Merry Xmas!!!!!

yes. i've enjoyed myself, though also heard of not so happy news, but other than that i enjoyed myself a lot..
managed to play another round of overnite settlers and this time, with Weijian joining us.

on the eve, i went out to watch Warlords with Gee hoe, and Weijian then met up with Janicia to shop for Jenny's Birthday, happy birthday!!!
the in the evening, i met up with Quan, Kai,and Sun to watch I am Legend

hmm, Warlords is surprisingly nice.. i give it a 4 stars
how to say, maybe u need to have a little bit of understanding of chinese war style.. then u dun feel that bored, the shows required deeper thinking ba.. else it's quite boring. and i agree with geehoe, the later part is rather draggy..

as for I am Legend, overalla 3.5 stars.. I feel that the rating would be better if not for the sudden ending.
the show is only for 1.5hrs, and it ended so sudden in the last 20 mins.
hmm basically it's a bit like resident evil ba. haha was scared a few times lol
i have to say that the beginning and middle part is really very well done, but the ending.. haiz..

aniway stayed over at quan's place and played mahjong.. haha we need to find more things to do at nite man!!!

hmm heard this from my SLC group.. only for science students.. to see cap

1. Go to: https://neon.science.nus.edu.sg/intr...in_select.html
2. Choose student login, then click undergraduate & urops online registration
3. Proceed to urops online registration
4. Choose any project then click proceed
5. You will see yr cap at the top of the page
6. Cancel and log off, after seeing your cap

i dun wanna see as i wanna have a great Xmas.. but shall tempt u all to visit!!

will like to apologise to some pple for missing their birthday!!
Tess!! so ps, always thought ur birthday is at the end of the month haha..
Jonathon!!! so sorry haha.. hope u've enjoyed the mahjong session though!
Fanny!!! 21st birthday!! happy happy birthday!! really hope u enjoyed ur day with chip!
Jason!! saw Ringo reminder and i was like shit!!! not 23rd meh?? really sorry!!! must grow up ok!!

now ... who's birthday is on the 23rd?? sigh.. been apologizing for forgetting pple's birthday...
aniway..thanks Choon liang for the birthday gift!

yeah!!!! yishun Children camp is over!!!!
the past 2 days have been really fun!!! haha
the anticipating, the running, the chasing, the cheering, the encouraging, the craziness. everything was so intense, yet in a manageable pace that allows us to enjoy the company of the children.
my group got 4 boys and 1 girl, 2 of the boys, are siblings and they're really cute, laugh and laugh everytime and really obedient.. except that they like to run about.. moreover, they slept really deeply at night !!! haha
aniway, will post up the pics once it's available.
after the camp, my MP3player is spoilt.. dunno why.. sigh... then i lost one side of the ear bud for my ear piece.. haiz..why why... sianz..

aniway, just to recap what happened last saturday.. went to botanical garden for Bishan home outing! I was leader of a group and me, shangren, yongfeng, kumar and boon ya led our residents around for station games.. it was really nice and the residents with me, wuisiang is really adoreable!!! haha.. had much fun!!!
however, i shagged myself so much that i dozed off in the afternoon L-derly Befriending session!! so paiseh.. the auntie Pappa Singh was very nice to turn on the TV and even offer her son's bed for me.. but haha of course i didn't accept la!!!
went with fred from LB to AMK MRT station to meet up with Eugene, Ling Fong and Calvin, it was Chesire Home Xmas' party!!! we went there, sit for the event, had some weird dinner and left. at AMK hub, we had ANDERSON icecream!! free flow of fudge for the fondue we ordered!!! eat like mad!!!!

back from SLC!!!
it's quite a good camp. haha

how to say, was really reluctant to go for the camp knowing that CSC members are like not in the same group. we were like group 11( there's only 10 group) always with our people until the camp begins.
thankfully JinFeng decided to abandon her group cos got too many pple to join mine and hence the day started to be less boring and unfamiliar.
after a while, i started to know my group better( still regretting though)
they were all very nice pple, but too NUSSU-ish, haha 40% of the time the topic is on NUSSU stuff, well get to know more about nussu, but sometimes also dunno what are they saying.

on the first night, the CSC pple met up and went down town east for a while, we than lie by the pool and chatted, however we were chased away by the security cos we saw shooting stars and started screaming... and haha but i still dun like the guards, he was rude and like, 'do u understand english' lol.. poor service!

i think it was the second day when i started to like the pple in the camp, thanks to the rain,i dun need to do the high elements haha but the station games are really fun.. who knows that Coasta sands got such great team games around. Especially proud on myself being about to do the 3 m wall !! thanks Geehoe, junjie and one more haha

my group is really cool haha bridgy?? we played bridge like every single minute in the room. haha and the gals are fun too, but too bad they dun have much respect for the guys, eat on the bed, walk in our room, with slippers lol..

aniway, the camp was fun cos of the pple i'm with. not really fasinated by some of the talks and events.

haha.. so long never update my blog le..
this sem has been madness, think i choose the wrong module to take 7 projects!!! arh.. almost died in the midst of it.

of course, with CCAs and tuitions, i struggled with time management and also needing to wake up early and burning all my weekends.

well, i'm somewhat grateful for the busy lifestyle i'm leading.. cos then i feel that i'm not wasting my time away, sitting in front of my com and reading chinese stories.

okie.. i know i missed out many pple's birthday, i'm sorry..
from 6th MC, samm, kiat lee, and soon-to-come ZQ
from my stats side, Tess and Yemin
from my Secondary side, Jonathon.

sorrie sorrie..

this holiday, will be like last yr, basically no holidays at all!! but i dun mind.. then i can find an excuse not to working haha..

aniway, went over to quan's place to stayover, treated them for dinner to celebrate my 1 month belated birthday. then we played mahjong overnite..
upon playing 1 round, quan and kai left to go to toilet while me and sun were reading Naruto comics.. then suddenly the lights were off and i was presented with a birthday cake! never had i have a whole birthday cake for myself ( as in a full cake) since donkey yrs ago and i was really really touched. thanks man!!!
this is going to be a memoriable 23rd birthday celebration. the cake, slightly deformed( cos quan dropped in when he was bringing it home) was super super hard.. the knife i used to cut were stuck in the middle and in the end we gave up and use spoons to scoop the cake!!! it was really delicious, i love ice-cream cakes!!!

thanks pple!!!

arhhhh
so sad.. 梁文音 got eliminated.. haiz.. in the top few, i like her, 曾佩慈 and 林宜容 the more.. sianz..

actually i think 叶玮庭 should be the losing one.. she is really not performing well and her voice so flat when she's singing her performance song this round.
the other one i dun think deserve to stay is 魏如芸. i think that though she's performing well, but not as great as 文音..

why!!!!

Recently i'm so into 超级星光大道 and 康熙来了!!
i have to say these 2 shows really captured my attention and 蔡康永 is really really very good. i like the way he hosts the show!

compare to the pictures belows, dun you think 梁文音 and Sock hoon looks alike??


anyway, back to the papers i just had.. morning paper is like 50% gone.. sianz.. evening paper still ok.. hopefully i decent grade
went back club room to go home with others, but in the end play bridge until they left without me.. haiz.. maybe i'm too noisy, must tone down!

heard this song on air for a while, but just now.. i finally get to hear it more carefully and i was really touched.. then i heard it's from Ella of S.H.E, was a bit shocked cos this song is really sad and i dunno that she can sing out this feeling this well..

the song is call 蔷蔷 and 蔷蔷 was the name of the dog of Ella that just passed away.
she was so upset that she wrote this song for the dog on the same day.

it's really nice and guess this is one of the rare songs nowadays that talk about dog and owners friendship.

hmm studying is a bit slow.. guess 6 hrs a day with distractions are still not enough.. trying to improves on it..

exams are coming , 1 more week and i still have like half the syllabus to go. die!!! haha

but ok la.. concentrate on what to come first

偶尔觉得真是糟糕
什么都与我无关
摸摸身边大家都在
那孤单只是想像
哪有什么好去忧伤笨蛋

人会离开把心扩大
想什么无限自在
你想隐藏还是放开
跳过去心的障碍
起跑以前许个愿望挑战(来吧)

我看到你跟自己作战
想不通就把念头整个翻过来
我跟自己开心的作战
战到了白头古老没有遗憾
不如干脆跟自己作战
你兴趣不凡那就一起来
我们一起开心的作战
大声点用力些不被谁打败

nice song, meaningful too!!! come on man! will accept the challenge and change for the better!!

