The Hotel tat i stay in penang~GoodHope Inn..
Room A106
Last dinner -Char Kueh Teow
Two Lazy Pig~~ ><
lazy xz and sleeping nelson...
sunset (take frm ferri)
Kek Lok Si
sunset (take frm ferri)
Kek Lok Si
Monday, December 8, 2008
Pic in Penang
(3rd day)
2nd day in penang...
Daph n Rain
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New Gurney Drive (1st day)
penang Rojak
my 1st meal in penang..think is some kueh teow soup
Claypot chicken rice (without claypot) lolz...
some BBQ stuff n my favourite Fried Oyster..yum yum~~
The place i visit the most in penang~~Gurney Plaza
Claypot chicken rice (without claypot) lolz...
some BBQ stuff n my favourite Fried Oyster..yum yum~~
The place i visit the most in penang~~Gurney Plaza
New Gurney Drive..on my way walk to gurney plaza
tis pic tell us tat....'I WAS IN PENANG'..lolz
Saturday, October 25, 2008
Penang Trip ~9/10 - 12/10~
i go penang on last 2 week...well,this blog come late..cause i waitting for my photo..but,haiz..since the photo is still in my camera,i think i should post a blog 1st..maybe upload photo again in next blog..
i go penang after a several month planning of it..i should say tis trip was full of changing ..some ppl decided to join, n some pull out at the last minute..till the end,only me n 1 of my frenz go for tis trip...well,i should thank myself for not go for on9 booking, cause 1 of my frenz pull himself out i think 2 day b4 our trip..if i make reservation more earlier..i think i have to pay more..phew~~~
9/10 (thursday)
taking 930am bus to go penang..arrived sg nibong around 3pm..then,we go gurney..coz me n my frenz decided to stay there,according to our frenz recommand..the hotel i stay is 'GoodHope Inn'.. well,i think this hotel was not bad..clean n confortable...n its just beside de sea...lolz..i think tis is so bullshit..since its at gurney,sure beside sea lah..see,how bullshit i am...but,penang welcome us with a super heavy big big rain..so,we juz can stay in room until the rain stop..but its still kidn to us,coz the rain is stop when we on the way walk to gurney plaza,n rain again once we step in the building..lucky,rite?
after some rest,then me n my frenz walking to our 1st place in penang -gurney plaza.. well,i think tis is the place i visit most in penang except my hotel room...i totally go there for 4 time when i'm in penang..not bcoz its interesting..but maybe its near..around 15 -20min walking distance...
tat nite,i settle my dinner in penang famous New Gurney Drive..erm..its just a hawker centre lah...we order jor claypot chicken rice (but without claypot..) ,kueh teow soup (which u can select ur own choice on appetite to add on), some BBQ stuff which i dunno how to call it, n here come my favourite in penang- fried oyster.. i should say tat the fried oyster was so~~good n i love it so much..lolz~but i wonder y some of hawker there never send the food to our table,but wan me to wait at there for my food..but i realise,they did send the food to some ppl table..i think those is local,cause there speak penang hokkien..erm...
tat nite we back hotel at around 10pm since we have no place to go n our frenz daphne will come to find us in early morning...n we bring penang rojak back to hotel room for supper..i cant tell wat is the different between penang rojak n johor rojak..erm..watever lah..just eat!!
10/10(friday)
we wake up at 8am++,coz daphne will come to find us on 9am n bring us to breakfast..she bring us for another kueh teow soup,n she said it is quite famous..ok,its quite nice..n we have a long chat at the restaurant,until the aunty show some 'signal' to ask us to leave..then..daph bring us to visit 'Fort Cornwallis" erm...its a military based during war time..n historical building..i feel sorry tat i dun really remember much bout the history,but we did take some picture there,tats the main purpose i go in the fort i think...lolz...
after that,we went to another food court..erm..i cant remember the name..but is quite modern one..we having ice kacang there..wow,ice kacang with fruit is only sell RM3.50 (if i not mistaken)..well...we can NEVER found it in KL..n daph recommand me to eat a food like rojak,but it call wat 'bat sang gou'..(i dunno am i pronounce it right,but at least is something like tat)..its not bad..quite nice..
n after that,daph drop us at komtar,since she have to go to fetch her sister..we walk around in komtar n perangin mall...well..tis 2 shopping mall was not like gurney..erm..its more like sg wang in KL,n gurney is just like Mid Valley ..erm..of coz i prefer gurney plaza.. we spend our time in the shopping mall,having sushi..and after that we go jln burma for on9..haha..at the nite..we go gurney for food again..
11/10 (saturday)
we wake up on 9am++,and then walk to 'Wat Chaiya Mangkalaram' and 'Dharmikarama Burmese Temple'..wats tat? well..it is a thailand and another one is a burma temple that near to our hotel, i think 10min walking distance..i think the 1st one is more famous..or can say is very very famous..coz it have a huge sleeping buddha..n i've try the fortune telling in the temple..wel..seem like my 'future' was not tat bad..but..well,its something said tat my present position was not tat good,or even worse,like a tree burned badly by sun,but it will regain its strength.just wait for my time to come,n in future,my family n me will get much happiness,n i'm having every hope in love affair'...lolz..i still keep the paper..i love wat it say ,its just not my time now...yohoo~~
after visit the temple...we went back hotel to rest n wait for our frenz to come n bring us out..n 1pm++, our frenz burger n his frenz knocking our door,we chatting in room while waitting my another frenz, xz.. but,we decided to go gurney have lunch while waitting, coz xz also encourage us to do so,he will go gurney to meet us..so,i go gurney plaze again.. we having korean BBQ n steamboat at 'seoul garden'..and after tat,finally our Mr. XZ come..5 of us having lunch..but,they so enjoy the food,except me n xz..we didnt eat much..juz like wat xz said 'its too early for tis kind of food'..we chit chat alot in restaurent..the feeling is great,n we have so many thing to talk bout..
