It's been awhile since I felt this happy (:

Carried my heavy laptop to SP (Cos I needed power supple) to watch the movie "Bad Teacher" with Chris, whoa luckily we didnt watch it in the cinemas it was "thrashy" in Chris' words. Haha. I felt tt it wasnt that bad, bt still, nt worth watching in the cinema. Lol.

Headed to Jin's house for tennis, tt's the fun part (: I'm nt very gd at it, bt the guys didnt quite mind, they were really patient and encouraging despite my infinite mistakes. All the screaming and laughters and moaning (Ahem, not me) really made me felt so gd, so happy, so carefree. Maybe it's the power of sports, it really lifted my mood up. The slight muscle aches after the games were nothing compared to the joy I had!

Actually, if I had a choice, I'd choose to be a guy. Guys arent as sensitive, arent as petty, dont quarrel over small things, bond more easily and they have more freedom. And that's just part of the advantage of being a guy. Hw great it is, isnt it?

MY INTERNET'S GETTING SO $(#^*&)$&()#$ED UP! ):

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Some people are just hard to please... No matter how hard you try, they're still not satisfied. It's not as if you did something wrong, okay maybe you did, unknowingly, but he/she just openly show his/her displeasure, make u feel like a lousy friend and all.

Take for example, going out. Yknow some things dont go as smoothly or as fun as expected, no one wanted it to end up that way, who doesnt wanna have fun right? But if that person u're out with complains about how bored he/she was to others, doesnt it make u seem like u're a frigging dull friend, although u actually feel the same way but because u didnt wanna put ur friend into a tough situation u kept everything to urself?

It makes me feel so dull, like what a bad friend I am, for making a friend feel so disappointed with the friend(s) he/she has, bt at the same time quite hurt as well, being unfairly judged. I really dont think I've been that bad, at least I did try hard enough help when he/she needs it.

Okay I guess if u're ever reading this and suspecting if I'm talking about u can u ask me about what I'm talking about instead of jumping into conclusion?

Oh, prelims are over. Yay?

In the midst of exam period. Just had Econs and Chem Paper 3 on the same day, feeling so lethargic now. Math for the next 2 days, I cant get myself to practise yet. Okay I'll study aft dinner... Which is in a few mins' time. Haha! Bt seriously, tt Chem paper was a killer. The Chem department is insane. Argggg. Okay enough of ranting. Hehe. Byeeeeeeeee! (:

It's a 100 days to A Levels. From tomorrow onwards, there're only double digits to count down to ): What's worse, Prelims are in 12 days' time.

Last yr, I had this temporary Chem teacher who thought my class for quite a few wks. He was a J5 senior, only 4 yrs older than us. I rmb he gave us this touching speech to study hard before he left. I rmb him telling us tt we need to copy all our tutorial answers even if we didnt do them, cos if one day while preparing for A's, when we realised we need to refer to the ans and we dont have it, we'll start to panic, and by then even our friends wouldnt have the time to care about us cos they'd be too occupied with their own revisions. I rmb him telling us tt we had to study hard, cos even grades like straight Bs couldnt get us to gd courses. It sounded rather freaky, to think tt our friends would just leave us alone when we needed them most.

Now, a hundred days from the most crucial exam, I begin to feel it. Kinda. It's not exactly tt my friends wouldnt help. It's just tt I myself feel embarrassed to ask for help, seeing everyone mugging so madly. I'm afraid tt I'd wasting their time, I'm afraid tt they'll think tt I'm dumb. Even someone I thought I could be frank to could actually get frustrated with me asking questions. Sometimes, even teachers make me feel so helpless, sometimes they'll give me the puzzled, "what do u not understand about this" face, which really made me feel so stupid. Sometimes, I fear to even consult them. I feel like a burden, both to my friends and teachers. I feel pretty much like a failure, a pest, so so inferior. I dare nt imagine the days ahead, they're gonna be so awful.