Monday, October 23, 2006
Sunday
Sunday.
What a day.. Woken up at 830am to go church to work. (I do sound engineering for the chinese service). Ok so after all that went for lunch at bukit panjang and meet Bob, Derrick and CJ at marina to catch DOA. DOA, some movie i actually didnt want to watch, storyliness piece of crap. I already knew the plot after 15 minutes.
Oh well after that went to suntec to walk around and fooled around in Toys 'r us.
Pictures speak a thousand words.
What a day.. Woken up at 830am to go church to work. (I do sound engineering for the chinese service). Ok so after all that went for lunch at bukit panjang and meet Bob, Derrick and CJ at marina to catch DOA. DOA, some movie i actually didnt want to watch, storyliness piece of crap. I already knew the plot after 15 minutes.
Oh well after that went to suntec to walk around and fooled around in Toys 'r us.
Pictures speak a thousand words.
Gorilla!
Communist Spidey VS Darth Vader
See me and bob chiong lucifer =D (Bob had a dream lol)
WTF is a tripod doing in a toilet cubical?
CJ left early and me, bob and derrick had dinner at New York New York. Then we overheard a fucking racist comment to a black skined employee, "Aint you supposed to be digging oil or something". KNN some old man said that to the guy and he was like damn sad. The people that heard it and the manager patted him on the back and told him not to worry. Dumbasses like that give Singaporeans a bad name.
I wonder if he's banged down by a car already? Dont worry, karma will get the better of him. Sooner or later he'll get a heart attack and burn in hell, literally.
Afterwards we left for home and im tired, im going to turn in now, logging.
-Pariss meals for the win! Over 1000 meals owed, 0 claimed yet!-
Thursday, October 19, 2006
power
I HAVE THE POWER. No more shortage of power!
Today Derrick came over to slack while waiting for Bob and Co. . After which at around we left at 4pm to Sim Lim as i needed to get the POWER. So i went and got the POWER and met Bob and Co. at bedok afterwards while Derrick headed back to Jurong.
I lugged the POWER around bedok, freaking heavy piece of junk, you better not leak or else..
Ok back here, i went to bedok with Bob and Co. to attend the funeral wake of a friend.
Kudos to you for your strength throughout this period. Even when she was sick you were all happy and not a sign of sadness appeared. I look up to you for that, the all almighty powerful masking of feelings.
Stay strong dude, we'll be there for you.
-Stand tall ball, like you always do.-
Strengths.
Actually if you think about it, thinking too much about what if is a part of weakness.
What if i had done this?
What if i stayed?
What if i told someone?
What if i didnt do that?
'What if's are signs that tell me something.
You didnt dare to try and thus you are now using what if.
OR
You tried and regreted your decision.
OR
You actually screwed up big time.
(You refering to the general public.)
Go with your gut feeling, but remember to an extent where you are still friendly to the world.
Which means stay firm to your decision and not let others suay your decision. And at the same time remember to be friendly to those around you (Unless they are jackasses.)
Dont regret your decision, you made it, live with it. =)
Today Derrick came over to slack while waiting for Bob and Co. . After which at around we left at 4pm to Sim Lim as i needed to get the POWER. So i went and got the POWER and met Bob and Co. at bedok afterwards while Derrick headed back to Jurong.
I lugged the POWER around bedok, freaking heavy piece of junk, you better not leak or else..
Ok back here, i went to bedok with Bob and Co. to attend the funeral wake of a friend.
Kudos to you for your strength throughout this period. Even when she was sick you were all happy and not a sign of sadness appeared. I look up to you for that, the all almighty powerful masking of feelings.
Stay strong dude, we'll be there for you.
-Stand tall ball, like you always do.-
Strengths.
Actually if you think about it, thinking too much about what if is a part of weakness.
What if i had done this?
What if i stayed?
What if i told someone?
What if i didnt do that?
'What if's are signs that tell me something.
You didnt dare to try and thus you are now using what if.
OR
You tried and regreted your decision.
OR
You actually screwed up big time.
(You refering to the general public.)
Go with your gut feeling, but remember to an extent where you are still friendly to the world.
Which means stay firm to your decision and not let others suay your decision. And at the same time remember to be friendly to those around you (Unless they are jackasses.)