until 4pm++,we decided to go visit Kek Lok Si temple..another famous spot in penang..(i so wonder,Mr xz,wat so funny when u heard where we wan to go n make u laugh like hell?)..well, we can see tat some ppl was really seldom exercise...coz those stage give them a hard job..hahaha..just some little stage,can make him sweat like....hahaha....who i'm talking bout? erm...not good to speak out his name lah..but he seem like dunno wat x wat z de...hahaha...
after Kek Lok Si, its too late for us to go bukit bendera..haiz..forget it loh..then wat else?then, we decided to do something bored- take ferry..wohoo~~ its my pleasure..y? coz its not only my 1st time to take ferry,but also the 1st time to xz too...he said he never take ferry b4...good, then we have our '1st time' together..haha...
after ferry,we go back gurney..they all come our hotel room coz burger wan to take bath..so,he borrow our bathroom..we lepak in room,watching tv,play, chatting...n until we really cant tahan the hunger.just out to hunt for food..i having 'char kueh teow' for dinner..but,unfortunately,due to culture different, i didnt tell the boss for 'mai hiam' (dun wan spicy), so,the boss give me a 'normal' penang char kueh teow,which is spicy one..i stun, n xz tell me in penang,u have to mention tat u dun wan spicy,if not,they will give u a spicy one,coz penang ppl all gd for eat spicy..erm,i think its different in KL, coz boss will ask u either u wan spicy or not..haiz..forget it lah...just eat loh...i cant really taste it,since i'm not good in spicy food...
around 12am, xz have to go back, n the rest of us move to cyber cafe to on9..until very late night..n here pass my last nite in penang...
12/10 (sunday)
tis is the last day of me in penang..
my fren come n fetch us to sg nibong to buy bus ticket,and also my 'tau sar biah' n 'beh teh saw' (it is so nice...i love it so much..expecially 'beh teh sow')
we almost cant get ticket to go back..erm..i should bear in mind tat sg nibong is not pudu,u might not get the ticket whenever u wan it..but luckily,we able to get the last 2 ticket for the 2:30pm bus..
after settle our ticket,we go queensbay mall to have our lunch..our last meal in penang was taiwanese food...erm..no command bout it,coz we can have it anytime in KL
we lepak there till the time to leave...
in this blog,i would like to thank my frenz who entertain us with full of passion n bring me lot of happiness n memory...
Daphne,my lovely baby~~ thx u so much n sorry to trouble u..i will miss u so de~~~T_T
xz ,u give me a surprice, and i should tell u tat i love it so much! ;-)
burger n frenz - well,take care alot..n thx for wat u all did for me..
i like penang, feel relax there...erm...n,i really do wish i can see u guy very soon again...;-)
i go penang after a several month planning of it..i should say tis trip was full of changing ..some ppl decided to join, n some pull out at the last minute..till the end,only me n 1 of my frenz go for tis trip...well,i should thank myself for not go for on9 booking, cause 1 of my frenz pull himself out i think 2 day b4 our trip..if i make reservation more earlier..i think i have to pay more..phew~~~
9/10 (thursday)
taking 930am bus to go penang..arrived sg nibong around 3pm..then,we go gurney..coz me n my frenz decided to stay there,according to our frenz recommand..the hotel i stay is 'GoodHope Inn'.. well,i think this hotel was not bad..clean n confortable...n its just beside de sea...lolz..i think tis is so bullshit..since its at gurney,sure beside sea lah..see,how bullshit i am...but,penang welcome us with a super heavy big big rain..so,we juz can stay in room until the rain stop..but its still kidn to us,coz the rain is stop when we on the way walk to gurney plaza,n rain again once we step in the building..lucky,rite?
after some rest,then me n my frenz walking to our 1st place in penang -gurney plaza.. well,i think tis is the place i visit most in penang except my hotel room...i totally go there for 4 time when i'm in penang..not bcoz its interesting..but maybe its near..around 15 -20min walking distance...
tat nite,i settle my dinner in penang famous New Gurney Drive..erm..its just a hawker centre lah...we order jor claypot chicken rice (but without claypot..) ,kueh teow soup (which u can select ur own choice on appetite to add on), some BBQ stuff which i dunno how to call it, n here come my favourite in penang- fried oyster.. i should say tat the fried oyster was so~~good n i love it so much..lolz~but i wonder y some of hawker there never send the food to our table,but wan me to wait at there for my food..but i realise,they did send the food to some ppl table..i think those is local,cause there speak penang hokkien..erm...
tat nite we back hotel at around 10pm since we have no place to go n our frenz daphne will come to find us in early morning...n we bring penang rojak back to hotel room for supper..i cant tell wat is the different between penang rojak n johor rojak..erm..watever lah..just eat!!
10/10(friday)
we wake up at 8am++,coz daphne will come to find us on 9am n bring us to breakfast..she bring us for another kueh teow soup,n she said it is quite famous..ok,its quite nice..n we have a long chat at the restaurant,until the aunty show some 'signal' to ask us to leave..then..daph bring us to visit 'Fort Cornwallis" erm...its a military based during war time..n historical building..i feel sorry tat i dun really remember much bout the history,but we did take some picture there,tats the main purpose i go in the fort i think...lolz...
after that,we went to another food court..erm..i cant remember the name..but is quite modern one..we having ice kacang there..wow,ice kacang with fruit is only sell RM3.50 (if i not mistaken)..well...we can NEVER found it in KL..n daph recommand me to eat a food like rojak,but it call wat 'bat sang gou'..(i dunno am i pronounce it right,but at least is something like tat)..its not bad..quite nice..
n after that,daph drop us at komtar,since she have to go to fetch her sister..we walk around in komtar n perangin mall...well..tis 2 shopping mall was not like gurney..erm..its more like sg wang in KL,n gurney is just like Mid Valley ..erm..of coz i prefer gurney plaza.. we spend our time in the shopping mall,having sushi..and after that we go jln burma for on9..haha..at the nite..we go gurney for food again..
