Seems like my blog has been dead for quite a while... Time to revive it a little!
Lately I have been a glutton...in layman term wise...I mean a PIG. Hahah I gained like 14 kgs since oct last year...can you imagine?? Hahah seriously I don't know what happened... It may be stress? I don't know... or maybe back then I was deprived of carbo for quite a period of time so I'm on a path of revenge...
Gaining weight is a real tiring and depressed fact when you realised that you can no longer fit in your clothing and it's just freaking hard to get new ones too... Although some nice friends will tell you that it's alright...it's still quite obvious that most human are judgemental based on appearance. But well...it's human nature... as I can't help judging myself too. Trying to go to gym at least once a week... I need to slim down by June >.< but I totally show no signs of
losing. Just pure gaining. xD Ok lah...maybe I can break the tradition and just be a fat bridesmaid. :P Carbo is just too irresistible...
I was playing around with my phone just now and I really understand why people like to take selfie and play around with the editing effects... Because it gives us slight sense of hope or perhaps...illusion ^^
Reason Behind......
My fav song right now...
Monday, April 13, 2015
Saturday, October 18, 2014
Random post for the #^÷^^÷^#^@^@/@^#&÷ times
Hahah its time for my random posting again. Here I am...lazing on my bed after a tiring day of accompanying my mum and nephew out to Orchard to shop. Unfortunately (and can also be fortunately), I didn't managed to shop for any clothing for myself so it's still considered as part of saving money. However...I did spent quite a bit on the food and transportation portion. >< Nevertheless, I still enjoyed myself bringing my family out. ^^
Yesterday was an eventful day, I was emotionally exhausted. But luckily I met up with a group of friends to sing karaoke right after my work end. Thank god man. The moment I see them and
the microphone, I'm relieved and the lame-ness in me was released to play too. (:
Actually recently is considered quite happening for me. I tried out "The Apartment" with my colleagues, patronised the Minds Cafe with Cucuchen, Budi and the new friend that's introduced to us, surprised my colleague on her actual birthday and etc... I'm just glad to be able to see 'warm' faces. I'm thankful for that. (:
I'm about to have my major transition soon in two more weeks...if I say that I ain't nervous at all, that's plain bullshit. Definitely I'm worried if I'm able to meet the new set of expectations or not but since I have already decided on it...I shall just go along with it then.既然已经无路可退, 那也只好硬着头皮上了 ^^
Recently, I started to have a conclusion about myself. I think I may have already learnt on how to let go of that someone. Well done Ms. Quek. Hahah a self praise to myself. Maybe I'm starting to learn on how to treat myself better already. ((:
A selfie of a rugged hair me to end this post ^^
Yesterday was an eventful day, I was emotionally exhausted. But luckily I met up with a group of friends to sing karaoke right after my work end. Thank god man. The moment I see them and
the microphone, I'm relieved and the lame-ness in me was released to play too. (:
Actually recently is considered quite happening for me. I tried out "The Apartment" with my colleagues, patronised the Minds Cafe with Cucuchen, Budi and the new friend that's introduced to us, surprised my colleague on her actual birthday and etc... I'm just glad to be able to see 'warm' faces. I'm thankful for that. (:
I'm about to have my major transition soon in two more weeks...if I say that I ain't nervous at all, that's plain bullshit. Definitely I'm worried if I'm able to meet the new set of expectations or not but since I have already decided on it...I shall just go along with it then.既然已经无路可退, 那也只好硬着头皮上了 ^^
Recently, I started to have a conclusion about myself. I think I may have already learnt on how to let go of that someone. Well done Ms. Quek. Hahah a self praise to myself. Maybe I'm starting to learn on how to treat myself better already. ((:
A selfie of a rugged hair me to end this post ^^
To people who are still reading my blog after sooooo long, stay happy always (:
Sunday, September 14, 2014
Just a long train of thoughts (:
Am on my way home now after steamboat and late night mahjong... It's been a long time since my last attempt to go home at such timing. Have been a good girl for quite some time and it's a relief to have a late night out. A sudden thought to update my blog since it have been such a long time...
My usual life on a weekday is just revolving around work and home. Sounds boring? Yes TOTALLY! Have been wanting a change to my usual routine but seems like it ain't that easy.
