what is it about good cartoons that appeal to adults?
i will never get it.
although i do love cartoons so very much.
oh btw, don't trust critics too much. you are your own best critic. so you can be influenced by their views, but see it for yourself to deliver your judgement. hah. abit condescending sometimes, don't you think?

ironically, went fishing yesterday, though i caught no fish.

well it's new years' eve and i feel drowsy. not to mention mervyn's asked me to go out tonight. ah dunno whether should ask, but i feel so stoned that i don't think i can stand up to it. so i might be sick, but i'm not really.
and well, i have an album to accompany me through the night. the most awesome breakthrough band for this year, The Script. the only other band i can think of is Glasvegas haha, but i don't enjoy their stuff as much. just bought The Script's album, The Script, yesterday. really good. i love Breakeven. i thought they should've included the voice at the start though, it really provides a beautifully painful counterpoint to the whole song.

new years' eve. well well well.

"What would i do without you? Come on."

oh january, come soon.

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THE TING TINGS ARE COMING ON THE 13TH OF JANUARY.

IS ANYONE CONSIDERING? =)

tix are $50 for students. like, cheap!

seriously, my parents should stop talking to me like i'm some dog. respect, man.
i'm already putting up with them the best i can. i can really control my temper, but i don't know how long more i can last, especially with them taking the rest of the year off from work. don't they have lives? go play golf. go watch soccer. go shop. go do your hair. go hang out with all your friends. or don't you have any. that's so sad.

hmm so neeways hello guys haven't blogged properly in a long time. um, nothing's going on right now. today, popped down to the supermarket to find amanda from v12 there, she wanted to sleep loll. and it was like, 12pm lah. then saw willie right after that hahaha. my bro said he looked gay XD in his green shirt. believe it or not, willie WAS grocery shopping. oh it was bring your own bag day but the supermarket was so lousy they didn't collect any money from us for using plastic bags. i think that we should adopt the overseas habit of bringing our own bags. i'm doing it whenever i shop. it's better.

i'm thinking of following the straight edge lifestyle but it sounds so yes man-ish. very strict covenant with yourself. and there are so many things i could do to break it. sigh. haha speaking of that movie i watched it twice. it's really good i think, especially the harry potter party part. should watch =) it made me laugh, unlike that zohan movie i think. that's partly why i prefer horror or stuff more serious. makes you think and not waste your time on lame jokes and storylines. when you think back, it'll be like, "whoa, the movie's really true" or " what a cool story, the person who came up with that is brilliant, i'd love to watch more stuff by him or her" instead of "whatthefuck lah i just wasted 6/6.50/8/10 bucks and two fucking hours watching that fucking lousy movie".

DAVID ARCHULETA LOVE. click me.

huh. yeah. so right now waiting for my presents and waiting for school to start (ah fuck.) before i forget,

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE. =)

*oh look, mistletoe.*

okay this is simply a note to self. ignore.

Utada Hikaru - Heart Station
Amy Macdonald - This Is The Life
Sa Dingding - Alive
Foals - Red Socks Pugie
3 Of A Kind - Babycakes
Vampire Weekend - Cape Cod Kwassa Kwassa

The Office - "It's A Dildo"


lol. =)
sigh tmr my day's been cut short cuz of my bro. but yeah. it's my duty.

The Office - "My Dead Mother's Breasts"


and finally, the should-be-official theme song for the "awesome" movie Twilight.

no gossip girl until next year!!! wtf!! oh man how could they leave people hanging like that. it's seriously a lose-lose situation lah. with all the excitement and the festivities going on soon, people'll forget about the series after that and stop watching. then viewership'll go down and the hype will be forgotten and then the directors and all that will have no money. sigh. stupid idiots really.

haha anyway i got david archuleta's cd from yazzie so i'm going to listen to it AND ENJOY IT SERIOUSLY now bye =)

love them love them love them love them love them love them.

Foals - Cassius


haha went to a certain someone's blog and felt down.
fuck i can't let this kill me let go.

don't you think this is an absolutely beautiful piece of sculpture?
it's the first and only piece of art so far that has really touched me emotionally.
"a masterpiece of destiny". i saw it in the louvre museum in paris.

so, i got back from europe yesterday 6.52am singapore time. =) it was an awesome trip and i have not many regrets. hooray! haha. there are so many things to describe and to say that i don't have the energy to list them all down =P ask me if you want. oh and i spent most of my time watching mtv, which ironically didn't really show music. might as well just call it TV or sth. the only mv slots i caught were in the morning, from 6 to around 8. at night and in the afternoon there was nothing. and for the record, i visited GERMANY and FRANCE in the same trip so what a coincidence and please don't argue about it, both countries are really nice. switzerland was filled with good looking people and also snow mountains which were so serene. imagine eating at the original marche and looking up at the mountains surrounding the valley. =D

as you can well tell i'm slightly tired out still coz of the jet lag.
amy macdonald is going to be a big name soon. europe's slightly ahead of us in music.

oh i bought this poster at the louvre, guess the album! =)

without things going on in your life there is nothing to blog about.
blogging is a reaction to things around you.
therefore blogging is an art form.