just check my email!!! damn happy.. haha

Dear Jun Qi,

You got 19 out of 20 for your project. Very good job!

i was like!! wow!! yea!! at least now the effect of failing my other module's mid term is nullified by this..

aniway, exams coming.. sigh.. 4 pieces (8 pages) helpsheet for this module.. need to start planning!!!

arhhh.. what a cool phone!!1 what a cheap deal!!!! why why why!!! i want the phone!!!!
how come my plans haven't expired... sigh...
now a bit regret not asking pple to buy mi presents haha

so cute!!!!!

realised the world is not as innocent as i thought it was..

aniway, i felt that today was quite good.. did project with tess in the morning and it's like 65% done le..
went to swim after that.. a bit lonely to swim alone but the strong sunlight and empty pool makes up for it..

went back clubroom then went for lecture at 6.. hmm quite ok.. interesting, i wanna be someone as interesting as chua tin chui, as in in terms of the way he jokes, his sarcastism... wanna learn more, i think nowadays students likes sarcastic lecturer...

aniway.. tmw is the physics test.. realised i got a lot a lot to catch up for all my modules... my mood is described in the picture below..(copy from fong-er's blog)

haiz.. this special week is over le.
how to say huh.. a bit disappointing??

hmm maybe i should learn not to expect that much.. but somehow i felt a little like.. hmm i'm not so touch lei??
last yr i was really touch when denise brought me a bear for my birthday, as she knows i'm quite lonely in my room..

aniway, still really grateful that pple remembered it..

ok.. the touchy things aside.. i hate physics!!!! remembered how much i use to love it in secondary school.. but then it changes totally ever since i went to jc.. lousy grades for physics.. almost retained cos of it..
now i took a physics module.. which is most prob will cause a great drop in cap.. haiz.. i dun wanna fail.. sianz
study and dunno wth is it talking about... damn...

next let's my weekend.. mug here and there, do projects but nothing much came out.. it's so irritating.. sianz

arhhh.. was listening to jay chou's 彩虹，
totally disgusted by the lyrics. it makes no sense, horribly written!!!!

hmm the mtv makes up for it as it's really sad.. but i really really hate the lyrics..
yes he is singing it beautifully to make up for the bad lyrics
still when i'm following the song with the lyrics infront of me.. i stopped the songs after the 1st chorus.. ahhhhh

maybe u can jut watch the mtv in mute.. u might be more touched

ok.. first word i said of the day.. oh shit...
...

went to school to meet tess for physics project, hmm had the general idea out le.. will spend this weekend sourcing for information.

went to swim with kai!!! again!!! haha, but as usual, didn't swim much.. however the afternoon sun at woodlands was so good that i couldn't resist a good suntan!
bought a new goggles.. as a birthday present for myself?? haha symbolizes me wanting to swim more often!!!

supposedly to meet weijian to National library to do project.. but didn't meet up due to some problem.. will be meeting him tmw instead!

went home rite after the swim and coffee time @ yakun in causeway pt...

hmm i like surprises, positive de..

club room club up!!!!!

today felt a bit sinful, cos i thrown away so many stuff, might go to hell ba.. throw and throw.. well, at least the club room now looks neater.. hopefully no one will complaint...

also, felt that i was a bit dominating while cleaning up.. realised that i give quite a bit of orders.. not good.. must always be humble!!! (haha, sorry if i offended anione:)

overall!! great job pple!!! u guys are the best!!!
thanks for celebrating my birthday! the cake was tasty!!! arhhhh and also thanks Kiat Li and Sandra for the slippers!! thank u my angels!!!

ok.. my birthday just passed.. i wanna thank many pple for their birthday wishes!

my primary school mate : Kaisheng, Jun Quan

my secondary school mate: Jason, Choon liang( who called specially to wish me!), Jun Wei

my Jc friends: Tian Zeng and ZiYun

My Army Friend: Eugene ( all the way from australia!), Lester

my SOW OG/class mates: Yemin, Tess, Joanne, Chip, William, Nic, Jes, KC, Fanny, Jing Ni

my CSC frds: Denise, Fred, Shiyun, jiayi( super unexpected), Jason, Yu Zheng, Jin Feng, Kiat lee, Jian Cheng, Janicia, Gee hoe, Travis, Wei Jian, Jenny, Wen Bin, Terence siew, Kevin, Kee Meng, Li Xin, Yuet Ting, Pei Xian,Tiong Wei, yong Fong, Ling Fong, Samanntha, chee sing, Ping chuan, Melvin ( my 同年，同月，同日生 de brother!), Yi Xin, Sandra, Germaine, Yvonne!!!(my dearest daughter haha, so long nvr hear from her le.. also very unexpected)

Hope i didn't miss anione out.. thanks for all the wishes!!!

aniway, today had a test, which i think my birthday luck didn't work like 2 years ago (haha i got full marks for a 30% test when the results was released on my birthday)!!! power of 21??

as dinner was postponed, i initially wanted to watch movie with jian cheng as in to spend the birthday away with someone a bit more special, but in the end, as there being no good shows to watch, i canceled it and in the end when out to swim with kai!!! the swim is good, we had good chat, about ourselves about the future and about life!!! i simply enjoy the company!!! and soaking in water!!!
spend 2 hours just now to clear up my gmail!!!
it is so much neater!!! yea!!!

sianz.. just got back my test paper,, flunk it.. it's like hte 2 time in my whole nus life i flunk a paper, it sucks.. another completely lost module..

dunno why i' been feeling a bit down recently, must cheer up!!!

overslept again for lecture today without knowing.. damn..

Thursday was definitely a shock for me as i thought of things i never think be4...

the day went well, didn't fall asleep in my lecture or tutorial ( effects of 3 glasses of coffee) and went to play frisbee for 2 hours with CSC pple..

however when i reached home at 11 plus. my dad shouted for me right after i finished bathing.. that mum needs to be sent to hospital. I was like damn shock, then i came to know that she went to clinic to see doctor and the doctor needs to send her to hospital.

so went to clinic, went to hospital, though was informed that she might need to be warded for further inspection by the clinic doc, the NUH A&E doc declare her stable and prescribed her vitamin B.. but still.. it just makes mi realised the importance of my mum and how i should spend more time at home with her.. haiz..

aniway, friday went vivo with tess, kc and yemin, due to some communication problem, we didn't get to eat dragon gate dimsum but Kim Gary's lunch set, the baked rice is cool and the thick toast is as fantastic as ever!
went walking a bit be4 going back to school..
met jian chen at 6 45 in orchard, he brought me to a jap rest at far east.. hmm small, can take about 10 pple, we queue for 1hr.. longest time i ever spend for queuing, but the food is really good and ambiance is there!!! price also quite reasonable!

we watched stardust after that, rating 4.5/5 stars!!! must watch!!! it's really very very nice!!! way better than my expectations, have to say the michelle pfeiffer and Robert De niRo really bring the show to another high level! the cast, the sound effects, the magics, the plot, the lines are all so good and some entertaining!!! loves it!!

Hmm been eyeing on this nokia 6500 slide phone
well it's a bit unstable in terms of firmware so i heard, and it's not much of an upgrade from my n6280, in fact it's like almost the same man except the camera haha

however,i'm attracted to it's metallic looking casing and it's executive, sturdy-looking design. hmm.. a bit confused haha design or software? well, my 6280 has so far been satisfying, nice design, standard build and fast sms! ( but lack picture viewing..)

hmm aniway i put up some pictures.

hmm.. somehow hate it when my birthday is in this period.. understandable.. everyone's having exams and project to rush and hence no time to meet up or stay over.

no choice ba.. somehow i think that time can be squeeze out de.. it's really depend.. or maybe just too much things overloading?

somehow i just hope to spend my birthday with my closest frds, but i think it might not be done here... i shall postpone my birthday celebration with them till after exams ba.

arh... weekend is over in a blink.. but then.. it was quite an ok weekend.

friday i got kevin to go out with me to buy a formal shirt, then we ate the Kim Gary's toast bread.. OMG!!! it's heaven man.. and some more only 70cents, strongly recommended!!! and their aloe Vera drink is superb!!! loves it!

went for Teaching as a Career Seminar on sat, it was nice, in a way i have an better idea of what is expected as a teacher. however, they have invited like 7 speakers with no break in the middle.. so a bit tiring..

dinner with my 'lover' is cancelled haha, supposed to meet jian cheng for dinner at orchard, but that day happens to be his Sis's ROM so he cannot make it.. sigh..
went home and then over to calvin's place in the evening for overnite Settlers!! damn shiok! loves Puerto Rico!!! it's really nice..except the setting up a bit slow.. haha

have breakfast at lakeside on sunday morning, then went bedok for tuition, went tamp to look for tie(which are all damn ex la!!) went to boon lay for another tuition, the jurong pt for tie again( got discount at John little, but then i dunno if the design suits me...sigh..)
so maybe in the end i'll be buying from G2000 again for 49 bucks.. arhh.. why is a tie so exxxxx some more have to be matching... damn..

haha.. look at these flash players!!!
really loves Iaudio player cos the music quality is damn good!!!
Pros:
good audio quality( with equaliser)
User Friendliness( dun need additional software for music, drag and drop!!)
i loves the design
flash player with big memory space
Radio
Support multiple formats!
MPEG video player
long battery life!

