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Sunday, January 16, 2011
Here I am sitting in front of the computer, stoning 'cos I refuse to sleep and I'll soon regret this prolly next few days or so 'cos guess what? I've gotten my duty roster and yes, hardcore work for the next week, only a day off and I am not even free on that day. Oh wells, look on the bright side. More pay this month and not forgetting the people I need to pay their money back!
From Monday to Thurs, I've been attending an induction for my work! And still getting paid for playing in USS awesome or whut? And my uniform is purple berms and yellow top? With a purple hat HAHAHAAH BET YOU I'LL LOOK HOT IN THOSE! The only thing I need to do now is master my puss in boots face cos.....wait for it........................I'm the Muss in Boots in da Hood yaw.
Okthanksbye
That was so lame. Anyway, flyday was great, shopped till I dropped. 'Last friday night' moments are indeed coming back :) and yes, last saturday night is as good as TGIF though it was raining and i was about 2-3hrs late...not to mention my terrified face when i saw tt cibong hahaahah hey, i was really scared okay...
so yeah whatever. bought new wallet, new specs, am gonna buy new shoes. Gosh life is mundane but .....
OKBYE
From Monday to Thurs, I've been attending an induction for my work! And still getting paid for playing in USS awesome or whut? And my uniform is purple berms and yellow top? With a purple hat HAHAHAAH BET YOU I'LL LOOK HOT IN THOSE! The only thing I need to do now is master my puss in boots face cos.....wait for it........................I'm the Muss in Boots in da Hood yaw.
Okthanksbye
That was so lame. Anyway, flyday was great, shopped till I dropped. 'Last friday night' moments are indeed coming back :) and yes, last saturday night is as good as TGIF though it was raining and i was about 2-3hrs late...not to mention my terrified face when i saw tt cibong hahaahah hey, i was really scared okay...
so yeah whatever. bought new wallet, new specs, am gonna buy new shoes. Gosh life is mundane but .....
I'm sorry. I can't hear you over the sound of how awesome I am.
OKBYE
Friday, January 07, 2011
What can I say, before she came back here, my friday nights were those which made me sing 'Last Friday Nights (TGIF)' by Katy Perry but now when she's here, I just feel like shutting my mouth up and dwell in depression and sadness lol I feel like shit. Baking plans were cancelled last minute, and its the kind of last minute which sucks so bad 'cos it was to the point that i almost left house but then i got the text saying that it's cancelled so went back in to continue dwelling in boredom. My parents called me a lazy pig and well, to think of it I'm not really so much affected by that comment cos hey, i'm starting work next week and hey(once again), i ended two years of stressful life(i think it was stressful enough) last month. So I think I deserve this right? hehe
So here I am sitting down in front of the monitor thinking, tomorrow I'll get my bursary money; I'll pay off my debts to dearest loansharks-namely yayan and luahie then maybe treat my bicks to a meal for being there for me throughout my depressing(yet magical) period of A's? Other than that, I'll save up for future Canada trip, insya Allah, or trip with friends or smtg. Well, unless I found some cool chucks, watches, skirts, tops, bags, cardigans along the way yaknow. Did I mention food? Well, maybe I'll call up my gang of people who are willing to go buffet with me, likka maybe my 2 spouseys and beloved bear? Sounds like a plan but plans have to be carefully planned cos I.have.a.job. LOL
And hence tomorrow is the day when I'll get my bursary(I was really damn lucky to have it cos my bro's pay didn't come in fully that month so it didn't hit $4000 for our household income) and guess what, I'll be wearing my uniform to collect it. Wonder if it'll fit...
So I shall end here and off I go.
&FIY, tomorrow may not be his day, cos she's going...and gone.
don't fret my friend cos we are all here for you.
Saturday, January 01, 2011
Seems like my inbox flooded. Yup, flooded with new year's smses. Hi world, it's 1-1-11 and 2011 is already here. How time flies, how I've grown older, how I've graduated for JC, how I survived A's and how...I enter the life where I need to pay adult fare (FML for that).
&how I haven't been blogging since forever. I know now I've lost my readers but who cares. My blog is my say, whoever wanna read it go ahead. I've changed (i think) and well, I'm not someone who sits around dwelling in my sadness or harp on feeling loser-ish 'cos I'm not out with 3/4 of Singapore who are prolly grinding each other in clubs, getting molested in the congested streets of Singapore(particularly town?) or whatever. So let me start about my 2010 journey.
HAHA ACTUALLY I CAN'T REALLY REMEMBER....
But i do remember the days~
when we mug till we die and then we're alive again.
when there was prom AND post-prom AND post-post prom
when prelims were awful w
hen post-prelims involves lots of same routines everyday, wake up study eat study study study sleep.
when night study weren't just STUDYING hehehe
when some friends I've made become closer, and some are just..not worth it.
when i see my real true blue friends who were there for me, mentally especially, to support me throughout the course of A's (&yes, I'm very touched by these people :)
when my 2nd bro finally got married!(&living in an awesome house at Duxton)
and when I finally graduated from SAJC and living the life now (ok not really, im actually very broke with no employment LOL)
Ok i'm so lazy to type further (and apparently I wrote this halfway and went to sleep, plus I continued writing this on 6th Jan....LOL), so cheers to some pictures below :)
PROM FTW!