Met up for dinner gathering for catch up with the KOG clique and on the actual day of the Mid Autumn festival, we also had a mini lantern gathering. It's nice to catch up with the clique and to not waste the annual chance of playing with candles and lantern. Thank God we did it ultimately! ^^
Recently I have also get to know that the buddy that I get to know from childhood have also get engaged. Congrats to you my dear! 恩恩爱爱到永远哟;)
It's hard to ignore the fact that people around my age are starting to get attached and married. The worst fact to add on is that I'm the only one left among my closer girl friends who have yet to get attached. Some people even have the wrong assumption that I'm a picky person. Nooooooo...I'm not. I'm just a simple woman who wants someone to love and dote on her too. ^^ But it seems like my "fate" is still very far from me. @#$/^&*@$$/& Where are you my dear??? Hahah ok I sound like a total lunatic who's ranting in the middle of the night. If anyone of you who is still reading my blog, 不好意思失礼了。但如果你有任何人要介绍的话, 请联络我哟! ^^ LOL! I know that I ain't perfect and I have a lot of flaws but I do have my plus points too. :))
Seems like I'm really a night owl...I can only voice out my feelings like the water tap flow at such unearthly hours.
Oh yea...I'm having a change of job in Nov... Been there for understudy for two days (and another three more days to go in Oct) and I start to think that I may have made the wrong decision. But never mind...if it really sucks then I shall try to stay for at least a year before I move on. 加油郭美美! But if worse comes to worst, then I may have to look for another job even before one year already. Most important is that I need to keep the income flowing in to support myself and the family. Guess that's the fact that I have realised since ages ago (though I wish to play a little immature at times if I can). My bosses have been blaming me for abandoning the team at such timing but come on...there's no best time to leave. You guys will not even remember me as time passes by. Cruel but true (and it is also a personal note to myself).
As time passes by, people around me gets lesser and lesser. But I'm still glad that there are precious ones to me. 人还真是得知足才会长乐啊! ^^ For people who I'm still meeting up with and talk to...just wanted to say that I really treasure you guys and I hope that everyone's happy and well.(:
Last but not least, I wish for my family to be happy and well too. Although sometimes they do drive me crazy, but I really do love them a lot. (:
Ok I think I have been a little too long winded for this post. Time to shut off my mind. (: Looking forward to the chalet if it's still on ;)
My usual life on a weekday is just revolving around work and home. Sounds boring? Yes TOTALLY! Have been wanting a change to my usual routine but seems like it ain't that easy.
Met up for dinner gathering for catch up with the KOG clique and on the actual day of the Mid Autumn festival, we also had a mini lantern gathering. It's nice to catch up with the clique and to not waste the annual chance of playing with candles and lantern. Thank God we did it ultimately! ^^
Recently I have also get to know that the buddy that I get to know from childhood have also get engaged. Congrats to you my dear! 恩恩爱爱到永远哟;)
It's hard to ignore the fact that people around my age are starting to get attached and married. The worst fact to add on is that I'm the only one left among my closer girl friends who have yet to get attached. Some people even have the wrong assumption that I'm a picky person. Nooooooo...I'm not. I'm just a simple woman who wants someone to love and dote on her too. ^^ But it seems like my "fate" is still very far from me. @#$/^&*@$$/& Where are you my dear??? Hahah ok I sound like a total lunatic who's ranting in the middle of the night. If anyone of you who is still reading my blog, 不好意思失礼了。但如果你有任何人要介绍的话, 请联络我哟! ^^ LOL! I know that I ain't perfect and I have a lot of flaws but I do have my plus points too. :))
Seems like I'm really a night owl...I can only voice out my feelings like the water tap flow at such unearthly hours.
Oh yea...I'm having a change of job in Nov... Been there for understudy for two days (and another three more days to go in Oct) and I start to think that I may have made the wrong decision. But never mind...if it really sucks then I shall try to stay for at least a year before I move on. 加油郭美美! But if worse comes to worst, then I may have to look for another job even before one year already. Most important is that I need to keep the income flowing in to support myself and the family. Guess that's the fact that I have realised since ages ago (though I wish to play a little immature at times if I can). My bosses have been blaming me for abandoning the team at such timing but come on...there's no best time to leave. You guys will not even remember me as time passes by. Cruel but true (and it is also a personal note to myself).