Cons:
more ex than other brand
if spoils need to send to korea for repair..
lousy ear phone( but i can use my own)
need to spend $$ for pouch and screen protector
minimal use of it cos my X5 is still working perfectly fine!!

well of course looking at the cons, i'll not buy it for now ba..

Iaudio D2


Iaudio 7

omgggg!!!
found this PMP online and i think it looks really cool!!! damn haha
should put this brand as one of my to-get-list-if-i-got-losta-$$$-to-spare!!!

http://www.maxian.com/product/product_m850_tab01.asp

it's so slim and has a screen as big as psp.. hmm but then again.. won't it be better if i just buy psp?? arhhh.. haha.. still i love gadgets!!!

aniway, was asked by william what i want for birthday present.. hmm
how to say.. hmm preferably something to be useful and practical, shirt or pants no need la.. cos i also dunno will i grow fatter haha, and deco ah.. no space in my room le.. so dun buy deco.. i dunno where to put it..(unless it's something handmake from the heart, always appreciate such gifts!!!)
hmm i dun need a treat or dinner from u pple, maybe just more chance to meet up and enjoy!!
lastly.. present is not really necessary, i rather my frds to by with me on that special day and spend time with mi more often?? haha

btw.. those i listed as what i want in my blog is just something i aim to buy in the future.. i know u all will not, but just in case.. dun buy that pmp !!

arhh... my weekend.. goodbye!!!

how come it flies so fast.. friday i helped GAW in moving and then had MC dinner!!! it was super fun as we went mad and Gee hoe dancing '我是仙子' as a forfeit.. we also celebrated 6 people's birthday lol.. quite fun!!! 6th MC!!! whoosh!!

saturday was NUSSU photoshoot, went for the meeting earlier but didn't attend the photoshoot. aniway went to terence's place then took a cab down to HP for GAW party.. lol.. saw PC at the lift and he asked me to help him looked after his stuff unloaded from the van while he uses the van to fetch someone.. sigh.. in the end i'm in the carkpark for 20-30 mins.. lol
aniway great job GAW OC!!! i can see so many smiling faces!!! GAW OC!!! Whoosh!!

Had 2 tuitions on sunday, pushed away the 3rd one so that i can meet up the MC pple at 3 for KTV.. but to my horror.. they planned to have it in the morning at 11.. and i am not aware.. damned.. should have asked.. so in the end.. didn't go out.. haiz..
i wanna go out!!!!!

hmm still coughing like mad.. but getting better.. it seems like i got endless 痰 in my throat... somehow i also cannot breathe well for the past few days, feel some pain when i breathe in deeply.. lol

glad that i'm getting better hee!!!

aniway, Jem just tempted me with Heroes V, The Tribes of the East edition.. damn.. it's super nice!!!! arh.... i want to buy!!!! haha

what happened recently??
hmm tuition today was one of the longest.. 3.5 hrs.. sigh.. 10am to 1.30pm.. missed a lecture and late for another.. wat's worst?? forgot to take my calculator.. in the end have to make a trip back to boonlay in the evening to meet up with my student.
saw grace in Jurong pt though.

have not been to the club room this week and not even tmw.. whole day lesson.. hope no one misses mi.. well someone did came to msn and talk to mi?? did she miss mi?? hoho!!! shhhh, i dun wanna be whacked!!!

back to myself.. suddenly i realised that i've been spending too little time with my old frds.. so today i spent some time online trying to catch up with my little chee chee haha.. and well, he's still as funny as usual.. hmm should spend more time meeting pple.. Choon choon!!!! next tuesday can??

right.. birthday is coming.. but i'm having a test that day.. sianz... well.. planning for a dinner with my primary school mates as usual.. hmm where is the good food??

hmm... didn't as frequent as before.. partly cos i'm too busy.. also cos sometimes i dunno what to post..

i wonder if my readers know, that my tag board is down.. sigh.. dunno should i set up a new one?

aniway... last friday was CSC MAF and i have to admit!!! that it is really well done!!!
i enjoyed it a lot and the finale!!! WHOOOO, really sweat it out man haha, made a few enemies though, cos i keep on blowing their candles:p

was sick before MAF and it got worse on Sat and Sunday, with me breaking into cold sweats and giddiness the whole day.. having a bad cough that until my stomach felt the pain.. hmm dunno is it considered training of abs??

aniway, O levels coming.. damn worried for my students, please do well.. i pray hard for all of u!!! ya.. i'll be out of job too, so ani one with lobang, sec 3 /4 maths do ask mi ok??

oh ya.. today test was screwed up, i cancel my correct answer and replaces it with some stupid things.. haiz..

aniway.. this is the video done by the wonderful pub team!

sianzzz...

hmm haha been reading other pple's blog lately but lazy to update mine..

had some rather awful test.. Great Ideas to Contempory phyics 0n wednesday, WTFFFF, super rubbish la.. sigh.. learn like mad mad mad.. dun want to take the module animore...
sadly.. the next day i had one of the worst pple in my life..
hmm how to say, it's like somehow like can do.. but do le my ans is different from the rest and even the best few among us have different ans among themselves.. haiz.. die le.. hpoefully working mark will have a lot ba

yesterday went for LB's and Minds' MAF!!!! it was really cool and i can see that the volunteers and residents both enjoyed it a lot!!! great job guy!!! haha next time treat the chairs bao!

hmm... will try to make it for BHID's sports carnival!!! i wanna go and support!!!

ok.. now back to my personal life w/o csc, i always think that hmm i'm like wanna be in everything.. i know it's wrong.. i must learn to just keep quiet and listen and never never 插嘴!!! hmm i dunno how come i just cannot find a clique lei.. was commented that 'luke, i realised u seems to be in every group, but u are never close to them..'
so i must jiayou and find a clique ba... was a bit turned off when i tried to open my thoughts to someone whom i thought can be a close frds, and in the end he typed 'eh, got to do my work now ' haiz, bye bye!!

was also complimented that 'luke i think u are very mature' haha, was really happy to know that, cos i think i'm not mature at all, but still it's a goal i've been aiming for.. to be more mature in thinking, and stop being so childish to think that friendship are gold..




如果爱是道北极光
如果我可以睡在沙滩
如果我变成小孩
如果如果如果真的那么难

没有人很了解我吧我是这么想
我希望要的生活谁说了才算
我想我是一个哲学家
可以参透孤单的假相
不要人问不要人猜不要人一直管
不需要说不需要听不需要那么忙

如果我是一个哲学家
忘了一个心中的名字有多难
看一本书走一段路逛一个美术馆
听一首歌过一条河喝一碗酸梅汤

在这一秒扮演一个安静的自由国王

左想右想
世界原来那么不一样
于是我看见了海浪
于是我前往一个机场
于是有好几小时
慢慢慢慢慢慢忘了些麻烦

时间它停止了吗
我想象未来
我想我捏出一个大约的模样

我想我是一个哲学家
可以参透孤单的假相
不要人问不要人猜不要人一直管
不需要说不需要听不需要那么忙

如果我是一个哲学家
忘了一个心中的名字有多难
看一本书走一段路逛一个美术馆
听一首歌过一条河喝一碗酸梅汤

一个哲学家

一个一个哲学家

我想我是一个哲学家
可以参透孤单的假相
不要人问不要人猜不要人一直管
不需要说不需要听不需要那么忙

如果我是一个哲学家
忘了一个心中的名字有多难
看一本书走一段路逛一个美术馆
听一首歌过一条河喝一碗酸梅汤

不要人问不要人猜不要人一直管
不需要说不需要听不需要那么忙

tired tired!!!!
arhhhh
just had 2 tests today, really really regretted taking physics.. arhhh.. should have dropped it.. now i just pray not to fail..

