A pic speaks a thousand words...

Supper is back again...

If I can be bestowed with a special ability from god...I would like to choose mind reading and you are definitely the first one that I will try out my ability on. I'm curious...about your thinking...I really am. Never fails to leave me with a big question mark in my head and never fails to spoil my mood. Just when I thought I'm seeing a glimpse of rainbow, the downpour is here again. Just when is this downpour going to end again? I would like to have a taste of being a robot too...no feelings, no worries and no sickness. Sounds great? I guess so. Kicked off the habit of eating supper since sickness period but my supper symptom came back again today... It was extremely terrible... Mashed potatoes with margarine haha really fat die me already. I hate the way my appetite is dominated by my emotions sometimes. :(

D&D 2012...B'day celebration...

Went to the Dinner and Dance on Friday night and it was alright. Not exactly very fun but still alright I guess. Going to events like these is always a big headache to me... Dolling up is not easy at all! At least for a girl/woman...

First of all, you have to choose the attire that you are gonna wear for the event... Trust me, the rental of special attire ain't cheap at all!! It burnt a big hole in my pocket :(

Secondly, you have to make sure that you have the right shoe to go along with your clothing! In this case, I bought a pair of black heels to go along with it. :(

Thirdly, you have to think of the kind of make up you want for the event. This is the biggest headache to me actually. First of all, my daily makeup only consist of two items: concealer and loose powder. I don't really put on eyeliner, mascara and fake eyelashes etc... I didn't want to put on very thick and exaggerating makeup so I only put on thin and simple eyeliner. I was very cautious when I putting on my makeup but the weather nowadays is driving me nuts!! It's damn hot and you get to sweat VERY easily. =.=" Nevertheless, I managed to do it! :)

Last but not least, you have to decide on the kind of hairstyle that you want to go along with overall look. I was playing around with my hair and doing several 'experiments'... Initially, I tried to use my hair straightener to curl my hair but it's useless... My hair just don't curl up at all and I gave up halfway as it's only doing harm to my hair texture. >.< Following that, I tried to have two plaits appearance. It seems alright but I don't have the right kind of hair bands to tie it. :( Due to time constraint and limited resources, I GAVE UP. I showed up in my normal hair look (which looked kind of 'chui' due to the hair straightener>.<)

Initially, we were quite worried that our dressing will be too exaggerating but we are just fine...... There are several people who are even more daring and sporting than us I would say. Throughout the whole event, I like the part whereby the performer Lydia Sum came out. She was damn good at creating the atmosphere and she seems to have the natural talent to be a comedian. It was literally LMAO when she "perform". I really admire her talent!! ^^

It was sort of a birthday celebration yesterday for us (Shuqi, Hwee Sian and me). Thank you guys. There were a few hiccups here and there but luckily the day ended on a happy note. As for Ricky Sim, I know you were trying to be innovative and to make it more interesting for us. It was kind of contradicting actually yesterday as I really appreciate what you have done but yet you reminded me that you have lied to us! Lol. Haha but nevertheless, arigato Mr. Sim ^^ By the way, for people who are reading this post right now...please do not be scared of the fonts that you are gonna see below......it's actually dedicated for one person only:

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THANK YOU CUCU CHEN!!! OMG!!! HAHA IT'S REALLY BEEN A TREMENDOUSLY LONG PERIOD OF TIME SINCE I HAD RECEIVED A HANDMADE CARD FROM MY FRIEND... I AM SO HAPPY THAT YOU REALLY MADE ONE FOR ME!! IT'S REALLY DAMN NICE! FULLY PACKED WITH MEMORIES TOO... ONE OF THE SPECIAL GIFT I HAVE RECEIVED SO FAR...YOU REMEMBERED WHAT I SAID, 谢谢你! HAHA I SHALL WAIT FOR MY 'BALD' BOYFRIEND TO APPEAR NOW LOL ^^

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On a side note...I wonder if anyone else have the same feeling as me... It's like...the same piece of happiness always comes and goes away in a flash of light...and you are really afraid of losing that happiness that you have. Wondering will it ever comes back again. I never ever wanna lose it but yet I am unable to grab hold of it...... Sounds ironic indeed.

