Friendship
Date - Thursday, January 26, 2012
Timing - 1:18 PM
Reflecting on the year 2011, many bad stuffs had happened. Ignoring the troubles from my family which tend to worsen as the years go by, there are quite a few major events for me in the year 2011..
I lost a v good friend in the year 2011 due to a misunderstanding.. I came to regret about the way i handled that situation. It was only when things gt ugly that i realized that i wanted her more as a friend. She's one who can speak to me about football and never gets bored of it.. Willingly to travel to watch the game live at the fan club.. I don`t know if i can find another friend like her but i would really want her back as a friend if possible. I really feel damn bad for implicating others into this shit. Through this incident, i realized i'm really someone who tends to give up without trying. I think that`s my biggest weakness thus far.
Towards the end of 2011 marks the 1 year mark of my 2 years national service. To be honest, i don`t know who are the ones i will still contact after this 2 years. There are too much deceit between my batch and the previous batch of people. I see the v ugly sides of people over this period of time. Well i guess that`s just life, i believe this would kind of mind prep me for the future.
Despite all this shit that happened, i still think that 2011 is a fruitful year for me in terms of learning the ways of life. Oh well i'm gonna end this post already as nobody is able to read this anwy..
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