GEK 2507 was much better, in fact easier.. jia xiang was saying it's very tricky.. i was like where got? or OMG?? did i fall for all the tricks??? pray harder

aniway said that my blog is a bit not myself.. hmm promised to change the blogskin by this weekend.. lastly..

CSC MAF is coming!!! members come and support!!!



NUS Student's Community Service Club proudly presents,

CSC Mid-Autumn Festival Celebrations 07

Our welfare teams have always planned a mid autumn festival celebration every year, and this year is no exception.

On Friday, 12th Oct 07, we will be having our annual MAF celebrations.
The event starts at 6:15pm, at the Lover's Park Central Forum.
There will be a nominal fee of $1 to help cover the expenses.

There¡¯ll be lanterns, mooncakes, food, games, prizes and much more!
It will be an evening full of fun and excitment! We welcome all of you to come down; bring all your friends along as well! It might not be the most auspicious of dates, but we are sure that's not going to stop anyone.

See you there!! :D

Regards,
Teo Gee Hoe
Volunteer Welfare Director
6th Management Committee
NUS Students' Community Service Club




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hmm looking at some good singer.. haiz.. hopefully singapore will have more english singer who are capable of singing good songs like there!


Leona Lewis at X factor



Jessica Sanchez

ok... hmm.. i hate mugging as usual.. progress are not that good.. die!!! haha

aniway, will try to rush more .

met kevin for lunch on friday afternoon, went to club room with him and met YZ on the way.
Germ joined us and ZQ came for a short while.
left for RVP heads dinner treated by Xiqian! thanks a lot.. it's really cool to see all ex-RVPs chairs and vice chairs again!




then Calvin, ZhenQin, Engkhoon came over to my place for boardgaming!!
congrates to EK being the 1st 4th person that manages to come to my house the 2nd time! break the curse haha

FYI, the 4th person( which was EK this time) has always been changing due to unknow reason, first it's tan ching, bryan, then engkhoon, and lastly chee sing.

ok.. aniway, it was really fun la.. but then hor.. haha they're too experts that i cannot understand of the boardgames they're talking about. hmm.. should go settlers more.

well i'm really bored.. haha
hmm.. well now is a bit of a sensitive period.. dun ask me why.. haha but study is not really productive.. and pple dun come to club room to study animore.. or newbies who tried cannot study sigh..

somehow i wanna join them in library/YIH, but i know haha that i will just doze off..

aniway..
update a bit..

Sunday was Yishun Outing to Central fire station, fort canning and then Ice Cube a@ chomp chomp..
the kids was ok, and some even initiated talking waving hands with u, unlike the usual unappreciative manners.. really really touched..
Went K-ing after that.. ok la.. but was a bit sian that i didn't reach some of the notes i for the song i wanna sing.. haha
was a bit down after the ktv-ing, but due to personal problems, which well i get over with it almost immediately on the ride home.



went for Calvin's birthday surprise on monday, it was really fun.. haha can see him blushed lol, really nice to talk to Zin haha like can bitch with her and crystal lol.. too bad Lingfong wasn't there haha




CSC with the birthday boi


6th MC outside taka



tuesday was befriending which i might treat as #1 shame in my life.. but still it's really really fun, thanks Bin and pub team for doing the cover, please do not release the pic to everyone haha.. thanks Kit and terence and uncle teo for organising the party!

wednesday was tuition and studying.. simple like staying in clubroom with the rest..
how i wish more pple will feel the same way as i do.. aniway i'm going to heed YF advice in 1 thing:P

today was also study cum tuition, but i can no longer resist my urge... i ate New Zealand's natural icecream.. arhh!!! chocolate and vanilla!!!

wow lau.. just watch NTU's Hey gorgeous..

seriously hor.. their standard are so much higher.. my gosh..
not that NUS has no Suai Ge Mei Nu, but just that all those on stage is really not that handsome/choi.. haiz..i think there's still many flaws in the way they search for 校花校草...

but M1 and F3 is really really very high standard man.. haha.. think other teriary will lose out ba..

some interesting mailers i recieved

1. Do not walk behind me, for I may not lead. Do not walk ahead of me, for I may not follow. Do not walk beside me, either; just #$%^ off and leave me alone.

2. The journey of a thousand miles begins with a broken fan belt and a flat tire.

3. It's always darkest before dawn. So if you're going to steal your neighbor's newspaper, that's the time to do it.

4. Don't be irreplaceable; if you can't be replaced, you can't be promoted.

5. No one is listening until you make a mistake.

6. Always remember you're unique, just like everyone else.

7. Never test the depth of the water with both feet.

8. It may be that your sole purpose in life is simply to serve as a warning to others.

9. It is far more impressive when others discover your good qualities without your help.

10. If you think nobody cares if you're alive, try missing a couple of car payments.

11. Before you criticize someone, you should walk a mile in their shoes. That way, when you criticize them, you're a mile away and you have their shoes.

12. If at first you don't succeed, skydiving is not for you.

13. Give a man a fish and he will eat for a day. Teach him how to fish, and he will sit in a boat & drink beer all day.

14. If you lend someone $20, and never see that person again, it was probably worth it.

15. Don't squat with your spurs on.

17. If you drink, don't park; accidents cause people.

18. Some days you are the bug, some days you are the windshield.

19. The quickest way to double your money is to fold it in half and put it back in your pocket.

20. Duct tape is like the force; it has a light side and a dark side, and it holds the universe together.



The good the bad and the ugly


* Good: Your hubby and you agree, no more kids
* Bad: You can't find your birth control pills
* Ugly: Your daughter borrowed them

* Good: Your son studies a lot in his room
* Bad: You find several porn movies hidden there.
* Ugly: You're in them

* Good: Your husband understands fashion
* Bad: He's a cross-dresser
* Ugly: He looks better than you

* Good: Your son's finally maturing
* Bad: He's involved with the woman next door
* Ugly: So are you

* Good: You give the birds and bees talk to your daughter
* Bad: She keeps interrupting
* Ugly: With corrections

* Good: Your wife's not talking to you
* Bad: She wants a divorce
* Ugly: She's a lawyer

* Good: The postman's early
* Bad: He's wearing fatigues and carrying an AK47
* Ugly: You gave him nothing for Christmas

* Good: Your daughter got a new job
* Bad: As a hooker
* Ugly: Your coworkers are her best clients
* Way ugly: She makes more money than you do

* Good: You're son is dating someone new
* Bad: It's another man
* Ugly: He's you're best friend

* Good: You're wife is pregnant.
* Bad: It's triplets
* Ugly: You had a vasectomy five years ago.

arhh.. there's so many movies i wanna watch!!! how... so many things to study.. but i so so so wanna watch movies!!!

arctic tale

no reservation

underdog

hairspray

i now pronounce u chuck and larry

balls of fury

Resident Evil: Extinction

arhhh how how!!

tired!!! haha

hmm did nothing much this week, had attended wedding of Jasper and Kristel!!!!!

it's so so nice and kristel is super beautiful!!!! may they be together always!
the wedding was nicely planned and the food are good! ben's and jerry's icecream during the solemnization was so good.. arhh i want MOREEEEE!!!

lastly they even prepared a few shuttle bus to send pple home to different parts of singapore and one of it is CCK!!! the uncle was really nice to drive me to my door steps... so cool!!!

monday was my 1st RVP head meeting.. guessed i'm a bit boring.. cos rather informative.. the meeting ended in 1hr!!! yea!!! haha.. hopefully i never hypnotize anyone..

now my next step is to source for workshop and also meet up with individual chairs to see their problems!!! JIA YOU!!!

You are The Lovers

Motive, power, and action, arising from Inspiration and Impulse.

The Lovers represents intuition and inspiration. Very often a choice needs to be made.

