Nut Says

Man i feel old, off to work then to Ubin.

I cant sleep well for days, restless, waking up at 3-4am.

Something is bothering me..

The weirdest blame game.

Where can i find solace?

Im studying. Im updating.

2 feats accomplished at once =D

Dude dont be dumb. Dont become the next cp. I asked "y u so kanchiong" then u got all pissed and assumed that i was taking out my anger at you all. I only said one fucking sentence. And it wasnt even scolding you in any way.

Fine go be the next cp, go enjoy being all emo, go back and speak all your yiew ishh miie tuu dort, i dont care, go screw your life for all i care. If looking out for you is so damn hard i hope one day you can finally understand why. Then again will you be the next fully emo kid? Wake up and smell the roses. There aint any roses. Life isnt perfect, things may never always go your way, but it doesnt mean that you have spend your time being sad all the time. Your only wasting time. I learnt it the hard way.

Everyone is different but when 10 different people say the same thing you know its time to change. So go ahead crucify me over this , i dont mind. Infact i know im happy and thats enough for me.

-Im either happy or fucking pissed, what are you going to do about it?-

Lets see.

I finally handed up my damn assignment today. Though unfinished, its handed up. Finally some rest over this 2 man project.

Lets see, i just committed myself to serve in the chinese PA at G2. Its not say i wanna volunteer, its rather that they need me. Dont assume im cocky or anything, but would you rather let 3-4 old men push buttons that are not really sure of what they are doing or let me , who has experience in sound engineering to do the tweaking.

The sound last week was horrible, and i had feedback from the singers that into the service, some one went and pressed the delay button, so they had a slight delay in hearing what they had sung. *shrug* here i come, just like the old times.

Anyhow lets know more about me shall we?
1) I dont like to be forced or persuaded to do things. If you want something done trust me and ill get to it. The more you push me, the more i want to delay things.
2) When people dont trust me when im serious or when i promise serious shit, hell why should i keep or make another promise if you dont trust me.
3) I dont like 100% leechers
4) I dont like REAL emo idiots.
5) I dont like people who think too TOO much.
6) I dont like people who accuse me of doing shit that i never did.
7) I dont like to be disturbed when im seriously doing work. How often am i seriously doing work? Dont try your luck then.
8) I dont like to be serious. When i am you better the hell be serious.
9) I dont like the same thing to repeat over and over again.

How much do you know me?
Well i dont know much about myself either. I live in the moment, i dont plan fun things, i am spontaneous. I no longer plan outings much. I am laid back. I enjoy my friends company. I enjoy the past. I enjoy the present. I await for the future.

-nut™-
"Nuff said™"

Up all night doing WLPG project. Still in the midst of it, doubt i can finish it before 830am. Well, got a mental block now, damnit.

Stoned.