徐婕兒-沒有你的每一天...Nice... :)

My first singing lesson~

My colleague helped us to buy groupons for a 4 hours singing lesson at Ark Music. It's split into two lesson and we have just attended our first lesson on Mon. We were quite shocked actually because we thought we are the only students in that lesson until we realized that it's a total of 12 people for that day. Consider it as a warm up or a "scary" exercise, the very first thing that we were told to do is a self-introduction. Sounds easy right? No~~~ The self introduction includes introducing your name, why are you here for this session and sing a few lines of your favorite song in front of the whole class!! We were like "OMG" and one of my colleagues thought of running off. Lol... Everyone of us started to panick and to search for the lyrics using our phones. I have a deeper impression of the first two ladies who sang as they sang beautifully! They make me wonder why are they here for the lesson. Then there were a few who had stage frights and were unable to sing at their usual standards I think. The instructor will give some comments after each of us sing. I was terribly nervous as my hands went cold and I was still hesistating on which song to choose and which part of it to sing. After much consideration, I chose 倒带 by Jolin Tsai. It's a song that I will definitely sing on every karaoke sessions. To prevent from creating a scene of myself, I chose to sing the first verse (which I think is safer). I was amazed by one of my colleagues who actually chose to sing a Japanese song from Ayumi Hamasaki... Finally it's my turn, I was trying my best to remain composed. This is the only time which I feel that short sightedness is a quality actually (as I am unable to see the faces of the "audiences" clearly). I was so happy that the instructor didn't give any negative feedback and she said that it's quite nice. Maybe that's because I chose the safest part to sing. :) After the self-introduction session, the instructor went on to elaborate on some of the basic things to know in order to sing. My colleagues and I were quite familiar with most of the pointers as we had some musical background (e.g. Concert band, Chinese orchestra and Choir). It's was a new experience after all. For the next session, we are supposed to choose one of the songs to sing in front of the class. The options given include: 1) 分手快乐，2) 十年, 3) Love me and one more song which I had forgotten the name of jy. I'm definitely gonna choose the first one. Hopefully my voice won't crack >< I have the strong urge to shout out to you... I really miss you.

A very long post :)

Didn't really blog recently...shall do a long post about the random things that happened recently!

Previously on one of the Saturday, I went out to shop with my friend in town and we ATE a lot.. I tend to have a negative physical syndrome of being very lethargic after over-indulging in food. I am used to it already BUT, something unfortunate happened on that night... I bumped into my ex!! My eyes were half-closed while waiting for the bus and I happened to see someone familiar... To my astonishment, that person said HI to me before I started to realize who he is... I felt damn awkward and we had a small chat though. My mind kept repeating the same line within me: "Please do not ask me that question...please..." and BOOM! The question popped up from him: "Do you have a boyfriend now?" I can only remain composed and replied: "No... currently no." Just when the I thought I saw a glimpse of light as I see his bus approaching...he told me: "I have already moved house." I was like: "Oh...I see...so which bus are you going take?" He replied: "The same bus as you...I moved to the area near your house." OMG!!! I am not being hostile or what but I find quite awkward to bump into ex and you do not really know what to say. Hopefully I am not going to see him so soon again >.<

I just finished watching an anime recently and I find that anime AWESOME! The very anime when I was deeply attracted is Slam Dunk. I still find it a very nice one though. I like anime with a good story plot, action and good sense of humor. I came upon this anime as I saw these small figurines...they are cute! :)

I only managed to get the two in black circles...I wish to collect all 5...especially the one is red circle!! ^^

The anime is called: "A No Exorcist".

I am so sad that I finished it so fast as it is a relatively short anime of only 25 episodes. I am looking forward to a sequel or a theater version ^^ I think the 1st opening song is quite nice too. 