=)

lol. a comment about the nature of blogging. sigh. really got nothing to blog about lor.
oh yeah the vivo thing haha. but i can't describe it to you unless you were there yourself.
it is useless for me to tell you about how everyone was already at vivo when i came.
it is impossible for me to convey the dilemma that we had while trying to decide where to eat, because leonie said that it was friggin expensive and crowded upstairs.
it is futile for me to portray the situation at subway where we cleverly sat at the entrance so that yazzie and adeeb were able to sit with us with their outside food.
it is inadequate for me to report on the fun that we had while eating and that my mayo dripped on my bag =( and gabriel just HAD to order all the veggies in the world in our sandwich.
it is superfluous for me to recount how we still had one hour plus when we went up to the deck so we sat in a circle and played stupid games =P and asyraf's card almost slipped between the boards on the wooden deck.
it is worthless for me to specify how embarrassing it was playing dare or dare, which i probably will never want to play again.
it is bootless for me to render an account of the wonderment that we had watching the fireworks go up (the french did an okay job, but i'm not really into fireworks anyway XP),
and it is of no earthly use to provide a report on how we ended up sitting outside of gloria jeans sipping coffee. I USED MY VOUCHERS FINALLY =)

yep. oh well i tried.
haha i miss and don't miss having lessons with v13. maybe a day-long recess would be awesome one day.

you've become like your brother i think.
and that's not good.
irresistible, but irritating nonetheless once you've tasted it.

THANK YOU ADEEB FOR THAT DEDICATION. been reading and re-reading it. listen to the song ah. very good lorhzx.

ahhh i feel like i'm forgetting important things that i'm supposed to remember. zzzz not good not good.

i'm more wizer i'm more i'm more wizer i'm more wizer
oh i'm more wizer oh i'm more wizer
~
i'm more wizer i'm more wizer i'm more wizer

hmm i must be on some kind of minimalist album cover roll.






heyo!
yesterday was my mom's birthday. what we did: blouse, flowers, cd, breakfast. the cd didn't work haha. it was all static.

We're burning down the highway skyline

On the back of a hurricane

That started turning

When you were young

ahahahahaha brandon flowers.


and jonas bjerre!


and uh, connor paolo.


back to pictureblogging. feels great.

i've been thinking.
i totally miss you.

Into the past, I try to sort it
Sort it
Out of the fog
You're calling my name
I wanted to call for nothing
Your careless heart, you know you got it
Crawl into bed and try to forget
Forget

what's with coldplay??

omg lah their songs are all over mtv...everytime i turn on the tv i see them. with their new single, Lost. arghhh. so sickk. i mean, they're cool, but overhyped and OVERPLAYED. mtv, play some good music please. oh and you guys have to watch kanye west's new video, love lockdown. he can SING. well at least i think he can...with all that editing we can't be sure...

oh well yesterday had dance practice/training but for the first time with the DSAs. they're good, got the basics down alr =) haha they made the session yesterday damn hiong lah. cuz must start on a high note lol. it's kinda sad...i would have liked bonding with the seniors more first before getting them in. but it's a good thing too.

after practice went down to pp (yet again) for lunch with the class! yeah. good. very...unproductive. but that's v13 for you. met judith. yo judith. sorry for not chatting longer. no excuse =D and anyway, david archuleta's new album sold out. that's a really really good sign. shows just how much the people of the world LOVE david archie and find david cook...boring.

HAHAHAHA JONAS BROTHERS NO. 3 ON MTV =) AND DAVID ARCHULETA IS NO. 2!
no. 1 is britney with Womanizer. issit womaniZer or womaniSer? those damn americans.

ohyes and how could i forget? went to jj's house to night. didn't go cycling cuz of the rain. still had a whole lot of fun. watched Hannibal Rising again, and it was friggin good. as usual. but i must be gettting desenitised to the violence cuz i didn't feel as nervous. lol. or maybe cuz i know what's gonna happen. left after the horse-rope-tree-man part. that was the best lah. before that ordered pizza and got scammed. i swear i don't think i'll ever order pizza from 2 for 1 again. price of two large pizzas -- $37.50. whatthefuck? total ripoff! i mean, don't you find it overpriced?? should be thirty dollars lah. chicken isn't THAT expensive. after that mervyn and jj kinda got stuck on Gears Of War for awhile so i taught kash the guitar (hahahaha wo shi yi ge shi fu) and i rediscovered the guitar for myself again. haha. i really wish you and jj the best in ur lessons.

okay. so i've got something for the to-do-list. today after the audition i shall go and return my dvds. i hope they don't charge me because if i return in the afternoon it'll technically still be within the 5-day period (120 hours) =)

very very cute video.
Stars - Window Bird

hmmm i think i'm getting used to getting grounded.

my family has this fascination with the show "The Nanny". it's on hallmark channel. it's so...un-funny. lol. the lead woman is very capable though. she acts as the lead character and also the producer of the show. so yeah. the humour's okay...abit fake though...not as good as gossip girl.