11/10 (saturday)
we wake up on 9am++,and then walk to 'Wat Chaiya Mangkalaram' and 'Dharmikarama Burmese Temple'..wats tat? well..it is a thailand and another one is a burma temple that near to our hotel, i think 10min walking distance..i think the 1st one is more famous..or can say is very very famous..coz it have a huge sleeping buddha..n i've try the fortune telling in the temple..wel..seem like my 'future' was not tat bad..but..well,its something said tat my present position was not tat good,or even worse,like a tree burned badly by sun,but it will regain its strength.just wait for my time to come,n in future,my family n me will get much happiness,n i'm having every hope in love affair'...lolz..i still keep the paper..i love wat it say ,its just not my time now...yohoo~~
after visit the temple...we went back hotel to rest n wait for our frenz to come n bring us out..n 1pm++, our frenz burger n his frenz knocking our door,we chatting in room while waitting my another frenz, xz.. but,we decided to go gurney have lunch while waitting, coz xz also encourage us to do so,he will go gurney to meet us..so,i go gurney plaze again.. we having korean BBQ n steamboat at 'seoul garden'..and after tat,finally our Mr. XZ come..5 of us having lunch..but,they so enjoy the food,except me n xz..we didnt eat much..juz like wat xz said 'its too early for tis kind of food'..we chit chat alot in restaurent..the feeling is great,n we have so many thing to talk bout..
until 4pm++,we decided to go visit Kek Lok Si temple..another famous spot in penang..(i so wonder,Mr xz,wat so funny when u heard where we wan to go n make u laugh like hell?)..well, we can see tat some ppl was really seldom exercise...coz those stage give them a hard job..hahaha..just some little stage,can make him sweat like....hahaha....who i'm talking bout? erm...not good to speak out his name lah..but he seem like dunno wat x wat z de...hahaha...
after Kek Lok Si, its too late for us to go bukit bendera..haiz..forget it loh..then wat else?then, we decided to do something bored- take ferry..wohoo~~ its my pleasure..y? coz its not only my 1st time to take ferry,but also the 1st time to xz too...he said he never take ferry b4...good, then we have our '1st time' together..haha...
after ferry,we go back gurney..they all come our hotel room coz burger wan to take bath..so,he borrow our bathroom..we lepak in room,watching tv,play, chatting...n until we really cant tahan the hunger.just out to hunt for food..i having 'char kueh teow' for dinner..but,unfortunately,due to culture different, i didnt tell the boss for 'mai hiam' (dun wan spicy), so,the boss give me a 'normal' penang char kueh teow,which is spicy one..i stun, n xz tell me in penang,u have to mention tat u dun wan spicy,if not,they will give u a spicy one,coz penang ppl all gd for eat spicy..erm,i think its different in KL, coz boss will ask u either u wan spicy or not..haiz..forget it lah...just eat loh...i cant really taste it,since i'm not good in spicy food...
around 12am, xz have to go back, n the rest of us move to cyber cafe to on9..until very late night..n here pass my last nite in penang...
12/10 (sunday)
tis is the last day of me in penang..
my fren come n fetch us to sg nibong to buy bus ticket,and also my 'tau sar biah' n 'beh teh saw' (it is so nice...i love it so much..expecially 'beh teh sow')
we almost cant get ticket to go back..erm..i should bear in mind tat sg nibong is not pudu,u might not get the ticket whenever u wan it..but luckily,we able to get the last 2 ticket for the 2:30pm bus..
after settle our ticket,we go queensbay mall to have our lunch..our last meal in penang was taiwanese food...erm..no command bout it,coz we can have it anytime in KL
we lepak there till the time to leave...
in this blog,i would like to thank my frenz who entertain us with full of passion n bring me lot of happiness n memory...
Daphne,my lovely baby~~ thx u so much n sorry to trouble u..i will miss u so de~~~T_T
xz ,u give me a surprice, and i should tell u tat i love it so much! ;-)
burger n frenz - well,take care alot..n thx for wat u all did for me..
i like penang, feel relax there...erm...n,i really do wish i can see u guy very soon again...;-)
~Gloomy Sunday~
I found a song...erm..it is very very interesting,very very attractive..well..it name 'gloomy sunday'..this song is very famous..why? erm..bcoz this is a 'song of suicide'..
sound horrible? or unbelievable? how a song cause suicide? erm..i dunno is it a curse or evil spell in tis song..this song give me lot of space of imagination..
have u watch 'the ring' before? ya..the japanese horror movie talk bout Yamamura Sadako..tat ghost will climb out frm TV one...i know it sound stupid..but tis song's background make me think bout 'the ring'..'u should send it or copy to another ppl..if not,u will die in 7day'...
wow..sound bullshit,rite? lolz...
let's talk bout tis song...tis is a song tat set to music in 1933 by Hungarian pianist and composer Rezső Seress,in which the singer mourns the untimely death of a lover and contemplates suicide.
Though recorded and performed by many singers, "Gloomy Sunday" is closely associated with Billie Holiday, who scored a hit version of the song in 1941.
Due to unsubstantiated urban legends about its inspiring hundreds of suicides, "Gloomy Sunday" was dubbed the "Hungarian suicide song"
in the U.S.. Seress did commit suicide in 1968, but most other rumors of the song being banned from radio, or sparking suicides, are unsubstantiated, and were partly propagated as a deliberate marketing campaign..this song have related with more then 150 suicide case that happened in euro n US..
erm...i think u can know more bout tis song if u search it in google,yahoo,msn or whatever search engine..just type in 'gloomy sunday'...
this song have 2 different version..1 in hungarian,n another one in english..here i post the 2 version of lyric..of coz,1st one is a translation version..since no one can understand hungarian here..