Dont regret your decision, you made it, live with it. =)
Wednesday, October 18, 2006
POWER
I NEED THE POWERSUPPLYUNIT.
My POWERsupplyunit. Is dieing a slow and horrible death. It cannot generate enough power to power the HARDDISK OF ETERNAL WISDOM.
It sucks, now i have to go down to sim lim. Stupid piece of crap.
Ok today isnt such a good day. And it isnt a bad day either. Its in between, just scrolling towards a bad one.
I NEED THE POWER.
I must really consider accepting that job. Im already tired from life now, and with this coming in? Ill just have to see what deco says on Monday.
My POWERsupplyunit. Is dieing a slow and horrible death. It cannot generate enough power to power the HARDDISK OF ETERNAL WISDOM.
It sucks, now i have to go down to sim lim. Stupid piece of crap.
Ok today isnt such a good day. And it isnt a bad day either. Its in between, just scrolling towards a bad one.
I NEED THE POWER.
I must really consider accepting that job. Im already tired from life now, and with this coming in? Ill just have to see what deco says on Monday.
Tuesday, October 17, 2006
Weakness
I believe that the number one weakness to many humans are emotions.
Emotions can drive one to do the unimaginable, maybe complete an amazing feat or do something incredibly stupid. Feelings control the way of life and is a part of everyone. The only difference is how people supress or express their feelings. Some mask them so well that you cant tell whats wrong. Others mask it but are terrible at doing it and deny that there are problems. Some may go around telling the world their problems, some may fake to get the attention of others.
Looking at it now, there are many ways people choose to handle their emotions, a major weakness or strength.
Personally for me, i mask every other weakness. (Who wants people to know their weakness anyway?) In this, when i try to express it in the moment, it always goes awry for some reason or another (Ok im no good a expressing myself in seconds). After thinking about it for a while, i would have got the answer to expressing it. Thus i mask most of it so i wouldnt have to waste time to think about it. Thinking about it makes my head hurt. (Doesnt emotions just suck?)
And adding to it is this stupid memory of mine. Seems that i have a knack for remembering loads of stuff. When i say dont know or forgot, its because i pretend not to know. In some strange way ignorance is bliss. And i use it to the fullest advantage.
A boon and a bane i say.
What am i saying? It doesnt really matter. Maybe its random chatter, maybe not. Who knows anyway.
Emotions can drive one to do the unimaginable, maybe complete an amazing feat or do something incredibly stupid. Feelings control the way of life and is a part of everyone. The only difference is how people supress or express their feelings. Some mask them so well that you cant tell whats wrong. Others mask it but are terrible at doing it and deny that there are problems. Some may go around telling the world their problems, some may fake to get the attention of others.
Looking at it now, there are many ways people choose to handle their emotions, a major weakness or strength.
Personally for me, i mask every other weakness. (Who wants people to know their weakness anyway?) In this, when i try to express it in the moment, it always goes awry for some reason or another (Ok im no good a expressing myself in seconds). After thinking about it for a while, i would have got the answer to expressing it. Thus i mask most of it so i wouldnt have to waste time to think about it. Thinking about it makes my head hurt. (Doesnt emotions just suck?)
And adding to it is this stupid memory of mine. Seems that i have a knack for remembering loads of stuff. When i say dont know or forgot, its because i pretend not to know. In some strange way ignorance is bliss. And i use it to the fullest advantage.
A boon and a bane i say.
What am i saying? It doesnt really matter. Maybe its random chatter, maybe not. Who knows anyway.
Monday, October 16, 2006
Congrats
Congrats, somehow im depressed.
Sunday, October 15, 2006
troublesome
Today, went to sentosa with Chalk, Leon and Bob. Went around 12pm and slacked around. I slept at Palawan beach till 2pm then went in the water. Went to vivo at aroudn 430pm and its BIG BUT the pathways on the upper levels are damn small. Then the toilets were bloody dirty, like those kopitiam kind. And you'd expect something more from a mall thats open for less then a month.
Was squeezing around to Carl's Jr. When i heard two women complaining of the crowd at Vivo city. Heard (In chinese) "Why so crowded?" Then the reply was "All the small children come here la!" Maybe she was dumb or blind. Around here were many many many teens to young adults. If those were small children, then i suppose she is one old fuck?
Na im not angry but i am wondering about people that never think before they speak. I know some people in particular. Also some that think too much and too little at the same time. You wonder how that is possible, but its true!
