My Life...

Bought a new car, weeks ago and should be arriving anytime this week. I'm so excited and looking forward to go for a spin but on the other hand, I had no one to company me. Bought the car at $48890, can you believe it, the insurance cost me around $3000. There goes my money... Luckily I'm prepared for it and I had enough saving to cover.

The car is consider a good buy with 1.9% interest and a monthly installment of $450. Most of my friends was shock as it was too sudden for me to get a car. I had only been working there for 7 months and I managed to buy a car.

I apply for 2 credit cards, DBS ESSO credit card and Capital Card. I will get 10% off for petrol if I used my Esso card on Esso Station but I'm not really sure what are the benefit for Capital Card. I'm still trying to figure out what are the benefit. Hmm...

I managed to get 3 out of 5 Cs. Cash, Credit Card and Car. I'm not sure whether should I get a condo, but I was thinking of saving up for my parents to go to Mecca.

I'm been having a bad time at work. I had to stay up until 12am today. I has been working since 6am in the morning till 12am the next day. So many issue was brought out for the meeting. I'm really exhausted until I can't sleep..

Yanti has been going out with this guy recently. Sooner or later she will get attached to this guy and eventually will end our friendship. You know gals, they will always forget their friends whenever they are attached... And I will be left alone... Sob SOb... (hehe)

I don't think any gals would fall for me.. Due to my work commitment, no gals will find that as a good excuse not to meet up.. Both my parents and my younger brother are bz matchmaking me with their choices.

It would be nice to settle down at this age....

WORK WORK WORK .. .. ..

It been weeks since i update my last entry. Before beginning of Hari Raya, until the end of it then I managed to find time to update my blog. I been busy working all this while until I barely had any time for myself. My leave was cancel due to the high work load in my office.. Sighs...

Sometimes I wonder, what is life when you had so much money and in the end, there is no one to share your joy and happiness with... =(

I'm feel utterly depress at the moment.. I had no one to confine with at the moment.. Yanti whom I regard her as my best friend was busy with her new working life and finding a life partner... Farhan was too busy with her fiancee' (getting married in 2 years times, congrats)

I beginning to realise that friends do change as times goes by.. or maybe... just maybe I don't have lots of friends.. True friends doesn't always last...

The reason I being a workaholic, I wanted to forget all of this feeling and concentrated on my career itself.. I heard rumours saying I'm getting a promotion soon.. I'm not sure myself.. I'm just started working like.. 6 - 7 months and out of the sudden a promotion?? They must be kidding... I had so many things to learn and I can't possible climb a ladder without learning it first...

My boss always asking me to OT. Leaving me in-charge of the terminal.. That is an huge responsibilities.. STRESS ..... I'm beginning to reliase that there is a lot of grey hair started to poping out from no where... sigh.. Getting really old huh... and i'm just 26 this year...

People in the office begining to like me. They love how I handle the things and senario.. It was difficult at first but at times goes by, experience teach me well...

Will be getting my first bonus next month.. What I heard it will be 3 months bonus.. So tat will be around 12k? Omg.. tat is enough to cover a dowry...

If I had a gf, I would have propose her by now... Wedding by the sea side.. how wonderfull... It will be great...

If only I had one...

Recap...

It the 16th day of the Ramadan. Time has fly so quickly peep. So many things had happen during the past few months. So sorry for not updating my blog so frequently.

I'm not really in a good mood to celebrate Hari Raya due to . . .

My best friend, Sulaiman has pass away due to a motorbike accident. Before he pass away, he told me that he is going to get engaged by end of this year and maybe he will get married the end of next year but things doesn't always go to the way we plan.

When his gf called me that he past away, my first reaction was, stun and speechless. If I remember correctly, I did sms him for the past few days about the oil price and the next thing I knew he past away few days later. It was so expected.

I will always remember him as a friend, a brother and buddy(Army). When I recalled back, we always did things together. He always advice me on relation with my ex. Told me always to be patience and there is always up and down when you are in the relationship. I will always remember u my dear friend. Al-fatehah...

Got into a feud with Yanti. Haha.. She is like so over.. She simply gets angry over a picture. She was asking me what I had for break fast yesterday. So I merely took a picture of what is on the table and she was furious. Scolding me for making her hungry... Am I wrong to do that? She was asking me in the first place.. "Whatever la Yanti..." Luckly you are not my gf... haha...

Work place was fine. My boss had giving me a big role to play apart. Had to in-charge of this and that. My signture was all over the place. If I didn't inspect it properly, all the finger will start to point at me. Sighh...