Gloomy Sunday (hungarian translation lyric)
It is autumn and the leaves are falling
All love has died on earth
The wind is weeping with sorrowful tears
My heart will never hope for a new spring again
My tears and my sorrows are all in vain
People are heartless, greedy and wicked...
Love has died!
The world has come to its end, hope has ceased to have a meaning
Cities are being wiped out, shrapnel is making music
Meadows are coloured red with human blood
There are dead people on the streets everywhere
I will say another quiet prayer:
People are sinners, Lord, they make mistakes...
The world has ended!
Gloomy Sunday (english version lyric)
Sunday is gloomy, my hours are slumberless
Dearest, the shadows I live with are numberless
Little white flowers will never awaken you
Not where the black coach of sorrow has taken you
Angels have no thought of ever returning you
Would they be angry if I thought of joining you
Gloomy Sunday
Sunday is gloomy, with shadows I spend it all
My heart and I have decided to end it all
Soon there'll be flowers and prayers that are sad, I know
Let them not weep
Let them know that I'm glad to go
Death is no dream
For in death I'm caressing you
With the last breath of my soul
I'll be blessing you
Gloomy Sunday
Dreaming, I was only dreaming
I wake and I find you asleep in the deep of my heart, dear!
Darling I hope that my dream never haunted you
My heart is telling you how much I wanted you
Gloomy Sunday
i have this song in my pc..n now i listening when i writting tis blog..well..i dun really like tis song at 1st..but..dunno..i feel its actually not bad...erm..is it the power of evil? lolz...
i dun care is it a song of devil, or a song of curse...yes,i admit the lyric was so~~~down n dark..look at the lyric..wow...none of 1 word was in good tone..its sad,dark,black,down..or..watever...
why i like tis song? y i blog it? erm...think maybe i get attracted by tis line in song...'Sunday is gloomy, with shadows I spend it all..My heart and I have decided to end it all' or because 'All love has died on earth..The wind is weeping with sorrowful tears..My heart will never hope for a new spring again..My tears and my sorrows are all in vain..'but for sure,tis will be the song on my funeral...lolz...
wanna listen tis song?
here's the link...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a0hwlLEWOgk
(this is the version frm Billie Holidays,there still got sarah brightman version..but..i prefer tis version more)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MYw_RxbRhpE&feature=related
(this is the vlip frm the movie,the song in original version,but of coz,not original singer i think..i cant tell its hungarian or german..i think is hungarian..but anyway..i like this song..)
sound horrible? or unbelievable? how a song cause suicide? erm..i dunno is it a curse or evil spell in tis song..this song give me lot of space of imagination..
have u watch 'the ring' before? ya..the japanese horror movie talk bout Yamamura Sadako..tat ghost will climb out frm TV one...i know it sound stupid..but tis song's background make me think bout 'the ring'..'u should send it or copy to another ppl..if not,u will die in 7day'...
wow..sound bullshit,rite? lolz...
let's talk bout tis song...tis is a song tat set to music in 1933 by Hungarian pianist and composer Rezső Seress,in which the singer mourns the untimely death of a lover and contemplates suicide.
Though recorded and performed by many singers, "Gloomy Sunday" is closely associated with Billie Holiday, who scored a hit version of the song in 1941.
Due to unsubstantiated urban legends about its inspiring hundreds of suicides, "Gloomy Sunday" was dubbed the "Hungarian suicide song"
in the U.S.. Seress did commit suicide in 1968, but most other rumors of the song being banned from radio, or sparking suicides, are unsubstantiated, and were partly propagated as a deliberate marketing campaign..this song have related with more then 150 suicide case that happened in euro n US..
erm...i think u can know more bout tis song if u search it in google,yahoo,msn or whatever search engine..just type in 'gloomy sunday'...
this song have 2 different version..1 in hungarian,n another one in english..here i post the 2 version of lyric..of coz,1st one is a translation version..since no one can understand hungarian here..
Gloomy Sunday (hungarian translation lyric)
It is autumn and the leaves are falling
All love has died on earth
The wind is weeping with sorrowful tears
My heart will never hope for a new spring again
My tears and my sorrows are all in vain
People are heartless, greedy and wicked...
Love has died!
The world has come to its end, hope has ceased to have a meaning
Cities are being wiped out, shrapnel is making music
Meadows are coloured red with human blood
There are dead people on the streets everywhere
I will say another quiet prayer:
People are sinners, Lord, they make mistakes...
The world has ended!
Gloomy Sunday (english version lyric)
Sunday is gloomy, my hours are slumberless
Dearest, the shadows I live with are numberless
Little white flowers will never awaken you
Not where the black coach of sorrow has taken you
Angels have no thought of ever returning you
Would they be angry if I thought of joining you
Gloomy Sunday
Sunday is gloomy, with shadows I spend it all
My heart and I have decided to end it all
Soon there'll be flowers and prayers that are sad, I know
Let them not weep
Let them know that I'm glad to go
Death is no dream
For in death I'm caressing you
With the last breath of my soul
I'll be blessing you
Gloomy Sunday
Dreaming, I was only dreaming
I wake and I find you asleep in the deep of my heart, dear!
Darling I hope that my dream never haunted you
My heart is telling you how much I wanted you
Gloomy Sunday
i have this song in my pc..n now i listening when i writting tis blog..well..i dun really like tis song at 1st..but..dunno..i feel its actually not bad...erm..is it the power of evil? lolz...
i dun care is it a song of devil, or a song of curse...yes,i admit the lyric was so~~~down n dark..look at the lyric..wow...none of 1 word was in good tone..its sad,dark,black,down..or..watever...
why i like tis song? y i blog it? erm...think maybe i get attracted by tis line in song...'Sunday is gloomy, with shadows I spend it all..My heart and I have decided to end it all' or because 'All love has died on earth..The wind is weeping with sorrowful tears..My heart will never hope for a new spring again..My tears and my sorrows are all in vain..'but for sure,tis will be the song on my funeral...lolz...
wanna listen tis song?
here's the link...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a0hwlLEWOgk
(this is the version frm Billie Holidays,there still got sarah brightman version..but..i prefer tis version more)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MYw_RxbRhpE&feature=related
(this is the vlip frm the movie,the song in original version,but of coz,not original singer i think..i cant tell its hungarian or german..i think is hungarian..but anyway..i like this song..)