After that went home and here i am now, watching Chan 8's Troublesome night 4.
Funny show, been around for ages. There are many many troublesome nights and i enjoyed each budget one. I have a liking for comical oldies, and no matter how high or low budget they are, they are fun to watch =D. There are various quotes from todays viewing of programs. Such as from "The Tai Chi Master" (Starring Jet Li).
無根無塵 萬法自然
And also from Troublesome Night (From that creepy philipino christian future looking woman)
"If you dont trust your husband, why do you marry him."
Well i think that its rather the same for relationships, if you dont trust your other half, why do you get into it in the first place? However, sometimes its not entirely true. Ok im logging for now, another time, cya.
Btw, as Jin said, do not assume, it makes an ass of u and me. Even if Jin said that, i wonder why SOMETIMES people assume rather then trust. Makes you wonder doesnt it.
Was squeezing around to Carl's Jr. When i heard two women complaining of the crowd at Vivo city. Heard (In chinese) "Why so crowded?" Then the reply was "All the small children come here la!" Maybe she was dumb or blind. Around here were many many many teens to young adults. If those were small children, then i suppose she is one old fuck?
Na im not angry but i am wondering about people that never think before they speak. I know some people in particular. Also some that think too much and too little at the same time. You wonder how that is possible, but its true!
After that went home and here i am now, watching Chan 8's Troublesome night 4.
Funny show, been around for ages. There are many many troublesome nights and i enjoyed each budget one. I have a liking for comical oldies, and no matter how high or low budget they are, they are fun to watch =D. There are various quotes from todays viewing of programs. Such as from "The Tai Chi Master" (Starring Jet Li).
無根無塵 萬法自然
And also from Troublesome Night (From that creepy philipino christian future looking woman)
"If you dont trust your husband, why do you marry him."
Well i think that its rather the same for relationships, if you dont trust your other half, why do you get into it in the first place? However, sometimes its not entirely true. Ok im logging for now, another time, cya.
Btw, as Jin said, do not assume, it makes an ass of u and me. Even if Jin said that, i wonder why SOMETIMES people assume rather then trust. Makes you wonder doesnt it.
Thursday, October 12, 2006
Tag
Tag board was down so i changed it to floober. Or something close to that. Logging for the night, my form better come back, i feel out of place like i am on a different astral plane.
Wednesday, October 11, 2006
.
Hell, i see a big difference between what the hell and what the HELL.
Well its like this, i dont know what the fuck im doing now. Maybe i should have expressed more dismay then rather then bottling it up. Point fingers at me, spread the word that im fucked up, do what ever you want to make you happy. I had my reasons and im apologising for the umpteen time.
I know im wrong over the past few days but i need some fucking space. I need time to think, analyse, it you want to be another friend lost over the past year, then what can i say. I believe in the freedom of choice, sometimes its better for one to choose on their own rather then expect others to sway their decision.
If it makes you feel better.
Well its like this, i dont know what the fuck im doing now. Maybe i should have expressed more dismay then rather then bottling it up. Point fingers at me, spread the word that im fucked up, do what ever you want to make you happy. I had my reasons and im apologising for the umpteen time.
I know im wrong over the past few days but i need some fucking space. I need time to think, analyse, it you want to be another friend lost over the past year, then what can i say. I believe in the freedom of choice, sometimes its better for one to choose on their own rather then expect others to sway their decision.
If it makes you feel better.
Tuesday, October 10, 2006
Hmmm
Recently, ive been feeling funny.
Been more tired recently even though i have the sufficient amount of 8 hours of sleep. I feel that im off form. Off form in everything. And er off form in life. Wonder how that ever happened. Feels kind of funny too but then again, ill shake it off sooner or later.
The haze has been lifted recently, back down to 30-ish and less. Im logging now, hopefully tomorrow will be a better day.
And oh yea, i need to find people that actually wouldnt mind watching horror films. So far more people are getting more and more afraid of watching a horror movie and i seem to wonder why.
So i need to either find people who actually can watch these kind of genres or grow a couple of guts for them.
Been more tired recently even though i have the sufficient amount of 8 hours of sleep. I feel that im off form. Off form in everything. And er off form in life. Wonder how that ever happened. Feels kind of funny too but then again, ill shake it off sooner or later.
