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I never get tired of this song. I can sing it in my car over and over again. And its great to just sing it at the top of your lungs. Try it!

~ Westlife - If I Let You Go~

day after day
time pass away
and I just can't get you off my mind
nobody knows
I hide it inside
I keep on searching but i can't find

the courage to show
to letting you know
I've never felt so much love before
and once again I'm thinkin' about
takin' the easy way out

but if I let you go
I will never know
what my life would be
holding you close to me
will I ever see
you smiling back at me
oh yeah
how will I know
if I let you go

night after night
I hear myself say
why can't this feeling just fade away
there's no one like you
you speak to my heart
it's such a shame
we're worlds apart

I'm too shy to ask
I'm too proud to lose
but sooner or later I've gotta choose
and once again
I'm thinkin' about
taking the easy way out

but if I let you go
I will never know
what my life would be
holding you close to me
will I ever see
you smiling back at me
oh yeah
how will I know
if I let you go

if I let you go, oh baby

oooh

once again I'm thinkin' about
takin' the easy way out

but if I let you go
I will never know
what my life would be
holding you close to me (close to me)
will I ever see
you smiling back at me
oh yeah
how will I know
if I let you go

but if I let you go
I will never know
(oh baby)

will I ever see
you smiling back at me
oh yeah
How will I know
(how will i know)
if I let you go

As I was driving home in the rain just now…listening to my B2M I realized a few relationships I miss.

I miss my friend, F, the way we were back in the days when it was just pure good and raw fun. Circumstances. I understand.
I miss M, because he doesn’t want to be my friend anymore, I shake my head. Again circumstances.
And I miss R, because he brings a smile to my face whenever I just think of him, never mind seeing him in person. [smile]

I miss life.

I had the greatest time at the Lions game tonite (tight game with a glorious win of 36-20). I must admit live football is so much more captivating than on tv. It was also the perfect game package anyone can ask for. It was so good that I felt bad because I felt like royalty. I got these great tix from work and it included the following:

-Box suite seats (on the centre line, HELLO??)
-Your own lineup for entrance
-Free roast and chicken
-Free food
-Free dessert
-Free BOOZE !!! (and juice, water, whatever you want)
-Free wine not just any wine but “White Truck” wine
-Great strangers as company

It was just like I was at someone’s apartment and I don’t even know how football works! Needless to say that was the best first football game experience for me. Woo Whoo for mail-o-matic and my sweet and wonderful boss!

Pictures to follow :)

I stayed up real late last nite watching "gracie" dvd. I am totally paying of it right now. I am so so tired and I can't even nap after work because I got plans tonite. Any thoughts on how to stay awake? I actually feel like I am getting sick. bad, v.bad...

So its BONUS TIME at clinique!! So of course I brought my regular lotion that i just can't live without and like clock-work, it came with a lovely bonus. got myself new lipstick and eye shadow..ooouuu. Yes, its the little things that excites me. Just thought i would share. there is no real purpose to this post.

Does anyone have Yesterday's (Monday) Province newspaper? I would like the HMV coupon in it. Let me know thanks!

So i have this "friend" named...let's call him Dumb Ass (aka DA). He stupidly attempted to "motivate" by telling me that i don't give it my ALL in relationships and telling me that i don't have any drive in my life. While this maybe true by my standards, it definitely was not to his level. I wonder who ppl think they are when they come out to preach me on how to live my life. althought the intention was good, the delivery was all wrong and instead of helping me, it just pissed me off. I was angry for most of the evening and then this morning i thought to myself...what the fuck do i care about what he thinks? Look at where the advice is coming from. A perverted dumb witt that thinks he knows my life better than me?? and being judgemental and labeling me for someone i am not. i say go fuck yourself.

btw...now that is out of my system. like my new template?