Originally, this card was called just LOVE. And that's actually more apt than "Lovers." Love follows in this sequence of growth and maturity. And, coming after the Emperor, who is about control, it is a radical change in perspective. LOVE is a force that makes you choose and decide for reasons you often can't understand; it makes you surrender control to a higher power. And that is what this card is all about. Finding something or someone who is so much a part of yourself, so perfectly attuned to you and you to them, that you cannot, dare not resist. This card indicates that the you have or will come across a person, career, challenge or thing that you will fall in love with. You will know instinctively that you must have this, even if it means diverging from your chosen path. No matter the difficulties, without it you will never be complete.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

" i know that i'll confirm stay in here de.. why not let other pple have the chance to be in the comm, so that they can enjoy the friendship and the love i felt too?"

this is really a very meaningful sentence and it shows the spirits of giving..

i was quite stunned when i heard it cos i think i've not been very self sacrificing enough.. i'll learn to be more selfless!!!

sometimes volunteering is not about helping others, it's about helping urself..
not in the sense of undoing all the evil karma u have done..

cos i believe karma is like 'off' and 'extras',army term for off day as reward for doing an excellent job; confined with guard duty punishment for breaking rules respectively..
what ever good u do, does not cancel the extras u have.. u still need to serve the extras, just that u also gets the off, which means u can still go for some 1 free day.

i believe the volunteering is to help u learn more about the society, lending a simple helping hand not becos u pity them, but out of respect.. or out of the wantedness to help haha, dunno what i'm saying..
i just think that, we learn things through them, and among fellow volunteers, and it was all in exchange for 2 short hrs per week.. it's good isn't it?

hmm nothing much to blog abt..
hee.. Jasper and Kristel are getting married soon..
really happy for them
they're my diving frds since 2 yrs ago.. though i stopped diving due to financial problems, they always ask mi out and share their experience with me

it was really fun, we went out to eat, settlers, movies, mahjong haha

and the next event shall be KTV!!!

aniway, dunno how come i just didn't recieve their invitation card and kristel said she mailed me 2 times le.. hoho..
dear mr postman!!! what happened? did the sheep eat up my card??

ahh.. super tired.. lemme see..
sat was LB visit.. i took 197 from Jurong east and dozed off.. lol woke up4 stops after that.. evening i went out with group 4 pple.. when i'm going home.. i dozed off too in 190, woke up interchange instead of 3 stations be4 it to walk home..

sunday, took train to tampines to give tuition.. woke up in pasir ris..
took bus 38 from tamp to bedok for another tuition, woke up in interchange..
went to boonlay for tuition, took the wrong bus and have to make a big loop...

haiz.. tired tired.. but then.. i still wanna go out!!! else life is very very boring!!!

still suffering the mild sore throat and running nose.. but better already
haha.. i really feel like skipping one or 2 of the lectures cos i found it quite a waste of time to go there and unable to understand what the lecturer is talking. sigh..
maybe i should drop the module??

just completed one of my tutorials.. attempting the 2nd one.. but wanna give up.. totally have no leads on how to do.. wat the..can't that make statistics more practical instead of asking things like
if Y,X1,X2,X3 are independent, prove that Y,X1,X2 are independent..
WTFFFFFFF!!!!!

can't they ask things more related like survey methodology??
how big a sample size do u need for stratified sampling with varience and mean = XXX
i think that's more useful lor.. sigh.. i'm too stupid la.

aniway today group 3 celebrated Jason's birthday, i hope he enjoys the surprised.. though i accidentally spoils it.. a bit.. i hope.. dun kill mi... ahh..

fever...sore throat.... headache.. giddiness and lastly lethargic.. is it the effect of a 15-16hrs long elections?

being very tired these few days haha.. missed the 1st lecture today cos of that stupid medicine i took..

aniway, tmw is tan ching's birthday le..

wanna wish him happy 22nd birthday!!!(haha hope u dun forget my birthday again!!!)
aniway, sorrie didn't manage to celebrate ur birthay with the u and the rest, was having lecture!

hope u enjoy today and i believe that ur 22th yr will be as if not more fulfilling than ur 21st yr!!! enjoy!

september 1st 2007 is definitely going to be one of big days in my live..
friends having birthday in that day are in luck, cos i'm going to always take special notice of this day.

yesterday was MC elections and it was very very tiring and yet fulfilling. i learned so much from people, their visions and their dreams and also their passion that i too feel the same way. I surely hope that the top 3 will lead the 6th MC to a greater height and the bonding bet the MC will be so strong that we'll make the previous MC envious it!!!

aniway.. it was really nice to have someone staying near u or going home the same direction, cos the taxi fare for mi to go back alone is freaking ex, plus mid nite.. it's 18 bucks!!!!

finally.. tmw is the big day.. well. i'm facing a tough challenge i know.. but i'll try my best. no matter how is the result, well.. i might feel down for a few day ba.. but after that i'll be back again..

aniway, this week was quite busy for me.. stayed till late in club room to study, went for gaw briefing and help them with stuff..had some very interest, and others very bored lectures.

a few people's birthday has just past and i wanna wish them!!

1) 23rd August, Eugene Teh, 23 yr old: knew him through E3, a freshie from group 1, got to know him better through melvin when we went bras baseh to buy some gaw stuff. then we gotten to know each other quite well and since he stayed in hall for the 1st sem, we went to club room to mug and also went to fong seng a few times. really really nice, crappy guy!!! haha, hope to see him ard more often and not just hi-bye.

2) 30th August, Jesmon, 23 yr old: got to know him through 2005 SOW and we were both freshie in the same group Madagascar.. he was a really pleasant, chatty, gossipy uncle.. haha, yet has a very good sense of fashion! knowing him is simply a blessing and hope that we'll keep in contact even after graduation

3) 31st August, Chee Kiong, Neo, 23 yr old: my secondary 1-4 classmates and we have been constantly keeping in touch for the past 7 yrs after graduation. A really interesting, quiet frd who will always surprise me with his funny actions and speech.
hope he will succeed in pursuing his dreams/

4) 1st Sept, Yun Cai, 24 yr old: first known as denise's BF, know him through E3, introduced by denise, and follow up to GAW.. where he advices us in many things.
YC and Denise were like the nicest pple ard.. haha really like chatting with him, like an elder brother, who always take care of me and give mi advices. though he looks a bit fierce, 1st impression, but he is really a very very nice personality!!! hope u and denise will be together, forever.

5) 1st Sept, Chee Sing, 22 yr old: know his chap through E4, he is a councillor(aka senior) from group 5, really quiet most of the time, but is in fact a very chatty and funny person. just hope he can stay happy always!

tiring!!! arhh... sianz.. went to school today, saw xueli on the buss to CCKMRT, SAW Lixian on the bus to NUS, saw jason and tian lin on the way to science fac!!!
quite nice.. haha saw alice, edwin, yuet ting, sandra, Tan ching and weiqi too!!!

aniway, was really lost during 3236.. ahh... so many proving.. sianz!!!!

well nothing much happens today, but i have to say that megebites cream of mushroom is really good!!! damn.. maybe i should start learning how to cook that too le!!
or maybe just buy campbell??

hmm, went for tuiton today for this sec 1 boy.. was a bit angry for him submitting a 50 words 作文, and not learning his 听写!!! after a 30 mins of nagging, i make him revise for his 听写 and i give him on the spot.. but after 1 hr.. upon explaining and and explaining, pronouncing and pronouncing.. he just refuse to listen.. so i teached again and again and in the end.. the tuition is 3 hr long.. i came at 6.45 and left at 9.45...

wanna cry le..

hmm was browsing you tube, i bet many of you dun watch America's got talent rite??
haha or maybe some of u does and knows who is Bianca Ryan?

but i bet most of yun dunno that Britain has the similiar show called Britain's got Talent and in the show.. i was touched by these 2 people..
a 6 yr old girl, Conny, who sang somewhere over the rainbow..
this is her video


and the winner Paul Potts, who is a mobilephone sales man and he sang Opera in this competition!!! i was really inspired by him and that he makes me believe that everyone has a talent.. i must find my talent too!!!

well, had a very fulfilling friday.. went to club room to help out with LB stuff haha then went to play tennis with Dave and then Yishun SCS!!! and lastly was my favourite chong pang You Tiao!!! and we were very lucky, cos when we came, the auntie just fried it!!!! yea!!! loves the hot and crispy you tiao! too bad cannot eat more.. haha.. control!!!!

heard that geylang You Tiao Da Wang is even better!!!arhhhh i wanna go!!!

aniway, saturday begin with a tuition, quite ok, but i stayed longer as my kid wasn't paying attention, dunno it's to punish him or punish me.. lol
went back to school to take my mp3 player which i left on friday.. careless me..

went over to LB for their session, very fun!! know this very chatty uncle Yeo!!! wow.. he's really very nice!! so surprised at LB's creativity and welfare.. barley drink and pandan cake, creative door gifts and generous goodies bag!!! think i'm a bit too giam to my clementi le!!! must go more welfare haha!!!

went to settlers with ther LB-ers, where we met group 4 pple, ivles, daves, johnson, yiyang, bing chuang and huiqin? haha, was too engross in our game that i didn't notice who was there:P

extended an hour more with Zhen qin and Weijian to play more games.. went home after that.