The haze has been lifted recently, back down to 30-ish and less. Im logging now, hopefully tomorrow will be a better day.
And oh yea, i need to find people that actually wouldnt mind watching horror films. So far more people are getting more and more afraid of watching a horror movie and i seem to wonder why.
So i need to either find people who actually can watch these kind of genres or grow a couple of guts for them.
Sunday, October 08, 2006
I wonder
I wonder, if girls express what they cant say through mail. Or maybe it was just who i have.
Anyway hearing that shakey voice means one thing, theres no need to wonder about that. I know, you know.
Random sentence. Logging.
Anyway hearing that shakey voice means one thing, theres no need to wonder about that. I know, you know.
Random sentence. Logging.
Quick update
The haze these days are getting worse.
I cant really breath all that well and when i go out my eyes itch like hell. Cant wear contacts or my eye will be damn red. The last time my eye was red it was red for at least a month.
On friday i went for soccer training. I wanted to wear contacts but i looked out the window and changed my mind. If i dont wear glasses i cant see really well, if i wear them i dont dare to challenge hard after countless pairs being broken in my younger days. So i almost died i the haze, i think im going to train fitness by myself instead of the training. I really cant stand the haze no more.
Came home and slept immediately. 1130, thats early. And i woke up at 10am. Lazed around till lunch then came home to sleep somemore. After which i went to town and found James and Chalk. Walked around abit then went to the SP Musical. Met Jin along the way and he got a 'faulty' ticket.
His ticket was for Friday and its a Saturday. Ill explain if you ask me IRL because im too lazy to type it out. Much happened on Friday and Sat. Damn funny too, too bad you aint GD or didnt go with me to the SP Musical (Or rather i didnt ask anyone.)
Im becoming lazier or rather more tired recently. Also i would like to add dont assume you know or understand me most of the time, then after a bit try to make me look like the bad guy. If you knew me more then i know myself well bravo. I dont even know myself that well. Rather much im pretty random. I think about issues when im going home each and everyday. Its just that i dont think i would voice out my opinions and scold or hurt people over my thoughts.
Well thats one thing that i would rather much like to mention. If you cant understand i dont really care or bother anymore. Its my opinion, no one asked you to look anyway. Thats why blogs are setup, for people's opinions to be voiced out.
Dont like what i type? You can
a) Dont visit this link again.
b) Keep quiet.
c) Live with it.
-I fear no one.-
I cant really breath all that well and when i go out my eyes itch like hell. Cant wear contacts or my eye will be damn red. The last time my eye was red it was red for at least a month.
On friday i went for soccer training. I wanted to wear contacts but i looked out the window and changed my mind. If i dont wear glasses i cant see really well, if i wear them i dont dare to challenge hard after countless pairs being broken in my younger days. So i almost died i the haze, i think im going to train fitness by myself instead of the training. I really cant stand the haze no more.
Came home and slept immediately. 1130, thats early. And i woke up at 10am. Lazed around till lunch then came home to sleep somemore. After which i went to town and found James and Chalk. Walked around abit then went to the SP Musical. Met Jin along the way and he got a 'faulty' ticket.
His ticket was for Friday and its a Saturday. Ill explain if you ask me IRL because im too lazy to type it out. Much happened on Friday and Sat. Damn funny too, too bad you aint GD or didnt go with me to the SP Musical (Or rather i didnt ask anyone.)
Im becoming lazier or rather more tired recently. Also i would like to add dont assume you know or understand me most of the time, then after a bit try to make me look like the bad guy. If you knew me more then i know myself well bravo. I dont even know myself that well. Rather much im pretty random. I think about issues when im going home each and everyday. Its just that i dont think i would voice out my opinions and scold or hurt people over my thoughts.
Well thats one thing that i would rather much like to mention. If you cant understand i dont really care or bother anymore. Its my opinion, no one asked you to look anyway. Thats why blogs are setup, for people's opinions to be voiced out.
Dont like what i type? You can
a) Dont visit this link again.
b) Keep quiet.
c) Live with it.
-I fear no one.-
Wednesday, October 04, 2006
Assignment 1
In 2000 words or more, please define 'Love'.
Anyway im feeling tired and maybe falling sick now, loggin, maybe update later. cya.
Anyway im feeling tired and maybe falling sick now, loggin, maybe update later. cya.