WHAT is with that JONATHAN?! stupid bugger cheating on eric. so disgusting. eric should go and give him a piece of his mind. and simin, AARON'S NOT HOT AT ALL. he's a lying cheater who comes across as so obviously fake that sometimes you don't feel like trusting whatever he says anymore. actually what lily says is true. sometimes teens need someone other than a family member to talk to them for them to sort things out.
(p.s. look carefully at serena's eyes during the scene where aaron had cooked for her. they were really glowing. it seems like she really likes him. maybe in real life. how i saw it was when i paused the screen to reply an sms. then i looked up and serena just looked so...happy.)
oh well at least i got to see Connor Paolo in this ep! =) and he got a pivotal role too. MOREMOREMOREMORE.

a BIG THANK YOU TO LUCAS for sending me really good tips for paris. and wadee, berlin sounds like a grey bell city full of potential hitlers.

talk. let's talk.

don't trust me.

hell, i don't even trust myself much anymore.

so much for V for Vendetta.

all of a sudden, i feel very alone again.
and more and more vulnerable.
it's like i've been giving away pieces of myself to strangers.

it's the start of a very long weekend.
but firstly, what happened today.

it was willie's surprise bdae!
so we went down to surprise him.
gah amanda told him lah -.-''
so neeways it was really cool, and we thought we'd be staying for like half an hour at first.
and then we watched tv and then we were too lazy to go downstairs and find something to eat so willie's mom ordered pizza.
and after that we played cluedo!
haha. it was fun. although i couldn't really understand what was going on. my brain kinda died recently so waiting for it to wake up soon.
and then willie and jq got knocked out of the first round while gra and yazzie won.
then the second round, xh won! alone! and she was playing the game for the first time too. pro sia.

haha and that was kinda it. =)
(oh, talking to simin is very very confusing. it actually develops headaches. your thoughts just start spinning with every reply.)

hello people!
since i've got not much of an outside life yet, how about some videos!

Linda Kiraly - Can't Let Go
i've loved this song in the past so i think it's kinda like a flashback thing.
=) give it a try. it's full of energy and life.



Asa - So Beautiful
i've done a post on Asa (pronounced Asha) before.
song, beautiful. video, not too beautiful.
it's about her mother. i wish i could say that myself to my own.

hello everyone! it's been so long since i last saw any of you.
hah. grounded yesterday.
anyways nothing much is going on in my life right now.
thinking of taking japanese lessons but i'm gonna miss a week or two of it and that's not good.
anyway money's a huge priority in my family now.

when the barbeque/chalet thing again? i can't wait.
trying to sell off my avenue Q tix too, so anyone interested please contact me.
=)

nowadays i've just been on the com watching dramas and THE PINK PANTHER. boy, the movie's good.

prom night was so awesome. it's such a blur to me now. just happy feelings and excitement and perfect lights. and walking around.

and the rose.

thanks so much everyone. hahahaha. i feel at peace yet i so don't wanna feel it. it's the peace that comes after knowing that its one of the last times i'm gonna see everyone again. argh. even after some eyebrow-raising things that have happened the last two years, it's still so heartbreaking to let go. haha. oh well.

well right now, without school and the constant reminders of v13, nothing much's happening in my life right now. don't know what to do these few weeks before the holiday. and uh, i don't think getting a job is possible cuz i only have three weeks before i fly. and we're such disposables in the F&B world, don't you think?

it's amazing that i have three friggin dramas/soap operas to watch and yet i find myself feeling bored and restless cuz none of them have new episodes. darn you, gossip girl! p.s. thanks to jj who has finally finally finally started watching it. he's definitely not regretting =)

ah replied an sms and lost my train of thought. where was i.
oh yes.

so the prom was really great and all. with all the glamorous girls and the partying at the very last part. hooray now next prom we definitely know what to do. v13 rocks man. with all that hardcore dancing. and that norman with the white hair. like, wtf.

oh and don't forget to check the failblog often for more crazy shit. it actually makes me laugh. not many things make me laugh. =D

hmmhmmmhmm surfing the internet's a very solitary thing to do so i think i better go online before i drive myself nuts.

hellohello
hahahahaha let's enjoy this very almost final night.
and celebrate for more spirit and nights to come.

=)

hello everyone i'm back...for awhile. =)
good luck for the Os okay. and uh, yeah. XD
dunno what to say, for once.
the words'll come to me soon yeah!

I noticed tonight that the world has been turning
While I've been stuck here dithering around
Though I know I said I'd wait around till you need me
But I have to go, I hate to let you down

But I can't stop now
I've got troubles of my own
Cause I'm short on time
I'm lonely
And I'm too tired to talk

I noticed tonight that the world has been turning
While I've been stuck here withering away
Though I know I said I wouldn't leave you behind
But I have to go, it breaks my heart to say

To no one back home
I've got troubles of my own
And I can't slow down
For no one in town
And I can't stop now

The motion keeps my heart running

everyone falls.
just don't do it like this.

just finished watching episode 7 of gossip girl.
hah.
i could just spoil it for so many people.
but i shan't. =)

hmmm i've never thought about it but this is the last working week in the IP for me.
oh man.
i feel so sad now.
I'LL MISS YOU GUYS TOTALLY.
like everyone. (almost)

gah even though i don't want to, i'll get started on my thankyous. only to the 07v13ians who read my blog of course.
just hope i don't start tearing by the end.
anyway you guys won't be able to see it =P

in alphabetical order,
ADEEB.
for being such an awesome person. who tolerates me and listens so much and lets me talk for the both of us. for letting me be such a sick bigot at times =) for introducing black music and plays and for being a push factor for me. for not pushing your perfectly respectable theatre views on me. it wouldn't have worked anyway heh i think. please don't try. for letting me talk complete nonsense in front of him without walking away. who kept my dream of writing in music alive. thank you.

