I said what i said out of anger out of frustration and out of concern. i couldn't bear to see you that way and i just wanted you to be strong. I knew it'd hurt you but i did it anyway. maybe i was a little harsh toward the end but i just didn't want you to give up. Right now, i just feel so horrible that i can't be there for you and that i made you feel worse. its the fucking 3rd time and i don't think i can do this anymore. I can't be a good partner. I can't be there for you when you need me and instead i get all angry and i walk away. I can't show how much i love you. I can't meet your expectations. I don't meet the expectations of a girlfriend. I just can't be that girl.