Sunday was now packed with tuitions, 2 tuitions today as one was posponed to tuesday afternoon!! arhh.. i dun like weekday tuitions!!! and shurks.. the following week all of them having their exams.. need to go twice that week, more money la.. but need to rush ard very tiring lei.. haha

elections coming!!! preparing!!! jia you!!!

LAYER 1 : ON THE OUTSIDE
Name : Jun Qi
Birth Date : 07 Nov
Current Status : Single
Eye Colour : black
Hair Colour : black
Right or lefty : lefty

LAYER 2 : ON THE INSIDE
My Heritage : Somewhere in china?
My Fears : alone
My Weaknesses : lots of them, haha, for now .. jogging? Bb?
My Perfect Pizza : hawallian

LAYER 3 : YESTERDAY, TODAY, TOMORROW
My thoughts first waking up : go back to sleep
My bedtime : ard 1 ba
My most missed memory : secondary school when frds came to my house to play chocobo racing

LAYER 4 : MY PICK
Pepsi or Coke : pepsi
McDonald's or Burger King : BK!! especially their breakfast
Single or grouped dates : single ba
Adidas or Nike : Adidas
Tea or Nestea : none
Chocolate or Vanilla : both!
Cappuccino or Coffee : Coffee
Boys or Girls: duh!

LAYER 5 : DO YOU...
Smoke : no
Curse : at times
Take a shower : always man
Have a crush : had
Think you've been in love : yup
Go to school : yea
Want to get married: yea
Believe in yourself : learning to
Think your a health freak : hmm, never ba

LAYER 6 : IN THE PAST
Drank alcohol : a bit..
Gone to the mall : always man
Been on stage : ya, chinese drama, small role
Eaten sushi : it's nice!!
Dyed your hair : yup, once, golden brown

LAYER 7 : HAVE YOU EVER...
Played a stripping game : hmm, but never get far la.. onli on accessories
Changed who you were to fit in : hmm what does this mean?

LAYER 8 : AGE YOU'RE HOPING...
To be married : 28-30

LAYER 9 : IN A GAL...
Best eye colour : no preference, but dun give me green/purple can le
Best hair colour : dark color, brown or black
Short hair or long hair : depend if it suits the gal

LAYER 10 : WHAT WERE YOU DOING...
A minute ago : typing a birthday msg
Hour ago : typing a election speech
4.5 hours ago : settlers playing board games with Lb-er and zhen qin
1 month ago : outside somewhere
Year ago : should be also preparing election speech.. !!!

LAYER 11 : FINISH THE SENTENCES...
I love: my frds
I feel: lazy
I hate: to stay at home
I hide: earphones.. just bought a new one.. cannot let my mum discover
I miss: the chance of not enjoying life more in sec school
I need: to lose weight!!!

boring day... lecture was as boring as usual.. but i think my dozing off rate is lesser lately.. which was good i think..

aniway went out with lixin, lijie, keemeng, chee sing to Chongpang to try their nasi lemak.. so so ba.. still prefer my tau hui zui and you tiao..

a bit sad that my buddy who came back to overseas finally decide to meet up with me on the last week before he's flying back this sunday... was even more sad when i cannot fit ani slot for him.. hmm... i really wanna meet him.. damn.. should i skip lectures for him.. haiz..

hate u!!!!!


PS: maybe u never noticed i'm gone!! i'm thankful for that, cos i'm gone for GOOD!!!

tuesday.. the day with 8 hr break..
went walk walk a bit with fanny, chip and will, then met kee meng to pass him his text.
went over to meet esmond to play squash.. i find squash is really very very fun!!! i wanna play more!
went for lunch with esmond then i met Lixin, Lijie and Joel at subway for a short chat..
after that lijie and joel and me went to club room to mug.

a bit apologetic today for my naive and inconsiderate actions.. sorry...

aniway went to GEM2901 lecture which was as interesting as usual, then i rush down to Clementi to catch the last few mins of the session.. bid jason bon voyage, had a chat with befrienders, thanks to kit for ensuring that the orientation visit was really good!!!
thanks all my befrienders for the support!!!

damn nice!!! i'm touched!!!

chinese music lover should never miss it.. i cried over this song.. damn..

hmm went to Chong Qing Huo guo at Suntec with Kai, Quan and Sun to celebrated Sun's belated birthday!!! it was quite good, ala-cart and their one time serving.. especially their 炸馒头 was superb la!!! damn.. i wanna eat again!!!

was attacking onli the chicken soup for obvious reasons haha and it was very tasty.. service was quite good and the beef!!!emmmm!!!

aniway, as usual, we bought durian back to quan's place as supper.
first time taking durian into trains.. shurks.. thankfully no one complains..

aniway, played munckins for like 6 hrs till 6am when all of us cannot take it animore..
played again when we woke up at 10am till 12. went for tuition at 4.

met up with ben thong and neo for dinner and carls in vivo.. hmm ok la.. but i still say, serving is too big, food is slightly ex and it gets 腻 after a while.

well went shopping and i saw the sennheiser earphone i've been eyeing to use for jogging.. selling at 79.90.. damn ex la..

the MX75 Sports

saw a very nice adidas shoe bag at 20.90.. was thinking of going back to buy one day

the when i came back to type an email.. dunno is it that the recipient's are too many. i suddenly cannot find my send and attach buttons.. stunned!!!thankfully i remembered the hot-key to it.. else i die!!!

hee.. wasn't at home on thursday hence i didn't blog..
aniway happy birthday to a few new frds
16th Aug: Happy 22nd Birthday to Qing Kai!!! u're really a very funny and high person to be with!! hope can go out talk cock more often

17th Aug: Happy 20th Birthday to Gwen! hyperactive gal who is really good at screaming!! must Jiayou and dun tired urself by all ur committments. pace urself ok?

17th Aug: Happy 22nd Birthday to Gee Hoe!! Charismatic, Mature and intelligent man!CMI! be happy always!

well what i did for the past 2 nights?
thursday i went out with my Mochamelt for badminton outing, participants were brenda, cheryl, esmond, ee-hiang, jenny, Yz and yin ying and also guests from other groups, Gee Hoe and Huitian.It was really fun but too bad i couldn't enjoy it more as i need to rush off for lectures.

after my lectures i went for CSC outreach and then went for AmunRa's outing at Munchie Monkey... Denise and Yuncai showed us many pictures they took in germany .. arhh.. i so wanted to go.. it looks so peaceful!!





Went to esmond's place at KE7 to stay over, ok la.. haha was chatting a bit until i'm really tired that i dozed off..

Had to wake up early cos i had lecture at 8am on friday. after my lecture, went to mat lab with chip and gang and then went to collect my locker lock with will. Went over to club room to surf net followed by a lunch with Keemeng and gang. Celebrated Gee hoe's birthday as well.

Went for outreach, saw a few potential befrienders and was damn happy!! hope they can join! however, left quit left due to outreach and had to take a cab down to Yishun for reading stars!!! arh.. it took daryl, me and huixia 1hr!!! to get there and the cost is 25 bucks!!! damn.. by the time i reached there, it almost ended lor..
but still, seeing the crowd.. i'm really happy for Yishun!!hee.. then i saw some of the potential befrienders i eyed during the outreach there.. sianzz.. hope they'll stay for Yishun and also come for clementi!!