AMANDA.
you might be reading this, you might not be. for all the good times we had. for being the nodder while i was the talker. for furthering my random conversations. for looking at me oddly when i twisted my words to form incomprehensible utterings. for being and enduring chinese with me. for having such an unexplainable aura of peace around you. the save point of my school life. really. it's so amazing this gift that you have. use it well. yes, sweeney todd is hot. =) thank you.

ASYRAF.
for being such an ego. ugh. but it's a good ugh. for talking well. for making up silly things. for laughing at my jokes. for being such a good sport. for just being you. =) for ALWAYS OPPOSING ME WHEN SERENA ROCKS COMPARED TO BLAIR. oops. hah it's the final say anyway cuz this is my blog and i'll ignore whatever you put on the tagboard. for putting up with the short jokes. they're not actually jokes, they're true. for wearing that really nice uncreased blue sweater today in the freezing LT. for your really cool parents and family. =P thank you.

GABRIEL.
for being there for me. for me being there for you. for being such an awesome friend. for forever being the only other person loving bjork. for being open-minded. for putting up with my off-beatness. for confiding. for being a soccerboy. for everything that i've remembered but forgotten. thanks for being "an island in a floating sea of diarrhoea" - Jason Mraz. may you need me and may i be there for you. and vice versa. may you brush up on your popular culture references. take a page out of Asyraf's book. thank you.

GRACILIA.
for knowing you. for opening up my eyes to a whole new brand of girl power. for listening. for being. for naming your bat thing. for your strong encouragement. do you know the nameless, silent, encompassing essence of the v13 girls? it has a name now. its name is gracilia wong.
thank you. =)

KEVIN.
for being a doofus. for remaining secretly grounded amid the whirling chaos around you. for your new blue specs (i like!). for guiding us and always being there in your usual reliable self to egg on the slower birds. for being the only quiet one in the group. =) thank you.

LEONIE.
for secretly reading my blog. for being an awesome friend. for making me never ever forget you. for being friends with daphne. for being the captain in every way. for your encouragement. for your openness. for your sick-ness. for your advice and care and support. your closest match in gossip girl would be blair. really. with or without the sex drive. =) thank you.

LUCAS.
for being the palette of the art of 07v13. for your never-ending generosity and care. for your hard work and drive for the class. for your funky accent. for your brother with the awesome name. for your seemingly inexhaustible energy for each and every single person in the class. i know cuz i've experienced it before. it's a feeling i'll never forget. thank you.

NORMAN.
i know he'll never read this but i'll put this up anyway. NORMAN YOU SUCK. but in a really good way. you're a really natural leader. a leader has to suck sometimes. you do all the time. that's why i can safely say that we love you very much. i'm appealing to that speck of humanity inside you. don't dabble in stocks too much. you'll lose. for warming up to me only very recently, thank you. =)

SHERMAINE.
for being in the unbearable chinese class with me. for keeping your hair like that. XD for being distinctively french. for laughing along. for singing along. for dancing along. for giving me the spirit in words. for being so friggin imba in chinese. thank you. =)

SIMIN.
for being sweetly convoluted. for blabbering your inane thoughts out loud. for being a pillar of support. for being the drifting cloud. like sheeps' wool. for laughing without any reason. we both love the cripple button and we will one day meet up just to discuss that joke. or just laugh. and we shall get everyone else to admit that it's FUNNY, because it really is. for being remembered when i was deciding to go to the arts stream. ironically, you keep me grounded despite the logical confusion that you are. thank you.

WADEE.
for being the resident unintentional pervert of the class. for taking all our jokes in your stride. for putting up with us immature brats. for being born in the year B.C. 43654765. for your personality. for your terrible german (i'm sorry, i'm still getting used to it!). for tying the class together with strong fragile pink and green ribbons. for those bus rides. for drama-ing like crazy with those korean things. thank you.

XIANHUI.
for not posting in your blog anymore. i still go there in the hope that i can see more pics of you camwhoring big time. =) for also being in chinese class with me. for emitting sparks at random points in my life. for JON. =) i'll never get over that i swear. for knowing you. for the awesome fun it is being with you. for your bangs. for all the genuine laughter. =D thank you.

YASMIN.
for supporting david archuleta ALL THE WAY. yeah go david eh! for smiling. for your yellow Theodore hearts. for leaving those yellow Theodore hearts stuck in my head because they're just so...weird. for being with me for almost every single hardworkproject. for being the glue. for being so sparkly and shiny everyday. for all the IP experiences i've had with you. it's been so long and yet so damn short. thank you! smiles for you. =)))))))))))))))))DDD)D)D)D)D)D)D)D)D)D)D)D)D)D)D)D)D)D)DDD)D))D)D)D)DPPPPPP)DPD)DPD)DPD)DPD)DPD)DPD)DPD)DPD)DD)D)PDD)DPD)DPD)DPD)D

it's hard to let go, guys.
it's hard.
but thank you so much.
i don't feel like leaving now.
not now.

you know that thing about your insecurities creeping up on you?

it's true.

no thanks to the people who're supposed to be one of the closest to me.
and stand by me.
and not put me down for the wrong reasons.