Monday, October 6, 2008
angry..and the end...
i'm now in KL,sitting in front comp, just chat with someone, n it make me feel so~~~~~angry...
actually 2 ppl is chatting with me,1 make me feel angry, and 1 make me feel dissapointed...
but on the fact,i'm talk with 2 different ppl with the same msn acc...
feel weird,rite? actually not really..just 2 ppl using same id to talk with me only...
1 gal n 1 boy, gal is S,and boy is M...
S using M pc,his msn..at the first,i'm talking with M, n suddenly they switch user, it turn out become i talk with S...but,S didnt tell me she is S, so,at 1st i still though i'm talking with M... after that i just realise...
i call a frenz, C, n tell her wat the S say n wat she did...C know, and she also feel angry,both of us think wan to slap S..n maybe M...
wat so serious? ok..everything start frm last week, with a stupid msn chat..
just like today, S using M msn acc, n talk to me,but, without tell me who is she..she purposely do so, so,i though the one who talk with me tat time was M...n, all of sudden, M confess with me..say tat he love me n have more feeling to me...i dun feel happy with it, i just feel weird coz M was just confess with S, how come he will say so to me? n so,i i tell him i won consider n take it serious since i know M confess with S dy..
n in the night,M sms me,n tell me actually he is not the one who typing those stuff to me..i confuse..so i ask him who is the one actually..he tell me is S,the gal he chasing...wat the hell...i NEVER know it was her...i though the one talk with me over msn tat noon was M... not bcoz i stupid, coz tat was M acc, n the user didnt tell me who is he/she, so, automatically i will think tat was M using it....
so,i feel a little bit angry coz being fooled by S..n i feel really angry when M tell me tat S said she was dun meant to do so....walao....WAT A BIG JOKE!!! dun meant tat? then meant wat?
if she really doesnt meant tat,then she won do so at all...
n today, just now...S using M acc again..or can say at 1st i'm talking with M,but suddenly chage user but i dun realise tat, n after a while i just realise tat was S talking to me...n wat she write really make me wan to slap on her...
she dun feel wrong n never apologize for wat she do, she not realise that she was in wrong for fooling ppl, n she deny tat she fooling me,she said since i'm chatting with M always,i should realise tat those was not his type...WTF... i won know loh,coz i cannot see through the pc n know who was actually typing those thing to me, i know it was M acc, so i will think tat was M saying those..i think not only me, everybody will think the same...
she tot tat i will be all right to play...i will only all right to play if i know u was just kidding with me, but ... i dun think it is a 'kidding', coz its too much! it is a cheat! a lie! it hurting ppl feeling n a kidding shouldnt hurting ppl feeling... S never realise her fault, n still pretend that she was just playing.. tis show tat she never respect other, she dunno how to put herself in other ppl shoe, n never consider bout ppl feeling when she 'play'...
i say she was fooling me,n she deny it..i sure she is,coz she purposely dun wan to show her identity n wan to make me think is M confess to me...n till the end,she said 'ya,i purposely!coz i dun like he love u be4!'
all right!!!!! b4 tat she say 'i dun meant it', how bout now? 'ya,i purposely!'
n M,wat i tell u in msn now was true.. i try my best to protect u, for not hurting u.. but, wat u did to me? if wan to say bout my feeling now..i will say tat my dissapoinment was much more stronger than my anger...
i dunno wat should i do now...maybe...i will let everything go to the end... maybe...
actually 2 ppl is chatting with me,1 make me feel angry, and 1 make me feel dissapointed...
but on the fact,i'm talk with 2 different ppl with the same msn acc...
feel weird,rite? actually not really..just 2 ppl using same id to talk with me only...
1 gal n 1 boy, gal is S,and boy is M...
S using M pc,his msn..at the first,i'm talking with M, n suddenly they switch user, it turn out become i talk with S...but,S didnt tell me she is S, so,at 1st i still though i'm talking with M... after that i just realise...
i call a frenz, C, n tell her wat the S say n wat she did...C know, and she also feel angry,both of us think wan to slap S..n maybe M...
wat so serious? ok..everything start frm last week, with a stupid msn chat..
just like today, S using M msn acc, n talk to me,but, without tell me who is she..she purposely do so, so,i though the one who talk with me tat time was M...n, all of sudden, M confess with me..say tat he love me n have more feeling to me...i dun feel happy with it, i just feel weird coz M was just confess with S, how come he will say so to me? n so,i i tell him i won consider n take it serious since i know M confess with S dy..
n in the night,M sms me,n tell me actually he is not the one who typing those stuff to me..i confuse..so i ask him who is the one actually..he tell me is S,the gal he chasing...wat the hell...i NEVER know it was her...i though the one talk with me over msn tat noon was M... not bcoz i stupid, coz tat was M acc, n the user didnt tell me who is he/she, so, automatically i will think tat was M using it....
so,i feel a little bit angry coz being fooled by S..n i feel really angry when M tell me tat S said she was dun meant to do so....walao....WAT A BIG JOKE!!! dun meant tat? then meant wat?
if she really doesnt meant tat,then she won do so at all...
n today, just now...S using M acc again..or can say at 1st i'm talking with M,but suddenly chage user but i dun realise tat, n after a while i just realise tat was S talking to me...n wat she write really make me wan to slap on her...