PS: I loves keeping my schedule pack !!!

first day of outreach.. very siong, very siong.. but then i think the potential volunteers seems to increase hee.. and i have to admit that this batch of freshie really have higher standards in terms of look and build hoho.. not just in csc but overall, like what tess said, wow they all like very kua zhang.. all look very jing sheng. lol

aniway outreach for today was just as fun and fulfilling. saw many volunteers who are really interested in befriending.. damn happy.. hope they can stay for the programme!

was seeing that i'm up for some tough competitions are the strong and powerful and talented pple are running for post.. but i will not back down.. despite how low confidence i am.. i dun want to be seen as a coward.. as a man, i have to fight my what i want.. and what i want is to do something for csc, what i want is to make csc a club that many pple will enjoy in staying in.. what i want is to let pple have this sense of belonging to csc and not just to their rvp.. what i want is to let pple feel the love that i feel for the club and enjoy the things i enjoyed in the club..

but now it's how i will do it ba.. haha, cannot all talk and no means..

wat i want??

yea.. i loves it when sem starts.. felt much better and less emo already..

today was really sickening.. late for lecture in the morning and had 8 hrs of break in the middle.. wat the..
thankfully Esmond was kind enough to accompany me.. when to his room chit chat for an hour before leaving to the Deck.. yes.. again.. for lunch.. but this time we went to BK cos i realised we're still in time for Bk breakfast which was super good la.
however, the service there is slow, and they dun serve sausages with the sandwhich, which was rather disappointing.. however, NUS students get 20% off!!! which is really good!!!

saw cal, kendrick, Mayi, Yupei there.
went to Central Library to walk walk, and Esmond wanted to print his notes, well we didn't print in the end as it was too crowded.. saw Mingwei there..

went to YIH CBLC and saw Jooch there doing his FYP! then Jem called to ask mi to help him carry LOVE TUNERS to clubroom!!! i gather ZQ and Mingwei and Yupei who were in the room to help out.. and wow!! this yr's love tuner is damn nice la!!! idot!!!
well come for outreach and u'll get one copy!!!

went to WeiJian to GEM2901 and Chua tin Chui can really talk and talk about his stories, which were rather entertaining lol.saw Jasmine there.

went back to club room. cos i need to get something.. called Xiqian regarding VPIA role's and responsibilities.
Still trying to make up my mind regarding VPIA and VPSP, cos both is just as challenging and interesting. Will call Yiwen tmw to ask about his post's details.

Hmm.. well maybe some will say i'm not suitable for these role, but i wanna challenge myself, dun wanna leave with regrets like GAW and CAN.. at least, i fight for it.. and not just sit down there and regret after the elections.

hmm first day of school!!!! was quite excited that i woke up at 7.30 instead of the set time of 8am..
but then did nothing bathed and then went back to sleep for 15 more mins..

saw Yemin on the bus and we went to S16 together for our first lecture..
however, after sitting in for 15mins.. we realised how come only like 6-7 pple? then i called chip and realised that for this module.. the first lecture is next week.. there's no lecture this week!!! arhhhh!!!

sianz.. we then walked ard before the gals went vivo and i went to club room
went to the deck for lunch with my OG.. haha it was like super super crowded la..
and the OG, due to different schedule, keep on having one come another go.. i was first with Yinyin, Ee-hiang , YZ. then cheryl came, YZ left, then kenny came, YY left.. lol
in the end i went to kenny back to club room..
kenny was super cute la.. on the way back we walked pass the ulu corridor where he was like.. ok no one.. i show u how messy and flat my hair is..
i was like thinking haha u're so funny. bad hair day just bad hair day lor.. guys will still be guys.. however, it's this funny actions he made makes him such a adorable guy that i almost wanna mess up his hair and pinch his face lol

well the rest of the day went on as normal, had my tuition, printed and read my note.. watched campus superstar result show and then chatted on msn..

PS: how come i wanna forget u so much, i still look around hoping to spot u wherever i go?

oh had my tuition today at bedok, quite ok.. but a bit worried for my kid cos she mixed up some a lot of the basic.. stressed!

went over to somerset to meet kai, saw ritchie on the way there, it's been a long time.. about 1 yr since i saw him ba. haha
Kai and I went over to the boardgame shop at Somerset and we bought this card game called munckins.. haha was reading the manual.. sounds quite nice.. can't wait to play with them

we walked ard before going home..
on the way home.. i heard this old song from 93.3 haha.. it's very touching the lyrics.. but the song .. hmm not that strong i felt haha




思念谁

你知不知道 思念一个人的滋味
就像喝一杯冰冷的水 然后用很长很长的时间
一颗一颗流成热泪

你知不知道 寂寞的滋味
寂寞是因为思念谁

你知不知道 痛苦的滋味
痛苦是因为想忘记谁

你知不知道 忘记一个人的滋味
就像欣赏一种残酷的美
然后用很小很小的声音 告诉自己坚强面对

你知不知道 你知不知道 你知不知道寂寞的滋味
寂寞是因为思念谁

how's my day??
hmm today was a bit boring.. more to family i guess..

went out early in the moring for tuition .. then i went over to bishan to visit my ah ma, since there's no LB session this week..

but i was too early so i went J8 walk walk.. damned.. super boring.. asked a few frds out all dun want.. sianz.. i was super bored lor.. haiz..so i went over to my ah ma's place early..

had some chat with my 4th aunt and cousin who stay 2 stories above where my ah-ma stays. then i went over to my ah-ma place and slept in my bro's room.. lol.. guess i shall find some time to install a fan in my room..like to sleep with fan on.

had a simple dinner and took my uncle van back( is it wat u called it, those not as big as a lorry but longer than van with behind open de?) haha aniway loves it as the wind hit my face:P

came back.. did nothing.. watch 超级星光大道2!!! it was quite ok and i have to say that the judges really strict. some singer that were rejected during the top 100 i think sings better than the finalist in project superstar!! Watch 'So You Think You Can Dance 3' too, the latest episodes have many unforgettable dance.. however compared to last season, i think the dance are not as impactful and charismatic as some dancer like Natalie, Donyelle, Travis, Allison , Heidi and Benji.. so a bit disappointing..haha..but still it's 10000000x better than singapore idol lol..

PS: so long never write this.. sigh.. i blocked u in msn.. but then i still keep seeing whether are u online and what ur nick wrote.. silly isn't it?

seriously.. i cannot stand staying at home the whole day.. yes i agree we need some time for ourselves.. but then staying at home the world day makes me feel more tired than going out the whole day man

aniway had my tuition in the evening, then went walk walk abit.. went to zinc to buy a bag.. haha realised my student's Bf worked there and hence i got quite a good discount for a bag.. quite happy!!!

actually i had talks with a few pple, thinking of running for MC post again, as what denise say, no one will vote for mi if i wun even vote for myself, i shall stand strong. now i shall plan for wat post to run for.. hmmm.. actually i wasn't approached by ani of the MC members.. dunno like that is it bu yao lian..

tiring tiring...
i hated staying at home.. for the past hours.. i have did nothing then playing ps games and read chinese stories.. sigh.. i believe other pple might have make use of this time to train up their skills, do things they're good at.. arhh.. i wanna go out!!!!

aniway was listening to atomic kitten , remembered some songs that once touched mi..
here's the lyrics, haha how i hope someone will sing to be or that i will tell someone that this is how i wanna be in ur world


Someone Like Me

Don't let your head rule you heart
Don't let your world be torn apart
Don't keep it all to yourself
Just let all your emotions run free with someone like me
That's the way it should be
Someone like me

I know its hard when you're feeling down
To lift your feet up off the ground
We make mistakes but doesn't everybody
You don't always have to agree with someone like me
That's the way it should be
Someone like me

We know the story so far (what you want and who you are)
What you want and who you are (Free)
Let all your emotions run free
You don't always have to agree
With someone like me
That's the way it should be
Someone like me
Someone like me


If You Come To Me

So long ago
I didn't have a care about me
I didn't know my right from wrong
But now I know
That you've got your love around me
You know it makes me feel so strong
Baby if you turn around
And prove to me its real
Maybe we can work it out
Cos this is how I feel

Do you know when you go when you give it all away
I'll be there for you, care for you
Love you everyday oh baby
And do you feel the same for me?
Everyday you're away
And I feel a little low
I would cry for you, die for you
Just to let you know oh baby
And if you come to me you know I'll make it right

Through out all my life
I never thought I'd have somebody
Someone to call my own
And now I've found
A little bit of heaven baby
A place to call my own

Baby if you turn around
And prove to me its real
Maybe we can work it out
Cos this is how I feel

Baby, don't you know?
You gotta slow down before you know
You gonna brake down and turn around
Before you know, you go and break my heart
When will you learn to be
A little helpful when you think of me
A little careful when you're close to me
Coz baby I loved you from the start


(I love you)

Do you know when you go when you give it all away
I'll be there for you, care for you
Love you everyday oh baby
And do you feel the same for me?
Everyday you're away
And I feel a little low
I would cry for you, die for you
Just to let you know oh baby