Turn out the light
And what are you left with?
Open up my hands
And find out they're empty.
Press my face to the ground
I've gotta find a reason.
Just scratching around
For something to believe in;
Something to believe in.

The Cardigans - Don't Blame Your Daughter (Diamonds)
can you help me out with this song?
i don't know what it means but it's just this connection that i feel with it that's keeping me from thinking away.


And the song you sing today
Wasn't always in your head
The words you try to say
Are the ones you should've said
They're glistening like diamonds
Go out and find them
But don't blame your daughter

Read me your tombstone
Tell me you're sorry
Fax me your will
You owe me something still
Blood is like water
The bath that you poured me
Has drained and is gone
Don't blame it on your son

dammit.
chuck bass is growing on me.
just watch the interview! so deep!
his accent is like really really unexpected.

Ed Westwick Interview


"I'm Chuck Bass."




"If you thought that was long, you don't know what you're in for."
DAMN, CHUCK BASS!!

"You made your bet, now you have to lie in it."
fuck that's the best line so far. it's actually POETIC.
damn. gossip girl as an inspiration for poetry.
hmmm ERIC IS BACK!!! WITH A BF!!! hahaha. =) happy, happy day. and did he get better looking?! he seems to be.
poor vanessa though. she keeps getting hurt by the different guys in the show. first dan, then nate, then chuck. gah. i wonder who's next in line now that they've used up all three. please don't let it be eric he's seriously not THAT repulsive.

still getting used to the fact that chuck actually has a heart somewhere in there.
nate and dan, what a beautiful bromance.

finally, something i found on Charissa's blog.
phenomenal.

George Sampson

what's up.
i can't explain the peace i felt yesterday. must've been something to do with the God i call God.
thank you everyone for being there for me in all your ways, big or small. i'm starting to experience you really greatly.
um, nothing much is going on in my life right now i guess. at least nothing i can immediately think of in this semi-comatose state at home.
i kept wanting to write poems but i ended up forgetting anyway.
=)
i really want to though.
hahh.

thank you all again for making me feel alive.
it's something i will definitely not forget.
the song below is a godsend.
it helps me say the things that i can't express right now.

The Verve - Bittersweet Symphony


Well I never pray
But tonight I'm on my knees yeah
I need to hear some sounds that recognize the pain in me, yeah
I let the melody shine, let it cleanse my mind, I feel free now
But the airways are clean and there's nobody singing to me now

nuke forever.

Kylie Minogue - In My Arms



Hercules And Love Affair - Blind

I love you more
I love you more
I don't know what I knew before
But now I know I wanna win the war

No one likes to take a test
Sometimes you know more is less
Put your weight against the door
Kick drum on the basement floor
Stranded in a fog of words
Loved him like a winter bird
On my head the water pours
Gulf stream through the open door
Fly away
Fly away to what you want to make

okay, i can't help if i'm being stupid, or childish, or whatever.
but i'm seriously thinking too much and you can't deny however much i think that tonight has made me think.

and it's not good thinking.
and perhaps i shouldn't even think about it but not thinking about it is what got me into this shit in the first place.
maybe i'm feeling too much and thinking too much.
maybe this whole thing is just an indirect ploy to seek attention.
and i think i need it.
how stupid, dumb and whatever. but i can't help it.

gah.
someone take me away in a straitjacket please.
at least for awhile.

this is how it's supposed to look like.



i'm sick of feeling tired.
someone take me out.

i feel lethargic.
let me try to break it down.
i feel tired, drained, exhausted, dehydrated, passionless, sleepy, and numb.
i need something to set me on fire again.

sorry music right now i don't think you can help.

am i not rewarding myself enough?
am i stressing myself out on random, careless things that i should or should not be doing?
i really don't know.

My office glows all night long,
It's a nuclear show and the stars are gone
Elevator, elevator, take me home

Don't go. Say you'll stay
Spend a lazy Sunday in my arms
I won't take anything away

The night starts here, the night starts here
Forget your name, forget your fear
The night starts here, the night starts here
Forget your name, forget your fear

The ecstasy, the being free
A big black cloud over you and me
And after that, the upwards fall
And worry angels after all

The scar is a fleck on my porcelain skin
Tried to reach deep but you couldn't get in
Now you're outside me you see all the beauty
Repent all your sin

Take me, take me to the riot.

dance practice was tiring as usual. but fun =) joel's a very nice person hahaha.
i must not touch my face right after dancing and instead wash my hands before i do anything with them (including touching my face).
lol.

anyway after that had dinner with jj and kashish. JJ YOU'RE AS SICK AS EVER. which is a good thing. kashish don't shake your head, you definitely enjoyed the sick parts. =P funfunfun. thank you guys.

i think i'm mildly hedonistic.

oh today was great and i felt really tired but i think it's because of something that i don't really know. can't put my finger on it yet. and i'm typing because my fingers feel good on the keyboard. luke and noah are like the best lah i'm looking forward to watching them more than gossip girl. stupid 1-week break thing, i bet they lost tons of viewers because of that. it's the HYPE, stupid.

so right now all i can think about is going to sleep. this hasn't been a very fulfilling blogpost. i shall end off with a video that Pharrell is in. which is great of couse.

