Saturday, November 25, 2006
rain
Havent update in quite a while, reason being - i cant remember why.
Anyway recently MIT lost 1-2 to Sports club in soccer. Thats sad considering the way both sides played. Should have been 2-0 to MIT. Oh well, we will pick ourselves up and try again.
Well well well, its been raining in the afternoon almost everyday, dont you just love the cool weather? I woke up this morning at around 9+ because i was cold ... What a way to start the day, feeling cold. Anyway moved on to watching videos and reading Deathnote till now, where im just slacking. The rain has just stopped but the sky's still grey. The weather's cool, almost like a natural aircon. I feel more lethargic recently, dont know why. Perhaps its the lack of sleep i added up over the years? Or rather that i was falling sick. Im visited by an old friend - Cough.
The same bad cough is back, the very one i had last year, the one which lasted for 9 months. Now its be suppressed but the meds im taking are strong shit which knocks me out at earlier times. And my lower right back aint better, it gets worse each time i jump. Else i can run and do other random stuff. After jumping repeatedly it will have a slight pain. If i use the lower right back it will have a sharp pain.. Oh well thats faling down for you.
Yesterday felt so tired that i slept at 1am. Nothing lost there. Nothing gained either.
I have more or less decided to not continue. Its easier if i just walk away now.
Funny how it just stops here. Bye.
-Cough , lets run in the rain!-
Anyway recently MIT lost 1-2 to Sports club in soccer. Thats sad considering the way both sides played. Should have been 2-0 to MIT. Oh well, we will pick ourselves up and try again.
Well well well, its been raining in the afternoon almost everyday, dont you just love the cool weather? I woke up this morning at around 9+ because i was cold ... What a way to start the day, feeling cold. Anyway moved on to watching videos and reading Deathnote till now, where im just slacking. The rain has just stopped but the sky's still grey. The weather's cool, almost like a natural aircon. I feel more lethargic recently, dont know why. Perhaps its the lack of sleep i added up over the years? Or rather that i was falling sick. Im visited by an old friend - Cough.
The same bad cough is back, the very one i had last year, the one which lasted for 9 months. Now its be suppressed but the meds im taking are strong shit which knocks me out at earlier times. And my lower right back aint better, it gets worse each time i jump. Else i can run and do other random stuff. After jumping repeatedly it will have a slight pain. If i use the lower right back it will have a sharp pain.. Oh well thats faling down for you.
Yesterday felt so tired that i slept at 1am. Nothing lost there. Nothing gained either.
I have more or less decided to not continue. Its easier if i just walk away now.
Funny how it just stops here. Bye.
-Cough , lets run in the rain!-
Wednesday, November 15, 2006
Hello!
Hey im back. Couldnt update in the previous week due to rushing of assignments (or rather im too lazy to update)
So here i am, stress free, for now with all my programming assignments handed up. Haven slept in aroud 40 hours, maybe i should go another night? I would but its simply too boring to do so, so unless something magical/fun-filled/time-consuming appears i would be sleeping later on.
Was feeling lost in the past few days, had no mood to do any assignments, guess that it wasnt the correct time to do so. But thanks to a random event of stupidness, i got pissed and soon followed the momentum to start programming. Well finished all of those in the last night, lasted from 11pm - 12pm programming.
Man its a killer, the only rest i had is a 30min power nap at 1100am today. The amazing thing is that i woke up at 1130am, and dragged myself to code finish the whole program. To tell the truth, i cant remember what i coded between 1130am to 12pm as i was rather 1/2 asleep then. Then when i fully awoke, i found out that i had more or less completed both programs.
I wonder what the hell i typed in during that 30min black out period. Oh well, i feel that life is very messy now. I er dont really know what am i doing so ill er just do what i want a day at a time =).
Cant think of anymore to write about. Hmm the quality of my posts have been declining recently and perhaps its due to the fact that i cant really think at the moment.
Also just another note, If you want me to do some work, dont expect me to know if you didnt inform me about anything. Then claim you did inform me and heaven knows whats going to happen. I remember clearly saying the problems that were in the way and i doubt that you were even listening at all. Maybe thats the reason i got slightly pissed today, you dont inform me of what ever notices come down,then expect me to know the unknown. Make several decisions without even informing me, then look where we are now. In my opinion, your carelessness caused this and i say you should reimburse the full amount, not anyone else.
There this adds to the list, better start writing the rest soon.
So here i am, stress free, for now with all my programming assignments handed up. Haven slept in aroud 40 hours, maybe i should go another night? I would but its simply too boring to do so, so unless something magical/fun-filled/time-consuming appears i would be sleeping later on.
Was feeling lost in the past few days, had no mood to do any assignments, guess that it wasnt the correct time to do so. But thanks to a random event of stupidness, i got pissed and soon followed the momentum to start programming. Well finished all of those in the last night, lasted from 11pm - 12pm programming.
Man its a killer, the only rest i had is a 30min power nap at 1100am today. The amazing thing is that i woke up at 1130am, and dragged myself to code finish the whole program. To tell the truth, i cant remember what i coded between 1130am to 12pm as i was rather 1/2 asleep then. Then when i fully awoke, i found out that i had more or less completed both programs.
