I realised today that..
It's easy to hurt someone, even if you are careful with your words are have put the person's feelings in mind. That's why everyone is different and sometimes we neglect certain feelings at times. We can't make everyone happy without making someone else sad/angry/annoyed/disappointed. As we say, humans are selfish. And I am fairly guilty of that.. How do we open our hearts and help anyone that pleads for help when we don't even help ourselves, to look beyond our selfish desires? I guess only God can..
Life's getting tougher as we grow older. No one promised us a life that would be a bed of roses where we can just be merry till death. Where are those green corn fields and neverending road into the countryside that I saw before? It's getting further and further away. I wish life wasn't that tough. I wish I could live free, like the animals in the jungles or the African plains. That way, it's more natural. When you're hungry, you hunt for food. When you're thirsty, you drink from the waterhole. If only life as a human is even 1% of the simplicity (in the wonders) of nature, it would be great! However, as technology advances, it's harder to find a space where technology has not reached yet... Perhaps peace and happiness can only be found in the afterlife, so they say.
Results isn't everything in life. It's the character and attitude of the person that brings him or her sucess. But of course, academics brings you one step closer to sucess, but it doesn't take you all the way to the goal. By being me, I have already lost half the battle. A small voice, undaring to speak up to the world, this is the only place where I can say what I want and how I want it. What's holding me back? My pride, fear, or just due to fact that I think of the consequences and possible answers before opening to break the golden silence?
Pity.. Self pity..