Sometimes when I think back, I had to thank Wahidah. If not for her, I would never become what I am today. She always encourage me to study and all... I did so well back then in ITE because of her moral support. I will always remember you... During my 1st year in poly, my result was as good as in ITE and it drop tremondously after she dump me.. Arghh....

Sometimes I really wish to shake hand and thank her for all her help.. She is so different from other gals I had met. Thank you...

sighhh.....

I just had this feeling the moment I step into work today. It seems that this feeling has not been fading away from the first day I work there. I can sense that there is always someone wanted to backstabbing me or wanted me to get fired !!!

I dunno... but it just a feeling of mine... or maybe I haven't been praying lately.

Life wasn't really simple at work. There is so many things to do over there and yet there is so little time.

Certain task which I can't really cope while at work:

1. I had to take care of the driver while loading
2. Keep an eye on the loading bay.
3. I need to print the D/O for the upcoming schedule as well as nominating them.
4. Need to run down whenever the VCU trip
5. Take care of all the incoming calls (Customer complain)
   
6. My mind must fully awake to avoid mistake
7. Need to memories all the truck compartment
8. Memories all the customer number

I just can't stand it any more... I just wanted to scream on top of the building, " I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE" that will ease my tension away...

There is so many responsibility and it was HANDED BY ONE PERSON !!! %@#$%^%$#@$%

Sometimes I really wished, by the end of the day, I would meet up my loved one and tell her all my trouble I had at work...

I really wished I could....

Finally I have a time to blog...

Wah... it has been more then a week I have updated my blog. I have been to busy with my work until I not even have a time to enjoy myself.

So where do I start.... Let me try to recap to get things started...

I went straight to Vivo last saturday to meet my friend Watie. It was my first time meeting her. It was a long story, to cut it short I got to know her at one of the chatroom. The meeting was nothing extraordinary. I was suppose to meet her at 1800 hours but instead I arrive there at 1820 hours. (As usual, Razi always late whenever he is meeting someone) Hey.. I wasn't delibrately to come out for an excuse this time. (Most of the time, Yes!! Heheh)

There was a major accident from AYE Jurong to AYE Keppel. There was 8 vehicles collide on each others. Gosh... It was one of the most terrifying accident I every encounter. Luckily there wasn't any fatallity.

So continue the story...

Meet her up at one of the bank next to the food court. Gosh.. that particular saturday was full of people. I don't have much room to move around just like a pack of sardine. I think it got to do with the great singapore sales.

We have no where to go and in the end we decide to go to the sky garden (is that what it call?)
If you pay attention to the picture closely, you could actually see that the park is full occupied.

Sometimes I really wished, I can go back in time and become kids.

They are so problem free.

They only know 3 things. Eat when they are hungry, Sleep when feeling sleepy and play if they ever feel boring. Arghh... I really miss those days.

If I had a choice in life, I would ask 2 things from my parents. One of them to sent me to take up piano lesson. How I wish, I could play that beautiful musical instrument. I really wish there is some kind soul out there who is willing to teach me. I have giving up the idea of playing guitar long long time ago. It just reminded me of those days... Secondly, I would ask them to sent me to madrasah. How I wish I could write in arab. Knowing the history and recite the quran is never enough for me. I wish I could learn more.. (Watie, you got to teach me !!!)






After an hour of seating there, we make our way to starbucks at harbour front. I try out the new drink called dark mocha (something like tat... Can't remember !!)









It has chocolatey after taste. Maybe I would give 3.5 Thumbs up. You guys should have try it !!!































On the way home, I decided to purchase this sneaker balls to put inside my smelly boots. I myself cannot stand the smell of my safety boots. The safety boot was design to prevent any oil to go through it and because of this, no air can flow to it causing the boot to smell. Only now I know my foot smell.. !!! (hehehe)

Those event above happen during in the evening, so what actually happen during the day?

I actually went to science centre to have my project displayed there. So if you guys wanted to know about my project, you should have went there now until 8 of July if I'm not wrong. My project won Commondation Award from TKK. Here are some of the picture for your viewing...





FYI that tie cost around $150. . .















Myself and my group posing right in front of the camera, showing our project proudly to the press








Behind the success of our project our TSO, Mr Lim.

He is the best TSO I ever seen. When we needed help, he is always there for us. Cheers for him..

I hope he can continue to be helpful to the rest of the students.







We actually have a time to view some of the exhibit at the science centre. If you guys have the time, do take look there...

Mouse doing his hip hop trademark...

His innocent looks....

