I woke up happy this morning. not the funny type but really happy. happy that it was sunny. happy that good ppl are in my life. happy about breakfast and listening to internet radio. happy to listen to relationship topics on kid's morning show. just weirdly happy today. i wished i could feel this way more often. its wonderful! and most of all...refreshing.

Been going thru some growing lately (thanks to #1, #2, and all my friends) and i realize one big thing: that being myself brings happiness. Being myself without fear of being judge is a hard thing to master. I can see the fruits of this, if only i can master it. Being your true self, brings confidence. Confidence brings the energy and will to do all things. Be it becoming more attractive, ability to go after what you want (job, love, exercising... all aspects of life really). by not pretending to be someone you are not, you are engaging in s/t sustainability in the long run. There is also the comfort of knowing that all that is around you right now is....real. and its simply becuase you are who you are, just the way you are....

now that is fricken amazing.

:D