she dun feel wrong n never apologize for wat she do, she not realise that she was in wrong for fooling ppl, n she deny tat she fooling me,she said since i'm chatting with M always,i should realise tat those was not his type...WTF... i won know loh,coz i cannot see through the pc n know who was actually typing those thing to me, i know it was M acc, so i will think tat was M saying those..i think not only me, everybody will think the same...
she tot tat i will be all right to play...i will only all right to play if i know u was just kidding with me, but ... i dun think it is a 'kidding', coz its too much! it is a cheat! a lie! it hurting ppl feeling n a kidding shouldnt hurting ppl feeling... S never realise her fault, n still pretend that she was just playing.. tis show tat she never respect other, she dunno how to put herself in other ppl shoe, n never consider bout ppl feeling when she 'play'...
i say she was fooling me,n she deny it..i sure she is,coz she purposely dun wan to show her identity n wan to make me think is M confess to me...n till the end,she said 'ya,i purposely!coz i dun like he love u be4!'
all right!!!!! b4 tat she say 'i dun meant it', how bout now? 'ya,i purposely!'
n M,wat i tell u in msn now was true.. i try my best to protect u, for not hurting u.. but, wat u did to me? if wan to say bout my feeling now..i will say tat my dissapoinment was much more stronger than my anger...
i dunno wat should i do now...maybe...i will let everything go to the end... maybe...
Thursday, October 2, 2008
life in PONTIAN..
2nd week in pontian...2 more day to go back KL...
y i coming back? holiday of coz...semester break,so i come back on last monday 22/9
how's life goin on?? well well...totally BORED!!!
ya..i stay home for 2 whole week in pontian, not goin ANY PLACE...
yes,u r not mistaken...i really didnt go anyway,eventhough JB..just stay home...
have date with frenz to go JB sing K geh...but,manatau...she have to rush assignment...last year in local U,so i lot of assignment to do......so loh...wat to do? cant force ppl one,rite?
i admit that i dun have much frenz in hometown...all my old classmate..seem like i lost contact with them for a long time dy...tats y , no yamcha, no outing, no entertainment....just stay home...
n seem like someone is totally terbalik with me loh..when i'm in KL, alwys just stay KL, eat also hawker center....when i'm not around...walau eh....steamboat...ok,its fine, n after a few day..tell me he is on his way to SEREMBAN for CRAB...hey dude,think urself lah,when u bring me for such a good outing? crab....walao...i forgot when's the last time i eat crab dy loh...forgot the taste...i dun blame other ppl for having great food,but i just feel....y i always getting ignored?
today still ask me go Uncle's blog to have a view....suppose to ask me read the 'berita terkini' geh...but when i log in the page n the crab pic was pop out...die loh...no mood jor...
n talk bout the berita terkini....walao....super ridiculous loh....how come can 'masuk longkang' geh? think playing bowling then wan cuci longkang meh?? kanasai lah....haiz..but bo bian loh..ppl stupid mah,cannot expect a stupid brain can avoid doin something stupid geh....i know that TTT is not the 1st time to show his stupidness, but hoh...tis will be the most 'geng' one dy...
but i think tat TTT is not the only bastard in this world...got 1 girl, name Samantxx,18 yrs old,currently study in TARC geh...tat girl also 'jia lat', super brainless..using my frenz msn acc,n fooling me around...well...if she apologize nicely,i consider to just forget bout it,since my frenz ask me to do so lah...give him face mah... manatau,tat bxtxh, when ppl ask her y she do so, she just say 'i dun mean that' ...fxck lah...'dun mean tat' meant wat??? u done so dy,u make it happen dy, dun tell me 'i dun mean tat'..if u really 'dun mean tat',then it won happen loh!!! u think its just a small matter?? tell u wat,i'm really ANGRY bout it...n to my frenz,u know i'm talking to u!!!! if u really wan to protect the girl, dun blame me for stop frenz with u...how long u know her? n i think wat u tell me bout ur feeling to me b4 is fake one,ah boh how come change so fast? if tis is how u treat a frenz,then no point to frenz with u also mah...i feel angry coz u allow her to fool me around..tell u wat, i'm really ANGRY bout tis..if u were in my shoe,i think u will also feel the same! dun tell me she jealous, it is just an excuse! n her attitude, tat is not the way to show she felt that she was in wrong loh... dun take me as begger,n will accept any word without sincere...
fuck the 'i dun mean it' off !!!
kk..bout my life for being 'good girl' in pontian..what am i doin? well...sleep till as late as i wan,coz no one at home except sunday..then..do wat? play game loh...'chibi online'...luckily i bring the installation cd back,n thank for broadband so much...it help me kill alot of time in pontian..ah boh..i think i willl bored till kill myself dy...
y i coming back? holiday of coz...semester break,so i come back on last monday 22/9
how's life goin on?? well well...totally BORED!!!
ya..i stay home for 2 whole week in pontian, not goin ANY PLACE...
yes,u r not mistaken...i really didnt go anyway,eventhough JB..just stay home...
have date with frenz to go JB sing K geh...but,manatau...she have to rush assignment...last year in local U,so i lot of assignment to do......so loh...wat to do? cant force ppl one,rite?
i admit that i dun have much frenz in hometown...all my old classmate..seem like i lost contact with them for a long time dy...tats y , no yamcha, no outing, no entertainment....just stay home...
n seem like someone is totally terbalik with me loh..when i'm in KL, alwys just stay KL, eat also hawker center....when i'm not around...walau eh....steamboat...ok,its fine, n after a few day..tell me he is on his way to SEREMBAN for CRAB...hey dude,think urself lah,when u bring me for such a good outing? crab....walao...i forgot when's the last time i eat crab dy loh...forgot the taste...i dun blame other ppl for having great food,but i just feel....y i always getting ignored?
today still ask me go Uncle's blog to have a view....suppose to ask me read the 'berita terkini' geh...but when i log in the page n the crab pic was pop out...die loh...no mood jor...
