rig up my computer. looking ard for offers and stuff.. guess i'll have to do it by myself.

anyway.. listening to this song at the moment.. pple is saying fish leong 崇拜 album is not very good.. but infact.. i say i like all the songs.. maybe the songs are not that good.. but she compensated it with her voice. I think if other singers were to sing it.. it will not be as good.



梁静茹-给未来的自己


站在狂风的天台一望无际
这一座孤寂的城市
在天空与高楼交接的尽头
谁追寻空旷的自由

阳光覆满这一刻宁静的我
隔绝了喧嚣和冷漠
川流不息的人游荡在街头
谁能听见谁的寂寞

找一个人惶惶相惜
找一颗心心心相印
在这个宇宙我是独一无二
没人能取代
不管怎样怎样都会受伤
伤了又怎样
至少我很坚强
我很坦荡

夜幕笼罩灿烂的一片灯海
多少人多少种无奈
在星光里遗忘昨天的伤害
一觉醒来还有期待

我不放弃爱的勇气
我不怀疑会有真心
我要握住一个最美的梦
给未来的自己

一天一天一天推翻一天
坚持的信仰
我会记住自己今天的模样

有一个人惶惶相惜
有一颗心心心相印
抛开过去我想认真去追寻
未来的自己

不管怎样怎样都会受伤
伤了又怎样
至少我很坚强
我很坦荡

我不放弃爱的勇气
我不怀疑会有真心
我要握住一个最美的梦
给未来的自己

不管怎样怎样都会受伤
伤了又怎样至少我很坚强
我很坦荡

未来的你会懂我的疯狂

today was fine lol.. went to school to do stock taking of books.. darns some books are so dirty that i have to wash my hands 3 times before i can touch anything.
managed to squeeze sometimes slacking and read through some of those P1 big books.. the stories are rather simple, but captivating. gosh.. i think that it's nice.

went with a colleague to sign up for passion card.. omg.. they got a new kick-boxing class.. seriously.. i feel like going.. but then it's at yew tee and if i have no one accompanying me.. then i wun go ba..
anyone free? Friday 8-9pm!!! $80 for non-member.

Went to causeway pt to meet up with Chantal and CG, saw lixin along the way. haha but then sadly the friendship wasn't maintain and hence after one yr.. we are almost like total strangers.
Anyway had dinner with both of them, played some silly arcade games( which i find it very fun though) then watch Liang Zu. haiz.. the pple behind, beside are all laughing talking commenting until i got so fed up.. though i have to admit.. it was a good show turned bad by an actor..

on my way home.. at MRT platform.. so 2 csc friends.. but then dun dare to call out for them cos i see the couple is talking in a very intimate way.. so dun wanna disturb.

haha came back home, a bit sianz le. dunno what to do.. heck school work till tmw ba...

sometimes i find it really hard to go out.. not becos i'm lazy, but becos i lack of a companion..

u guys might say. find a gf la.. but then.. that's not what i want.. i dun find a gf cos i want to have someone to accompany me when i go out lol

aniway, today planned to get my camera with kai, but the thunderstorm spoilt my mood and in the end didn't go out... 我不甘心啊 !!!! irritated..

not emo-ing just sianz, looking at my hp phone list.. i actually have very limited choices to whom i should ask to go out with.. haha.. esp all my NUS friends, whom must be mugging very hard now.

training hard with Wild Arms 5 lately. will complete the game soon.. then marked a bit of composition.

maybe i'll go catch House Bunny later ba.. or bunny in the house? hmm.

still think maybe i'll rig up my com by end of this month.. but still haven't find someone to go down with me to settle it.. so a bit sianz.

cannot wait for tmw.. at least i know i'm meeting someone tmw.. and not like today.. trying hard to find someone to meet..

haha, been a very long time since my last post.. a bit lazy to post blog nowadays.

hmm finally booked tickets to taiwan last sat, was a bit apologetic to YJ cos he have to go with Denise and YC, someone whom he is a totally stranger to, hopefully it will not make the trip a disaster.. sorta feeling guilty when i make he go with me..

had diarrhoea on Sunday, saw a doctor on Monday, got a Mc but went to school instead.. no choice cos it was sorta the last few lessons before the kids have their SA2.. super nervous for them.

of course, after their paper one come lotsa composition to mark, 830 everyday to meet up and do panel marking. hell but fun.. lotsa chatting.. like being with the chinese teachers, i feel that we are really bonded and super fun !

