家家都有本难念的经
Date - Sunday, February 5, 2012
Timing - 2:20 PM
He chose to run away from the problem and choose the easy way out. Did i inherit his genes? I think i did but one thing that i'm sure i'm not gonna be another him. Maybe years back he would have been my role model, but now he's just someone i cant deny having relations with. I hate how he always show us black face whenever he come back home, throw his temper whenever we question his spending. Every time he becomes a bit better to this family, it would be because he wanted a favor. Its ridiculous how cash-strap my family would be considering that we don't have much commitments compared to others. Is it that hard to at least tell us how did u spend those money? Why is it that u can be so generous to friends when our family is struggling to make ends meets? I just don't get it. I come home everyday expecting the same problem to pop up time and time again I keep telling myself all these will pass, these hard times and all this quarrels. But its getting harder and harder to convince myself if it keeps happening every single day. I don't wish for my family to be wealthy but it should at least be a like a family. I'm thankful for the existence of my sister, she has always been the one to help out the family. If not for her, my family could be in a much worse state than now.
I reckon that a v big quarrel is gonna happen soon, i guess i just gonna brace myself for it. Life's may be be a struggle but life's still goes on i guess