And if you come to me you know I'll make it right

tired!!!
ah.. why is CSC pple so super sporty.. hmm i hope i can be like them.. well i tried,
monday morning.. jogging 1 round ard the school.. think it's less than 3 km, but it killing the freaking out of me.. haha the upslopes are as usual the killer!!!
rested for a while before playing basketball.. thankfully this time ard i dun need to run that much.. cos.. everyone is shag!!!! hee.. but still though i dun like basketball that much, but the fun with CSC pple is so much that makes me enjoy the whole session!!

banner painting in the evening.. it was ok ba.. but a bit apologetic to Shiyun, cos she did most of the preparation stuff while i only painted and put up flyers like the rest of the RVP heads, which is not enough cos i volunteered to help in preparing.. sorry...

aniway tuition in the evening was a bit disappointing.. my kid fails to do his homework again and even bluffed his mum that he did it.. scolded him a bit then completed his homwork with him.. a 1.5hr tuition turned 2.15 tuition.. tiring..

ok aniway.. sat was a busy day, tuition in the morning followed by SLP meeting the beneficiary to pass the cheque, a short 1.5 hr of K-ing, E4 qing gong yan at Sakura Orchard and lastly a movie at Lido at reached home at 4am..

well, all of it was fun and interesting.. i'm trying very hard to recover my state.

like what a frd said: ' luke what happened to u? i read ur sms i feel like u're going to commit suicide anytime. you weren't like that when i first know u.'

i was like ya... why? then i went back to read my sms that i first exchanged with that person.. i realised.. everything started off very well, cheerful, funny sms.. then slowly.. when i open up my heart.. things seems to always be on the serious tone, conversation turns serious, sometimes sad.. maybe... if i never open my heart things will be different.. sigh, i swore to myself the last yr that i'll never open and share again.. i'll be back in the mask..which i guess everyone is more comfortable and happy to be with.

but then, underneath the mask, i'm slowly devoured, the sense of hoping someone will understand me, the desire to love and be close with pple i love most dearly, is not happening.. no matter how hard i try to be close, i never seems to do it.. the ice-skating thinggy makes mi realised, that no matter how hard to try, 2 pple with different mindset, different thoughts and attitude will never get together especially if it's one sided..

i will be back.. luke will be gone.. maybe.. i think junqi is much a happier person

tired and busy day

Thursday, went to play bball with CSC pple, but when i reached there, i saw a group of pple (very pro too) playing with some of the CSc guys.. hmm i was like wow, i'm so not-belong-here.. so i just leave the place..
aniway, spent the morning in club room doing nothing.. then went to meet chip, will, fanny and jiemin for K student.

It's fun and the pple are just as crazy as usual. haha but not high enough :p
aniway, it was an enjoyable session cos it's a completely different crowd i'm singing with!

went for tuition at Boonlay before meeting Cal, Qin-er for Overnite settlers at my place.. Sing joined us later and we played a few games till 6am in the morning!!

in the afternoon, me and sing went to me up with Keemeng, ming wei, Lixin, Lijie for Ice skating.. hmm it was, surprisingly, new, fresh, interesting at the start, but boring at the end. think me showing some 'i'm bored' face makes others wanting to leave the place too.. sorry.. but i was a little bit moody towards the end for some personal reason.

aniway, we went to arcade and well it wasn't that nice animore, still due to some personal reason, but i'm glad that the rest enjoyed it ( i hope)
went to yishun, had lotsa fun during the games session and we then went Chompang!! to eat their 豆花 and 豆奶 and some 油条!!! it's really good. should go there more often!!!


ps: i know this is very sudden.. but readers please do not be alarm.. just my thoughts

can't u see?? i loves u!!!i want u to notice me!!!
i want u to like me and wanna be close to me...
i can't go on trying to force myself to do what u like..
sometimes i hope u will initiate to do things with me..
but.. there's nothing i like, i dun even know what i like....
other than u.

ops.. wasn't feeling very well today, practically slept through the afternoon until my alarm clock rang to remind me it's time for befriending..

befriending today is quite fun, finally met the new befriender Benjamin, quite a funny guy haha, but somehow i feels he lack the warm smile that the other social worker has haha.. a bit more to hip hop, funky side

aniway, it was bowling session today and we played bowling at west coast recreation centre.. not bad, loves the screen that always came up with different animations for different type of scores..

i got 85 pt!!! yea and that makes mi the overall winner:P

aniway, i got one sms in the afternoon, which i slept through it and by the time i saw it, was 2 hrs later.. sorry i didn't reply to u.. i know u care, but i just dunno how to tell u. dun worry about me so much,i know u wun, just as long as u treat me as a better frd i'm happy le!!

was listening to a song lijie sent to mi.. hmm.. though i wasn't very touched by it. as in not as touched compared to some fish leong's and 我一直都在, but i still find it very nice!!


对的人

你问在我心中 是否还苦恼
那次受伤 否决了爱的好
谢谢你的关照 我一切都好
一个人 不算困扰

那次流过的泪 让我学习到
如何祝福 如何转身不要
在眼泪体会到 与自己拥抱
爱不是一种需要 是一种对照

虽然爱很美妙 却不能为了寂寞
又陷了泥沼

爱要耐心等待 仔细寻找
感觉很重要
宁可空白了手 等候一次
真心的拥抱
我相信在(这个)世界上 一定会遇到
对的人出现(在眼角)

能愿意为了一份爱付出去多少
然后得到多少并不计较
当我想清楚的时候
我就算已经准备好
放手去爱 海阔天高

arhh!!! my turn to fall sick.. haha delayed genting syndrome, almost all the genting gang fell sick, except laura and lijie.. hoho

aniway, after genting trip, i went to group 3 chalet immediately and chatted, played with them till 6am before going for breakfast, went home with jian chen and slept for 3/4 hrs before going for Yishun SCS... a bit sad that i didn't make it for the night cycling sigh, but the chat with group 4 pple at the coffee shop makes up most of it.

saturday was as usual, after my morning tuition, i came home and expecting to go to my ah ma 's place, but i slept over it..
those who read my msn nick will know, haha that i had a dream, of how i died and things i saw after my death as a spirit and i tried very hard to find all ways to revive, just to see the smile of those i loved dearly..

aniway, sunday was Kris birthday and i dunno it was uniform party.. arhhh.. so paiseh.. sorry kris.. happy 21st..
aniway.. i realised the reason why i didn't see it, is cos of the way i open my envelop.. that i always open from the sidea and that the slip of paper didn't came out along with it.. as the word are facing the outside, when i look in i only see white base that's all haha.. sorry..

went to group 1 outing.. hmm ok la.. the crowd is good, but noticed some coldness from someone lol.. dunno he's tired or what.. aniway, shall not discuss about that.. haha still loves the group!!!

PS: managed not to talk to u for 2 days la.. i think i'm getting along well.. shall jia you

YEA!!!
back from Genting..
it was really an very good trip, first time travelling with frds, other than my diving trips.

there's some very good scenery over there and surprisingly, little things to do.. yet, i enjoyed all the do-able stuff cos i had great company with me.

the temperature there was very low, <15 degrees when we alighted at the terminal, shivering like mad and i'm wearing berms some more.. my teeth chattered when i smile and this siao pple still suggest go outdoor to take photos.. very nearly slapped the bugger who suggested it haha.. but still, i'm glad that i went out.. cos we get to take some very good pictures.









we took a very short nap before getting ready to go down to theme park..
well we were separated into 2 groups, with mingwei, lixin, laura,keemeng went to take the rides while me, hanchuen and lijie went ard shopping.
we met for lunch at kenny rogers and played bummer cars together after that.
the gang went back to play their rides while we went back to hotel, where u saw melvin on the way.

dinner was at kopitiam, which was very disappointing.. similar the macdonalds who had for supper, super bad.. words of advice, those who go genting should eat in the restuarant, where u pay ~15RM more to eat much better food.
well the highlight came after the dinner where we went to the snow world.. everyone went mad.. haha super siao.
was forced to wake up ard 6 plus to watch sunrise.. haha and i was saying that if it's not beautiful, i'll cuss and swear on the spot.. but then the view, after 1/2 hour for waiting, took my breath away.. as wat HC says, u feel that there's still hope in life..there's still something worth looking forward to in it.





aniway, the rest of the days and nite there is normal, but the last meal we had there was at Yun Hua Gong, which is dimsum!!! i think it's quite good and it's not very ex.. a simple meal is around 20 RM.



i missed genting.. but i dunno if i would wanna go back again so soon, dun mind going back for the beds which i find super comfortable and also the food in the restuarant.

PS: i did think of u many times when i'm over there, wat the.. somehow i hope that u could be here and we all can share these memories together