Wednesday there was a dinner treated by Mdm Chua, wow.. exp lei.. @ NUS guild house, ard 600++ for 11 of us.. then she even booked KTV room for us to sing till 12.. though the KTV sucks, but the crowd was great!

Thursday went out with Angel and Devil, had dinner at Fish and Co ( which had no dory fish that evening) and ice-cream @ Mac .

Friday was Wilson2 birthday, happy Birthday Wil2!!!!
I dunno about how well a birthday can be, but i sure hope u enjoyed it! and i love the slippers!!! (make sure dun get it wet else it'll stink)

Just came back after meeting CL, since 2 months ago.. going out with CL is always relaxing, we were at Causeway pt, he treated me to Breeks with his first pay.. haha being nice, i only ordered starters and main course and let him off by not ordering drinks and desserts!!!
watched Max Payne, nice but was a little bit dissapointed by it not being able to give a complete story. think Connected is nicer.

will be slacking off tmw.. by marking sleeping.. maybe will find a time to find someone to go out with.
ok.. let me end off with this song




听说过这边失恋的人
也会点唱分手快乐
旁人话过这里有个大男孩
欠缺勇气想示爱唱勇气来当替代

分开两地都不紧要
即使距离也会再变小
从旋律中的感觉再把我们连系了
如乐章的变调
连过客也变得亲切了

原来你也唱过我的歌
陪同见证年月的经过
感激有你肯相信我
我们随旋律的高低挽手走过
原来我唱你也在拍和
亲昵犹如我是情人吗
即使从未认真拖手过
却也彷佛爱过

听说过这边厢的恋人
唱我喜欢都很快乐
宁静夏季分享多一首亲亲
全无条件为你
我也觉无穷快乐

分开两地都不紧要
今天我陪你唱到破晓
如像熟悉的歌曲已把友谊维系了
唯望好好答谢
能碰上原是有多奇妙
原来你也唱过我的歌
陪同见证年月的经过
感激有你肯相信我
我们随旋律的高低挽手走过
原来我唱你也在拍和
亲昵犹如我是情人吗
即使从未认真拖手过
却也不愿离座

how i spent my friday night?

well, i left school only at 7 and rushed down for tuition at 7.30. ended at 9 and went to lot one..

was comtemplating i should watch MaMa Mia.. but cannot get anyone haha, planning to watch alone.. but in the end decided to just go home.
so ya.. another good o friday night spend at home rotting..

super stressed over work thanks to my devil class.. haiz..

but well.. i was looking through my msn.. i cannot find anyone to chat with hmm.. emo-ing again..
( but at least now i can openly emo le)

許慧欣和潘瑋儀
陪你等天亮

been surfing this site for a long time..

sorta noticed that i might not get to go overseas with friends this december, so might as well plan my own roadtrip, or maybe just with another person.

am amazed that pple i know , chen hong and tian lin and also listed in the site lol.. hopefully i get to travel!

http://www.couchsurfing.com/home.html

next time when i get my own place, i will host couch to know more pple but now, i will go travel ard when i can and stay with other pple!

back to relationship, i was thinking of a question asked during elections..

