Saturday, August 25, 2007
Yes i know..
I will update soon. For real this time.
Soon.
Soon.
Sunday, August 12, 2007
Alo alo
Ill update when im at home in the afternoon, busy week going out everyday after FYP kissed my ass goodbye.
Monday, August 06, 2007
So many things to watch!
Wow, im going to be a couch potato if this continues.
F1 Hungary 8pm - 10pm
Man Utd - Chelsea Community Shield match 10pm - 12am
And its even the start of the English Premier League. Well i suppose this is to make up for the time spent on my FYP and to make up for not watching tv for such a long time. Feels so good to unwind and relax after such a long time. No more exams, assignment, deadlines to meet, for now.
However, im still getting heart attacks from my FYP group mates who were doing the report writing. Each report i review ill have to edit the whole thing in such a way that it almost completely is a new piece done by me. Sigh.. Then Justin, give you deadlines to meet everything also say can can sure can but in the end also give me the stuff late and comparing with the amount of time given to complete the task, your work is like crap. Actually i had higher expectations from you.
Enough bitching, its over, after i hand in this last report, no more heart attacks, swearing and cursing at you etc etc. Seriously, i've been having this chest pain since ive seen the report and it hurts like hell. Its like ive been stabbed in the chest next to my heart.
Going through other people's blogs and such, i have come to realise that some how most of the people i know never blog about the happy stuff in life. They always do this Why did you leave me this way? Or You returned when i have left Or Will i ever find true happiness?
Well you cant complain really because in the first place, it is their blog. Next off, perhaps its their only place to express themselves where they really cant. Im cool with all of that. (Mainly just because i couldnt bother if your acting emo or thinking so much that it hurts in real life) Call me an insensitive clod if you may but i feel that negative emotions are a waste of time.
Couldnt care more, seriously, they need professional help. You can ask them for years about their problems and they can go "Its nothing. No really, its nothing!" So this was when i just stopped bothering with these kind of people when i came to poly.
Whats this post you may ask? Its a very good question, im just expressing myself, with what ever comes to mind. I think about 1 ka-ba-jillion things each day and its hard to remember it all unless i right it down (of which im too lazy to do). Sometimes i dont like to stop and say hello because im thinking of some theories/plans/contraptions. I never liked to be disturbed in thought, thats why i get so anal when people actually make a hell lot of noise when im doing work.
Peace out people, i dont hold grudges, i just dont like certain aspects of people :)
F1 Hungary 8pm - 10pm
Man Utd - Chelsea Community Shield match 10pm - 12am
And its even the start of the English Premier League. Well i suppose this is to make up for the time spent on my FYP and to make up for not watching tv for such a long time. Feels so good to unwind and relax after such a long time. No more exams, assignment, deadlines to meet, for now.
However, im still getting heart attacks from my FYP group mates who were doing the report writing. Each report i review ill have to edit the whole thing in such a way that it almost completely is a new piece done by me. Sigh.. Then Justin, give you deadlines to meet everything also say can can sure can but in the end also give me the stuff late and comparing with the amount of time given to complete the task, your work is like crap. Actually i had higher expectations from you.
Enough bitching, its over, after i hand in this last report, no more heart attacks, swearing and cursing at you etc etc. Seriously, i've been having this chest pain since ive seen the report and it hurts like hell. Its like ive been stabbed in the chest next to my heart.
Going through other people's blogs and such, i have come to realise that some how most of the people i know never blog about the happy stuff in life. They always do this Why did you leave me this way? Or You returned when i have left Or Will i ever find true happiness?
Well you cant complain really because in the first place, it is their blog. Next off, perhaps its their only place to express themselves where they really cant. Im cool with all of that. (Mainly just because i couldnt bother if your acting emo or thinking so much that it hurts in real life) Call me an insensitive clod if you may but i feel that negative emotions are a waste of time.
Couldnt care more, seriously, they need professional help. You can ask them for years about their problems and they can go "Its nothing. No really, its nothing!" So this was when i just stopped bothering with these kind of people when i came to poly.
Whats this post you may ask? Its a very good question, im just expressing myself, with what ever comes to mind. I think about 1 ka-ba-jillion things each day and its hard to remember it all unless i right it down (of which im too lazy to do). Sometimes i dont like to stop and say hello because im thinking of some theories/plans/contraptions. I never liked to be disturbed in thought, thats why i get so anal when people actually make a hell lot of noise when im doing work.