I wonder what the hell i typed in during that 30min black out period. Oh well, i feel that life is very messy now. I er dont really know what am i doing so ill er just do what i want a day at a time =).
Cant think of anymore to write about. Hmm the quality of my posts have been declining recently and perhaps its due to the fact that i cant really think at the moment.
Also just another note, If you want me to do some work, dont expect me to know if you didnt inform me about anything. Then claim you did inform me and heaven knows whats going to happen. I remember clearly saying the problems that were in the way and i doubt that you were even listening at all. Maybe thats the reason i got slightly pissed today, you dont inform me of what ever notices come down,then expect me to know the unknown. Make several decisions without even informing me, then look where we are now. In my opinion, your carelessness caused this and i say you should reimburse the full amount, not anyone else.
There this adds to the list, better start writing the rest soon.
Wednesday, November 08, 2006
Hmmm
Its strange how people change.
I once remember someone telling me that simple and plain blog skins were the best, and he had his blog up before like a simple notepad. However futher down the road in life, he had created a blog and started out plain. Slowly and slowly he found blogskins and changed his blog. Slowly slowly, from normal text to emo readings to now what i percieve as another level of emo-ness.
Funny how things started out as one thing and people end up losing their focus or vision along the way and end up doing what they say they would never do. There are people who also talk but end up taking no action.
Perspective changes now and then.
Currently, now i feel slightly @%&#^* and i cant seem to explain why... But rest assured, i wont change, ill stick to what i said or have said before.
I once remember someone telling me that simple and plain blog skins were the best, and he had his blog up before like a simple notepad. However futher down the road in life, he had created a blog and started out plain. Slowly and slowly he found blogskins and changed his blog. Slowly slowly, from normal text to emo readings to now what i percieve as another level of emo-ness.
Funny how things started out as one thing and people end up losing their focus or vision along the way and end up doing what they say they would never do. There are people who also talk but end up taking no action.
Perspective changes now and then.
Currently, now i feel slightly @%&#^* and i cant seem to explain why... But rest assured, i wont change, ill stick to what i said or have said before.
Saturday, November 04, 2006
Update!
Ive finally decided to update.
Today just had soccer training in school after which we went to eat at commonwealth. Feeling kind of tired today and feeling abit funny.
Feeling funny about whats going on now. Not that something important is happening on at the moment but life in general.
I had a conversation with bob today about some general life. Also, i just smoked my way through GEMs class. Was fooling around in GEMS class on MSN, didnt listen to a word the teacher said... Then she came over and saw me doing nothing on the Pc and started asking questions. Talked some nonsense about TBCM and er i have to show results or else..
Anyway Bob says we are XMM killers. I think i disagree. I think he's the XMM killer. Well he's got the looks and style while i er just have " ". Bob i think you should live in Far East Plaza, you can pick up more XMM in one life time in a week's time =D
3rd Nov was ceed's birthday, actually wanted to greet him in person but then he didnt go to school.. Till the late afternoon to do his project.
What the hell am i typing, i really cant get any thing out! Im blogging random nonsense.. I need more bus time to think clearer but i wont go to Changi Airport OR take a bus just to think.
Im tired, im logging.
Today just had soccer training in school after which we went to eat at commonwealth. Feeling kind of tired today and feeling abit funny.
Feeling funny about whats going on now. Not that something important is happening on at the moment but life in general.
I had a conversation with bob today about some general life. Also, i just smoked my way through GEMs class. Was fooling around in GEMS class on MSN, didnt listen to a word the teacher said... Then she came over and saw me doing nothing on the Pc and started asking questions. Talked some nonsense about TBCM and er i have to show results or else..
Anyway Bob says we are XMM killers. I think i disagree. I think he's the XMM killer. Well he's got the looks and style while i er just have " ". Bob i think you should live in Far East Plaza, you can pick up more XMM in one life time in a week's time =D
3rd Nov was ceed's birthday, actually wanted to greet him in person but then he didnt go to school.. Till the late afternoon to do his project.
What the hell am i typing, i really cant get any thing out! Im blogging random nonsense.. I need more bus time to think clearer but i wont go to Changi Airport OR take a bus just to think.
Im tired, im logging.
Thursday, November 02, 2006
Hmm
Quick update
29th Oct - Im officially 18
31st Oct / 1st Nov - MIT Talentime auditions
Today
My gawd i feel empty. I dont really know what to do hmm. Anyway on other matters, ... I dont feel like blogging no more (for now) I dont have the mood to do anything, there isnt much motivation for me now so most things are at a standstill. I wonder if im doing any wrongs to people recently.
Fark man nothing is coming out from the old noodle, i feel like crap.
29th Oct - Im officially 18
31st Oct / 1st Nov - MIT Talentime auditions
Today
My gawd i feel empty. I dont really know what to do hmm. Anyway on other matters, ... I dont feel like blogging no more (for now) I dont have the mood to do anything, there isnt much motivation for me now so most things are at a standstill. I wonder if im doing any wrongs to people recently.
Fark man nothing is coming out from the old noodle, i feel like crap.