1) friends and relationship, 2) career, 3) volunteering, 4)family
of course there are situations when the priorities will change cos of the importance of the issue, such as family wedding, special projects date and such.

but recently, i think career is slowly overtaking the rest cos i'm really spending too much time on it.. everyday! haha, but well, i enjoyed it.. and ya.. the rest is coming and it is really tiring.

friends-wise. sometimes i really feel sian cos it's hard to find friends when u can be u and not anger or be criticized by others. Sometimes u let ur guard down a bit, u angered others or be commented by others... haiz.. i mean teased jokingly and sarcastism is different..
if i go by this judgement, i wonder how many friends i have..

wow.. have not blogged for like weeks..

hmm been coughing non-stop the whole 2 weeks, fever a few days, sleepless cos of the cough most of the night.

busy busy.. school life isn't better with a unmanageable class.. hmm what to do with students who dun take hard or soft tactics? well, i tried super hard way.. ended up having him crying.. haiz..
see how ba. but i still enjoy teaching my other classes

this week was rather busy, rushing to school and to get stuff, AGM is just over, and so is our term as 6th MC...

looking back, i know i didn't keep my promise to the freshies at the 5th MC chalet.. i told them, next year, we will be the 6th MC and we will have our chalet, we will be as bonded and we will cry during agm, we will laugh hard during the chalet, we will be a team.
to some, it is done, to others, i failed.

this MC is a journey, a tough one, gives me sweet dreams in some point, and nightmare (literally) at other times. Again, i grow from it, it allows me to see the true colors of some and the true passion of others. it sadden me how pple changes and well i'm happy to see how pple grow ( whey, jf, gh, opc!)

sometimes when i try to do more, i get comments here and there, then when i dun do, i get other forms of comments, however comments in csc is now direct, but indirectly until a 4th or 5th person come and tell u.

again, i still love the club, it taught me a lot, i made lots of friends, i love volunteering cos of the club, i love projects cos of the pple and the purpose.

anyway, thank you 6th MC, cos i learn from each of you, ideas, stuff that we have. especially Gee Hoe, for having such a wonderful positive outlook that i'm always amazed about.
whey, my freshies, my cluedo assistant, my assistant treasurer to now my successor in VPIA.
JF, blur freshie of e4, and VM head
Sock hoon, quiet freshies of e4 to assistant sec
shiyun, fellow e3 akc! gaw 06 oc, slp 07 oc, e5 oc, slp08 pd and 6th mc..
who always advising me and cheering me up
you guys have always been a great help.. thanks!

Terence, bin. a lots of thing won't be successful without ur help. especially terence, who's always doing lots of stuff, quietly without anyone notice.. well i noticed and yes. thank you!

haha.. was a bit emo the past few days.. work stress, social stress and also relationship stress( not that i'm in a relationship though)

aniway.. life in school is getting more hectic with my work.. missed meals, went to toilet once during day, drank 2 slips of water the whole day... haha die one day my liver, kidney, bladder will fail me.

today out school celebrated teachers' day and was really surprised to recieve so many cards, notes, gifts from my students, despite i only taught them for 1 month.

here are some pics!
little note pad and pen.. super nice and sweet!
handkerchief , toothpick container and chocolates
a nemo door, pens, book marks and cards
chocolate( my favourite somemore!) snoopy pen, plastics bear house, cards and bookmarks
more cards, pencil case, key chains

chocolate from one of the kids, super nice!!!
key chain by a student very sweet!!
school gifts, i like the bag at the back and also the multi-purpose tool knife ( which is a bit too tight and hard to open though)

not a very good way to start the day.. had a workshop, ok, fun but it was a bit early..
then talked to my mentor and she told me that she recieved complaints from other teachers about me not being able to manage my class.. as they were too noisy.
was a bit disappointed.. haiz.. must work harder..

guess me being not detailed and careful enough always cause me lotsa trouble..

Finally completed my project this morning and submitted in the afternoon haha

being slow in that cos was really shag out everyday and my eyes are like closing when cutting the papers lol.. but glad that it was done, and the project managed to receive good praises.


hmm today is a bit of slow day for me.. finished up some marking.. darn.. next week is CA2 for them and i have no time to go through the worksheets with them.. so.. rush.

went out to city hall for a short walk in the evening, followed by meeting a friend for a short chat, then met gee hoe for supper at 10.30!!!
btw.. it's Gee hoe birthday today!!!( sunday) and wish him a really really happy birthday!!!

gee hoe is such a weird friend i have.. haha, we hardly chat, unless we are on the same bus or train, but once we chat. ( mostly me talking) we do chat quite a lot.
feels like i can talk anything with him man.. weird rite? but then we hardly meet up specially, or talk on msn.. guess friends are weird in this way..
anyway... hope to meet up more! Gee hoe! u're one friend i'll wanna keep for a lifetime man! be strong and be confident!

