i've got a new laptop!

and i'm playing guild wars. really good game.

not much new music, except rediscovering florence and the machine. and, if i can say so, florence is my spirit animal. if i create music, i hope i can be as good as her. or at least share her spirit.

army is wrapping up, just three more months to go. yesterday a couple of people were complaining about the exact same things that my batch was complaining about, just three months late. well, we're officially super old birds (lao jiao) and they're new old birds. haha. it's things like these that mark certain changes in your life. what am i going to do after ORD? my tuition isn't really going anywhere yet, sigh. and it's been a month and countless resumes and applications later. need to check back with them again.

i'm on off today.

the unit's cycle has repeated itself. which allows me to arrive at the conclusion that in the span of one year, they haven't really progressed. which is sad, because CCM is not bad of a leader.

um. okay back to the game. =) cya peeps.

The Epitaph of Timothy

Here lies Timothy, possessor of childlike clarity and curiosity tempered with intellectual sophistication. Throughout his life, Timothy has strived for and achieved the highest form of truth: the personal one, the one that does not hide or cover up the child that he was and is, and neither has he lost his immature sense of wonderment. To all adults and grownups out there, listen and hear this: for it may be dangerous in this practical, destructive world to cast your gaze to the sky while ignoring the chaos on the ground below, the magnetism of flight is truly worth it; to see things from a point of view that you have never tried to or dared to, and while taking into account the complexity of things, never fail to prize the dreams and happy emotions that matter and make life worth living. Extremely worth living.

it's a cool lightly breezy night. i'm drifting in the sounds of Jo Hamilton. i can't wait when i get my new speakers. as of now, i haven't bought them yet, but i'm deciding on the Bose 301 bookcase ones, although they're on hindsight really really big. i don't know where to put them, maybe on my bookcase, maybe on the desk, or mounted on the wall. they're expensive though. i haven't told dad that i'll be paying for at least half of the cost of the speakers.

i feel like settling for the Bose Companion 5 ones which have a subwoofer/base module thingy, but since they're already 700 bucks, why not spend another 300 to get my dream speakers? i don't mind paying for they're investments. besides, if i move out, i can definitely bring them over to the new house. they're "portable", in a sense. not like those in-built ones.

hmm yeah Jo Hamilton. i've been thinking of attending her concert, but i'm already going for the Sigur Ros one which is in November and costed me 101 dollars. her concert is 68 dollars but i just got introduced to her music and i much prefer her album versions as compared to some of the versions that i've heard online, which are done really sparely and she uses the AirPiano, which sounds fantastic but her songs don't really go with it. but maybe i'm just not used to the sound of her voice + the AirPiano.

Jo Hamilton + Bose 301 = pure heaven.

rare opportunity to publish something...

it's 4.30am. watching the finals of euro 2012, spain versus italy.

it's 2nd july. SAF day is over. made new friends. joel, casey, pavi, jun rong, isma, darren.

see you later. it's dad's birthday. watching spiderman in 3D later at 3pm and koko geng is going to enjoy her first time watching things pop out at her from the screen XD

oh so apparently it's been 5 days since my last post. it doesn't feel that long though.

this is gonna be a short one because i'm feeling tired and lethargic. i hardly get lethargy. i just can't sleep as well as i used to, which is a blessing, mostly.

um, i'm reading The Elegance of the Hedgehog by Muriel Barbery, and i haven't finished the book, but i've already ordered another one from her. she's really good. and French. but mostly good, because being French isn't the point.

and i've been thinking if i should write these posts out on actual paper instead of typing it out because then it feels more authentic. i have to get a really nice journal diary thing though. something rustic and, that Japanese word as Renee calls it.

i had this scary thought that i'm addicted to Diablo 3. which i probably am. so i am going to cut down on thinking about it. and thinking about it in a medicinal, remedial way. i'm not sure how hard it's going to be, but i must wean myself back to a healthy level of enjoyment in Diablo and not excessive addiction.

glad that thought's out.

okay.

a change in blogskin will be due soon.

hmmm well it's the afternoon and i'm going to move out at about 3.45pm for platoon cohesion. i've got something to say about long weekends, especially if you need to go to work in the middle of the last day of the long weekend, which is that the phenomenon tends to leave you unprepared and feeling abit homesick. hmm maybe this doesn't apply to normal 8-5 workdays, but i do feel it when staying in for army. it's because this period is in the middle of the hectic SAF Day preparation. so we need to stay in. wow i played diablo for almost 6 hours from 9 in the morning. looks like i didn't run this whole weekend. well, vegetating. oh yeah i snuck out to meet up with Gabriel, Adeeb and the rest of the v13 class instead of going for Japanese tuition on Saturday, because of Amanda coming back from the UK. i guess i'll kinda regret it but anyhow, it just makes me a stronger learner because i'll be somewhat racked with the guilt of it. i hope. hahahahaha. strange things going on in my head. um i think i should bathe soon. there's a kind of funny tendency to try smelling yourself when you're smelly, right? hahaha maybe it's just me. ah. alright see you peace out going to bathe. and cool, this is my second post, post-blog apocalypse.

oh wow. hello everyone, firstly. blogger has a new look. i haven't updated this blog in like 2 years, so this is kinda bittersweet. my new obsession is Hobbie Stuart, and Florence + the Machine, and Marina and the Diamonds is just becoming mainstream. and Sia has just appeared on "Wild Ones" and "Titanium". okay now that we have a sense of placement, let's start. Hobbie Stuart's "Payphone" video just came out and it's running in the background. it's 17th June 2012, Father's Day. just got back from church and overpriced spending at Cold Storage. well, here is the main body. the main reason why i'm restarting this blog is because i think i have things to say. not to regress back to the emo kid that i was (however emo i was then), but this is seriously more of a reflection. um, the main serious things on my mind right now: i wish the first thing could be getting a boyfriend, but my priorities aren't quite there yet and i'd prefer to not think of myself as that desperate so yeah. i'm probably getting a new computer, although i don't know how to convince dad and mum. i feel like i do need it though, because it's important for someone who spends this much time still in front of the computer to have a good desktop that he can rely on. whether it's superfluous, time will tell. i wanna get my mind up and running and constantly prepared for university entry and studying next year Aug 2013 so i'm starting this blog again. just to type and get a feel of computers and keep my phrasing and wit up. to handle the pressure and the stresses and the potential backstabbing of university life. (hmm sidethought while i'm looking at the new features and taking a glance around, should i make this blog completely private? should i let commenters comment? a new blogskin? so many things to do. and i don't even know if i'm gonna post here again.) oh yeah i should explain why i shifted back to blogger from tumblr. basically, tumblr was a phase, and i now feel that there are not enough words in my life. then it was pictures, because the A levels were a bitch and had too many words in it. too many words that just didn't cut it and didn't properly express what they were thinking of. um okay where were we. oh yeah my concerns at this moment, the 17th of June, about 3 months after my 20th birthday and about 6 months to ORD. btw, i'm starting to give tuition classes in August of this year to keep my brain up and running. Daniel, Joel and Luke. all from the Istana platoon. okay well maybe Luke not so much because of you know. well you probably don't know since this is my first post in a long time. oh yeah i did up my resume yesterday. i based it on Simin's resume. it's coming along fine, thank you. well i was never any good with parting words. so i'm just gonna leave it here and hope that i come back to type more and say more and phrase more. and get back to where i was, or better, now with slightly more emotional experience. NEW AND IMPROVED!