Does he look like a Eurasian to you?

Actually he is...












Sapa aje menyebok tu eh...

Do I look like the next" Sir stamford" ?

I'm going to miss you guys... I had a great time working you with... *sob* *Sob*

I will try to update you guys more tomorrow.. so stay tune...!!!

Yeahh.... A week to payday

Pheww.... Finally 1 more week to pay day.. Whoo0... Can't wait for the it to come...

Sorry I guys didn't have time to blog for the past few days. I was so busy for the past few days when the moment I reach home, I couldn't think of nothing except sleep. (Heheh)

Let me recalled what happen for the past few days...

I finally gotten myself a hubstation. (Yeahh..Off it goes from my wishlist) It cost me around $198 and 2 years contract with starhub. I think it is really worth it. I'm able to to record certain show which I'm unable to view due to my bz schedule.

The hubstation specification:

• 120Gb hardisk
• 2 Tv Tuner
• Ethernet / USB Port

It is able to record up to 60 hours. Built in 2 tuners which allows you to record and watch other channel. (really useful) Came with 1Mbps internet connection. (Free internet access until 31 dec)

Currently, I'm trying to figure out how to download the movie which I have recorded earlier on. (quite hard as the recording are encrypted in the hardisk)

Below are the picture inside the hubstation which already has been dismantle:

The Hardisk

After you have taken out the hardisk

STI chips and the broadcom cable modem

The 1 and only 1 fan attached to the HDD holder/case

Overview of the hubstation without the cover...


Rating: 7/10

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Driver meeting (thursday)

When driver are concern, we always emphasis on road safety. We need to enforced them to follow the journey plan which are given to them to avoid narrow roads or sharp bend. We can't afford to have any road accident.

I need to check their vehicle and the product they carrying whenever they wanted to go to service station. Check for water and fuel contamination are on of the basic practice whenever they want to leave the station.

Sound really boring rite??? Its all part or parcel of my job scope. It is really a hassle and tiring job. So many safety checks.... (when will this ever end??)

My job really required lots of meeting and continuous of life long learning. (does this sentence make really sense? I wonder....) I constantly need to upgrade myself and need to be aware of my surrounding.

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Titi was really notti this few weeks. She had better nothing to do then to disturb me early morning and keep on teasing me (while is on bed). I keep telling myself, I shall have my revenge on her soon or later, true enough it was raining heavily on Wednesday and she forgotten to bring her umbrella. (Hahah) I was laughing all the way when she told me she soak in the rain. (serve you rite for disturbing me early in the morning)

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I'm too tired to blog... Feeling sleepying while bloogging... niyte nite.....

Scruple....

I have been feeling uneasy lately. This feeling of mine has made me very worry. It keep telling me that I will not get a confirmation from my work place. This feeling has not been fading away from day one, in fact it grew stronger each day. How I wish there is someone who I can talk to. Sometimes I miss those period when I am attached. Whenever I got a problem, I know who to look for. At the moment, I been keeping a lot of things to myself. I really wish there is someone out there who I can really talk.

I haven't been talking to Yanti lately. She must have been to busy with her work, I guess !! I have a crush on her ever since she broke up with her bf. I still remember how I console her over the phone. We would go out together whenever the both of us is free... I would fetch her from Vivo and we will have our dinner there.

But...

Everything changes when her ex-bf started to contact her back. Things is not the same as before. Maybe we are not fated to be together. I dunno...

Nowadays I notice that girls have a polite way of rejecting a guy. They would simply say I'm not ready to settle down or I am not looking at the moment. Every guy would understand that, esp ppl like me. (naive me !!) Some would even waited for the gal. (Foolish guy)

Then without you knowing, they are attached the following weeks. Wah... they managed to settle down and looking for the right one withnin weeks. (Get the point !!)

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This is one of the prestigious award I won during my stay in Ngee Ann Poly.

I hate people who like to look down on me. I can achieve things at a greater height if I wanted to. I'm simply lazy thats all.

Overall, I still regret for not doing well during my secondary days. If not, I would have gotten to Uni by now.






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I have 3 more weeks to go before I have to report to camp for my reservist. Arghh... such a waste of time. I wish I would be earning 5k and there isn't a need for me to go for reservist. I have no idea what is the life in reservist. A lot of my friends keep saying it is much much tougher than in Full time NS.

How I wish I could end this misery of mine.. No More NS !!!!

Sometimes I wish the ladies should serve the NS. If not for 2 years, why not 3 months of their time? At least they know how we feel back there...

Don't your guys feel the same way as I do??