Cheers! Forever friends

haha how to say..
it have been tiring..marking and marking.. changing my marking for the 4th time due to differences in marking..

rushing to mark finish lots of work given back after the long holidays..
and yet and to return to the students for their upcoming CA!!!! tired!

been a bit affected recently.. haha someone's emotion managed to spill over to my side and affected me.. in the end i become more emo than he is hoho..


love is a hard word man.. but it can also be the simplest task in the world..
but the thing is, are we mature enough to know what's love, what's infatuation?

been having a bit of sleepless nite recently as i was thinking about these matters..
haiz.. should see how things go ba

too emo until i dun wanna do anything le.. not even talking..

finally.. the project is half done.. haha a bit slow i know.. sianz
straining my eyes at midnight to cut and paste..
downloaded dozens of new font which is really very nice!!! hoho

here's the link for those who are sick of microsoft fonts..( but i dunno can be used on a com without the font..)
http://www.fontspace.com/

it have many nice looking font which i feel is useful man..

wasted like lotsa paper to test print, or print wrongly.. or matching colors haha i am so lousy in designing.. lol.. must try harder..

yes, this is one of the harder ( if not hardest) project i did so far!

how does it feels to be helpless ?? lol.. everytime i see messages about pple feeling down.. recieve sms from pple who is angry at themselves, angry at the state they are in, disappointed with themselve.. i just dunno what to do..

i tried man.. but all i get is silence..

then i realised that there's probably no need for me to talk, but just be a listener..

however, after i listened, i so wanted to help.. but i dunno where to start..

then when i tried to give advice.. it just dun seems to be helping..
feeling rather useless.. how can i never managed to cheer pple up even though i tried so hard.. and others can do it easily... maybe i'm just not a good friend enough..

lost le..

first time hearing the full song.. haha so a bit surprised and ya.. some of the lyrics though simple, but have very very good meaning behind it!!

When the sun shines, we’ll shine together
Told you I'll be here forever
Said I'll always be a friend
Took an oath I'll stick it out till the end
Now that it's raining more than ever
Know that we'll still have each other
You can stand under my umbrella

haha know what song?? i dunno, though the original version is very funky.. but i think if they have a 抒情 version it'll be very nice..

this holiday have been great so far.. super nice, enjoyable but with like never ending marking to do lol.. still have like 3 stacks of paper to mark.. sianz..

the project i'm doing on is like 1/3 finished only.. haha still cannot see how it can be perfected to achieve my goal..

hmm.. this is going to be tough.. never had i challenged myself to do things like this man.. haha.. shall try my best!

marking is becoming a nightmare to me.. not that i dun enjoy marking.. but recently was marking spelling of the students.. and we got very very strict...

in the end.. i could have given him 12/15 marks, but now he failed...
our theory is the same as army motto. that rather a soldier sweat more in training and bleed less in war..
which is the PSLE...

still is was a bit heartaching.

this week the kid wasn't very nice.. showing their true self.. haha, hmm but still nice kids.. if i got the time.. i dun mind chatting with them.. but then it's classroom and it needs some management...hence i have to force them to keep quiet and listen.. so there i am.. shouting, punishing, talking to individuals and spending 1 session away.. haiz...

anyway...



