Head splitting...

My head has been very painful since afternoon and it's worsening now. I tried to endure without taking medicine as I am very afraid that I will over rely on medicine... been popping them whenever headache attacks me and my body is starting to get immuned to the medicinal effects. My head feels like it's cracking soon and I have no choice but to turn to medicine again. Just took two Anarex...hopefully it fulfils its task. Its freaking painful...thinking of certain thing is making it even more painful.

Sigh...why is my whole life plagued with headaches... ):

Lucky

Get to know this song yesterday and I went back to search for it. It's v nice, kinda meaningful and soothing too.

Do you hear me? I'm talking to you

Across the water across the deep blue ocean

Under the open sky, oh my, baby I'm trying

Boy I hear you in my dreams

I feel your whisper across the sea

I keep you with me in my heart

You make it easier when life gets hard

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend

Lucky to have been where I have been

Lucky to be coming home again

Ooh ooh ooh

They don't know how long it takes

Waiting for a love like this

Every time we say goodbye

I wish we had one more kiss

I'll wait for you I promise you, I will

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend

Lucky to have been where I have been

Lucky to be coming home again

Lucky we're in love in every way

Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed

I'm seriously tired of acting like this... maybe its time to put an end to things. 

New experiment: Za

Bought a new make up product today from Za! Seen reviews that it helps with oily skin so I decides to give it a try. ^^

The price is less than a third of what I'm currently using so it will be a good buy if its good and doesn't create breakout. This casing is the 15th anniversary packaging and it looks pretty to me ^^ haven't really try the product...hope the color is suitable for me. ><

Since it's a two way foundation, I shall try not to put on my usual liquid foundation.  Shall just use this alone tml and see if its fine. (: I hate it when my face looks like a oil pan near the end of the day.  Or sometimes even before half of the day and my face is already super oily. == Really hope this will help me.

I hate to say this...but I miss.....

Bound by the life you left behind...

I am not the kind of who is expressive with my words but yet there are already thousand and one things running concurrently in my head. There is an old classic song which I like and part of the lyrics will kinda remind me of unhappy memories. 

My Immortals

I'm so tired of being here

Suppressed by all my childish fearsAnd if you have to leaveI wish that you would just leave'Cause your presence still lingers hereAnd it won't leave me aloneThese wounds won't seem to healThis pain is just too realThere's just too much that time cannot eraseWhen you cried I'd wipe away all of your tearsWhen you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fearsAnd I held your hand through all of these yearsBut you still have all of meYou used to captivate meBy your resonating lightNow I'm bound by the life you left behindYour face it haunts my once pleasant dreamsYour voice it chased away all the sanity in meThese wounds won't seem to healThis pain is just too realThere's just too much that time cannot eraseWhen you cried I'd wipe away all of your tearsWhen you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fearsAnd I held your hand through all of these yearsBut you still have all of meI've tried so hard to tell myself that you're goneBut though you're still with meI've been alone all alongWhen you cried I'd wipe away all of your tearsWhen you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fearsAnd I held your hand through all of these yearsBut you still have all of me...All of me...All of me...All...

Bee doo Bee doo Bee doo Bee doo...

Belloooooooo!!!

Hahaha went to watch Despicable Me 2 today and it totally rocks! Super nice and the minions are super adorable!! They are so funny and cheerful and I have been laughing throughout the show. I want a minion as a fren!! Or a fren who is as vibrant as them ^^

I love you minions!!

Current thought: Me want banana (also know as I am hungry!! >.<)

I love you :'(

I am a bastard owner...

I didn't give my full attention to Miu Miu and now I even have phobia facing her. As her age is catching up on her...her body starts to fail her. As her owner, I should have taken good care of her especially during times like this but I really can't. Just now, I gather my courage to take a look at her and my heart was aching badly. One of the leg seems to be crippled, her eye developed infection and there were several bald portions on her body.  I hate to see her like this... I really hate to see her walking like this... When she fell, it seems so tedious for her to get back on her feet. Despite her one legged condition, she continues to perform dangerous stunts...I feel like scolding her but HELLO...would she even understand what I am saying? I carried it in my hand and I can feel that she is so thin now... Back then, she will attempt to bite...but...she seems to even loses her strength to bite any more. I am a freaking coward...I don't dare to face her current situation now...I refuse to own up to the fact that her days are nearing... I'm already used to having her at the part of our house and I'm already used to hearing all her biting and digging sound especially in the middle of the night... Most importantly...she is part of the family.

Ever since I bought her, my mum is the one who took care of her most. I was always home late and I failed as an owner and now I don't even have the courage to see her suffer like this everyday but I am very worried that one day I will have to hear from my mum or to discover by myself someday that she is "gone".

Forgive me Miu Miu... I am still praying that miracle will happen one day... 我希望你能康复。I love you. :'(

Supernatural power

I am the kind of person who will have millions of thoughts but always failed to express them out. I wished I had the mind reading power so that I can read people's mind. However, I'm also worried at the same time that I will get to know the hurtful truth. May I be bestowed with the power to just read the mind of selected few? (:

Post leave blues...

Been on leave since last wed and I can't believe that I have to go back to the office tomorrow already. It's like falling from heaven to hell. T.T

Actually, I have already started to work from home today.  Should have requested to telecommute today than to apply leave... Damn...I made the wrong move.

Have been staying up late for the past few nights and I just can't seem to get to sleep now and no more sleeping till late morning already...OMG! I want my sleep!!! I don't wanna squeeze in the train like a tuna. Aww...I hate the tedious journey to work ):