I just did something amazing recently... To many people it may be very simple task but it's an accomplishment to me! I actually managed to ride from the Burger King at East Coast Park to Changi Village and back from Changi Village to the Burger King. According to my colleague, the total distance amount to 38 km. AMAZING isn't it?? There are a lot of times when I thought to myself that I should just give up... However, I didn't. Among the colleagues who cycled, I am the youngest. Ironically, I am also one of the slower one too. To someone who hardly even exercise, this is hell of a experience. My lower part of body was aching like hell (although it is still aching now) and it is really quite dark! Luckily a few of my guy colleagues still bother to keep a lookout for us. As a common "public" knowledge, I have serious shortsightedness and I can't really see anything clear in front of me. On the return journey, I was totally exhausted and I almost missed sight of a huge truck in front of me!! I did a very sudden brake and I can feel my back side jumped up a little bit and I almost fell. >.< When we finally reached the Burger King back at 12.10 am, my lower body already feels like it does not belongs to me at all. I am unable to walk properly and I am extremely thirsty. We sat and rest till nearly 1 am to wait for the return of two of my colleagues. One of them fell down and luckily she had the companion of her boyfriend. According to her boyfriend, she breakdown actually. Thankfully, she had someone to protect her and to be dependent on at that moment. :) They seemed extremely hungry and ordered BK food to eat immediately upon their return. Thanks to our Uncle Heng, we managed to get a ride home in his car while the remaining ones left earlier in another colleague's car. I reached home at nearly 2 am slept at close to 3 am. My body is still aching like hell even up till NOW! This is definitely the symptom called: "Extreme-lacked-of-exercise". I even had to use Salonpas >.< I need to exercise more indeed...

This is the photo that we took before the straining journey begin:

Everyone are still looking fine :)

This is the photo that we took when we reached Changi Village:

Thankfully we are still looking alive in this photo :) This picture is misleading actually... I did not sat in that position actually... It was only for photo taking purpose only. My colleagues teased me of drinking that Heineken Beer in front of me...when I only drank 100 Plus. I am innocent!!^^ While cycling, I realized that our own KOG clique hardly had a bonding activity nowadays. May be we should have one soon but definitely not too scary activities like paintball for me... I am scared of it. >.<

Cheers! :)

Feeling sick now... Throat is hurting so badly... I can't really talk well. Its a bad thing to be sick in the office... As you may face sarcasm instead of real concern. I was on two days leaves on last week and I finish the urgent ones before I went on leave. I didnt leave any work for others to cover me... I can see that one of my boss didn't really wanna ask me abt my condition but nevertheless, she asked... "Huh...Are you sick AGAIN?" I rmb the last time I was sick, it was after the genting trip and that's it. I rather she never asked at all. People go on leave for many days... Small issue... I go on leave... For two days only... People think too much of it. My colleague say maybe one of my boss thought that I went for interview... I wish I could do it too. While I was struggling in the train in the morning...I thought of smth daring... Which is to tender now and apply for bank loan for uni! Haha... I was amazed by my courage for that moment and then it disappeared. Back to square one. I'm tired of being an "adult" ... At times like these, I just wanna whine and be loved like a child... Can I? Im sick and tired of being the" adult "instead of the children in the family. I'm Just a girl after all...

Off to the Zoo!!! :DD

We are off to the Zoo today!! Haha it's been like many years ago since I last went to the Zoo. It's quite fun despite the rainy weather but... I must admit that I am really exhausted from the trip today. My body was protesting while I was eating Botak Jones just now >.< I'm in need of a good break like SERIOUSLY. I miss the Genting trip the other time when I can totally ignore about working and just wake up the next morning to PLAY! After all, I'm still a kid at heart although I might behave like a workaholic at times. This is definitely forced by situation ^^ By the way, the trip to the zoo is considered a relatively successful one with thanks to MS. Tan Jin Xiang...who is quite familiarised with the zoo (despite some moments of lost of directions >=)). Shuqi brought Xiao Jun Hao along and I must say that she is really a nice and responsible sister ^^ I have attached some of the photos taken :)



On a personal note:

I didn't know that being nice to a friend can make a friend that uncomfortable. I just wanted you to be happy :) I don't know why...but I am sorry if you don't like it. You don't have to say that kind of words in front of me anymore... I understand it now. Just want to let you know that I really treasure our friendship...

What will you do if you 'lost' your ability to speak up?

Let the pic do the talking ^^v

我可能不會愛你

I have been watching a few of taiwan dramas recently like...小資女孩向前衝... 醉後決定愛上你... They are relatively nice... but... I'm just more attracted to the current one that I am watching... 我可能不會愛你. It's not that its nicer than the other two... but... I am just strangely attracted to it. I feel attached to the story plot ba... maybe its different? Maybe... I don't know too...

Suddenly I miss watching Windstruck too... A nice show :)