Jul 24, 2008

things are better off this way, I am free to be whom i choose.

in the words of ms. on.
"you laugh because I've changed.
I laugh because you haven't."

that being said it's time to reach up and believe that someone can pull me from this challenge.


(MY HEROES)

Jun 28, 2008

i dont even know who you are anymore.

Jun 7, 2008

Dearest Friend,

You quit!
Fine.
I'll build without you!
We were suppose to be team leaders!
And you quit!
Fine.
I know what's going to happen.
And I know because I've heard everyone say it.
And I know they're right.
You'll be back.
We will see you again.

May 26, 2008

Everything is just a phase in my life.

May 7, 2008

phone chronicles

WE'RE ALL WAITING FOR SOMETHING
black coffee, bittered
water, no sugar please

DROWSY - - "RAY?"
atmosphere straddling me,
ice to water, dehydrating.
palm tree pasted sky,
focusing eyes, face near by.

May 4, 2008

A NON RECOMMENDED WAY TO MAKE MONEY

it's easy.
a single dub.
10.
it's kid's stuff .
what people sell in schools.
nug.
20.
what you're looking for is a stem.
1/8 easily 45.
most people will try and sell for 50.
here's what you say:
no, i know they sell for 40.
don't play me or you'll loose business.
it's almost always guaranteed to work.
people crack and you get your nugs and some crumbs for 45.
now Ray, let's think about this.
you sell the crumbs for ten.
that's your dub.
10 flat.
if there's at least 4 nugs, sell those nugs individually.
remember each nug runs for twenty.
4 nugs times twenty.
80.
remember the 10 from the dub?
10 plus 80 equals 90.
90 divided by two is 45.
enough to buy two 1/8ths.
or you could pocket 45 and reinvest 45.
if you choose to reinvest, each 45 could potentially turn into 90.
in this case 90 multiplied by two.
180.
cash out if you'd like.
you've made a bit of profit.
remember at this point people are likely looking to kill you but hey it's cool.*



* this is the recount of a conversation, details have been edited for the purpose of the author.

Apr 29, 2008

i learned a bit of magic

i dont think i need to make a personal effort to disappear.
you're doing it for me.

Apr 26, 2008

near by

i feel like i'm becoming white noise

.

Apr 13, 2008

Love Presented In Future English

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