Madonna - Give It 2 Me


and i can't find a version of "Everyone Nose" by N*E*R*D. sigh. nvm i'll sing it. ALL THE GIRLS STANDING IN THE LINE FOR THE BATHROOM.

i need some colour in my blogposts, my world and my life.

it's so weird but i find i only post on near-alternate days. hmm.

today was super cool went visiting! asyraf's house, adeeb's house, then yazzie's house! hahaha it was a really fun day. choc-full of wii thingies and FOOD. ah chicken wings and pizzas and icecream. =) toomuchtoomuch. conditioning next wednesday hahahaha YAY.

i must be totally crazy.

neeways after that went to the cathay to meet d. so glad for you guys. makes me wanna go all out and get someone too XDDD treated me to dinner (zomg i still feel bad) and the takeaway chicken wing =P the food was really good and sorry for 1. being so late 2. not paying 3. not eating much hahahaha. after that smelled the smoky air and tasted the musty blinks of the city abstracts. thanks so much for the dinner and the night.

please listen. really moving song. i don't know what it is about them but Stars always makes me wanna cry.

Stars - Your Ex-Lover Is Dead



When there is nothing to burn
You have to set yourself on fire.

God that was strange to see you again
Introduced by a friend of a friend
Smiled and said 'yes I think we've met before'
In that instant it started to pour,
Captured a taxi despite all the rain
We drove in silence across Pont Champlain
And all of the time you thought I was sad
I was trying to remember your name...

This scar is a fleck on my porcelain skin
Tried to reach deep but you couldn't get in
Now you're outside me
You see all the beauty
Repent all your sin

It's nothing but time and a face that you lose
I chose to feel it and you couldn't choose
I'll write you a postcard
I'll send you the news
From a house down the road from real love...

Live through this, and you won't look back...
Live through this, and you won't look back...
Live through this, and you won't look back...

There's one thing I want to say, so I'll be brave
You were what I wanted
I gave what I gave
I'm not sorry I met you
I'm not sorry it's over
I'm not sorry there's nothing to save

it's 1am and i didn't sleep in the afternoon yesterday so now i'm like tired but kept awake by the adrenaline rush from dance practice.

hmmm my awesomeness friend the mysterious mr d is helping me with ________ =) thank you a bunches! without you i seriously wouldn't have even tried. hahahahaha.

so neeways wish me luck tomorrow for that presentation thingy. dance is fun. it's like that status quo song in high school musical except without the singing and the gabriella and the cheese fries and sharpay.

whatthehell.

hah adeeb you don't have to support anything cuz it's DONE.
in the same night that i posted the post.

ohmyfuckinggod. =)

so many things going through my head right now.
btw, NOAH OMG WILL YOU PLEASE GET ON WITH IT ALREADY AND FACE IT! I MEAN, I JUST DID. YOU SHOULD TOO. AND NOT WAIT UNTIL ANY MORE EPISODES. GOD. =))) GO LUKE. HANG IN THERE.

it's amazing how time can pass so quickly and in a moment, you're shocked that you spent and hour and a half just watching the drama unfold. ah i am happy. i really am. i've got so many other things to do and/or worry about but right now it's time to suspend my life and my disbelief and accept everything that's going on on the computer screen. and keep living it like a drug.

yesyesyseysyeyseyesyysyeyseysyeeysyeeysyesyeyesyseyeysyesyesyeyseyseyeysyeeseyeysyes!!!

my worries are keeping me awake every night.

how i'm going to start.
how i'm going to break the news.
how i'm going to handle the pressure.
how i'm going to be after the repeated failings and the routines.
how i'm going to be in the group.

how all this might keep me from enjoying myself.

i'm just very scared.
i can't even do that first step.
i've done the pre-steps, now is just the execution.
then the follow through.
i really hope i haven't made the wrong decision or anything because i still feel so strongly about it, it's just that all these things are making me wonder and doubt.
and they're winning.

(but not for long, i hope)

i'm listening to this right now.
tell me what you think.

Fleet Foxes - White Winter Hymnal

it's a friday. watched eagle eye. VERY FUN MOVIE. the action scenes will actually make you tired. =) an experience like no other. and no cheap thrills either. love it.

Joanna Newsom - Sprout And The Bean



i really enjoy this song. just watch how her fingers crawl over the strings like very skilled spiders. the song was used in a horror movie...i don't know whether to be happy or upset about it. it's just too beautiful to be abused like that.
spotted. g listening to joanna newsom. careful, g, this might be too out of your dumb botak head playlist. (daughtry)

BJORK'S NEW VIDEO IS OUT. it's not as good as "Declare Independence" though. but worth a watch. there are three distinct segments...i liked the first one the most.

Bjork feat. Antony Hegarty - The Dull Flame Of Desire

yes oh yes i'm finally blogging on my mac! =)
that means finally i'm gonna have some pictures that i have taken in the past months throughout my life as an IP2.
heh NOT.

oh so that day we went to marina for some weird reason...i think it was like seoul garden or something. yeah and took a look at the famous puma changing rooms...and we needed an excuse to walk into those rooms so i had a look around for interesting stuff.