Trying to be in a beauty pageant LOL I failed miserably...
Half of my bio mates haha!
This marks the end of my Alevels! Outing with my beloved A4
Reunion with my excos! :D
Reunion with my homies yo LOL
And not forgetting my darlings, grace&kaishi :)
My spousey's birthday surprise!
Hari Raya 2010!
& definitely, my peers who have been with me for 2 years, most of the time, 09A04 :D
Finally, i can't wait to end this post. HAHAH IM RUNNING OUT OF WORDS KBYE
Trying to be in a beauty pageant LOL I failed miserably...
Half of my bio mates haha!
So prom wasn't as great as it was back in bp. I guess it was because I knew way lots more people than I did in SA and I love bp more. Despite that, I think that it was a whole new experience and it's fun in its own special way. Like for example, there was post-prom and going home late in the morning only to find my mum was gonna wake up for the morn when we're only done with washing up and getting ready for sleep. Ok I had fun eh people, like I said, it was a different experience altogether (hehehehehehe)
This marks the end of my Alevels! Outing with my beloved A4
Reunion with my excos! :D
Reunion with my homies yo LOL
Just wanna dedicate this to my girls. Just love the way we can just hang(or lepakz) with each other and just be ourselves and we're comfortable with just that. Love you guys, forever&always, hope we'll keep in touch no matter what eventhough we don't meet each other every day. I'm sure you guys are irreplaceable...:D
And not forgetting my darlings, grace&kaishi :)
To my carmen and kaishi, i'm really thankful for having you guys as my longest buddies (yes, since pri school?!!!) and we can still joke around, be whacky whenever we meet. &grace, i will trust you in choosing my future boyfriend. Don't break that trust ok HAHAHAH! LOVE YOU GUYS :D
My spousey's birthday surprise!
Hari Raya 2010!
& definitely, my peers who have been with me for 2 years, most of the time, 09A04 :D
Finally, i can't wait to end this post. HAHAH IM RUNNING OUT OF WORDS KBYE
Sunday, October 03, 2010
Don't know what I want
But I know it's not you
Keep pushing and pulling me down
When I know in my heart it's not you
Monday, August 09, 2010
2 o'clock and I wish that I was sleeping, you're in my head like a song on the radio.
haha!
It's been so long...I've been stressed(still am), I've been let down/torn down, I've been having fun, I've been complacent, I've been sad too much, I've been angry too much, I've been busy, I've been VERY distracted. All I need is motivation to go on and on and on, and aim for the wanting.
So much has happened, and I'm too left behind to tell every single detail here. So far, my plan to revise and catch up with studies during this long holiday failed epic-ly because of spending time with family. I've been a bad family member I guess, going home late cos I stayed back in school late, ignoring some people when I am focusing on my homework, yadda yadda you get my drift. Now's really the peak period for studies and I'm honestly scared of everything that's gonna come. But like my brother said - Don't waste your time thinking, complaining, stressing over it when you can spend that time actually achieving whatever you want to. At least I believe what he had said, look at him now, he is a role model in my eyes, and also the supporter in everything I do. How different would it be without him at home since he's getting married? Haha, now I think life passes by like how we assert in our GP essays " technological advancements are extremely rampant in today's world..."
I miss seeing them every weekend :(
So much has happened, and I'm too left behind to tell every single detail here. So far, my plan to revise and catch up with studies during this long holiday failed epic-ly because of spending time with family. I've been a bad family member I guess, going home late cos I stayed back in school late, ignoring some people when I am focusing on my homework, yadda yadda you get my drift. Now's really the peak period for studies and I'm honestly scared of everything that's gonna come. But like my brother said - Don't waste your time thinking, complaining, stressing over it when you can spend that time actually achieving whatever you want to. At least I believe what he had said, look at him now, he is a role model in my eyes, and also the supporter in everything I do. How different would it be without him at home since he's getting married? Haha, now I think life passes by like how we assert in our GP essays " technological advancements are extremely rampant in today's world..."
I miss seeing them every weekend :(
When girls gone wild pictures can't leak on facebook...I can only show you a pic from the whole album YAW! (the aftermath of BT2 and before-results period)
My bpf and my lover numbah jilo and the fireworkszxzxzx
Hi july 17! lollllllll should have combined with july 15 :P
Haha I felt lame for wearing a Qipao on Racial Harmony Day! Tried to hide from the whole world the whole day LOL
Omg i hate this picture cos I am just too short and I'm with sam chia mee pork zomg tak halalzzzzz.
&then there was the awesome national day celebration in school where Hanisah did a great job and 09A04 was just so awesome, I can't believe we're gonna part in matter of months :(
Guess what, after all these years I still have my spouse! hahahaha many loves. We were thinking of accepting a new family member and excluding someone out...evil but we also conform to the present situation.
lame? nope, that's just me. And ME can't wait for what's gonna happen ahead :D i sense something good.
Anw, Happy Ramadan people!
Sunday, July 04, 2010
6 days to linger in the past.
11 days to be in the present.
13 days that spells forever.
July.
Saturday, July 03, 2010
I feel my world shake, like an earthquake. I need to set my anger free.
Fuck it all with no regrets.