Happy Birthday CG!!!!
haha.. we only get to know each other like .. ermm.. less than 3 months??
haha but yea! somehow we managed to become close buddies! and buddy like u are one in a million man!!

so enjoy your birthday week!

finally!!!
clementi is starting and it's great seeing how positive the befrienders and befriendees are!! yea! saw min tun today at the center! kinda remind me when i was still fresh and green in clementi SCS.. miss those days.

hmm teaching in a school allows me to be exposed to ndp national day song..
this year the song was sang by Cai Chun Jia.. which i dunno what she was singing.. it doesn't feel or stir up any patriotism at all.. hmm

however, listening to Kit Chan "家" sure touched me.. and reminds me how much i like being in Singapore ( despite the increasing price in everything except salary)
ndp nowadays seems to be more and more high-tech.. but the spirit seems to be lower and lower.. why? maybe cos we just display what we have, but we dun come together at all like before..
there hardly any sing-along session anymore.. there's hardly any group, community participation le. i'm not saying that it's lousy.. just that after the 'wow' factor.. it does not leave anything behind.. i dunno, but was rather disappointed with national day celebration nowadays..
especially with the songs..

by the way.. heard this song over the radio "怎样" by 戴佩妮.. which was rather nice.. sad. haha



a friend just told me how disappointed he is with his friends and he's going to quit the circle of friends.. which include me..
hmm.. well just to tell u that, if u are not present in a gathering.. i'll surely ask u why.. maybe to other pple u disappearance will be an 'ok, we will have our own fun thing' but to me, u are a good friend and i dun mind quitting the circle for u.







my dream combo.. Iaudio D2 16Gb and Weststone UM3(which is still not out) else i'll buy UM2

hmm end of the week le.. many things happened.. haha saw lotsa new stuff and learn lotsa things!!!

haha cannot help but glad that i choose teaching and teaching chinese in my school have been very fun. except for a few students that i really wanna scold them and kick them out of class haha.. but of course i won't do that.. shall make them see the light!

friday evening went over to shaozi place for Kahu steamboat gathering.. was rather late but still have a good time!! dunno will i get to celebrate my birthday with them haha.. never celebrate with amura and mochamelt.. hopefully with kahu i will:P (hint hint!)
missed the last bus.. haha took a cab home when i reached bukit panjang.. but still enjoyed the journey with the company of wilson and chantal (see i so nice!!!)

Sat morning, i went back to school for some stuff.. haiz.. have to be super early.. but well it was an experience nonetheless..

went for a haircut once i get back and rush off for our graduation photoshoot with CSC people. then there was a photographer who saw us and took a few shots of us..in the end, he became our official photographer, who teaches us to pose, took like 30 over pictures of us!!!haha wow.. think the quality will be damn good!!!



hmm.. when will my one with my primary school mates and stats friends be at??

dunno about that man.

but well, woke up today with an headache cos not enough sleep.. going to rest well haha

arhhh
can't believe my voice sore after 2 days..
shouted a bit these few days..

other teachers say i'm too nice le.. ganna bullied..
hmm i admit that i was being a bit nice.. lol
scold a bit then smile a bit.. haha losing my temper rather quickly

surprisingly, the p1 class are the hardest to teach, and the supposedly hardest to teach class, my p3 is the easiest to managed.. hmm

but then.. the p1s cannot be scolded too long cos they are really damnnnnnnn adorable.. cannot resist but to smile at them.
haha angels so far.. ya.. really angels on earth, everything also ask.. tell me all about their family, brother, cousins.. arhh

my p4... lol.. so materialistics.. haha they promised to do well if i treat them something.. shall see..
hmm but then hor.. looking at their recent compo.. hmm need works..

so far so good..but a bit information overload that i dunno what to do.. haiz..

arhhhhhh

was preparing my work, darn typing in chinese is damn slow la.. trying and trying haha , plus my han yu pin ying is like cmi.. hoho

spend me whole day to complete 27 slides.. and i cannot find simpler words to describe the words i'm teaching.. like 圆， how do u desribe round?? haha.. well i simply just show them a ball ba.. lol..

then was doing lesson plan for the week, all in chinese.. hmm still a bit lost haha but guess cos i'm too new to the system.. will slowly work my way out.. hopefully can complete by tmw..

was listening to 'faces of 范范' the whole day.. there's 2 songs, other than the all time favorites that caught my attention, one is this one
一顆心的距離


another one will be this
最初的夢想


seriously i dunno if u guys will click on the you-tube to watch and share the songs i enjoy.. but well usually i'll click it myself haha to listen to the song w/o going to you-tube to look for it