WHO KNEW THERE WERE NON-HALAL SHOES!!! or, as jieqi would have put it, HALAR. well done jq, well done.

seeing that i already have a mat gang from GO, why not show you some of my mat friends? this is firdaus. i think. as you can see, he has a serious case of lockjaw. and his head is too big... OH WAIT, it's the floating cap style. yeah. KOOL SIA.

went somewhere else...and found this.

mr lee must probably shop at this place. doesn't it just look like him??? that shows he's actually pulling off the look really really well.

the F1!

just look at the car zooming past. it's a friggin blur. i do have more pictures but they're all like that. and THE NOISE. omg. indescribable. really.

"dude, that guy was staring at my crotch."

i don't really know why i took this picture. so weird. i mean. just look at it.

finally, my dog. awesomely adorable. better than any pom (which can be found on streets). RATS.



i'm also very glad to say that i have rediscovered my passion for music. through the guitar. thank you music god, whoever you are.

and ohshit i think i made a mistake in my t3a. should've replaced something with something else. argh. =(

EPISODE 5.

this link (if they don't remove it) is really good and the vid has good sound+image.

hmm it's abit late for a class ANYTHING besides outings.

umm...
i need to do somethings.
lemme write them down before i forget.
blogging is such a waste of time compared to these things.
remember, gossip girl is tmr!!!

1. learn how to transpose
2. learn to play the guitar better
3. work hard for chinese, practice more, give myself time limits and familiarise with the exercises
4. buy prom suit!!!
5. um. go and look for japanese classes
6. repair the computer (argh)
7. look for a job later on
8. cca record updation thingy
9. decide on my subject combination. V13 I'LL MISS YOU SO MUCH.

okay i think that's all so far. hmm now i just have to remember to check back to this list often enough...-.-''

btw, miley cyrus has some bad photos...ah. dunno why i said that anyway. so irrelevant.
nick jonas has diabetes?? whoa. he also loves germany...yeah right.

last but not least, a really good funny video.

SUBTITLES

ahhh km i'm so sorry i've been such an asshole to you, i was just so afraid my phone might run of battery that day i was at the f1. and also that day when my dad was coming home from malaysia, sorry for not being online. i'm so pathetic.

THIS IS THE DISSIDIA POST. =) a kingdom hearts one definitely coming up when the time is perfectly PERFECT.


oh yes so here it is! the poster for this exciting game coming out later this year. it's on the psp, and for all those final fantasy fans out there, this is a definite wet dream. =) although the battle system may be extremely different for you. this game utilizes an interesting mechanism, where you choose your own path in the game. it's typically a fighter game, except for numerous features thrown in. firstly, IT'S IN 3-D. holy shucking hell yeah. the environment is well-rendered for a fast-paced psp game, check the preview videos for an idea! really can't wait for the cutscenes especially though, the intro should be really good. secondly, i'm FINALLY getting to use the villains that i love!!! =)) sephirothsephirothsephiroth, gwen'll go into orgasms when she sees him. don't think about putting down your psp just yet. this is the game that's heralding its comeback!!


oh yeah. study the characters goooood. the art is amazing. one character i'm definitely looking foward to using is the onion knight, whose interesting appearance is equally matched by his unique gameplay (he has three forms!~ woohoo!)


sephiroth. ah. coolness.

=)))
sorry couldn't resist. hah gabriel. you're hooked.
what i wanna know is, WHY ISN'T ERIC VAN DER WOODSEN IN THE PICS??
he must be too good for these average mugshots.
cheers to the eric club (simin!)


this one below is schmexxy. chuck has chest hair??!!

UR SO GAY! UR SO GAY!

MADTV - VANCOME LADY AND HALLOWEEN!!!
OMFG FUCKING FUNNY LAH WATCH!!!
trust me, i have an awesome sense of humour. =)

hahaha i bet everyone's just dying to hear about my days at work.

NOT.

hah. but no matter what you say, it's extremelyextremely fulfilling. to see the kids make stuff for you by themselves...to taste what they've cooked (which was really really good, adeeb can tell you too)...it's just so many different experiences showing one thing: love. that it's simple, but it's without ornations or tinklings that love comes in its purest, most heartwarming essence.

ah.

imogen heap has a very nicely done video blog series that i might just watch.
and yes the amazing part is that her music amazingly reminds me of pocahontas. loved the work with frou frou, helped her craft her most beautiful pieces.

EPISODE FOUR. saves you searching time heh.

hmm you know the job's starting to grow on me. so are my insecurities. jeez.
adeeb i apologize as well. =(

haha i have nothing interesting to say.

just to thank some people who've helped me yesterday.

and uh, i hope this job week thing is over cuz it's draining.

caleb you'll always be my little fucker. =P

for you buggers who don't know of the really cool OK Go video, here they are with "Here It Goes Again".