n talk bout the berita terkini....walao....super ridiculous loh....how come can 'masuk longkang' geh? think playing bowling then wan cuci longkang meh?? kanasai lah....haiz..but bo bian loh..ppl stupid mah,cannot expect a stupid brain can avoid doin something stupid geh....i know that TTT is not the 1st time to show his stupidness, but hoh...tis will be the most 'geng' one dy...
but i think tat TTT is not the only bastard in this world...got 1 girl, name Samantxx,18 yrs old,currently study in TARC geh...tat girl also 'jia lat', super brainless..using my frenz msn acc,n fooling me around...well...if she apologize nicely,i consider to just forget bout it,since my frenz ask me to do so lah...give him face mah... manatau,tat bxtxh, when ppl ask her y she do so, she just say 'i dun mean that' ...fxck lah...'dun mean tat' meant wat??? u done so dy,u make it happen dy, dun tell me 'i dun mean tat'..if u really 'dun mean tat',then it won happen loh!!! u think its just a small matter?? tell u wat,i'm really ANGRY bout it...n to my frenz,u know i'm talking to u!!!! if u really wan to protect the girl, dun blame me for stop frenz with u...how long u know her? n i think wat u tell me bout ur feeling to me b4 is fake one,ah boh how come change so fast? if tis is how u treat a frenz,then no point to frenz with u also mah...i feel angry coz u allow her to fool me around..tell u wat, i'm really ANGRY bout tis..if u were in my shoe,i think u will also feel the same! dun tell me she jealous, it is just an excuse! n her attitude, tat is not the way to show she felt that she was in wrong loh... dun take me as begger,n will accept any word without sincere...
fuck the 'i dun mean it' off !!!
kk..bout my life for being 'good girl' in pontian..what am i doin? well...sleep till as late as i wan,coz no one at home except sunday..then..do wat? play game loh...'chibi online'...luckily i bring the installation cd back,n thank for broadband so much...it help me kill alot of time in pontian..ah boh..i think i willl bored till kill myself dy...
Monday, September 8, 2008
LEAVE ME ALONE
'what do i wan?' a question that i just heard over phone
well, good question..but answer is 'i dunno'
what do i wan???
erm...i wan somebody keep me company,i need someone who really care,really understand me...if i'm asking too much, if i can only choose 1...then,please let me have someone who willing listen to me...
last week,i'm so so so happy..y? coz of Wilber..yah,my super idol,love him so much..he is one of the guy tat i love the most in tis world..who is other guy tat i love? erm..my brother,my dad,my grandfather...
but tis week,start with suck...really,really suck..y? coz a 'MF' destroy my sunday..
i suppose to have a happy outing with frenz..BBQ steamboat,n bowling...but well,everything ruin down by a 'MF' tat we call him 'TTT'..(whats the meaning of 'MF'? hey,dun try to pretend innocent,use ur brain,u know wat is it...)..am i too much for call him 'MF'? nope,not at all...at least,i accept it..
y i hate him so much? hahaha..simple question with simple answer..coz he never do something right n always act like an A.H..(what is A.H? look at ur backside..u have it also...once again,ise ur brain..) lame,stupid, rude, talking rubbish..as conclusion,he have no standard n no brain at ALL... and he do something to me,which make me very very very angry n sick with it...diu~~i'm not a slut,ok? stay away from me..
but when i show my emotion on face, then ppl start asking 'hey,whats wrong with u?' diu~~~another stupid question..the ppl who asking tis question,i know u won saw tis,but i still wan to say 'u r such an IDIOT!' dude,u should know the reason,u should know why...then wat..still wan to blame on me? well,if i'm in bad mood,who make it happen? IDIOT, i'm just sit infront of u, AND U WAN TO TELL ME THAT U FORGOT ABOUT WHAT I TOLD U BEFORE? U FORGOT I HATE THAT A.H SO MUCH N SAY B4 THAT DUN ASK HIM OUT IF I'M HERE? diu~~~how old r u dy? brain still cant function well? i dunno why u wan to do tat, am i invisible?tats y u DUNNO I'M THERE N ASK HIM COME??? or ur BRAIN DAMAGE dy so not remember that we told u not to ask him come b4 coming out? so,tell me dude..DO U HAVE BRAIN N IS IT STILL IN FUNCTION? OR ITS JUST ALL RUBBISH INSIDE?
n now,i'm staying home all alone..headache,n feeling dizzy..but..no one around..no one care bout me...maybe..i shouldnt blame on anyone for anything happen in yesterday,no one should be blamed...y? coz i'm just nobody..no one will care bout me...why should them care bout my feeling? they can ignore me eventhough i'm just sitting infront..I'M JUST NOBODY...
so...what do i wan now? i wan to be ALONE...leave me ALONE...when i need someone,tat's nobody there...so..now i need no one...NO ONE...
well, good question..but answer is 'i dunno'
what do i wan???
erm...i wan somebody keep me company,i need someone who really care,really understand me...if i'm asking too much, if i can only choose 1...then,please let me have someone who willing listen to me...
last week,i'm so so so happy..y? coz of Wilber..yah,my super idol,love him so much..he is one of the guy tat i love the most in tis world..who is other guy tat i love? erm..my brother,my dad,my grandfather...
but tis week,start with suck...really,really suck..y? coz a 'MF' destroy my sunday..
i suppose to have a happy outing with frenz..BBQ steamboat,n bowling...but well,everything ruin down by a 'MF' tat we call him 'TTT'..(whats the meaning of 'MF'? hey,dun try to pretend innocent,use ur brain,u know wat is it...)..am i too much for call him 'MF'? nope,not at all...at least,i accept it..
y i hate him so much? hahaha..simple question with simple answer..coz he never do something right n always act like an A.H..(what is A.H? look at ur backside..u have it also...once again,ise ur brain..) lame,stupid, rude, talking rubbish..as conclusion,he have no standard n no brain at ALL... and he do something to me,which make me very very very angry n sick with it...diu~~i'm not a slut,ok? stay away from me..
