Nut Says

Curse the guy that invented the piano.

Curse my sister Sister for playing it in the !#&@%&%$ morning.

Mahjong is canceled.

I forgot i have to go for music practice on Sat.
For the service on Sunday.

Baaaaaah.
I want to spend more time with ya.

Mahjong
20c/40c
Friday
Holland
No slow/noisy people.

Looking for ONE person, look for me asap.

Im going to update one day.

When im not that tired.

Freaking DKP site, I had to go and accidentally overwrite the T4 data with the T5 data. So now i have more work (the fact that im doing it for $0 is no motivation at all) to do. Re-inserting the data one by one.

Its a matter of Want vs Need now. I mean, being practical is one thing but in reality, sometimes in life, things just doesnt add up.

Today ive received an email. It was already long over, we've made our peace and thats that. :) Things are called the past for a reason and thats that.

Looking back may be fun, you'd laugh at yourself for the things you've done but then if you are bothered by events, why look back? Its already over, there is no way that anyone can change events. Thats why the past is called, the past.

This isnt even worth to be called an update. But at the alarming rate of typos that im coming up with, i think its better that i turn in. Actually have a dateline to meet at work tomorrow.

Later.

"For centuries philosophers and theologians have debated what it means to be human. Perhaps the answer has eluded us because it is so simple. To be human is to choose."

This cough is killing me literally.

Coughing every 30 seconds, the lungs can get scarred. Meds dont work, rest doesnt work, water isnt helping. Whatever goes now eh.

At work ive been reading through wikipedia and episode listing of oh so many shows. With the big project coming in now, when will i have the time to read my wikipedia?

"It is said that love and truth walk hand in hand. But if the need is great enough, can we learn to love a lie?"

I sleep oh so very early now adays. Usually in bed before 1am. Thats because im just too tired to do anything else.

The working life is rinse and repeat, nothing exciting at all if your in a job you dont enjoy. Like im at MOE and i dont enjoy what im doing because it isnt in my interest. Ive already said this to myself, ill attempt to find something ill enjoy doing, but the problem is that i have various interests and they keep switching time to time. I dont job-hop because... i have no idea why but i do feel loyal to whatever company that firsts employ me. Provided that they dont screw me over. Thats why i can say im picky when it come to choosing some things.

Some things in life you just dont want to have the hassle of going through it again. But then again sometimes you cant help it, nothing is perfect.

So, if possible, id never do it for the money, but rather for the passion. But in this reality, not everyone can earn money through passion. Look at our local bands for example, being a full-time musician will not put food on the table. We can only go so far with passion, but would you enjoy repeating something you dont like everyday?

Yea update.

Friday was a half day, work ended at 1230pm.
I LOVE DIVISION DAY!

It was their division's day where they went for an outing (probably to the zoo or something), thus the half day.

Kelvin had severe food poisoning from whatever he ate the day before. I had some what a similar effect instead that mine was more mild. He kept vomiting or something the whole night (there was once i had this, couldnt sleep at all vomited out rice first, after that when all the rice was out the chicken came next. After that it was just water and more water.) while i just had mild stomachaches throughout the day.

He slept till 11am lol. I wish i could do the same but my cubical is placed in such a way that i cant hide what im doing at a certain angle. My Achilles heel at work.

So i went down to fareast to get my hair cut. After which i went to my mum's shop to catch a nap. I always get conned man.

"Aiyah since your here i put on the mask blah blah blah" - Then id go whatever to avoid more nagging...

"Aiyah since you put on the mask already i go clean your face blah blah" - Okokok just let me sleep.

"Aiyah since you do all that already i go remove your black heads blah blah" - Stage 3 of the procedure, i got conned by my mum! So i went through the freaking painful removal of the blackheads. It was like some ancient torture, i wonder how women can go through pain for their face. Sacrifice. Maybe its just a matter of priorities. What is important to a person may be different to others.

After that went to meet Sam at borders. Wanted to find my book, comic and CDs (yes im going to relive my childhood days by reading TinTin and Asterix.) but then the price proved a stumbling block. Never knew books were THAT expensive. Its been a long time since ive actually bought a book. Walked walked walked walk until PS again. Ya la my fault la zzz i blame orchard, nothing much happening lol.

After that went off to Vivo to find DD and co. Wasnt feeling that great then, stomachache happened. Felt kind of dead then. (I went to the 'G spot''s toilet -> happy ah you. cos they happened to be around there)

Then i just went home and died literally. So am i adapting or getting old?

And this cough is getting irritating, im getting breathless now.

This cough is getting annoying.

But nothing compares to the one i had back 2 years ago, 2 months of coughing my lungs out?

Was that psychological or physical aggravated ill never know.

Take care, drink more water, lime juice blah blah.

I self medicate myself :)

Im tired, probably update another day.
And more guild drama lol but its ok, not my problem, i wasnt around lalalala.

Cheers.