Monday, October 31, 2016
提摩太后书 4:6-8
我 现 在 被 浇 奠，我 离 世 的 时 候 到 了。那 美 好 的 仗 我 已 经 打 过 了 ，当 跑 的 路 我 已 经 跑 尽 了 ， 所 信 的 道 我 已 经 守 住 了 。从 此 以 後 ，有 公 义 的 冠 冕 为 我 存 留 ， 就 是 按 着 公 义 审 判 的 主 到 了 那 日 要 赐 给 我 的 ；不 但 赐 给 我 ，也 赐 给 凡 爱 慕 他 显 现 的 人 。
2 Timothy 4:6-8
For I am already being poured out like a drink offering, and the time for my departure is near. I have fought the good fight, I have finished the race, I have kept the faith. Now there is in store for me the crown of righteousness, which the Lord, the righteous Judge, will award to me on that day—and not only to me, but also to all who have longed for his appearing.
"我们在自己的哭声中来到这个世界
在别人的哭声中离开这个世界
那中间的过程...
叫做人生 "
Points to ponder:
- What is the purpose of my life?
- What would I wish for if I am going to die soon?
- What are the things I want to do before I leave this world?
- What am I gonna leave behind?
Tuesday, September 20, 2016
I can't stay the way I am now
I need to become stronger
I need a lot more strength
If not all those promises to protect
my loved ones are nothing but all talks
If the army were to call me back,
I am gonna train hard
And push myself to my utmost limits
Sunday, September 4, 2016
Watched Train To Busan the 2nd time
Asked myself the same questions again
If a zombie apocalypse were to happen
If I were to be in Young-Guk's shoes
when Jin Hee is infected,
what would I do?
The answer remains the same.
I'd do the same thing as Young-Guk did.
I'd gladly throw away this life and embrace you.
Like what I wrote on my letter,
As a soldier,
If I can choose to protect one thing,
that would be your smile.
And I mean it,
with all my heart.
Tuesday, August 30, 2016
万军之耶和华啊
恳求你聆听我的祷告
在人所不能完成的
在你手里凡事都能
这一份破碎的感情
求神你来医治和复原
我也要为着我的所为惭悔
因為自己的情欲
在所行的事上没有纪念耶和华
得罪了上帝
愿耶和华的手重重的惩罚在我身上
也愿你大能的右手
带领和保守着他
在一切的事上都加添力量给他
保守他和恩待他
诗篇 37:5 应许
"当将你的事交托耶和华，
并依靠祂，
祂就必成全。"
孩子要把一切都交托
恳求上帝应允我的祷告
奉耶稣基督宝贵的圣名祷告
阿们
Monday, March 21, 2016
A Letter To My Dearest Juilet Platoon 2 Section 3,
This is your faculty trainer, 3SG Hikari speaking. Tomorrow will be the first time I am meeting you all during the OC's opening and I haven't decide what kind of impression should I give and what to say to you all.
I am gonna put on the fierce-and-strict-sergeant mask (I have to do that) in order to instill regimentation and discipline at the start. But I am also quite sure I won't be able to last long.
I have not forgotten my purpose to be here. It is my job to believe in you guys and make you guys believe in yourself. I might not be the most experienced trainer but you can trust me that I will put in all my heart and soul to impart all the necessary skills to you all to be a competent specialist. Other than skills, I want everyone of you to bring back memories, because it is these 8 weeks of memories that are gonna be your motivation for your professional term. And yes, I will be your cameraman to snap down all the happy, tough and funny moments along the way.
The reason why I am writing this is to let you all know that I love and think of everyone in the section before I even know you all. Hope that we will get along well and have lots of fun for the next 8 weeks.
P.S Please don't lose any equipments or controlled items, I will hammer you!
Thursday, February 25, 2016
Even till the last moment in pro term,
Darryl was taking care of me.
"Now that I am not gonna be with you, you need to learn how to take care of yourself okay?"
I've never rely on anyone before.
Not in BMT, OCS, MMI or 2PDF.
Until I came to SCS.
Darryl always came to my rescue when I am in trouble. Maybe that's why i became over-reliant on him for strength. He's my pillar of support.
No matter how horrible I was feeling,
especially those heartbroken nights.
As long as Darryl is sleeping beside me,
that's enough to make me feel secure.
I know that if I can't defeat the sadness,
Darryl's shoulder is just beside.
Thank you for always being there for me.
I will become stronger so my hero doesn't have to worry for me
Wednesday, December 16, 2015
When I came back to combat and began living in this bunk with everyone,
I stopped having nightmares. I feel secured with everyone around.
There is nothing to fear because darryl is always beside me.
It is already a miracle that I am here,
able to hold a rifle and fight along side everyone.
So i shall not be greedy and ask for more.
P.S I will not give up. Because I am the one who will protect you.
So protect me too okay?
Thursday, December 3, 2015
I cried alone every single night. It felt like everyday that passed stole another piece of my real life away. After I cried, I'd go and fight as hard as I could. My only thought was winning, moving forward and getting stronger.
I will keep fighting. So that I can be me.
I'd rather stay myself till the very end than
becoming someone else that is not me.
Even if I were to....
I don't want to lose to this world.
No matter what.
Monday, November 16, 2015
Foundation term is coming to an end and I am feeling worried about the next stage. I am wondering what kind of commander will I be after I pass out. Will I still be the one that strongly believe in "Care for soldiers"? Or will I be the kind of sergeant that punish before listening, scold instead of encourage them?
So many people and things changed drastically within a year and that made me fearful of the flow of time, the fear of losing my orginal self.
Note to self: My main priority now is SAF; train hard and be an awesome sergeant. I can't afford to be distracted.
Monday, November 9, 2015
It is important for one to remember his purpose for fighting. People tend to forget their purpose as time passes.
I hope I doesn't forget my purpose and who I wanted to become after these 4 months. And those people that did their best to send me back to command school.
Purpose: To be the best sergeant ever and love my men with all my heart. To lead and inspire them and make their journey with me a memorable one.
Don't be afraid an an, just remember what Sgt Arthur said, "Have faith in yourself and don't be afraid to push yourself out of your comfort zone."