but when i show my emotion on face, then ppl start asking 'hey,whats wrong with u?' diu~~~another stupid question..the ppl who asking tis question,i know u won saw tis,but i still wan to say 'u r such an IDIOT!' dude,u should know the reason,u should know why...then wat..still wan to blame on me? well,if i'm in bad mood,who make it happen? IDIOT, i'm just sit infront of u, AND U WAN TO TELL ME THAT U FORGOT ABOUT WHAT I TOLD U BEFORE? U FORGOT I HATE THAT A.H SO MUCH N SAY B4 THAT DUN ASK HIM OUT IF I'M HERE? diu~~~how old r u dy? brain still cant function well? i dunno why u wan to do tat, am i invisible?tats y u DUNNO I'M THERE N ASK HIM COME??? or ur BRAIN DAMAGE dy so not remember that we told u not to ask him come b4 coming out? so,tell me dude..DO U HAVE BRAIN N IS IT STILL IN FUNCTION? OR ITS JUST ALL RUBBISH INSIDE?
n now,i'm staying home all alone..headache,n feeling dizzy..but..no one around..no one care bout me...maybe..i shouldnt blame on anyone for anything happen in yesterday,no one should be blamed...y? coz i'm just nobody..no one will care bout me...why should them care bout my feeling? they can ignore me eventhough i'm just sitting infront..I'M JUST NOBODY...
so...what do i wan now? i wan to be ALONE...leave me ALONE...when i need someone,tat's nobody there...so..now i need no one...NO ONE...
Monday, July 14, 2008
Fresco~ TT 08
its been 3 month i never update my blog...look at my last post,it was in march...well well..it doesnt meant tis blog have goes to its end if thats no any update,but,maybe is the owner was so busy n no time to bullshit here...
so,what did i do in the pass 3 month? well..TT nite 08 of coz...
i join TT Nite n get to know many interesting ppl,start from march,we work together,get to know each other more n more..
wat is TT? well, TT nite is short form of 'Talentime Nite', tis is a event for freshies to show their talent in dancing,singing,instrumental or emcee...sound interesting,rite? ya,it is...TT nite is a very very interesting event, bcoz of our 'TTspirit'
as a Souvenier n Prize director in business team,i learn alot n gain alot...tis is the 1st time i try to deal with those company n doin some marketing job..well well..it was a totally new experience for me. well, look back at all i've done n experience in tis 3 month...wow..i cant imagine i have really pass through it...
n,i would like to say thank you to anyone who have help me b4 during tis 3 month..no matter who u r,as long as u have help me b4...n special thx to my assistant,Lenny..without him,he really share my burden..thx guy!!
6th of July, all of our effort in pass 3 month was finally show up in front of other..TTnite 08 received a very good respond from audience..it was success n amazing...or can say,it was awesome!!!
and now,TT nite is over...everything is back to normal again...but,it was a colorful memory in my mind,for me,i was so great that i join tis big family...thx everyone for giving me such a beautiful experience n memory,it color up my life...
the event is ended.but,our frenzship will still keep on n never end..i look forward for our next gathering
"Fresh & Cool, Dream & Show, TT nite, Say 'Fresco' "
so,what did i do in the pass 3 month? well..TT nite 08 of coz...
i join TT Nite n get to know many interesting ppl,start from march,we work together,get to know each other more n more..
wat is TT? well, TT nite is short form of 'Talentime Nite', tis is a event for freshies to show their talent in dancing,singing,instrumental or emcee...sound interesting,rite? ya,it is...TT nite is a very very interesting event, bcoz of our 'TTspirit'
as a Souvenier n Prize director in business team,i learn alot n gain alot...tis is the 1st time i try to deal with those company n doin some marketing job..well well..it was a totally new experience for me. well, look back at all i've done n experience in tis 3 month...wow..i cant imagine i have really pass through it...
n,i would like to say thank you to anyone who have help me b4 during tis 3 month..no matter who u r,as long as u have help me b4...n special thx to my assistant,Lenny..without him,he really share my burden..thx guy!!
6th of July, all of our effort in pass 3 month was finally show up in front of other..TTnite 08 received a very good respond from audience..it was success n amazing...or can say,it was awesome!!!
and now,TT nite is over...everything is back to normal again...but,it was a colorful memory in my mind,for me,i was so great that i join tis big family...thx everyone for giving me such a beautiful experience n memory,it color up my life...
the event is ended.but,our frenzship will still keep on n never end..i look forward for our next gathering
"Fresh & Cool, Dream & Show, TT nite, Say 'Fresco' "
Tuesday, March 4, 2008
27/2 -BSB Unbreakable world tour concert...
Nick(blue),Howie(Red),Brian(yellow),AJ(black)27/2,i go for 1 of my dream concert...BSB Unbreakable World Tour...
well well...of coz thats many ppl there...BSB leh...
i start listen their song when i was in primary...i cant believe that i can see them in real one day..its such a dream for me..
the concert was cool,nice,fantasy,perfect...and...even cant use word to describe it...thank god for giving me the chance to meet them,to feel their music and passion..even though 15 years was pass,but BSB was still ROCK !!!
Nick,Brian,Howie,AJ...everybody screaming their name,everybody sing and dance with them..thats more than a concert..it was a party,a music party was only for BSB and all the fans...
its pity my camera run out of battery,so i cant take too many picture..but it was so cool enough to see them with my eye...
i only upload few of pic,and the rest...hehe...its my collection...
Picture on 25th.Feb...
Wishes from wallace..
Champagne Rose from Wallace...thx u so much!! 
shing and me
William and me
Rain n Coey
Fei Hong,Nick C,Rain
Me and Jimmy
V and me
V & R
Helvi,Coey,and me...
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