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Friday, October 24, 2008

It been weeks since i update my last entry. Before beginning of Hari Raya, until the end of it then I managed to find time to update my blog. I been busy working all this while until I barely had any time for myself. My leave was cancel due to the high work load in my office.. Sighs...

Sometimes I wonder, what is life when you had so much money and in the end, there is no one to share your joy and happiness with... =(

I'm feel utterly depress at the moment.. I had no one to confine with at the moment.. Yanti whom I regard her as my best friend was busy with her new working life and finding a life partner... Farhan was too busy with her fiancee' (getting married in 2 years times, congrats)

I beginning to realise that friends do change as times goes by.. or maybe... just maybe I don't have lots of friends.. True friends doesn't always last...

The reason I being a workaholic, I wanted to forget all of this feeling and concentrated on my career itself.. I heard rumours saying I'm getting a promotion soon.. I'm not sure myself.. I'm just started working like.. 6 - 7 months and out of the sudden a promotion?? They must be kidding... I had so many things to learn and I can't possible climb a ladder without learning it first...

My boss always asking me to OT. Leaving me in-charge of the terminal.. That is an huge responsibilities.. STRESS ..... I'm beginning to reliase that there is a lot of grey hair started to poping out from no where... sigh.. Getting really old huh... and i'm just 26 this year...

People in the office begining to like me. They love how I handle the things and senario.. It was difficult at first but at times goes by, experience teach me well...

Will be getting my first bonus next month.. What I heard it will be 3 months bonus.. So tat will be around 12k? Omg.. tat is enough to cover a dowry...

If I had a gf, I would have propose her by now... Wedding by the sea side.. how wonderfull... It will be great...

If only I had one...