As time passes by, people around me gets lesser and lesser. But I'm still glad that there are precious ones to me. 人还真是得知足才会长乐啊! ^^ For people who I'm still meeting up with and talk to...just wanted to say that I really treasure you guys and I hope that everyone's happy and well.(:
Last but not least, I wish for my family to be happy and well too. Although sometimes they do drive me crazy, but I really do love them a lot. (:
Ok I think I have been a little too long winded for this post. Time to shut off my mind. (: Looking forward to the chalet if it's still on ;)
Monday, April 21, 2014
我需要维他命M!
生病了好几天。。。真的好辛苦。
整个人就像是个没有精力的阿婆一样, 喘不上起了。
天啊请赐我早点复原的能力吧!
我已经开始害怕看到药物了。
又到了要和周公约会的时候了, 希望他会理睬我。
Ps. 我在搜寻新歌的时候, 听到了郁可维的"最爱的人"。对这首歌的第一个印象还不错。听着听着却让我想起了你。果然, 你还是占据了我心中的某一个角落。可是就像歌曲一样, 你已把我当陌生人了。哈哈想起来还真是心寒啊。XD
整个人就像是个没有精力的阿婆一样, 喘不上起了。
天啊请赐我早点复原的能力吧!
我已经开始害怕看到药物了。
又到了要和周公约会的时候了, 希望他会理睬我。
Ps. 我在搜寻新歌的时候, 听到了郁可维的"最爱的人"。对这首歌的第一个印象还不错。听着听着却让我想起了你。果然, 你还是占据了我心中的某一个角落。可是就像歌曲一样, 你已把我当陌生人了。哈哈想起来还真是心寒啊。XD
Tuesday, March 18, 2014
请赐予我新的工作吧! ^^
要踏出第一步真的好困难。。。但自少尝试过了。
最近的我真的是好累哦。
但尽管身躯已经累得要死, 我到了夜里就是睡不着。
失眠是我长期以来的"好朋友", 但我还真的是巴不得想跟他决交啊。
人们常说日有所思, 夜有所梦。但是我真的已经尽力了, 为什么还让我无端端的梦到你呢?!
天啊, 饶了我吧, 我不想再作恶梦了。@@
最近我得到了通知, 我升职了。如果我说我一点都不开心, 那肯定是骗人的。但是。。。我的心情真的好复杂喔。其实公司里的职务早已不再吸引我。公司里的人际关系也有点复杂。我似乎真的再业找不到留在那里的原动力了。天啊, 请赐予我新的工作吧! (:
最近的我真的是好累哦。
但尽管身躯已经累得要死, 我到了夜里就是睡不着。
失眠是我长期以来的"好朋友", 但我还真的是巴不得想跟他决交啊。
人们常说日有所思, 夜有所梦。但是我真的已经尽力了, 为什么还让我无端端的梦到你呢?!
天啊, 饶了我吧, 我不想再作恶梦了。@@
最近我得到了通知, 我升职了。如果我说我一点都不开心, 那肯定是骗人的。但是。。。我的心情真的好复杂喔。其实公司里的职务早已不再吸引我。公司里的人际关系也有点复杂。我似乎真的再业找不到留在那里的原动力了。天啊, 请赐予我新的工作吧! (:
Wednesday, December 25, 2013
Merry Xmas 2013!
TADA! My X'mas pressies for this year!
May everyone enjoy their Xmas celebration and look forward to the next year with positivity! ^^
Ending this post with a photo with my bff Ms. CUCUCHEN and the KOG clique!
Sunday, November 10, 2013
堆积着无形中的难过
今晚, 我的眼泪一直在眼里打转着。。。
心里一直传来阵阵的刺痛。。。
我到底做错了什么?
尽管我是多么希望找个人哭述。。。我还是忍住了。
父母问我到底是怎么回事了, 我答不出。
其实我很想抱着我的父母大哭一场但是我又担心他们会担心。
最终我只能独自回到房里默默的哭泣。。。
我很累, 我真的很累。。。
不管是心灵上还是躯体上, 我都已经见底了。也许是有联系的吧, 我的病况看了几次医生也没有好转。。。
当年曾经陪伴着我哭泣的人也已经不在了。。。
我用真心对待我身边的人难道是错的吗?
无论我发问几次, 我还是结论。。。也也许是在逃避吧。
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