KEANE'S NEW SONG IS OUT OMG IT'S SO FUCKING GOOD!!!
THE EXAMS ARE OVER JUST FUCKING WATCH VIDEOS ALR =)) lol as for this case just the song.
KEANE - SPIRALLING



please please keane come to singapore. please release your album as soon as possible OCTOBER 13TH!!! =)

lol i tell you a story that'll make you angry.
it happened in my bro's school today.
there's this girl who got a splotch of paint on her skirt during art class.
she then forced a guy to wash it for her (no they aren't attached, they hardly ever speak to each other in fact).
the guy didn't know and spread the splotch around.
now the girl is angry and wants him to pay for her.
WTFFFF????
does that even make sense?!
gah.

this song is good.

The Sugababes - Denial



Telepathic beautiful creature

i swear the most alluring of the three is amelle, the newest addition.
tomorrow's the last paper.
i'm feeling jittery and it's not just because of that.
it's a weird feeling that i've been getting only this year really. i remember it also happens when i stay up late with friends.
hmmmm.

this might seem cryptic, but Dee and Ryo are making me very depressed and i still can't get enough of them.

Les Chansons D'Amour

i don't know what it means, but they are beautiful songs, can someone translate it for me? =)
i've been spamming videos. gahh waste of time.
the three best songs from "Les Chansons D'Amour".
trust the french to come up with a movie involving a classic menage-a-trois. when i mean classic i mean in the classic, untainted version of the word.
unlike anything you've seen before.

Je N'Aime Que Toi



warning: bottom two videos have homosexual content...watch only if not homophobic. listening's fine haha.

J'ai cru entendre



Ma Memoire Sale

David Archuleta - Crush



I hung up the phone tonight
Something happened for the first time deep inside
It was a rush, what a rush

'Cause the possibility
That you would ever feel the same way about me
It's just too much, just too much

Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I've just got to know

Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?

Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy

Has it ever crossed your mind
When we're hanging, spending time girl, are we just friends?
Is there more, is there more?

See it's a chance we've gotta take
'Cause I believe that we can make this into something that will last
Last forever, forever

Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I've just got to know

It has thus out peaked American Idol Season 7 winner David Cook's coronation single "The Time of My Life". heh take that cookies.

no, it's not the paramore song. or the mandy moore one. or the jennifer paige one. it's by David Archuleta. he is so damn talented. you can see he's slightly unfamiliar with how to react to the camera closeups here, but the video has some really nice shots that reflect realistic everyday teens' lives. unlike the one by Metro Station which is totally repulsive and boring. when will red jeans ever learn, they are NOT suited for guys' legs. and the wardrobe...i could really get that at any mat store. they LOOK like a mat band. it's terrible to see they don't have a unique image to suit their relatively "popular" status. or maybe it's america's version of mat-yrdom.

ah my sciences are over. that means i'm never gonna mug a science ever again in my life. i think. =) shakeshake shakeshake ah shake it!

gossip girl tomorrow. hooray. i am NOT addicted.

haha btw this version of crush is almost as good. XD for fun.

David Archuleta - Crush (edited to sound like a girl)



David Archuleta - Crush (the chipmunk version, quite addictive surprisingly XD)



if the whole post behind bored you, you might be interested in watching this video. for regina spektor fans, or those who simply like "The Call" (baizer.) it's very interesting and simple. and gosh she is so pretty, not like the ones that hollywood and pop culture is churning out (think Britney Spears, Jessica Simpson, Lindsay Lohan, Hilary Duff etc etc)

Regina Spektor - Better



last but not least, three more days! to partial freedom of the mind. =) and the F1 race. no i'm not meeting anyone up close and personal this time. *coughjasonmrazcoughcough*

and finally, the week is over.

exam after exam has been crawling slowly by, but seemingly too fast when you think about it.
time to burn those chem books and physics. speaking of physics, it sucked. what a disappointing ending.

anyway went down to parkway after the exam with xh, where i met amanda, gra and jieqi going for lunch. said byebye to xh and headed down where I SAVED SEVENTY-FIVE CENTS ON MY MAC MEAL. hah. can't get me with that african kids cliche. i finished my food too haha. GRA YOU NEED TO FINISH YOUR FRIES.

shortly after the lunch gabriel kailiang tim darren and kevin came down to join us. met bob and bingxing at macs as well, alot of st pats (brudder!) and kc people too. joked (heard that? it's a JOKE.) about wearing suspenders and a nice floating retard cap to my job attachment. heh hope nobody from there is reading my blog right now. the outfit will be a combination of these:

and the kids'll be like -

and finally adeeb'll be doing this:

oooh zoom in on the pic here...it's really cool.




day three.

and surprisingly, the best parts of the day haven't been from the stress relief.

1. found a good song. Walking On Air by Kerli, last recommended to me by Leonie Lewis. heard it on the radio and fell in love with it again. she's really pretty in the video, but doesn't really look like that in real life i think. interestingly, she's from estonia or something. well done kerli, she's come a long way. just hope she doesn't follow after Avril but take her own style...cuz she looks amazingly like Avril in the video. XD can see she's got something different though. good luck.


2. managed to watch gossip girl ep 2. really good (as usual). something's different about the whole script and the cast though. bad different. but otherwise still extremely watchable. haha this is the teen drama for the new age people. move over one tree hill and the oc.


hmm that's kinda it but i dunno why i feel so light. =) that's definitely good.
grr you know coldplay keeps sending me emails.