Peace out people, i dont hold grudges, i just dont like certain aspects of people :)
Friday, August 03, 2007
Hmm
At long last, our FYP is over! This has got to be the hardest working 8 days of my life in the year. 4 days was from the first half doing phase 1 and the next was from phase 2, finishing up the project. Amazing on how we managed to make a game in an estimated 2 -3 weeks of actually working. Im actually bushed from all the not sleeping and drinking red bull, i think my body composition has changed to around 60% red bull.
So our project is complete. Now i feel that there is nothing more in life :( lol. Come on, its getting boring, maybe its time hmmm. Anyway my mind is in genius mode even when i fell asleep. I fell asleep at my desk and i somehow dragged myself outside my room to sleep on the floor. Doing so i would wake up after a bit due to the heat and thus i woke up. Heh the mind of a genius, i shall have the master plan in no time.
Aye im talking nonsense due to fatigue, i think i should be back to normal in the next few days. In the past 2 weeks, i literally became a crazed person in class. Perhaps i was bringing the class comical relief to relieve their stress or then again i was becoming crazy because i needed to have fun. But who the hell cares now anyway, im going to miss the crazy lot.
So our project is complete. Now i feel that there is nothing more in life :( lol. Come on, its getting boring, maybe its time hmmm. Anyway my mind is in genius mode even when i fell asleep. I fell asleep at my desk and i somehow dragged myself outside my room to sleep on the floor. Doing so i would wake up after a bit due to the heat and thus i woke up. Heh the mind of a genius, i shall have the master plan in no time.
Aye im talking nonsense due to fatigue, i think i should be back to normal in the next few days. In the past 2 weeks, i literally became a crazed person in class. Perhaps i was bringing the class comical relief to relieve their stress or then again i was becoming crazy because i needed to have fun. But who the hell cares now anyway, im going to miss the crazy lot.
Just a few more hours
To temporary freedom before i get sent to MOE to do flash for 4 months :(
Anyway, in the midst of doing my FYP, Im literary running on red bull to work. One can every few hours just to keep me awake, i dont think its going to work out hmmmm.
We are almost finished, well at least i managed to complete my shit. This fyp is killing me. The naming convention of the game sprites given to me was fucking horrible, i spent 30 mins to debug my code and screw the screwy naming convention. Inefficient huh? Well thats what you get for not sleeping over the past few days.
My fyp is a networking game, i think that we have done quite well considering that our lecturers are a useless lot that cant program. I think from this FYP i learnt more then what the lecturers had taught us in the past years. Well, they just gave us the minimal knowledge of games programming and they dont know anything else to teach us.
I feel kind of proud that my group is doing this networking project (Because hell yea, we are the first GD group to do a networking game, in the great history of GD - which lasted 2 years including us) but at the same time im also damn sian because of the rush to complete the prototype 8 weeks ago, i created a crappy UIbar with crap codings that even i do not understand. Its kind of the same feeling where you snot cocaine and produce music only that its not always great songs.
Logging for now, later.
Anyway, in the midst of doing my FYP, Im literary running on red bull to work. One can every few hours just to keep me awake, i dont think its going to work out hmmmm.
We are almost finished, well at least i managed to complete my shit. This fyp is killing me. The naming convention of the game sprites given to me was fucking horrible, i spent 30 mins to debug my code and screw the screwy naming convention. Inefficient huh? Well thats what you get for not sleeping over the past few days.
My fyp is a networking game, i think that we have done quite well considering that our lecturers are a useless lot that cant program. I think from this FYP i learnt more then what the lecturers had taught us in the past years. Well, they just gave us the minimal knowledge of games programming and they dont know anything else to teach us.
I feel kind of proud that my group is doing this networking project (Because hell yea, we are the first GD group to do a networking game, in the great history of GD - which lasted 2 years including us) but at the same time im also damn sian because of the rush to complete the prototype 8 weeks ago, i created a crappy UIbar with crap codings that even i do not understand. Its kind of the same feeling where you snot cocaine and produce music only that its not always great songs.
Logging for now, later.
